CHAPTER IX.

THE DEAD ALIVE AGAIN.

Saturday was a busy day at Prior's Ash; it was a busy day at the

banking-house of Godolphin, Crosse, and Godolphin. Country towns and

country banks are always more busy on a market-day.

George Godolphin sat in the manager's room, full of business. Not much

more than a week had elapsed since that visit of his to London; and it

was now Thomas's turn to be away. Thomas had gone to town. His errand

there was to consult one of the first surgeons of the day, on the

subject of his own health. Not so much that _he_ had hope from the

visit, as that it would be a satisfaction to his family to have made it.

George Godolphin was full of business. Full of talking also. A hearty

country client, one who farmed a large number of acres, and generally

kept a good round sum in the Bank's coffers, was with him. What little

point of business he had had occasion to see one of the partners upon,

was concluded, and he and George were making merry together, enjoying a

gossip as to the state of affairs in general and in particular, out of

doors and in. Never a man more free from care (if appearances might be

trusted) than George Godolphin! When that hearty, honest farmer went

forth, he would have been willing to testify that, of carking care,

George possessed none.

As he went on, George sat down and bent over some account-books. His

face had changed. Lines, of what looked worse than care, grew out upon

it, and he lifted his hand to his brow with a weary gesture. Another

minute, and he was interrupted again. He had very little peace on a

market-day.

"Lord Averil wishes to see you, sir," said one of the clerks. It was

Isaac Hastings.

To any other announced name, George Godolphin's ready answer would have

been, "Show him in." To that of Lord Averil he evidently hesitated, and

a sudden flush dyed his face. Isaac, keen in observation as was his

father, as was his sister Grace, noticed it. To him, it looked like a

flush of shrinking fear.

"Did he ask for me?"

"He asked for Mr. Godolphin, sir. He says it will be the same thing if

he sees you. Shall I show him in?"

"Of course," replied George. "What do you stop for?" he angrily added.

He rose from his seat; he put a chair or two in place; he turned to the

table, and laid rapidly some of its papers one upon another--all in a

fuss and bustle not in the least characteristic of George Godolphin.

Isaac thought he must have lost his usual presence of mind. As to the

reproach addressed to himself, "What do you stop for?"--it had never

been the custom to show clients into the presence of the partners

without first asking for permission.

Lord Averil came in. George, only in that short time, had become himself

again. They chatted a minute on passing topics, and Lord Averil

mentioned that he had not known, until then, that Mr. Godolphin was in

London.

"He went up on Thursday," observed George. "I expect he will be back

early in the week."

"I intend to be in London myself next week," said Lord Averil. "Will it

be convenient for me to have those bonds of mine to-day?" he continued.

A sudden coursing on of all George's pulses; a whirling rush in his

brain. "Bonds?" he mechanically answered.

"The bonds of that stock which your father bought for me years ago,"

explained Lord Averil. "They were deposited here for security. Don't you

know it?"--looking at George's countenance, which seemed to speak only

of perplexity. "Mr. Godolphin would know."

"Oh yes, yes," replied George, regaining his breath and his courage. "It

is all right: I did not remember for the moment. Of course--the

deposited bonds."

"I am thinking of selling out," said Lord Averil. "Indeed, I have been

for some time thinking of it, but have idly put it off. If it would be

quite convenient to give me the bonds, I would take them to town with

me. I shall go up on Monday or Tuesday."

Now, George Godolphin, rally your wits! What are you to answer? George

did rally them, in a lame manner. Confused words, which neither he nor

Lord Averil precisely understood--to the effect that in Thomas

Godolphin's absence, he, George, did not know exactly where to put his

hand upon the securities--came forth. So Lord Averil courteously begged

him not to take any trouble about it. He would leave them until another

opportunity.

He shook hands cordially with George, and went out with a mental

comment, "Not half the man of business that his brother is, and his

father was: but wondrously like Cecil!" George watched the door close.

He wiped the dewdrops which had gathered on his face; he looked round

with the beseeching air of one seeking relief from some intense pain.

Had Lord Averil persisted in his demand, what would have remained for

him? _Those_ are the moments in which man has been tempted to resort to

the one irredeemable sin.

The door opened again, and George gave a gasp as one in agony. It was

only Isaac Hastings. "Mr. Hurde wishes to know, sir, whether those bills

are to go up to Glyn's to-day or Monday?"

