XIX

Truesdale returned home from Wisconsin after an absence of ten or twelve

days; he came back without having visited Geneva. He had visited Madison,

however.

His feeling, as he traversed the streets of that pleasant capital, was

distinctly one of pique. To be hemmed in, to be barred out, to be shut

up, to be cut off, to be turned aside--any and all of these things seemed

to have been suffered by him; he felt them as stripes or as fetters

applied to the degradation of an inexpugnable personality. "I shall not

take it so passively as they think," he said.

His friendly but tempered interest in Bertie Patterson had risen to a

higher pitch in view of the insensate safeguards thrown around her by her

friends; besides, he felt himself at a juncture where he must not permit

himself to falter in the maintenance of his own dignity. "I shall not be

balked so easily as they imagine," he said.

He paused before a large, white frame-house which stood on a kind of

banked terrace; the house was shaded by a number of evergreens, and was

shut in from the street by a picket-fence. "This must be it," he said, as

he clicked the latch of the gate. Patterson, as one of the large retail

dry-goods merchants of the town, was of course a "prominent citizen"; his

residence was easy enough to find.

"Mrs. Patterson is at home?" he uttered with the appropriate inflection,

and extended his card. He made this tender to a firm-faced woman of forty

in a plain black dress, who came to the door with a half-hemmed towel in

her hand.

"I am Mrs. Patterson," she said. She read the card; there was no doubt of

her appreciation of his identity. The more picturesque and decorative

phases of his character had been presented to her, doubtless, by the

docile and transparent Bertie--by letter, possibly. The less approved

side (concerning which Bertie's own conception was in all likelihood

darkling enough still) had probably come to her--also by letter--from

Bertie's conscientious but disappointed guardian.

Truesdale dexterously insinuated himself into the house; he had instantly

perceived, with a pang of mortification, that no formal encouragement to

enter was likely to be extended.

"My daughter," said Mrs. Patterson, coldly, in answer to his inquiries,

"is visiting friends in Watertown." This was true. "She is to remain

several days." This was not true; Bertie was expected home on the morrow.

But it was made true, for all purposes, by an instant message which

permitted the girl to extend the period of her visit.

Truesdale bowed himself out of the house with no apparent diminution of

grace and prestige. "How inexhaustible are the beauties of nature," he

thought--"Wisconsin nature. I must make another sketching-tour before

long."

Four or five days later he sat in his bedroom, looking over a number of

water-colors that covered the counterpane and largely obscured the

pillows--views of Green Lake, scenes from the rocks and gorges of the

upper Wisconsin. "I've done very well," he thought--"very well, indeed."

He was trying to make himself believe that he had successfully

accomplished the principal object of his trip.

Rosy also returned from Wisconsin at about the same time; with an air of

calm decision she announced to her mother her engagement to Arthur

Paston. She regarded this statement as definitive--an admission towards

which the others of the family advanced with a doubting reluctance. Jane,

by reason of the place and of her own participation in the hopes of Susan

Bates, thought the proceeding characterized by indelicacy, if not by

disloyalty. Truesdale, on receipt of the intelligence, vented a jarring

laugh. He saw little reason why Paston should have succeeded at Geneva

when he himself had failed at Madison (he was conscious, here, of forcing

the terms in order to compass a striking antithesis); and that it should

have been his own sister whose hand Paston had won seemed to him a

triumph greater and more discordant still.

David Marshall himself heard these tidings with a grave concern. It all

seemed like another weight added to the load under which he was already

staggering. He debated with himself on the subject of this proposed new

household: where was it to be established, of whom was it to be composed,

by whom (above all) was it to be supported? Marshall, in his most

prosperous and least careworn days, had never acquired the useful and

agreeable art of spending money; the outlay of any considerable sum had

always afflicted him as with a physical pain. How much greater, then, was

his shrinking dread to-day, when demands upon him were doubling up so

finely, and when the last demand of all was on behalf of an alien who

might well attempt to make an alien of his daughter too? He talked with

Rosy about her future in a hesitating and perturbed fashion. Rosy would

set her lips, and eye him coldly, and tell him that he did not love

her. In the meantime the new house progressed towards its ridge-poles,

and it was Jane's daily speculation whether the boudoir designed for Rosy

would ever be occupied by her--or by somebody else. By somebody else, she

was afraid; for since that luckless Sunday dinner, Theodore Brower had

called but twice, and had been as distant as if he had not come at all.

