CHAPTER XIX. THE TRUTH

To Captain Tremayne, fretted with impatience in the diningroom, came,

at the end of a long hour of waiting, Sylvia Armytage. She entered

unannounced, at a moment when for the third time he was on the point of

ringing for Mullins, and for a moment they stood considering each

other mutually ill at ease. Then Miss Armytage closed the door and came

forward, moving with that grace peculiar to her, and carrying her head

erect, facing Captain Tremayne now with some lingering signs of the

defiance she had shown the members of the court-martial.

“Mullins tells me that you wish to see me,” she said the merest

conventionality to break the disconcerting, uneasy silence.

“After what has happened that should not surprise you,” said Tremayne.

His agitation was clear to behold, his usual imperturbability all

departed. “Why,” he burst out suddenly, “why did you do it?”

She looked at him with the faintest ghost of a smile on her lips, as if

she found the question amusing. But before she could frame any answer he

was speaking again, quickly and nervously.

“Could you suppose that I should wish to purchase my life at such a

price? Could you suppose that your honour was not more precious to me

than my life? It was infamous that you should have sacrificed yourself

in this manner.”

“Infamous of whom?” she asked him coolly.

The question gave him pause. “I don’t know!” he cried desperately.

“Infamous of the circumstances, I suppose.”

She shrugged. “The circumstances were there, and they had to be met. I

could think of no other way of meeting them.”

Hastily he answered her out of his anger for her sake: “It should not

have been your affair to meet them at all.”

He saw the scarlet flush sweep over her face and leave it deathly white,

and instantly he perceived how horribly he had blundered.

“I’m sorry to have been interfering,” she answered stiffly, “but, after

all, it is not a matter that need trouble you.” And on the words she

turned to depart again. “Good-day, Captain Tremayne.”

“Ah, wait!” He flung himself between her and the door. “We must

understand each other, Miss Armytage.”

“I think we do, Captain Tremayne,” she answered, fire dancing in her

eyes. And she added: “You are detaining me.”

“Intentionally.” He was calm again; and he was masterful for the

first time in all his dealings with her. “We are very far from any

understanding. Indeed, we are overhead in a misunderstanding already.

You misconstrue my words. I am very angry with you. I do not think that

in all my life I have ever been so angry with anybody. But you are not

to mistake the source of my anger. I am angry with you for the great

wrong you have done yourself.”

“That should not be your affair,” she answered him, thus flinging back

the offending phrase.

“But it is. I make it mine,” he insisted.

“Then I do not give you the right. Please let me pass.” She looked him

steadily in the face, and her voice was calm to coldness. Only the heave

of her bosom betrayed the agitation under which she was labouring.

“Whether you give me the right or not, I intend to take it,” he

insisted.

“You are very rude,” she reproved him.

He laughed. “Even at the risk of being rude, then. I must make myself

clear to you. I would suffer anything sooner than leave you under any

misapprehension of the grounds upon which I should have preferred to

face a firing party rather than have been rescued at the sacrifice of

your good name.”

“I hope,” she said, with faint but cutting irony, “you do not intend to

offer me the reparation of marriage.”

It took his breath away for a moment. It was a solution that in his

confused and irate state of mind he had never even paused to consider.

Yet now that it was put to him in this scornfully reproachful manner he

perceived not only that it was the only possible course, but also that

on that very account it might be considered by her impossible.

Her testiness was suddenly plain to him. She feared that he was come to

her with an offer of marriage out of a sense of duty, as an amende,

to correct the false position into which, for his sake, she had placed

herself. And he himself by his blundering phrase had given colour to

that hideous fear of hers.

He considered a moment whilst he stood there meeting her defiant glance.

Never had she been more desirable in his eyes; and hopeless as his

love for her had always seemed, never had it been in such danger of

hopelessness as at this present moment, unless he proceeded here with

the utmost care. And so Ned Tremayne became subtle for the first time in

his honest, straightforward, soldierly life. “No,” he answered boldly,

“I do not intend it.”

“I am glad that you spare me that,” she answered him, yet her pallor

seemed to deepen under his glance.