"They had better go to-day," replied George. "Has Mr. Barnaby been in

to-day?" he added, as Isaac was departing.

"Not yet."

"If he does not come soon, some one must go down to the corn market to

him. He is sure to be there. That is, if he is in town to-day."

"I know he is in town," replied Isaac. "I saw him as I was coming back

from dinner. He was talking to Mr. Verrall."

"To Mr. Verrall!" almost shouted George, looking up as if electrified

into life. "Is _he_ back again?"

"He is back again, sir. I think he had only then arrived. He was coming

from towards the railway station."

"You are _sure_ it was Mr. Verrall?" reiterated George.

Isaac Hastings smiled. What could make Mr. George Godolphin so eager? "I

am sure it was Mr. Verrall."

George felt as if a whole ton weight of care had been lifted from him.

He had been so long in the habit of flying to Mr. Verrall in his

difficulties, that it seemed to him he would only have to go to him, to

remedy the one hanging over him now. Mr. Verrall had generally

accomplished the task as men of his profession do accomplish such

tasks--by laying up an awful day of reckoning for the future. That day

was not now far off for George Godolphin.

The Bank closed later on Saturdays, and George remained at his post to

the end. Then he dined. Then, at the dusk-hour--nay, at the hour of

darkness, he went out to Lady Godolphin's Folly. Why was it that he

rarely went to the Folly now, except under the covert shades of night?

Did he fear people might comment on his intimacy with Mr. Verrall, and

seek a clue to its cause? Or did he fear the world's gossip on another

score?

George arrived at Lady Godolphin's Folly, and was admitted to an empty

room. "Mr. Verrall had returned, and had dined with Mrs. Pain, but had

gone out after dinner," the servant said. He had believed Mrs. Pain to

be in the drawing-room. Mrs. Pain was evidently not there, in spite of

the man's searching eyes. He looked into the next room, with similar

result.

"Perhaps, sir, she has stepped out on the terrace with her dogs?"

observed the man.

George--ungallant as he was!--cared not where Mrs. Pain might have

stepped at that present moment: his anxiety was for Mr. Verrall. "Have

you any idea when your master will be in?" he inquired of the servant.

"I don't think he'll be long, sir. I heard him say he was tired, and

should go to bed early. He may have gone to Ashlydyat. He told Mrs. Pain

that he had met Mr. Godolphin in town yesterday, and he should call and

tell Miss Godolphin that he was better in London than he felt here. I

don't know, sir, though, that he meant he should call to-night."

The man left the room, and George remained alone. He drummed on the

table; he tried several seats in succession; he got up and looked at his

face in the glass. A haggard face then. Where was Verrall? Where was

Charlotte? She might be able to tell him where Verrall had gone, and

when he would be in. Altogether George was in a state of restlessness

little better than torture.

He impatiently opened the glass doors, which were only closed, not

fastened, and stood a few moments looking out upon the night. He gazed

in all directions, but could see nothing of Charlotte; and Mr. Verrall

did not appear to be coming. "I'll see," suddenly exclaimed George,

starting off, "whether he is at Ashlydyat."

He did well. Action is better than inertness at these moments. Standing

outside the porch at Ashlydyat, talking to a friend, was Andrew, one of

their servants. When he saw George, he drew back to hold open the door

for him.

"Are my sisters alone, Andrew?"

"Yes, sir."

George scarcely expected the answer, and it disappointed him. "Quite

alone?" he reiterated. "Has no one called on them to-night?"

The man shook his head, wondering probably who Mr. George might be

expecting to call. "They are all alone, sir. Miss Janet has one of her

bad headaches."

George did not want to go in, Mr. Verrall not being there, and this last

item afforded him an excuse for retreating without doing so. "Then I'll

not disturb her to-night," said he. "You need not say that I came up,

Andrew."

"Very well, sir."

He quitted Andrew, and turned off to the left, deep in thought, striking

into a sheltered path. It was by no means the direct road back to the

Folly, neither was it to Prior's Ash. In point of fact, it led to

nothing but the Dark Plain and its superstition. Not a woman-servant of

Ashlydyat, perhaps not one of its men, would have gone down that path at

night: for at the other end it brought them out to the archway, before

which the Shadow was wont to show itself.

Why did George take it? He could not have told. Had he been asked why,

he might have said that one way, to a man bowed under a sharp weight of

trouble, is the same as another. True. But the path led him to no part

where he could wish to go; and he would have to make his way to Lady

Godolphin's Folly through the gorse bushes of the Dark Plain, over the

very Shadow itself. These apparently chance steps, which seem to be

taken without premeditation or guidance of ours, sometimes lead to

strange results.

