CHAPTER XVI

AT Belchantska it was not only evil for the young woman, but worse and

worse daily. A good deal of time had passed since that moment in which

old Pan Gideon had noticed that Martsian gazed at the young girl with

too much of a "goat's look," and had driven him from the mansion. Later

on, Martsian saw her at church, and sometimes at the houses of

neighbors, and always her beauty of springtime roused fresh desires in

him. Now when he was living under one roof with her, when he saw her

daily, he fell in love in his own way, that is, with the beastlike

desire, and that feeling of which he was alone capable. A change had

taken place in his wishes. His first intent had been to bring the girl

to shame, and then marry her only in case that a will should be found

in her favor. Now he was ready to go with her to the altar, if he could

in any case have and possess her forever. Reason, which when urged by

desire becomes its obedient assistant, told him, moreover, that a young

lady bearing the name of Sieninski was, although dowerless, a match of

great moment. But even if reason had told him the opposite, Martsian

would not have listened, for as each day appeared he lost some part of

his self-mastery. He burnt, he raged, and if up to that time he had

restrained himself from violence it was only because desire, even the

most urgent, craves and yearns for a willing surrender, and is charmed

with the thought of mutuality in which it sees the highest pleasure,

and deceives itself even when there is no cause whatever for doing so.

Thus Krepetski deceived himself, and thus he pampered his wishes with

pictures of that blissful moment in which the young lady would herself,

radiant and willing, incline to his embraces. But he dreaded to lose

should he risk all on the hazard of a trial, and when he put to himself

in spirit this question, What would follow? fear seized him in presence

of himself, and in presence of the terror which would threaten him; for

the laws of the Commonwealth guarding the honor of woman were pitiless,

and around him were sabres of nobles by the hundred, which would flash

above his head most unfailingly. But he felt also that the hour might

come in which he would care for nothing, since in his insolent, wild

spirit there was hidden a craving for battle, and a hunger for peril;

so not without a certain charm for him was the picture of a great

throng of nobles besieging Belchantska--the flame of conflagration

above him, and a red executioner standing, axe in hand, somewhere off

in the mist of a distant city.

And thus desire, dread, and also a longing for battle struggled like

three whirlwinds within him. At the same time, wishing to give exit to

that storm, and to cool that flood which was seething in his person as

water in a caldron, he grew mad, wallowed in riot throughout village

inns, rode down his horses, fell upon people, and drank to kill in

every dramshop of Radom, Prityk, and Yedlina. He collected around him a

company of road-blockers, who did not go to the war because of evil

fame, or of poverty. He paid these men and tyrannized over them; he did

this thinking that such a mob might be useful in the future, but he did

not admit any man of them to confidence, and never mentioned in their

presence the name of the young lady. Once when a certain Vysh, from

some Vyshkov of unknown situation, mentioned her in rude, obscene

fashion, Martsian slashed the fellow on his snout and drew blood from

him.

Martsian galloped home at breakneck speed, and usually about daylight.

But that mad riding sobered him thoroughly. He dropped down in his

clothes to the horse skin which covered his bed, and slept like a stone

for some hours on it; when he rose he put on his best garments, went

then to the women, and strove to please the young lady, whom his eyes

did not leave for one moment, he meanwhile rousing desire, while his

glances crawled over her person. And more than once, when he was alone

with Anulka, his lips were pushed forward, his arms of monstrous

length quivered as if powerless against his wish to seize hold of

her; his voice became stifled, his words became insolent, vague,

and double-meaning; through them circled both flattery and an

ill-restrained threatening.

But Anulka feared him simply as she would have feared a tamed wolf, or

a bear, and with difficulty did she hide the repulsion with which the

sight of him filled her. For in spite of the parrot-like colors in

which he arrayed himself, in spite of the shining jewels at his neck,

and the costly flageolet which he never let slip from his fingers, he

looked worse each day, and more repulsive. Sleepless nights, rioting,

drinking, and flaming desires had placed on him their impress. He grew

thin, his shoulders drooped, through this his arms, long by nature,

seemed longer, so that his hands reached below his knees and were

beyond human proportions. His gigantic trunk was like a knotty section

of a tree trunk, and his short bow-legs bent still more from mad

riding. Moreover, the skin of his face took on a kind of green pallor,

and because of his sunken cheeks, his protruding eyes and pouting lips

were pushed forward phenomenally. He became simply dreadful to look at,

especially when he laughed, for from his eyeballs when lighted with

laughter looked out a kind of nervous, unrestrained threat and malice.

