CHAPTER IV.

BACK AT SCHOOL.

It was a long time after they had, with many breaks, read Edgar's letter

to the end before Rupert and Madge could compose themselves sufficiently

to accompany their father into the drawing-room. They again broke down

when they met their mother; and it was not until Captain Clinton said,

"Come, we must all pull ourselves together and see what is to be done,

and talk the whole matter over calmly," that by a great effort they

recovered their composure. "Now, in the first place, we must try to find

Edgar. He has got twenty-four hours' start of us, but that is not very

much. I suppose you think, Rupert, that there is no doubt that he went

up to town by the night train."

"I have no doubt that he got away in time to do so, father; but of

course he might have gone by the down train, which passes through

Gloucester somewhere about the same time."

"I do not think it likely that he did that, Rupert. I should say he was

sure to go to London; that is almost always the goal people make for,

unless it is in the case of boys who want to go to sea, when they would

make for Liverpool or some other port. But I don't think Edgar was

likely to do that. I don't think he had any special fancy for the sea;

so we may assume that he has gone to London. What money had he?"

"He had that five-pound note you sent three days ago, father, to clear

off any ticks we had, and to pay our journey home. That is what he meant

when he said, 'I have taken the note, but I know you won't grudge it

me.' I think he had about a pound left--that is about what I had--and I

know when the note came he said that the money he had was enough to last

him to the end of the term. So he would have the five-pound note

untouched when he got to London, and if driven to it he could get, I

should think, six or seven pounds for his watch and chain."

"That would give him enough to keep him some little time. If he had been

a couple of years older I should say that he would probably enlist at

once, as you had both made up your minds to go into the army. But

although lads do enlist under the proper age, no recruiting officer or

doctor would pass him as being eighteen. The first thing to do will be

to advertise for him--in the first place to advertise offering a reward

for information as to his whereabouts, and in the second place

advertising to him direct, begging him to come home."

"But he would never come, father," Rupert said, looking at the letter,

which Captain Clinton still held in his hand.

"It would depend how we advertised. Suppose I were to say, 'Statement of

woman not believed; we are in as much doubt as before.'"

The others looked up in intense surprise.

"Oh, father, how could you say that?" Rupert exclaimed. "Oh, if we could

but say so! I should be quite, quite content to know that either of us

might be her son--that would not matter so much if we felt that you

loved us both equally; but how could you say so?"

"Because, Rupert," Captain Clinton said gravely, "I still think there is

great ground for doubt."

"Do you really, father? Oh, I am pleased! I think--yes, I am sure that I

could bear now to know that Edgar is your real son, and not I. It would

be so different to learn it from your lips, to know that you all love me

still, instead of hearing it in the dreadful way Edgar did. But how do

you doubt, father? It seemed to me from reading the letter so certain."

"Do you really doubt, Percy?" Mrs. Clinton asked.

"I do indeed, Lucy; and I will give you my reasons. In the first place,

this woman left India a few weeks after the affair. She certainly could

not have seen the children until we returned to England, and, so far as

we know, has never seen them since. If she has seen them, she never can

have spoken to them or come in any sort of contact with them, therefore

she cannot possibly have known which is which. When she saw them at

Cheltenham, and Rupert says that she was there more than a week, she met

them upon every possible occasion and stared hard at them. It is

evident, therefore, that she was for all that time doubtful. No doubt

she was doing what we used to do, trying to detect a resemblance. Now,

if we in all these years with the boys, constantly watching their ways

and listening to their voices, could detect no resemblance, it is

extremely improbable that she was able to do so from merely seeing them

a score of times walking in the streets. I do not say that it is

impossible she could have done so; I only say it is extremely

improbable; and I think it much more likely that, finding she could see

no resemblance whatever, she determined to speak to the first whom she

might happen to find alone."

"But there is the mark, father," Rupert said.

"Yes, there is the mark," Mrs. Clinton repeated.

"I did not know you had a mark, Rupert. I wonder we never noticed it,

Lucy."

