VII. FICTION AND SENTIMENT

The boy farmer does not appreciate school vacations as highly as his

city cousin. When school keeps, he has only to “do chores and go to

school,” but between terms there are a thousand things on the farm that

have been left for the boy to do. Picking up stones in the pastures and

piling them in heaps used to be one of them. Some lots appeared to

grow stones, or else the sun every year drew them to the surface, as it

coaxes the round cantelopes out of the soft garden soil; it is certain

that there were fields that always gave the boys this sort of fall work.

And very lively work it was on frosty mornings for the barefooted boys,

who were continually turning up the larger stones in order to stand for

a moment in the warm place that had been covered from the frost. A boy

can stand on one leg as well as a Holland stork; and the boy who found

a warm spot for the sole of his foot was likely to stand in it until

the words, “Come, stir your stumps,” broke in discordantly upon his

meditations. For the boy is very much given to meditations. If he had

his way, he would do nothing in a hurry; he likes to stop and think

about things, and enjoy his work as he goes along. He picks up potatoes

as if each one were a lump of gold just turned out of the dirt, and

requiring careful examination.

Although the country-boy feels a little joy when school breaks up (as

he does when anything breaks up, or any change takes place), since he is

released from the discipline and restraint of it, yet the school is his

opening into the world,--his romance. Its opportunities for enjoyment

are numberless. He does not exactly know what he is set at books for;

he takes spelling rather as an exercise for his lungs, standing up and

shouting out the words with entire recklessness of consequences; he

grapples doggedly with arithmetic and geography as something that must

be cleared out of his way before recess, but not at all with the zest

he would dig a woodchuck out of his hole. But recess! Was ever any

enjoyment so keen as that with which a boy rushes out of the schoolhouse

door for the ten minutes of recess? He is like to burst with animal

spirits; he runs like a deer; he can nearly fly; and he throws himself

into play with entire self-forgetfulness, and an energy that would

overturn the world if his strength were proportioned to it. For

ten minutes the world is absolutely his; the weights are taken off,

restraints are loosed, and he is his own master for that brief

time,--as he never again will be if he lives to be as old as the king

of Thule,--and nobody knows how old he was. And there is the nooning,

a solid hour, in which vast projects can be carried out which have been

slyly matured during the school-hours: expeditions are undertaken; wars

are begun between the Indians on one side and the settlers on the other;

the military company is drilled (without uniforms or arms), or games are

carried on which involve miles of running, and an expenditure of wind

sufficient to spell the spelling-book through at the highest pitch.

Friendships are formed, too, which are fervent, if not enduring, and

enmities contracted which are frequently “taken out” on the spot, after

a rough fashion boys have of settling as they go along; cases of long

credit, either in words or trade, are not frequent with boys; boot on

jack-knives must be paid on the nail; and it is considered much

more honorable to out with a personal grievance at once, even if the

explanation is made with the fists, than to pretend fair, and then take

a sneaking revenge on some concealed opportunity. The country-boy at the

district school is introduced into a wider world than he knew at home,

in many ways. Some big boy brings to school a copy of the Arabian

Nights, a dog-eared copy, with cover, title-page, and the last leaves

missing, which is passed around, and slyly read under the desk,

and perhaps comes to the little boy whose parents disapprove of

novel-reading, and have no work of fiction in the house except a pious

fraud called “Six Months in a Convent,” and the latest comic almanac.

The boy's eyes dilate as he steals some of the treasures out of the

wondrous pages, and he longs to lose himself in the land of enchantment

open before him. He tells at home that he has seen the most wonderful

book that ever was, and a big boy has promised to lend it to him. “Is it

a true book, John?” asks the grandmother; “because, if it isn't true,

it is the worst thing that a boy can read.” (This happened years ago.)

John cannot answer as to the truth of the book, and so does not bring it

home; but he borrows it, nevertheless, and conceals it in the barn and,

lying in the hay-mow, is lost in its enchantments many an odd hour when

he is supposed to be doing chores. There were no chores in the Arabian

Nights; the boy there had but to rub the ring and summon a genius, who

would feed the calves and pick up chips and bring in wood in a minute.

It was through this emblazoned portal that the boy walked into the world

of books, which he soon found was larger than his own, and filled with

people he longed to know.

And the farmer-boy is not without his sentiment and his secrets, though

he has never been at a children's party in his life, and, in fact, never

has heard that children go into society when they are seven, and give

regular wine-parties when they reach the ripe age of nine. But one of

his regrets at having the summer school close is dimly connected with a

little girl, whom he does not care much for, would a great deal rather

play with a boy than with her at recess,--but whom he will not see again

for some time,--a sweet little thing, who is very friendly with John,

and with whom he has been known to exchange bits of candy wrapped up in

paper, and for whom he cut in two his lead-pencil, and gave her half.

At the last day of school she goes part way with John, and then he turns

and goes a longer distance towards her home, so that it is late when

he reaches his own. Is he late? He didn't know he was late; he came

straight home when school was dismissed, only going a little way home

with Alice Linton to help her carry her books. In a box in his chamber,

which he has lately put a padlock on, among fishhooks and lines and

baitboxes, odd pieces of brass, twine, early sweet apples, pop-corn,

beechnuts, and other articles of value, are some little billets-doux,

fancifully folded, three-cornered or otherwise, and written, I will

warrant, in red or beautifully blue ink. These little notes are parting

gifts at the close of school, and John, no doubt, gave his own in

exchange for them, though the writing was an immense labor, and the

folding was a secret bought of another boy for a big piece of sweet

flag-root baked in sugar, a delicacy which John used to carry in his

pantaloons-pocket until his pocket was in such a state that putting his

fingers into it was about as good as dipping them into the sugar-bowl

at home. Each precious note contained a lock or curl of girl's hair,--a

rare collection of all colors, after John had been in school many terms,

and had passed through a great many parting scenes,--black, brown, red,

tow-color, and some that looked like spun gold and felt like silk.

The sentiment contained in the notes was that which was common in the

school, and expressed a melancholy foreboding of early death, and a

touching desire to leave hair enough this side the grave to constitute

a sort of strand of remembrance. With little variation, the poetry that

made the hair precious was in the words, and, as a Cockney would say,

set to the hair, following:

“This lock of hair,

Which I did wear,

Was taken from my head;

When this you see,

Remember me,

Long after I am dead.”

John liked to read these verses, which always made a new and fresh

impression with each lock of hair, and he was not critical; they were

for him vehicles of true sentiment, and indeed they were what he used

when he inclosed a clip of his own sandy hair to a friend. And it did

not occur to him until he was a great deal older and less innocent, to

smile at them. John felt that he would sacredly keep every lock of hair

intrusted to him, though death should come on the wings of cholera and

take away every one of these sad, red-ink correspondents. When John's

big brother one day caught sight of these treasures, and brutally told

him that he “had hair enough to stuff a horse-collar,” John was so

outraged and shocked, as he should have been, at this rude invasion of

his heart, this coarse suggestion, this profanation of his most delicate

feeling, that he was kept from crying only by the resolution to “lick”

his brother as soon as ever he got big enough.

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