CHAPTER IX.

THE MYSTERIES LAID OPEN.

While nurse was by turns dictating her letter and sighing, till the

scribe caught the infection, and lost his spirits; while the wind moaned

in the crevices of the ricketty dwelling, and the flame of the single

candle flared and flickered in the draughts of the poor apartment,

Ambrose was under a securer shelter, and Mildred under none at all.

Ambrose had been assisting in swearing in new brothers who had joined

his lodge. He had helped to blindfold them, and to guide them through

the mummeries which were calculated to answer any purpose rather than

that of adding sanctity to an oath. The jargon of the verse to be

gabbled over, the dressing up, the locking in, were more like the

Christmas games of very young school-boys than the actual proceedings,

the serious business of grown men. Mummery has usually or always arisen

from an inconvenient lack of shorter and plainer methods of explanation,

and of facilities for communication. This sort of picture-writing is

discarded, by common consent, wherever the press comes in to fulfil the

object with more ease, speed, and exactitude. When Ambrose declared that

“there is nothing like ceremony, after all,” he testified that he

belonged to a nation or a class which is stinted in the best means of

communication, and kept in an infantine state of knowledge and pursuit.

If he had been growing up to a period of mature wisdom, like his

brother, he would have told the brethren of his lodge that there is

nothing so childish as ceremony, after all. To form into a lodge, or a

company, or whatever it may be called, when a number of men have

business to do, is the most ready and unobjectionable method of

transacting that business; but if the brethren cannot be kept in order

and harmony without being amused by shows, or excited by mystification,

they had far better be playing cricket on the green, than pretend to

assist in conducting the serious affairs of their class. Much better

would it have been for Ambrose to have been playing cricket on the green

this evening, than frightening people even more ignorant than himself

with death’s heads, horrible threats, and oaths made up of the most

alarming words that could be picked out of the vocabulary of unstamped

newspapers. Much better would it have been for him to have been reading

anything,—book, pamphlet, or newspaper,—than to have sent his sister on

such an errand as she was transacting on the hills.

Mildred was made, without her own knowledge, a servant of the lodge, a

messenger from all the discontented with whom Ambrose was connected to

all the discontented in the district. This trouble was imposed upon her

because the country folks were unable to read, and paper was dear, and

advertisements were dearer still. The object was to bring people

together to consult on their fortunes, and the measures that should be

taken to mend them. Mr. Arruther would have said that it was well that

so improper an object should be frustrated by the absence of all

assistance from the press: but Mr. Arruther might have been told that

there is no frustrating such an object; and that the only effect of the

press not being concerned in it was, that the summons bore a very

different character from what it would have had, if there had been

perfect freedom of communication. In a newspaper, the notice would have

been that people were to meet at such a spot, at such an hour, and for

such and such a purpose. As it was, Mildred was scudding over the hills,

shivering whenever the gust overtook her, as if it must bring something

dreadful; starting if she found any one awaiting her at the appointed

places, and trembling if it was herself that must wait; and faltering or

gabbling in equal terror, as she delivered the circular which was to be

carried forwards by those whom she met; the circular being as follows:—

“Meet on Arneford Green,

Six and seven between.

Bring words as sharp as sickles,

To cut the throats

Of gentlefolks,

That rob the poor of victuals.

Hungry guts and empty purse

May be better, can’t be worse.”

The political wisdom of the district had discovered that all was going

wrong within it. Farmer Mason’s live stock was dying off, and his wife

had been long confined to her bed with some grievous affliction.

Neighbour Green’s dog had gone mad, and had been very near biting some

children that were playing in the road. The wheat on the uplands looked

poorly; and the mill-stream was dry; so that many of Mr. Waugh’s

workpeople were out of employ. It must be a very bad government that

allowed all this to happen at once, some people said: but there were

many who hinted that the blame did not all rest with the Government, and

that there was one person who might some day prove to have had more to

do with those disasters than everybody liked to say. This hint had gone

the round, and become amplified in its course, till it was considered a

settled matter by every one who entertained the subject at all, that

nurse Ede was quite as pernicious to Arneside as the Government and all

the gentlefolks put together; and that there should be no attempt at

rebellion till nurse had been called to account for her witcheries.

The affair had been brought to a crisis by this evening, when Mildred

was delivering her circular on the hills. She was expected and lain in

wait for. Suddenly she fell in with a party who would not let her

proceed till she had been sworn on her knees to tell all she knew of her

mother’s proceedings, of the nature of her intercourse with her black

cat, and of the uses of the mysterious apparatus which now filled her

cupboard as well as the shelf. The girl knew nothing of what she was

required to confess; but she did what she could to please her tyrants.

She poured out all the nonsensical fancies, all the absurd suspicions,

which had been accumulating in her ignorant mind from the days of her

childhood till now. The sum total proved even more satisfactory than the

party had expected.—There was now but one thing to be done. Nurse must

be forced to recant, and make reparation; and that as soon as possible.

