FRIENDS

“Why did you hit that white-headed kid?”

This was Loch’s first recorded remark in reference to Jimsy Lewis. The

answer was not unreasonable.

“A kid like that is made to be hit.”

But there are other lights than that of reason. “Well you are not to hit

him. That kid is my friend. When we are grown up, he is coming with me

on adventures . . . .”

They grew up, with the tenacious vitality of the Scotch-Canadian, in

spite of the adventures. At nineteen Loch was six-foot-one,

slant-shouldered, silent as an Indian, and, according to his aunts in

Caledoniaville, of an affectionate disposition. His people started him

in a bank in the very-far West, and Jimsy went with him. But the bank

was only “held up” twice, so Loch found it dull, and went. He took

Jimsy. Then,—it happened some years ago,—he enlisted in Somebody’s

Horse, and went to South Africa for the war. He took Jimsy. When I say

that he took Jimsy, I mean it; he took him as a cyclone takes a

barn-roof.

They and a man from Wolf Creek were separated from their troop, held a

kopje for a week; were captured by an angry commando, escaped, and

arrived in Kimberley in nice time for the siege. When the war was over,

the man from Wolf Creek took up land in Natal to raise pineapples. Jimsy

rather liked the idea of pineapples; but Loch was gathered in by the

railway, and took Jimsy. When I say the railway, I mean the Great

Railway, vision of a great man. Their work pushed them further and

further north, into a new Africa, an enchanted Africa of high forest and

grass-plain; of a vertical sun and frosty nights. They learned the

blessing and the bitterness of work. They lived through that rainy

season which came a month late, when the green jungle grew over the

right-of-way, as it seemed, in a night; and the elephants tore down the

telegraph wires, and the fever followed the rain; and the black men grew

weary of cutting and carrying fuel, so they sat them down and died.

Jimsy was clever at many things; he was given charge of a siding, a

telegraph instrument, six account books, and two assistants, of sorts.

Loch had no gift but that of handling men, which made him so much more

valuable than Jimsy that he was presently put in charge at Gondoko. For

one dry season they saw nothing of each other—Jimsy bullied his

assistants, collected butterflies, and thought of Loch. Loch did not

think nearly so much of Jimsy, he was too busy.

But every Saturday night he went into Gondoko and wired Jimsy—“Are you

all right, kid?”

“All right, Loch.”

Then would follow gossip of the great line,—lions, a wash-out, a plague

of witch-doctors. But the end was invariable as the beginning—“Let me

know if you want me, kid, and I’ll come.”

“All right, Loch.”

“So long, Jimsy.”

“Good-night, Gondoko.”

Then Loch would stumble to his mud-and-iron hut and sleep in peace, a

gun loaded with bird-shot under his head in case of leopards.

The second year of his sojourning, Loch had trouble with ju-jus,—more

trouble than usual. He also had fever—worse than usual. But the ju-jus

worried him most. No. 537, pulling out from a siding, had cut down a

string stretched across the line, from which fluttered a red rag and two

guinea-fowl feathers. As a result, the black people fled to their

forests, and the wood-piles shrank to nothing. Fuel had to be brought

from afar until the ju-ju was pacified, which took time. There is no

space to tell how Loch managed this by setting up an opposition ju-ju,

in whose constitution a home-made magic-lantern played a chief part. But

he went into Gondoko one Saturday night with the happy knowledge that he

had put the fear of all the devils into his section, and that the

wood-piles at the rail-side grew like mushrooms.

It was the third week of the stormy season, and Loch was soaked in

fever; the ju-ju war had tired him in body and soul. He looked at the

sky, and as he looked the moon showed like a plunging white disk amid

driving steam; he thought how often he had seen it so, above the

northern lakes of his boyhood, when the first snow came down from the

north and the wild-geese had flown south. But Huron’s cold surf was far

from the station at Gondoko. And the glimmer of light shone only on the

nameless uplands, the drenched scrub of the north; and southwards, welt

on welt, league on league, the roll of the African forest like a sea.