But the feeling of her misfortune, deep sadness, and unhappiness

produced in Anulka a dignity of which she had not a trace somewhat

earlier. This dignity imposed on Krepetski. Once she had been a

twittering maiden, active all day as a water-mill; now she had learned

to be silent, and her eyes had a fixity of expression. So, though her

heart trembled often from fear of Krepetski, she restrained him by her

calm glance and her silence. He drew back then as if fearing to offend

such a majesty. It is true that she seemed to him still more desirable,

but also more difficult of access. She, however, feeling that from him

immense danger was threatening, and later on being perfectly convinced

of this, strove to avoid him, to be alone with him the shortest time

possible, to turn away conversation from things which might facilitate

confession, and finally she had the boldness sometimes to indicate that

she was not by any means abandoned and left to the favor or ill-will of

fortune, as it might seem to him.

She avoided even memories of Yatsek, understanding that after what had

passed between them he could not be then, and would not be ever a

defence to her. She felt besides that every word touching him would

rouse hatred and anger in Martsian. But having noted that the

Krepetskis were careful of the prelate, and looked as if with secret

dread on him, she let it be understood frequently that she was under

his special protection, which rose from a secret agreement which, in

view of every contingency, Pan Gideon had concluded. The prelate, who

from time to time came to Belchantska, aided her notably, for he turned

to the Krepetskis with pleasure, since he was studying mankind; he

expressed himself with mystery, and quoted subtle phrases in Latin; he

reminded Martsian of various things which that young man might

interpret as suited him.

But a great point was this: The servants and the whole village loved

the "young lady." People considered the Krepetskis as intruders, and

her as the genuine inheritor. All feared Martsian, except Vilchopolski.

But even after the removal of that young noble, the unseen care of the

people went, as it were, with Anulka, and Martsian understood that the

fear which he roused had its limit, beyond which for him would begin

real danger. He understood also that Vilchopolski, whose eyes had a

daring expression, would not go far from Belchantska, and that if the

young lady should be in need of defence he would not draw back before

anything; hence he confessed to himself that she was not really so

deserted by every one as at first he had thought, and as on a time he

had told his old father.

"Who will take her part? No one!" said he, when the old man commanded

him to remember the terrible punishments which the laws threatened for

an attempt on the honor of a woman.

At last he understood that there were such defenders. That raised one

more obstacle, but obstacles and perils were only an incitement to a

nature like Martsian's. He deceived himself yet, thinking that he would

move the young lady and make her love him; but there came moments in

which he saw, as clearly as a thing on the palm, that he was quite

powerless; and then he raged, as said the comrades of his revels, and

had it not been for a certain dull, but strong and irresistible

foreboding that if he attacked the girl he should lose her forever, he

would long ere that have set free the wild beast within him.

And in just those times did he drink without measure and memory.

Meanwhile relations in the house had become unendurable, seasoned with

bitterness and poison. The Krepetski old maids hated Anulka, not only

because she was younger than they and more beautiful, but because

people loved her, and because Martsian took her part for every reason,

and even for no reason. They flamed up at last with implacable hatred

toward their brother; but seeing that Anulka never complained, they

tortured her all the more stubbornly. Once Agneshka burnt her with a

red-hot shovel, as if by accident. Martsian, hearing of this through

the servants, went to ask pardon of the young lady, and beg her to seek

his protection at all times; but he pushed up to her with such

insistence, and fell to kissing her hand with such greed and so

disgustingly, that she fled from him, unable to repress her abhorrence.

Thereupon he broke into a rage and beat his sister so viciously that

for two days she feigned illness.

The two "heiresses" as they were called at the mansion did not spare

biting words on the young lady, or open inventions and humiliations,

taking vengeance in this way for all they were forced to endure from

their brother. But out of hatred for Martsian they warned her against

him, censuring her at the same time for yielding to his wishes, for

they saw that with nothing could they wound and offend her so painfully

as with this implication. The house became a hell for her, and every

hour in it a torment.

