CHAPTER IX

As the door of the hangar closed behind them Herman von Essen seized

Hildegarde's arm roughly and propelled her toward his waiting limousine.

He was a burly, powerful man and lifted her almost from the ground. She

presented a spectacle similar to that of a naughty little girl being led

by the ear; she trotted along on tiptoe with a consciousness that she

offered a most undignified spectacle. People fail to reckon with the sense

of dignity of the young; it is very strong, and there is no surer way to

kindle their fury than to make them appear undignified.

Hildegarde's cheeks were white, but her eyes, half closed, were cold light

flashed in reflection from steel; she bit her lip to restrain a cry of

pain. Her father breathed heavily, noisily. She was aware that the

chauffeur, out of the corner of his eye, missed nothing of the spectacle.

"Let go my arm!" she said, fiercely.

He only shook her a little and shoved her forward.

"You're hurting my arm! Let go!"

She wanted to strike him, to scream, to bite and scratch, but she knew she

was helpless in his great hands. She knew it was futile to struggle with

him or to appeal to him, she knew his rage was the equal of her own in

intensity, but she knew it was a brutal rage, a rage which, if further

provoked, might relieve itself by some unthinkable action.... He was

capable of thrashing her. She knew it, but it was not fear of him that

held her passive; it was the effort to maintain some vestige of dignity.

He pushed her to the step of the car and, reaching over her shoulder,

jerked open the door.

"My car--is here," she said.

He did not reply, but shoved her headlong into the limousine. She fell on

hands and knees, and he did not help her to arise. She scrambled to her

feet and sat in the corner of the seat, pressing as far away from her

father as possible, avoiding any contact with him. He shut the door with a

slam and was silent except for his noisy breathing.

Both of them looked straight ahead, and no word was spoken during the

drive to their home. When the car stopped and the chauffeur opened the

door, von Essen lumbered out and stood waiting.

"Get out," he said, roughly, not offering to assist her.

She stepped out, drawing away from him as she passed, and ran up the

steps.

"Wait," he commanded, and she stopped. He approached her and reached again

for her arm, but she avoided him.

"Don't touch me!... Don't dare to touch me!" she panted.

"Go to your room," he ordered. "Don't leave it without my permission, or

I'll lock you in.... Don't leave this house again. Don't step out of the

door. If you do--"

She turned and walked away from him. She wanted to run, but would not

allow herself to run. She walked slowly, shoulders squared, head up

proudly. She did not hurry as she traversed the hall and ascended the

stairs, nor as she opened the door of her room. She entered, closed the

door gently--and locked it. Then she stood quite still, white and slender,

with a look on her face not good to see on the face of a young girl. Her

fists were clenched, her arms held tense and straight at her sides. There

was no tear or sign of tear in her eyes. She looked not like a living

flame now, but like a slender image of steel heated to whiteness.

"I hate him," she said, slowly, not passionately, but coldly, with

calculation. Then she repeated it, "I hate him.... I hate him."

She took off hat and wraps and let them fall to the floor, then walked

across the room to her dressing-table and looked at herself in its mirror.

She saw how pinched and white and strained she looked, and bit her lip....

On the dressing-table in a silver frame was a photograph, the photograph

of a woman still young. It was a strong face, a gentle face, a face that

in some vague way showed that the spirit within had not been satisfied or

happy. Hildegarde lifted it in her hands.

"You _married_ him," she said, in a whisper. "_Married_ him.... You lived

with him of your own accord--for years.... How could you? How _could_

you?"

Hildegarde did not know that she herself was the answer to that question.

Born within a year of her mother's marriage, she had tied her mother to

that home and to the man who was the father of the child. It had not taken

years to disillusion Marcia von Essen with respect to her husband; the

first trying hours of marital life had sufficed to show her the sort of

man to whom she had given herself, for he had shown her none of that

gentleness, that consideration, that tenderness that form so sure a

foundation for the coming years. More marriages are wrecked within

twenty-four hours of the ceremony than are wrecked in the succeeding

twenty-four years. Marcia von Essen's was one of these.... She might have

separated herself from him almost at the beginning of their marriage, but

time was not given her to catch her breath and form the resolution when

was forced upon her the knowledge that her thought must include a third

being. So she remained, and so, for Hildegarde's sake, she endured the

years. "How could you?" Hildegarde asked. The photograph might have

replied, "For you, my daughter."

Hildegarde put down her mother's picture and sat down on the rounding seat

in the bay window. Her posture was girlish, childish; back against the

wall, feet on the cushion, she drew her knees under her chin and stared

out at the snow-covered lawn, the wealth of shrubs swathed in white, down

the slope to the barren expanse of frozen lake. Her thoughts were

dangerous thoughts, and to a reckless, turbulent soul thoughts likely to

take material shape in rash action.