The managers of the enterprise must not quit their hold of her till she

had begun to restore Mrs. Mason; revive the calves and poultry that

remained alive, if she could not restore those which were dead; set the

mill-wheel revolving again; brought showers upon the upland corn-fields,

and confessed precisely what kind and degree of influence she had

exerted over poor Mrs. Arruther: for it was not to be forgotten how the

lightning had split the tree beside the lady’s monument, the last thing

before it fired Farmer Mason’s barn.

While all this was passing, nurse had dismissed the good-natured

schoolmaster, and had looked after him from the door, shading her candle

with her apron, till she could see him no longer; and had sat down, with

a sigh at her loneliness, to mend one more pair of stockings for

Ambrose, to take the chance of one or other of her children coming home

for the night. She had nearly given the matter up when she thought she

heard a little noise outside the door. As she looked up, she saw a very

white face pressed close to the window, and looking in upon her.

“Come in! Who’s there? Lift up the latch and come in, whoever you are,”

cried she, who, having never wished harm to any human being, had no fear

of receiving harm from the hands of any. “My girl!” exclaimed she, as

Mildred stood on the threshold, looking uncertain whether to set foot in

the cottage, or to retreat, “My dear, ye are right enough to come home

to a warm bed to-night. It will be but a chilly night for sleeping

beside the fold, if that is really what ye do when ye don’t come home.

I’ve been looking for ye, my dear; so, come in, and shut the door, and

see what supper I’ve been keeping ready for ye. Why do ye keep standing

outside in that way, Mildred?”

As nurse sat at the table, looking over her spectacles, with her candle

on one side, and the cat on the other, drowsily opening and shutting its

eyes, as if quite at ease, there seemed to be something which prevented

Mildred from advancing a step towards the party. She only said in a

shrill tone,

“They’re coming.”

Who was coming,—whether Ambrose and the brethren from the lodge, or the

long-dreaded Turks, or any people more to be feared still, could not be

ascertained. All that could be got out of Mildred was, “They’re coming.”

The door was still standing wide, the parley was still proceeding, when

they came.

A night of horrors followed; horrors which were once perpetrated in the

metropolitan cities of mighty empires; and then descended to inferior

towns; and then were banished to the country; and now are seldom to be

heard of, even in the remotest haunts of ignorance. But such horrors are

not yet extinct. Since the sacrifice of nurse Ede, others, perhaps as

guileless and kind of heart, have met a fate like hers.

During the whole of the dreadful scene of violence and torment, the

mother called on her children. As if they had all been present, she

implored them to bear witness as to what her life had been, and to save

her from her persecutors. She had reared her sons with incessant

watchfulness, from the time that their little hands could only grasp her

finger, up to the manly strength which might have saved her now: but

Owen was far away, dreaming of no evil; and as for Ambrose, his face was

never seen, all that night. Mildred was present,—standing in her

mother’s view during all those fearful hours; but the call on her was

also in vain. She stood staring, with her arms by her sides, and her

hair on end, only wincing and moving back a little when her mother’s

appeals to her became particularly vehement. This was the child who had

been the object of as fond parental hopes as had ever been shed over the

unconsciousness of infancy. Hers was the arm which was to have been her

mother’s support to church on Sabbath days. Hers were the hands which

were to have relieved her parent of the more laborious of their homely

tasks. She it was who should have enlivened the day with her cheerful

industry, and amused the evening with the intelligence which nurse had

done her best to put in the way of improvement. This was the child! And

this was the contrast which flitted through her unhappy mother’s mind as

she was dragged past Mrs. Arruther’s monument, and taunted with the

memory of that poor lady.

Mrs. Arruther and she were both unhappy as mothers. The child of the one

was as destitute (whatever might be his scholarship) of all the

knowledge which is of most value in the conduct and embellishment of

life, as these his despised neighbours; and the protracted torment which

he caused his parent might, in its sum, equal that which nurse was

enduring to-night. The crowning proof of his substantial ignorance was

his desire and endeavour to keep others in that state of darkness of

which the deeds of this night were some of the results. There will be no

more mothers so wretched as Mrs. Arruther and her nurse when mothers

themselves shall know how to give their children true knowledge; and

when their children shall have access to that true knowledge without

hindrance and without measure.

One thrilling sound of complaint at last penetrated the chamber of the

clergyman; and, in consequence, nurse was presently in her own bed,

attended upon by Kate Jeffery, while Mildred sat in a corner of the

cottage, staring as before. She let Kate bring her to the bedside, when

her parent’s unquenchable tenderness was kindling up once more; but the

girl was pitiably at a loss what to say, and how to conduct herself.

“I never did, my dear; if you will believe the last words I shall ever

speak. I never did, or thought of doing such things as they say. Tell

them so, when I am gone; will you? Only tell them what I said. O

Mildred, cannot you promise me even that much?”

“She is mazed,” said Kate Jeffery, in excuse of her old play-fellow.

“She will come to, by-and-by.”

“I wish I was mazed, if it be not thankless to say so,” muttered nurse.

“But it will all be over soon. Well: it is God’s will that my son Owen

is so far from me at this time.”

She little guessed how soon her son Owen would be standing where Kate

was now. But, soon as it was, it was too late for nurse.