"It is a very tiny one, father. I never noticed it myself--indeed I can

hardly see it before a glass, for it is rather at the back of the

shoulder--until Edgar noticed it one day. It is not larger than the head

of a good-sized pin. It is a little dark-brown mole. Perhaps it was

smaller and lighter when I was a baby; but it must have been there then,

or she would not have known about it."

"That is so, Rupert; but the mere fact that it is there does not in any

way prove that you are our son. Just see what Edgar says about it in his

letter. Remember the woman could not have known which of you boys had

the mark; and that she did not know, that is to say, that she had not

recognized the likeness, appears from Edgar's letter. This is what he

says: 'She said that one of us had a small mole on the shoulder. I knew

that Rupert had a tiny mole there; and she said that was the mark by

which she knew your son from hers.' Suppose Edgar had replied, 'Yes, I

have such a mark on my shoulder,' might she not have said, that is the

mark by which I can distinguish my son from that of Captain Clinton?"

The others were silent. Then Mrs. Clinton said, "You know, Percy, I do

not wish to prove that one more than the other of the boys is ours; but

naturally the woman would wish to benefit her own boy, and if it had

been her own boy who had the mark, why should she not have told Edgar

that she had made a mistake, and that it was Rupert who was her son?"

"I do not suppose, Lucy, that she cared in the slightest which was her

son; her main object, of course, was to extort money. Edgar does not say

anything at all about that; and of course at first she would try and

make out that she was ready to sacrifice herself for him, and would

scarcely say that she expected him to make her a handsome allowance when

he came into the property, but I have no doubt that was her motive.

Well, you see, she had already begun with Edgar. Suppose she said that

she had made a mistake, and Rupert was her son. Edgar would have gone in

and told him, and would probably have telegraphed to me, so that I could

get to Rupert before this woman saw him, and she would have known then

that her story would have been upset altogether. No court of law would

attach any weight to what she might say. She would have to stand

confessed as having been concerned in a gross fraud, and with having

lied at first; and unless she was in a position to produce corroborative

evidence to prove that her child had this mark, her word would go for

nothing.

"Now, I feel sure that she could produce no such evidence. The mark was

almost an invisible one, for it was never afterwards noticed. Had she

shown it to any of the women of her acquaintance, they would have come

forward when the change of children took place, and have pointed out

that the children could be easily distinguished, inasmuch as my child

had a peculiar mark. I feel sure that even her husband knew nothing

about this mark, for I don't believe he was a party to the fraud. He was

terribly upset by the whole business, and took to drink afterwards.

There were continual quarrels between his wife and himself, and she left

him and went to England. I believe if he could have pointed out which

was my child and which was his own, he would have done so.

"Certainly, I myself should have attached little or no weight to this

woman's story if she had come here with it. I should have turned her out

of the house, and have told her to go to a court if she dare and claim

the custody of her son. She must have known the weakness of her own

position, and as I say, having once opened the matter to Edgar, she

determined to stick to it, knowing that a boy taken thus on a sudden

would be likely to believe her, whereas if she said that you were her

son she would find you already prepared and probably have to confront me

too. So you see, Rupert, I can truthfully advertise--'Woman's story not

believed; we are in as much doubt as before; both are regarded by us as

our sons.'"

"I am glad, father!" Rupert exclaimed excitedly. "Oh! if Edgar had but

written to you first, instead of going straight away."

"It would have been better," Captain Clinton said, "but I cannot blame

him. I think it was natural that he should go as he did. He would have

thought that had he written to me it would have seemed as if he wanted

something from me, and anything would have seemed better to him than

that. However, we must set about doing something at once. I shall go by

the nine o'clock local to Swindon, and on by the night mail to town.

Then I shall set a detective at work. He may find out from the porters

if anyone noticed a lad arrive by the night mail this morning, and shall

draw up carefully-worded advertisements. I shall write to Mr.

River-Smith before I start. What would you like, Rupert--to go back

to-morrow, or to stay away until the end of the term? If you take my

advice, you will go back; it would be a pity for you to miss your

examinations."

"I don't think I could get through the examinations, father, with this

on my mind; besides, what should I say to the fellows about Edgar's

going away? You see, if we find him before next term begins, we need say

nothing about it."

