The next morning at five o'clock the inmates of Gnadeck were awakened by
a discharge of artillery. "Aha!" said Ferber to his wife, "the
celebration is beginning." But Elizabeth was startled from a fearful
dream, in which the misfortune which she had yesterday averted seemed
actually to take place. She had just seen Herr von Walde fall dying to
the ground, when the cannon in the valley awoke her. It was some time
before she could collect herself. For one moment she suffered
fearfully. It seemed as if heaven and earth were vanishing from her as
that noble figure fell; and even now, when she saw the golden light of
morning falling upon the familiar objects in her room and not upon the
blood-stained sward, her agitated nerves still quivered; she had never,
not even the day before, when she had so fearlessly risked her life for
his, felt so deeply that his death would be hers also.
Again and again the cannon thundered up from the valley. The
window-panes shook slightly, and the little canary fluttered in terror
from side to side in his cage. At each report Elizabeth shuddered; and
when her anxious mother, who could not quite allay her fears for the
result of the previous day's occurrence, although her child had seemed
unharmed and well, came to her bedside to ask how she had slept, the
girl threw her arms around her neck and burst into an uncontrollable fit
of tears.
"Good heavens, my child!" cried Frau Ferber, much frightened, "you are
ill. I knew that you would suffer from yesterday's shock, and there is
that terrible shooting going on in the valley."
Elizabeth had some trouble in convincing her mother that she felt
perfectly well, and that she could not be induced to lie in bed, but was
resolved to take her breakfast with the family. And to put a stop to
all further remonstrance, she immediately arose, bathed and dressed, and
assisted her mother in preparing the simple breakfast.
The sound of the cannon suddenly ceased, and before long all traces of
tears vanished from Elizabeth's eyes. The world looked brighter to her;
for, although a life of renunciation lay before her, he still lived;
this thought had, in consequence of her fearful dream, a soothing effect
upon her restless heart. Even if he went away to distant lands, and she
was forced to live years without seeing him, a time must come when he
would return. And she could still love and think of him, for he belonged
to no one else.
Later in the day she went with her family and Miss Mertens to the Lodge,
where they had been invited to dine. There was a dark cloud upon the
forester's brow as he came to meet them. Elizabeth soon discovered that
he was troubled about Bertha.
"I cannot and will not bear it any longer!" he cried angrily. "Must I
turn spy in my old age, and constantly be upon the watch to prevent a
wayward, foolish child, who has no possible claim upon me, from making a
perpetual fool of herself?"
"But remember, uncle, she is unhappy," said Elizabeth, somewhat alarmed.
"Unhappy?--she is a deceitful fool!--I am no ogre, and when I thought
her really unhappy, that is, when she lost both her parents, I did all
that I could to protect and guide her. But that is not what is the
matter with her, for scarcely two months after her loss she went singing
about and chattering like a magpie, so that I was really grieved to see
such heartlessness and frivolity. What is she unhappy about, eh? But I
don't want to know her state secret if she has no confidence in me;--let
it alone. For all I care she may wear that die-away look upon her face
for the next year; but to pretend to be dumb, to run about in the forest
at night like a maniac, and perhaps one of these fine days burn down my
house about my ears, it is more than I can bear, and I must have a word
or two to say about the matter."
"Did you not heed the warning that I gave you?" asked Ferber.
"Certainly I did; I put her into another room; she sleeps now just above
me, so that I can hear her lightest step. At night both the house doors
are not only bolted, as they have always been at night, but locked too,
and I take the key into my room. And oh! the cunning of women,--but
that's an old story. At any rate my precautions ensured us some rest.
But last night I could not get to sleep; the affair with Linke was
running through my brain, and I heard steps above me, cautious steps,
soft as a cat's. Aha! I thought, she is at her nightly promenades
again, and I rose, but when I went up-stairs the nest was already empty.
On a table at the open window a light was burning, and as I opened the
door the curtain flew into the flame. Zounds! if I had not been quick
as a flash we should have had a blaze that would have been well fed by
those old balconies. And how did she get out? Through the kitchen
window. I would rather take care of a swarm of ants than of such a sly,
deceitful creature."
"I am convinced that some love affair is at the bottom of the girl's
conduct," said Frau Ferber.