A few weeks after the intrusion of Paston upon the board, another piece

was happily removed. This removal involved, as is often the case in such

manipulations, a certain amount of sharp playing and a large element of

sacrifice. Truesdale, when the recital was made to him in his brother's

office, showed a scant appreciation of the sacrifice, but listened

interestedly enough to the detailed report of Roger's endeavor.

"So you have found Monsieur Y, after all? And do you hold him fast?"

Roger contemptuously ignored this revival of his brother's flippant

Gallic formula. He contented himself with giving a brief and stern

account of the processes that he had been driven to employ. He had

prosecuted his inquiries through one of those extra-legal agencies which

even the highest respectability may be compelled, upon occasion, to fall

back on, and he had arrived at an acquaintance with the Leppins, in all

their grovelling ramifications, equal to the previous one which he had

achieved with the Van Horns. His close inquiries had extended through

the ranks of all their associates and connections, and in the end he had

lighted upon one individual whose disposition towards Sophie Leppin and

her family could be made to serve the end in view. This young man was the

foreman of a tailor's establishment, and Roger wasted no more

consideration upon him than upon the rest of them. Before the assembled

horde he made his proposition with a blunt, business-like brutality

which almost startled him at the moment, and which disgusted him with

himself for a fortnight to follow.

"And they accepted it. More shame for me, more shame for them, more shame

for human nature. But _you_ are safe." He viewed Truesdale with an

undisguised scorn, and Truesdale did not attempt to withstand it.

"I attended the ceremony," Roger said, grimly. "I presented the bride

with a bouquet. For the matter of that," he continued, in a scornful jest

of himself, "I was the one who took out the marriage license."

"Did you pay the minister his fee?" Truesdale asked this principally for

the purpose of reasserting himself.

"Minister!" cried Roger, half shocked. "No; I had a justice of the peace.

I was the guest of honor," he went on, with a savage irony. "With good

reason; it was I who paid the bride's dowry."

Truesdale sat with his eyes on the floor. "The check; was it--was it a

large one?" he asked, in a low voice.

"Check!" cried Roger again. "I paid them in hundred-dollar bills." His

fingers played back and forth many and many times.

"Not so much as that!" exclaimed Truesdale, his eyes opening widely.

"More," said Roger. "I put the notices in the newspapers, too. And now,

Truesdale," he said, with a final brief phrase of dismissal, "think what

your father and I have had to do for you, and try to be a man." And he

turned away towards other matters.

Truesdale passed out, crestfallen for the first time in his life. Not

over his own follies, not over the anxieties and expenditures he had

caused his father, but over the fact that Roger had treated him like a

boy--and had done it all so briefly. He blushed, too, for the vulgar

ending of the episode (if ended, indeed, it were); for it seemed to

outrage all literary and artistic precedent. No farce at the Palais Royal

had ever developed so grotesque a dénouement; no novel of Véron, of

Belot, of Montépin had ever come to so sordid an ending; no Mimi, no

Musette could have ever followed a line of conduct so little

_spirituel_ as that taken by Sophie Leppin. What, then; were the

books wrong, and only life true? No; it was the fault of America itself.

"_Quel pays_!" reflected Truesdale; "equally without the atmosphere of

art and the atmosphere of intrigue!" This observation pleased him; he

felt that he had pierced the marrow of a complicated question, and he

passed along the street holding a higher head.