"You would have to account for his having run away, Rupert, anyhow. I

think you had better go back, my boy, and tell the facts of the story.

There is not the slightest discredit in it, and it would be better for

Edgar himself that it should be known that he went under the influence

of a mistake than that all sorts of reasons should be assigned for his

absence. There will, of course, be no occasion to go into full details.

You would tell the story of the confusion that arose as to the children,

and say that Edgar had received some information which led him

erroneously to conclude that the problem was solved, and that he was not

my son, and that therefore he had run away so as to avoid receiving any

further benefits from the mistake that had been made."

"Perhaps that would be best, father. Indeed I don't know what I should

do if I were to stop here now with nothing to do but to worry about

him."

"I am sure it will be best, Rupert. I will tell your master you will

return to-morrow afternoon."

Captain Clinton went up to town by the night mail, and in the morning

went to a private detective's office. After giving particulars of

Edgar's age and appearance he went on: "As he had no luggage with him,

and there was nothing particular about his personal appearance, I

consider it altogether useless to search for him in London; but I think

it possible that he may try to enlist."

"Sixteen is too young for them to take him, unless he looks a good deal

older than he is."

"Yes, I quite see that. At the same time that is the only thing that

occurs to us as likely for him to try."

"Not likely to take to the sea, sir?"

"Not at all likely from what we know of his fancies. Still he might do

that for a couple of years with a view to enlisting afterwards."

"How about going to the States or Canada?"

"That again is quite possible."

"Had he money with him, sir?"

"He had about five pounds in his pocket, and a gold watch and chain

that he had only had a few months, and could, I should think, get seven

or eight pounds for; but I do not see what he could do to get his living

if he went abroad."

"No, sir; but then young gents always have a sort of fancy that they can

get on well out there, and if they do not mind what they turn to I fancy

that most of them can. Is he in any trouble, sir? You will excuse my

asking, but a young chap who gets into trouble generally acts in a

different sort of way to one who has gone out what we may call

venturesome."

"No, he has got into no trouble," Captain Clinton said. "He has gone

away under a misunderstanding, but there is nothing whatever to make him

wish to conceal himself beyond the fact that he will do all he can to

prevent my tracing him at present. Here are half a dozen of his photos.

If you want more I can get them struck off."

"I could do with another half-dozen," the man said. "I will send them

down to men who act with me at Southampton, Hull, Liverpool, Glasgow,

and Plymouth, and will send two or three abroad. He might cross over to

Bremen or Hamburg, a good many go that way now. I will look after the

recruiting offices here myself; but as he is only sixteen, and as you

say does not look older, I do not think there is a chance of his trying

that. No recruiting sergeant would take him up. No, sir; I should say

that if he has no friends he can go to, the chances are he will try to

ship for the States or Canada. But what are we to do if we find him?"

Captain Clinton had not thought of this.

"Of course," the man went on, "if you gave an authority for me to send

down to each of my agents, they could take steps to stop him."

"No," Captain Clinton said after a pause, during which he had been

thinking that as he could not swear that Edgar was his son, he was in

fact powerless in the matter. "No, I do not wish that done. I have no

idea whatever of coercing him. I want, if possible, to see him and

converse with him before he goes. If that is not possible, and if he is

not found until just as the ship is sailing, then I want your agent to

wire to me the name of the steamer in which he goes and the port to

which it sails. Then if there is a faster steamer going, I might be

there as soon as he is; if not, I should wish you to telegraph to a

private detective firm across the water, which I suppose you could do,

to have somebody to meet the steamer as she came in, and without his

knowing it to keep him under his eye until I arrive."

"I could manage all that, sir, easily enough. I will send off four of

the photographs at once to the ports and the others as soon as I get

them, and will go down with the other photograph to the recruiting

office and arrange with one of the sergeants engaged there to let me

know if he turns up, and will send a man down to the docks to watch the

ships there. I will send off the other photos directly I get them."

