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THE COWARD.

A Novel of Society and the Field in 1863.

by

HENRY MORFORD.

Author of "Shoulder-Straps," "The Days of Shoddy," etc.

Philadelphia:

T. B. Peterson & Brothers,

306 Chestnut Street.

Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1864, by

T. B. Peterson & Brothers,

In the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the United

States, in and for the Eastern District of Pennsylvania.

TO

THE PATRIOT PRINTERS OF AMERICA--

THE MEN WHO

HAVE FURNISHED MORE SOLDIERS

THAN ANY OTHER CLASS

IN COMPARISON WITH THE WHOLE NUMBER OF THEIR CRAFT,

TO

THE DEAD HEROES OF THE WAR FOR THE UNION

AND

THE LIVING ARMIES THAT YET BULWARK ITS HOPE,--

THIS

BLENDING OF THE FACTS AND FANCIES

OF

WAR-TIME,

IS

DEDICATED BY THEIR BROTHER-CRAFTSMAN,

THE AUTHOR.

_New York City, July, 1864._

PREFACE.

Some persons, taking up this work with expectations more or less elevated,

may possibly lay it down with disappointment after perusal, because it does

not discuss with sharp personalities, as the title may have led them to

suppose, the conduct of some of those well-known men connected with the

Union Army, who have disgracefully faltered on the field. But the truth is

that the Union Army has mustered very few cowards--so few, that a

distinguished artist, not long ago called on to draw an ideal head of one

of that class, said: "Really it is so long since I have seen a coward, that

I scarcely know how to go about it!" The aim of the writer, eschewing all

such tempting personalities, and quite as carefully avoiding all dry

didactic discussion of the theme of courage and its opposite,--has

principally been to illustrate the tendency of many men to misunderstand

their own characters in certain particulars, and the inevitable consequence

of their being misunderstood by the world, in one direction or the other.

No apology is felt to be necessary for the length at which the scenery of

the White Mountains, their actualities of interest and possibilities of

danger, have been introduced into the narration; nor is it believed that

the chain of connection with the great contest will be found the weaker

because the glimpses given of it are somewhat more brief than in preceding

publications of the same series. In those portions the writer has again

occasion to acknowledge the assistance of the same capable hand which

supplied much of the war data for both of his previous volumes.

NEW YORK CITY, _July 1st, 1864._

CONTENTS.

CHAPTER I.

A June Morning of Eighteen Hundred and Sixty-three--Glimpses

of West Philadelphia--The Days before Gettysburgh--The Two on

the Piazza--Margaret Hayley and Elsie Brand--An Embrace and a

Difference--Foreshadowings of Carlton Brand, Brother and

Lover 29

CHAPTER II.

The Coming of Carlton Brand--Almost a Paladin of

Balaclava--Brother and Sister--A Spasm of Shame--The

Confession--The Coward--How Margaret Hayley heard Many Words

not intended for her--The Rupture and the Separation 45

CHAPTER III.

Kitty Hood and her School-house--Dick Compton going

Soldiering--A Lover's Quarrel, a bit of Jealousy, and a

Threat--How Dick Compton met his supposed Rival--An

Encounter, Sudden Death, and Kitty Hood's terrible Discovery 61

CHAPTER IV.

The Residence of the Brands--Robert Brand and Dr.

Pomeroy--Radical and Copperhead--A passage-at-arms that ended

in a Quarrel--Elspeth Graeme the Housekeeper--The Shadow of

Shame--Father and Daughter--The falling of a parent's Curse 81

CHAPTER V.

The Birth and Blood of the Brands--Pride that came down from

the Crusades--Robert Brand as Soldier and Pension-Agent--How

Elsie raved, and how the Father's Curse seemed to be

answered--Dr. James Holton, and the loss of a Corpus Delicti 99

CHAPTER VI.

The Residence of Dr. Pomeroy--Nathan Bladesden and Eleanor

Hill--A kneeling Woman and a rigid Quaker--The ruin that a

Letter had wrought--A Parting that seemed eternal--Carlton

Brand alive once more, and a Glance at the fatal Letter 120

CHAPTER VII.

A return to 1856--Nicholas Hill, Iron-merchant--His Death,

his Daughter, and his Friend--How Dr. Pomeroy became a

Guardian and how he Discharged that duty--A ruin and an

awakening--The market value of Dunderhaven Stock in 1858 137

CHAPTER VIII.

What followed the revelation of Betrayal--A gleam of Hope for

Eleanor Hill--A relative from California, a projected Voyage,

and a Disappointment--One more Letter--The broken thread

resumed--Carlton Brand's farewell, and an Elopement 164

CHAPTER IX.

