CHAPTER 15

GOT MARRIED, DROVE TRUCK, FARMED, CATTLE DRIVE

A year or two after I quite high school I got married. It was

either in 1928 or 1929. The stock market crash came in one of

those years and I got married in the other one. I keep getting

them mixed up. I know we got married June the second, and I

believe it was in 1928.

After our honeymoon Ima and I became sadly disappointed. Things

were not as we had expected them to be. For years we had been

courting and seeing a lot of movies. And every love story we

ever saw ended by showing the couple getting married and living

happily ever after. They didn't say one single word about the

husband having to drive a truck six days a week, and sometimes on

Sundays, nor the wife having to wash and iron and cook and keep

house. Those were our big disappointments. We got married and

had to work hard ever after.

After we married Ima and I lived in Hamlin in Papa's rent house

west of the truck warehouse. I was driving a truck on a daily

run to Abilene and back to Hamlin. That was when I learned that

a truck driver could live on two meals a day. I didn't have time

to eat three meals.

The rule of command, mentioned earlier, where the oldest in the

group had authority over, and the responsibility for all the

younger ones, proved to be a poor ruling after kids become men.

So I began to drift way from doing any and all things whatsoever

Earl told me to do. After all, I was a big boy now, even big

enough to drive a truck to Abilene, which was twice as far away

from Hamlin as Earl drove his truck. His regular run was only to

Stamford.

At times I even hauled a lot more freight than Earl did. I had

to deal with people he didn't even know and I had to conform to

trucking methods which he had not been exposed to. Why, I saw

trucks on U.S. Highway 80 headed for California with greater

loads than Earl's truck and cargo combined. I saw those same

trucks return with more miles added to their speedometers in one

week than Earl might drive in ten weeks. I witnessed the advent

of balloon tires on front wheels of large trucks and I saw them

run as many miles as heavy duty, high pressure tires had been

running on front wheels, and at half the cost--this before Earl

realized that balloons were even being used on trucks.

Conflict between Earl and me was inevitable. I realized that he

was not just trying to shove me around--not trying to be bossy

just to see if he could be. Rather he was trying to do what he

thought was best for the company. But he didn't always know what

was best for the company. Progress had gotten way out ahead of

Earl and he had not realized it. What was good for Earl and the

truck line to Stamford was not necessarily good for me and the

truck line to Abilene.

So, one day I thought it was time to disobey Earl and make some

decisions of my own. I fought back. I was tired of listening to

him and doing all the things his way. But he didn't think it was

time for me to be weaned as yet, so he fought back also.

We didn't take time to put the boxing gloves on; we just went to

slugging, bare fisted. I wasn't mad at him, just tired of taking

orders which didn't always fit the occasion. However, I was glad

he remembered Papa's old rule of not hitting each other in the

face. That could have hurt; noses bleed and teeth cost money.

Our chests took a terrible beating--at least mine did. I'll

admit he hurt me, and I tried to hurt him. It was not that I

really wanted to hurt him, I just wanted him to get the idea that

I was driving my truck and he was driving his. He was too small

to drive both of them.

Finally I said, "Boy, I'm tired and sore. How about you?"

He said, "Naw, I'm not tired."

I told him, "You sure jarred me. Did I hurt you?"

Again he said, "No, I'm not hurt nor tired."

Anyway, we stopped hitting each other, We rested awhile, got us a

drink of water, and went on with the business of getting our

trucks and cargo ready to roll. All this took place without a

cross word from either of us--and without a witness. And with no

witness, I can tell it like I want to; it's my word against his.

About this time, Papa needed a good used tire for his Hupmobile.

Earl was unable to find a suitable one in Stamford, so I was

asked to pick up one in Abilene. And Earl warned, "Be sure you

don't get a Goodrich."

Well, I looked all over Abilene and the only tire I found that I

would consider buying was a Goodrich--a half inch oversize. It

only cost $4.50, so I bought it. Of course I didn't buy a

Goodrich just to bug Earl, but when I showed up in Hamlin with

it, you would have thought I had set fire to another keg of

powder--with Earl sitting on it. He was sure the tire would

break and blow out. Besides, he had told me not to get that

brand.

