Chapter XXVI

A Great Surprise

"The life we choose

Breathes high, and sees a full-arched firmament.

Our deeds shall speak like rock-hewn messages,

Teaching great purpose to the distant time."

--_George Eliot._

To the young all things are tragic. To Beatrice it seemed that the end

of everything had come. Now she realized that behind her objection to

Adele's presence in her home there had lurked the fear that her father's

stay would be short.

She shed no more tears, but her dry-eyed grief was more distressing for

that very reason. If Doctor Raymond hoped to talk matters over again he

reckoned without his host, for Beatrice could not speak of the

separation. The scientist was very busy and had little leisure to devote

to his daughter, but he noted with concern her lack of interest in

everything.

"Beatrice," he said to her one day, "you need some one with you. I am

obliged to be away a great deal just now, and it is lonely for you. Your

aunt has kindly consented to superintend the preparation of your

wardrobe, and it might be wise for you to spend the remaining time

there. Either that or else they must come here."

"Let them come here, father. I--I don't want to leave home before I

must."

There were no tears in her voice, but something in it caused her father

to say, not quite steadily:

"My daughter, be brave. Don't make it hard for me."

Beatrice looked at him quickly.

"Is it hard for you, father?"

"Harder than I would like you to know, child. You know why I must go.

Let us not dwell on the unpleasant part of it. After all, two years are

nothing. After the first hurt of the separation is over you will find

new interests, and life will once more become rosy. You are going to be

brave, aren't you?"

"Yes, father," answered Bee steadily.

"That is my good little daughter. Today I will bring Adele and her

mother over, and they will cheer you up. It will benefit Henry also to

have the change."

"Very well," answered the girl trying to smile.

She had not seen her cousin since she left her outside old Rachel's

cabin, and when evening brought Adele once more to Walnut Grove a dull

wonder crept into her heart that her coming was not fraught with pain.

To her surprise there was a great difference in the manner of both her

father and her cousin toward each other. Adele no longer made pert

sallies at his expense after the manner of a petted child; she seemed

rather subdued toward him. Bee did not fully comprehend how dissimilar

was their attitude for some days, and then she came slowly to see that

while Doctor Raymond was unfailingly courteous toward his niece it was

to her he turned, to her wishes that he deferred. It came to her with a

sort of shock that it was she herself who was first with him.

"Why! he loves me best. Father loves me best!" she said to herself in

surprise. "How has it come?"

To her wonder Adele treated the fact as a matter of course, but as a

full realization of the truth came to Bee her unhappiness at his going

increased.

"I wish I were going to college," cried Adele one day, fluttering about

a number of parcels that had just arrived. "I never saw such a lot of

hats and gowns. You will be the best dressed girl there, Bee."

"Will I?" asked Bee indifferently. Pretty frocks were all very well in

their place, but they did not relieve the ache in her heart.

"You don't care a thing about them," declared her cousin. "You are such

a funny girl! Isn't she, mamma?"

"A little inclined so," answered Mrs. Raymond, who delighted in pretty

clothes. "Bee, do take more interest. It is ungrateful not to appreciate

what your father is doing for you. Now, Adele cares a great deal more

about her appearance than you do about yours, yet I should not get her

so many things. Of course William knows that you need more dressing is

the reason he is so liberal."

"No, Aunty," returned Bee. "Father is not generous because of that, but

because he wishes to make up to me for his absence."

And with the utterance of these words it became clear to her that this

was in truth the reason. That he was not quite easy in his mind

regarding her, and sought this means to relieve the feeling. A quick

gush of tenderness flooded her being.

"I must be brave," she told herself over and over. "It distresses him

because I am unhappy. I must be brave."

"Bee," spoke Adele sharply, "what in the world are you mooning about?

Mamma has spoken to you twice."

"I beg your pardon, aunty," said Bee contritely. "I did not hear you. I

was thinking."

"You should conquer that habit of inattentiveness," chided her aunt. "I

notice that it is growing on you. What has come over you, Bee? I never

saw such a change in a girl in all my life!"

"Am I so changed?" asked Bee wistfully.

"Well; you are so thoughtful and quiet. You used to be so merry, you

know."

"It's father, aunty," cried the girl, bursting into tears. "I am trying

to be brave, but oh, Aunt Annie! my heart is breaking."

