SCENE II

A Chamber in the Castle. Elizabeth--the Fool

Isentrudis--Guta singing.

High among the lonely hills,

While I lay beside my sheep,

Rest came down and filled my soul,

From the everlasting deep.

Changeless march the stars above,

Changeless morn succeeds to even;

Still the everlasting hills,

Changeless watch the changeless heaven.

See the rivers, how they run,

Changeless toward the changeless sea;

All around is forethought sure,

Fixed will and stern decree.

Can the sailor move the main?

Will the potter heed the clay?

Mortal! where the spirit drives,

Thither must the wheels obey.

Neither ask, nor fret, nor strive:

Where thy path is, thou shall go.

He who made the streams of time

Wafts thee down to weal or woe.

Eliz. That's a sweet song, and yet it does not chime

With my heart's inner voice. Where had you it, Guta?

Guta. From a nun who was a shepherdess in her youth--sadly plagued

she was by a cruel stepmother, till she fled to a convent and found

rest to her soul.

Fool. No doubt; nothing so pleasant as giving up one's will in

one's own way. But she might have learnt all that without taking

cold on the hill-tops.

Eliz. Where then, Fool?

Fool. At any market-cross where two or three rogues are together,

who have neither grace to mend, nor courage to say 'I did it.' Now

you shall see the shepherdess' baby dressed in my cap and bells.

[Sings.]

When I was a greenhorn and young,

And wanted to be and to do,

I puzzled my brains about choosing my line,

Till I found out the way that things go.

The same piece of clay makes a tile,

A pitcher, a taw, or a brick:

Dan Horace knew life; you may cut out a saint,

Or a bench, from the self-same stick.

The urchin who squalls in a gaol,

By circumstance turns out a rogue;

While the castle-bred brat is a senator born,

Or a saint, if religion's in vogue.

We fall on our legs in this world,

Blind kittens, tossed in neck and heels:

'Tis Dame Circumstance licks Nature's cubs into shape,

She's the mill-head, if we are the wheels.

Then why puzzle and fret, plot and dream?

He that's wise will just follow his nose;

Contentedly fish, while he swims with the stream;

'Tis no business of his where it goes.

Eliz. Far too well sung for such a saucy song.

So go.

Fool. Ay, I'll go. Whip the dog out of church, and then rate him

for being no Christian. [Exit Fool.]

Eliz. Guta, there is sense in that knave's ribaldry:

We must not thus baptize our idleness,

And call it resignation: Which is love?

To do God's will, or merely suffer it?

I do not love that contemplative life:

No! I must headlong into seas of toil,

Leap forth from self, and spend my soul on others.

Oh! contemplation palls upon the spirit,

Like the chill silence of an autumn sun:

While action, like the roaring south-west wind,

Sweeps laden with elixirs, with rich draughts

Quickening the wombed earth.

Guta. And yet what bliss,

When dying in the darkness of God's light,

The soul can pierce these blinding webs of nature,

And float up to The Nothing, which is all things--

The ground of being, where self-forgetful silence

Is emptiness,--emptiness fulness,--fulness God,--

Till we touch Him, and like a snow-flake, melt

Upon His light-sphere's keen circumference!

Eliz. Hast thou felt this?

Guta. In part.

Eliz. Oh, happy Guta!

Mine eyes are dim--and what if I mistook

For God's own self, the phantoms of my brain?

And who am I, that my own will's intent

Should put me face to face with the living God?

I, thus thrust down from the still lakes of thought

Upon a boiling crater-field of labour.

No! He must come to me, not I to Him;

If I see God, beloved, I must see Him

In mine own self:--

Guta. Thyself?

Eliz. Why start, my sister?

God is revealed in the crucified:

The crucified must be revealed in me:--

I must put on His righteousness; show forth

His sorrow's glory; hunger, weep with Him;

Writhe with His stripes, and let this aching flesh

Sink through His fiery baptism into death,

That I may rise with Him, and in His likeness

May ceaseless heal the sick, and soothe the sad,

And give away like Him this flesh and blood

To feed His lambs--ay--we must die with Him

To sense--and love--

Guta. To love? What then becomes

Of marriage vows?

Eliz. I know it--so speak not of them.

Oh! that's the flow, the chasm in all my longings,

Which I have spanned with cobweb arguments,

Yet yawns before me still, where'er I turn,

To bar me from perfection; had I given

My virgin all to Christ! I was not worthy!

I could not stand alone!

Guta. Here comes your husband.

Eliz. He comes! my sun! and every thrilling vein

Proclaims my weakness.

[Lewis enters.]

Lewis. Good news, my Princess; in the street below

Conrad, the man of God from Marpurg, stands

And from a bourne-stone to the simple folk

Does thunder doctrine, preaching faith, repentance,

And dread of all foul heresies; his eyes

On heaven still set, save when with searching frown

He lours upon the crowd, who round him cower

Like quails beneath the hawk, and gape, and tremble,

Now raised to heaven, now down again to hell.

I stood beside and heard; like any doe's

My heart did rise and fall.

Eliz. Oh, let us hear him!

We too need warning; shame, if we let pass,

Unentertained, God's angels on their way.

Send for him, brother.

Lewis. Let a knight go down

And say to the holy man, the Landgrave Lewis

With humble greetings prays his blessedness

To make these secular walls the spirit's temple

At least to-night.

Eliz. Now go, my ladies, both--

Prepare fit lodgings,--let your courtesies

Retain in our poor courts the man of God.

[Exeunt. Lewis and Elizabeth are left alone.]

