CHAPTER XI

Mr. Peavey's automobile was waiting. Dore had telephoned for it while

Ida Summers, protesting, had made a quick toilet. She had at first

thought of availing herself for the day of the car so insistently

pressed upon her; but she was not yet quite sure of Brennon, the

chauffeur. If by any chance she should decide to keep her appointment

with Sassoon, it would not be wise to accept such escort. So she

supplemented the day's preparations by a message to Stacey, who was

given a later rendezvous.

"Down-town! The _Free Press_ building. Hope I didn't get you up too

early, Brennon?"

He grinned at her ideas of morning values.

"He looks as if he were a good sort," Dore thought, meditating on the

possibilities long after she and Ida had tucked themselves in.

"I say, Do, what's the game? Give us the cue!" said Ida Summers, making

heroic efforts to get her eyes open.

"Your cue is to be real sisterly," said Dore. "Stick close, unless I

give you the wink."

"Oh, I'll cling! Arm in arm, eh?" said Ida, beginning to laugh.

"Conversation high-toned. I say, Do, I'm quite excited. Harrigan Blood!

You do move in the swellest circles!"

Dore allowed her to chat away without paying attention, a fact that did

not disturb her companion in the least.

"Well, he'll be furious!" she was thinking, delighted at paying

Massingale back in coin. Nevertheless, she had mitigated the retaliation

by taking a companion. Then, too, the effect on Harrigan Blood would not

be at all bad--Blood, who expected a tete-a-tete, and who could thus be

taught the value of such favors.

But now that she was finally embarked on her impulse, she began to

consider more calmly, even with a willingness to see Massingale's side.

All at once the perfectly obvious explanation occurred to her. How could

he be expected to telephone, when she had not given him the number? Why

had she never thought of this before? Probably he had been frantically

seeking it! Of course he could not telephone--and of course he could not

come personally; he would have to be in court all the morning. Perhaps

at this very moment a letter was waiting for her, by the post, or by a

messenger! She must indeed be in love, to be such a fool!

"Thank heaven," she thought, "I had the sense to bring Ida! I'll confess

to him--or, no! He mustn't know what it has meant!"

The sudden joyful release, the calm of content that came to her from

this explanation, surprised her. For a moment she felt like renouncing

the visit; but a new turn strengthened her resolve. She could hardly

believe in what had happened. Perhaps it was only another case of

self-deception. She would try to revolt, to be interested in another

man, to see if the old game could still attract.

"Lordy! I'd forgotten there was so much New York!" said Ida Summers, who

lived, like her thousand sisters, between the Flatiron and the park.

They entered lower Broadway, random flowers on the foul truck-strewn

flood, advancing by inches, surrounded by polyglot sounds, traversing

revolted Europe in a block, closing their ears against the shrieking

cries of imprisoned industries, the sordid struggle in the streets, the

conflict in the air, where stone flights strove for supremacy.

All at once she remembered--this roaring entrance. She remembered the

evening, not two years before, when she herded from the ferry, satchel

in hand, oppressed by the jargon of a thousand tongues, she had arrived,

hustled and jostled, barely making head against the outflowing tide of

humanity which flushed the street in its roaring homeward scramble.

That first breathless impression of New York! How she had feared it,

that first dusky evening, when, shrinking in a doorway before the onrush

of driven multitudes, she had felt the very air dragged from her

nostrils, obliterating her individuality, routing her courage, stunning

her senses. She had stood a long time, clinging to her meager

sheltering, disheartened at the fury at her feet, awed by the flaming

ladders to the impending stars--no inanimate stones, but living rocks,

endlessly climbing, which must end by toppling over on her in an

obliterating crash. New York! How different from what she had imagined

in the tugging, liberty-seeking aspirations of her soul!

She had never lacked courage before, in all her adventurous progress

toward the Mecca of her dreams; but that night she had been defeated,

overwhelmed before the issue, even. She had come, sublimely confident in

a fanciful project she had conceived, a series of impressions--_A

Western Girl in New York_--a western girl arriving undaunted, satchel in

hand, ten dollars in her purse, to seek fortune in the great city of

Mammon--surely a daring story to fill a woman's column. And she had gone

to the same _Free Press_, standing in the outer office, talking to a

tired sub-editor, vainly striving to interest him, to revive in herself

a necessary spark of enthusiasm and audacity which had expired in that

first brutal confrontation of the world in terms of thousands. Yes, she

had lost even before she had opened her plea, convinced of the futility

of making an impression on those frantic halls, where her voice was

pitched not alone against the tired indifference of a routine mind, but

against the invading storm of outer sounds, the clang of brazen bells,

the honk of automobiles, the shaking rush of invisible iron forces

tearing through the air, the grinding roll of traffic over the

complaining cobblestones, the mammoth roar of the populace endlessly

washing reverberating shores.

She had talked and talked, without interruption, clenching her fist,

growing weaker and weaker, stumbling in her phrases, until at last,

convinced, without waiting for an objection, she had stopped short,

saying: "It's no use, is it?"