There was nothing else for Captain Clinton to do, but before he returned

home he wrote out a series of advertisements and left them at the

offices of the principal papers. They ran as follows:--"If E.C., who

left Cheltenham suddenly, will return home he will find that he has

acted under a misapprehension. The woman's story was untrustworthy. He

is still regarded as a son by P.C. and L.C." Having done this he drove

to Paddington, and went down by an afternoon train.

Rupert arrived at Cheltenham just as the others had sat down to tea.

"Hullo, Clinton! Back again, eh? Glad to see you."

Rupert nodded a reply to the greeting. His heart was too full to speak,

and he dropped into the seat he was accustomed to use, the others moving

up closely to make room for him. A significant glance passed between the

boys. They saw that Edgar was not with him, and guessed that there was

something wrong. There had been a good deal of wonder among them at the

Clintons' sudden disappearance, and although several of the boys had

seen Rupert go into his brother's dormitory none had seen Edgar, and

somehow or other it leaked out that Rupert had started in a cab to the

station alone. There had been a good deal of quiet talk among the

seniors about it. All agreed that there was something strange about the

matter, especially as Robert, when questioned on the subject, had

replied that Mr. River-Smith's orders were that he was to say nothing

about it. As a precautionary measure orders were given to the juniors

that no word about the Clintons' absence was to be said outside the

house.

After tea was over Rupert went up to Pinkerton.

"Pinkerton, I should like to have a talk with you and Easton and two or

three others--Skinner, and Mossop, and Templer--yes, and Scudamore."

"Just as you like, Clinton. Of course if you like to tell us anything we

shall be glad to hear it, but we all know that your brother was not the

sort of fellow to get into any dishonourable sort of scrape, and I can

promise you we shall ask no questions if you would rather keep the

matter altogether to yourself."

"No, I would rather tell you," Rupert said. "I know none of you would

think that Edgar would have done anything wrong, but all sorts of

stories are certain to go about, and I would rather that the truth of

the matter were known. You are the six head fellows of the house, and

when I have told you the story you can do as you like about its going

further."

"Well, if you go up to my study," Pinkerton said, "I will bring the

others up."

In three or four minutes the party were gathered there.

"Look here, Clinton," Easton said, "Pinkerton says he has told you that

we are all sure that, whatever this is all about, your brother has done

nothing he or you need be ashamed about. I should like to say the same

thing, and if it is painful for you to tell it do not say anything about

it. We shall be quite content to know that he has left, if he has

left--although I hope we shall see him again next term for some good

reason or other."

"No, I would rather tell it," Rupert said. "It is a curious story, and a

very unpleasant one for us, but there is nothing at all for us to be

ashamed about." And he went on to tell them the whole story, ending with

"You see, whether Edgar or I am the son of Captain Clinton, or of this

sergeant and his scheming wife, is more than we can say."

"It does not matter a bit to us," Easton said, breaking the silence of

surprise with which they had listened to the story. "We like you and

your brother for yourselves, and it does not matter a rap to us, nor as

far as I can see to anyone else, who your fathers and mothers were."

"I call it horribly hard lines for you both," Skinner put in; "deuced

hard lines, especially for your brother."

Pinkerton said: "By what you say Captain Clinton and his wife don't care

now which is their real son; one is real and the other adopted, and as

they regard you in the same light they don't even want to know which is

which. Well, now you know that, it seems to me you are all right anyhow.

You see your brother didn't know that, and when this woman told him she

was his mother, and that the whole thing had been a preconcerted plot on

her part, I can quite understand his going straight away. I think we

should all have done the same if we had had the same story told to us,

and had seen we were intended to be parties to a fraud of that sort.

Well, I am glad you told us, but I do not think there is any occasion

for the story to go further."

"Certainly not," Easton agreed, "it would do no good whatever; and of

course it would never be kept in the house, but would come to be the

talk of the whole school. All that need be said is that Clinton has told

us the reason of his brother leaving so suddenly, that we are all of

opinion that he acted perfectly rightly in doing so, and that nothing

more is to be said about the matter. We will each give Clinton our word

of honour not to give the slightest hint to anyone about it, or to say

that it is a curious story or anything of that sort, but just to stick

to it that we have heard all about it and are perfectly satisfied."

