She ran out into the little elder alley, and seeing me so pale she
said, "I know why you have come, you are going away!"
"Yes," I replied, "the others are going, but I am to stay in Metz; it
is very fortunate."
She said nothing, and we went into the kitchen, which was very cool
compared with the heat outside. She sat down, and I read her the
commandant's letter. She listened to it, and repeated, "Yes, it is
very fortunate."
And we sat and looked at each other without speaking a word, and then
she took my head between her hands and kissed me, and embraced me for a
long time, and I could see she was crying, though she did not say a
word.
"You weep," said I, "but since I am to stay in Metz!"
Still she did not speak, but went and brought some wine. I took a
glass, and she asked, "What does Catherine say?"
"She is glad that I am to remain at the arsenal; and Mr. Goulden also."
"That is well; and are they preparing what you need?"
"Yes, Aunt Gredel, and I must be at the city hall before five o'clock
to receive my uniform."
"Well! then you must go; kiss me, Joseph. I will not go with you. I
do not wish to see the battalion leave--I will stay here. I must live
a long while yet--Catherine has need of me--" here her restraint gave
way.