Hatred toward those people, who themselves hated one another, was

poisoning even her heart. She began to think of a cloister, but she

kept the thought in her bosom, for she knew that they would not let her

enter one, and that by unfettering Martsian's anger she would expose

herself to great peril. Alarm and fear of danger dwelt in her

continually, and produced the desire of death, a desire which she had

never felt previously. Meanwhile each day added to her cup new drops of

bitterness. Once, early in the morning, Agneshka surprised Martsian

looking through the keyhole of the orphan's chamber. He withdrew

gritting his teeth and threatening with his fist, but the "heiress"

called her sister immediately, and the two, finding the girl still

undressed, began to torment her, as usual.

"Thou didst know that he was standing there," said the elder, "for the

floor squeaks outside the door, and there is a noise when any one

stands near it; but to thee, as is clear, his presence was agreeable."

"Bah! he licked his lips before dainties, and she did not hide them,"

interrupted Agneshka. "Hast thou no fear of God, shameless creature?"

"Such a one should be put before the church at a pillory."

"And expelled from the mansion."

"Sodom and Gomorrah!"

"Tfu!"

"And when will the need be to send to Radom for a woman?"

"What sort of a name wilt thou give it?"

"Tfu! thou dish-rag!"

And they spat on her.

The heart stormed up in the hapless maiden, for the measure was passed

then.

"Be off!" cried she, pointing to the door.

But her face grew pale as linen, and darkness fell on her eyes; for a

moment it seemed to her that she was flying into some gulf without

bottom, then she lost consciousness, feeling, and memory. On recovering

she found herself wet from water which had been poured on her, and her

breast pinched in places. The faces of the old maids bending over her

showed fear, but after a while they felt reassured when they saw that

she was conscious.

"Complain, complain!" said Johanna. "Thy paramour will defend thee."

"And thou wilt thank him in thy own way."

Setting her teeth Anulka answered no syllable.

But Martsian divined all that must have happened upstairs, for some

hours later from the chancellery, where he had shut himself in with his

sisters, came howls from which the whole mansion was terrified.

In the afternoon, when old Krepetski came, the two sisters fell with a

scream to his knees imploring him to remove them from that den of

profligacy and torture. But he to the same degree that he loved his

youngest daughter hated the elder ones; so he not only took no pity on

the ill-fated hags, but he called for sticks, and compelled them to

stay there.

The only being in that terrible house in whom Johanna and Agneshka, if

they had wished to be friendly and kind, might have found compassion,

sympathy, and even protection, was Panna Anulka. But they preferred to

torment the poor girl, and gloat over her, for, with the exception of

Tekla, that was a family in which each member did all in his or her

power to poison the life and increase the misfortune of the others.

But Panna Anulka feared the love of Martsian more than the hatred of

his sisters. And he thrust himself more and more on her, pushed himself

forward more and more shamelessly, was more and more insistent, and

gazed at her more and more greedily. It had become clear that he was

ceasing to command himself, that wild desire was tearing him as a

whirlwind tears a tree, and that he might give way at any moment.

In fact that moment came soon.

Once, after warm weather had grown settled, Anulka went at daybreak to

bathe in the shady river; before undressing she saw Martsian's face on

the opposite bank sticking out from thick bushes. That instant she

rushed away breathlessly. He pursued her, but trying to spring over the

water he failed and fell into it; he was barely able to climb out, and

went home drenched to the very last thread of his clothing. Before

dinner he had beaten a number of servants till the blood came; during

dinner he said not a word to any person. Only at the end of the meal

did he turn to his sisters,--

"Leave me alone," said he, "with Panna Anulka; I have to talk with her

on matters of importance."

The sisters, on hearing this, looked at each other significantly, and

the young lady grew pale from amazement; though he had long tried to

seize every moment in which he might be alone with her, he had never

let himself ask for such a moment openly.

When the sisters had gone he rose, looked beyond one door and another,

to convince himself that no one was listening, then he drew up to

Anulka.

"Give me your hand," said he, "and be reconciled."

She drew back both hands unconsciously, and pushed away from him.

Martsian's wish for calmness was evident, but he sprang forward twice

on his bow-legs, for he could never abandon that habit, and said, with

a voice full of effort,--

"You are unwilling! But to-day I came very near drowning for your sake.

