THE DESERT OF THE DOUBLE

I am now at Riberac--the Ribeyrac of Dante's commentators, who generally

prefer to abide by the old spelling. One might expect this ancient little

town to offer much interest to the archaeologist, but it does not. Its

interest lies almost wholly in its literary associations of Arnaud Daniel,

and of him mainly because Dante chanced to meet him in purgatory. Here

was the castle--there is nothing of it now--where the thirteenth-century

troubadour was born whom Petrarch described as '_Il grande maestro

d'amore,_' and whom Dante made Guido speak of as a poet in these words of

unqualified praise:

'Questi ch' io ti scerno

Fu miglior fabbro del parlar materno:

Versi d'amore e prose di romanzi

Soverchio tutti.'

Dante having asked for the name on earth of this gifted soul, the

troubadour replied in the tongue that he had learned from his mother's lips

at Riberac:

'Jeu sui Arnaulz che plor e vai cantan.'

Arnaud's modern critics admire him less than did Dante and Petrarch; but he

had a gift of sweet song, and he owed it doubtless in no small measure

to the influence of the lovely Dronne, on whose banks he must have often

rambled in childhood--that season when impressions are unconsciously laid

up which shape the future life of the intellect. No Englishman should pass

through Arnaud's birthplace with indifference, for he was the first to put

into literary form the story of Lancelot of the Lake.

Although Arnaud Daniel's castle has quite disappeared, much of the church,

that was almost a new one in his time, still remains. It was originally

Byzantine-Romanesque, but in the sixteenth century it underwent fantastic

restoration, and was badly married to another style without a name. What

struck me most on entering was the religious darkness through which one

sees the suspended lamp of the sanctuary gleaming like a star, and behind

it the dim outline of the altar. This crypt-like appearance is explained

by the absence even of a single window in the apse, which is covered by a

semi-dome. The Romanesque tower is very low and broad, with a broach spire

roofed with stones.

What a contrast to the deep shadow of the church was the brilliant white

light that I met outside, and to the grave-like silence the sawing sound of

the cicadas, drunk with sunshine, in the neighbouring tree-tops!

I set out from Riberac to cross that tract of country between the Dronne

and the Isle which is known as the Double. It is still one of the most

forlorn wildernesses in all France; but, like the Camargue, it has been

much changed of late years by drainage and cultivation, and is destined

to become productive and prosperous. For incalculable centuries it had

remained a baneful solitude, overgrown with virgin forest, except in

the hollows between the low hills, which succeed one another like the

undulations of the sea; and here, almost hidden in summer by tall reeds

and sedges, lay the pools and bogs that poisoned the air and rendered

the climate abominable. In the midst of this marshy, cretaceous desert,

stretching between the Isle and its tributary, the Dronne, and close to a

wretched fever-stricken village called Échourgnac, a small community of

Trappist monks established themselves in 1868. They did not go there merely

as ascetics fleeing from the world, but also as philanthropists, prepared

to sacrifice their lives for the good of humanity. Their mission was to

drain and to cultivate this most unhealthy part of the Double, and to

improve the condition of the peasants who eked out a miserable existence

there. With what success the monks have applied themselves to their task

of changing the climate by drainage, and assisting the peasants in their

struggle, is proved by the sentiments of the people towards them. When,

under the Third Republic, the unauthorized religious orders were expelled

from France, the inhabitants of the Double threatened to resist by force

any official interference with the Trappists at Échourgnac, and the

agitation was so great that the counsel given by the local authorities

to the Government was to leave these monks alone. It was acted upon. The

Trappists, like the Carthusians, were left undisturbed in this and in other

parts of the country.

When I had turned south-westward, on the road to Montpont, I saw nothing

for five or six miles that corresponded to what I had been told of the

Double. Yellow corn-fields and green meadows covered the fertile plain. It

was not until I had passed the village of St. Vauxains, and had reached the

top of the line of hills beyond, that the character of the country changed

decisively. Now, as I left the broad and favoured valley, and reached

the brow of the hilly range that helps to keep the water stagnant and

imprisoned in the Double, meadow and corn-field grew scarcer and scarcer,

and then passed altogether into the wooded moorland. Cultivation returned

at intervals, then vanished again. I was upon an undulating plateau with

far-off higher hills closing the horizon all around. The reclaimed land was

in the hollows or upon the surrounding slopes; but here, too, the scrubby

forest might be seen stretching for miles without a break. The heat was

intense, and the sky had become stormy.

When I left Riberac the blue above was without a spot, but now heavy masses

of cloud were hovering in the sky. As yet there was not wind enough to

rustle a leaf, and the dwarf oaks gave little shelter from the ardent sun.

The air that rose from the heather and bracken was like the breath of a

furnace. There were a few scattered cottages and farm-buildings, lying

chiefly near the road, and the turkeys and geese that roamed around them

were a sign that they were inhabited; but I rarely saw a human being.