“And that,” he continued, “is the source of all my anger, against

you, against myself, and against circumstances. If I had deemed myself

remotely worthy of you,” he continued, “I should have asked you weeks

ago to be my wife. Oh, wait, and hear me out. I have more than once been

upon the point of doing so--the last time was that night on the balcony

at Count Redondo’s. I would have spoken then; I would have taken my

courage in my hands, confessed my unworthiness and my love. But I was

restrained because, although I might confess, there was nothing I could

ask. I am a poor man, Sylvia, you are the daughter of a wealthy one; men

speak of you as an heiress. To ask you to marry me--” He broke off.

“You realise that I could not; that I should have been deemed a

fortune-hunter, not only by the world, which matters nothing, but

perhaps by yourself, who matter everything. I--I--” he faltered,

fumbling for words to express thoughts of an overwhelming intricacy. “It

was not perhaps that so much as the thought that, if my suit should

come to prosper, men would say you had thrown yourself away on a

fortune-hunter. To myself I should have accounted the reproach well

earned, but it seemed to me that it must contain something slighting to

you, and to shield you from all slights must be the first concern of my

deep worship for you. That,” he ended fiercely, “is why I am so angry,

so desperate at the slight you have put upon yourself for my sake--for

me, who would have sacrificed life and honour and everything I hold of

any account, to keep you up there, enthroned not only in my own eyes,

but in the eyes of every man.”

He paused, and looked at her and she at him. She was still very white,

and one of her long, slender hands was pressed to her bosom as if to

contain and repress tumult. But her eyes were smiling, and yet it was a

smile he could not read; it was compassionate, wistful, and yet tinged,

it seemed to him, with mockery.

“I suppose,” he said, “it would be expected of me in the circumstances

to seek words in which to thank you for what you have done. But I have

no such words. I am not grateful. How could I be grateful? You have

destroyed the thing that I most valued in this world.”

“What have I destroyed?” she asked him.

“Your own good name; the respect that was your due from all men.”

“Yet if I retain your own?”

“What is that worth?” he asked almost resentfully.

“Perhaps more than all the rest.” She took a step forward and set her

hand upon his arm. There was no mistaking now her smile. It was all

tenderness, and her eyes were shining. “Ned, there is only one thing to

be done.”

He looked down at her who was only a little less tall than himself, and

the colour faded from his own face now.

“You haven’t understood me after all,” he said. “I was afraid you would

not. I have no clear gift of words, and if I had, I am trying to say

something that would overtax any gift.”

“On the contrary, Ned, I understand you perfectly. I don’t think I have

ever understood you until now. Certainly never until now could I be sure

of what I hoped.”

“Of what you hoped?” His voice sank as if in awe. “What?” he asked.

She looked away, and her persisting, yet ever-changing smile grew

slightly arch.

“You do not then intend to ask me to marry you?” she said.

“How could I?” It was an explosion almost of anger. “You yourself

suggested that it would be an insult; and so it would. It is to take

advantage of the position into which your foolish generosity has

betrayed you. Oh!” he clenched his fists and shook them a moment at his

sides.

“Very well,” she said. “In that case I must ask you to marry me.”

“You?” He was thunderstruck.

“What alternative do you leave me? You say that I have destroyed my good

name. You must provide me with a new one. At all costs I must become an

honest woman. Isn’t that the phrase?”

“Don’t!” he cried, and pain quivered in his voice. “Don’t jest upon it.”

“My dear,” she said, and now she held out both hands to him, “why

trouble yourself with things of no account, when the only thing that

matters to us is within our grasp? We love each other, and--”

Her glance fell away, her lip trembled, and her smile at last took

flight. He caught her hands, holding them in a grip that hurt her; he

bent his head, and his eyes sought her own, but sought in vain.

“Have you considered--” he was beginning, when she interrupted him. Her

face flushed upward, surrendering to that questing glance of his, and

its expression was now between tears and laughter.

“You will be for ever considering, Ned. You consider too much, where the

issues are plain and simple. For the last time--will you marry me?”

The subtlety he had employed had been greater than he knew, and it had

achieved something beyond his utmost hopes.

He murmured incoherently and took her to his arms. I really do not see

that he could have done anything else. It was a plain and simple issue,

and she herself had protested that the issue was plain and simple.