Dr. Pomeroy's purposed Pursuit--A plain Quaker who used very

plain Language--Almost a Fight--How Mrs. Burton Hayley

consoled her Daughter, and how Margaret revealed the Past--A

Compact--Dr. Pomeroy's Canine Adventure--Old Elspeth once

more--A Search that found Nothing. 174

CHAPTER X.

Before and after Gettysburgh--The Apathy and Despair which

preceded, and the Jubilation which followed--What Kitty Hood

said after the Battle, and what Robert Brand--Brother and

Sister--A guest at the Fifth Avenue Hotel--A fire-room Visit,

an Interview, and a Departure for Europe 200

CHAPTER XI.

Anomalies of the War for the Union--The Watering-place rush

of 1863--A White Mountain party disembarking at

Littleton--Who filled the Concord coach--The

Vanderlyns--Shoddy on its travels--Mr. Brooks Cunninghame and

his Family--"H. T." and an Excitement 219

CHAPTER XII.

Landing at the Profile House--Halstead Rowan and

Gymnastics--How that person saw Clara Vanderlyn and became a

Rival of "H. T."--The Full Moon in the Notch--Trodden Toes, a

Name, a Voice, and a Rencontre--Margaret Hayley and Capt.

Hector Coles--The Old Man of the Mountain by Moonlight, and a

Mystery 237

CHAPTER XIII.

Miss Clara Vanderlyn and her Pet Bears--A misadventure and a

Friendly Hand in time--The question of Courage--Halstead

Rowan and Mrs. Brooks Cunninghame on Geography--The Dead

Washington, the Flume and the Pool--With the personal

relations weaving at that juncture. 255

CHAPTER XIV.

A disaster to Master Brooks Brooks Cunninghame--Exit into the

bottom of the Pool--Nobody that could swim, and Margaret

Hayley in Excitement--"H. T." in his element, in two

senses--Another Introduction and a new Hero--Scenes in the

Profile parlor--Rowan and Clara Vanderlyn--The Insult 279

CHAPTER XV.

How Halstead Rowan arranged that expected Duel--Ten-pins

versus bloodshed--Some anxiety about identity--The "H. T."

initials, again--A farewell to the Brooks Cunninghames--An

hour on Echo Lake, with a Rhapsody and a strangely-interested

Listener 298

CHAPTER XVI.

Cloud and Storm at the Profile--Sights and Sensations of a

rainy-day ride to the Crawford--Horace Townsend and Halstead

Rowan once more together--Unexpected Arrivals--A cavalcade of

Miserables--An ascent of Mount Washington, with Equestrianism

and War-whoops extraordinary 323

CHAPTER XVII.

Horace Townsend with a Lady in charge--An adventure over the

"Gulf of Mexico"--Clara Vanderlyn in deadly peril--A moment

of horror--Halstead Rowan and a display of the Comanche

riding--Townsend's eclipse--The return to the

Crawford--Margaret Hayley again, and a Conversation overheard 348

CHAPTER XVIII.

Horace Townsend and Margaret Hayley--A strange Rencontre in

the Parlor--Another Rencontre, equally strange but less

pleasant--How Clara Vanderlyn faded away from the

Mountains--And how the Comanche Rider "played baby" and

disappeared 370

CHAPTER XIX.

A strange Character at breakfast--"The Rambler," and his

Antecedents--What Horace Townsend heard about Fate--Going up

to Pic-nic on Mount Willard--The Plateau, the Rope and the

Swing--Spreading the Banquet--The dinner-call and a cry which

answered it--A fearful situation. 392

CHAPTER XX.

Suspense in danger, in two Senses--Horace Townsend with a

Swing-rope--An invitation to Captain Hector Coles--A fearful

piece of Amateur Gymnastics--Going down into the

Schute--Success or Failure?--The event, and Margaret Hayley's

madness--Two unfortunate Declarations 410

CHAPTER XXI.

The bearer of a Disgraced Name in England--A strange Quest

and a strange Unrest--Hurrying over to Ireland--Too late for

the Packet--The little Despatch-steamer--Henry Fitzmaurice,

the journalist--The peril of the Emerald, and the end of all

Quests save one 432

CHAPTER XXII.

Pleasanton's advance on Culpeper--Crossing the

Rappahannock--The fight and the calamity of Rawson's

Cross-Roads--Taking of Culpeper--Pleasanton's Volunteer

Aide--Townsend versus Coles--The meeting of Two who loved

each other--And the Little Ride they took together 452

CHAPTER XXIII.