George went along moodily, his hands in his pockets, his footfalls slow

and light. But for the latter fact, he might not have had the pleasure

of disturbing a certain scene that was taking place under cover of the

archway.

Were they ghosts, enacting it? Scarcely. Two forms, ghostly or human,

were there. One of them looked like a woman's. It was dressed in dark

clothes, and a dark shawl was folded over the head, not, however,

concealing the features--and they were those of Charlotte Pain. She, at

any rate, was not ghostly. The other, George took to be Mr. Verrall. He

was leaning against the brickwork, in apparently as hopeless a mood as

George himself.

They were enjoying a quarrel. Strange that they should leave the house

and come to this lonely spot in the grounds of Ashlydyat to hold it!

Charlotte was evidently in one of her tempers. She paced to and fro

under the archway, something like a restrained tiger, pouring forth a

torrent of sharp words and reproaches, all in a suppressed tone.

"I'll tell you what it is," were the first distinct words of anger

George caught. But her companion interrupted her, his tone one of

sadness and humility.

"I'll tell _you_ what it is, Charlotte----"

The start made by George Godolphin at the tones of the voice, the

involuntary sound of utter astonishment that escaped him, disturbed

them. Charlotte, with a cry of terror, darted one way, her companion

another.

But the latter was not quick enough to elude George Godolphin. Springing

forward, George caught him in his powerful grasp, really to assure

himself that it was no ghost, but genuine flesh and blood. Then George

turned the face to the starlight, and recognized the features of the

dead-and-gone Mr. Rodolf Pain.

The return of a husband, popularly supposed to be dead and out of the

way for good, may be regarded by the wife as a blessing from some

special providence, or as a source of annoying embarrassment, according

to the lady's own feeling on the subject. Undoubtedly, Charlotte Pain

looked upon it, and most unmistakably so, in the latter light. Charlotte

knew, better than the world, that Mr. Rodolf Pain was not dead; but she

had believed him to be as surely out of her way as though death and some

safe metropolitan cemetery had irrevocably claimed him. Whatever

trifling accident might have happened to put Mr. Rodolf Pain and the

British criminal law at issue, Charlotte, at any rate, had assumed it

one not to be easily got over, except by the perpetual exile of the

gentleman from the British shores. When the little affair had occurred,

and Mr. Rodolf had saved himself and his liberty by only a

hair's-breadth, choosing a foreign exile and a false name in preference

to some notoriety at a certain court (a court which does not bear a

pleasant sound, and rises ominous and dark and gloomy in the heart of

the city), it had pleased Charlotte and those connected with her to give

out that Mr. Rodolf Pain had died. In Mr. Rodolf Pain's going out of the

world by death, there was certainly no disgrace, provided that he went

out naturally; that is, without what may be called malice prepense on

his own part. But, for Mr. Rodolf Pain to be compelled to make his exit

from London society after another fashion, was quite a different

affair--an affair which could never have been quite tolerated by

Charlotte: not on his score, but on her own. Any superfluous

consideration for him, Charlotte had never been troubled with. Before

her marriage she had regarded him in the light of a nonentity; since

that ceremony, as an incumbrance. Therefore, on the whole, Charlotte was

tolerably pleased to get rid of him, and she played her _rôle_ of widow

to perfection. No inconvenient disclosure, as to the facts of his hasty

exit, had come out to the public, for it had fortunately happened that

the transaction, or transactions, which led to it, had not been done in

his own name. To describe Charlotte's dismay when he returned, and she

found her fond assumption of his perpetual exile to have been a false

security, would take a cleverer pen than mine. No other misfortune known

to earth, could have been looked upon by Charlotte as so dire a

calamity. Had Prior's Ash been blown up, herself included, by some

sprung mine, or swallowed down by an earthquake, it would have been

little, in comparison.

It certainly was not pleasant to be startled by a faint tap at the

unscreened window, while she sat under the chandelier, busy at what she

so rarely attempted, some useless fancy-work. Yet that was the

unceremonious manner in which her husband made his return known to her.