His right-hand-man, an escaped convict, met him and touched his cap. “A

call from Mr. Lewis, sir.”

Loch frowned. He had forgotten it was Saturday night, forgotten Jimsy,

forgotten everything but his own overwhelming need of food and sleep.

The ground rocked under his feet, and the ex-convict wavered like a

smoke. “Did he leave any message?”

The ex-convict, who was also a deserter, saluted. “No sir. In fact,

something’s wrong with the line. Probably helephants, sir. Williams took

it, but nothing came through but the word ‘Lewis,’ sir, and the Gondoko

call.”

“Thank you.” Loch went slowly to the iron shed, and sat down to the

instrument. He called,—“Lewis, Lewis, Lewis,” in his clumsy fashion,

now clumsier than usual, in that his fingers seemed to be as big and

stiff as pincushions. He called for several minutes, waited, and called

again. He was beginning to forget about the fever and the weariness.

The instrument clattered, stammered, hesitated. At last the answer—“Is

that you, Gondoko?”

“Yes. Gondoko. Gondoko. Have you got that? Gondoko. Is that you, Jimsy?

Jimsy, is that you?”

A space of meaningless clickerings and stutterings. Then suddenly, clear

and sharp, “Loch, I want . . . .”

And then silence.

Loch sat for perhaps five minutes, patiently calling. But the silence

was unbroken. He sat for another five minutes, thinking; and the burden

of his thoughts was a little white-headed boy who used to follow him

round the school play-ground, saying, “Loch, I want you, Loch.” Often

the little boy was smitten for his pains, but no other boy dared smite

him. Loch went out on the platform and shouted. The convict-deserter,

who was presently known as Hatch, came running.

“Is there anything with steam up?”

“Number eight, she has steam up.” Hatch spoke proudly.

Number eight was a complex-compo-compound loco, collected from scrap

heaps of half a continent, and put together at Gondoko.

“She’s to pull out, with sheet-iron for Banda, at midnight or

thereabouts.”

“Uncouple, then,” said Loch, curtly, “I want her.”

“Mr. Lewis in trouble, sir?”

“I’m going to see.” Loch spoke more curtly than ever, but his men knew

him.

Hatch spoke persuasively. “You’d better have me to fire for you, sir.

I’m off duty, and there hasn’t been no variosity, sir, so to say, for a

month.”

Loch nodded. “All right. And bring your twelve-bore.”

Hatch beamed and fled. There were outcries and footsteps. Loch spent

another five minutes thinking of the little boy who had grown into a

young man, and who might have been peacefully and safely raising

pineapples in Natal. He started, as Number eight swung on the switch and

pulled up beside him, groaning in all her rivets, Hatch swinging

joyously on the rickety footplate.

“Clear line for four hours, sir,” said Hatch.

“We shan’t need so much,” answered Loch; and Hatch, seeing his face,

said no more, but went through silent movements of whistling.

They crawled out of Gondoko, clattering and banging. The open line lay

before them, straight as a ruler between walls of forest, varied only by

the paths of the woodcutters. Outside the radius of number eight’s

headlight was a swinging, uncertain darkness. Loch steadily put the

throttle over. And Hatch whistled again.

Presently, he had no time even to whistle. He was stoking furiously.

Number eight roared up the line, rocking over the faulty rivetting like

a ship on a wave. Her ill-assorted parts groaned and rattled as if they

would fly apart. Loch, peering through the glass, saw nothing but the

reeling glimmer of steel running liquidly towards him, heard nothing but

a boy’s voice crying, “Loch, where are you, Loch? Loch, I want you

. . . .” But Hatch had time to hear many things, for he knew and revered

Number eight.

“’Ard on the old lady, this is,” he said to himself, brushing the sweat

out of his eyes.

