ONE DAY AT CHRISTMASTIME

One day at Christmastime Alzugaray went in the morning to look for

Cæsar. He knew where to find him and walked direct to the Calle de

Galileo. At the house, they told him that Cæsar was eating in a tavern

close at hand.

Alzugaray went into the place and found his friend the Deputy seated

in a coner eating. He had the appearance of a superior workman, an

electrician, carver, or something of the sort.

“If people find out you behave so extravagantly, they will think you are

crazy,” said Alzugaray.

“Pshaw! Nobody comes here,” replied Cæsar. “The political world and

this are separate worlds. This one belongs to the people who have to

shoulder the load of everything, and the other is a world of villains,

robbers, idiots, and fools. Really, it is difficult to find anything

so vile, so inept, and so useless as a Spanish politician. The Spanish

middle class is a warren of rogues and villains. I feel an enormous

repugnance to brushing against it. That is why I came here now and then

to talk to these people; not because these are good, no; the first and

the last of them are riff-raff, but at least they say what they mean and

they blaspheme naïvely.”

“What are you going to do after lunch?” Alzugaray asked him. “Have you

got a sweetheart in one of the old-clothes shops of the quarter?”

“No. I was thinking of taking a walk; that’s all.”

“Then come along.”

They left the tavern and went along a street between sides of sand cut

straight down, and started up the Cerro del Pimiento. The soft, vague

mist allowed the Guadarrama to stand out visible.

“This landscape enchants me,” said Cæsar.

“It seems hard and gloomy,” responded Alzugaray.

“Yes, that is true; hard and gloomy, but noble. When one is drenched

with a miserable political life, when one actually forms a part of

that Olympus of madmen called Congress, one needs to be purified. How

miserable, how vile that political life is! How many faces pale with

envy there are! What low and repugnant hatreds! When I come out

nauseated by seeing those people; when I am soaked with repugnance, then

I come out here to walk, I look at those serious mountains, so frowning

and strong, and the mere sight of them seems like a purifying flame

which cleanses me from meanness.”

“I see that you are as absurd as ever, Cæsar. It would never occur to

anybody to come and comfort himself with some melancholy mountains, out

here between an abandoned hospital, which looks like a leper-asylum, and

a deserted cemetery.”

“Well, these mountains give me an impression of energy and nobility,

which raises my spirits. This leper-asylum, as you call it, sunken in a

pit, this deserted cemetery, those distant mountains, are my friends;

I imagine they are saying to me: ‘One must be hard, one must be strong

like us, one must live in solitude....’”

They did not continue their walk much further, because the night and

the fog combined made it difficult to see the path along the

Canalillo, which made it possible to fall in, and that would have been

disagreeable.

They returned the way they had come. From the top of a hill they saw

Madrid in the twilight, covered with fog; and in the streets newly

opened between the sides of sand, the lights of the gas-lamps sparkled

in a nimbus of rainbow....

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