"That will certainly be the best plan," Pinkerton agreed; "but I think

it would be as well for us to say he has left for family reasons, and

that it is nothing in any way connected with himself, and that we hope

that he will be back again next term."

"Yes, we might say that," Easton agreed; "family reasons mean all sorts

of things, and anyone can take their choice out of them. Well, Clinton,

I shouldn't worry over this more than you can help. I daresay Edgar will

be found in a day or two. At any rate you may be sure that no harm has

come to him, or is likely to come to him. If he emigrates, or anything

of that sort, he is pretty safe to make his way, and I am sure that

whatever he is doing he will always be a gentleman and a good fellow."

"That he will," Mossop said cordially. "I hope we should all have done

as he has under the same circumstances, but it would be a big temptation

to some fellows to have the alternative of a good fortune and a nice

estate on one side, and of going out into the world and making your own

living how you can on the other."

There was a chorus of assent.

"Yes," Easton said, "it is very easy to say 'Do what is right and never

mind what comes of it;' but we should all find it very hard to follow it

in practice if we had a choice like that before us. Well, you tell your

brother when you hear of him, Clinton, that we all think better of him

than before, and that whether he is a sergeant's son or a captain's we

shall welcome him heartily back, and be proud to shake his hand."

And so it was settled, and to the great disappointment of the rest of

the house no clue was forthcoming as to the cause of Edgar Clinton

leaving so suddenly; but as the monitors and seniors all seemed

perfectly satisfied with what they had heard, it was evident to the

others that whatever the cause might be he was not to blame in the

matter.

During the short time that remained of the term Rupert got on better

than he had expected. While the examination was going on Easton invited

him to do his work in his private study, gave him his advice as to the

passages likely to be set, and coached him up in difficult points, and

he came out higher in his form than he had expected to do.

Three days before the school broke up Easton said: "Clinton, I have had

a letter from my father this morning, and he will be very glad if you

will come down to spend the holidays at our place. And so shall I. There

is very good hunting round us. My father has plenty of horses in his

stables, and I expect we shall be rather gay, for my brother comes of

age in the week after Christmas, and there is going to be a ball and so

on. I don't know how you feel about it, but I should say that it would

be better for you than being at home where everything will call your

brother to your mind, and your being there will make it worse for the

others."

"I am very much obliged to you, Easton; I should like it very much. I

will write off to the governor at once and hear what he says. They might

like to have me home, and possibly I might be useful in the search for

Edgar. As I have told you, I feel sure that he has enlisted. He would be

certain to change his name, and it would be no use anyone who did not

know him going to look at the recruits."

"But we agreed, Clinton, that no one would enlist him at his age, and he

is altogether too old to go as a band-boy."

"Yes, I know that; and that is what worries me more than anything. Still

I cannot help thinking that he will try some how to get into the army.

If he can't, I believe he will do anything he can to get a living until

they enlist him."

"I don't think he can anyhow pass as eighteen, Clinton. If it was for

anything else he might get up with false moustache or something; but

you see he has got to pass a strict examination by a surgeon. I have

heard that lots of fellows do enlist under age, but then some fellows

look a good bit older than they are. I don't believe any doctor would be

humbugged into believing that Edgar is anything like eighteen."

"Well, I will write to my father this afternoon and hear what he says.

If he thinks I cannot do any good and they don't want me at home, I

shall be very pleased to come to you."

Captain Clinton's letter came by return of post. He said that he was

very pleased Rupert had had an invitation that would keep him away. "We

have received no news whatever of Edgar, and I don't think that it would

be of any use for you to join in the search for him. There is no saying

where he may have gone or what he may be doing. I agree with you that he

will most likely take any job that offers to keep him until he can

enlist. Arrangements have been made with one of the staff sergeants at

the head-quarters of recruiting in London to let us know if any young

fellow answering to Edgar's description comes up to be medically

examined. So we shall catch him if he presents himself there.

Unfortunately there are such a number of recruiting depôts all over the

country, that there is no saying where he may try to enlist--that is, if

he does try. However, at present there is certainly nothing you can do.

I should like to have you home, and your mother says she should like you

too, but I do think that for her sake it is better you should not come.