The lady drew her to her and kissed her.

"It doesn't do to have so much feeling, child," she said. "There! dry

your eyes, and look at this tweed. It will make a handsome traveling

gown."

"Yes;" broke in Adele ecstatically, while Bee wiped her eyes, and

endeavored to interest herself in the dress. "There are to be gloves,

hat and shoes in keeping. The girls would call it swell. And, Bee, we

are all going to New York with Uncle William to see him off. Won't it be

fine to be in New York City? You better believe that I'm not coming back

without seeing some of the sights."

"I think we shall all be willing to do that, Adele," smiled her mother.

So the talk went on. Bee was fitted with wraps, gowns, hats, and other

things considered necessary until her head whirled with the

multitudinous furnishings, and all the world seemed to resolve itself

into one vast dressmaking shop created solely for her benefit.

"Another, aunty?" she asked wearily one morning as Mrs. Raymond called

her into the sewing room for a fitting.

"Yes; this is the very last one, child; and a beauty it is too."

"I do not think that I ever had so many dresses in all my life

together," observed the girl. "What am I to do with them all?"

"You will find use for everything when you reach the college, Beatrice,"

smiled the lady. "This one is for evening. There are many social

functions, and of course you will take part in them. It is tiresome, I

know, to fit all these things but you will be glad later that you have

them."

"I may be," answered Bee. "I am not ungrateful, aunty, for all that you

are doing, only just now it seems as though there were ever so many more

than I will need. And," she added with a troubled look and speaking in a

lower tone, "are you sure that father can afford to spend so much on

me?"

"You absurd child!" exclaimed Mrs. Raymond with misty eyes. "Of course

he can. I think myself that he is doing more than is necessary, but it

pleases him, Bee, so accept it for the pleasure it gives him."

"But if he is denying himself," began Bee, but they were interrupted by

the entrance of Aunt Fanny.

"Dose satanic gen'mun dat wuz heah ter dinnah dat time dey is all

downstairs, an' dey say dey wants ter see Miss Bee," she announced.

"Isn't it father?" asked Bee in astonishment. "He is in the library,

Aunt Fanny. You mean him, don't you?"

"No'm; I doesn't. Dey said Miss Beatrice Raymond," answered the negress

pompously. "Jest like dat: Miss Beatrice Raymond."

"Better run down, Bee," suggested her aunt. "I dare say that they wish

to see you again as this may be their last visit before William goes."

So wonderingly Beatrice went down to the library. They were all there.

The four scientists whom she had entertained with the Butterfly Dinner

that now seemed so long ago. They arose at her entrance and greeted her

cordially albeit with some embarrassment. Her father, too, appeared

moved out of his ordinary composure.

"Miss Raymond," spoke one of the naturalists, "we have sent for

you--that is--we have never forgotten that dinner, and as a token of

our appreciation--"

"You are all wrong, Davis," broke in another. "It isn't a token at all.

It is her natural right."

"You see," exclaimed the shy man whom Bee remembered so well, "that we

were astonished when we learned how you had helped to catalogue the

specimens which your father brought back, and we realize how much help

you can be to him; so we think--"

"In short," announced the first speaker, "we wish you to accompany your

father as his secretary; all expenses to be borne by the University.

Will you accept?"

"I--What do you mean?" gasped Bee, clasping her hands and breathing

quickly.

"Just what we say, Miss Beatrice. You have done a good work this summer,

and we believe that with your leaning toward science it would be of

great benefit to you and to ourselves also to send you with Doctor

Raymond to help him in his work. The faculty decided upon this move

unknown to your father, and have sent us as a committee to ask your

acceptance."

"My acceptance?" came from Bee in a sob as she turned blindly toward

her father. "Oh, father, father! you tell them."

"Gentlemen," said Doctor Raymond unsteadily, "in my daughter's name I

thank you. She accepts with pleasure, and will endeavor to discharge the

duties entrusted to her with faithfulness. As for myself--" He paused,

unable to finish.

"Nonsense, Raymond! you needed some one to look after you. We shall

expect the finest collection that is on this continent with her to help

you. It is for our benefit that we are doing this. Now let's settle some

of the details, if Miss Raymond is able to attend to them."

"Oh, yes;" laughed Bee through her tears. "I can do anything now."

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