"Yes, you told me so once before, sister-in-law," replied the forester
with irritation, "and if you would be kind enough to tell me with whom,
I should be infinitely obliged to you. Look around us and see if there
is any one here to turn a girl's brain. My assistants,--they are not
half good enough for her; she never would have a word to say to them; it
cannot be the rogue Linke, with his crooked legs and carroty wig, and
there is no one else here."
"You have forgotten one," said Frau Ferber significantly, with a glance
towards Elizabeth, who had lingered behind to cut a whip for Ernst.
"Well?" asked the forester.
"Herr von Hollfeld."
The forester remained silent for awhile. "Hm!" he muttered at last, "I
should never in the world have thought of him. No, no," he continued
quickly, "I do not believe it, for in the first place the girl cannot
possibly be such a fool as to believe that he would make her my lady von
Odenberg, and----"
"Perhaps she hoped that he would, and finds herself mistaken,"
interrupted Frau Ferber.
"She is vain and arrogant enough for it, but he,--he cares nothing for
women,--he is a cold, heartless egotist," said the forester.
"An egotist, I grant you," said Frau Ferber, "and that explains Bertha's
conduct and manner."
"That would be a fine affair," cried the forester angrily, "to think
that I should have been hoodwinked like any old fool in a comedy! I
will sift the matter now to the bottom, and woe to the girl if she has
really dared to bring disgrace upon herself and me!"
The dinner was a very quiet one. The forester was out of sorts, and
would have extorted a confession from Bertha upon the spot had not Frau
Ferber prayed him to wait for a few days. After coffee the guests left
the Lodge; the forester threw his rifle across his shoulder, and plunged
into the forest, which, as he said, always soothed and brought him to
reason.
Elizabeth dressed herself for the concert, that is, she put on a simple,
white muslin dress, whose only decoration was a bouquet of fresh wild
flowers. Her mother tied around her neck a little locket attached to a
very narrow black velvet ribbon, and this was her toilet, which would
certainly have seemed most embarrassingly simple to most young girls
going for the first time among a large assemblage of brilliantly-dressed
people; but Elizabeth, if she thought of it at all, congratulated
herself upon the delicate neatness of her muslin, and would rather not
have worn her mother's little ornament on this occasion, as she
considered that she was to appear only as a musician and not as one of
the guests, and that her fingers were all that she need be anxious
about. She was rather annoyed that the arms above these same fingers
were bare, and that her dress was low-necked. She had hitherto never
worn a dress that did not cover her neck to her chin, and could not see
why the fashionable world had decided that women should be _decollete_
in large assemblies. She thought as little of the exquisite form and
dazzling whiteness of her shoulders and arms as of the beauty and grace
of her head, which, with its heavy braids of golden hair, was set so
exquisitely upon her finely-moulded neck. Her mother herself had
arranged her hair to-day, and it clustered in short shining curls above
her forehead, contrasting wondrously with the delicately pencilled but
decided arch of the dark eyebrows. And Frau Ferber could not but agree
with Miss Mertens, who, as she watched Elizabeth disappear upon the
forest path, declared with enthusiasm that she was supernaturally
lovely. The mother had just acknowledged to herself that her child's
beauty had unfolded in a most striking degree.
When Elizabeth entered the vestibule of Castle Lindhof she encountered
Dr. Fels, who, with his wife upon his arm, was just turning down one of
the corridors. She hastened towards him, and accosted him gaily, for
her heart had been beating anxiously as she approached the castle, at
the thought that she should be obliged to enter entirely alone the
spacious saloon, where the greater part of the company were doubtless
already assembled. The doctor received her most cordially, and
presented her to his wife, in an undertone, as "yesterday's heroine."
Both gladly took her under their protection. The large folding-doors
were flung open, and Elizabeth was grateful for the lucky star that had
allowed her to take shelter behind the tall, commanding figure of the
doctor's wife, for she was at first rather overcome at sight of the
large, richly-decorated apartment, over whose highly-polished floor
glided the costly dresses of the ladies and the polished boots of the
gentlemen. In the centre of the saloon stood the Baroness Lessen,
arrayed in magnificent dark-blue moire-antique, and receiving the
guests. She returned the salutations of the doctor and his wife very
politely, but very coolly, and replied to the doctor's question, "Where
is Herr von Walde?" by pointing to a knot of men standing near a window,
whence issued a murmur like the Babylonish confusion of tongues.
