CONCERNING A LETTER.

Evening was closing in wet and gloomy. The lowering clouds swept along

the high ground which shot in the great hollow, causing the cliffs to

seem three times their real height in the ghostly murk. Added to this

it was raw and cold, which had the effect of causing the inhabitants of

the big kraal to hug their firesides. Here and there a form swathed in

an ample green blanket might be seen moving from one hut to another,

quickly to dive within the same, for your savage is a practical animal,

and sees no fun in foregoing any of his comforts when no necessity

exists for doing so--and the interior of the huts was warm and dry, and,

without, it was neither.

I was alone at the waggons, Falkner not having yet returned. For this I

was not sorry, for although Falkner and I had grown accustomed to each

other, yet there were times when I could cheerfully accept a holiday

from his presence.

Darker and darker it grew. The oxen were driven in and fastened to the

trek chain for the night, and the boys, lying snug under the shelter

they had rigged up by means of a large sail thrown over the buck waggon,

leaving one side between the wheels open, were chatting in their

rhythmical deep-voiced hum, and the fire they had built not far from the

opening glowing more and more redly as the gloom deepened. Then their

talk suddenly ceased, as out of the darkness appeared a tall figure,

saluting.

"What have you there?" I said, as the new arrival began fumbling for

something in his skin pouch.

"_Incwadi 'Nkose_," he answered.

I own to a thrill of excited expectation very foreign to my normally

placid way of taking things, for _incwadi_ is the word for a letter or a

token of any kind. I could hardly restrain my eagerness to open the

packet carefully sewn up in oilskin, which the man now handed me. Aida

Sewin, then, had availed herself of the means of correspondence which I

had arranged, but--what if this were not addressed to me after all, but

only to Falkner? and at the thought my anticipations fell. Still it

would be good to hear, anyhow. The rather startling incident of a few

hours ago was driven clean from my mind now.

I climbed into the tent waggon and lighted the lantern which hung from

the tent, and you may be sure it didn't take me long to unroll the

oilskin wrapping. Two letters it contained--one for Falkner and one for

myself--the latter in the handwriting I knew, and one that a reader of

character from handwriting would assuredly not have reported upon

unfavourably. Having once satisfied myself on the point, I believe I

was in no hurry to open it. The pleasures of anticipation, you see,

counted for something with me still.

Then came another phase in the above. I drew from the envelope several

sheets rather closely written. Why, this was too much luck. I glanced

quickly through them to ascertain that the whole of it was for me, but

resolved not to anticipate the contents in any way. More than ever was

I glad now that Falkner had not returned. I could well do without his

somewhat boisterous company for the next half-hour, or even longer.

Then I spread open the sheets before me, and by the somewhat dim light

of the waggon lantern began to read.

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"Dear Mr Glanton,--I am taking advantage of the arrangement you so

thoughtfully made, and only trust this will not miss you during your

wanderings. Mother is writing to Falkner at the same time. I hope you

have been able to make him useful, and that he has behaved himself

generally well. He is a good sort of boy at bottom, but gets far too

much spoilt among us all, as you must have observed, though I believe I

am the one who spoils him least. At any rate a little roughing it will

do him no harm.

"Things are very much as usual. We see a good deal of Mr Kendrew, who

comes over when he can and is a great help."--"Oh, the devil he is!"

said I to myself at this point. "Just what I foresaw, confound

it!"--"But we miss you very much, and are hoping soon to welcome you

back after a thoroughly successful expedition."

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This was more comforting, I thought to myself, laying down the letter

and conjuring up a recollection of the writer's words, that last

evening. She would look forward to my return, she had declared--would

be disappointed if I did not go to see them immediately. Confound it,

what was the matter with me, that I sat dreaming and building castles in

the air? The rain fell upon the canvas of the waggon tent with

monotonous drip, and a puff of raw air through the flap of the tied-down

sail caused the light of the hanging lantern to flicker--but I was no

longer in the gloomy wilds of Northern Zululand, on a rainy, chilly, and

altogether abominable evening. I was again in the starlight glow as on

that evening, listening to the sweet tones of the writer's voice, and

gazing at the beautiful, highbred face.

