As to my own relations with Theophilus St. James, I made up my mind from

the beginning that I should keep my temper with him, and to that

resolution I steadfastly adhered. If Dr. McCarthy chose to permit this

disrespect, and to condone these outrages, it was his affair and not

mine. It was evident that his one wish was that there should be peace

between us, and I felt that I could help him best by respecting this

desire. My easiest way to do so was to avoid my colleague, and this I

did to the best of my ability. When we were thrown together I was quiet,

polite, and reserved. He, on his part, showed me no ill-will, but met me

rather with a coarse joviality, and a rough familiarity which he meant

to be ingratiating. He was insistent in his attempts to get me into his

room at night, for the purpose of playing euchre and of drinking.

“Old McCarthy doesn’t mind,” said he. “Don’t you be afraid of him. We’ll

do what we like, and I’ll answer for it that he won’t object.” Once only

I went, and when I left, after a dull and gross evening, my host was

stretched dead drunk upon the sofa. After that I gave the excuse of a

course of study, and spent my spare hours alone in my own room.

One point upon which I was anxious to gain information was as to how

long these proceedings had been going on. When did St. James assert his

hold over Dr. McCarthy? From neither of them could I learn how long my

colleague had been in his present situation. One or two leading

questions upon my part were eluded or ignored in a manner so marked that

it was easy to see that they were both of them as eager to conceal the

point as I was to know it. But at last one evening I had the chance of a

chat with Mrs. Carter, the matron--for the Doctor was a widower--and

from her I got the information which I wanted. It needed no questioning

to get at her knowledge, for she was so full of indignation that she

shook with passion as she spoke of it, and raised her hands into the air

in the earnestness of her denunciation, as she described the grievances

which she had against my colleague.

“It was three years ago, Mr. Weld, that he first darkened this

doorstep,” she cried. “Three bitter years they have been to me. The

school had fifty boys then. Now it has twenty-two. That’s what he has

done for us in three years. In another three there won’t be one. And the

Doctor, that angel of patience, you see how he treats him, though he is

not fit to lace his boots for him. If it wasn’t for the Doctor, you may

be sure that I wouldn’t stay an hour under the same roof with such a

man, and so I told him to his own face, Mr. Weld. If the Doctor would

only pack him about his business--but I know that I am saying more than

I should!” She stopped herself with an effort, and spoke no more upon

the subject. She had remembered that I was almost a stranger in the

school, and she feared that she had been indiscreet.

There were one or two very singular points about my colleague. The chief

one was that he rarely took any exercise. There was a playing-field

within the college grounds, and that was his farthest point. If the boys

went out, it was I or Dr. McCarthy who accompanied them. St. James gave

as a reason for this that he had injured his knee some years before, and

that walking was painful to him. For my own part I put it down to pure

laziness upon his part, for he was of an obese, heavy temperament.

Twice, however, I saw him from my window stealing out of the grounds

late at night, and the second time I watched him return in the grey of

the morning and slink in through an open window. These furtive

excursions were never alluded to, but they exposed the hollowness of his

story about his knee, and they increased the dislike and distrust which

I had of the man. His nature seemed to be vicious to the core.

Another point, small but suggestive, was that he hardly ever during the

months that I was at Willow Lea House received any letters, and on those

few occasions they were obviously tradesmen’s bills. I am an early

riser, and used every morning to pick my own correspondence out of the

bundle upon the hall table. I could judge therefore how few were ever

there for Mr. Theophilus St. James. There seemed to me to be something

peculiarly ominous in this. What sort of a man could he be who during

thirty years of his life had never made a single friend, high or low,

who cared to continue to keep in touch with him? And yet the sinister

fact remained that the head master not only tolerated, but was even

intimate with him. More than once on entering a room I had found them

talking confidentially together, and they would walk arm in arm in deep

conversation up and down the garden paths. So curious did I become to

know what the tie was which bound them, that I found it gradually push

out my other interests and become the main purpose of my life. In school

and out of school, at meals and at play, I was perpetually engaged in

watching Dr. Phelps McCarthy and Mr. Theophilus St. James, and in

endeavouring to solve the mystery which surrounded them.