And then the door opened abruptly and Sir Terence came in. Nor did he

discreetly withdraw as a man of feeling should have done before the

intimate and touching spectacle that met his eyes. On the contrary, he

remained like the infernal marplot that he intended to be.

“Very proper,” he sneered. “Very fit and proper that he should put right

in the eyes of the world the reputation you have damaged for his sake,

Sylvia. I suppose you’re to be married.”

They moved apart, and each stared at O’Moy--Sylvia in cold anger,

Tremayne in chagrin.

“You see, Sylvia,” the captain cried, at this voicing of the world’s

opinion he feared so much on her behalf.

“Does she?” said Sir Terence, misunderstanding. “I wonder? Unless you’ve

made all plain.”

The captain frowned.

“Made what plain?” he asked. “There is something here I don’t

understand, O’Moy. Your attitude towards me ever since you ordered me

under arrest has been entirely extraordinary. It has troubled me more

than anything else in all this deplorable affair.”

“I believe you,” snorted O’Moy, as with his hands behind his back

he strode forward into the room. He was pale, and there was a set,

malignant sneer upon his lip, a malignant look in the blue eyes that

were habitually so clear and honest.

“There have been moments,” said Tremayne, “when I have almost felt you

to be vindictive.”

“D’ye wonder?” growled O’Moy. “Has no suspicion crossed your mind that I

may know the whole truth?”

Tremayne was taken aback. “That startles you, eh?” cried O’Moy, and

pointed a mocking finger at the captain’s face, whose whole expression

had changed to one of apprehension.

“What is it?” cried Sylvia. Instinctively she felt that under this

troubled surface some evil thing was stirring, that the issues perhaps

were not quite as simple as she had deemed them.

There was a pause. O’Moy, with his back to the window now, his hands

still clasped behind him, looked mockingly at Tremayne and waited.

“Why don’t you answer her?” he said at last. “You were confidential

enough when I came in. Can it be that you are keeping something back,

that you have secrets from the lady who has no doubt promised by now to

become your wife as the shortest way to mending her recent folly?”

Tremayne was bewildered. His answer, apparently an irrelevance, was the

mere enunciation of the thoughts O’Moy’s announcement had provoked.

“Do you mean to say that you have known throughout that I did not kill

Samoval?” he asked.

“Of course. How could I have supposed you killed him when I killed him

myself?”

“You? You killed him!” cried Tremayne, more and more intrigued. And--

“You killed Count Samoval?” exclaimed Miss Armytage.

“To be sure I did,” was the answer, cynically delivered, accompanied by

a short, sharp laugh. “When I have settled other accounts, and put all

my affairs in order, I shall save the provost-marshal the trouble of

further seeking the slayer. And you didn’t know then, Sylvia, when you

lied so glibly to the court, that your future husband was innocent of

that?”

“I was always sure of it,” she answered, and looked at Tremayne for

explanation.

O’Moy laughed again. “But he had not told you so. He preferred that you

should think him guilty of bloodshed, of murder even, rather than tell

you the real truth. Oh, I can understand. He is the very soul of honour,

as you remarked yourself, I think, the other night. He knows how much

to tell and how much to withhold. He is master of the art of discreet

suppression. He will carry it to any lengths. You had an instance of

that before the court this morning. You may come to regret, my dear,

that you did not allow him to have his own obstinate way; that you

should have dragged your own spotless purity in the mud to provide

him with an alibi. But he had an alibi all the time, my child; an

unanswerable alibi which he preferred to withhold. I wonder would you

have been so ready to make a shield of your honour could you have known

what you were really shielding?”

“Ned!” she cried. “Why don’t you speak? Is he to go on in this fashion?

Of what is he accusing you? If you were not with Samoval that night,

where were you?”

“In a lady’s room, as you correctly informed the court,” came O’Moy’s

bitter mockery. “Your only mistake was in the identity of the lady. You

imagined that the lady was yourself. A delusion purely. But you and I

may comfort each other, for we are fellow-sufferers at the hands of this

man of honour. My wife was the lady who entertained this gallant in her

room that night.”

“My God, O’Moy!” It was a strangled cry from Tremayne. At last he saw

light; he understood, and, understanding, there entered his heart a

great compassion for O’Moy, a conception that he must have suffered all

the agonies of the damned in these last few days. “My God, you don’t

believe that I--”

“Do you deny it?”