Then he had gone to a file of papers, and returning, spread before her a

gaily colored page, placing his finger on another face in silhouette,

gay, jaunty. Another had had the same idea! How many others? She was no

longer an individual--only one of a thousand who came, with the same

ideas, to face the same struggle.

That first leaden closing of the doors of hope, as if no other doors

remained! And now she was to enter that same _Free Press_, no longer

daunted, clinging to a satchel, but rolling luxuriously, triumphant: no

longer a suppliant, but amused, at the insistent invitation of the

chief, the genius of the machine, whom once she had clamored so

fruitlessly to see. Then and now.... Harrigan Blood--society itself, on

which she was to take a delicious revenge. She forgot Massingale,

remembering only a hopeless little figure, ready for tears, standing, a

tiny black dot against the electric windows of the press, gazing into

the wilderness of the strident crowded unknown.

* * * * *

A quick descent, a sudden volcanic propulsion upward, and they were

transferred a hundred feet above strife, into a noisy anteroom, gazing

down at the gray-and-white tapestry of the spread city.

"Hello! What are you doing here?"

They turned. Estelle Monks, of the second floor front at Miss Pim's,

owner of the white fox stole and the circulating garments, was standing

beside them, jauntily alert.

"Goodness' sakes, it's Estelle!" exclaimed Ida. "Well, what are _you_

doing--?"

"Oh, I contribute," said Estelle evasively.

She was in a short tailored suit, Eton collar, Alpine hat and feather.

With her hands in her side pockets, she was very direct, at ease,

mannish, but not disagreeably so--rather attractive with her dark eyes,

which, as Ida expressed it, had the "real come-hither" in their mocking

depths.

A boy came shuffling out, saying nasally:

"Mr. Blood will see you naow."

They left Estelle Monks indulging in a long whistle of surprise,

traversed a long chorus of clicking machines, and discovered a room of

comparative quiet, spacious, with embattled desks. Harrigan Blood was

waiting, a smile on his face as he fingered the _two_ cards.

"Very nice of you to bring Miss Summers," he said jerkily, making his

own introduction. "Added pleasure, I'm sure!"

Dore, who had expected some show of irritation, wondered in an amused

way how he would manage to procure the tete-a-tete which she had just

rendered impossible. In ten minutes Blood, without seeming to have

considered the question, had resolved the knot by calling in Tony Rex,

one of the younger cartoonists, a boyish person who eyed them with

malicious curiosity, and having consigned Ida to him for a tour of

inspection, had availed himself of the first interval to say:

"Come, you can see all this any time. You are not going to get out of a

talk with me by any such tricks."

She consented, laughing, to be led back.

"Why did you do this?" he said, irritated.

"Do what?"

"Bring a governess?"

"Because I'm a very proper person."

"It annoys me. I hate women who annoy me!" he said abruptly.

She smiled in provoking silence, while, with a quick excusing gesture,

he lighted a cigar.

"You seem more natural here," she said, glancing at his ruffled hair and

careless tie. "I'd like to see you at work."

He rose to get a copy of the editorial sheet for the day, and handed it

to her.

"You inspired that."

She took the editorial, which was entitled "Waste," and ran down its

heavily leaded phrases, smiling to herself at these moralizations of the

devil turned friar. He saw her amusement, and took the editorial

abruptly.

"You won't understand--that's what I _believe_!"

He drew a chair opposite and flung into it; then, with an erect

stiffening of his body, clasped his hands eagerly between his knees,

releasing them in sudden flights, returning them always to their

tenacious grip. There was something in the combustibility of the gesture

that was significant of the whole man.

"By George!" he said suddenly, without relevancy, "why haven't I the

right to stretch out my hand and take you?"

Dore burst out laughing, immensely flattered.

"What a nuisance you are!" he continued savagely. "What good do you do

in the world? All you women do is to interfere! And to think that this

sentimental civilization--idiotic civilization--is going to experiment

for a few hundred years with pretending that women are made to share the

progress of the world with men!"

"So you're not a woman's--"

"I'm absolutely against the whole feminine twaddle!" he broke in. "Man's

the only thing that counts! We're suffocated with feminism

already--over-sentimentalized; can't think but in the terms of an

individual." He stopped, and glaring at her, said, with a furious

gesture: "And now, here you are, an impudent little girl who doesn't do

the world a bit of good, sitting back there and laughing contentedly

because you've suddenly popped up to raise Cain with me!"

The originality of his attack delighted her. It pleased her immensely to

feel her attraction for such a man, for it seemed to her a promise that

with another she would not lack charm and fascination.

"What a strange method of courting," she said demurely. "If that's the

way you're going on, I think I prefer to be shown the--"

[Illustration: "Why did you do this?"]

"The machines, of course," he cut in. "That's the trouble with you.

That's all they ever understand--the things they see. But, my dear

girl, _I_ am the paper; all the rest is only wheels, chains, links;

every man here is only part of the machine. I only am the indispensable

force."

He had found an idea, and was off on its exposition, starting up, pacing

and gesturing.

"Yes, all the rest is only a machine. I can change every bolt in

twenty-four hours and it will go on just the same. I pay a cartoonist

twenty thousand dollars a year, and he thinks he's indispensable; but I

can take another and make him famous in a month. I give him the ideas!