I was resting awhile by a reedy pool fringed with gorse and heather, and

was listening to the oriels answering one another upon their Pan-pipes,

when I saw coming towards me a figure which might have disturbed me very

much had I been living in those days when--if there is any truth in

legendary lore--the devil only needed half a pretext for forcing his

society upon lonely travellers. This man--for man it was--had a face

so overgrown with coal-black hair that very little could be seen of

it excepting the eyes and nose. Beard, whiskers, and moustache were

inseparably mixed up. What skin was visible through the matted jungle of

hair was little less swarthy than a Hindu's. All the upper part of this

astonishing head was hidden by a large hat of black straw, shaped like

an inverted washing-basin. The rest of the figure was clad in a frock of

dark-brown serge, with hanging hood. Not expecting to see a Trappist where

I was, I was startled for a moment by the apparition, but I quickly guessed

that this was one of the brothers of the still distant monastery who had

been sent out on some little expedition into the district. As he passed,

he raised his hat just enough to show that the close-cropped black hair

beneath it was turning gray.

The road led me through a little village where there was an old Romanesque

church. There were numerous archivolts over the broad portal, and above

these was a horizontal dog's-tooth moulding with grotesque heads at

intervals; but time had effaced most of the carving. All about the church

the long grass and gaudy mulleins stood over the bones of men and women

who, like their parents before them, had clung to their old homes in the

midst of the pestilential marshes, suffering continually from malaria,

watching their children grow paler and paler, and yet never thinking of

surrender. What a strange combination of heroism, obstinacy, and stupidity

do we find in human nature! But now things had changed here. There was an

air of prosperity in the village, and the people said that the fever had

almost left them.

While crossing another bit of wild and deserted country, I saw the dark

gleam of poisonous pools nearly hidden by sallows and reeds. The vibration

of my footsteps disturbed the vipers that lay near the hot road; they slid

down the banks and curved out of sight amongst the roots of the heather.

These reptiles abound in the Double; conditions that are baneful to men are

healthful to them. The sighing of the pines added to the sadness of the

land, for these trees now appeared in clumps along the way-side, and the

storm-wind had begun to blow. The sun was shining obliquely through a

dun-coloured haze when I reached the village of Échourgnac in a

cultivated valley. Here the cattle and the green fields were signs of

the cheese-making industry carried on at the monastery. The conventual

buildings were now visible on the top of the neighbouring hill, with the

church spire higher against the sky than all the rest. I made my way

towards this little fortress of asceticism hidden from the world amidst the

woods and marshes.

I had made up my mind to spend the night with the Trappists, even if I was

obliged to accept their charity and to allow myself to be classed with

those tramps who have no literary pretext for their vagabond ways. Indeed,

I had been given to understand by all to whom I had spoken on the subject

in the district, that the reverend fathers gave money sometimes to the

wayfarer, but accepted none in return for food and shelter. That part of me

in which the conventional is concentrated said: 'Stop at the inn;' but the

other part, which has the curiosity and the errantry of the man who has

never been perfectly civilized, said: 'Go on, and whatever happens pass the

night with the Trappists.'

Having reached the monastery gate, the next thing to do was to pull the

bell. The porter opened first his wicket and then the door. The superior

could not be approached for a quarter of an hour, so I was asked to wait

in the lodge. Thus I had an opportunity of becoming acquainted with the

porter. Although he was very much in religion, having been a brother at

Échourgnac since the foundation, he might be termed without disrespect 'a

jolly old soul.' He was, as he said, a man who had no pretensions whatever

to be learned. His lack of book knowledge made him all the more natural.

His age appeared to be about sixty-five, but he had a body that was still

robust and vigorous under his dirty brown frock, although he had been

living so many years on bread and cheese and vegetables, and short commons

withal. The post of porter must have helped him not a little to bear up

against the discipline, for it allowed him the use of his tongue, and the

rule of silence would have been a more severe trial to him than to many

another. He poured out some beer for me from a great stone jar that he kept

near at hand. I had heard that the Trappists of Échourgnac added to their

other accomplishments the arts of beer-brewing and wine-making, and was

therefore not surprised by the porter's kindly offer; but when I noticed

the yellow colour and soup-like consistency of the fluid that he poured out

for me, I was sorry that I had accepted it.

'It is a little thick,' said the Trappist, whose keen eyes had noticed that

there was a lack of warmth in the manner in which I took the glass from his

hand, 'but the beer is good. It is rather new.'

'It must be very nourishing,' I replied, after heroically draining the cup

of tribulation.

'Have some more?' said this good-natured Trappist as he raised the jar

again. I saved myself from a second dose by an energetic '_Merci!_' and

changed his thoughts by asking him if he had been a long time at the

monastery.

'I was one of the first lot who came here in July, 1868. There were

twenty-two of us in all, _pères et frères_, and two or three weeks

afterwards seventeen were down with fever. You can have no idea of what it

was here five-and-twenty years ago. The country was unfit for human beings.

The people went shivering about in the heat of summer wrapped up as they

would be in the depth of winter. It was pitiful to see them.'

He then entered into details respecting the clearing of the land, the

draining of the pools, etc. Suddenly remembering the flight of time, he

disappeared with my card, and left me in charge of the lodge. Presently he

came back, and told me that the reverend father was unwell, and could not

see anybody, but that I could pass the night in the monastery if I wished

to do so. The porter led me through a great farmyard, then through a

doorway into a room, in the centre of which was a large table, and in

the corners were four very small and low wooden bedsteads with meagre

mattresses, a couple of sheets, and a coloured quilt.

When we entered, two men were seated at the table eating bread and

cheese and drinking home-brewed beer. One was quite young, perhaps

five-and-twenty, and it was to him that the brother who parleyed with the

outer world at the gate introduced me, with the recommendation that he

should do all in his power for me, adding, with an emphasis by which he

gained my friendship for ever: '_Je réponds sur vous._' The young man said

that as soon as he had finished his own meal he would see to my supper. I

begged him to take his time, as I was in no hurry.