“The imputation? Utterly.”

“And if I tell you that myself with these eyes I saw you at the window

of her room with her; if I tell you that I saw the rope ladder dangling

from her balcony; if I tell you that crouching there after I had killed

Samoval--killed him, mark me, for saying that you and my wife betrayed

me; killed him for telling me the filthy truth--if I tell you that I

heard her attempting to restrain you from going down to see what had

happened--if I tell you all this, will you still deny it, will you still

lie?”

“I will still say that all that you imply is false as hell and your own

senseless jealousy can make it.

“All that I imply? But what I state--the facts themselves, are they

true?”

“They are true. But--”

“True!” cried Miss Armytage in horror.

“Ah, wait,” O’Moy bade her with his heavy sneer. “You interrupt him.

He is about to construe those facts so that they shall wear an innocent

appearance. He is about to prove himself worthy of the great sacrifice

you made to save his life. Well?” And he looked expectantly at Tremayne.

Miss Armytage looked at him too, with eyes from which the dread

passed almost at once. The captain was smiling, wistfully, tolerantly,

confidently, almost scornfully. Had he been guilty of the thing imputed

he could not have stood so in her presence.

“O’Moy,” he said slowly, “I should tell you that you have played the

knave in this were it not clear to me that you have played the fool.” He

spoke entirely without passion. He saw his way quite clearly. Things had

reached a pass in which for the sake of all concerned, and perhaps for

the sake of Miss Armytage more than any one, the whole truth must be

spoken without regard to its consequences to Richard Butler.

“You dare to take that tone?” began O’Moy in a voice of thunder.

“Yourself shall be the first to justify it presently. I should be angry

with you, O’Moy, for what you have done. But I find my anger vanishing

in regret. I should scorn you for the lie you have acted, for your scant

regard to your oath in the court-martial, for your attempt to combat

an imagined villainy by a real villainy. But I realise what you have

suffered, and in that suffering lies the punishment you fully deserve

for not having taken the straight course, for not having taxed me there

and then with the thing that you suspected.”

“The gentleman is about to lecture me upon morals, Sylvia.” But Tremayne

let pass the interruption.

“It is quite true that I was in Una’s room while you were killing

Samoval. But I was not alone with her, as you have so rashly assumed.

Her brother Richard was there, and it was on his behalf that I was

present. She had been hiding him for a fortnight. She begged me, as

Dick’s friend and her own, to save him; and I undertook to do so. I

climbed to her room to assist him to descend by the rope ladder you saw,

because he was wounded and could not climb without assistance. At the

gates I had the curricle waiting in which I had driven up. In this I

was to have taken him on board a ship that was leaving that night for

England, having made arrangements with her captain. You should have

seen, had you reflected, that--as I told the court--had I been coming

to a clandestine meeting, I should hardly have driven up in so open a

fashion, and left the curricle to wait for me at the gates.

“The death of Samoval and my own arrest thwarted our plans and prevented

Dick’s escape. That is the truth. Now that you have it I hope you like

it, and I hope that you thoroughly relish your own behaviour in the

matter.”

There was a fluttering sigh of relief from Miss Armytage. Then silence

followed, in which O’Moy stared at Tremayne, emotion after emotion

sweeping across his mobile face.

“Dick Butler?” he said at last, and cried out: “I don’t believe a word

of it! Ye’re lying, Tremayne.”

“You have cause enough to hope so.”

The captain was faintly scornful.

“If it were true, Una would not have kept it from me. It was to me she

would have come.”

“The trouble with you, O’Moy, is that jealousy seems to have robbed you

of the power of coherent thought, or else you would remember that you

were the last man to whom Una could confide Dick’s presence here. I

warned her against doing so. I told her of the promise you had been

compelled to give the secretary, Forjas, and I was even at pains to

justify you to her when she was indignant with you for that. It would

perhaps be better,” he concluded, “if you were to send for Una.”

“It’s what I intend,” said Sir Terence in a voice that made a threat

of the statement. He strode stiffly across the room and pulled open the

door. There was no need to go farther. Lady O’Moy, white and tearful,

was discovered on the threshold. Sir Terence stood aside, holding the

door for her, his face very grim.