Charlotte was expecting no visitors that night. It was the night of

George Godolphin's dinner-party, at which Mr. Verrall had _not_

appeared, having started for London instead. When the tapping came,

Charlotte turned her head towards the window in surprise. No one was in

the habit of entering that way, save free-and-easy George Godolphin; he

would now and then do so; sometimes Mr. Verrall. But Charlotte knew of

George's dinner party, and Mr. Verrall was away. She could see nothing

of the intruder: the room was ablaze with light; outside, it was,

comparatively speaking, dark; and the window was also partially shaded

by its lace curtains. Charlotte thought she must have been mistaken, and

went on unravelling her crochet mat.

The tapping came again. "Very odd!" thought Charlotte. "Come in," she

called out.

No one came in. There was no response at all for a minute or two. Then

there came another timid tapping.

Charlotte's dress was half covered with cotton. She rose, shook it, let

the cotton and the mat (what remained of it) fall to the ground, walked

to the window, and opened it.

At the first moment she could see nothing. It was bright moonlight, and

she had come from the blazing light within, beside which that outer

light was so cold and pure. Not for that reason could she see nothing,

but because there appeared to be nothing to see. She ranged her eyes in

vain over the terrace, over the still landscape beyond.

"Charlotte!"

It was the faintest possible voice, and close to her. Faint as it was

though, there was that in its tone which struck on every fibre of

Charlotte's frame with dismay. Gathered against the walls of the Folly,

making a pretence to shelter himself beyond a brilliant cape-jessamine

which was trained there, was the slight figure of a man. A mere shred of

a man, with a shrinking, attenuated frame: the frame of one who has

lived in some long agony, bodily or mental: and a white face that

shivered as he stood.

Not more white, not more shivering than Charlotte's. Her

complexion--well, you have heard of it, as one too much studied to allow

vulgar changes to come upon it, in a general way. But there are moments

in a lifetime when Nature asserts herself, and Art retires before her.

Charlotte's face turned to the hue of the dead, and Charlotte's dismay

broke forth in a low passionate wail. It was Rodolf Pain.

A moment of terrified bewilderment; a torrent of rapid words; not of

sympathy, or greeting, but of anger; and Charlotte was pushing him away

with her hands, she neither knew nor cared whither. It was dangerous for

him to be there, she said. He must go.

"I'll go into the thicket, Charlotte," he answered, pointing to the

trees on the left. "Come to me there."

He glided off as he spoke, under cover of the walls. Charlotte, feeling

that she should like to decline the invitation had she dared, enveloped

her head and shoulders in a black shawl, and followed him. Nothing

satisfactory came of the interview--except recrimination. Charlotte was

in a towering passion that he should have ventured back at all; Rodolf

complained that between them all he had been made the scapegoat. In

returning home, she caught sight of George Godolphin approaching the

house, just as she was about to steal across the lawn. Keeping under

cover of the trees, she got in by a back entrance, and sat down to her

work in the drawing-room, protesting to George, when he was admitted,

that she had not been out. No wonder her face looked strange in spite of

its embellishments!

Her interviews with Rodolf Pain appeared to be ill chosen. On the

following night she met him in the same place: he had insisted upon it,

and she did not dare refuse. More recrimination, more anger; in the

midst of which George Godolphin again broke upon them. Charlotte

screamed aloud in her terror, and Rodolf ran away. But that Charlotte

laid detaining hands upon George, the returned man might have been

discovered then, and that would not have suited Charlotte.

A few more days and that climax was to arrive. The plantation appearing

unsafe, Rodolf Pain proposed the archway. There they should surely be

unmolested: the ghostly fears of the neighbourhood and of Ashlydyat kept

every one away from the spot. And there, two or three times, had

Charlotte met him, quarrelling always, when they were again intruded

upon, and again by George. This time to some purpose.

George Godolphin's astonishment was excessive. In his wildest flights of

fancy he had never given a thought to the suspicion that Rodolf Pain

could be alive. Charlotte had not been more confidential with George

than with the rest of the world. Making a merit of what could not well

be avoided, she now gave him a few particulars.

For when she looked back in her flight and saw that Rodolf Pain was

fairly caught, that there was no further possibility of the farce of his

death being kept up to George, she deemed it well to turn back again.

Better bring _her_ managing brains to the explanation, than leave it to

that simple calf, whom she had the honour of calling husband. The fact

was, Rodolf Pain had never been half cunning enough, half rogue enough,

for the work assigned him by Mr. Verrall. He--Mr. Verrall--had always

said that Rodolf had brought the trouble upon himself, in consequence of

trying to exercise a little honesty. Charlotte agreed with the opinion:

and every contemptuous epithet cast by Mr. Verrall on the unfortunate

exile, Charlotte had fully echoed.