While Fels and his wife walked towards the spot, Elizabeth gladly and
gratefully obeyed a gesture from Helene, who, sitting at another window,
hurriedly and agitatedly informed her that she had suddenly had an
attack of what is called "stage fright;" that she was in overwhelming
terror at playing before so many people, and would rather creep into a
mouse-hole. And then she begged Elizabeth, instead of the four-handed
composition with which the concert was to open, to play a sonata of
Beethoven's, a wish with which Elizabeth immediately complied. Her
embarrassment vanished. She stepped up to the table where the music was
lying, and selected the sonata which she was to play. Meanwhile,
carriage after carriage rolled into the court-yard. The folding-doors
opened and closed incessantly upon such quantities of tulle and velvet
and lace, which were crowded into the saloon, that Elizabeth smiled
pityingly at the thought of her simple white muslin, so soon to loose
its unwrinkled smoothness in such a crush of crinoline.
She could very easily decide, from the manner of the baroness, upon the
social rank of the guests. One gracious wave of the feather-crowned
head of the great lady answered every social requirement whenever she
received untitled guests, and these untitled guests did their part well
in acknowledging and respecting this aristocratic reserve. All, in
obedience to a gesture from the baroness, first made their way towards
the window where stood Herr von Walde,--who, however, remained entirely
invisible to Elizabeth,--and then scattered into single groups, either
awaiting the opening of the concert, or engaged in conversation among
themselves.
Suddenly the doors flew open again, and a corpulent old lady hobbled in
upon the arm of an equally aged gentleman, whose coat glittered with
orders,--and with them came Fraeulein von Quittelsdorf. The baroness
hastened toward these guests, and Fraeulein von Walde also arose with
difficulty, and, taking Hollfeld's arm, went to meet the aged pair,
while all the ladies standing around her followed like the tail of a
comet. The crowd of men at the window divided suddenly as by magic, and
Herr von Walde's lofty figure appeared.
"We must come to you, if we wish to see you, naughty man!" cried the old
lady, shaking her forefinger at him, as she hobbled towards him. "You
see, in spite of my poor feet, and although you have neglected me
shamefully, I am here to-day to offer you my congratulations."
He bowed, and said a few words to her, to which she replied by
laughingly tapping him upon the shoulder with her fan. Then he
conducted her to an arm-chair, where she seated herself with much
majesty.
"The Countess of Falkenberg, chief lady in waiting at the court of
L----," was the reply of the doctor's wife when Elizabeth asked who the
old lady was. Fraeulein von Quittelsdorf looked exquisitely beautiful
to-day in her white crape dress, with a wreath of scarlet euphorbia in
her dark hair, as she busied herself about the noble lady, while she did
not forget to cast a roguish glance now and then at Fraeulein von Walde.
The arrival of the guests from the court was the signal for the
beginning of the concert. Elizabeth could almost hear her own heart
beat. She was standing behind the doctor's wife, and was hidden from
all the eyes which would in one moment be directed towards her,
following every one of her movements. Suddenly she was overcome with
timidity, and she repented bitterly having consented to play first
alone. She trembled when Fraeulein von Walde motioned to her to begin,
but there was no time to withdraw. She took a long breath, and walked
slowly, with downcast eyes, to the piano, where she courtesied timidly.
At first there was a breathless silence; then a whisper ran from mouth
to mouth, which was instantly hushed when the young girl struck the
keys. Elizabeth's fear and embarrassment all vanished at the sound of
the first chords. She was no longer alone. He with whom she had so
often wandered along meadow paths in brilliant sunshine, and past gloomy
abysses in storm and rain, was with her,--the one who had so often
aroused within her joyous presentiments, and who had expressed in
immortal harmonies all the loftiest and most sacred aspirations of her
nature,--who was as dear and familiar to her as her mother's face,
although her gaze fell dazzled by the fiery glories which wreathed his
majestic head. The flower-crowned heads ranged against the walls, the
lorgnettes and spectacles which, glittering in the sunlight, shot their
lightning directly upon the lonely performer in the midst of the saloon,
all vanished. She was alone with the great master, following with
rapture every manifestation of his creative spirit.