I beg your pardon for that fright, but it was not caused by any bad

reason. Mad dogs began yesterday to run between Vyrambki and this

mansion, and I took a gun to make sure of your safety."

Anulka's knees trembled under her a little, but she said with good

presence of mind and with calmness,--

"I want no protection which would bring only shame to me."

"I should like to defend you, not merely now, but till death and at all

times! Not offending God, but with His blessing. Dost understand me?"

A moment of silence followed this question. Through the open window

came the sound of cutting wood, made by an old lame man attached to the

kitchen.

"I do not understand."

"Because thou hast no wish to understand," replied Martsian. "Thou

seest this long time that I cannot live without thee. Thou art as

needful to me as this air is for breathing. To me thou art wonderful,

and dear above all things. I cannot exist--without thee I shall burn up

and vanish! If I had not restrained myself I should have grabbed thee

long ago as a hawk grabs a dove. It grows dry in my throat without

thee, as it does without water--everything in me quivers toward thee. I

cannot sleep, I cannot live--see here even now--"

And he stopped, for his teeth were chattering as if in a fever. He had

a spasm, he caught at the arms of the chair with his bony fingers, as

if fearing to fall, and panted some time very loudly. Then he

continued,--

"Thou lackest fortune--that is nothing! I have enough. I need not

fortune, but thee. Dost thou wish to be mistress in this mansion? Thou

wert to marry Pan Gideon; I am not worse, as I think, than Pan Gideon.

But do not say no! do not, by the living God, do not say it, for I

cannot tell what will happen. Thou art wonderful! thou, my--!"

He knelt quickly, embraced her knees with his two hands, and pressed

them toward his bosom. But, beyond even her own expectation, Anulka's

fear vanished without a trace in that terrible moment. The knightly

blood began to act in her; readiness for battle to the last breath

was roused in the woman. Her hands pushed back with all force his

sweat-covered forehead, which was nestling up toward her knees at that

moment.

"No! no! I would rather die a thousand deaths! No!"

He rose up, pallid, his hair erect, his mustache quivering. Beneath the

mustache were glittering his long decayed teeth, and for a time he was

filled with cold rage as he stood there; but still he controlled

himself, still presence of mind did not desert him entirely. But when

Anulka pushed toward the door on a sudden, he stopped the way to her.

"Is this true?" inquired he, with a hoarse voice. "Thou wilt not have

me? Wilt thou repeat that once more to me, to my eyes? Wilt thou not

have me?"

"I will not! And do not threaten, for I feel no fear."

"I do not threaten thee, but I want to take thee as wife, nay more, I

beg thee bethink thyself! By the living God, bethink thyself!"

"In what am I to bethink myself? I am free, I have my will, and I say

before your eyes: Never!"

He approached her, so nearly that his face pushed up to hers, and he

continued,--

"Then perhaps instead of being mistress, thou dost choose to carry wood

to the kitchen? Or dost thou not wish it? How will it be, O noble lady!

To which of thy estates wilt thou go from this mansion? And if thou

stay, whose bread wilt thou eat here; on whose kindness wilt thou live?

In whose power wilt thou find thyself? Whose bed, whose chamber is that

in which thou art sleeping? What will happen if I command to remove the

door fastenings? And dost thou ask in what thou art to bethink thyself?

In this: which thou art to choose!--marriage, or no marriage!"

"Ruffian!" screamed Panna Anulka.

But now happened something unheard of. Seized with sudden fury,

Krepetski bellowed with a voice that was not human, and seizing the

girl by the hair he began with a certain wild and beastly relish to

beat her without mercy or memory. The longer he had mastered himself up

to that time, the more did his madness seem wild then, and terrible; at

that moment beyond doubt he would have killed the young lady had it not

been that to her cries for assistance servants burst into the chamber.

First that man cutting wood at the kitchen broke in with an axe through

the window, after him came kitchen servants, the two sisters, the

butler, and two of Pan Gideon's old servitors.

The butler was a noble from a distant village in Mazovia, moreover, a

man of rare strength, though rather aged; he caught Martsian's arms

from behind, and drew them so mightily that the elbows almost met at

his shoulders.

"This is not permitted, your grace!" exclaimed he. "It is infamous!"

"Let me go!" roared Krepetski.

