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A gladness like the white flare of burning powder swept over him, and

then he became conscious of other, minor sensations--his head ached

intolerably from the fall down the stair, and a grinding pain shot

through his shoulder, lodging in his torn lower arm at the slightest

movement. He slipped the sounding pole into its loops on the cabin and

hastily made his way aft to the relief of Poul Halvard.

The sailor was nowhere visible; but, in an intermittent, reddish light

that faded and swelled as the cabin door swung open and shut, Woolfolk

saw a white figure clinging to the wheel--Millie.

Instantly his hands replaced hers on the spokes and, as if with a

palpable sigh of relief, the _Gar_ steadied to her course. Millie

Stope clung to the deck rail, sobbing with exhaustion.

"He's--he's dead!" she exclaimed, between her racking inspirations.

She pointed to the floor of the cockpit, and there, sliding

grotesquely with the motion of the seaway, was Poul Halvard. An arm

was flung out, as if in ward against the ketch's side, but it

crumpled, the body hit heavily, a hand seemed to clutch at the boards

it had so often and thoroughly swabbed; but without avail. The face

momentarily turned upward; it was haggard beyond expression, and bore

stamped upon it, in lines that resembled those of old age, the

agonized struggle against the inevitable last treachery of life.

"When----" John Woolfolk stopped in sheer, leaden amazement.

"Just when you called 'Three and a quarter.' Before that he had fallen

on his knees. He begged me to help him hold the wheel. He said you'd

be lost if I didn't. He talked all the time about keeping her head up

and up. I helped him. Your voice came back years apart. At the last he

was on the floor, holding the bottom of the wheel. He told me to keep

it steady, dead ahead. His voice grew so weak that I couldn't hear;

and then all at once he slipped away. I--I held on--called to you. But

against the wind----"

He braced his knee against the wheel and, leaning out, found the

jigger sheet and flattened the reefed sail; he turned to where the jib

sheet led after, and then swung the ketch about. The yacht rode

smoothly, slipping forward over the long, even ground swell, and he

turned with immeasurable emotion to the woman beside him.

The light from the cabin flooded out over her face, and he saw that,

miraculously, the fear had gone. Her countenance was drawn with

weariness and the hideous strain of the past minutes, but her gaze

squarely met the night and sea. Her chin was lifted, its graceful line

firm, and her mouth was in repose. She had, as he had recognized she

alone must, conquered the legacy of Lichfield Stope; while he, John

Woolfolk, and Halvard, had put Nicholas out of her life. She was

free.

"If you could go below----" he suggested. "In the morning, with this

wind, we'll be at anchor under a fringe of palms, in water like a blue

silk counterpane."

"I think I could now, with you," she replied. She pressed her lips,

salt and enthralling, against his face, and made her way into the

cabin. He locked the wheel momentarily and, following, wrapped her in

the blankets, on the new sheets prepared for her coming. Then, putting

out the light, he shut the cabin door and returned to the wheel.

The body of Poul Halvard struck his feet and rested there. A good man,

born by the sea, who had known its every expression; with a faithful

and simple heart, as such men occasionally had.

The diminished wind swept in a clear diapason through the pellucid

sky; the resplendent sea reached vast and magnetic to its invisible

horizon. A sudden distaste seized John Woolfolk for the dragging death

ceremonials of land. Halvard had known the shore mostly as a turbulent

and unclean strip that had finally brought about his end.

He leaned forward and found beyond any last doubt that the other was

dead; a black, clotted surface adhered to the wound which his pride,

his invincible determination, had driven him to deny.

In the space beneath the afterdeck Woolfolk found a spare folded

anchor for the tender, a length of rope; and he slowly completed the

preparations for his purpose. He lifted the body to the narrow deck

outside the rail, and, in a long dip, the waves carried it smoothly

and soundlessly away. John Woolfolk said:

"'... Commit his body to the deep, looking for the general resurrection

... through ... Christ.'"

Then, upright and motionless at the wheel, with the wan radiance of

the binnacle lamp floating up over his hollow cheeks and set gaze, he

held the ketch southward through the night.

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