I told him that if it blew out, I would pay for it. But it

didn't blow out; it gave good service. This was another case

where I had to make a decision without Earl's presence. It

proved to be a good decision. It was another step toward my

independence from Earl.

During this time I'd had experience with oversize tires and low

air pressure on my own car, and it worked well. I had also seen

trucks running through Abilene with low pressure in front tires,

and it worked there also. So, I wasn't surprised that it worked

on the Hupmobile.

One year Papa bought a new Dodge truck with all four wheels and

tires the same size. Up until that year they had used much

smaller tires on the front wheels. But this truck had heavy-duty

wheels and tires in front just like the ones on the back.

I told Papa that, if he had the money and wanted to invest in two

balloon tires for the front, at $30 each, he could save the $60

heavy-duty tires to use on the back wheels later when needed.

Earl told Papa that I was crazy to think that a $30 tire would

run as far as a $60 tire.

Papa listened to me and bought the balloons, and they did run as

far. This pushed me a little further away from my big brother.

Of course, I though it was time he should review some facts and

notice that I might have a little more sense than he was giving

me credit for. If Earl had been willing to follow a leader, who

knows, he and I might have worked happily together ever after.

Other problems came up in Abilene, the likes of which Earl never

had to face in Stamford. One day the shipping clerk at Wm.

Cameron Company told me he had a shipment of windows going to

Stamford and he wondered if I wanted to haul them. I told him,

"No, Earl told me to let Rountree's truck haul all shipments to

Stamford."

The clerk asked, "Clarence, when are you going to stop listening

to Earl and start telling Earl?"

Well, Earl was the acting manager of the truck lines--not

authorized, but acting, and he had told me not to pick up any

Stamford freight.

Then the clerk told me that the man in Stamford ordered the

windows shipped either by Johnson or by rail. Then the clerk

added, "By law we can force you to haul them, but we wouldn't do

that. We'll just ship them by rail."

Now, I never did enjoy holding back when there was something to

be done. I had always been a "go-getter." But now I was being

held back by an invisible force 40 miles away, Earl. And I was

beginning to feel about as useless as a knot on a stick, and I

was being treated as such by big freight men who were beginning

to wonder why W. F. Johnson didn't get a driver with the ability

to solicit and haul freight. Competition was the name of the

game and I wasn't competing.

Anyhow, in this case, if I hauled the windows, I wouldn't be

competing with Rountree, it would be with the railroad. I

reasoned that Earl shouldn't be opposed to that. But my Stamford

freight had to go by way of Hamlin, and Earl would have to take

it from Hamlin to Stamford the following morning.

I made my decision, loaded the windows, and took them to Hamlin.

But Earl was very unhappy with me. He was never one to calmly

ask, "Why?"--and then listen to reason. He had one

uncompromising attitude, "I told you what to do. You must do

it."

Naturally, Earl was upset toward his little brother. He even

refused to haul the windows, and went to Stamford without them.

Finally, after two or three phone calls from the consignee to Wm.

Cameron Company and then to Papa, Earl delivered the windows,

reluctantly and under protest, and only at Papa's order. And

Papa told me to get all the Stamford freight I could, and he told

Earl to deliver whatever I brought to him.

Although Papa was owner of the truck lines and was supposed to be

in full command, Earl had ways of making life miserable for both

Papa and me. And as time went by, our relationship didn't

improve.

Remember now, this is my version. If Earl were writing this, I'm

sure it would read differently. And actually, it wasn't all that

bad. Earl was a good boy, and he still is. He's my brother. I

loved him then, and I still love him. That was a long time ago.

I don't hold any of this against him. I'd do anything I could

for him. And I don't think he holds anything against me, except

maybe my writing about it like this. But then, we are big boys

now and we probably don't have more than forty years left to

enjoy living and reminiscing. Why not enjoy it while we can?

I was a Jonah to Earl and perhaps to Papa also. At any rate,

Papa found a way to throw me overboard. In 1931 he asked me if I

would like to farm. He said he would invest money in a farm for

me like he had invested in a truck for each of the other boys and

I could pay him rent from the farm.

I agreed and he made a down payment on a farm nine miles

southwest of Roscoe, Texas. That is where Ima and I lived during

the year of 1932, and that is where we lived when Dennis, our

first born, came to live with us.