She came in slowly, looking from one to another with her troubled

glance, and finally accepting the chair that Captain Tremayne made haste

to offer her. She had so much to say to each person present that it was

impossible to know where to begin. It remained for Sir Terence to give

her the lead she needed, and this he did so soon as he had closed the

door again. Planted before it like a sentry, he looked at her between

anger and suspicion.

“How much did you overhear?” he asked her.

“All that you said about Dick,” she answered without hesitation.

“Then you stood listening?”

“Of course. I wanted to know what you were saying.”

“There are other ways of ascertaining that without stooping to

keyholes,” said her husband.

“I didn’t stoop,” she said, taking him literally. “I could hear what

was said without that--especially what you said, Terence. You will raise

your voice so on the slightest provocation.”

“And the provocation in this instance was, of course, of the slightest.

Since you have heard Captain Tremayne’s story of course you’ll have no

difficulty in confirming it.”

“If you still can doubt, O’Moy,” said Tremayne, “it must be because you

wish to doubt; because you are afraid to face the truth now that it has

been placed before you. I think, Una, it will spare a deal of trouble,

and save your husband from a great many expressions that he may

afterwards regret, if you go and fetch Dick. God knows, Terence has

enough to overwhelm him already.”

At the suggestion of producing Dick, O’Moy’s anger, which had begun to

simmer again, was stilled. He looked at his wife almost in alarm, and

she met his look with one of utter blankness.

“I can’t,” she said plaintively. “Dick’s gone.”

“Gone?” cried Tremayne.

“Gone?” said O’Moy, and then he began to laugh. “Are you quite sure that

he was ever here?”

“But--” She was a little bewildered, and a frown puckered her perfect

brow. “Hasn’t Ned told you, then?”

“Oh, Ned has told me. Ned has told!” His face was terrible.

“And don’t you believe him? Don’t you believe me?” She was more

plaintive than ever. It was almost as if she called heaven to witness

what manner of husband she was forced to endure. “Then you had better

call Mullins and ask him. He saw Dick leave.”

“And no doubt,” said Miss Armytage mercilessly, “Sir Terence will

believe his butler where he can believe neither his wife nor his

friend.”

He looked at her in a sort of amazement. “Do you believe them, Sylvia?”

he cried.

“I hope I am not a fool,” said she impatiently.

“Meaning--” he began, but broke off. “How long do you say it is since

Dick left the house?”

“Ten minutes at most,” replied her ladyship.

He turned and pulled the door open again. “Mullins?” he called.

“Mullins!”

“What a man to live with!” sighed her ladyship, appealing to Miss

Armytage. “What a man!” And she applied a vinaigrette delicately to her

nostrils.

Tremayne smiled, and sauntered to the window. And then at last came

Mullins.

“Has any one left the house within the last ten minutes, Mullins?” asked

Sir Terence.

Mullins looked ill at ease.

“Sure, sir, you’ll not be after--”

“Will you answer my question, man?” roared Sir Terence.

“Sure, then, there’s nobody left the house at all but Mr. Butler, sir.”

“How long had he been here?” asked O’Moy, after a brief pause.

“‘Tis what I can’t tell ye, sir. I never set eyes on him until I saw him

coming downstairs from her ladyship’s room as it might be.”

“You can go, Mullins.”

“I hope, sir--”

“You can go.” And Sir Terence slammed the door upon the amazed servant,

who realised that some unhappy mystery was perturbing the adjutant’s

household.

Sir Terence stood facing them again. He was a changed man. The fire had

all gone out of him. His head was bowed and his face looked haggard and

suddenly old. His lip curled into a sneer.

“Pantaloon in the comedy,” he said, remembering in that moment the

bitter gibe that had cost Samoval his life.

“What did you say?” her ladyship asked him.

“I pronounced my own name,” he answered lugubriously.

“It didn’t sound like it, Terence.”

“It’s the name I ought to bear,” he said. “And I killed that liar for

it--the only truth he spoke.”

He came forward to the table. The full sense of his position suddenly

overwhelmed him, as Tremayne had said it would. A groan broke from him

and he collapsed into a chair, a stricken, broken man.

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