As long as you are away there is nothing to recall at every moment the

fact that Edgar has gone, whereas if you were here his absence would be

constantly be before her. She is quite ill with anxiety, and Dr.

Wilkinson agrees with me that change is most desirable. I am sure she

would not hear of going away if you were at home; it would give her a

good excuse for staying here; but when she hears that you are not coming

I think I may be able to persuade her to listen to Wilkinson's opinion,

and in that case I shall take her and Madge down to Nice at once. If I

can get her there by Christmas so much the better, for Christmas at home

would be terribly trying to us all. Once we are there, we can wander

about for two or three months in Italy or Spain, or across to Algeria or

Egypt--anything to distract her mind."

Accordingly Rupert accepted Easton's invitation, and went with him to

his father's in Leicestershire. Had it not been for the uncertainty

about Edgar he would have enjoyed his holidays greatly. Although he had

always joined to a certain extent in the chaff of his school-fellows at

Easton's care about his dress and little peculiarities of manner, he had

never shared in Skinner's prejudices against him, and always said that

he could do anything well that he chose to turn his hand to, and had

appreciated his readiness to do a kindness to anyone who really needed

it. It had been his turn now, and the friendly companionship of the

elder boy had been of the greatest value to him. Easton had never said

much in the way of sympathy, which indeed would have jarred Rupert's

feelings, but his kindness had said more than words could do; and

Rupert, as he looked back, felt ashamed at the thought that he had often

joined in a laugh about him.

At home the points that had seemed peculiar at school were unnoticeable.

The scrupulous attention to dress that had there been in strong contrast

to the general carelessness of the others in that respect, seemed but

natural in his own house, where there were a good many guests staying.

Rupert and Edgar had always been more particular at home than at school;

but Easton was the same, indeed Rupert thought that he was if anything

less particular now than he had been at River-Smith's.

A week after Christmas Rupert received a letter from his father, written

at Nice, saying that a letter from Edgar had been forwarded on from

home, and giving the brief words in which the lad said that he was well,

and that they might be under no uneasiness respecting him. "This does

not tell us much," Captain Clinton went on, "but we are very pleased,

inasmuch as it seems that Edgar does not mean altogether to drop out of

our sight, but will, we hope, write from time to time to let us know

that at any rate he is well. The letter has the London post-mark, but of

course that shows nothing; it may have been written anywhere and sent to

anyone--perhaps to a waiter at an hotel at which he stopped in London,

and with whom he had arranged to post any letters that he might inclose

to him. The letter has greatly cheered your mother, who, in spite of all

I could say, has hitherto had a dread that Edgar in his distress might

have done something rash. I have never thought so for an instant. I

trust that my two boys are not only too well principled, but too brave

to act a coward's part, whatever might befall them. Your mother, of

course, agreed with me in theory; but while she admitted that Edgar

would never if in his senses do such a thing, urged that his distress

might be so great that he would not be responsible for what he was

doing. Happily this morbid idea has been dissipated by the arrival of

the letter, and I have great hopes now that she will rouse herself, and

will shake off the state of silent brooding which has been causing me so

much anxiety. It was but this morning that we received the letter, and

already she looks brighter and more like herself than she has done since

you brought us the news of Edgar's disappearance."

This news enabled Rupert to enjoy the remainder of the holidays much

more than he had done the first fortnight. He and Edgar had both been

accustomed to ride since they had been children, and had in their

Christmas holidays for years accompanied their father to the hunting

field, at first upon ponies, but the previous winter on two light-weight

carrying horses he had bought specially for them. Mr. Easton had several

hunters, and Rupert, who was well mounted, thoroughly enjoyed the

hunting, and returned to school with his nerves braced up, ready for

work.

"I won't say anything against Easton again," Skinner said when he heard

from Rupert how pleasant his holidays had been made for him. "I noticed

how he took to you and made things smooth for you the last ten days of

the term, and I fully meant to tell him that I was sorry I had not

understood him better before; only, in the first place, I never happened

to have a good opportunity, and in the second place I don't know that I

ever tried to make one. However, I shall tell him now. It is not a

pleasant thing to be obliged to own that you have behaved badly, but it

is a good deal more unpleasant to feel it and not have the pluck to say

so."