But, unfortunately, my curiosity was a little too open. I had not the

art to conceal the suspicions which I felt about the relations which

existed between these two men and the nature of the hold which the one

appeared to have over the other. It may have been my manner of watching

them, it may have been some indiscreet question, but it is certain that

I showed too clearly what I felt. One night I was conscious that the

eyes of Theophilus St. James were fixed upon me in a surly and menacing

stare. I had a foreboding of evil, and I was not surprised when Dr.

McCarthy called me next morning into his study.

“I am very sorry, Mr. Weld,” said he, “but I am afraid that I shall be

compelled to dispense with your services.”

“Perhaps you would give me some reason for dismissing me,” I answered,

for I was conscious of having done my duties to the best of my power,

and knew well that only one reason could be given.

“I have no fault to find with you,” said he, and the colour came to his

cheeks.

“You send me away at the suggestion of my colleague.”

His eyes turned away from mine.

“We will not discuss the question, Mr. Weld. It is impossible for me to

discuss it. In justice to you, I will give you the strongest

recommendation for your next situation. I can say no more. I hope that

you will continue your duties here until you have found a place

elsewhere.”

My whole soul rose against the injustice of it, and yet I had no appeal

and no redress. I could only bow and leave the room, with a bitter sense

of ill-usage at my heart.

My first instinct was to pack my boxes and leave the house. But the

head master had given me permission to remain until I had found another

situation. I was sure that St. James desired me to go, and that was a

strong reason why I should stay. If my presence annoyed him, I should

give him as much of it as I could. I had begun to hate him and to long

to have my revenge upon him. If he had a hold over our principal, might

not I in turn obtain one over him? It was a sign of weakness that he

should be so afraid of my curiosity. He would not resent it so much if

he had not something to fear from it. I entered my name once more upon

the books of the agents, but meanwhile I continued to fulfil my duties

at Willow Lea House, and so it came about that I was present at the

_dénouement_ of this singular situation.

During that week--for it was only a week before the crisis came--I was

in the habit of going down each evening, after the work of the day was

done, to inquire about my new arrangements. One night, it was a cold and

windy evening in March, I had just stepped out from the hall door when a

strange sight met my eyes. A man was crouching before one of the windows

of the house. His knees were bent and his eyes were fixed upon the small

line of light between the curtain and the sash. The window threw a

square of brightness in front of it, and in the middle of this the dark

shadow of this ominous visitor showed clear and hard. It was but for an

instant that I saw him, for he glanced up and was off in a moment

through the shrubbery. I could hear the patter of his feet as he ran

down the road, until it died away in the distance.

It was evidently my duty to turn back and to tell Dr. McCarthy what I

had seen. I found him in his study. I had expected him to be disturbed

at such an incident, but I was not prepared for the state of panic into

which he fell. He leaned back in his chair, white and gasping, like one

who has received a mortal blow.

“Which window, Mr. Weld?” he asked, wiping his forehead. “Which window

was it?”

“The next to the dining-room--Mr. St. James’s window.”

“Dear me! Dear me! This is, indeed, unfortunate! A man looking through

Mr. St. James’s window!” He wrung his hands like a man who is at his

wits’ end what to do.

“I shall be passing the police-station, sir. Would you wish me to

mention the matter?”

“No, no,” he cried, suddenly, mastering his extreme agitation; “I have

no doubt that it was some poor tramp who intended to beg. I attach no

importance to the incident--none at all. Don’t let me detain you, Mr.

Weld, if you wish to go out.”

I left him sitting in his study with reassuring words upon his lips, but

with horror upon his face. My heart was heavy for my little employer as

I started off once more for town. As I looked back from the gate at the

square of light which marked the window of my colleague, I suddenly saw

the black outline of Dr. McCarthy’s figure passing against the lamp. He

had hastened from his study then to tell St. James what he had heard.

What was the meaning of it all, this atmosphere of mystery, this

inexplicable terror, these confidences between two such dissimilar men?

I thought and thought as I walked, but do what I would I could not hit

upon any adequate conclusion. I little knew how near I was to the

solution of the problem.

