MORE OR LESS TRANSCENDENTAL DIGRESSIONS

The individual is the only real thing in nature and in life.

Neither the species, the genus, nor the race, actually exists; they are

abstractions, terminologies, scientific devices, useful as syntheses

but not entirely exact. By means of these devices we can discuss and

compare; they constitute a measure for our minds to use, but have no

external reality.

Only the individual exists through himself and for himself. I am, I

live, is the sole thing a man can affirm.

The categories and divisions arranged for classification are like the

series of squares an artist places over a drawing to copy it by. The

lines of the squares may cut the lines of the sketch; but they will cut

them, not in reality but only in the artist’s eye.

In humanity, as in all of nature, the individual is the one thing. Only

individuality exists in the realm of life and in the realm of spirit.

Individuality is not to be grouped or classified. Individuality simply

cannot fit into a pigeon-hole, and it is all the further from fitting if

the pigeon-hole is shaped according to an ethical principle. Ethics is a

poor tailor to clothe the body of reality.

The ideas of the good, the logical, the just, the consistent, are too

generic to be completely represented in nature.

The individual is not logical, or good, or just; nor is he any other

distinct thing; and this through the force of his own fatal actions,

through the influence of the deviation in the earth’s axis, or for

whatsoever other equally amusing cause. Everything individual is

always found mixed, full of absurdities of perspective and picturesque

contradictions,--contradictions and absurdities that shock us, because

we insist on submitting individuals to principles which are not

applicable to them.

If instead of wearing a cravat and a bowler hat, we wore feathers and a

ring in our nose, all our moral notions would change.

People of today, remote from nature and nasal rings, live in an

artificial moral harmony which does not exist except in the imagination

of those ridiculous priests of optimism who preach from the columns

of the newspapers. This imaginary harmony makes us abhor the

contradictions, the incongruities of individuality, at least it forces

us not to understand them.

Only when the individual discord ceases, when the attributes of an

exceptional being are lost, when the mould is spoiled and becomes

vulgarized and takes on a common character, does it obtain the

appreciation of the multitude.

This is logical; the dull must sympathize with the dull; the vulgar and

usual have to identify themselves with the vulgar and usual.

From a human point of view, perfection in society would be something

able to safeguard the general interests and at the same time to

understand individuality; it would give the individual the advantages of

work in common and also the most absolute liberty; it would multiply the

results of his labour and would also permit him some privacy. This would

be equitable and satisfactory.

Our society does not know how to do either of these things; it defends

certain persons against the masses, because it has injustice and

privilege as its working system; it does not understand individuality,

because individuality consists in being original, and the original is

always a disturbing and revolutionary element.

A perfect democracy would be one which, disregarding hazards of birth,

would standardize as far as possible the means of livelihood, of

education, and even the manner of living, and would leave free the

intelligence, the will, and the conscience, so that they might take

their proper places, some higher than others. Modern democracy, on the

contrary, tends to level all mentalities, and to impede the predominance

of capacity, shading everything with an atmosphere of vulgarity. At the

same time it aids some private interests to take their places higher

than other private interests.

A great part of the collective antipathy for individuality proceeds from

fear. Especially in our Southern countries strong individualities have

usually been unquiet and tumultuous. The superior mob, like the lower

ones, does not wish the seeds of Cæsars or of Bonapartes to flourish in

our territories. These mobs pant for a spiritual levelling; for there is

no more distinction between one man and another than a coloured button

on the lapel or a title on the calling-card. Such is the aspiration of

our truly socialist types; other distinctions, like valour, energy,

virtue, are for the democratic steam-roller, veritable impertinences of

nature.

Spain, which never had a complete social system and has unfolded her

life and her art by spiritual convulsions, according as men of strength

and action have come bursting forth, today feels herself ruined in her

eruptive life, and longs to compete with other countries in their love

for the commonplace and well-regulated and in their abhorrence for

individuality.

In Spain, where the individual and only the individual was everything,

the collectivist aspirations of other peoples are now accepted as

indisputable dogmas. Today our country begins to offer a brilliant

future to the man who can cry up general ideas and sentiments, even

though these ideas and sentiments are at war with the genius of our

race.

It would certainly be a lamentable joke to protest against the

democratic-bourgeois tendency of the day: what is is, because it must be

and because its determined moment has come; and to rebel against facts

is, beyond dispute, childish.

I merely mention these characteristics of the actual epoch; and I point

them out to legitimatize this prologue I have written, which, for what I

know, may after all give more clearness, or may give more obscurity to

my book.... BROTHER AND SISTER

Many years ago I was stationed as doctor in a tiny Basque town, in

Cestona. Sometimes, in summer, while going on my rounds among the

villages I used to meet on the highway and on the cross-roads passersby

of a miserable aspect, persons with liver-complaint who were taking the

waters at the neighbouring cure.