He drew a letter from his pocket and creased it thoughtfully in his hands

as he walked on. The envelope, from which he did not draw the enclosure,

was addressed in the hand of Gladys McKenna. He had parted from her just

as he had meant to part--at the carriage door. She had forgiven this, and

was now writing in terms no less ardent and clinging than before.

"Poor Gladys!" he said, half aloud. "I haven't treated her any too well;

yet she is about the only one who cares for me or understands me or

appreciates me. I'm glad, though, she's back home; I should be guilty of

some horrible _sottise_ or other if she were here."

All the same, he made her absence seem another deprivation; he included

it in the catalogue of his injuries and woes. "I declare," he said, "take

it all together, and it's enough to drive a man to--business. It wouldn't

surprise me very much to be talking with father about that very thing

within a month or so. For what can a man of leisure do, after all, in

such a town as this?"

But the summer moved onward, and Truesdale still considerately refrained

from harassing an anxious and overburdened father with the further task

of contriving a harmony between such a son and such a _métier_. The old

man was left to recover from the sting inflicted by the Leppins, to study

over the future of his youngest daughter, to keep a careful eye upon his

business associates, and to combat--as one combats the alkali dust of

the Plains--all the insinuating minutiae of house-building. The new home

of the Marshalls moved on with the summer, and reached in due course the

stage when such elemental features as walls and roofs gave way to the

minor considerations involved in the swinging of doors, the placing of

gas-jets, and the arrangements of pantries. Eliza Marshall now began to

appear more frequently on the scene, and to confound both architect and

builder after the fashion possible for the experienced and accomplished

house-keeper. She usually exacted the support of her husband, with a

pertinacity the greater for the smallness of the point at issue; and

David Marshall, wearied and borne down with more important, more vital

affairs, wished daily that the new house had never been undertaken at

all.

Thomas Bingham stood Eliza Marshall's annoying picket-fire with the

patience proper to a friend of the family; and he took advantage of the

same position to press further upon her husband his own continuing sense

of a rich man's duties towards the public. Marshall may be said by this

time to have fixed himself in the general eye. He had made a second

public address--the skilful product of Jane's literary knack and of his

own previous experience. As a consequence of this he had been asked to

sit on one or two platforms, and to sign two or three addresses and

petitions; and though his indifferent health and his many preoccupations

had somewhat impeded his advance, yet his well-wishers felt the marked

disposition shown to concede him the place that they held him entitled to

take.

Bingham experienced a personal interest in Marshall's maintenance of the

foothold thus won. As the two toured through the half-plastered rooms or

stooped to consider the question of sewerage amid the litter of the

basement, Bingham, with a tactful seriousness, would urge the old man, as

he had urged him often enough before, to crown his career and perpetuate

his memory by the erection of some enduring structure for the public

good and use.

"All of my experience is at your disposal," he would say. "And all of

your own"--with a wave of the hand over the chaos prevailing about them.

The old man would give him a non-committal sidelong glance, half smiling,

half protesting "I'm glad to have you acknowledge, Bingham, that there is

some experience involved in building a house. There's a good deal more

than I expected."

"You're not having a hard time of it," returned Bingham. "You don't

realize how easy I've been making it for you."

But Marshall was coming to develop a firm reluctance towards turning the

knowledge gained in his private building to the erection of some larger

and different building for the public good. With every month of the past

year had his estimate of the public and its character been modified by

the kind of treatment that he had suffered from certain of the less

worthy members of it. The Van Horns seemed to have passed the goad on to

the Leppins, and it was largely under these merciless proddings that

he had formed his conception of the new town which had evolved itself

during the past twenty years. To these personal grievances he added the

general grievances of a tax-payer under the present loose-geared régime,

and there were days when he thought he saw the legitimate outcome of

democracy as applied to large capitals: the organizing of criminals for

the spoliation of the well-to-do. And if Bingham had pushed him too hard,

he might have precipitated the blunt declaration that a man's best use

for his own money was to protect himself and his interests from the

depredations of an alien and rabble populace.