George was some little time before he could understand as much as was

vouchsafed him of the explanation. They stood in the shadow of the

archway, Charlotte keeping her black shawl well over her head and round

her face; Rodolf, his arms folded, leaning against the inner circle of

the stonework.

"_What_, do you say? sent you abroad?" questioned George, somewhat

bewildered.

"It was that wretched business of Appleby's," replied Rodolf Pain. "You

must have heard of it. The world heard enough of it."

"Appleby--Appleby? Yes, I remember," remarked George. "A nice swindle it

was. But what had you to do with it?"

"In point of fact, I only had to do with it at second-hand," said Rodolf

Pain, his tone one of bitter meaning. "It was Verrall's affair--as

everything else is. I only executed his orders."

"But surely neither you nor Verrall had anything to do with that

swindling business of Appleby's?" cried George, his voice as full of

amazement as the other's was of bitterness.

Charlotte interposed, her manner so eager, so flurried, as to impart the

suspicion that she must have some personal interest in it. "Rodolf, hold

your tongue! Where's the use of bringing up this old speculative

nonsense to Mr. George Godolphin? He does not care to hear about it."

"I would bring it up to all the world if I could," was Rodolf's answer,

ringing with its own sense of injury. "Verrall told me in the most

solemn manner that if things ever cleared, through Appleby's death, or

in any other way, so as to make it safe for me to return, that that hour

he would send for me. Well: Appleby has been dead these six months; and

yet he leaves me on, on, on, in the New World, without so much as a

notice of it. Now, it's of no use growing fierce again, Charlotte! I'll

tell Mr. George Godolphin if I please. I am not the patient slave you

helped to drive abroad: the trodden worm turns at last. Do you happen to

know, sir, that Appleby's dead?"

"I don't know anything about Appleby," replied George. "I remember the

name, as being owned by a gentleman who was subjected to some bad

treatment in the shape of swindling, by one Rustin. But what had you or

Verrall to do with it?"

"Psha!" said Rodolf Pain. "Verrall was Rustin."

George Godolphin opened his eyes to their utmost width. "N--o!" he said,

very slowly, certain curious ideas beginning to crowd into his mind.

Certain remembrances also.

"He was.--Charlotte, I tell you it is of no use: I _will_ speak. What

does it matter, Mr. George Godolphin's knowing it? Verrall was the real

principal--Rustin, in fact; I, the ostensible one. And I had to suffer."

"Did Appleby think you were Rustin?" inquired George, thoroughly

bewildered.

"Appleby at one time thought I was Verrall. Oh, I assure you there were

wheels within wheels at work there. Of course there had to be, to carry

on such a concern as that. It is so still. Verrall, you know, could not

be made the scapegoat, he takes care of that--besides, it would blow the

whole thing to pieces, if any evil fell upon him. It fell upon me, and I

had to suffer for it, and abroad I went. I did not grumble; it would

have been of no use: had I stayed at home and braved it out, I should

have been _sent_ abroad, I suppose, at her Majesty's cost----"

Charlotte interrupted, in a terrible passion. "Have you no sense of

humiliation, Rodolf Pain, that you tell these strange stories? Mr.

George Godolphin, I pray you do not listen to him!"

"I am safe," replied George. "Pain can say what he pleases. It is safe

with me."

"As to humiliation, that does not fall so much to my share as it does to

another's, in the light I look at it. I was not the principal; I was

only the scapegoat; principals rarely are made the scapegoats in that

sort of business. Let it go, I say. I took the punishment without a

word. But, now that the man's dead, and I can come home with safety, I

want to know why I was not sent for?"

"I don't believe the man's dead," observed Charlotte.

"I am quite sure that he is dead," said Rodolf Pain. "I was told it from

a sure and certain source, some one who came out there, and who used to

know Appleby. He said the death was in the _Times_, and he knew it for a

fact besides."

"Appleby? Appleby?" mused George, his thoughts going back to a long-past

morning, when he had been an unseen witness to Charlotte's interview

with a gentleman giving that name--who had previously accosted him in

the porch at Ashlydyat, mistaking it for the residence of Mr. Verrall.

"I remember his coming down here once."

"I remember it too," said Rodolf Pain, significantly, "and the passion

it put Verrall into. Verrall thought his address, down here, had oozed

out through my carelessness. The trouble that we had with that Appleby,

first and last! It went on for years. The bother was patched up at

times, but only to break out again; and to send me into exile at last."

