XXXVI

The next morning Jane did not come out to breakfast. Virginia had it

ready on the table and went to her mother's room to call her. There was

no response. Opening the door, she saw Jane, fully dressed, standing at

the window looking out, but she refused to speak when gently informed

that breakfast was ready. Then Virginia went back to the kitchen, and,

arranging some delicacies, a cup of coffee, and other things on a tray,

she took it in and left it on her mother's table and retired, closing

the door after her.

For a week Jane refused to leave her room or speak to her daughter.

Three times a day Virginia took her mother's food to her, always finding

the window-shade drawn and the chamber dark.

One morning, about this time, Virginia happened to see Ann in her

peanut-patch, a rich spot of ground below the old woman's barn-yard,

and, seeing that she would be quite unobserved, she put on her bonnet

and shawl and joined Ann, who, with a long, narrow hoe, was carefully

digging the peanuts from the hills, and pulling them out by the brown,

frost-bitten vines, and shaking the earth from their roots and leaving

them to dry and season in the open air.

"I never saw goobers to beat these," Ann said, proudly, as she held up a

weighty bunch. "I reckon this patch will turn out a good hundred bushel.

I hit it just right; they tell me in town that they are bringing a fine

price. I've been wondering what was the matter with you, child. You've

been keeping powerful close in-doors."

Then, as Ann leaned on her smooth hoe-handle, Virginia told her frankly

all that had taken place, leaving out nothing, and ending with her

mother's self-incarceration and sullen mood.

"Well," Ann exclaimed, her brow ruffled with pained perplexity, "I

hardly know what to say in the matter. I don't blame you for letting out

the whole business after you once got started. That was just natural.

But don't worry about her. She'll pull through; she's tough as

whitleather; her trouble's not of the body, but the mind. I know; I've

been through enough of it. Mark my prophecy, she'll come out one of

these days feeling better. She'll crawl out of her darkness like a

butterfly from its dead and useless husk. She'll see clearer out in the

open light when once she strikes it. Look here, child. I don't want to

look like a sniffling fool after all the hard rubs I've had in this life

to toughen me, but I'm a changed woman. Reading Luke's wonderful

articles every week, and remembering the things the boy has said to me

off and on, had something to do with it, I reckon, and then this

experience of yours on top of it all helped. Yes, I'm altered; I'm

altered and against my natural inclination. That very woman is _the_ one

particular human thorn in my flesh, and yet, yet, child, as the Lord is

my Master, I mighty nigh feel sorry for her. I mighty nigh pity the

poor, old, sin-slashed creature housed up there in solitary darkness

with her bleeding pride and envy and hate. I pity her now, I reckon,

because the way this has turned out hurts her more than any open fight

she could have with me. I'd 'a' died long ago under all the slush and

mire that was dabbed on me if I hadn't amused myself making money. I

didn't have the social standing of some of these folks, but I had the

hard cash, and the clink of my coin has been almost as loud as their

taunts. But your ma--she's had very little substance all along, and that

little has been dwindling day by day, till she finds herself without a

dollar and owing her very life to a woman she hates. Yes, her lot is a

hard one, and I'm sorry for her. I pity your mammy, child."

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