Once more at West Philadelphia--September and Change--Last

glimpses of Kitty Hood and Dick Compton--Robert Brand and his

invited Guest--The news of Death--Old Elspeth Graeme as a

Seeress--The dispatch from Alexandria--The Quest of Brand and

Margaret Hayley 478

CHAPTER XXIV.

In the Hospital at Alexandria--The wounded Man and his

Nurse--Who was Horace Townsend?--A Mystery explained--How

Eleanor Hill went back to Dr. Pomeroy's--One word more of the

Comanche Rider--Conclusion 490

THE COWARD.

CHAPTER I.

A JUNE MORNING OF EIGHTEEN HUNDRED AND SIXTY-THREE--GLIMPSES

OF WEST PHILADELPHIA--THE DAYS BEFORE GETTYSBURG--THE TWO ON

THE PIAZZA--MARGARET HAYLEY AND ELSIE BRAND--AN EMBRACE AND

A DIFFERENCE--FORESHADOWINGS OF CARLTON BRAND, BROTHER AND

LOVER.

A wide piazza, with the columns made of such light tracery in scrolled

plank-work that they seemed to be almost unreal and gave an appearance of

etheriality to the whole front of the house. The piazza, flecked over with

the golden June sunshine that stole down between the branches of the tall

trees standing in front and shading the house, and that crept in through

the network of twine and climbing roses clambering almost up to the roof

from the balustrade below. The house to which the piazza adjoined, large,

built of wood in that half Flemish and half Elizabethan style which has of

late years been made popular through cheap books on cottage architecture

and the illustrations in agricultural newspapers,--two and a half stories

in height, with a double gabled front that belonged to the one, elaborate

cornices and work over the piazza that belonged to the other, and a turret

in the centre that belonged to neither. A wide, tall door opening from the

piazza, and windows also opening upon it, sweeping down quite to the

floor. Altogether a house which approached more nearly to the "composite"

order of architecture so much affected by wealthy Americans, than to any

one set down in the books by a particular designation; and yet shapely and

imposing, and showing that if the most unimpeachable taste had not presided

over the erection, yet wealth had been lavishly expended and all the modern

graces and ornaments freely supplied.

In front of the house, and sweeping down to the road that ran within a

hundred feet, a grassed lawn lying in the lovely green of early summer,

only broken at irregular intervals by the dozen of trees of larger and

smaller sizes, round which the earth had been artistically made to swell so

as to do away with any appearance of newness and create the impression that

the roundness had been caused by the bursting of the trees farther out of

the ground through many years of vigorous growth. Beneath one of the

largest of the trees--a maple, with the silver sheen almost equally divided

between its bark and its glossy leaves, a long wooden bench or settee, with

two or three sofa-cushions thrown carelessly upon it, as if it formed at

times a favorite lounge for a reader or a smoker. On the piazza a triad of

chairs, irregularly placed and all unoccupied. One of the two folding doors

leading into the halls from the piazza, wide open, as became the season,

and the other half closed as if a single puff of summer breeze coming

through the hall had become exhausted before closing it entirely. One of

the windows opening from the piazza into what seemed to be the better part

of the house, closed entirely; and the other, with the shutters "bowed" or

half open, permitting a peep into a large parlor or sitting-room, with rich

carpet and handsome furniture, but kept dusky under the impression (more or

less reasonable) that thereby additional coolness would be secured.

Near the house, on both sides, other houses of corresponding pretension

though displaying great variety in style of architecture; and in front,

across the wide road, still others showing to the right and left, and the

whole appearance of the immediate neighborhood evidencing that it was

neither country nor city, but a blending of both, suburban, and a chosen

spot for the residences of those who did business in the great city and

wished to be near it, and who possessed means and taste to make so pleasant

a selection. Still farther away in front, as seen between the other houses

and shrubbery, and stretching off southward in a long rolling sweep, rich

agricultural country, with some of the hay-crop yet ungathered, broad

fields of grain receiving the last ripening kiss of the sun before yielding

to the sickle or the reaping-machine, and fruit-trees already beginning to

be golden with the apples, pears and peaches glimmering amid the leaves. A

quiet, gentle scene, with evident wealth to gild it and perfect repose to

lend it character; and over all the warm sun of a June morning resting like

a benediction, and a slight shadow of golden haze in the air softening

every object in the perspective. Occasionally a pedestrian figure moving

slowly along one of the foot-paths that bordered the wide road; and anon a

farm-wagon loaded with early produce and on its way to market, rumbling by

with such a sleepy expression on the face of the driver and such lollings

of the ears of the full-fed and lazy horses, that the episode of its

passage rather added to than detracted from the slumberous quiet of the

prospect.