The good porter, still solicitous, asked where I was going to sleep, and

the young man, who I afterwards learnt was a postulant, pointed to a bed

in one of the corners. I was then left with my two new acquaintances. The

postulant had very soon finished, and having brushed the crumbs off his

part of the bare board with his hand, he disappeared, to see what he could

find for me in the kitchen. The man who remained also brought his meal to

a close, but he did not whisk the crumbs away; he brushed them into little

heaps, and, wetting his forefinger, raised them by this means to his mouth.

He was about fifty; his chin was shaved, but he wore whiskers, and a long

rusty overcoat hung nearly down to his heels. He was very quiet, and I

thought he looked like a repentant cabman. There was something about the

man that excited my curiosity, but I felt that, considering where I was, it

would be very bad taste to put any leading questions to him respecting his

history. I nevertheless found a way of getting into conversation with him,

and he did not need much persuasion to talk. He was rather incoherent,

but I gathered from what he said that he had wandered a good deal from

monastery to monastery, now in the world and now almost 'in religion,'

without finding anchorage anywhere.

'The world,' he said, 'is like a rotten plank, and we are like smoke that

comes and goes. If we do not think of eternity, we are shipwrecked.'

Feeling, perhaps, that something in the world was a little more solid after

the bread and cheese and beer than it was before, he was working himself up

to a communicative humour, and I was beginning to hope that I should

soon know what sort of a character he really was, when the return of the

postulant changed his ideas as effectually as if a bucket of water had been

thrown in his face. When he ventured to speak again, the younger man told

him that it was six o'clock, and that the whole community was now expected

to observe the rule of silence.

'Do not be angry,' he added, as he heard the other mutter something that

escaped me.

'I am not angry,' replied the owner of the long coat as he glided softly

out of the room.

I was now alone with the postulant, who made matters pleasanter for me by

giving a generous interpretation to the rule of silence in so far as it

applied to himself. He told me that, as I had come after the hour of the

second meal, the _frère cuisinier_ was not in the kitchen, but at _salve;_

consequently there was no possibility of getting even an omelet made

for me. After looking, however, into all the corners of the kitchen, my

providential man had discovered some cold macaroni, which he presented to

me in a small tin plate. I do not know how it had been cooked, but its

very dark colour made me suspicious of it. Although I knew it was quite

wholesome, I thought it safer to leave it untouched, and to be satisfied

with bread and cheese. Now, this cheese, made by the Trappists of the

Double upon the Port-Salut recipe, which is a secret of the Order, is of

excellent quality, and deserves its reputation. The monastery bread, made

from the wheat grown by the monks, was of the substantial and honest kind

which in England would probably be called 'farmhouse bread,' although the

great wheel or trencher-shaped loaves of the French provinces might cause

some surprise there. My meal, therefore, might have been worse than it was,

and as it was given to me for nothing, it would have been very bad manners

not to appear pleased. The truth is, the novelty of my position--that of

a tramp taken in and fed on charity--amused me so much that I found

everything perfect. I had an idea 'at the back of the head' that I should

find a way of squaring matters financially with the holy men, but I did

not wish to tell it even to myself then. I must confess that when a black

bottle was placed beside the bread and cheese on the bare table, I was weak

enough to hope that it contained some of the excellent white wine which I

was told the Trappists made; but when the liquor came out the colour of pea

soup, I recognised the religious beer which had already disappointed me. As

I could get nothing better, and the water being distinctly bad, the most

sensible thing to do was to be reconciled to the beer, and in this I

succeeded very fairly. Necessity is not the mother of invention only. The

wine, I afterwards learnt, is only drunk at the convent in winter. Much of

it is sold to priests for sacramental use.

When I had taken the keen edge off my hunger, I began to feel a fresh

interest in the postulant. Somehow, he did not appear to me to be of the

stuff out of which monks, especially Trappists, are made, although I know

that in all that relates to the interior workings of a man there are

no outward signs to be relied upon. There is puzzle enough in our own

contradictions to discourage us from trying to find consistency in others;

but we try all the same. We have a fine sense of proportion and harmony

when we analyze our fellow-beings, but none whatever when we turn the

faculty introspectively. The sanctimonious undertone in which this young

man spoke struck me as being false, for there was nothing in him that I

could discover which linked him to the ascetic ideal of life. But then the

question arose, Why was he there? He was strong and healthy; he had a deep

colour on his cheeks, and a humorous twinkle in his eye. He did not look as

if he had been crossed in love, or had received any of the scars of passion

such as might account for his wish to become a Trappist. He had seen

something of the world. He had been to Chili, among other countries, and

the war there had ruined his prospects, so he told me. I concluded, from

what he said, that on his return to France he had sought a temporary refuge

with the Trappists, and that he preferred to remain under the shelter that

he had found there rather than run the risk of worse in the struggle for

life outside. Becoming more confidential, he told me that what was most

difficult to be borne by those in his position was the rule of absolute

submission and obedience.

I had not been at the table long, when this postulant glided out of the

room, saying:

'I will see if there is a way of getting another bottle of beer.'