An actual storm of applause startled her when she had finished. She
courtesied, and then almost flew to her protectress, Frau Fels, who,
speechless with emotion, held out both hands to her. The concert did
not last very long. Four young gentlemen from L---- sang a delightful
quartette, and then there was a performance by a famous violin player.
Fraeulein von Quittelsdorf sang two songs in a charming voice, but
without any ear, so that at every high note the guests either moved
involuntarily and nervously upon their chairs, or cast their eyes down
in confusion. And then came one of the well-practised duets. Fraeulein
von Walde had recovered her composure, and played excellently well with
Elizabeth.
When the concert was over, Elizabeth went towards the door of an
anteroom, where she had left her shawl. She was closely followed by an
elderly gentleman, who had been sitting opposite her, and had regarded
her attentively. At his request, Frau Fels presented him to the young
girl as the Military Inspector-general Busch. He said many flattering
things about Elizabeth's performance, and added that he was much pleased
to become acquainted with the heroic preserver of the life of the lord
of the castle; he had accepted to-day's invitation with all the greater
pleasure, since within the last few hours he had been deprived of all
hope of claiming her assistance in the investigation of the murderous
attempt.
He laughed heartily at Elizabeth's sudden alarm.
"No, no, I pray you not to look so horror-stricken, Fraeulein," he said
at last. "As I have just told you, we shall have no occasion to subject
you to a cross-examination. Linke has himself put a stop to our
proceedings by a single blow. His dead body was taken from the lake in
the park this afternoon," he added, in a low tone. "They informed me of
it at the inn, where I alighted. I proceeded, accompanied by the
Waldheim physician, who happened to be at the inn, to the scene of the
suicide, and convinced myself that that hand will never again be raised
against the life of another. The condition of the body shows that Linke
must have sought death immediately after the failure of his murderous
purpose."
Elizabeth shuddered. "Does Herr von Walde know of his fearful end?" she
asked in a trembling voice.
"No; I have had no opportunity to speak with him alone."
"None of the company present appear to have any suspicion of yesterday's
occurrence," said Frau Fels.
"Fortunately they have not, thanks to our foresight and reserve,"
replied the inspector-general, ironically. "As it is, poor Herr von
Walde has been quite overwhelmed with congratulations upon being born
into the world. What would his friends have done to him had they known
how fortunately his life has been preserved?"
The butler, Lorenz, at this moment approached Elizabeth and held out to
her a little silver waiter, upon which lay several folded slips of
paper. She looked up in questioning surprise, and he said respectfully:
"Will you have the kindness to take one of the papers?"
Elizabeth hesitated.
"This is probably part of our entertainment," said Frau Fels. "Take it
quickly, that the butler may not be detained."
Almost mechanically she took up one of the slips of paper, but started
in alarm as the Baroness Lessen suddenly appeared at the door, and
looked searchingly around the room.
"Come, Lorenz," she said hastily, stepping towards the servant, "what
are you doing here?"
"I have just handed Fraeulein Ferber the salver, gracious lady," replied
the old man.
The baroness gave him an angry look, and then measured Elizabeth from
head to foot. "How, Fraeulein Ferber," she said sharply, "are you still
here? I thought you were at home long ago, resting upon your laurels."
Without waiting for a reply, she turned to leave the room; but just upon
the threshold she looked back at the old butler with a frown and
shrugged her shoulders.
"What can you be thinking of, Lorenz? You grow very thoughtless. This
infirmity has grown upon you of late."
With these words, she bustled out, and the old man quietly followed. He
replied not one word to her harsh reproof,--only contracted his bushy,
gray eyebrows, so that his honest eyes almost disappeared.
The others remained looking at each other in astonishment, when the
doctor entered. He made a profound, comical obeisance to his wife, and
said solemnly:
"In consideration of the fact that Fraeulein von Quittelsdorf has just
had the clemency to unite us again as closely as by the priestly
blessing fifteen years ago, I am content still further to endure the
conjugal yoke, and particularly on this day to enjoy by your side, and,
cherished by your tender care, O true and faithful spouse, all the
delights prepared for us!"
"My dear husband, what do you mean?" cried his wife, laughing.