The letter went on, dealing now with everyday matter, in a bright,

natural, chatty style. The Major was in great form and delighted with

his garden and its development, thanks to some fine rains. The Scotts

had been over to see them a couple of times--and here followed some

banter at the expense of that worthy and neighbouring family, the head

of which--originally a waggon-maker's journeyman--was, incidentally,

addicted to too much grog, when he could get it--which wasn't often. At

Major Sewin's he could get it, and became comical, but always harmlessly

so. Things on the farm were going well, thanks to Ivondwe, who was

worth his weight in gold, and--I could read between the lines--was

practically running the place himself. Tyingoza had been over to see

them too, and seemed completely to have forgotten Falkner's liberty with

regard to his head-ring, for he had been exceedingly pleasant, and,

through Ivondwe, had said a great many nice things about me--reading

which I felt more than brotherly towards Tyingoza, and made up my mind

then and there to present him with something of large and practical

value when I should get up my next consignment of trade goods.

This had covered some three sheets, closely written, and there were

still quite as many more. Decidedly Miss Sewin was a good

correspondent. I had been going through her letter grudgingly, as if

the turning of every leaf should bring the end near. The sail was

lifted, and Tom's honest black face appeared, to ask some question. I

curtly told him to go to the devil, and resumed my reading.

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"And now," went on the letter, "I am coming to something that I feel I

must tell you, and yet I hardly like to. It seems so ridiculous somehow

when one comes to put it down on paper, though if you were here, and we

could talk it over, well--it might not. You remember that last evening,

and what we were talking about when I asked you if some plan could not

be arranged under which I could write to you if I felt that we were in

need of your aid or advice? The idea rather originated with yourself if

you remember, in your usual kindness and forethought, so that

consideration alone emboldens me to write what might otherwise seem to

you only fanciful and foolish. You know, too, I am not inclined to

indulge in that sort of thing, so you will, I am sure, bear with me.

But I must begin.

"You remember that witch doctor, Ukozi, who came upon us suddenly at the

waterhole that same last evening, when my coin was lost? Well, he has

taken to coming here a great deal. At first my father used to get angry

with him and want to drive him away; you know, quite in the old style,

before you taught him--or tried to teach him--that the natives here were

not to be driven like our people in India used to be. But Ukozi didn't

seem to mind. He would go away chuckling, but the next day sure enough,

there he was again. Then father suddenly swung round and seemed to take

a fancy to him. He would talk to him by the hour--through Ivondwe

interpreting--and when we wondered, would tell us that he was getting

Ulcozi to teach him some of the native magic. Of course it seemed to us

absurd, but if we said anything of the sort father would get angry, so

the only thing was to let him go his own way. But when it came to his

going out at night with the witch doctor and coming back at all hours

thoroughly done up, why it seemed that the thing was going too far. He

has become very mysterious too. Once he let drop that Ukozi was going

to tell him all about the waterhole, and the strange thing that we saw

there, and then he became more angry still and vowed that he wouldn't be

interfered with--that here was a chance of learning something quite out

of the common, and he was going to take it whatever happened. Nothing

we can say or do seems to weigh with him in the least, and really, if it

didn't sound too absurd, I should say that this witch doctor had got him

right under his thumb. I asked Ivondwe about it quietly, but he was

very nice, and said that the old _Nkose_ was a wise man, yet there were

things that his wisdom had not yet reached, and now he would like to

learn them--that was all. There was nothing to trouble about. When he

had learnt what Ukozi could--or would--teach him--and that was not

much--then he would be the same as before. Now, Mr Glanton, you know

these people, and I ask you what does it all mean? My father is

altogether a changed man--how changed you would be the first to

recognise if you could see him. What, too, is the object; for Ukozi,

beyond getting something to eat, and tobacco now and then, does not seem

to ask for anything by way of payment, and I always thought the native

_isanusi_ was nothing if not acquisitive? But he is always here. For

want of a better expression he is getting upon my nerves, and not only

upon mine. It seems as if we were somehow being drawn within an

influence, and an influence the more weird and inexplicable that it is

through an agency that we should traditionally hold as something

inferior, and therefore quite absurd to take seriously. I mean a native

influence.