Then another passage, very different and not at all in keeping with any of

the points that have before been noted. An officer in full uniform, with

the front of his chasseur cap thrown high in defiance of the glare of the

sunshine, spurring by on a high-stepping and fast-trotting horse, eastward

towards the city, with such life and haste in every movement of himself and

the animal he bestrode as to momentarily dash the whole view with unquiet.

Then the equestrian figure out of sight and the beat of his horse's hoofs

heard no longer; and the scene relapsing into that languor born of the June

morning verging rapidly towards noon.

Then a sudden sound, still more discordant with the drowsy peace of the

hour than the sight of the spurring soldier, and still more painfully

suggestive of war in the land of peace. The quick, sharp rattle of a

snare-drum, but a little space removed, and apparently passing down one of

the lateral roads in the neighborhood, dying away with a light tap into the

distance a moment after, and quiet coming back again yet more markedly

after so incongruous an interruption.

The place, West Philadelphia, half a mile or more beyond the Schuylkill,

not far from the line traversed beyond the bridge by the Market Street

cars, and near the intersection of that branch of the main artery known as

the Darby Road,--in the outer edge of that beautiful little section with

its tall trees and plats of natural green, out of and into which the

shrieking monsters of the Pennsylvania Central Railroad dart every hour in

the day with freight and passengers to and from the Great West. The time,

late in June, 1863, a few days before Gettysburg, when the long-threatened

invasion of the North by the rebels had become for the moment an

accomplished fact, when Lee and Ewell had crossed the Potomac, swept on

through Upper Maryland, entered Pennsylvania, devastated the farms and

carried away the stock of the farmers on the border, laid York under a

contribution, burned the barracks at Carlisle, and threatened every hour to

capture Harrisburgh and force the passage of the Susquehanna. When women

and children, and by far too many of the able-bodied inhabitants who should

have shown more pride if they indeed possessed no courage, had fled away

from the Seat of Government of the Keystone State, and the public records

were following them to prevent their falling into the hands of an enemy

known to be destructive and revengeful, and for the moment believed to be

irresistible. When the rebels themselves boasted that they were about to

teach the North all the horrors of war that had fallen upon the South in

the long contest,--and that in a few days they would water their

cavalry-horses in the Delaware, if they did not achieve the same success at

the very banks of the Hudson; and when the newspapers of New York and

Philadelphia, for the moment completely discouraged, gave up the line of

defence of the Susquehanna, and gravely debated, whether a check could

indeed be made at the Delaware, with the loss of the Quaker City, or

whether the great struggle must at last be transferred to the Hudson hills

of New Jersey. When the Reserves were mustering in Philadelphia, and the

Coal Regiments forming in the haunts of the sturdy miners. When the

Pennsylvania coal-mines were to be set on fire by the invader, and left to

burn on until all the fuel of the nation was destroyed, if the "great

conflagration" of the whole earth did not follow as a result. When more

placards calling for the defence of the State, were exhibited in the

neighborhood of old Independence Hall, than had ever shown there, inviting

the idle to amusement, in the most prosperous seasons of opera, theatre and

concert-saloon--drums beating at every corner, brass bands blowing on every

square, patriotic appeals and efforts to recruit on every hand, and yet the

people apparently lying under bodily apathy or mental paralysis. When

Governor Seymour, of New York, and Governor Parker, of New Jersey, waiving

the political question for the moment, were calling out the troops of those

States to the defence of Pennsylvania; and when the militia of the city of

New York and the returned nine-months volunteers of New Jersey were showing

themselves equally ready to respond to the call. When the Army of the

Potomac seemed for the moment to be nothing, even for the defence of the

North, Hooker discredited, no successor discovered, public confidence lost,

the very darkest day of the struggle at hand, and no man able or willing to

predict what might be the extent of disaster reached before the rolling

back of the tide of invasion from the homes of the loyal States.

Such were the place, the time, the surroundings, and the atmosphere (so to

speak) of the house of the blended Flemish and Elizabethan styles of

architecture, at West Philadelphia, of which, thus far, only the outward

aspects have been presented. Yet there may be an inexcusable neglect of

the proprieties, in presenting a house, its green lawn, shady trees, and

even the pleasant landscape stretching away in front of it, before those

living figures which would certainly have attracted the attention of an

observer in advance of any of the inanimate beauties of art or nature.

