AN END TO MY RESPONSIBILITIES.

As I stepped out of the rigging on to the rail, and stood there grasping

a backstay, there was a sudden rushing together of the crowd, every eye

sought mine, and a few of the more eager ones stretched out their hands,

as though to grasp me and thus establish a sort of claim to my immediate

attention. But I had no inclination to subject myself to the sort of

cross-questioning that might be expected from folk of the class of which

the emigrants were largely composed. I therefore raised my hand for

silence and to command attention, and when I saw that they were ready to

listen to me I began.

"I can see," I said, "that you are all very naturally anxious to learn

what I have been able to discover concerning yonder beautiful island

during my long stay aloft. I will therefore embrace the opportunity

which you have given me, by assembling yourselves together, to tell you

collectively the result of my observations.

"To begin with the size of the island, of which you are probably as well

able to judge as I am. Roughly speaking, it is of circular shape, as

you have already had the opportunity to see for yourselves, and I

estimate its diameter to be, as nearly as may be, ten miles. This

should give you an area of somewhere about seventy-eight and a half

square miles, or upwards of fifty thousand acres, of which probably

three-quarters will be found useful for any purpose to which you may

wish to put it. I therefore think you will agree with me that the

island is amply large enough to accommodate you all, and find you plenty

of employment for the remainder of your lives. I have seen several

streams of water, evidently fresh, flowing down its slopes; you are

therefore not likely to perish of thirst; on the contrary, there must be

an abundant supply, judging from the evidences of abounding fertility

that we see everywhere. I have observed no signs of animals, noxious or

otherwise, nor do I very well understand how they could get here, taking

into consideration the fact that there is no other land near at hand

from which they could have come; you are not likely, therefore, to

experience any trouble from that source. And, lastly, I have seen no

signs of inhabitants; it would therefore appear that your title to the

island is as good as that of anyone else;" (loud cheers). "But," I

continued, "I do not think it would be altogether wise to assume that

the island is uninhabited simply because I have been unable to discover

from aloft any trace of human presence. For aught that we know to the

contrary, the place may be swarming with natives, eager to obtain

possession of this ship and her cargo; and since we first entered these

waters we have had more than one opportunity of judging what would be

likely to happen, should we be so unfortunate as to fall into the power

of such people. I therefore propose that instead of all hands swarming

ashore, and leaving the ship to take care of herself--as I see you all

seem inclined to do--the muskets, with a good supply of ammunition,

shall be served out to those most capable of making a good use of them,

and half of that number shall go ashore as an exploring party to examine

the island thoroughly, while the other half shall remain aboard to take

care of the ship. Then, when you have satisfied yourselves that there

are no hostile natives to molest you, we will take the ship into yonder

cove, and all hands can then land without fear." This last proposition

of mine was evidently extremely unpopular, with no one more so than

Wilde, who, thrusting himself through the crowd, hotly demanded to know

who I thought I was that I should presume to dictate to them as to who

should and who should not land. But there were a few level-headed ones

among the party who, while freely acknowledging how tantalising it would

be to those left on board to gaze upon the island without being

permitted to land upon it, were quite able to recognise the prudence of

my suggestion, among them being Polson and the carpenter. At length,

after much animated discussion, not altogether free from the flavour of

acrimony, the proposal was adopted, and the difficult task of choosing

those who were to form the exploring party was proceeded with. Wilde

demanded that he should be included among the party upon the ground that

he was the originator of the scheme which had brought us all to the

island; and as I saw no particular reason for resisting this demand, I

allowed it to pass unchallenged, merely insisting that Polson should be

the leader of the expedition; while four others would necessarily have

to be seamen, in order to handle the boat and bring her quickly back to

the ship in the event of anything in the nature of a hasty retreat

becoming advisable. Thus five of the twelve explorers were seamen, and

the whole of these I personally nominated, being careful to choose the

most steady and reliable for so important a service, while the remaining

six were chosen by lot from among the unmarried male emigrants. This

point being at length settled, a packet of refreshments, consisting of

cold meat and ship's bread, was served out to each member of the

expedition; the largest of the quarter boats was lowered and brought to

the gangway, and the whole party bundled down the side into her and

pushed off amid the half-envious cheers of the rest. Just before they

started I drew Polson aside and gave him my views upon the manner in

which I considered that the exploration ought to be conducted, and

impressed upon him the fact that he was the leader of the expedition and

must exact the strictest obedience from every member of it; and this he

promised to do.