But the iron hands held him as in vices, and a serious, low voice was

heard near his ear,--

"I will break your bones unless you restrain yourself!"

Meanwhile the sisters led, or rather carried the young lady from the

chamber.

"Come to the chancellery to rest," said the butler. "I advise your

grace earnestly."

And he pushed the man before him as he would a child, while Martsian,

with chattering teeth, moved on with his short legs, crying for a

halter and the hangman; but he could not resist, for a moment later he

had grown so weak all at once, from the outburst, that he was unable

even to stand unassisted. So, when the butler in the chancellery threw

him on the horse skin with which the bed was covered, Martsian did not

even try to rise; he lay there panting with heaving sides, like a horse

after over-exertion.

"Something to drink!" shouted he.

The butler opened the door, called a boy, and, whispering some words,

gave him keys: the lad returned with a pint glass and a demijohn of

brandy.

The butler filled the glass to the brim, sniffed at it, and said

approaching Martsian,--

"Drink, your grace."

Krepetski seized it with both hands, but they trembled so that liquor

dropped on his breast; then the butler raised him, put the glass to his

lips, and inclined it.

He drank and drank, holding the glass greedily when the butler tried to

remove it from his mouth. At last he drank all, and fell backward.

"It may be too much," said the butler, "but you had become very weak

when I gave it."

Though Martsian wished to say something, he merely hissed in the air,

like a man who has burnt his mouth with too hot a liquid.

"Eh," said the butler, "you owe me a good gift, for I have shown no

petty service. God preserve us, if anything is done--in such an affair

it is the axe and the executioner, not to mention this, that misfortune

might happen here any minute. The people love that young lady beyond

measure. And it will be difficult to hide what has been done from the

prelate, though I will tell all to be silent. How do you feel?"

Martsian looked at him with staring eyes and open mouth as he panted.

Once and a second time he tried to say something, then hiccoughing

seized him, his eyes grew expressionless, he closed his lids on a

sudden, and then began a rattling in his throat as if the man were

dying.

"Sleep, or die, dirty dog!" growled the butler as he looked at him. And

he went from the room to the outbuildings. Half an hour later he

returned and knocked at the young lady's chamber. Finding the two

sisters with her he said to them,--

"Ladies, perhaps you would look in a moment at the chancellery, for the

young lord has grown very feeble. But if he sleeps it is better not to

wake him."

Then when alone with Panna Anulka he inclined to her knees, and said,--

"Young lady, there is need to flee from this mansion. All is ready."

And she, though broken and barely able to stand on her feet, sprang up

in one instant.

"It is well, and I am ready! Save me!"

"I will conduct you to a wagon which is waiting beyond the river.

To-night I will bring your clothing. Pan Krepetski is as drunk as Bela,

and will lie like a dead man till morning. Only take a cloak, and let

us go. No one will stop us; have no fear on that point."

"God reward! God reward!" repeated she, feverishly.

They went out through the garden to that gate by which Yatsek used to

enter from Vyrambki. On the way the butler said to her,--

"Long ago Vilchopolski arranged with the servants that if an attack

upon you were attempted, they would set fire to the granary. Pan

Krepetski would be forced to the fire, and you would have time to

escape through the garden to a place beyond the river, where a man was

to wait with a wagon. But it is better not to burn anything. To set

fire is a crime, no matter what happens. Krepetski will be like a stone

until morning, so no pursuit threatens you."

"Where are we going?"

"To Pan Serafin's; defence there is easy. Vilchopolski is there. So are

the Bukoyemskis and other foresters. Krepetski will try to take you

back, but will fail. And later on Pan Serafin will conduct you to

Radom, or farther. That will be settled with the priests. Here is the

wagon! Fear no pursuit. It is not far to Yedlinka, and God gives a

wonderful evening. I will bring your clothing to-night. If they try to

stop me I will not mind them. May the Most Holy Mother, the guardian

and protectress of orphans conduct you!"

And taking her by the hand like a child, he seated her in the wagon.

"Move on!" cried he to the driver.

It was growing dark in the world, and the twilight of evening was

quenching, but from the remnant of its rays the stars in the clear sky

were rosy. The calm evening was filled with the odors of the earth, of

leaves, and of blossoming alders, while nightingales were filling with

their song, as with a warm rain of spring, the garden, the trees, and

the whole region.

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