"Pardon me,--I mean nothing at all. Ah, I see you have not heard
Fraeulein von Quittelsdorf's directions. What a pity! I am then
compelled to inform you that every married couple here present, whether
now upon a war footing or otherwise, must repair, within the next
quarter of an hour, to the convent tower in the forest, where a rural
festival will be held. There it will be your duty to provide me with as
much to eat and drink as my soul may desire, and in every way to attend
upon my wishes, after the pattern of the famous Penelope. But that the
unmarried men who are present in large numbers may have no reason to
complain,--that their mouths also may be filled,--a sort of lottery has
been ingeniously devised. Every unmarried lady is provided with a slip
of paper, upon which stands written the name of some unmarried man, and
it is left to Cupid and Fate either to unite or to separate faithful
hearts."
At these words Elizabeth was seized with actual terror. She had never
thought of other entertainments following upon the concert; but now she
clearly understood why the baroness, on the previous day, had so
distinctly alluded to her return home after the conclusion of the music.
Her cheeks glowed with shame, for she had exposed herself to the charge
of being very assuming by taking from the butler's salver the little
slip of paper, which now burned like fire in her hand. Always quick to
decide, she went into the saloon where the opening of the mysterious
papers was going on amid the laughter of the ladies and their assigned
partners.
"What a senseless idea this, of Fraeulein von Quittelsdorf's," a young
sprig of nobility was just exclaiming peevishly to his neighbour as
Elizabeth passed them. "Here I have that stout, pious Fraeulein Lehr
upon my hands. _Fi donc!_"
Elizabeth had not long to look for the baroness. She was standing
apart, near a window, in lively, but, as it seemed, not entirely
agreeable conversation with Fraeulein von Quittelsdorf, the chief lady
in waiting, and Helene. The countess seemed to be remonstrating with
Fraeulein von Quittelsdorf, who did nothing but shrug her pretty
shoulders helplessly from time to time. Intense vexation was expressed
in the baroness' countenance,--there was no need of the round, red spot
on either cheek to show that she was angry. Not far from the group Herr
von Walde was leaning with folded arms against a pillar. He seemed to be
only half listening to the words of the be-ribboned old courtier who was
standing beside him,--his eyes were fixed upon the gesticulating ladies.
Elizabeth hurriedly approached the baroness. It did not escape her
that, at sight of her, Fraeulein von Quittelsdorf gently nudged the
countess, whereupon the latter turned and regarded her with a malevolent
air. She saw that she was the subject of their discussion, and she
quickened her pace, that she might avert from herself as soon as
possible any unworthy suspicion.
"Most gracious lady," she said, with a slight courtesy, "in consequence
of a misunderstanding, I have become possessed of this slip of paper,
and have just learned that it entails upon me duties which I cannot
possibly undertake, for my parents are expecting me at home."
She handed the little slip to the baroness, who took it immediately,
while a ray of actual sunshine broke over her features.
"I think you are in error, Fraeulein Ferber," Herr von Walde suddenly
interposed, in a clear, melodious voice. "It is incumbent upon you to
excuse yourself to the gentleman whose name the paper contains; it rests
with him whether he will release you or not." He scanned, with a
peculiar smile, the company, who were dividing into couples and making
ready for departure; even the old gentleman beside him approached the
countess, and offered her his arm. Herr von Walde continued, as he
slowly approached: "As master of the house, I cannot permit any want of
consideration of one of my guests, wherefore I must beg you, Fraeulein
Ferber, to open the paper."
Elizabeth obeyed, and then handed him the open slip, with a crimson
blush. He glanced at it.
"Ah!" he cried, "I have, as I see, defended my own rights. You must
admit that I am fully justified in either accepting or refusing to
accept your excuses. I prefer the latter course, and must entreat you
strictly to comply with the injunctions laid upon you by that paper."
The baroness approached him, and laid her hand upon his arm. It looked
as if she were almost struggling to suppress her tears.
"Forgive me, dear Rudolph," she said, "it is really not my fault."
"I do not know to what fault you allude, Amalie," he replied, with icy
coldness; "but you certainly choose the right time in which to ask
forgiveness,---just at this moment I could easily forgive an injury."
He took his hat which a servant handed to him, and made the signal for
departure.
"But my parents!" stammered Elizabeth.
"Are they ill, or about to leave Gnadeck immediately?" he asked,
standing still.