Presently he returned with a bottle under his arm, and then I learnt that

the abbot had given orders that I was to pass the night _dans la chambre

de Monseigneur._ The prospect of sleeping in the bishop's bed furnished me

with a conscientious reason for not drawing the cork from the second

bottle of monastic barley-brew; but my companion, who was more or less in

religion, did not give me a chance of refusing, for he drew it himself and

filled two glasses.

'_Nous allons trinquer,_' said he.

We clinked glasses, and talked with greater freedom, although the postulant

still spoke under his breath--it was a habit that he had fallen into. We

were interrupted by a scuffling outside, and by the opening of the door. A

couple of monks in brown frocks were on the threshold. A small gray-bearded

brother with a bent back held in one hand a pewter plate and in the other

a little basin of the same metal. He was the _frère cuisinier_, who had

returned from _salve_, and he had come to offer me some vegetable soup

and some more macaroni, both of which I declined. Not a word did these

Trappists say, but they carried on with the postulant a conversation in

dumb show as to what my requirements would be on the morrow. They stroked

their noses, rubbed their fingers together, and grimaced so expressively

all on my account that I was much amused, and would have liked to laugh

outright; but I durst not in such company.

When they had left I took a stroll outside, for as yet I felt no

inclination to go to bed, notwithstanding that a bishop had slept upon the

same mattress that was waiting for me. Keeping within the convent bounds,

where no woman is allowed to set her foot--that troublesome foot whose

imprint may be found on most of the paths that lead to a Trappist monastery

in the obscure forest of human motives--wandering beyond the buildings,

but still within the enclosure, I came to a bit of waste land covered with

heather and gorse that overlooked the wooded wilderness towards the west,

as a headland bluff overlooks the sea.

The sun had set, and the wild spirits of the storm had drawn a translucent

drapery of vapour from the dark thundercloud hovering overhead to where the

fringe of the forest broke the blood-stained bar upon the horizon's verge,

and this luminous orange-coloured curtain was crossed every moment upwards

and downwards by silvery shafts of lightning. Such an effect of sunset

combined with storm was like a new revelation of nature, and the sublimity

of the spectacle would have held me fast to the patch of wild heath if the

rain had not begun to fall in splashes. The long summer day was over, and

the night came forth in trouble and with gushing tears. The roar of the

thunder grew louder, and the flash of the lightning brightened every

minute.

I returned to the monastery, and found the postulant quite anxious to

have done with me, and to put me into the bishop's room. He was

sleepy--everybody gets sleepy in these country places at about nine

o'clock, irrespective of canonical hours, whereas I grow livelier, like

a night-bird, as the dusk deepens. All the monks must have been in their

cells snoring with the clear conscience which is the gift of the day that

has been well filled up when I reluctantly entered the only room in the

place that had any pretension to comfort, but which to me was like a

prison. I was making an effort to acquire the virtue of resignation, when

the postulant spoilt the mood by speaking again of beer. Had he picked up

in his wanderings the notion that an Englishman could not live unless he

were kept well supplied with beer, or had he formed an exaggerated idea of

the seductiveness of the strange but innocent liquor that the Trappists

brewed? Whatever his thoughts may have been, he darted away in spite of my

endeavour to stop him, and presently reappeared with another black bottle.

I knew that he had not obtained it without diplomacy, and that he had made

my unquenchable thirst the excuse; but by this time I had perceived that

his solicitude was not wholly unselfish. He muttered something about

'charity' as he filled a glass for me, notwithstanding my refusal; then

vanished with the bottle. He had promised to wake me at two o'clock for

matins.

When left alone, I made an inspection of the bishop's room. It was spacious

enough for fifty people to dance in, and the furniture would not have been

greatly in the way. The stones which made the floor had no carpet, not even

the _descente de lit_, which in France is considered indispensable even

when the floor is of wood. In the corner was a low wooden bedstead with

dingy curtains suspended from a rafter, and a paillasse of maize-leaves

with a thin wool mattress above it. Coarse hempen sheets and a coloured

coverlet completed the bedding. By the side against the wall was a broad

_prie-Dieu_, with a lithograph just above it of the Holy Child bearing the

cross. A plain table in the centre without a cloth, a _secrétaire_ with

high crucifix attached, another bare table with washing-basin, jug, and

folded towel, with a few chairs and several religious prints, made up the

furniture.

This room was on the ground-floor, and looked out upon a long covered

terrace, with the farmyard immediately beyond. I opened the sashes--I had

already prevailed upon the postulant not to fasten the shutters--and,

having blown out the candle, I lit my pipe. I suppose if I had had any

sense of propriety I should have refrained from smoking in the bishop's

room; but what was I to do, a prisoner there at nine o'clock in the

evening, and not a bit sleepy? If it had been a fine evening, I do not

think I could have resisted the temptation to jump out of the window and to

stroll back to the patch of imprisoned moor. First a cat and then a great

dog came sneaking along, and I tried to get on friendly terms with them

from the window; but they, too, seemed to have renounced the world, with

all its pomps and vanities, to conform to the Trappist rule, for each of

them looked at me with pity and reproach out of the corner of the eye, and

described a wide semicircle, at the risk of getting wet, in order not to

be drawn into conversation. But the storm, at all events, had not been

silenced; the thunder growled and groaned, and every half-minute the

lightning lit up all the stones and puddles of the great farmyard, beyond

which my vision was cut off by the roofs of the outbuildings.

