III

It often happens that men pull in a certain political, social, or

familiar harness simply because they never have time to ask themselves

whether the position they stand in and the work they accomplish are

right; whether their occupations really suit their inner desires and

capacities, and give them the satisfaction which everyone has the right

to expect from his work. Active men are especially liable to find

themselves in such a position. Every day brings with it a fresh batch

of work, and a man throws himself into his bed late at night without

having completed what he expected to have done; then in the morning

he hurries to the unfinished task of the previous day. Life goes, and

there is no time left to think, no time to consider the direction that

one’s life is taking. So it was with me.

But now, during my journey in Finland, I had leisure. When I was

crossing in a Finnish two-wheeled _karria_ some plain which offered

no interest to the geologist, or when I was walking, hammer on

shoulder, from one gravel pit to another, I could think; and, amidst

the undoubtedly interesting geological work I was carrying on, one

idea, which appealed far more strongly to my inner self than geology,

persistently worked in my mind.

I saw what an immense amount of labour the Finnish peasant spends in

clearing the land and in breaking up the hard boulder clay, and I said

to myself, ‘I will write, let me say, the physical geography of this

part of Russia, and tell the peasant the best means of cultivating

this soil. Here an American stump-extractor would be invaluable; there

certain methods of manuring would be indicated by science.... But what

is the use of talking to this peasant about American machines, when he

has barely enough bread to live upon from one crop to the next; when

the rent which he has to pay for that boulder clay grows heavier and

heavier in proportion to his success in improving the soil? He gnaws at

his hard-as-a-stone rye-flour cake, which he bakes twice a year; he has

with it a morsel of fearfully salted cod and a drink of skimmed milk.

How dare I talk to him of American machines, when all that he can raise

must be sold to pay rent and taxes? He needs me to live with him, to

help him to become the owner or the free occupier of that land. Then he

will read books with profit, but not now.’

And my thoughts wandered from Finland to our Nikólskoye peasants, whom

I had lately seen. Now they are free, and they value freedom very much.

But they have no meadows. In one way or another the landlords have got

nearly all the meadows for themselves. When I was a child the Savókhins

used to send out six horses for night pasture; the Tolkachóffs had

seven. Now these families have only three horses each; other families,

which formerly had three horses, have only one or none. What can be

done with one miserable horse? No meadows, no horses, no manure! How

can I talk to them of grass-sowing? They are already ruined--poor as

Lazarus--and in a few years they will be made still poorer by a foolish

taxation. How happy they were when I told them that my father gave them

permission to mow the grass in the small open spaces in his Kóstino

forest! ‘Your Nikólskoye peasants are _ferocious_ for work,’ that is

the common saying about them in our neighbourhood; but the arable land,

which our stepmother has taken out of their allotments in virtue of the

‘law of minimum’--that diabolic clause introduced by the serf-owners

when they were allowed to revise the emancipation law--is now a forest

of thistles, and the ‘ferocious’ workers are not allowed to till it.

And the same sort of thing goes on throughout Russia. Even at that time

it was evident, and official commissioners gave warning of it, that

the first serious failure of crops in Middle Russia would result in a

terrible famine--and famine came, in 1876, in 1884, in 1891, in 1895,

and again in 1898.

Science is an excellent thing. I knew its joys and valued them,

perhaps more than many of my colleagues did. Even now, as I was

looking on the lakes and the hillocks of Finland, new and beautiful

generalizations arose before my eyes. I saw in a remote past, at the

very dawn of mankind, the ice accumulating from year to year in the

northern archipelagoes, over Scandinavia and Finland. An immense

growth of ice invaded the north of Europe and slowly spread as far

as its middle portions. Life dwindled in that part of the northern

hemisphere, and, wretchedly poor, uncertain, it fled further and

further south before the icy breath which came from that immense

frozen mass. Man--miserable, weak, ignorant--had every difficulty in

maintaining a precarious existence. Ages passed away, till the melting

of the ice began, and with it came the lake period, when countless

lakes were formed in the cavities, and a wretched subpolar vegetation

began timidly to invade the unfathomable marshes with which every lake

was surrounded. Another series of ages passed before an extremely

slow process of drying up set in, and vegetation began its slow

invasion from the south. And now we are fully in the period of a rapid

desiccation, accompanied by the formation of dry prairies and steppes,

and man has to find out the means to put a check to that desiccation

to which Central Asia already has fallen a victim, and which menaces

South-Eastern Europe.

Belief in an ice cap reaching Middle Europe was at that time rank

heresy; but before my eyes a grand picture was rising, and I wanted

to draw it, with the thousands of details I saw in it; to use it as a

key to the present distribution of floras and faunas; to open up new

horizons to geology and physical geography.

But what right had I to these higher joys, when all round me was

nothing but misery and struggle for a mouldy bit of bread; when

whatsoever I should spend to enable me to live in that world of higher

emotions must needs be taken from the very mouths of those who grew

the wheat and had not bread enough for their children? From somebody’s

mouth it must be taken, because the aggregate production of mankind

remains still so low.

Knowledge is an immense power. Man must know. But we already know much!

What if that knowledge--and only that--should become the possession of

all? Would not science itself progress in leaps and cause mankind to

make strides in production, invention, and social creation, of which we

are hardly in a condition now to measure the speed?

The masses want to know: they are willing to learn; they _can_ learn.

There, on the crest of that immense moraine which runs between the

lakes, as if giants had heaped it up in a hurry to connect the two

shores, there stands a Finnish peasant plunged in contemplation of the

beautiful lakes, studded with islands, which lie before him. Not one

of these peasants, poor and downtrodden though they may be, will pass

this spot without stopping to admire the scene. Or there, on the shore

of a lake, stands another peasant, and sings something so beautiful

that the best musician would envy him his melody for its feeling and

its meditative power. Both deeply feel, both meditate, both think; they

are ready to widen their knowledge: only give it to them; only give

them the means of getting leisure. This is the direction in which,

and these are the kind of people for whom, I must work. All those

sonorous phrases about making mankind progress, while at the same time

the progress-makers stand aloof from those whom they pretend to push

onwards, are mere sophisms made up by minds anxious to shake off a

fretting contradiction.

So I sent my negative reply to the Geographical Society.

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