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When he got into the street he looked about him for a cab, but was

obliged to walk some distance before encountering one. In this little

interval he saw no reason to modify the determination he had formed in

descending the steep staircase of the Hotel de la Garonne; indeed the

desire prompting it only quickened his pace. He had an hour to spare and

would also go to see Madame Carre. If Miriam and her companion had

proceeded to the Rue de Constantinople on foot he would probably reach

the house as soon as they. It was all quite logical: he was eager to see

Miriam--that was natural enough; and he had admitted to Mrs. Rooth that

he was keen on the subject of Mrs. Lovick's theatrical brother, in whom

such effective aid might perhaps reside. To catch Miriam really

revealing herself to the old actress after the jump she believed herself

to have taken--since that was her errand--would be a very happy stroke,

the thought of which made her benefactor impatient. He presently found

his cab and, as he bounded in, bade the coachman drive fast. He learned

from Madame Carre's portress that her illustrious _locataire_ was at

home and that a lady and a gentleman had gone up some time before.

In the little antechamber, after his admission, he heard a high voice

come from the salon and, stopping a moment to listen, noted that Miriam

was already launched in a recitation. He was able to make out the

words, all the more that before he could prevent the movement the

maid-servant who had led him in had already opened the door of the

room--one of the leaves of it, there being, as in most French doors, two

of these--before which, within, a heavy curtain was suspended. Miriam

was in the act of rolling out some speech from the English poetic

drama--

"For I am sick and capable of fears,

Oppressed with wrongs and therefore full of fears."

He recognised one of the great tirades of Shakespeare's Constance and

saw she had just begun the magnificent scene at the beginning of the

third act of _King John_, in which the passionate, injured mother and

widow sweeps in wild organ-tones the entire scale of her irony and

wrath. The curtain concealed him and he lurked three minutes after he

had motioned to the _femme de chambre_ to retire on tiptoe. The trio in

the salon, absorbed in the performance, had apparently not heard his

entrance or the opening of the door, which was covered by the girl's

splendid declamation. Peter listened intently, arrested by the spirit

with which she attacked her formidable verses. He had needed to hear her

set afloat but a dozen of them to measure the long stride she had taken

in his absence; they assured him she had leaped into possession of her

means. He remained where he was till she arrived at

"Then speak again; not all thy former tale,

But this one word, whether thy tale be true."

This apostrophe, briefly responded to in another voice, gave him time

quickly to raise the curtain and show himself, passing into the room

with a "Go on, go on!" and a gesture earnestly deprecating a stop.

Miriam, in the full swing of her part, paused but for an instant and let

herself ring out again, while Peter sank into the nearest chair and she

fixed him with her illumined eyes, that is, with those of the raving

Constance. Madame Carre, buried in a chair, kissed her hand to him, and

a young man who, near the girl, stood giving the cue, stared at him over

the top of a little book. "Admirable, magnificent, go on," Sherringham

repeated--"go on to the end of the scene, do it all!" Miriam's colour

rose, yet he as quickly felt that she had no personal emotion in seeing

him again; the cold passion of art had perched on her banner and she

listened to herself with an ear as vigilant as if she had been a

Paganini drawing a fiddle-bow. This effect deepened as she went on,

rising and rising to the great occasion, moving with extraordinary ease

and in the largest, clearest style at the dizzy height of her idea. That

she had an idea was visible enough, and that the whole thing was very

different from all Sherringham had hitherto heard her attempt. It

belonged quite to another class of effort; she was now the finished

statue lifted from the ground to its pedestal. It was as if the sun of

her talent had risen above the hills and she knew she was moving and

would always move in its guiding light. This conviction was the one

artless thing that glimmered like a young joy through the tragic mask of

Constance, and Sherringham's heart beat faster as he caught it in her

face. It only showed her as more intelligent, and yet there had been a

time when he thought her stupid! Masterful the whole spirit in which she

carried the scene, making him cry to himself from point to point, "How

she feels it, sees it and really 'renders' it!"

He looked now and again at Madame Carre and saw she had in her lap an

open book, apparently a French prose version, brought by her visitors,

of the play; but she never either glanced at him or at the volume: she

only sat screwing into the girl her hard, bright eyes, polished by

experience like fine old brasses. The young man uttering the lines of

the other speakers was attentive in another degree; he followed Miriam,

in his own copy, to keep sure of the cue; but he was elated and

expressive, was evidently even surprised; he coloured and smiled, and

when he extended his hand to assist Constance to rise, after the

performer, acting out her text, had seated herself grandly on "the huge

firm earth," he bowed over her as obsequiously as if she had been his

veritable sovereign. He was a good-looking young man, tall,

well-proportioned, straight-featured and fair, of whom manifestly the

first thing to be said on any occasion was that he had remarkably the

stamp of a gentleman. He earned this appearance, which proved inveterate

and importunate, to a point that was almost a denial of its spirit: so

prompt the question of whether it could be in good taste to wear any

character, even that particular one, so much on one's sleeve. It was

literally on his sleeve that this young man partly wore his own; for it

resided considerably in his garments, and in especial in a certain

close-fitting dark blue frock-coat, a miracle of a fit, which moulded

his juvenility just enough and not too much, and constituted, as

Sherringham was destined to perceive later, his perpetual uniform or

badge. It was not till afterwards that Peter began to feel exasperated

by Basil Dashwood's "type"--the young stranger was of course Basil

Dashwood--and even by his blue frock-coat, the recurrent, unvarying,

imperturbable good form of his aspect. This unprofessional air ended by

striking the observer as the very profession he had adopted, and was

indeed, so far as had as yet been indicated, his mimetic capital, his

main qualification for the stage.