I allowed the exploring party to get fairly away from the ship, and

then, causing the second quarter boat to be lowered, sent four hands

down into her with the lead-line, followed them myself, and then headed

after the first boat toward the harbour which I suspected to exist

inside the two headlands first discovered by Polson, my object being to

make a rough survey of this harbour before attempting to take the ship

into it. The fact that I would allow only four seamen to accompany me

occasioned some further discontent among the number who were obliged to

remain aboard the ship; but I cared nothing for this. I was quite

determined that no unnecessary risks of any kind should be run; and

since these people appeared unable to think for themselves, and Wilde

seemed to have as little idea as the rest of them of what precautions

ought to be observed, I just resolved to think for them, at least until

they were all safely ashore and I could feel that I was no longer

responsible for their safety. After that they might take as many risks

as they pleased.

As we in the second boat neared the two headlands which formed the

approach to the inner harbour they assumed a much more imposing

appearance than they had presented from the deck of the ship, rising

sheer out of the water to a height of nearly or quite two hundred feet,

in the form of precipitous cliffs of dark rock which sloped away on

either hand until, at a distance of about a mile to right and left, they

dwindled away to nothing and were lost in the verdant slope that rose

gently from the outside beach.

I started sounding as soon as the boat pushed off from the ship's side,

and, instead of heading directly for the inner harbour, pursued a zigzag

course athwart and toward the mouth of it, each arm of the zigzag

measuring about half a mile. I did this in the hope of discovering any

hidden dangers that might perchance lurk in the track of the ship on her

way into the inner harbour; but we found none, and the floor of the

lagoon seemed to be as smooth and almost as level as that of a ballroom,

sloping very gradually up from a deep five fathoms where the ship lay to

four and a half fathoms between the two headlands.

But when at length we got fairly in between those two headlands, what a

surprise was sprung upon us! I had expected--and indeed the utmost

extent of my hopes had been--that inside those two heads we might find a

snug little cove just large enough to allow the ship room to swing in;

but, to the astonishment of us all, when we got inside we found

ourselves in a splendid landlocked basin, measuring about two and a half

miles long by about one and three-quarter miles wide, by far the largest

part of the area lying to the south-westward of the entrance.

On the inner side the two heads presented very much the same appearance

as they did outside; that is to say, they sprang sheer out of the water

as practically vertical cliffs, gradually decreasing in height until, at

about a distance of a mile from the harbour entrance, they disappeared

altogether, merging into the general, gentle, upward slope of the land

from the water's edge. Where the cliffs ended a beautiful sandy beach

began, having a sweep of fully three miles round the back of the basin.

It was on this beach that the exploring party had landed; and when we

entered the basin there was the other boat, her stem hauled up on the

beach, and her painter made fast to an oar, the loom of which had been

driven deep into the sand, instead of lying off, afloat, with two hands

in her as boatkeepers, ready for any emergency, as I had directed. It

was a little annoying to find one's instructions disregarded so

flagrantly; but I reminded myself that, with the berthing of the ship in

the basin, I should have accomplished all that had been demanded of me,

and henceforth must expect to be treated as a nonentity. That, of

course, would leave me quite free to think out some plan whereby to

effect my escape and return to civilisation; for Wilde's Socialistic

doctrines did not in the least appeal to me, and not even the prospect

of passing the remainder of my life upon that beautiful and fertile

island could reconcile me to them.

However, there was plenty of time before me in which to work out a plan

of escape; my present business was to ascertain whether the Basin--as I

already named it in my own mind--afforded safe anchorage for the ship; I

therefore resumed the task of sounding, working pretty regularly all

over the area of it, with the result that the floor was found to slope

upward very gradually until within about half a mile of low-water mark,

when the slope became comparatively steep. So far as my somewhat

cursory survey went there seemed to be no submerged rocks, shoals, or

other dangers in that beautiful landlocked harbour to imperil the safety

of the ship; but in order to make assurance doubly sure I landed on the

inner beach and ascended the south-west head--from which the best view

of the basin was to be obtained--when, the sun having by this time

climbed nearly to the zenith and his rays striking down almost

perpendicularly into the water, I was able to see a considerable portion

of the sandy floor of the harbour through the crystalline depths of its

waters; but neither in this way could I discover any sign of danger or

obstruction. I therefore concluded that the ship might be brought

inside the Heads, and anchored pretty closely to the beach, without much

apprehension of harm happening to her, especially as there did not

appear to be more than eighteen inches rise of tide in this particular

part of the ocean.