"Neither."
"Well, pray then let me see to it that they receive intelligence of the
cause of your delay."
He called a servant, and despatched a message to Gnadeck.
While the saloon was gradually emptied, the group of ladies which had
been joined by the aged cavalier and Hollfeld, who looked much
chagrined, remained standing near the window.
"It serves you quite right, Cornelie," said the countess. "You have set
the crown upon your folly to-day. What a silly idea this lottery is!
How often have I endeavoured to put a stop to your nonsense, to which,
unfortunately, our gracious princess lends only too willing an ear? How
should the butler know any better, when you gave him no instructions?
You consider yourself to belong naturally to the court, and yet do not
know that that sort of person has not an idea of his own. I should not
for an instant grudge you this lesson, if only poor von Walde were not
the victim of your frivolity. There he goes with that little white
goose upon his arm; he who, with his haughty, aristocratic
self-consciousness, has many a time been regardless of the wishes of
some high-born lady, who would have been charmed to take his arm. What
must he suffer to be tied for several hours to that little piano-player,
the daughter of a--forester's clerk?"
"Why does he sacrifice himself so very readily?" rejoined Fraeulein von
Quittelsdorf. "It was quite unnecessary for him to meddle at all in the
matter. The girl had made up her mind to go, when suddenly he steps
forth like a knight without fear or fault, and takes up the burden
voluntarily."
"At all events the burden is dazzlingly beautiful," said the old
cavalier with a conceited smile.
"What are you thinking of, count?" cried the countess. "That is just
like you, who rave about every round-faced peasant girl that you meet.
I do not deny that the girl is pretty; but was not poor Rosa von Bergen
an actual angel of beauty? Hundreds were languishing at her feet; but
von Walde, whom she really preferred, was like a glacier to her. No, he
has not the smallest sensibility to feminine beauty and loveliness. I
long ago erased his name from my list of eligibles for my young
protegees. He has just declared, most distinctly, his reason for
sacrificing himself to-day. He is evidently much pleased and delighted
with the attentions that we have lavished upon him, and wishes to see
every one happy and contented about him,--even the little thing who
played the piano. I advise my dearest Lessen for the future not to
trust implicitly to the tact and ingenuity of our charming
Quittelsdorf."
The maid of honour bit her lips, and dragged her lace shawl over her
lovely shoulders. The carriage now drew up in which the countess and
Helene, accompanied by the baroness and the count, were to be driven to
the place of rendezvous.
"The old cat!" cried Fraeulein von Quittelsdorf, after she had assisted
the countess into the carriage. "She is furious because she was not
asked to assist in the arrangements for to-day. Did not you see,
Hollfeld, how very nearly that false front of hers slipped down upon her
nose when she was waggling her head in such agitation? I should have
laughed for two weeks without intermission if her bald head had suddenly
made its appearance underneath that flower garden on top!"
She was convulsed with laughter at the idea. Her companion walked,
without a word, and with accelerated pace, by her side, as though he
heard nothing of her chatter. His whole bearing manifested hurry and
disquiet. He seemed most desirous to overtake the rest of the
assemblage as quickly as possible. He cast searching glances through
the bushes on either side of the way, and, whenever he caught a glimpse
of a white dress, stopped for a moment, as though to identify the
wearer.
"Indeed, you are too tiresome, Hollfeld; you weary me to death!" cried
the lady peevishly. "To be sure it is your privilege to be as mute as a
fish and yet enjoy the reputation of a clever man. Where your wits are
now I am sure I cannot imagine. What, in Heaven's name, are you running
so fast for? Allow me to entreat you to have some regard for my crape
dress, which will be torn to rags by these bushes through which you are
hurrying me, with such speed."
The convent tower,--the only uninjured remnant of a former nunnery,--was
situated in the depths of a grove of oaks and beeches in a part of the
forest domain appertaining to the Lindhof estate, which here extended
far towards the east.