These people, with their leather-coloured skin, did not arouse any

curiosity or interest in me. The middle-class merchant or clerk from the

big towns is repugnant to me, whether well or ill. I would exchange a

curt salute with those liverish parties and go my way on my old nag.

One afternoon I was sitting in a wild part of the mountain, among big

birch-trees, when a pair of strangers approached the spot where I

was. They were not of the jaundiced and disagreeable type of the

valetudinarians. He was a lanky young man, smooth-shaven, grave, and

melancholy; she, a blond woman, most beautiful.

She was dressed in white and wore a straw hat with large flowers; she

had a refined and gracious manner, eyes of blue, a very dark blue, and

flame-coloured hair.

I surmised that they were a young married couple; but he seemed too

indifferent to be the husband of so pretty a woman. In any event, they

were not recently wed.

He bowed to me, and then said to his companion:

“Shall we sit down here?”

“Very well.”

They seated themselves on the half-rotten trunk of a tree.

“Are you on a trip?” he asked me, noticing my horse fastened to a

branch.

“Yes. I am coming back from a visit.”

“Ah! Are you the town doctor?”

“Yes.”

“And do you live here, in Cestona?”

“Yes, I live here.”

“Alone?”

“Quite alone.”

“In an hotel?”

“No; in that house there down the road. Behold my house; that is it.”

“It must be hard to live among so many invalids!” he exclaimed.

“Why?” she asked. “This gentleman may not have the same ideas as you.”

“I believe I have. To my mind, he is right. It is very hard to live

here.”

“You can have nobody to talk to. That’s evident.”

“Absolutely nobody. Just imagine; there is not a Liberal in the town;

there are nothing but Carlists and Integrists.”

“And what has that to do with living contented?” she asked mockingly.

The woman was enchanting; I looked at her, a bit amazed to find her so

merry and so coquettish; and she put several questions to me about my

life and my ideas, with a tinge of irony.

I wanted to show that I was not exactly a farmer, and turning the talk

to what might be done in a town like that, I threw myself into outlining

utopian projects, and defending them with more warmth than it is

reasonable to express in a conversation with unknown persons. The

woman’s mocking smile stirred me up and impelled me to talk.

“It would be worth seeing, what a little town like this would be,” I

said, indicating the village of Cestona, “with really human life in it,

and, above all, without Catholicism. Every tenant might be a master in

his own home, throughout his life. Here you have farm-land that produces

two crops, you have woods, mountains, and a medicinal spring. The

inhabitants of Cestona might have the entire produce of the land, the

mountain to supply building-stone and fire-wood, and besides all that,

the entrance-fees at the springs.”

“And whose duty would it be to distribute the profits in this

patriarchal republic? The municipality’s?” he asked.

“Of course,” said I. “The municipality could go ahead distributing the

land, making the roads, cutting out useless middle-men; it could keep

clean, inexpensive hotels for the foreigners, and get a good return from

them.”

“And then you would not admit of inheritance, doctor?”

“Inheritance? Yes, I would admit of it in regard to things produced by

one person. I believe one ought to have the right to bequeath a picture,

a book, a piece of craftsmanship; but not land, not a mountain.”

“Yes; property-right in land is absurd,” he murmured. “The one

inconvenience that your plan would have,” he added, “would be that

people from poverty-stricken holes would pour into the perfect towns and

upset the equilibrium.”

“Then we should have to restrict the right of citizenship.”

“But I consider that an injustice. The land should be free to all.”

“Yes, that’s true.”

“And religion? None whatever? Like animals,” she said ironically.

“Like animals, and like some illustrious philosophers, dear sister,” he

replied. “At the turn of a road, among the foliage, we would place a

marble statue adorned with flowers. Don’t you agree, doctor?”

“It seems to me a very good idea.”

“Above all, for me the great thing would be to forget death and sorrow

a little,” he asserted. “Not so many church-bells should be heard. I

believe that we ought even to suppress the maxim about love for one’s

neighbour. Make it the duty of the state or the municipality to take

care of the sick and the crippled, and leave men the illusion of living

healthy in a healthy world.”

“Ah! What very ugly ideas you have!” she exclaimed.

“Yes, that one seems a bit hard to me,” said I.

We were walking down toward the town by a steep and rocky path. It was

beginning to grow dusk, the river shone with silvery reflections,

and the toads broke the silence of the twilight with the sonorous,

flute-like note of their croaking.

On arriving at the highway we said good-bye; they took the stage, which

was passing at that moment in the direction of the springs, and I

mounted my hack.

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