"I won't stand it," she said, in a whisper. "She _had_ to live with him,

but I don't."

That resolution was made. All that remained was to hit upon the means to

carry it out. She would leave her home and her father, but how? And how

could she make it certain that he could not follow her and drag her back?

For drag her back he would, she knew.

She must have help; she must have a place to go. Arrangements must be made

outside that house for her reception, and she could not go out to make

them--and she was penniless!

"_He'd_ help me," she said, suddenly. "He's got to." The _he_ was Potter

Waite.

It was not with love that she turned to Potter, for she did not love him.

She was not a girl given to sudden, unstable infatuations for young men.

But she liked him, she trusted him. Events had coupled them in a manner

which compelled her to think of him as she thought of no other young

man.... She would ask him to help, to find some way, to devise some

expedient. Potter was only a means to an end in this affair--he was not

the end. She did not plan to elope with this young man; indeed, that idea

never entered her hot little head.

She went to her desk and wrote:

"DEAR POTTER,--I can't stand it any longer. I sha'n't live another day

with my father. He's a savage and I'm afraid of him." She was not in the

least afraid of him, but feminine instinct told her this would be an

appealing touch. Her hand traveled to the arm her father had clutched and

she became conscious that it pained her. She stood up and removed her

waist to examine the arm. It was bruised, swollen, rapidly blackening, and

the marks of his ruthless fingers were plain. She sat down to write again.

"My arm," she wrote, "is nearly wrenched off, and you can see the mark of

every one of his fingers on it. I'm locked in my room. Won't you help me

get away? My room is on the lake side of the house, the corner with the

tower. If you'll help me, come to-morrow night about ten, and be careful.

I'll be watching out of my window for you, and I'll be all ready. I won't

stand it another day."

She signed this, sealed it, and affixed a stamp. Then she replaced her

waist and concealed the note in her bosom.

"He'll have sense enough to know what to do." she told herself.

She tried to read, but could not, and hurled the book across the room

angrily. She could do nothing but brood and toy with her anger, keeping it

alive and pouring fuel upon its flames. Again she occupied the window-seat

and stared out at the wintry landscape.

Dinner hour came, but she did not leave her room. She could not bear the

thought of sitting at the same table with her father, of seeing him, of

breathing the same air he breathed. Nor did he summon her. She did not

expect him to send a tray to her room; that would be a courtesy so utterly

foreign to him that she did not even give it a thought. Besides, she was

not hungry. She could not have eaten. So she sat and waited--waited for

darkness and for that stillness which tells of a sleeping house. When it

came she would steal out of her room and out of the house to the near-by

mail-box to post her letter to Potter Waite.

Hours went by. The house was very still. Though she opened the door a

crack and listened, she could not hear a sound. It was after ten o'clock,

and her father was probably at the Harmonie Society drinking beer and

smoking those pudgy black cigars without which he was seldom seen. She

threw a wrap over her head and tiptoed out of the room and down the

stairs. Very cautiously she passed along the hall, but stopped before she

reached the door of the library, for the room was lighted. She drew

against the wall and stood very still, listening. Some one was there, for

she heard voices.

Step by step she drew nearer, and the voices became more distinct, her

father's voice and the voice of a stranger. She believed it to be a

stranger, for she did not recognize it. Both voices were muffled by the

walls and hangings, yet she could overhear what was said, if not wholly,

at least in major part.

"Boy-Ed and von Papen were clumsy fools," said the strange voice, "and

this man Paul Koenig, that got himself arrested the other day, wasn't much

better. But those things were to be expected. It wasn't the ridiculous

Secret Service of this idiotic country that did it, even then. It was

English agents."

Hildegarde realized suddenly that German was being spoken. It had not

surprised her or caught her attention in the beginning, for she was

accustomed to hear as much German spoken in that house as English.

"What do you want of me now?" she heard her father ask.

The stranger did not reply directly to the question. "Our men have done

pretty good work so far, but we must do much better. Our greatest success

has been in holding together the Germans here and in creating in their

minds a proper attitude toward the fatherland. You and men like you have

been invaluable there. But we must take more vigorous steps. A little has

been done. We've stirred up a lot of unrest, and we have the pacifists

working nicely." He chuckled. "That I. W. W. organization was made to our

order." He paused a moment, and then said, significantly, "And there is

quite a satisfying number of tons of munitions that have exploded here in

America--instead of over the trenches occupied by our army."