Notwithstanding the unpleasantness of being shut up, I felt that if the

management of the weather had been left to me I could not have arranged

things better for my first night in a Trappist monastery. Here I was in the

midst of the desolation of the Double under the same roof with men who were

driven into this shelter by the desolation of their souls. Tempest-tossed

by the conflict of the spirit and the flesh, wounded, perhaps, by secret

griefs and humiliations, strong, perchance, in the eyes of others, while

never sure of themselves from one hour to another, putting out upon the

same sea again and again only to be thrown back upon the same desert shore,

they at length settled down here, and they must have done so with the calm

conviction that they had found the medicine to suit their kind of sickness

in a life of incessant punishment of self and labour for others.

It was about eleven when I felt tired enough to lie down. I had not been in

this position long when something bit me. I thought I knew the enemy, but

I dared not whisper its name even to myself, for I was overcome by its

condescension. From a bishop to me was a fall in the social scale that

ought to have made the most voracious insect tremble on the edge of the

precipice. Maybe it did tremble before it yielded to temptation and forgot

its dignity.

The storm continued all night with intervals of calm. A little before two

o'clock the bell was rung for matins. The clang of the metal must have been

heard clear and shrill far over the Double, even when the storm seemed to

be rending the black sails of the clouds asunder. The postulant fetched me,

as he had promised, and he led me through a labyrinth of passages to the

church. Although the building was almost in darkness, I could see that

it was in the Pointed style, and that it was marked by a cold elegance

befitting its special purpose. The nave was divided near the middle by a

Gothic screen of wood artistically carved, although the ornamental motive

had been kept in subjection. The half that adjoined the sanctuary was

somewhat higher than the other, and here the Trappist fathers had their

stalls. The brothers' stalls were in the lower part. I was led to a

place below the screen. The office had already commenced; the monotonous

plain-chant by deep-toned voices had reached me in the corridors. Perhaps

it was half an hour later when the chanting ceased. The lamps were darkened

in the stalls above the screen--in the lower part there was but one very

small light suspended from the vault--then the monks knelt each upon the

narrow piece of wood affixed to his stall for this purpose, and for half an

hour with heads bent down they prayed in silence, while the thunder groaned

outside, and the lightning flashed through the clerestory windows. To the

Trappists, who day after day, year after year, at the same hour had been

going through the same part of their unchanging discipline, heedless

whether the stars shone overhead or the lightning glittered, there was

nothing in all this to draw their minds from the circle of devotional

routine: I alone felt as if I was going down into my grave. The gray light

that was now making the ribs of the vaulting dimly visible was like the

dawn of eternity breaking through the brief night called Death, which is

not perhaps so dark as it seems. At three o'clock the chill and awful

silence was broken by the white-robed prior, who rose from his low posture

like a dead man in his shroud, and began to chant in another tone and

measure from what had gone before. It had in it the sadness of the wind

that I heard moaning in the pine-tops on the moor before the storm broke.

The voice was strong and clear, but so solemn that it was almost unearthly;

and it seemed in some strange way to mingle with the purity of the cold

dawn that comes when all the passions of the world are still, but which

makes the leaves tremble at the crime and trouble of another day.

When the prior stood up, the brothers left to begin their manual labour,

each one in his allotted place. The fathers remained in their stalls until

after the four o'clock mass, and then they, too, fell to work until six

o'clock--the hour of prime. I soon followed the brothers, although not so

far as the fields, the cheese-rooms, and farm-buildings. I returned to my

room; but as I had to pass on the upper side of the screen on leaving the

church, I looked at the two rows of white figures standing in their stalls.

It may have been the effect of the mingled daylight and lamplight: whatever

the reason, I thought during those few seconds that I had never before seen

such a collection of strange and startling faces. They were those of sombre

men who had walked through hell like Dante, and who bore upon their calm

and corpse-like features the deep-cut traces of the flame and horror.

I took up my old place by the window, and watched in the twilight of

morning an aged brother, with frock hitched up above his naked ankles and

his feet in great _sabots_, fetch sack after sack of what I supposed to be

bran, and carry it away on his shoulders. He passed close to me, and looked

at me with an expression which I interpreted to mean: 'You must be a

lunatic to stare at me instead of going to bed--you, who have Monseigneur's

soft bed, and are at liberty to sleep.' But no word passed between us. At

length I did go to bed again, and slept.

I was awakened by a noise in my room, and on opening my eyes I saw a long

figure in white two or three yards from me, and I realized that a Trappist

father was watching me. Then, when he perceived that I was awake, he glided

from the room without saying a word. Had I spoken, he would have replied,

and explained what he wanted; but I had not recovered sufficiently from my

surprise to remember the rule until he was gone. I now called to mind that

the postulant had told me over-night that a certain father would show me

round the monastery after prime. This, then, was he, and I was doubtless

keeping him waiting, for it was seven o'clock. A few minutes later he

returned. I was then at my ablutions.

Now, although I have grown pretty well accustomed to go through this daily

duty with the aid of salad-bowls and slop-basins while living in the French

provinces, I think it good for the mind to keep up the illusion of a

thorough wash even when this is practically impossible. When, therefore,

the Trappist stalked again into my room without giving me warning, his

costume, simple as it was, was surpassed by the simplicity of mine. I told

him that I would be with him in two or three minutes, and he retired with

a slow and stately nod. I tried very hard to keep my word, for I expected

every moment to see the door open again. When I opened it myself, I found

the father pacing slowly in the passage. Knowing that there is not much to

be had in a Trappist monastery without asking, I opened the conversation

by making some delicate allusions to breakfast. The truth is that the

bread-and-cheese supper was nothing to me now but an unsatisfactory

recollection, and, with the sense of vacuum that distressed me, I was

unwilling to follow the monk upon the promised round, lest I should die of

inanition on the way. He asked me what I would like to eat, and I said,

'Anything that is near at hand.' Had I suggested that a chop or a steak

would be suitable after so light a dinner, I should not have had it; but I

might have received a large measure of silent reprobation for my bad taste

in asking for it, and also for having reminded a Trappist of such vanities

of the past.