"Does Verrall know of his death?" inquired George of Rodolf.

"There's not a doubt that he must know of it. And Charlotte says she

won't ask Verrall, and won't tell him I am here! My belief is that she

knows Appleby's dead."

Charlotte had resumed her walk under the archway: pacing there--as was

remarked before--like a restrained tiger. She took no notice of Rodolf's

last speech.

"Why not tell Verrall yourself that you are here?" was George's sensible

question.

"Well--you see, Mr. George Godolphin, I'd rather not, as long as there's

the least doubt as to Appleby's death. _I_ feel none myself: but if it

should turn out to be a mistake, my appearance here would do good

neither to me nor to Verrall. And Verrall's a dangerous man to cross. He

might kill me in his passion. It takes a good deal to put him into one,

but when it does come, it's like a tornado."

"You acknowledge that there is a doubt as to Appleby's death, then!"

sarcastically cried Charlotte.

"I say that it's just possible. It was not being fully certain that

brought me back in this clandestine way. What I want you to do is to ask

Verrall if Appleby's dead. I believe he will answer 'Yes.' 'Very well,'

then you can say, 'Rodolf Pain's home again.' And if----"

"And if he says, 'No, he is not dead,' what then?" fiercely interrupted

Charlotte.

"Then you can tell me privately, and I must depart the way I came. But I

don't depart without being _satisfied_ of the fact," pointedly added Mr.

Pain, as if he had not entire and implicit reliance upon Charlotte's

word. "My firm belief is that he is dead, and that Verrall will tell you

he is dead. In that case I am a free man to-morrow."

Charlotte turned her head towards him, terrible anger in her tone, and

in her face. "And how is your reappearance to be accounted for to those

who look upon _you_ as dead?"

"I don't care how," indifferently answered Rodolf. "I did not spread the

report of my own death. If you did, you can contradict it."

"If I did do it, it was to save your reputation," returned Charlotte,

scarcely able to speak in her passion.

"_I_ know," said Rodolf Pain. "You feared something or other might come

out about your husband, and so you thought you'd kill me off-hand. Two

for yourself and one for me, Charlotte."

She did not answer.

"If my coming back is so annoying to you, we can live apart," he

resumed. "You pretty well gave me a sickener before I went away. As you

know."

"This must be an amusing dialogue to Mr. George Godolphin!" fumed

Charlotte.

"May-be," replied Rodolf Pain, his tone sad and weary. "I have been so

hardly treated between you and Verrall, Charlotte, that I don't care who

knows it."

"Where are you staying?" asked George, wondering whether the shady spots

about Ashlydyat sheltered him by day as well as by night.

"Not far away, sir: at a roadside inn," was the answer. "No one knew me

much, about here, in the old days; but, to make assurance doubly sure, I

only come out in the evening. Look here, Charlotte. If you refuse to ask

Verrall, or to help me, I shall go to London, and obtain the information

there. I am not quite without friends in the great city: they would

receive me better than you have received me."

"I wonder you did not go there at once," said Charlotte, sharply.

"It was natural that I should go first where my wife was," returned

Rodolf Pain; "even though she had not been the most affectionate of

wives to me."

Charlotte was certainly not showing herself particularly affectionate

then, whether she had, or had not, in the past days. Truth to say,

whatever may have been her personal predilection or the opposite for the

gentleman, his return had brought all her fears to the surface. His

personal safety was imperilled; and, with that, disgrace loomed in

ominous attendance; a disgrace which would be reflected upon Charlotte.

Could she have sent Rodolf Pain flying on electric wires to the remotest

region of the known or unknown globe, she would have done it then.

Leaving them to battle out their dispute alone, George Godolphin bent

his steps to Lady Godolphin's Folly, walking over the very Shadow, black

as jet, treading in and out amid the dwarf bushes, which, when regarded

from a distance, looked so like graves. He gained the Folly, and rang.

The servant admitted him to the drawing-room. It was empty as before.

"Has Mr. Verrall not come in?" asked George.

"He has come in, sir. I thought he was here. I will look for him."

George sat on alone. Presently the man returned. "My master has retired

for the night, sir."

"What! Gone to bed?" cried George.

"Yes, sir."

"Did you tell him I had been here when he came in?"

"I told him you had been here, sir. In fact, I thought you were here

still. I did not know you had left."