But the national economy was such that many farmers lost their

farms to mortgage holders. By the end of 1932 the Federal Land

Bank had repossessed more farms than they knew what to do with.

I was told that they were begging farmers to hold onto their

farms without making their annual payments--pay only the interest

and let the principal wait until they were able to pay. By this

time Papa could buy better farms for less money than he still

owed on this one. So he let it go back to the mortgage holder.

At the beginning of 1933 we moved onto Uncle Jim Johnson's farm

at Royston, 14 miles west of Hamlin. He offered to sell me the

place for five thousand dollars, with nothing down and nothing

per year except the interest until I was able to pay some on the

principal. I turned it down. During the depression of the 1930s

there were a good many years that the farm didn't make enough to

feed our family and pay the interest.

Then soon after we moved to Royston, Papa came to me and told me

that he would have to sell the plow-tools and horses to me

"Because," he said, "They keep hounding me and won't leave me

alone as long as I try to help you as I am helping the others."

He didn't tell me who "they" were and I didn't ask him; I didn't

even care who they were.

The 1930s hit most all of us pretty hard, including those who

were still in the trucking business. I knew men with families

drawing wages of less than two dollars a day. When I was

building a tractor, I hired a man, who was a good welder and

mechanic, for 50 cents a day plus a hamburger for lunch. The

burger cost me a dime. Those were the good old days. It was a

wonderful depression but I'm glad it's over.

Dennis was eight months old when we moved to the Royston farm.

The farm had been neglected for years and things were quite run-

down--fences, barn, the house, everything.

My youngest brother lived with us three months after we moved to

Royston. He and I would take our 22 rifles and go out after the

milk cows in the afternoon, and it was a common thing for each of

us to kill from three to ten rabbits each day. Our pasture had

the smell of dead rabbits for three months.

Rattlesnakes were also plentiful on our farm during warm weather.

We even killed one in our back room--that is, Ima did, with a 22

rifle. And when Anita was two years old, Ima and I were out

early one morning milking cows and when Anita woke up she came

out to join us. Ima picked her up and carried her back to the

house, and there under the icebox, right by the door through

which Anita had passed, was a rattlesnake.

Big rats and mice had their heyday the first few months we lived

there. Rats would often wake us up at night gnawing holes up

through the floor in our house. We managed to catch those in the

house in traps, but those under the house sometimes kept us awake

gnawing. I got out of bed one night and poured carbolic acid

around a hole where one had been gnawing up through the floor.

Later that same night one woke me up again and I found the hole

large enough for a rat to come through, and I found the rat in

the house feeling very sick--from acid poisoning.

We often saw mice run from furniture to furniture or peep out

from their hiding places. Many times I carried my rifle to the

dining table with me and also placed it by my side when I sat

down to read. If a mouse hesitated just a moment he was apt to

find himself to be a dead duck. One more little bullet hole

added to the big holes in the floor didn't mean a thing in that

house. Of course, as we continued living there we made some

improvements and it became quite comfortable.

When Dennis was two years old, just about a month before Anita

was born, Ima, Dennis, my brother, my brother's wife, and I all

went to the Rocky Mountains sightseeing. We were driving my old

Dodge sedan that wouldn't stay in high gear, leastwise it

wouldn't voluntarily. We had to prop the gearshift lever in high

with a forked mesquite limb about a foot long.

There in the Rockies one afternoon we had left Cripple Creek and

were driving down Phantom Canyon when night overtook us. But

before night had come on so strongly, we had gotten a good view

of the canyon. On one side of our car we could see straight down

hundreds of feet, and on the other side the mountain was straight

up just about as far. And every few miles the road crossed to

the other side of the deep gorge over dilapidated bridges with

big holes in their floors. Most of the bridges had been patched

with boards running lenghthways. And some of the patch-boards

had holes in them also, and some of them were broken and split

up. Others had come un-nailed and were loose and out of place.

Once we came to an abrupt stop on a bridge when a front wheel

pushed one end of a board down through a big hole and kicked the

other end up against our differential. We had to back up and

detour around loose boards and big holes in the floor of the

bridge,--all this at night, high above the floor of the gorge

below. They condemned the bridges and closed the road soon after

we made that trip. As a matter of fact, ours may have been the

last car over it before they closed it.

