II

So I could work!

I could hardly express now the immensity of relief I then felt at being

enabled to resume writing. I would have consented to live on nothing

but bread and water, in the dampest of cellars, if only permitted to

work.

I was, however, the sole prisoner to whom writing materials were

allowed. Several of my comrades spent three years and more in

confinement before the famous trial of ‘the hundred and ninety-three’

took place, and all they had was a slate. Of course, even the

slate was welcome in that dreary loneliness, and they used it to

write exercises in the languages they were learning, or to work out

mathematical problems; but what was jotted down on the slate could last

only a few hours.

My prison life now took a more regular character. There was something

immediate to live for. At nine in the morning I had already made

the first three hundred pacings across my cell, and was waiting for

my pencils and pens to be delivered to me. The work which I had

prepared for the Geographical Society contained, beside a report of

my explorations in Finland, a discussion of the bases upon which the

glacial hypothesis ought to rest. Now, knowing that I had plenty of

time before me, I decided to rewrite and enlarge that part of my work.

The Academy of Sciences put its admirable library at my service, and

a corner of my cell soon filled up with books and maps, including the

whole of the excellent Swedish Geological Survey publications, a nearly

full collection of reports of all Arctic travels, and whole sets of

the _Quarterly Journal of the London Geological Society_. My book grew

in the fortress to the size of two large volumes. The first of them

was printed by my brother and Polakóff (in the Geographical Society’s

Memoirs); while the second, not quite finished, remained in the hands

of the Third Section when I ran away. The manuscript was only found in

1895, and given to the Russian Geographical Society, by whom it was

forwarded to me in London.

At five in the afternoon--at three in the winter--as soon as the

tiny lamp was brought in, my pencils and pens were taken away, and

I had to stop work. Then I used to read, mostly books of history.

Quite a library had been formed in the fortress by the generations of

political prisoners who had been confined there. I was allowed to add

to the library a number of staple works on Russian history, and with

the books which were brought to me by my relatives I was enabled to

read almost every work and collection of acts and documents bearing

on the Moscow period of the history of Russia. I relished in reading,

not only the Russian annals, especially the admirable annals of the

democratic mediæval republic of Pskov--the best, perhaps, in Europe

for the history of that type of mediæval cities--but all sorts of dry

documents, and even the Lives of the Saints, which occasionally contain

facts of the real life of the masses which cannot be found elsewhere. I

also read during this time a great number of novels, and even arranged

for myself a treat on Christmas Eve. My relatives managed to send

me then the Christmas stories of Dickens, and I spent the festival

laughing and crying over those beautiful creations of the great

novelist.

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