The ample and powerful manner in which Miriam handled her scene produced

its full impression, the art with which she surmounted its difficulties,

the liberality with which she met its great demand upon the voice, and

the variety of expression that she threw into a torrent of objurgation.

It was a real composition, studded with passages that called a

suppressed tribute to the lips and seeming to show that a talent capable

of such an exhibition was capable of anything.

"But thou art fair, and at thy birth, dear boy,

Nature and Fortune join'd to make thee great:

Of Nature's gifts thou mayst with lilies boast,

And with the half-blown rose."

As the girl turned to her imagined child with this exquisite

apostrophe--she addressed Mr. Dashwood as if he were playing Arthur, and

he lowered his book, dropped his head and his eyes and looked handsome

and ingenuous--she opened at a stroke to Sherringham's vision a prospect

that they would yet see her express tenderness better even than anything

else. Her voice was enchanting in these lines, and the beauty of her

performance was that though she uttered the full fury of the part she

missed none of its poetry.

"Where did she get hold of that--where did she get hold of that?" Peter

wondered while his whole sense vibrated. "She hadn't got hold of it when

I went away." And the assurance flowed over him again that she had found

the key to her box of treasures. In the summer, during their weeks of

frequent meeting, she had only fumbled with the lock. One October day,

while he was away, the key had slipped in, had fitted, or her finger at

last had touched the right spring and the capricious casket had flown

open.

It was during the present solemnity that, excited by the way she came

out and with a hundred stirred ideas about her wheeling through his

mind, he was for the first time and most vividly visited by a perception

that ended by becoming frequent with him--that of the perfect presence

of mind, unconfused, unhurried by emotion, that any artistic performance

requires and that all, whatever the instrument, require in exactly the

same degree: the application, in other words, clear and calculated,

crystal-firm as it were, of the idea conceived in the glow of

experience, of suffering, of joy. He was afterwards often to talk of

this with Miriam, who, however, was never to be able to present him with

a neat theory of the subject. She had no knowledge that it was publicly

discussed; she only ranged herself in practice on the side of those who

hold that at the moment of production the artist can't too much have his

wits about him. When Peter named to her the opinion of those maintaining

that at such a crisis the office of attention ceases to be filled she

stared with surprise and then broke out: "Ah the poor idiots!" She

eventually became, in her judgements, in impatience and the expression

of contempt, very free and absolutely irreverent.

"What a splendid scolding!" the new visitor exclaimed when, on the

entrance of the Pope's legate, her companion closed the book on the

scene. Peter pressed his lips to Madame Carre's finger-tips; the old

actress got up and held out her arms to Miriam. The girl never took her

eyes off Sherringham while she passed into that lady's embrace and

remained there. They were full of their usual sombre fire, and it was

always the case that they expressed too much anything they could express

at all; but they were not defiant nor even triumphant now--they were

only deeply explicative. They seemed to say, "That's the sort of thing

I meant; that's what I had in mind when I asked you to try to do

something for me." Madame Carre folded her pupil to her bosom, holding

her there as the old marquise in a _comedie de moeurs_ might in the last

scene have held her god-daughter the _ingenue_.

"Have you got me an engagement?"--the young woman then appealed eagerly

to her friend. "Yes, he has done something splendid for me," she went on

to Madame Carre, resting her hand caressingly on one of the actress's

while the old woman discoursed with Mr. Dashwood, who was telling her in

very pretty French that he was tremendously excited about Miss Rooth.

Madame Carre looked at him as if she wondered how he appeared when he

was calm and how, as a dramatic artist, he expressed that condition.

"Yes, yes, something splendid, for a beginning," Peter answered

radiantly, recklessly; feeling now only that he would say anything and

do anything to please her. He spent on the spot, in imagination, his

last penny.

"It's such a pity you couldn't follow it; you'd have liked it so much

better," Mr. Dashwood observed to their hostess.

"Couldn't follow it? Do you take me for _une sotte_?" the celebrated

artist cried. "I suspect I followed it _de plus pres que vous,

monsieur_!"

"Ah you see the language is so awfully fine," Basil Dashwood replied,

looking at his shoes.

"The language? Why she rails like a fish-wife. Is that what you call

language? Ours is another business."

"If you understood, if you understood, you'd see all the greatness of

it," Miriam declared. And then in another tone: "Such delicious

expressions!"

"_On dit que c'est tres-fort_. But who can tell if you really say it?"

Madame Carre demanded.

"Ah, _par exemple_, I can!" Sherringham answered.

"Oh you--you're a Frenchman."

"Couldn't he make it out if he weren't?" asked Basil Dashwood.

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