We didn't have much time nor money for such trips. We were too

busy farming and raising cattle. The pasture on our Royston farm

was a mile and a half long, and when Dennis was three years old

he often went with me to drive the milk cows home in the

afternoons. He usually walked all the way there and half way

back. Then he would ride my back the rest of the way home. Just

as my father and I did a lot of things together when I was a

small boy, so did my children and I do a lot of things together

While we lived on the Royston farm, Ima was telling me about the

death of a kinsman at Gordon. Ima didn't attend the funeral but

many of her people did. Families had gathered from far and near

to pay their respects and to attend the funeral the next day.

The house where visiting was taking place that night had no

electric lights but was lighted instead by kerosene lamps. Ima's

sister, Mary Beth, was five years old at the time, and when one

of the men struck a match to light his pipe, she said, "Oooooh!

Don't it get light when you strike a match."

The story is told that just before it got dark that night, one

woman, perhaps an Aunt Minnie or an Aunt Hattie,--she was blessed

with an oversupply of aunts by both names--anyhow, one of the

women went out on the back porch and, looking toward the

outhouse, said, "I want to get a good view of that outhouse

before dark. I have an idea I'll have to make a beeline for it

before morning and it's going to be dark."

Well by midnight all were bedded down, on beds, on cots, on

pallets, in hallways and in corners. Then for the next three or

four hours all was relatively quiet except for snoring and other

occasional noises made unintentionally.

Then there was the movement of a person--perhaps a woman--maybe

the same woman who took a good look across the back yard just

before dark. It was dark in the house now, and she couldn't be

seen, but her movement could be followed by your ears as the

floor squeaked and groaned under her weight, as she tiptoed

between the pallets and through the hall door, getting faster now

as she neared the back porch, and still faster as she left the

porch and crossed the back yard. Then suddenly and without

warning there was the noise of a heavy soft object against a

clothes line, followed by the noise of the same soft object as it

fell flat on the ground. And then, after a moment of silence,

there came the voice of a woman sitting on the ground and saying,

"Oh well, I wouldn't have made it anyway."

I have a lot of memories of things that happened at Royston when

our kids were growing up. I was working on the windmill down in

the field one day, about a half-mile from our house. I needed a

wrench from home and I needed Ima to help me a little. It was

getting late and I wanted to keep working, so I sent Dennis and

Anita in the car to get Ima and the wrench. I told Dennis not to

try to turn the corner up by the barn, but to switch off the

motor there and walk to the house and tell Ima what I needed. I

put the two kids in the front seat of the car, then I put the car

in low gear, got it started toward home, and then I got out.

Dennis was upwards of five years old, at least past four. He

could drive the car by getting up in the seat on his knees. All

he had to do was guide it and switch off the motor when he got to

where he was going. But Dennis thought he was smarter than I

was. He still thinks that at times even now. I can't seem to

convince him otherwise.

Anyway, he thought he could turn the corner by the barn, and he

almost did. But he sideswiped a fence, taking a post or two with

him until the car got so involved in the barbed wire it couldn't

go any further and the motor died.

The little wreck scared both of the kids. They got out of the

car and went to the house, Dennis crying and Anita trying to tell

Ima what had happened. Ima was about as upset as a wet hen in a

rainstorm as Anita told her, "Car run in pense." Ima was still

upset when she drove the car back to the windmill. She seemed to

think I had done something wrong. How was I to know that Dennis

wasn't as smart as I had been at his age? My goodness, I was

planting with a two-row planter before that age. Was Ima going

to admit that her son wasn't as smart as his pa?

I had always wanted to become a school teacher. I thought I had

the ability to teach kids a lot of things. At times it seemed

hopeless but I kept trying and some of my ideas worked. When

Dennis was about four, Ima saw him reach up under a car fender,

break off a chunk of dried mud and start eating it. She scolded

him and told him to stop it. But after Ima went in the house I

took Dennis around the other side of the car, where Ima couldn't

see us from her kitchen window, and showed him a lot of good

lumps of dried mud and I told him he could eat all he wanted. He

ate a little and quit, and we never caught him eating any dirt

after that.