It was indeed a withered and haggard cheek (as nurse once anticipated)

that her children looked upon as they watched her rest;—not her

breathing sleep, but her last long rest. Owen must have been quite

overthrown by meeting such a shock on his arrival, or he could never

have spoken to Mildred as he did. He upbraided her for the stupidity

with which she had given ear to the ridiculous falsehoods which had been

hatched against one of the most harmless women that had ever lived:

falsehoods that any child in L would have been ashamed to be asked to

believe. But it was impossible that Mildred, or any one else, could have

really credited such things. It could have been only a pretence

“No; no pretence,” Kate interposed to say. “There would have been no

malice, if there had not been profound ignorance. No one could have

helped loving nurse, and doing nothing but good to her, up to her dying

day, if it had but been known why and how she practised her art; and

that no woman has really the power, by prayers and charms, of stopping

mill-streams and maddening dogs.”

“How could I tell?” mournfully asked Mildred. “They all said——I’m sure I

thought they would have killed me first. They all said, and they all

think, that she was an awful and a wicked woman; and what else could I

think? I’m sure I never durst touch her, or scarce anything that she had

touched before me, after what Maude Hallowell told me.”

“You are out of your mind, I think,” said Owen, bitterly. “To talk as

you do, and she lying there!”

“And if Mildred was out of her mind, Mr. Owen,” said Kate, in a low

voice, “is she to be taunted with it, as if it was her fault? I should

rather say that she has very little mind; for hers seems to me never to

have grown since we were at the Sunday school together. Surely, Mr.

Owen, it is the narrow mind that is least able to help itself under

foolish fears, and any horrible fancy that may be riding it till it is

weary. Surely it is not merciful to taunt a mind that is so miserable in

itself already.”

“Then I will not taunt her, Kate. It will be sorrow enough to her, all

her days, to have to pass my mother’s grave, and think how she was sent

there. Go, poor girl, and tell the clergyman that it is all over. Nobody

shall hurt you: I will take care of you. Nobody shall blame you: the

blame shall rest elsewhere.”

“Where?” asked the bewildered girl, as, in a flurried manner, she tied

on her bonnet to go to the clergyman. “What are you going to do now,

Owen? Where——what did you say last?”

“That nobody shall blame you, as I did just now, for what has happened

to our mother. It is no fault of yours, Mildred, any more than it can be

called Ambrose’s fault that he now lies in prison——”

“In prison!”

“Yes: he has been taken there (God knows whether according to law or

not) for the part he has taken about swearing in the brothers at his

Lodge. There he was, poor fellow, when my mother was calling upon him in

a way to break a heart of stone, they say.” Owen saw the convulsion

which passed over his sister’s countenance as he made this allusion; and

he resolved to refer to that dreadful scene no more. “Whatever may be

done with Ambrose, he has perished. His life is blasted, whether, as

some suppose, he is sent abroad, or whether his punishment is to be

worked out at home. How should he have known better? The only bit of law

he knew, he learned by accident from a newspaper; and when he would have

learned more, the only lesson-book he could get taught him wrong; and it

could never have taught him so wrong, if those which would have

instructed him better had not been kept out of his reach. The judge and

gaoler are to be his teachers now. Those little know what they are about

who take pains,—for any purpose,—to hold men ignorant. If they could

keep the light of the sun from the earth with the thickest of clouds,

they would do mischief enough in making the plants come up sickly, and

the tall trees dwindle away, and rendering every thing fearful and

dismal, wherever we turn: but all this is harmless trifling compared

with the practice of keeping the mind without the light which God has

provided for it. This it is that brings discontent towards God, and bad

passions among men; temptation to guilt to the careless, and long

heart-suffering to the kindest and best; and the fiercest of murders as

the end of all. O, mother! mother!”

THE END.

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Transcriber’s Note

At line 4.42.18 in ‘The Jerseymen Parting’, the speaker ‘Le Brocq’ is

most likely ‘Durell’, Le Brocq being currently incarcerated.

Some compound words appear both hyphenated and unhyphenated. When the

word is hyphenated on a line break, the hyphen is either retained or

removed depending on the prevalent form elsewhere; e.g. ‘farmhouse(s)’,

‘lawsuit’, ‘shopkeeper(s)’, ‘thunderstorm’, ‘babyhouse’, ‘coast-guard’,

‘fourpenny’, ‘a-piece’, ‘haymakers’, ‘goodwill’, ‘re-appeared’,

‘runaway’, ‘seafowl’, ‘small-clothes’, ‘stone-ware’.

Other errors deemed most likely to be the printer’s have been corrected,

and are noted here. The references are to the work, page and line in the

original.

1.11.28 I shall have them taken care of[f].” Removed.

2.28.3 your[’]s was bad advice. Removed.

2.44.8 that[ that] thou wouldst make haste Removed.

2.65.21 of the church.[.] Removed.

2.88.26 by the tithe-proct[e/o]r Replaced.

3.66.13 as you did at St. Heliers.[’/”] Replaced.

3.94.22 “You can tell him to[ /-]morrow.” Replaced.

3.112.2 putting in metal after g[ua/au]ge Transposed.

3.115.27 the alkaline l[ey/ye] from the copper Transposed.

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