Those figures were two in number, both standing on the piazza, very near

the trellis of climbing roses, and where the flecks of sunshine fell

through the leaves upon them and dashed them with little dots and lines of

moving light, as well as the floor upon which they stood. Both were

girls--both young--both beautiful; at least each possessed that combination

of features, form and manner, making her very pleasing to the casual

observer, and certain to be reckoned beautiful by some one admitted to a

closer knowledge of the spirit enshrined within. They were evidently dear

friends; for as they stood near the trellis, and the hand of the taller of

the two plucked a half-open rose from one of the clusters, and she

playfully tried to coax it to a fuller opening by breathing caressingly

upon it and separating its clinging leaves with her dainty fingers,--the

arm of the other was around her waist, and both the trim and graceful forms

were slightly swaying backward and forward in that pleasant, idle,

school-girl motion which the grown woman does not easily forget until it

has given the "fidgets" to half her elder acquaintances.

The taller and perhaps by a year the elder--she of the rose--was the

daughter of the mistress of that pleasant summer paradise, born to wealth

and position, and her birth registered some two-and-twenty years before in

the predecessor of the heavy family Bible with its golden clasps, which lay

in state in the parlor so near her, as Margaret Hayley. She was a little

above the average height of womanhood, and might have seemed too tall for

grace but for the exquisite rounding of the lithe form, the matchless fall

of a pair of sloping shoulders that could not probably be matched within a

radius of an hundred miles, the graceful carriage of a neck that would

have been long if less elegantly poised, the beauty in shape and spring in

motion of the Arab foot under which the water would have run as easily as

beneath a bridge, and the supple delicacy of the long taper fingers with

their rose-tinted nails, which seemed perfect and high-blooded enough to

have a mission of playing among heart-strings as the fingers of others

might do among the chords of a harp.

In feature the young girl had quite as many claims to attention. The hair

was very dark and very profuse--so near to black that it needed the

sunlight before the golden shadows in the dark brown became fully

apparent--swept plainly down on either side, in the madonna fashion, from a

brow that was very pure, high and clear. The face was handsomely moulded,

rather long than broad, as beseemed the figure, rather pale than ruddy,

though with a dash of healthy color in each cheek that belied any momentary

suspicion of ill health; the nose a little long and somewhat decided, but

very classic in outline and finely cut at the nostril; the eyes dark--so

dark that a careless observer would have lost their brown and called them

black, and their expression a little reserved if not sad and even sometimes

severe; the mouth small and well-shaped, with the lips as delicately tinted

as the faintest blush-rose in the cluster near her, but a shade too thin

for the exhibition of exuberant passion, and showing a slight curl of pride

at the corners of the upper; the chin rounded, full, and forming a pleasant

point for the eye to rest upon as it descended from the face to study the

contour of neck and shoulders. The first appreciative glance at her was

certain to be followed by the suppressed exclamation: "How very handsome!"

and the second by a thought that the lips did not syllable: "How very proud

and queenly!" It might have needed many more than a third, before the gazer

could go to the full depth of a very marked character, and say how much of

that queenly bearing might be ready to bend at last to the magic touch of

the softer passions, and how much of that evident goodness and firmness

might be employed in conveying happiness to others than herself. Among her

peculiarities, she seemed to despise stripes, plaids, sprigs, spots, and

the other endless varieties of color in material; and the lawn which swept

that morning around her erect figure was of a neutral tint and as devoid of

spot as were arms, ears and neck of any ornament in jewelry except a small

cameo at the throat, a slight gold chain around the neck and descending to

the bosom, and a single cluster diamond sparkling on the forefinger of the

right-hand that was dallying with the spirit hidden among the rose-leaves.

No more telling contrast to the tall, majestic girl could well have been

supplied, than her neighbor and dear friend, Elsie Brand (Elspeth,

baptismally, for reasons that will hereafter develop themselves, but always

called Elsie by those admitted to the least intimacy.) She was at least

four inches shorter than Miss Hayley, round and rather plump, though very

graceful in figure, with a chubby face, ruddy cheeks, piquant nose, merry

blue eyes, pouting red lips, full hair coming low down on the forehead and

of that pale gold which the old Scotch poets immortalized as "yellow," in

so many of their lays of the bardic era. Pretty, beyond question, but more

good and attractive-looking than beautiful; and if a second look at

Margaret Hayley would have induced an observation having reference to her

pride, a second at Elsie Brand was certain to bring out the thought if not

the speech: "What a charming, good little girl!" Perhaps a third, with

persons not too severely in training for the great Olympian races of

morality, was very likely to create such a sensation as one experiences in

gazing at a lusciously ripe peach, having particular reference to the pulpy

red lips with their funny pout and kissable look, and ending in a wish that

the crimson love-apples of the modern Hesperides were not quite so

zealously guarded.