"But Babylon itself was built of mud bricks," Bingham would rejoin. "And

the noblest mountain in the world, when you come right down to details,

is only a heap of dirt and rocks strewn over with sticks and stones. But

if you will just step back far enough to get the proper point of

view--well, you know what the painters can do with such things as these."

"I can't step back, Bingham. I started here; I've stayed here; I belong

here. I'm living right _on_ your mountain, and its sticks and stones are

all about me. Don't ask me to see them for anything else; don't ask me to

call them anything else."

Then he would say to Bingham what he said later to Susan Bates when she

came with Jane to view the wainscotings and the panelled ceilings of the

long succession of rooms: that the man who met all the legal exactions of

the community and all the needs and requirements of his own flesh and

blood was doing quite enough for the preservation of his own credit. And

when Theodore Brower cautiously suggested that the bitterness of certain

experiences might be turned to sweetness by the institution of a bureau

of justice for the poor and unfriended, the sensitive old man shrank back

as if from contact with a nettle. Indeed, it is probable that so

unconventional and untravelled a road to philanthropic renown would have

proven uninviting to his feet at any time. And Jane, who, after the

failure of her own idea, had transferred her support to the idea of

Brower, now made a second transfer and came to the support of the idea

of Susan Bates. If she could do nothing for the cause of labor, and

nothing for the cause of justice, she was willing to accomplish what she

could for the cause of education.

Under such urgings as these, David Marshall began irritably to impugn the

motives of those men whose philanthropic disposition had earned for them

the approval of the well-disposed. One was actuated by vanity and

vainglory; another by political ambitions; a third took to philanthropy

as to the current fad.

"There might be worse ones," Bingham would retort. "Sixty or seventy

years ago the fad hereabouts was scalp-raising. Isn't the present one an

improvement on that?"

"You bring up Ingles," the other went on; "he's simply philanthropic

as an additional vent to his own energies. You talk about Bates; he

merely makes all those benefactions to please his wife. And so with

others."

"Is that a bad motive--the wish to please one's wife by a generous deed?"

"I have _my_ wife to please," returned Marshall. His observation

came out with a sort of raw and awkward directness. It seemed to convey

the odd implication that the way to please this wife would be not to do a

generous deed, but to refrain from doing it. And Bingham, who appreciated

the saplessness of Eliza Marshall's sympathies and the narrowness of her

horizon, made no effort to give his friend's remark a more favorable

aspect.

Marshall derived support not only from the narrow selfishness of his

wife, but also from the fastidiousness of his younger son, who met with

open derision any project involving the accomplishment of a piece of

actual architecture. He improvised an ornate and airy edifice of his own,

which he allowed them to dedicate to art, to education, to charity, to

what you will. Then he festooned it with telegraph wires, and draped it

with fire-escapes, and girdled it with a stretch of elevated road, and

hung it with signboards, and hedged it in with fruit-stands, and swathed

it in clouds of coal smoke, and then asked them to find it; that was the

puzzle, he said. His view of the town's architectural conditions--as too

debased to justify one's serious endeavors towards improvement--was so

nearly in harmony with the view that his father's inflamed mind sometimes

took of the town's social conditions that the two were dangerously near

to the common ground upon which they had never yet met.

Bingham would have completely dissented from all this, of course; and he

agreed with Marshall no better as regarded the precarious condition of

his affairs--being disposed to assume that the old man's depression over

his business was due largely to the multiplied checks on his own control

of it; nor any better as regarded his unusual domestic expenses--present,

just past, or just about to come. He was mindful of the house-building,

but looked upon it, with Roger, as an investment. He knew of the

thousands extorted through Truesdale, but made the loss less than might

have resulted from a maladroit barter in real estate, for example. He

could anticipate, too, the demands foreshadowed by the coming marriage of

Rosamund; but a considerable expenditure for a favorite daughter at the

most important juncture of her life was not unprecedented. He even found

some ameliorating circumstances for the persistent pressure which

Roger and his affairs were now coming to bring upon the paternal

estate--Roger, who had served so valiantly his father and his family, and

who was now demanding a compensatory assistance amid the thickening risks

and dangers of his own business operations. Not only had he extricated

Truesdale from his difficulties, but he had supported his father in his

demand for the dismissal of the unseemly Andreas Leppin from the

business.