From the situation which I now occupied I was of course afforded the

best view of the island that I had yet obtained; and truth compels me to

say that the more I saw of it the better I liked it. There should be no

lack of fresh water on the island, for even from my point of observation

there were at least a dozen small streams in sight, and doubtless there

were others beyond the range of my vision. Then the trees upon it

seemed to number some hundreds of thousands, a very fair proportion of

which appeared to be of large size, and the timber of which would

probably be found useful for a multiplicity of purposes. It was a

veritable garden of flowers of the most varied and beautiful shapes and

hues; butterflies of enormous size and the most gorgeous colours flitted

here and there; bees hovered over the multitudinous blossoms, busily

engaged in collecting their store of honey; many birds were seen, some

of then of marvellously beautiful plumage; while, as to fruit, wild

strawberries and raspberries flourished in profusion even upon the

headland on which I was standing, and which boasted no other vegetation

than grass and low bushes. The shores of the basin offered an

absolutely ideal site for a town, although the ground there might

perhaps be considered rather low; and for my own part I practically made

up my mind that, while I would stick to the ship as long as I might be

permitted to do so, if I were compelled to remain on the island for any

length of time I would endeavour to secure a plot of land on the weather

side of the island, and about halfway up the side of the mountain.

One of the most remarkable facts connected with the island, that served

to confirm me in the conviction that it was uninhabited, was the

extraordinary and absolute fearlessness of man which the birds and other

living things exhibited. They flitted about us, and settled within

reach of our hands, and numbers of them might have been captured had I

permitted it; but I pointed out to the men who accompanied me the

absolute uselessness as well as cruelty of such a proceeding, and

contrived to convince them that a great deal more pleasure was to be

derived from the sight of these beautiful creatures, alive and flying

about in perfect freedom and fearlessness, than from the possession of a

few of their dead and stuffed skins.

Having at length learned as much as was possible in such a brief visit

to this island paradise, and having also fully made up my mind as to the

precise spot in the basin where the _Mercury_ should be moored, I

summoned my boat's crew to follow me, and, descending to the beach, got

into our boat and pulled back to the ship, just in time for dinner.

Polson being ashore with the explorers, the cabin party at dinner

consisted only of Miss Hartley, Tudsbery, and myself; and it was only

natural that my two companions should be eager to learn what impression

a nearer view of the island had produced upon me, although I could not

help thinking that there was a something suggestive of apprehension or

distaste in the questions which the girl put to me. I took but little

notice of it at the moment, however; for I was thinking more about the

task of moving the ship than of satisfying the curiosity of my

companions, who, I considered, would doubtless have an opportunity on

the morrow to learn for themselves all that they desired to know.

I had so completely made up my mind that there was no reason why the

ship should not at once be taken into the basin, that as soon as dinner

was over I gave the carpenter instructions to muster the hands and heave

short, the news that the ship was about to enter the basin producing a

sufficient number of voluntary helpers from among the emigrants to

render the task of walking the ship up to her anchor an easy one,

despite the fact that the exploring party left us five seamen short.

Then, the seamen who remained on board having loosed and set the three

topsails, jib, and spanker, we broke out the anchor, cast the ship with

her head to the southward for a short stretch in the lagoon, in order to

get a fair run in between the Heads, then roused the anchor up to the

bows, and catted it.

By the time that this was done we were far enough to the southward to

enable us to point our jibboom straight for the fairway between the

Heads--the northernmost of which slightly overlapped the other--when we

tacked ship and bore away for the entrance, with the emigrants crowding

the waist, on both sides of the ship, eager to see their new home at

somewhat closer quarters. A quarter of an hour later we swept in

between the two towering headlands, with sufficient way on the ship to

carry us through the belt of calm under the lee of the northernmost

Head, and the interior of the Basin, in all its beauty, lay spread out

like a picture before us. Loud ejaculations of delight proclaimed the

pleasure which the sight gave to the emigrants, several of whom turned

their faces toward the poop, and in unmistakable language hinted the

hope that they would now be allowed to go ashore without further delay.

Once fairly inside the Head, the helm was starboarded and the ship was

headed for a sort of bay in the southern extremity of the basin, the

topsail halyards were let go, the jib hauled down, and the spanker

brailed in, and with the way that she still had on her the _Mercury_

slowly drifted to the spot which I had chosen as her final berth, and

the anchor was let go, in three and a half fathoms of water.

