BY THE RIVERSIDE.

The morning called me out imperatively. It is almost like that Sunday

morning on which I took my first early walk with Harry. I fell into

the same path we followed then. This path led us to the Dohuta. We

walked slowly along its fringed bank, as I have been walking along it

now, and stopped here where the river makes a little bend round a just

perceptible rising graced by three ilex-trees. We found ourselves here

more than once afterwards. We never thought beforehand what way we

should take; we could not go amiss, where we went together.

The river holds its calm flow as when Harry was beside it with me.

Here are the trees whose vigorous growth he praised, their thorny

foliage glittering in the new sunlight as it glittered then. These

associates of that pleasant time, renewing their impressions, awaken

more and more vividly those of the dearer companionship.

It is strange the faithfulness with which the seemingly indifferent

objects about us keep for us the record of hours that they have

witnessed, rendering up our own past to us in a completeness in which

our memory would not have reproduced it but for the suggestions of

these unchosen confidants. Without displacing the familiar scene,

distant and far other landscapes rise before me, visions that Harry

Dudley called up for me here; to all the clear, fresh sounds of the

early morning join themselves again our asking and replying voices.

I knew at once when a place had a particular interest for Harry, by

the tone in which he pronounced the name. Fiesole was always a

beautiful word for me, but how beautiful now that I must hear in it

his affectionate accent! Volterra has a charm which it does not owe to

its dim antiquity, or owes to it as revivified by him. His strong

sympathy, embracing the remoter and the near, makes the past as actual

to him as the present, and both alike poetic.

Harry's researches have not been carried on as a pastime, or even as a

pursuit, but as a true study, a part of his preparation for a

serviceable life. It is the history of humanity that he explores, and

he reads it more willingly in its achievements than in its failures.

The remains of the early art of Etruria, its grand works of utility,

give evidence of the immemorial existence of a true civilization upon

that favored soil, the Italy of Italy.

Among the retributions of time--as just in its compensations as in its

revenges--there is hardly one more remarkable than this which is

rendering justice to the old Etruscans, awakening the world to a long

unacknowledged debt. Their annals have been destroyed, their

literature has perished, their very language has passed away; but

their life wrote itself on the country for whose health, fertility,

and beauty they invented and labored,--wrote itself in characters so

strong that the wear of the long ages has not effaced them. This

original civilization has never been expelled from the scene of its

ancient reign. Through all changes, under all oppressions, amid all

violences, it has held itself in life,--has found means to assert and

reassert its beneficent rights. Its very enemies have owed to it that

they have been able to blend with their false glory some share of a

more honorable fame. In its early seats it has never left itself long

without a witness; but still some new gift to the world, in letters,

in art, or in science, has given proof of its yet unexhausted

resources.

As freedom is older than despotism, so civilization is older than

barbarism. Man, made in the image of God, was made loving, loyal,

beneficently creative.

No country except his own is nearer to Harry's heart than Italy,--not

even France, though it is almost a second home to him; but perhaps

there cannot be that passion in our love for the prosperous. For me,

too, Italy has always stood alone;--sacred in her triple royalty of

beauty, genius, and sorrow.

Harry has ties of his own to Italy, and of those which endear most

closely. It was the scene of his first great grief,--as yet his only

one. The firm, devout expression which his face took, whenever he

spoke of his brother, showed that the early departure of the friend

with whom he had hoped to walk hand in hand through life had not

saddened or discouraged him,--had only left with him a sense of double

obligation.

Harry does not speak of himself uninvited; but he was ready to do so,

as simply and frankly as of anything else, when I drew him to it. He

has his day-dreams like other young men, and found a true youthful

delight in sharing them. I could not but observe that into his plans

for the future--apart from the little home, vaguely, yet tenderly

sketched, for which a place was supposed in them--his own advantage

entered only inasmuch as they provided him a sphere of beneficent

activity.

The one great duty of our time may oblige him to postpone all designs

which have not its fulfilment for their immediate object. But only to

postpone, I will hope. For why should we suppose that the struggle

with slavery is to last through the life of the present generation?

May we not believe that the time may come, even in our day, when we

shall only have to build and to plant, no longer to overthrow and

uproot?

* * * * *

Karl and Fritz have found me out here. They came to propose to me that

we should have our service this morning in the open air, at the same

place where we had it Sunday before last. They had already been at the

house, and had obtained my mother's assent. Karl was the spokesman, as

usual; but he stopped at the end of every sentence and looked for his

brother's concurrence.

I have remarked a change in Karl lately. He has the advantage of

Fritz, not only in years, but in capacity and energy. He has always

been a good brother; but his superiority has been fully taken for

granted between them, and all its rights asserted and admitted without

a struggle. Within a short time, however, his character has matured

rapidly. He has shown greater consideration for Fritz, and in general

more sympathy with what is weaker or softer or humbler than himself. I

had observed a greater thoughtfulness in him before Harry Dudley's

visit here. But that short intercourse has extended his view in many

directions. The entire absence of assumption, where there was so

incontestable a superiority, could not but affect him profoundly. And

then Harry, although Karl's strength and cleverness made him a very

satisfactory work-fellow, took a great interest in Fritz, in whom he

discovered fine perceptions. He tried to draw him out of his reserve,

and to give him pleasure by making him feel he could contribute to

that of others. Some latent talents, which the shy boy had cultivated

unnoticed, brought him into a new importance. He knows the habits of

all our birds, and has a marvellous familiarity with insects. His

observations on their modes of life had been so exact, that Doctor

Borrow, in questioning him, had almost a tone of deference. He was

able to render signal service to the Doctor, too, by discovering for

him, from description, tiny plants hard to find when out of bloom.

Hans, who is fondest of the son that never rivalled him, exulted

greatly in this sudden distinction. Karl took a generous pleasure in

it; and, under the double influence of increased respect from without

and enhanced self-esteem, Fritz's diffident powers are warming out

wonderfully.

The boys thanked me very gratefully, as if I had done them a real

favor, when I gave my consent to their plan; though I do not know why

they should not suppose it as agreeable to me as to themselves.

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