"Did Mr. Verrall tell you now that he could see me?"

"He told me to say that he had retired for the night, sir."

"Is he in bed?" questioned George.

The servant hesitated. "He spoke to me through the door, sir. He did not

open it."

George caught up his hat, the very movement of his hand showing

displeasure. "Tell your master that I shall be here the first thing in

the morning. I want to see him."

He passed out, a conviction upon his mind--though he could scarcely tell

why it should have arisen--that Mr. Verrall had not retired for the

night, but that he had gone upstairs merely to avoid him. The thought

angered him excessively. When he had gone some little distance beyond

the terrace, he turned and looked at the upper windows of the house.

There shone a light in Mr. Verrall's chamber. "Not in bed, at any rate,"

thought George. "He might have seen me if he would. I shall tell

him----"

A touch upon George's arm. Some one had glided silently up. He turned

and saw Charlotte.

"You will not betray the secret that you have learnt to-night?" she

passionately whispered.

"Is it likely?" he asked.

"He is only a fool, you know, at the best," was her next complimentary

remark. "But fools give more trouble sometimes than wise people."

"You may depend upon me," was George's rejoinder. "Where is he?"

"Got rid of for the night," said Charlotte, in a terrible tone. "Are you

going in to see Verrall?"

"No. Verrall declines to see me. I am going home. Good night."

"Declines to see you? He is tired, I suppose. Good night, George!"

George Godolphin walked away at a sober pace, reflecting on the events

of the day--of the evening. That he had been intensely surprised by the

resuscitation of Rodolf Pain was indisputable; but George had too much

care upon him to give it more than a passing thought, now that the

surprise was over. Rodolf Pain occupied a very small space in the

estimation of George Godolphin. Charlotte had just said he was a fool:

probably George shared in the opinion.

But, however much he felt inclined to dismiss the gentleman from his

mind, he could not so readily dismiss a certain revelation made by him.

That Rustin was Verrall. Whoever "Rustin" may have been, or what had

been his influence on the fortunes, good or ill, of Mr. George

Godolphin, it concerns us not very closely to inquire. That George had

had dealings with this "Rustin"--dealings which did not bear for him any

pleasant reminiscence--and that George had never in his life got to see

this Rustin, are sufficient facts for us to know. Rustin was one of

those who had contrived to ease George of a good deal of superfluous

money at odd times, leaving only trouble in its place. Many a time had

George prayed Verrall's good offices with his friend Rustin, to hold

over this bill; to renew that acceptance. Verrall had never refused, and

his sympathy with George and abuse of Rustin were great, when his

mediation proved--as was sometimes the case--unsuccessful. To hear that

this Rustin was Verrall himself, opened out a whole field of suggestive

speculation to George. Not pleasant speculation, you may be sure.

He sat himself down, in his deep thought, on that same spot where Thomas

Godolphin had sat the evening of George's dinner-party; the broken

bench, near the turnstile. Should he be able to weather the storm that

was gathering so ominously above his head? Was that demand of Lord

Averil's to-day the first rain-drop of the darkening clouds? In sanguine

moments--and most moments are sanguine to men of the light temperament

of George Godolphin--he felt not a doubt that he should weather it.

There are some men who systematically fling care and gloom from them.

They cannot look trouble steadily in the face: they glance aside from

it; they do not see it if it comes: they clothe it with the rose-hues of

hope: but look at it, they do not. Shallow and careless by nature, they

cannot feel deep sorrow themselves, or be too cautious of any wrong they

inflict on others. They may bring ruin upon the world, but they go

jauntily on their way. George had gone on in his way, in an easy,

gentlemanly sort of manner, denying himself no gratification, and giving

little heed to the day of reckoning that might come.

But on this night his mood had changed. Affairs generally were wearing

to him an aspect of gloom: of gloom so preternaturally dark and

hopeless, that his spirits were weighed down by it. For one thing, this

doubt of Verrall irritated him. If the man had played him false, had

been holding the cards of a double game, why, what an utter fool he,

George, had been! How long he sat on that lonely seat he never knew: as

long as his brother had, that past night. The one had been ruminating on

his forthcoming fate--death; the other was lost in the anticipation of a

worse fate--disgrace and ruin. As he rose to pursue his way down the

narrow and ghostly Ash-tree Walk, a low cry burst from his lips, sharp

as the one that had been wrung from Thomas in his physical agony.

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