A squall drove down, blinding the glass, and sending a surf of mud into

the cab. It ended in a roll of thunder like the roll of a war-drum, and

lightning that splashed on the rails like a thrown egg. It showed the

forest and the sky, violet-white picked out in jet. Then the darkness

shut down again, so swiftly that Hatch winced as he had not from the

lash. But Loch’s steady hand did not move on the throttle.

“’Ard on the old lady,” muttered Hatch again, mournfully. “I knew this

was a bad bit o’ track, but she’s runnin’ as if her wheels was square.”

The rain ended, the thunder rolled into the distance. But still, at

regular intervals, the world was dipped and drenched in the unbearable

brilliance of the lightning. Hatch began nervously to time the flashes.

He saw a vivid vision of little buildings, the iron roofs blazing like

silver, streaming past, and of the black silhouettes of the men on the

platform. He saw the dripping leaves flashing back the electricity like

looking-glass. He saw a sinuous shadow that shrank and fled by the left

driving wheel. “‘Passengers,’” he said, “‘is forbidden to cross the line

except by the over’ead bridge,’ but this ain’t the

London-and-South-Western, thank Gord.” He took a glance at the gauge,

and stoked, stoked, stoked. His mouth was so tightly screwed into the

form of whistling, it seemed unlikely ever to come unscrewed. It was

quite stiff when he ventured to address Loch’s immovable back.

“Lions is out,” roared Hatch. “Or something.”

Loch caught the words and nodded over his shoulder. The grade was

mounting, and number eight rattled and rocked worse than ever. They were

both powdered white to the hair with woodash. Loch’s face looked gray in

the lightning flash, his every nerve and sinew strained to snapping

point, as he strove to fire the clamouring iron beneath him with the

hurry of his own soul.

The wheels sang, monotonously, “I want you, Loch, I want you, Loch.”

“I’m coming, Jimsy,” he answered. “I’m coming, Jimsy, as fast as I can.”

And he did not know that he spoke aloud. The fever ran over him in

waves, and at the crest of every wave was a picture,—a picture of Jimsy

deserted and stricken with illness; a picture of Jimsy sitting cowed

over the telegraph instrument, speared through the heart, as he had once

seen a man sit; a picture of Jimsy injured, of Jimsy possibly poisoned,

of Jimsy most impossibly drowned. He shut his eyes an instant, groaning;

“I’m coming, Jimsy, I’m coming . . . .” And on the words came the crash.

It was a crash too great for the senses, a crash that struck at life

itself, maiming and bruising it. Loch plunged downwards into rushing

darkness, full of burning steel, steam, woodcoals, and flashes of fire

and lightning. He seemed to have suddenly grown into something very

small and light, which floated in the reeling dark for a long, long

time. Then something sprang out of the dark and hit him. The last thing

he saw was a blaze of white light and a tuft of grass, very clear and

distinct, with a huge silver moth clinging in the heart of it.

He came to himself, in darkness, but it was a darkness blessedly cool

and wet. Someone was kneeling over him, striking matches, and presently

he saw that it was Hatch. The match-light flared pink for an instant,

and showed the ex-convict’s face, black and grimy, save for two little

white patches under the eyes, which were glaring at Loch, indignantly.

Loch sought for words, but couldn’t remember what he wanted to say for

some time.

“Hatch, your face looks kind-of-lop-sided—”

“Thank you, sir.” Hatch’s voice was piercingly sarcastic. “Which it

ain’t wonderful, sir, considering I fell on it. And my mouth full of

sand and things. Probably beetles.”

Loch stretched out a hand, slowly, and gasped at the pain.

“What’s happened?”

“Wreck, sir.” The lightning glared in the south-west, and Hatch bent

over him, very gently wiping his face with a lump of cotton-waste.

“Wreck?”

“Yes. Young tree across the line; probably lightning, as it was all

afire. Number eight, sir,—” Hatch’s voice broke,—“there ain’t enough

of her left to make a penny toy.”

Loch lay still, trying to steady himself. “Is the line clear?”