The father--he was becoming fatherly indeed--went to a cupboard of the

_salle à manger_ already described, and brought out what I had left of the

bread and cheese set before me the previous evening. Having placed this

on the table, with a bottle of beer--the postulant had led me to hope

for coffee and milk, but there was evidently no escape from malt liquor

here--he withdrew to a little office close by where he was wont to perform

the daily duty of keeping the cheese accounts of the monastery. I felt sure

that when he had reckoned up a few figures he would be coming round to

tear me away from the bread and cheese, so I endeavoured to hasten the

consumption with as much speed as I could decently put on. I was right in

my conjecture. I had not been seated five minutes, when he came back and

wandered half round the table.

'_J'aurai fini dans un petit moment, mon père,_' said I, as I cut off

another piece of cheese. By-the-bye, nobody should call a Trappist

'_monsieur_,' because the monk has ceased to have even a name of his

own other than his religious one, and has become a father or brother to

everybody. He returned to his accounts; but he had not gone very deeply

into them when he saw me standing at the door of his little den. He left

his books at once, and we walked side by side where he chose to lead me. He

was a rather tall man, with a face that was an enigma. The features were

so like those of the late Mr. Charles Bradlaugh, that if the English

Freethinker had disappeared mysteriously I might have strongly suspected

him of having turned Trappist.

This father volunteered no information whatever; it had all to be drawn out

of him. He spoke in a low voice, and, as it appeared to me, with something

of the hesitation of a man who is recalling his mother tongue after many

years of disuse. His face was large and heavy; but there was a keen light

in his eyes which at times was that of gaiety well kept under. He soon let

me see that even a Trappist may give out an occasional flash of humour.

I was questioning him respecting the help that the monastery gave to the

poor, and he told me that in addition to thirty or forty persons living

in the locality who received regular assistance every day, about the same

number of wanderers stopped at the gate and waited for the bread and cheese

which was never refused them.

'Men looking for work?' I asked innocently.

'Yes,' replied the monk, without moving a muscle of his stolid face; 'and

who pray to God that He will not give them any.'

It was evident that no sentimental illusions respecting the begging class

were entertained by the community. The monk confirmed what people in the

country had already told me of the help afforded by the Trappists to

peasant agriculturists in difficulties. The sick were, moreover, supplied

with medicines gratuitously from the small pharmacy attached to the

monastery. I did not ask the question, but I concluded that at least one of

the fathers had a medical diploma. The medicine that was chiefly wanted in

the Double when the Trappists settled there was quinine. The demand upon it

was very heavy years ago, but by removing to a great extent the cause of

the fever-breeding miasma, the monks have been able to economize the drug.

Talking about these matters, we reached the refectory. A great cold room

with whitewashed walls, and five long narrow tables with benches on each

side, stretching from end to end, was the place where the monks took their

very frugal meals. The tables were laid for the first meal. There were

no cloths, and it is almost needless to add that there were no napkins,

although these are considered so essential in France that even in the most

wretched auberge one is usually laid before the guest. Trappists, however,

have little need of them. At each place were a wooden spoon and fork, a

plate, a jug of water, and another jug--a smaller one--of beer, and a

porringer for soup, which is the chief of the Trappists' diet. Very thin

soup it is, the ingredients being water, chopped vegetables, bread, and

a little oil or butter. Until a few years ago no oily matter, whether

vegetable or animal, was allowed in the soup, nor was it permissible,

except in case of sickness, to have more than one meal a day; but the

necessity of relaxing the rule a little was realized. Now, during the six

summer months of the year, there are two meals a day, namely, at eleven and

six; but in winter there is still only one that is called a meal, and this

is at four. There is, however, a _goûter_--just something to keep the

stomach from collapsing--at ten in the morning. No flesh, nor fish, nor

animal product, except cheese and butter, is eaten by these Trappists

unless they fall ill, and then they have meat or anything else that they

may need to make them well. There is, however, very little sickness amongst

them. The living of each Trappist probably costs no more than sixpence a

day to the community. Assuming that the money brought into the common fund

by those who have a private fortune--the fathers, as a rule, are men of

some independent means--covers the establishment expenses and the taxation

imposed by the State, there must remain a considerable profit on the work

of each individual, whether he labours in the fields or in the dairy and

cheese rooms, or concerns himself with the sales and the accounts, or, like

the porter at the gate, tests with an instrument the richness of the milk

that is brought in by the peasants, lest they who have been befriended

by the monks in sickness and penury should steal from them in return. To

devote this surplus, obtained by a life of sacrifice compared to which

the material misery of the beggars whom they relieve is luxury, to the

lessening of human suffering, to the encouragement of the family, offering

the hand of charity to the worthy and to the unworthy--expecting no honour

from all this, not even gratitude--is a life that makes that of the

theoretical philanthropists and humanitarian philosophers look rather

barren. Let every man who lives up to an unselfish ideal have full credit

for it, whether he be a Trappist or a Buddhist.