Yes, they are lieutenants here--editors of Sunday supplements, special

writers, women's columns, sporting experts. I can change 'em all, take a

handful of boys, and whip them into shape in six weeks! That's not

journalism. What is? I'll tell you. Others have copied me; I found it

out--_emotions_ and _ideas_! You don't get it? Listen! They're two

heads: the news column and the editorial page."

He paused at the table, and taking up a paper, struck it disdainfully.

"Trash! I know it! News? No! That's not what the public wants--not my

public! It wants fiction, it wants emotions! You don't know what the

multitude is; I do! A great sunken city, a million stifling, starved

existences, hurried through, railroaded through life. News? Bah! They

want a taste of dreams! I make their dreams live in my paper. It's

everything to them, melodrama, society, romance; it's a peep-hole into

the worlds they can't touch. I show 'em millionaires moving behind

their house-walls, rolling in wealth, fighting one another, battling

for one another's wives, flinging a billion against a billion, ruining

thousands for a whim. 'Monte Cristo'? It's tame to what I serve 'em.

'Mr. X Gives a Hundred Thousand Dollar Lunch'--'Secret Drama of Oil

Trust's Home'--'Deserts Millionaire Husband for Chauffeur'--'Ten

Millions in Five Years'! That's life--that's emotion! That's what makes

'em go on! Look here, did you ever stop to think what does make the five

million slaves go on, day in and day out, driven, groaning? Hope! the

belief that in some miraculous way life is going to change."

He stopped, and with a drop to cold analysis, laying his hand on the

editorial sheet, said:

"This is what does count. This is real--ideas! The other is just

tom-tom-beating to get the crowd around--yes, just that: the band

outside the circus. But this is different; this is true. America, the

future--the glorious future when I've stirred up their imagination and

taught them to think! There! Now do you understand what kind of man I

am?"

She had understood one thing clearly, in this stupendous flurry of

egotism--that, as Sassoon had sought to tempt her with the lure of his

wealth, Harrigan Blood was seeking to overwhelm her with the brilliancy

of his mind. She did not oppose him, seeking flattery, needing fresh

proofs of her power, thinking: "If he wants me, Massingale--Massingale,

who is so clever and strong--will want me too."

"You lunch with me," he said confidently.

She shook her head. "Previous engagement."

"Where?"

"Tenafly's at one."

"Sassoon?" he said, sitting up with a jerk.

"Yes," she answered, with malice aforethought.

"What--you're going to be caught by that whited sepulcher?"

"And you, Mr. Blood?" she said softly.

"I? I'm loyal!"

"But not monogamous."

"Sassoon only wants to be stung out of a lethargy. Women--I need them to

help me. I have the right! That's why I want you!"

"I'm not the kind you want," she said, drawing back, for his

precipitation gave her the feeling of being crowded into a corner.

"You would if I could make you love me!"

"Indeed! Are you considering--matrimony?"

"Never!" he said angrily. "Marriage is a reciprocal tyranny. I don't

want to own a woman, or have her own me! What, you can have a career,

and you want to marry?"

She defended herself, laughing, assuring him that was not the case.

"You have your career; I have mine. I'll educate you! Ten thousand men

will give you money--I'll give you brains! My little girl, I wonder if

you know what opportunity is dangling on your little finger-tips. Break

your engagement!"

"I can't!"

"Interested?"

"Um! Very curious. Certain sides are amusing!" Then she turned,

assuming an air of dignity, repeating her defensive formula: "Mr. Blood,

I am not like other girls. I play fair. I give one warning--and one

only. Then take the consequences."

"What's your warning?" he said abruptly, with a bullish stare.

"You will lose your time," she said calmly. "You think you know me. You

may, and you may not. I won't give you the slightest hint, but I tell

you frankly now, and only once, you will lose your time!"

"But," he said contemptuously, "you don't know what a real man is!

There's nothing real in your life. I'm going to give you realities!"

"How charming!" she said, shrugging her shoulders. "And in the same

breath you let me know it won't last. Thanks; I don't enjoy being an

episode!"

"That depends on you."

"Frank!"

"Don't you know," he said suddenly, coming toward her, "what is true

about a man like myself?--yes, about all men? They say we're naturally

polygamous. Rats! nothing of the sort! We want to be true to one woman

only. Look here. The real tragedy in life is that a man can't find in

one woman all he wants,--all the time!"

At this moment, much to Dore's relief, Ida Summers and her companion

returned. As they went out to the elevator, Blood made another

opportunity for a final word:

"I haven't said half that I wanted to. When can I get a chance really to

talk with you?"

A malicious suggestion, prompted by some devil of intrigue within her,

suddenly rose in her imagination.

"Come and get me after luncheon."

"I thought you said you were lunching with Sassoon," he said

suspiciously.

"I am. What of it?--or don't you dare?"

He looked at her fixedly, divining her reason.

"I warned you to beware of me," she said demurely. "I love

scenes--dramatic temperament, you know. Think how furious Sassoon will

be! Well?"

"What time?" he said, with a snap of his jaws.

"Oh, half past two."

"I'll come!"

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