"Yes," said von Essen, "but what do you want of me?"

"More help, of course. You recognize your duty to the fatherland?"

"Naturally," said von Essen.

"Propaganda and singing societies aren't going to win this war for us,"

said the stranger, flatly. "For one thing, millions of tons of iron ore

are coming down these lakes, through the Sault Sainte Marie locks, through

the St. Clair ship-canal. That ore makes rifles and cannon and shells for

the Allies. It would be a great service to the Emperor to interfere with

that traffic, and the surest way is to--er--discontinue the use of the

canals. That's one thing. Then Detroit is manufacturing more and more

munitions, and motor-trucks, and other things to help the enemy. There's a

fine bit of work to be done right here. You can be most useful here. You

have influence, and a man in your position will go without suspicion. Do

you see?"

"I see," said von Essen, gruffly, "but I'm not going to mix into such

matters. I want to see the fatherland win. I'm a German. But I haven't any

intention of getting stood up against a wall and being shot."

"Nonsense! You'll be telling me you have scruples against such a thing

next. And you haven't."

"I haven't," said von Essen. "I'd like to see every munition-plant in

America blown to hell."

"Excellent so far.... When this war is over a German is going to be an

envied man in this world. Once a man boasted that he was a Roman citizen;

after we are through he'll boast that he's a German citizen. Our Emperor

knows how to reward service--either with money or with honors."

"I don't need the Emperor's money," said von Essen.

"But the honors, eh? Suppose you should be recalled to the fatherland and

ennobled, eh? Made a count, let us say? You have the wealth to support the

position."

"Uh!" grunted von Essen.

"But to wear honors one must earn them. You have been picked because you

are the right man. We do not make mistakes. We need you."

"No," said von Essen, stubbornly.

"Listen, Herr von Essen," said the stranger, his voice changing its tone

from silkiness to something bordering on arrogance. "Last Thursday you

rode to the city in your limousine with Mr. Bradley. I can repeat to you

every word of your conversation. It was an unimportant conversation, but I

know what was said. I can tell you what you had for dinner two weeks ago,

and what you will have to-morrow. I can tell you every movement you have

made for months."

"Well," said von Essen, uneasily.

"I have not wasted time on you for nothing. I say we need you--and you are

going to do what you are told."

"No. Why should I run risks? I'm willing to help in a reasonable way, but

this dynamiting business--"

"Out of several hundred men serving the Emperor in this country, half a

dozen have been caught. There is no risk, and there will be great gain. It

is not for you to refuse or accept. You have your orders, Herr von Essen."

"You can't give me orders. I'm an American citizen--"

"Bosh!... Last week there was an explosion in an armory in a Canadian town

not far from here. It did quite a satisfactory bit of damage. I'm sure the

Emperor will appreciate it."

"That armory explosion--did you arrange that?"

"I?... Oh no, Herr von Essen! _You_ did."

"I! You're crazy."

"The records show--our secret records. You have the credit there.... Now,

Herr von Essen, will you obey orders?"

"No. What do your secret records matter to me?"

"If I put information in the hands of the clumsy American agents that Herr

von Essen is excessively pro-German and that it might be well to inquire

where he was the night of that so-called outrage, they might be

interested, eh?... And if it was hinted that a search of your premises

would unearth a considerable quantity of explosives, and some extremely

novel and effective bombs and infernal machines?... I should hate to do

that, Herr."

"But I was not where you say on that night--that Friday night."

"No, Herr von Essen? Shall I tell you where you were? You were with me.

Alone with me, as I took excellent pains to see you would be. Nobody knows

where you were but myself--and I would be unable to come to your

assistance, of course. I'm afraid there would be evidence directly against

you, however. It would look black for you if your chauffeur were to swear

that he carried you to a point on the river and saw you meet two other

men, and that you had baggage which you carried, oh, so carefully. Eh? And

if he saw you cross the river, partly on the ice and partly with boats? It

would look bad."

Hildegarde heard her father burst into a torrent of imprecation,

frightened imprecation. She was even sorry for him. Yet she felt a

malicious satisfaction. He was trapped, neatly trapped, and he was being

made to suffer. She approved of that.

"Well?" demanded the stranger when von Essen became quiet again.

"You couldn't.... It wouldn't be safe for you. I should describe you and

tell--"

"And how long would you continue to live after that? Give a moment's

thought to that point."

"Is that explosive in this house?"

"Plenty of it."

Yon Essen groaned. "What do you want me to do?"

"Whatever you are told. You'll get over this first nervousness soon--and

you'll quite enjoy yourself. Really, there's a satisfaction in our

work--when it is successful. Are you going to be reasonable?"