"He shall go!" cried David Marshall, with a trembling voice and a shaking

hand, which, without reinforcement, would have constituted but a feeble

demonstration.

"He shall stay!" returned Belden, with a cold insolence. "He is useful to

me. Besides, he has suffered enough wrong from you already."

"He shall go!" cried Roger, rising into a threatening savagery over the

brazen hypocrisy of such a pretence. "If he is here another hour, I will

drag him out with my own hands." The young man seemed to tear out all his

powers from his own person, as one draws a sword from its sheath, and to

wield his vehemence and indignation over Belden's head as one might sweep

a burning brand. He exercised the compelling power that is to be

attained sometimes only by the free and impassioned employment of all

one's energies; he seemed capable of an instant physical violence in more

directions than one, and he carried his point.

Another outbreak of passion followed when he applied to his father for

assistance during a precarious passage through the risks and dangers of

an expanding business, and was met with reluctant excuses that seemed the

very acme of ingratitude. He hurled forth an indignant reminder of all

the services he had performed for the family--services at once degrading

and gratuitous; and he demanded if a year's dabbling in such delectable

detail were not a sufficient warrant for asking the help that he now

required. In fact, he hectored his father as unscrupulously, as

unceremoniously, as he had browbeaten Belden.

David Marshall met as well as he could the demands of his choleric son;

never before had he been trampled on rough-shod by one of his own

children. He almost seemed to see the moral fibre of Roger's nature

coarsening--perhaps disintegrating--under his very eyes, and he asked

himself half reproachfully how much this might be due to tasks of his own

imposition.

All these things had their place in his mind as he followed Bingham

through the new house, scuffing over the plaster-encrusted floors,

watching the adjustment of window-weights, or drawing back before the

long, thin strips of moulding brought in by carpenters. No, his children

did not love him. There was Rosy, who had learned her lesson of

selfishness from the world all too early, and who now, in her

preoccupations for the future, had less thought of him than ever. There

was Alice, who saw him often enough if she saw him half a dozen times a

year, and whose infrequent comings always disclosed some petty motive

of domestic finance and economics. There was Truesdale, a flippant

and insolent egotist, who had neither affection nor respect for his own

parents, his own family, his own birthplace. There was Roger, who hewed

roughly his own independent course, and who did not scruple to turn his

powers against his own father if crossed in his desires or balked in his

ambitions. And there was--

No; not Jane. "She is the only one of them all who really loves me," he

said. He was standing in one of the upper rooms under the crude light of

a northern window. On the yellow ground beneath him a workman was

stacking up sheets of blue slate in regular piles, and from some remote

quarter of the place came the sharp, metallic hammerings of the last

remaining plumbers. The searching daylight lit up cruelly the hollows of

the old man's eyes, and brought out from his whitened chin and cheeks the

last few threads of dim and dulling red. His tall, thin figure shrank

away from its loose coverings; never before had he seemed so detached, so

impersonal, so slightly poised on any mere physical basis.

He turned to Bingham. "This will be _her_ room--Jane's room. It must be

right, whatever the others are. Jane--cares for me. She has always been a

dutiful daughter; never a trial, never a disappointment--nothing but a

comfort. There must be no shortcoming here, Bingham."

Bingham, standing beside him at the window, fixed an intent regard upon

the sheets of shifting slate. There was a moist smile in his eyes, and a

warm glow of sympathetic appreciation permeated his whole being.

"There won't be," he said.

And Jane's chamber took on shape and finish in the minds of the two men

who stood there side by side overlooking the slate piles and saying no

word further; and neither recognized in her the first cause of all these

changes and of the many trials and difficulties proceeding from them.

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