At one end of the refectory, below the line of tables, was a small wooden

bench for a single person. The monk pointed to it with half a smile upon

his face.

'What is it?' I asked.

'The stool of penitence,' he replied.

Here the monk who had brought upon himself some disciplinary correction sat

by order of the abbot in view of everybody, and had the extra mortification

of watching the others eat, while he, the penitent, had nothing to put

between his teeth. I wondered if my cicerone had ever been perched there,

but I was not on such terms of familiarity with him that I could ask the

question.

From the refectory we went to the dormitory, an oblong room with a passage

down the middle, and cells on each side--about fifty altogether. They

were very narrow, and were separated by lath and plaster partitions, only

carried to the height of about six feet. These partitions, which had been

whitewashed over, looked very fragile and dilapidated, and altogether the

appearance of this great dormitory was wretched in the extreme. A glance

into the interior of two or three of the cells deepened this impression. In

each was a small wooden bedstead about a foot and a half high, with nothing

upon it but a very thin paillasse, a black blanket (the colour of the

wool), and a little bolster. Upon a nail hung a small cat-o'-nine-tails of

knotted whipcord.

'How often do you administer to yourselves the discipline?' I asked.

'Every Friday,' said the monk.

To other questions that I put to him he replied that about ten members

of the community were priests, and that fathers and brothers used the

dormitory in common. There was no distinction between the two classes as

regards the vows that were taken.

We passed into the cloisters, which were very plain, without any attempt

at architectural ornament; but the garden that filled the centre of the

quadrangle was carefully kept, and the many flowers there were evidently

watered and otherwise tended by hands that were gentle to them. Then I

asked if it was true that the members of the community, when they passed

one another in their ordinary occupations, were allowed to break the rule

of silence only to say, 'Remember death!'

'No,' replied the monk, 'it is a legend that originated with

Châteaubriand.'

We reached the chapter-house, a plain room with benches along the walls and

a case containing a small collection of books. I saw nothing of interest

here excepting a genealogical tree of the order of Reformed Cistercians,

called Trappists, showing its descent from the Abbey of Cîteaux, and a

portrait of Père Dom Sébastien, Abbot-General of the Trappists, who was a

pontifical zouave before he put on the monastic habit.

I asked to see the cemetery, and was led to an uncultivated spot a little

beyond the block of convent buildings. A small grassy enclosure, with a

wooden paling round it, was the monks' burying-place. About twelve had died

in the twenty-five years of the monastery's existence, but most of the

graves looked recent. This was explained to me by the father, who actually

smiled as he said:

'We who came here at the commencement are getting old now, and are

following one another to the cemetery rather quickly.'

Wearers of the white frock and wearers of the brown frock were lying in

perfect equality side by side as they happened to die, each having a

small cross of white wood standing in the grass of his grave. I read: 'N.

Raphaël, monachus----, natus----, professus----, obiit----.' The dates

I took no note of. With the exception of the name and the dates, the

inscription on each cross was the same. And the name, it need scarcely be

said, was the one taken in religion.

'Do you know one another's family names?' I asked of the living monk by my

side, who appeared to have lapsed into meditation, thinking, perhaps, how

far his place would be from the last on the line.

'As a rule we do not. There are only two or three monks here whose names I

know.'

Lastly, I was taken to the farm buildings, where there were about fifty

cows and one hundred pigs. A young brother, a novice, was busy, with his

frock hitched up, cleaning out the pigsties. He was piously plying the

shovel, but his face had not yet acquired an expression of perfect

resignation. He was young, however, and perhaps he had been brought up in

better society than that of pigs.

I was invited with much kindness and courtesy to stay until after the

eleven o'clock meal; but, grateful as I felt to the Trappists for their

bread and cheese and home-brewed beer, which had enabled me to sustain life

for more than twelve hours, I was quite content with what I had received in

that way. My curiosity being also satisfied, I gladly went forth into the

wicked world again after exchanging a cordial farewell with the genial

porter, who, when he caught sight of me returning to his lodge, looked

sharply to see if the jar of beer was safe, and his mind being made easy on

the point, he begged me to let him pour me out a glass. Then he gazed at me

with round eyes of surprise and reproach when I declined the offer.

It was only a little past eight when I left the monastery. 'Ah,' I thought,

as I felt the gentle glow of the early sunshine and breathed the fresh air

of the wide world, 'there is time enough for me to become a Trappist.'

I continued on the road to Montpont. It was a sad and silent land over

which I passed, with frequent crosses by the wayside, telling of the

influence of the monks. The words, '_O crux, ave!_' met me amidst the

heather and on the margin of lonely pools. I was now in the most forlorn

part of the Double, where all around the eye rested upon forest, swamp, and

moor. Not that I found it dismal: I drew delight from the lonesomeness,

and revelled in the wildness of all things. Sunshine and flowers made the

desert beautiful. The waysides were red with thyme or purple with heather,

and the blooming lysimachia was like a belt of gold around the reedy pools.