During the 1930s most of my brothers and sisters were married and

had kids of their own and we often took our little children and

all went to visit Papa and Mama on Sundays. During those visits,

many times my brothers would go away to do their thing and I

would be left in the house with Mama and Papa and a bunch of

sisters and sisters-in-law. Then when Papa would leave to go

play golf, which I didn't have enough money to do, I would find

myself with a house full of women.

So one day Mama asked me why I didn't go on out with the other

boys. She said, "There must be something wrong with you. You

just can't get along with your brothers." Well, I got out all

right as she suggested, and I found them out in the freight

warehouse, drinking beer and shooting dice. If I'd had a dollar,

I guess I might have been out shooting golf with Papa. But all I

had was 18 cents, so I asked if I could get in their game.

They let me in and I soon had $1.50. I decided this game was

more interesting than I had thought. At this rate thought I

might really learn to like it. Then after playing quite awhile

they planned to stop the game at a certain time, and since I was

not "hooked" on the game as yet, I began trying to lose back down

to my original 18 cents.

But I wasn't that lucky. I kept winning now and then and when

the game ended, I still had 98 cents. I took my 18 cents and

left the 80 cents lying there. I told them I was only playing

for fun, it was their money. But they said they were playing for

keeps and didn't take it.

Later that day some of the smaller grandkids were playing in the

warehouse and took the 80 pennies into the house and showed them

to their Grandma.

Meanwhile, my brothers had gone some place in their cars and I

went back in the house. Mama was afraid the little ones had

gotten into Earl's desk out in the warehouse and had taken his

money. She asked me if I knew about the money. I told her,

"Yes, I won it in a crap game with my brothers, and I tried to

give it back but they left it on the loading dock."

Mama asked, "Is that what they do on Sunday afternoons?"

I told her, "Yes, that and drink beer."

She was horrified as she asked, "Why haven't you told me this

before?"

I told her, "Because you never asked me before.'

She said, "Well, don't you ever do that again."

I said, "Okay, I won't unless you tell me to again."

I often wondered if some of my brothers sort of hated me because

I wouldn't drink and gamble with them. It wasn't that I thought

I was too good to do those things. I just didn't enjoy doing

them and didn't want to. I didn't hate them for doing what they

did, so why should they cast me out for not joining them?

A little note here, Joel was working in Stamford in a drygoods

store in those days. He wasn't included with us in these

gambling and drinking affairs. Now, I only gambled one time and

I didn't drink their beer. I tried it one time and couldn't

stand the stuff. I was sick with influenza and they told me it

would be good for me. I took two swallows and decided to leave

off drinking and keep the flu.

But now back to the farm at Royston. Most people think of cattle

drives as something that happened long ago; and that's mostly

true. But soon after we moved to Royston, I got Lester Whitley

to help me drive a little herd of cows to Carriker's farm in Kent

County. Lester would ride Old Nancy and I would ride Old Buck.

We would carry a bite to eat for lunch, but there was no need to

go to a lot of trouble and try to take everything as though we

were heading up the trail to Abilene, Kansas, like back in 1885.

After all, we wouldn't be far away by nightfall, and my brother

would have all day to put a few things in my car and drive out to

find us about sundown. He would need to bring us something to

drink, something to eat, something to sleep on and some horse

feed and a rope or two.

Lester and I got an early start and had the cows headed in the

right direction when we learned that we had one old Jersey cow

that thought she was a racehorse. Right away she started running

straight up the road ahead of all the others. And she kept right

on trotting until one of us got ahead of her and brought her

back. We could see we really needed three horses, one for that

old trotter and two for the rest of the herd. But we had to get

by with one for her and one for the others. We thought surely

she would settle down after awhile but she didn't. It was the

same thing all day long, one of us behind to drive and one in

front to hold her back.

Sundown found us about where we had planned to be. There was a

place where the fence was set quite a way back from the road,

embracing an extra two or three acres of Johnson grass and weeds

and a puddle of water, all within the right-of-way. So we turned

the cattle into that little pocket and held them there while they

grazed and settled down.

If it had not been for that one old cantankerous Jersey cow, our

entire day would have been dull and uneventful. There wouldn't

have been anything of value to mention in our story during that

day. Without that cow, our story could just as well have started

after we got them bedded down for the night.