It was very late--nearly twelve o’clock--when I returned, and the lights

were all out save one in the Doctor’s study. The black, gloomy house

loomed before me as I walked up the drive, its sombre bulk broken only

by the one glimmering point of brightness. I let myself in with my

latch-key, and was about to enter my own room when my attention was

arrested by a short, sharp cry like that of a man in pain. I stood and

listened, my hand upon the handle of my door.

All was silent in the house save for a distant murmur of voices which

came, I knew, from the Doctor’s room. I stole quietly down the corridor

in that direction. The sound resolved itself now into two voices, the

rough bullying tones of St. James and the lower tone of the Doctor, the

one apparently insisting and the other arguing and pleading. Four thin

lines of light in the blackness showed me the door of the Doctor’s room,

and step by step I drew nearer to it in the darkness. St. James’s voice

within rose louder and louder, and his words came plainly to my ear.

“I’ll have every pound of it. If you won’t give it me I’ll take it. Do

you hear?”

Dr. McCarthy’s reply was inaudible, but the angry voice broke in again.

“Leave you destitute! I leave you this little goldmine of a school, and

that’s enough for one old man, is it not? How am I to set up in

Australia without money? Answer me that!”

Again the Doctor said something in a soothing voice, but his answer only

roused his companion to a higher pitch of fury.

“Done for me! What have you ever done for me except what you couldn’t

help doing? It was for your good name, not for my safety, that you

cared. But enough cackle! I must get on my way before morning. Will you

open your safe or will you not?”

“Oh, James, how can you use me so?” cried a wailing voice, and then

there came a sudden little scream of pain. At the sound of that helpless

appeal from brutal violence I lost for once that temper upon which I had

prided myself. Every bit of manhood in me cried out against any further

neutrality. With my walking cane in my hand I rushed into the study. As

I did so I was conscious that the hall-door bell was violently ringing.

“You villain!” I cried, “let him go!”

The two men were standing in front of a small safe, which stood against

one wall of the Doctor’s room. St. James held the old man by the wrist,

and he had twisted his arm round in order to force him to produce the

key. My little head master, white but resolute, was struggling furiously

in the grip of the burly athlete. The bully glared over his shoulder at

me with a mixture of fury and terror upon his brutal features. Then,

realising that I was alone, he dropped his victim and made for me with a

horrible curse.

“You infernal spy!” he cried. “I’ll do for you anyhow before I leave.”

I am not a very strong man, and I realised that I was helpless if once

at close quarters. Twice I cut at him with my stick, but he rushed in at

me with a murderous growl, and seized me by the throat with both his

muscular hands. I fell backwards and he on the top of me, with a grip

which was squeezing the life from me. I was conscious of his malignant

yellow-tinged eyes within a few inches of my own, and then with a

beating of pulses in my head and a singing in my ears, my senses slipped

away from me. But even in that supreme moment I was aware that the

door-bell was still violently ringing.

When I came to myself, I was lying upon the sofa in Dr. McCarthy’s

study, and the Doctor himself was seated beside me. He appeared to be

watching me intently and anxiously, for as I opened my eyes and looked

about me he gave a great cry of relief. “Thank God!” he cried. “Thank

God!”

“Where is he?” I asked, looking round the room. As I did so, I became

aware that the furniture was scattered in every direction, and that

there were traces of an even more violent struggle than that in which I

had been engaged.

The Doctor sank his face between his hands.

“They have him,” he groaned. “After these years of trial they have him

again. But how thankful I am that he has not for a second time stained

his hands in blood.”

As the Doctor spoke I became aware that a man in the braided jacket of

an inspector of police was standing in the doorway.

“Yes, sir,” he remarked, “you have had a pretty narrow escape. If we had

not got in when we did, you would not be here to tell the tale. I don’t

know that I ever saw any one much nearer to the undertaker.”

I sat up with my hands to my throbbing head.

“Dr. McCarthy,” said I, “this is all a mystery to me. I should be glad

if you could explain to me who this man is, and why you have tolerated

him so long in your house.”

“I owe you an explanation, Mr. Weld--and the more so since you have, in

so chivalrous a fashion, almost sacrificed your life in my defence.