Now hear me, best beloved:--I have marked this man:

And that which hath scared others, draws me towards him:

He has the graces which I want; his sternness

I envy for its strength; his fiery boldness

I call the earnestness which dares not trifle

With life's huge stake; his coldness but the calm

Of one who long hath found, and keeps unwavering,

Clear purpose still; he hath the gift which speaks

The deepest things most simply; in his eye

I dare be happy--weak I dare not be.

With such a guide,--to save this little heart--

The burden of self-rule--Oh--half my work

Were eased, and I could live for thee and thine,

And take no thought of self. Oh, be not jealous,

Mine own, mine idol! For thy sake I ask it--

I would but be a mate and help more meet

For all thy knightly virtues.

Lewis. 'Tis too true!

I have felt it long; we stand, two weakling children,

Under too huge a burden, while temptations

Like adders swarm up round: I must be led--

But thou alone shall lead me.

Eliz. I? beloved!

This load more? Strengthen, Lord, the feeble knees!

Lewis. Yes! thou, my queen, who making thyself once mine,

Hast made me sevenfold thine; I own thee guide

Of my devotions, mine ambition's lodestar,

The Saint whose shrine I serve with lance and lute;

If thou wilt have a ruler, let him be,

Through thee, the ruler of thy slave. [Kneels to her.]

Eliz. Oh, kneel not--

But grant my prayer--If we shall find this man,

As well I know him, worthy, let him be

Director of my conscience and my actions

With all but thee--Within love's inner shrine

We shall be still alone--But joy! here comes

Our embassy, successful.

[Enter Conrad, with Count Walter, Monks, Ladies, etc.]

Conrad. Peace to this house.

Eliz. Hail to your holiness.

Lewis. The odour of your sanctity and might,

With balmy steam and gales of Paradise,

Forestalls you hither.

Eliz. Bless us doubly, master,

With holy doctrine, and with holy prayers.

Con. Children, I am the servant of Christ's servants--

And needs must yield to those who may command

By right of creed; I do accept your bounty--

Not for myself, but for that priceless name,

Whose dread authority and due commission,

Attested by the seal of His vicegerent,

I bear unworthy here; through my vile lips

Christ and His vicar thank you; on myself--

And these, my brethren, Christ's adopted poor--

A menial's crust, and some waste nook, or dog-hutch,

Wherein the worthless flesh may nightly hide,

Are best bestowed.

Eliz. You shall be where you will--

Do what you will; unquestioned, unobserved,

Enjoy, refrain; silence and solitude,

The better part which such like spirits choose,

We will provide; only be you our master,

And we your servants, for a few short days:

Oh, blessed days!

Con. Ah, be not hasty, madam;

Think whom you welcome; one who has no skill

To wink and speak smooth things; whom fear of God

Constrains to daily wrath; who brings, alas!

A sword, not peace: within whose bones the word

Burns like a pent-up fire, and makes him bold

If aught in you or yours shall seem amiss,

To cry aloud and spare not; let me go--

To pray for you--as I have done long time,

Is sweeter than to chide you.

Eliz. Then your prayers

Shall drive home your rebukes; for both we need you--

Our snares are many, and our sins are more.

So say not nay--I'll speak with you apart.

[Elizabeth and Conrad retire.]

Lewis [aside]. Well, Walter mine, how like you the good legate?

Wal. Walter has seen nought of him but his eye;

And that don't please him.

Lewis. How so, sir! that face

Is pure and meek--a calm and thoughtful eye.

Wal. A shallow, stony, steadfast eye; that looks at neither man nor

beast in the face, but at something invisible a yard before him,

through you and past you, at a fascination, a ghost of fixed

purposes that haunts him, from which neither reason nor pity will

turn him. I have seen such an eye in men possessed--with devils, or

with self: sleek, passionless men, who are too refined to be manly,

and measure their grace by their effeminacy; crooked vermin, who

swarm up in pious times, being drowned out of their earthly haunts

by the spring-tide of religion; and so making a gain of godliness,

swim upon the first of the flood, till it cast them ashore on the

firm beach of wealth and station. I always mistrust those wall-eyed

saints.

Lewis. Beware, Sir Count; your keen and worldly wit

Is good for worldly uses, not to tilt

Withal at holy men and holy things.

He pleases well the spiritual sense

Of my most peerless lady, whose discernment

Is still the touchstone of my grosser fancy:

He is her friend, and mine: and you must love him

Even for our sakes alone, [to a bystander] A word with you, sir.

[In the meantime Elizabeth and Conrad are talking together.]

Eliz. I would be taught--

Con. It seems you claim some knowledge,

By choosing thus your teacher.

Eliz. I would know more--

Con. Go then to the schools--and be no wiser, madam;

And let God's charge here run to waste, to seek

The bitter fruit of knowledge--hunt the rainbow

O'er hill and dale, while wisdom rusts at home.

Eliz. I would be holy, master--

Con. Be so, then.

God's will stands fair: 'tis thine which fails, if any.

Eliz. I would know how to rule--

Con. Then must thou learn

The needs of subjects, and be ruled thyself.

Sink, if thou longest to rise; become most small--

The strength which comes by weakness makes thee great.

Eliz. I will.

Lewis. What, still at lessons? Come, my fairest sister,

Usher the holy man unto his lodgings. [Exeunt.]

Wal [alone]. So, so, the birds are limed:--Heaven grant that we do

not soon see them stowed in separate cages. Well, here my

prophesying ends. I shall go to my lands, and see how much the

gentlemen my neighbours have stolen off them the last week,--

Priests? Frogs in the king's bedchamber! What says the song?

I once had a hound, a right good hound,

A hound both fleet and strong:

He ate at my board, and he slept by my bed,

And ran with me all the day long.

But my wife took a priest, a shaveling priest,

And 'such friendships are carnal,' quoth he.

So my wife and her priest they drugged the poor beast,

And the rat's bane is waiting for me.

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