Elsie had not yet passed her twenty-second birthday, though she had been

"of age" for a good many twelvemonths, in the estimation of those who had

come near enough to her to feel the beating of her warm heart. Doctor

James Holton, graduate of the Pennsylvania Medical College, and lately a

student with one who had been a student with David Hosack, held his own

peculiar estimation of Elsie Brand, and had almost been driven into rank

atheism from the necessity of both holding and proving that the theory of

our springing from one common father and mother could not possibly be

correct, as the clay of which Elsie was made had been so very different--so

much purer, sweeter and better--from that employed in the moulding of

ordinary mortals!

For some minutes the two young girls had been standing in silence, Margaret

engaged with experiments on her opening rose and Elsie with one arm around

her and lazily observing the operation--both apparently full of that

indolent enjoyment born of ease, content, and the languid air of the summer

morning. Then the little one spoke:

"Margaret, do you know of what I have been thinking for the last two

minutes?"

"Haven't any machine by which I could pry into the droll secrets of your

brain, Elsie, my dear!" answered the taller, pleasantly, but with no smile

upon her lips meanwhile, and apparently with all her attention yet absorbed

in her horticultural experiment.

"Shall I tell you?" queried Elsie.

"Certainly, pet, if you like!" was the reply, the tone, as well as the word

of endearment, showing indefinably that Margaret Hayley thought of herself

as a woman and yet of her companion (of nearly the same age) as little more

than a child.

"I was thinking," said the little girl, "how much of character is sometimes

shown in the action of a moment, and how very different we are."

"Who thought your little head was so philosophical, Elsie?" answered

Margaret, and this time she for a moment deserted her rose and looked

around with a pleasant smile. "Well, the application of your thought to

yourself and to me?"

"Oh," said the little one. "It was only about the rose. I should have

plucked it, if I plucked it at all, and enjoyed it as it was. You are

trying to make something else out of it, and yet show no wish to destroy

the flower. A cruel woman--different from either of us, I hope--would

probably be plucking off the leaves one by one and throwing them away,

without caring how much pain she might be inflicting on the life of the

flower, hidden away down somewhere in its heart."

"A very pretty idea, upon my word!" said Margaret, ceasing to blow upon and

pluck at the leaves, and turning upon her companion a countenance showing

something like surprised admiration. "And what do you make of my character,

Elsie, as shown by my handling of the rose?"

"You must not be angry with me, Margaret," answered the young girl, a

little in the spirit of deprecation. "But you see _I_ should have been

satisfied with the rose as it was, and the other would have been cruelly

dissatisfied with it in any shape, and you----"

"Well, dear? I----"

"You showed that you were not entirely satisfied with every thing as it

was, and that you had a little self-will leading you to force things to be

as you chose, by trying to make that poor little flower outrun the course

of nature and bloom before it was quite ready."

"I think you are right, Elsie," said Margaret, nodding her head in that

slight and repeated manner indicative of answering the mind within quite as

much as any observation from without. "I am _not_ satisfied with every

thing in the world, Elsie. I am not cruel, I hope and believe; but I am

sharper, harder, more requiring than you, and consequently not formed for

half so much true happiness. I _do_ feel like forcing things to be what I

require, sometimes, and then I suppose I grow unamiable."

"You are never any thing else than a dear good girl, with a wiser head than

my rattle-pate, and my own sweet sister that is to be!" and the arm of the

speaker went still more closely around the slight waist it encircled. A

blush as delicately roseate as the first flushings of dawn crept over the

more classic face that bent above her own, the lips above came down to meet

those pouting below, and the two young girls were kissing and embracing as

if they had been two lovers of opposite sexes but very much of one opinion

as to the best office of the lips. Any delicately-nerved old bachelor who

should have happened to pass in front of the house at that moment and catch

a glimpse of the scene just then enacted on the piazza, would certainly

have fainted away on the spot, at the idea of such a waste of the most

delicious of "raw material."

"You may have the rose for your lesson--you see I have not spoiled it,

after all," said Margaret, when the kiss had been given and the rosy flush

died away from her own cheek.

"To give to Carlton?" asked Elsie, as she held out her hand for it.

"No, Carlton must come after his own roses!" was the reply, with the least

dash of pride in the curling of the upper lip.

"And pluck them himself?" asked saucy Elsie.

"Certainly!"

"No matter where he finds them growing--on tree, or on cheek, or on lips!"

continued the young girl, with a light laugh.