We could have begun our story with,--We waited and we waited. It

got dark, and we still waited for my little brother to drive up

in the car, but he didn't. We had no horse feed, so we didn't

feed our horses. We had only one rope, so we staked Old Buck out

and hoped that Old Nancy would stay with him through the night.

She was tired from the day's work and fortunately she didn't try

to leave. Nor did the Jersey cow give any further trouble. I

know she was tired. There is no way a cow can run as far as she

had run that day and not be tired.

We had gathered firewood before dark and our fire was warm and

friendly in the cool of the darkness. It seemed that we should

be eating something in the light of the campfire, but there was

nothing to eat. I kept thinking that perhaps my brother would

show up yet. Maybe he had car trouble. Any one of a dozen

things could have happened to delay him.

Now, when a man is hungry, he can take a drink of water and go to

sleep in a warm bed and forget his hunger until morning. But we

had no water and no warm bed, and the night was too cold to sleep

without cover. We built a large fire but it cooked us on one

side while the other side froze. And I've got to tell you,

saddles make very poor pillows. In the movies I have seen

cowboys use saddles for pillows, but this was no movie, this was

for real. And furthermore, I was no cowboy, just a poor farmer

trying to pick up an extra dollar to keep body and soul together

while fighting my way through a wicked depression.

Again it looked as if the devil was after me for sure. But I

didn't really think he would stoop so low as to get my own blood

brother to help him. I didn't see how the devil could do this to

me, after all the things I had done for him. Just the thought of

some of the things I had done for him caused my spine to tingle,

and I moved a little closer to the fire. I wondered whether it

was the chill of the night, my fear of the darkness, or the

thoughts of my past that made me shiver and move closer. Anyway

the night was totally dark and cold and damp, and I was

completely miserable. In such misery the one best thing I could

wish for was daybreak, and when it finally began to push the

black out of the eastern sky, it was a welcome sight, and I was

glad.

We saddled up early and pushed on. Before noon we left the

highway and funneled the herd through a gate and out into open

ranch pasture. Still the Jersey cow simply refused to stay with

the others. On the highway she could only go forward between the

fences, but here in the pasture she could go all directions.

When we came to the next ranch house, we borrowed a corral long

enough to catch the cow and put one end of a rope around her

horns and the other end around the neck of a large Hereford cow.

That ended our trouble with the Jersey cow. Things went so

smoothly after that, we could hardly believe it.

When we got to the nearest corner of the Carriker pasture, it was

still a long way to the gate that opened into the pasture. We

were tired, sleepy, hungry, thirsty, weary, and almost entirely

angry at one little brother who had contributed so much to our

misery. So instead of making the long drive to the gate, we took

wires loose from the fence posts, tied the bottom wires down,

propped the top ones up, and drove the herd through the fence and

into the pasture. This ended our drive, but there was still one

little chore to do.

I wanted to cut the rope between the Jersey cow and the Hereford

cow and let them run free. The terrain was rough and almost

completely covered with trees and cedar bushes. I prepared my

catch rope and made one desperate attempt to rope one of the

cows. I threw the loop and it went over one horn of the

Hereford. I knew the herd would vanish into the brush before I

could get ready and try again. So I jumped to the ground and

tried to flip the rope around the other horn also. I had hoped

to delay them long enough to rush in and cut the rope between

them. But I had no such luck. My throw rope came off the one

horn and they quickly disappeared into the thick brush. They

were all gone, vanished into the bushes.

I looked for Old Buck and he was gone too. Then I looked for

Lester and he was nowhere in sight. I called to him and he came

riding up out of the brush. I asked if he had seen Old Buck. He

hadn't, but he rode off to find him. We found Old Buck working

alone and holding back a bunch of cows that were trying to run

away. There were two ways for the herd to escape. Lester had

gone one way and had tried to hold the cows back, but had failed.

Old Buck had gone the other way alone and had cut off the escape

route of the other half of the herd. Not a single cow had gotten

by him, but the two cows we wanted had escaped down the way

Lester had gone. I could write a book telling about the splendid

work Old Buck did for me while we were together.

Anyway, we fastened the fence wires back in place and were riding

toward home when night overtook us out on the highway. After

dark some men from our community drove by in their car,

recognized us, offered to take us home and we accepted. We still

had only one rope, so we staked out Old Buck as we had done the

night before and hoped that Nancy would stay with him one more

night.