I am afraid I earned a certain amount of unpopularity by steadfastly

refusing to allow anyone to leave the ship until the explorers should

have returned, but the refusal was part of my policy of extreme caution,

of leaving nothing to chance, and of taking no risks of any kind, and I

adhered to it, explaining my reasons, and, I think, convincing the

majority that I was right.

With the mooring of the _Mercury_ in the berth which I had chosen for

her inside the Basin, I considered my task and my responsibility at an

end; and, seating myself in a basket chair on the poop, beneath the

awning, I disposed myself to begin thinking out some plan for the

ordering of my own future conduct. But I had scarcely settled myself

comfortably when I was joined by Grace Hartley, who strove to conceal a

somewhat embarrassed manner, and the obvious fact that she had something

on her mind, behind an attempt at light and frivolous conversation. I

endured this as long as I could; but at length the girl's preoccupation

became so marked that I interrupted her somewhat unceremoniously by

saying:

"Pray excuse me for breaking in upon your entertaining remarks, Miss

Hartley, but do you not think you had better come to the point, and have

done with it? You want to say something to me, and do not quite know

how to begin. Is not that the fact?"

"Yes, Mr Troubridge, it is," she acknowledged; "although how you

managed to guess it, I am sure I don't know."

"Well," said I, "let it suffice that I have guessed it. Now, go ahead

and just tell me what it is."

The girl hesitated for some time, and at length said, with a laugh of

embarrassment:

"I know quite well what it is that I want to say; but my difficulty is

that I do not know how you will take it, for I have only a very hazy

idea what are your own ideas upon the subject."

"Has it anything to do with Gurney, by any chance?" I asked.

"Well, yes, it has--in a way," she answered. "The fact is, Mr

Troubridge, that now, when that horrid man Wilde's scheme seems to be

nearing fruition, I am beginning to realise that I am in a very awkward

and difficult position; and I am feeling very anxious. I have heard

much talk, lately, that has greatly alarmed me; and I have been

compelled to ask myself what is to be the outcome of this attempt to

found a colony upon Socialistic lines. I admit that I have never very

closely studied the doctrine of Socialism; but if Wilde's views are to

be accepted as its gospel, my common sense tells me that the experiment

which we are about to make can result in nothing but a ghastly fiasco.

The text of his preaching is Social Equality. Equality! There has

never been, and never will be such a thing so long as this world endures

and mankind is what it is; and all attempts to make and keep men equal

are foredoomed to end in failure, even as they did in the days of the

French Revolution. I foresee that one of the first results which will

follow such an attempt here will be discontent; then will speedily

follow dissension, and, finally, anarchy; and I look forward to that

condition of things with the utmost dread. For anarchy means

lawlessness, violence, the adoption of the doctrine that Might is Right;

and in the midst of such a state of things what will happen to us

unfortunate women?"

"Ah!" said I. "That is a question which I should think will affect you

very closely, although, judging merely from what I have seen of the

others, I doubt whether it will greatly trouble them. I imagine that,

even if anarchy should come, they will know pretty well how to take care

of themselves, even as the French Revolutionary women did. But what has

all this got to do with Gurney?"

"Well, it concerns him in this way," the girl answered. "He thinks upon

this subject precisely as I do, and foresees--as I do--that grave

troubles for us all loom in the not-far-distant future. Of course you

know very little about George Gurney, Mr Troubridge; to you he is

merely one of the crew of this ship; but," with some little

embarrassment which I very readily understood, "I have seen a great deal

of him of late, and I assure you that he is a very remarkable man,

intelligent, well-educated, refined; indeed, as a matter of fact, I

believe--although he has never told me so--that he was born to a very

different station in life from that which he now occupies. I may as

well acknowledge that it is to conversations I have had with him that I

have come to see things in the light that I have endeavoured to make

clear to you; and it is partly at his suggestion that I finally decided

to mention the subject to you, and endeavour to obtain your views upon

it."

"My views, Miss Hartley," said I, "are in all essentials identical with

your own--and Gurney's--and, if you think fit, you may tell him so."

"Oh, thank you, Mr Troubridge!" exclaimed my companion. "I will

certainly do so, for I am sure that he will be glad to hear it. Of

course you understand that this conversation of ours was intended to be

private? You will not mention to others what--?"

"I will not," I promised; "make your mind quite easy upon that point.

As a matter of fact I am very much obliged to you for opening your mind

to me; I will give what you have said my most serious consideration; and

it may be that, a little later on, I shall be very glad to have a little

further conversation with you upon this most interesting subject."

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