For an instant the same flush rose again on the cheek of Margaret Hayley;

then she forced it away, smiled, and said:

"Certainly! why not? Carlton Brand kisses me, sometimes, and I have more

than once kissed him back. What is that to you, sauce-box, when we are

engaged to be married?"

"What is that to me? Every thing! Joy--happiness--to know that I am going

to have so dear a sister!" cried the little one, throwing both her arms,

this time, around the pliant waist of Margaret and hugging her in a perfect

transport of delight, which seemed quite shared in, though more

tranquilly, by the object of the demonstration.

The saddest, cruellest thing in all the lyric drama is the blast of De

Sylva's horn on Ernani's wedding morning, calling him in one instant from

happy love to dishonor or death. Neither in romance nor in nature should

such sudden transitions occur. Alas, for humanity! they do occur in both,

not occasionally but habitually. The Duchess of Richmond's ball--then

Waterloo. De Joinville springs on board his flag-ship to sail for the

attack on Vera Cruz, in the very ball dress in which he has been dancing

the whole night through with the republican belles at Castle Garden. The

Pall is over every thing of earth: how sadly and how inevitably it droops

above the Banner! No scene upon earth could have been more exquisitely

peaceful, and few could have been lovelier, than that which surrounded and

comprehended those two fair girls in their embrace upon the piazza. Wealth,

youth, beauty, good feeling, happiness--all were there; and love blent with

friendship, for was not the embrace, given by Elsie Brand and accepted by

Margaret Hayley, both given and accepted quite as much for her brother's

sake as her own? It was fitting, then, according to the sad fitness of

earth, that the element of discord should enter into the peaceful and the

beautiful.

The officer spurred by, as we have seen him do, gazing only with our

incorporeal eyes. Both the young girls, just releasing each other from

their embrace, saw the dark cloud of war sweeping between them and the

sunlit grain fields. Elsie Brand shuddered and drew back, as if the

incongruity jarred her nature. Margaret Hayley instantly lifted her proud

neck the higher, as if something in _her_ nature sympathized with every

suggestion of the struggle, and as if she was, indeed, insensibly riding on

with the hurrying horseman.

"And what does the shudder mean, little one?" asked Margaret, who had

plainly distinguished it at the moment of release.

"I hate war, and every thing connected with it!" was the reply, the tone

almost petulant.

"And I do _not_ hate it, painful as it may be in many particulars," said

Margaret. "Force and energy are the noblest developments in life. Bravery

is the nearest possible approach to that divine character which knows no

superior and consequently fears none."

"Nearer to the divine than _love_?" asked the little one.

Just for one instant, again, that roseate tint on the cheek of Margaret, as

she said: "Nobler, if not nearer to the divine; and sorry as I must be to

see the bloodshed caused by a civil war in my native land, I am almost glad

that it has occurred, sometimes, as a means of rousing the sluggish pulses

of men who would otherwise have stagnated in trade and pleasure, and

proving that we yet possess something of the hero spirit of old."

"And _I_ am sorry for it all the while, night and day, in my prayers and in

my dreams," answered Elsie Brand, with a sigh. "Hark!" as the tap of the

drum came across from the lateral road before-mentioned. "There is another

reminder of the curse, and one that comes nearer home. Do you remember,

Margaret, that I shall soon have a brother, and you a lover, separated from

us and in terrible danger? They say Harrisburgh must be taken, unless a

very large body of troops can reach it at once. The Reserves will probably

go on, to-night, and Carlton will probably accept his old commission again.

I do want him to do his duty, Margaret, if it _is_ his duty; but I hope

that he will not think so--that he will not go away."

"And _I_ hope that he _will_!" answered Margaret, her tall form drawn up to

its full height, and a look of stern pride upon her face that could not

very well be mistaken.

"To go into danger--perhaps to death?" asked Elsie, looking sadly at the

proud Sibylline face.

"To a thousand deaths, if necessary, rather than towards the least

suspicion of a want of true manhood!"

"Ah, you do not know the trembling fear of a sister's love!" said Elsie,

with a sigh.

"I know a love fifty times deeper!" said Margaret, the pride still on her

face, and yet that ever-returning flush coming up again to say that if love

had not conquered pride it had at least divided the dominion. "Listen,

Elsie Brand, to some words that you may as well understand now as ever.

There is no one near to hear us, and so it is almost like speaking before

heaven alone. I love your brother, deeply, devotedly, with all the power of

my nature--so devotedly that if that love should be wrenched away from my

heart by any circumstance, I know that my life would thenceforth be but one

long, wretched mockery of existence. Happy natures like yours, Elsie, do

not know the absolute agony that lies in such love. And yet I could give up

that love, and my life with it, and would do so, before I would live, love,

and yet _despise_!"