Needless to say, when I got home I ate everything I could get my

hands on. I was hungry enough to eat anything that wouldn't

fight back and couldn't outrun me. And my bed was so much better

than the one that had tortured me the night before.

Early the next day when we returned to get our horses, Old Nancy

was not there. We searched for her but in vain. We returned to

the area every day for a week looking for horse tracks either in

the lane or in the pastures on both sides of the highway. But we

found no clue whatsoever as to where she had gone. Then finally

a thought came to me. Down in the valley of Texas there was a

woman I had heard on radio--I believe her name was Ethel Duncan--

who claimed to have aided many people in locating lost articles.

If you would send her a dollar she would answer three questions

for you. I knew it would be worth a dollar to me to have her

answer just one question. So we went to the telegraph office in

Rotan and I wrote my question on a telegram form, "Where can I

find my lost saddle mare?" The telegraph operator read the

question, looked at me, and shook his head just a little, as if

to say, "There's one born every minute." But money talks, and

since I had the dollar to send to Ethel and enough left over to

pay the man for sending it to her at McAllen, he took my money

and sent the question and the dollar.

About an hour later the following message came over the wire, "In

my opinion your mare is grazing along the right-of-way of the

railroad which runs into Rotan from Nugent, about three miles

from home."

The railroad ran beside the County road all the way to my home in

Royston. It would be easy to look for the mare, and we did look

all the way home. But there was nothing, no horse, no cow, no

sign of any animal of any kind, except maybe a few jackrabbits.

There were not even any horse tracks.

Well that was the last straw. As far as I was concerned, the

mare was gone for good. I gave up. I had spent too much time

away from my farming already. There was work to be done and I

had better get with it. I knew we would miss Old Nancy, but we

could live without her.

Then at home, while I was getting ready to get back to plowing,

some thoughts were running through my mind. I read the telegram

again.". . .along the railroad which runs into Rotan from

Nugent." I knew it didn't run from Nugent, but then it did run

to Rotan. I couldn't see anything wrong with that. But wait--

something still wasn't clear. I was trying to figure whether

there was something I was overlooking. I read a little further,

". . .about three miles from home, "THAT'S IT, HOME. Where was

my home? Was it Royston? Was it my house? Come to think of it,

neither of those places was mentioned in my telegram to Ethel,

Rotan was the only place mentioned. That had to be it, three

miles from Rotan. That would be about nine miles from my home.

I got back in my car and drove almost to Rotan. When I thought

Rotan was still about three miles away, I pulled up to a farm

house and asked a farmer whether he had seen a stray mare.

"How long she been gone?" the farmer asked.

"One week today," I answered.

"Nope, haven't seen her. Got one been here two weeks; couldn't

be yorn."

"Mind if I see her?"

"Nope, she's out in the lot with the other horses."

We walked to the horse lot and I looked.

"That's her all right," I told him.

"How long you say she's been gone?"

"One week today."

"Seems like she's been here a lot longer'n that. No, guess

not,--today's Wednesday ain't it? Yep, yep, that's right, she

come last Wednesday. That's the day I drove into town. She was

here when I got back."

I changed the subject, anxious to check on Miss Duncan's

accuracy. I asked the man,

"How far is it to Rotan?"

"Three-and-a-half miles."

"Do you happen to know where that little mare was about an hour-

and-a-half ago?"

"Yep, she was down in the back of the pasture."

"Which way does your pasture run from here?"

"Down that way toward town."

"How big is your pasture; how far is it to the back side?"

"A half-mile."

"Do you remember if the mare was near the railroad fence, or out

in the other side of the pasture?"

"Yep, she was agin the railroad. But why all these questions?"

Then I told him the whole story--the cattle drive, the lack of a

rope to tie the mare, our week of searching, the telegram, and I

let him read the reply. After he finished reading it he said,

"That's right, she was three miles from Rotan by the railroad."

So we finally got the mare back and we were happy about that.

Now there is still the question as to why my brother didn't bring

the things we needed. He had a simple answer: He didn't want

to. No further explanation, no apology, no feeling of guilt, no

regrets--just simply didn't want to.

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