"Shall I risk disgracing myself for ever in your eyes by owning that I

am getting just a little bit frightened? Yes, frightened--I'm afraid

there's no other word for it--and the worst of it is I don't in the

least know what I am frightened of. It seems as if a something was

hanging over us--a something awful, and from which there is no escape.

You remember it was such a presentiment that made me say what I did the

last time you were here, and you reassured me on the subject of the

witch doctor at any rate. As to him, there is another strange

circumstance. Arlo, too, seems to have come under his influence. Arlo

who never could be got to take to any native, and now he is more

obedient to this Ukozi than to any of us; yet it is the obedience of

fear, for he whines and crouches when the witch doctor speaks to him.

Here, you will allow, is a real mystery.

"There are other things I might say, but I think I have said enough.

Again I hope you won't put me down as a weak-minded idiot frightened at

her own shadow. This country, you see, is so new and strange to us, and

our position is rather lonely; father, too, is ageing a good deal, so

there is some excuse if we feel a little--well, nervous, at times. As

it is I have put off writing to you until, as I reckon from what you

said, your time in Zululand must be nearly up, and then only that you

may not delay to come and see us immediately on your return.

"All send kind regards and are looking forward to welcoming you back,

but none more so than--

"Yours very sincerely,

"Aida Sewin.

"P.S.--I would rather you didn't mention anything of this to Falkner."

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This letter was, to say the least of it, puzzling. Carefully I read it

through again, and then it became obvious that the main drift of it was,

if not exactly an after-thought, at any rate not in the writer's mind to

communicate when she first began. Her contradictory accounts of her

father pointed to this. I made an effort to put behind me for the

present the feeling of exultation that I should be the one appealed to--

the rock of refuge, so to say--for I wanted to think out the drift of

the whole thing; and all my experience has gone to teach me that you

can't think, of two things at once without only half thinking of both of

them. The witch doctor's conduct was inexplicable viewed by the

ordinary light of common-sense motive. But I had lived long enough

among natives to know that I didn't really know them, which is

paradoxical yet true. I knew this much, that underlying their ordinary

and known customs there are others, to which no white man ever gains

access except by the purest accident--customs, it may be, to all

appearances utterly inconsequent or even ridiculous, but others again of

darker and more sinister import. Such are denied by them with laughter,

as too utterly absurd for existence, but they do exist for all that, and

the confiding European is lulled completely, thrown off the scent. And

now, putting four and four together, I wondered whether it was not

somewhere in this direction that I must search for Ukozi's motive.

As for the Major's craze, that didn't trouble me overmuch, if only that

I remembered that old gentlemen of the retired Anglo-Indian persuasion

were prone to take up fads, from the Lost Ten Tribes craze to Plymouth

Brethrenism. He had been struck by Ukozi's profession of occultism, and

probably hipped by the isolation of his own surroundings, had thrown

himself into it. I--and Falkner--would soon put that right, on our

return.

And yet, and yet--as I again took up Aida Sewin's letter in search it

might be of a further sidelight, the very real note of concern, not to

say alarm, which I read into it impressed me. It was as though I heard

a cry from her to hasten to her assistance. Well, I would do so. As I

have said, my trade with Majendwa's people had suddenly and

unaccountably broken down, but I had acquired quite a respectable lot of

cattle, all in excellent condition. I would have them all brought in on

the morrow and trek the next day for home. And having come to this

conclusion I heard the tramp of a horse outside, and Falkner's voice

lifted up in a resounding hail, which had the effect of setting all the

curs in the big kraal adjoining, on the stampede in such a fashion as to

remind me of Falkner's sprinting match on the first night of our

arrival.

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