“As far as I can see—Darn it, I can’t stop your ’ead bleeding—-Number

eight, she kicked the tree off, and then fell on top of it herself. We

must have flew like birds.”

“And how long have I been lying here?”

“Probably forty minutes, but there’s no knowing. Just beyond Banda, we

are, and we’ll have to walk back. And the woods is fair crawling with

things. Probably ferocious.”

“My fault, Hatch . . . .”

“Shut your ’ead.” Hatch swabbed away with the cotton waste. “Why—why,

my lad—I thought you was done for—” His voice broke again, and he

pulled himself together. “Now, if you think you can get up,—with the

help of my arm—”

Loch staggered to his feet. The night swung about him, pierced with

fires of pain. He thought it was the earth that reeled, and did not know

that Hatch was holding him erect by main strength. He took a few steps,

and a little strength came back.

“That’s better, sir,” said Hatch, who had again taken refuge in sarcasm.

“Keep it up, and we’ll be in Banda for lunch.”

“Banda?” said Loch. “O, but we’re not going back to Banda, Hatch. We’re

going on.”

“Going on . . . .”

“Why, yes.—Can’t you tie that stuff round my head? Take the sleeve of

my coat, then.”

“The sleeve’s wet, too. You’re pretty well cut about. I’ll rip out mine

. . . . Did I understand you to say, sir, as we were going on to Mr.

Lewis?”

“Yes. It’s not much further than Banda. I’ll be all right.”

Hatch opened his mouth, gasped, and was silent. The situation was beyond

speech—even beyond swearing. Loch interpreted his silence.

“You needn’t come, Hatch,” he said, quietly.

Hatch found his voice. “Thank you, sir,” he replied, bitterly. “My neck

is to be broke, and I’m to be insulted into the bargain. And well you

know that I don’t care a darn for lions or niggers, but only for the

’orrible crawly things that drops on you. And probably stingers,” He

carefully adjusted the bandage round Loch’s head. “Stingers. And

probably down your back.”

Loch laughed, croakily. “Tie the other sleeve round your neck, and come

on.”

He turned up the long track, wondering why ties were so hard to walk on,

and why they seemed to be set at such irregular intervals. Two short

steps and a long, two long steps and a short, a rest—“Loch, I want you.

Loch, I want you.”—He heard nothing but that, saw nothing but the

glimmer of the wet steel he must follow. And Hatch, after one wild

gesture that took to witness the flashing sky, the wet woods, and the

ruins of Number eight fuming by the right-of-way, limped after him, his

mouth screwed into a dolorous whistle.

* * * * *

A fair young man, with nice blue eyes, was sitting at a table,

pleasantly and peacefully sticking dead beetles on pins. The light of a

shaded lamp shone on his quick fingers, on the jewelled wing cases of

his prey, and out of the screened window before him, in a long beam. Now

and then he murmured Latin words, and scribbled on little slips of

paper.

A fox-terrier and a black boy lay asleep in one corner of the room.

Suddenly the black boy sprang up, and the dog began barking furiously.

And there came into the room what might have been the blood-stained

ghosts of two men.

“Loch!” cried Jimsy, and leaped forward.

But Loch held him off. “So you are all right?” he said thickly, “Sure

you’re all right, Jimsy? I saw you—through the window.”

“Of course I’m all right, old man,” said Jimsy, staring blankly.

“But your message?”

“My message. Loch? Good heavens, I only wired to ask you to send me up a

bit of glass for my new butterfly case. And the wire gave out half-way

through. Loch, I say. . . . . Loch!”

Loch began to laugh with relief; it was a queer laugh that shook him

from head to foot, and he held on to the table for support.

“But what’s happened?” begged Jimsy. “What have you been doing? Loch!”

“Nothing’s happened, kid,” said Loch, soothingly. “Only I thought you

wanted me. And so I came—I came—as fast as I could.”

“Look out, sir,” cried Hatch, sharply. But the table was in the way and

Jimsy was not quick enough to catch Loch. It was into Hatch’s arms that

he fell.

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