Accordingly the next time Easton came into the senior study, Skinner

went up to him and said:

"Easton, I want to tell you that I am uncommonly sorry that I have set

myself against you because you have been more particular about your

dress and things than the rest of us, and because you did not seem as

keen as we were about football and things. I know that I have behaved

like an ass, and I should like to be friends now if you will let me."

"Certainly I will, Skinner," Easton said, taking the hand he held out.

"I don't know that it was altogether your fault. My people at home are

rather particular about our being tidy and that sort of thing, and when

I came here and some of you rather made fun of me about it, I think that

I stuck to it all the more because it annoyed you. I shall be going up

for Sandhurst this term, and I am very glad to be on good terms with all

you fellows before I leave; so don't let us say anything more about it."

And with another shake of the hands their agreement to be friends was

ratified.

The term between Christmas and Easter was always the dullest of the

year. The house matches at football were over. Although a game was

sometimes played, there was but a languid interest in it. Paper-chases

were the leading incident in the term, and there was a general looking

forward to spring weather, when cricket could begin and the teams

commence practice for the matches of the following term.

Easton was going up in the summer for the examination for the line. He

was not troubling himself specially about it; and indeed his getting in

was regarded as a certainty, for Mr. Southley had said that he would be

safe for the Indian Civil if he chose to try, and considered it a great

pity that he was going up for so comparatively an easy competition as

that for the line. He occasionally went for a walk with Rupert, and

while chatting with him frequently about Edgar, was continually urging

him not to let his thoughts dwell too much upon it, but to stick to his

work.

The watch at the various ports had long since been given up, for had

Edgar intended to emigrate he would certainly have done so very shortly

after his arrival in London, as his means would not have permitted him

to make any stay there.

"I think it is very thoughtful of Edgar," Easton said one day when

Rupert told him that he had heard from his father that another letter

had arrived. "So many fellows when they run away or emigrate, or

anything of that sort, drop writing altogether, and do not seem to give

a thought to the anxiety those at home are feeling for them. He is

evidently determined that he will go his own way and accept no help from

your people, and under the circumstances I can quite enter into his

feelings; but, you see, he does not wish them to be anxious or troubled

about him, and I don't think there is anything for you to worry about,

Clinton. He may be having a hardish time of it; still he is no doubt

getting his living somehow or other, and I don't know that it will do

him any harm.

"I think he is the sort of fellow to make his way in whatever line he

takes up, and though what he has learnt here may not be of much use to

him at the start, his having had a good education is sure to be of

advantage to him afterwards. A fellow who could hold his own in a tussle

such as we had with the Greenites last term can be trusted to make a

good fight in anything. At any rate it is of no use your worrying

yourself about him. You see, you will be going up in a year's time for

your examination for the line, and you will have to stick to it pretty

steadily if you are to get through at the first trial. It won't help

matters your worrying about him, and wherever he is and whatever he is

doing he is sure to keep his eye on the lists, and he will feel just as

much pleasure in seeing your name there as he would have done if he had

been here with you. So I should say, work steadily and play steadily.

You have a good chance of being in the college boat next term; that and

shooting will give you enough to do.

"It is no use sticking to it too hard. I was telling Skinner yesterday

he will regularly addle his brain if he keeps on grinding as he is doing

now. But it is of no use talking to Skinner; when his mind is set on a

thing he can think of nothing else. Last term it was football, now it is

reading. It must be an awful nuisance to be as energetic as he is. I

cannot see why he should not take life comfortably."

"He would say," Rupert laughed, "he cannot see why he should do things

by fits and starts as you do, Easton."

"Ah! but I do not do it on principle," Easton argued. "I am all for

taking it quietly, only sometimes one gets stirred up and has to throw

one's self into a thing. One does it, you know, but one feels it a

nuisance--an unfair wear and tear of the system."

"Your system does not seem to suffer seriously, Easton."

"No; but it might if one were called upon to do these things often. But

it is time for us to turn back, or we shall be late for tea."

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