After walking some miles over this country, patches of maize, potatoes, and

vines told me I was nearing a village. At length I came to one, and it

was called St. Barthélemy. It was on the top of a bare chalky hill, and

commanded an extensive view of the wasteful Double. It had a windblown,

naked appearance, like many villages near the sea, although the ocean was

still far from here. Moreover, there was a strange quietude--the stillness

of a fever-stricken spot. The men and women looked undersized and

prematurely old, and the children were pale and thin. Although the village

was on a hill, the evil influence of the marshes reached it. I was told,

however, that it had become much less unhealthy of late years. On the

highest spot was a poor and plain little church, with a paddock-like

cemetery on one side of it.

Although the hour was still early, I stopped for a meal at St. Barthélemy,

for it seemed to me that I had been fasting a day or more. Choosing the

only inn that looked promising, I sat down in a large room, where there

were two long tables and a bed in one corner. The shutters of the windows

were carefully closed to keep out the flies, and all the light that entered

came through the chinks and cracks. In the South, people prefer to eat in

semi-darkness rather than be tormented by flies. The only other person in

the house was a young woman, and she was very uncouth. She may have held

me in suspicion, for not a word would she say beyond what was rigorously

necessary; but, as she cooked much better than I had expected, I thought no

ill of her. She gave me, after an _omelette au cerfeuil_, a _fricassée_ of

chicken, with very fair wine of the district, red and white. Dessert and

coffee followed, and the charge was not much over a shilling.

As I left the village, I noticed upon a low building these words in large

letters, '_Dépôt de Sangsues_,' and concluded that catching leeches in the

pools about here was a local industry. On inquiring, however, I was told

that such was not the case, but that a man here had had a quantity of

leeches sent from Bordeaux to supply the district.

'But what is the meaning of this great liking for leeches?' I asked.

'Well,' replied my informant, 'I should tell you that the people about here

always used to be bled when they had anything the matter with them. But the

doctors will do it no longer, consequently we do it ourselves.'

The sad-looking peasants, with pale dark faces, whom I saw reaping their

meagre wheat on the outskirts of the village, seemed, like many more I had

met since I left Riberac, to be in much greater need of blood than leeches.

Women, wearing straw-bonnets of the coal-scuttle shape, were reaping with

men in the noonday heat. Upon all the burden of life appeared to press very

heavily. The chalky soil produced miserable crops of wheat, maize,

and potatoes that yielded no just return for the labour expended. The

luxuriance of the young vines, planted where the old ones had perished

from the phylloxera, showed that the hillsides here are better suited for

wine-growing than for anything else.

As I went on, the country became more sombre from the increasing number of

pines bordering the road and mingling with the distant forest. Very weird

pines these were, chiefly covered with closely-packed dead foliage, with

a living tuft of dark green at the end of each branchlet. A living death

seemed to be their lot, and they moaned without moving as the light wind

passed on its way.

But the descent towards the valley of the Isle had now begun. Huts built of

brick and mud and wood became frequent, with hedges of quince bordering the

gardens or little fields. Quite unexpectedly the river shone beneath me,

and by following its course downward I soon came to a large block of

scarcely connected buildings with high Mansard roofs. This was a monastery

of the Carthusians. I did not recognise it at once as the conventual

establishment well known in the district as the Chartreuse de Vauclaire,

nor did I show any better understanding as regards a certain human form

hoeing in a field beside the road with back towards me.

Wishing for information, I hailed this fellow-being as 'Madame!' The figure

straightened itself immediately and turned towards me a head covered with

a broad-brimmed straw hat, such as women wear in the fields; but the face

ended in a long, grizzly beard. Then I noticed that what I had taken for a

brown stuff dress was a monk's frock.

It was a Carthusian Brother whom I had addressed as 'Madame!' As he gave

no sign to indicate what his feelings were with regard to this mistake, I

thought it better not to make excuses, but asked him if I was on the road

to Montpont Learning that I was, I went on, and having reached the convent,

which I now recognised for what it was, I pulled the bell of the porter's

lodge. I was at once admitted to the presence of a tall and meagre

Carthusian father, with a long, coal-black beard and very dark eyes, with a

fixed expression that expressed nothing that I could be sure about. What

I fancied that I read in them was doubtfulness as to my motives, and the

necessity of being cautious.

By far the greater number of visitors who call here ask for food. I wished

to see the monastery. After a little hesitation, this father, who before I

left him was so communicative as to tell me he was a Spaniard, made a

sign to me to follow him. He showed me the church--which contains some

interesting carvings--the cloisters, and the cemetery; but every bit of

information had to be drawn from him as if it were a tooth. This was the

kind of conversation that passed between us:

'Are there many monks here?'

'Not a small number.'

'Do you make cheese?'

'Yes.'

'For sale?'

'No.'

'Do you make the _liqueur?_'

'Oh no.'

He would have allowed me to leave with the impression that the Carthusians

of Vauclaire did nothing beyond observing the canonical hours; but I learnt

from the peasants of the country that, like the Trappists, they laboured

industriously in clearing and draining the desert.

My walk across the Double ended at Montpont, a small agricultural centre on

the banks of the Isle, offering no charm to the traveller, unless he be a

commercial one. It was a little fortified town of some importance in the

Middle Ages. In 1370 the Bretons in garrison at Périgueux besieged it, and

it was surrendered without a struggle by the baron, Guillaume de Montpont,

an English partisan. The Duke of Lancaster then hurried up and besieged the

place with one hundred men-at-arms and five hundred archers. For eleven

weeks the little band of Bretons held out, but a breach having been made in

the wall, Montpont again fell into the power of the English.

[Illustration: THE DRONNE AT COUTRAS.]

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