There is no reason now for secrecy. In a word, Mr. Weld, this unhappy

man’s real name is James McCarthy, and he is my only son.”

“Your son?”

“Alas, yes. What sin have I ever committed that I should have such a

punishment? He has made my whole life a misery from the first years of

his boyhood. Violent, headstrong, selfish, unprincipled, he has always

been the same. At eighteen he was a criminal. At twenty, in a paroxysm

of passion, he took the life of a boon companion and was tried for

murder. He only just escaped the gallows, and he was condemned to penal

servitude. Three years ago he succeeded in escaping, and managed, in

face of a thousand obstacles, to reach my house in London. My wife’s

heart had been broken by his condemnation, and as he had succeeded in

getting a suit of ordinary clothes, there was no one here to recognise

him. For months he lay concealed in the attics until the first search of

the police should be over. Then I gave him employment here, as you have

seen, though by his rough and overbearing manners he made my own life

miserable, and that of his fellow-masters unbearable. You have been with

us for four months, Mr. Weld, but no other master endured him so long. I

apologise now for all you have had to submit to, but I ask you what else

could I do? For his dead mother’s sake I could not let harm come to him

as long as it was in my power to fend it off. Only under my roof could

he find a refuge--the only spot in all the world--and how could I keep

him here without it exciting remark unless I gave him some occupation? I

made him English master therefore, and in that capacity I have protected

him here for three years. You have no doubt observed that he never

during the daytime went beyond the college grounds. You now understand

the reason. But when to-night you came to me with your report of a man

who was looking through his window, I understood that his retreat was at

last discovered. I besought him to fly at once, but he had been

drinking, the unhappy fellow, and my words fell upon deaf ears. When at

last he made up his mind to go he wished to take from me in his flight

every shilling which I possessed. It was your entrance which saved me

from him, while the police in turn arrived only just in time to rescue

you. I have made myself amenable to the law by harbouring an escaped

prisoner, and remain here in the custody of the inspector, but a prison

has no terrors for me after what I have endured in this house during the

last three years.”

“It seems to me, Doctor,” said the inspector, “that, if you have broken

the law, you have had quite enough punishment already.”

“God knows I have!” cried Dr. McCarthy, and sank his haggard face upon

his hands.

III

B. 24

I told my story when I was taken, and no one would listen to me. Then I

told it again at the trial--the whole thing absolutely as it happened,

without so much as a word added. I set it all out truly, so help me God,

all that Lady Mannering said and did, and then all that I had said and

done, just as it occurred. And what did I get for it? “The prisoner put

forward a rambling and inconsequential statement, incredible in its

details, and unsupported by any shred of corroborative evidence.” That

was what one of the London papers said, and others let it pass as if I

had made no defence at all. And yet, with my own eyes I saw Lord

Mannering murdered, and I am as guiltless of it as any man on the jury

that tried me.

Now, sir, you are there to receive the petitions of prisoners. It all

lies with you. All I ask is that you read it--just read it--and then

that you make an inquiry or two about the private character of this

“lady” Mannering, if she still keeps the name that she had three years

ago, when to my sorrow and ruin I came to meet her. You could use a

private inquiry agent or a good lawyer, and you would soon learn enough

to show you that my story is the true one. Think of the glory it would

be to you to have all the papers saying that there would have been a

shocking miscarriage of justice if it had not been for your perseverance

and intelligence! That must be your reward, since I am a poor man and

can offer you nothing. But if you don’t do it, may you never lie easy in

your bed again! May no night pass that you are not haunted by the

thought of the man who rots in gaol because you have not done the duty

which you are paid to do! But you will do it, sir, I know. Just make one

or two inquiries, and you will soon find which way the wind blows.

Remember, also, that the only person who profited by the crime was

herself, since it changed her from an unhappy wife to a rich young

widow. There’s the end of the string in your hand, and you only have to

follow it up and see where it leads to.