"Despise?--are you speaking of Carlton--of my brother?" asked the young

girl, apparently a little lost in the mysterious energy of her companion's

words.

"I said that I could _not_ despise," Margaret Hayley went on. "I must not,

or we have no future. Do you know that I should have reverenced your

brother more, even if I did not love him better, if he had not refused the

commission in the army tendered him at the commencement of the war? I might

have wept, perhaps mourned--but I should have idolized. Now, I only love a

mortal like myself, where I might have been worshipping a hero!"

"Or sobbing over a grave!" said Elsie, with a sigh which told how easily

she might have been brought to illustrate the word she used.

"What then!" was the quick reply of Margaret. "The glory would have been

his--the loss and grief would have been mine, and I could have borne them.

But he did not choose to enter the struggle, prominent as he had once been

in military movements. He had the excuse of business and occupation, and I

have tried to believe that he needed no other."

"Needed?--what do you mean, Margaret?" cried Elsie Brand in a tone and with

a movement of starting back which evidenced both pain and alarm.

"It is a painful thing, but I must say it, to you, as I do not know that I

could say it to him," pursued Margaret. "I mean, that I have tried to

believe that there was no flaw in my idol--that Carlton Brand, who held

every pulse of my woman's heart responsive to his touch--did not lack the

one manly virtue of _courage_!"

"And would you _dare_ to believe my brother--the man you have pretended to

love--a _coward_?" There was something vexed and sharp, almost angry, in

Elsie's tone, now, that did not promise another immediate embrace like that

of a few moments previous. Margaret Hayley saw the expression of her face,

but neither blenched before it nor seemed to feel any anger at the

manifestation.

"Elsie Brand," she said, her words slow, measured, and with a cadence that

was somehow inexpressibly pained and mournful, "I am no school-girl, and I

am speaking words that I mean. I know your brother to be patriotic, I know

him to be in high health, athletic, vigorous and determined; and have

sometimes believed that if he had possessed that one requisite, animal

courage, he would long ago have been fighting the foes of the republic.

Grieve as I may to part with him, I am glad you believe that he is going

with the Reserves. He had his choice, before, and I let my own heart

instead of my reason have sway, and did not question its propriety. But

were he to hang back now, when his native State is invaded and every arm

necessary to drive back the rebels from Pennsylvania soil, I should know

that he was a coward!"

"I don't like you, Margaret Hayley, when your face looks so and you talk in

that manner!" said the little girl. "But I will not quarrel with you.

Carlton is going with the Reserves, and some day when he is killed or you

hear how he has shamed all the rest with his bravery, you will be sorry for

the words you have just spoken!" Just then the little yellow-haired girl

was the Sibyl, and her prophecy went upon record with the wild words of

Margaret, to be afterwards remembered--how sadly!

"No--do not be angry with me, Elsie," said Margaret, taking the hand that

had been temporarily released. "You have no cause. I have been speaking

against my own heart all the while, much more than against the man whom I

truly love. I know him to be noble and true, and I will believe him brave.

Are you satisfied? Kiss me!" and the proud, statuesque face once more lost

its gravity, to bring back all the joyousness into the rounder and merrier

one from which it had temporarily departed.

The light summer jockey-hat of Elsie lay just within the door, on a chair.

With a quick glance at the watch hidden under her waist-riband, she stepped

within the door, threw on her hat, and was about to terminate her somewhat

prolonged morning-call, when Margaret took it off again, dropped it into

one of the vacant chairs, and said:

"No--do not go away. You have nothing to do at home--mother has gone down

to the city for the day, you know, and I shall be lonely. We shall have

some lunch--you may call it dinner if it will taste any better,--very soon.

Stay till the afternoon--cannot you do so, just as well as not?"

"I suppose so--no, I must see Carlton--yes, though, Carlton will be quite

as likely to come here first as to go home, if he has arranged to go

away--yes, I will stay if you wish it so much!" rapidly answered the little

one.

"That is a good girl," said Margaret Hayley, just as she might have patted

a school hobby-de-hoy on the head. "Now run into the parlor and get the

very nicest book you can find, draw the easy-chair out of the hall, and

enjoy yourself the best you can for just twenty minutes, while I go down

to the kitchen, in ma's place, and see what progress our new Dutch cook has

been making."

She disappeared with the words, and her injunctions were acted upon almost

as rapidly. In half a minute Elsie had the arm-chair out of the hall, and

an illustrated work off one of the tables in the parlor, and was prepared

for her short period of indolent enjoyment.

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