Von Essen made some reply unintelligible to Hildegarde, but which

evidently was satisfactory to the stranger. "We'll call it settled, then,"

the latter said. "I'm pleased for your sake. You will get your orders in

due time. In the mean while, stand ready at all times to obey. Am I

understood?"

"Yes," said von Essen, in a voice from which all arrogance, all courage

was gone, "I understand."

Hildegarde was filled with an intense curiosity to see the man who had

tamed and trapped her father. The thing had happened so unexpectedly, and

she had followed the conversation with such interest, that she had not had

time to consider other than the immediate aspects of it. She did not yet

consider her father as a traitor to his country, nor go deeply into the

meaning of the words she had overheard. But she did want to see that man.

She took a careful step forward, and another. She would peer through the

door and then withdraw.

She took one more step; then something descended over her head, a hand

covered her mouth, and she was lifted bodily from her feet. There was no

sound. Whoever had seized her carried her silently to the stairs, up to

the second floor, opened a door, and set her within. The door closed

quickly, the key turned on the outside, and she was free and alone. She

snatched the cloth from her head. It was her own room!

She placed her hand against the door to steady herself while she collected

her senses. Who had seized her? Not her father, not the stranger. It had

been no man of her father's who had done so. It must have been some one in

the service of the stranger, but some one employed in the von Essen

household; some one familiar with it; some one who knew without hesitation

where her own room was. It was startling, terrifying. She tottered across

to her bed and threw herself upon it, nerves aflutter. Hildegarde was not

given to nerves, but the tenseness of her situation as she had stood

listening to her father and the stranger, with its unexpressed threat of

danger, then the sudden, stifling, paralyzing climax of her seizure by

unseen hands, had been sufficient to shock steadier fortitude than her

own.

She did not give way to hysterics; did not whimper with fear as some girls

might have done. The strange thing is that she was not _afraid_. It was

not fear she felt so much as bewilderment, a certain dread of the unknown,

a sense of something sinister impending.

She lay quietly struggling for self-control, and gradually it came to her.

She sat up and looked about her. Then she went to her door and tried it.

It was not locked. This was startling, for she had heard distinctly the

key turned in the lock. Whoever had placed her in her room had crept back

to unlock the door.

She tried to consider the events calmly, first in their bearing upon

herself. She had been caught eavesdropping, effectively interrupted, but

not more ungently than the circumstances had demanded. She had not been

hurt; apparently there was neither desire nor intention to hurt her.... As

yet. But she had heard matters not safe to overhear. Possibly her

assailant knew how much she had overheard; possibly he had come upon her

suddenly and had acted as suddenly. In that event he would not know how

long she had been there nor what she knew. That would make for safety.

Somehow that phase did not worry her.

Then she reviewed the conversation at which she had been an unseen

auditor. Its meaning was plain to her. Her father was in communication

with sinister agencies, was now the tool of such agencies. She had known

him to be frantically pro-German, but that he had been an active

participant in the plots and propaganda which filled the papers and which

people were coming to understand daily as more and more of a menace to the

well-being of their country, she had not imagined. And now Herman von

Essen was to go farther; he was, so to speak, initiated into the inner

ring of German intrigue, that inner ring commissioned by a conscienceless

power to carry out unspeakable designs against a friendly, unsuspicious

people! In short, she was the daughter of a traitor; of the same blood

that flowed in the veins of a man plotting treason against the flag under

which he had lived and prospered and to which his allegiance had been

sworn.... She had hated her father before, she despised him now. She was

filled with shame, deep, bitter, biting shame....

She asked herself what ought she to do, what could she do? She hated

Germany because she believed it was Germany that had produced her father

and his like. Because she had heard disloyal talk from her father's lips,

she had become impetuously, girlishly loyal to the United States.... But

in the condition that faced her, what could she do? Where lay her duty? It

was a question too complex for her immaturity. She answered it by avoiding

it. Her determination was the determination she had reached earlier in the

day--to go away. Now her going away took on a new significance. It took on

the quality of running away to avoid responsibility, to avoid answering a

question to which she could see no answer.

Once more she put on her coat and hat and crept out into the dark hall.

The clock had struck midnight. This time she reached the outer door

without interruption, shot back its bolt, and stepped out into the night.

She ran to the street, fearful lest she should be stopped even now, and

felt a great surge of relief as she dropped her note to Potter Waite into

the mail-box. Then she turned, and with as great caution made her way back

to her room, locked the door--a thing she had never been accustomed to

do--and retired.

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