Mind you, sir, I make no complaint as far as the burglary goes. I don’t

whine about what I have deserved, and so far I have had no more than I

have deserved. Burglary it was, right enough, and my three years have

gone to pay for it. It was shown at the trial that I had had a hand in

the Merton Cross business, and did a year for that, so my story had the

less attention on that account. A man with a previous conviction never

gets a really fair trial. I own to the burglary, but when it comes to

the murder which brought me a lifer--any judge but Sir James might have

given me the gallows--then I tell you that I had nothing to do with it,

and that I am an innocent man. And now I’ll take that night, the 13th of

September, 1894, and I’ll give you just exactly what occurred, and may

God’s hand strike me down if I go one inch over the truth.

I had been at Bristol in the summer looking for work, and then I had a

notion that I might get something at Portsmouth, for I was trained as a

skilled mechanic, so I came tramping my way across the south of

England, and doing odd jobs as I went. I was trying all I knew to keep

off the cross, for I had done a year in Exeter Gaol, and I had had

enough of visiting Queen Victoria. But it’s cruel hard to get work when

once the black mark is against your name, and it was all I could do to

keep soul and body together. At last, after ten days of wood-cutting and

stone-breaking on starvation pay, I found myself near Salisbury with a

couple of shillings in my pocket, and my boots and my patience clean

wore out. There’s an alehouse called “The Willing Mind,” which stands

on the road between Blandford and Salisbury, and it was there that night

I engaged a bed. I was sitting alone in the taproom just about closing

time, when the inn-keeper--Allen his name was--came beside me and began

yarning about the neighbours. He was a man that liked to talk and to

have some one to listen to his talk, so I sat there smoking and drinking

a mug of ale which he had stood me; and I took no great interest in what

he said until he began to talk (as the devil would have it) about the

riches of Mannering Hall.

“Meaning the large house on the right before I came to the village?”

said I. “The one that stands in its own park?”

“Exactly,” said he--and I am giving all our talk so that you may know

that I am telling you the truth and hiding nothing. “The long white

house with the pillars,” said he. “At the side of the Blandford Road.”

Now I had looked at it as I passed, and it had crossed my mind, as such

thoughts will, that it was a very easy house to get into with that

great row of grand windows and glass doors. I had put the thought away

from me, and now here was this landlord bringing it back with his talk

about the riches within. I said nothing, but I listened, and as luck

would have it, he would always come back to this one subject.

“He was a miser young, so you can think what he is now in his age,” said

he. “Well, he’s had some good out of his money.”

“What good can he have had if he does not spend it?” said I.

“Well, it bought him the prettiest wife in England, and that was some

good that he got out of it. She thought she would have the spending of

it, but she knows the difference now.”

“Who was she then?” I asked, just for the sake of something to say.

“She was nobody at all until the old Lord made her his Lady,” said he.

“She came from up London way, and some said that she had been on the

stage there, but nobody knew. The old Lord was away for a year, and when

he came home he brought a young wife back with him, and there she has

been ever since. Stephens, the butler, did tell me once that she was the

light of the house when fust she came, but what with her husband’s mean

and aggravatin’ way, and what with her loneliness--for he hates to see a

visitor within his doors; and what with his bitter words--for he has a

tongue like a hornet’s sting, her life all went out of her, and she

became a white, silent creature, moping about the country lanes. Some

say that she loved another man, and that it was just the riches of the

old Lord which tempted her to be false to her lover, and that now she

is eating her heart out because she has lost the one without being any

nearer to the other, for she might be the poorest woman in the parish

for all the money that she has the handling of.”

Well, sir, you can imagine that it did not interest me very much to hear

about the quarrels between a Lord and a Lady. What did it matter to me

if she hated the sound of his voice, or if he put every indignity upon

her in the hope of breaking her spirit, and spoke to her as he would

never have dared to speak to one of his servants? The landlord told me

of these things, and of many more like them, but they passed out of my

mind, for they were no concern of mine. But what I did want to hear was

the form in which Lord Mannering kept his riches. Title-deeds and stock

certificates are but paper, and more danger than profit to the man who

takes them. But metal and stones are worth a risk. And then, as if he

were answering my very thoughts, the landlord told me of Lord

Mannering’s great collection of gold medals, that it was the most

valuable in the world, and that it was reckoned that if they were put

into a sack the strongest man in the parish would not be able to raise

them. Then his wife called him, and he and I went to our beds.

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