A certain lady of Gnadewitz, a sister of the ancestor of the wheel, had
built the nunnery, whither she, with twelve other young maidens, retired
to pray for the soul of her brother, cut off so ignominiously in the
flower of his days. Year after year the giant boughs of the oaks had
tapped at the windows of the cells and leaned above the high wall over
the small garden of the convent. They had seen many a fresh young
creature pass hurriedly along the dim narrow forest path to ring the
bell at the convent portal with feverish impatience, as though unable to
wait one instant longer for the promised peace abiding within those
walls. They had seen how, behind those irrevocable bolts and bars, the
mute lips of the nun grew white,--how convulsively her waxen hands
clutched the crucifix, while her agonized looks would seek the ground;
for the sight of the clear, blue heavens, arching above the gay children
of the outer world, awakened joyous memories within her, and breathed a
keen desire for pleasure and life into the soul and heart muffled
forever in the folds of the sackcloth of her order.
The Reformation, which overthrew the convents like card houses, had
stridden through this still forest also, and had passed its mighty hand
over the walls of this gloomy pile, which had, in expiation of the
misery and crime that had cursed its origin, been the perpetual abode of
unhappiness. And even the hollow mockery of existence within its walls
had vanished to the four winds. One stone after another had tumbled to
the feet of the lofty oaks, whose branches had brushed against it while
it formed part of some carved arch or window-frame, and which now
strewed leaves upon it till it sank away far more softly bedded than the
poor bodies of the nuns, which were, so said the legend, all sleeping
together in a subterranean dungeon.
The tower was square, clumsy, and ugly. On the flat roof above, that
was surrounded by a stone balustrade, the stairs were capped by a very
small, square apartment, from which egress upon the roof was obtained
through a massive oaken door. Here there was a magnificent prospect and
distant view of L----. For the sake of this prospect the tower had been
rebuilt and kept in constant repair. Immense iron clamps bound the
walls together at the corners, and numberless lines of fresh mortar
meandered across its blackened surface, so that the old building looked
at a distance like a gigantic piece of agate.
But to-day the old pile was decked out like some old fellow dressed for
a wooing. Fresh flowers,--that is to say, four gigantic fir trees--were
sticking in his hat; and from their tops gay banners were floating, like
large birds above the green waves beneath. The old fellow, who, until
to-day, had only whispered nightly and daily confidences to his comrades
the oaks but had never made an advance towards them from his dignified
position, was now clutching them with green wide-spread arms; huge
garlands were draped from his topmost walls, and were lost among the
boughs of the surrounding forest; while from one side a white sail-cloth
was extended and attached to the trunks of two tall hemlocks. Beneath
the shade of this tent were several refreshing-looking casks, a whole
battery of dusty red-sealed flasks and countless silver-capped bottles
in ice-buckets,--all presided over by a very pretty girl in the dress of
a vivandiere.
Elizabeth had silently and passively left the large hall upon Herr von
Walde's arm. In spite of her determination to go home, she had not had
the courage to gainsay him, or to tell him of her desire,--he had spoken
in a tone of such authority; and, what had influenced her still more,
had entered the lists, as it were, for her, and sought to help her out
of her embarrassment. Any opposition on her part would have seemed like
obstinate defiance of him, and would have served only to increase her
painful apprehension of drawing to herself general attention.
The silken garments of the ladies rustled along the walls of the
corridor behind her. Laughing and chattering, the gay crowd followed
Herr von Walde in a long train until it issued from the chief entrance
door, and then it scattered hither and thither, taking the various
forest paths which led to the convent tower. Those whose elaborate
toilets required special care took the broad, well-kept path. Herr von
Walde certainly never dreamed that his companion's simple, snowy muslin
could be as precious in her eyes as were the rich dresses of the other
ladies in theirs, or he certainly would not have selected the narrow,
lonely pathway into which he suddenly turned.
"It is usually very damp here," Elizabeth broke silence
timidly,--hitherto no words had passed between them. Her feet trembled
as though they would far rather retreat than advance, and yet it is
possible that her thoughts were not of her dress nor her thin shoes, but
rather of the long, narrow, leafy way before them, through which she
must pass alone by his side, and of the voice that would suddenly sound
in her ears with that harsh, authoritative tone almost always adopted by
him when alone with her.
"It has not rained for a long time,--see how dry the ground is," he
quietly replied, as he walked slowly on and broke off a twig which
threatened to brush Elizabeth's cheek. "This path is the shortest, and
we can for a quarter of an hour at least escape from the buzz and
clatter with which my friends and relatives are celebrating the
completion of my thirty-seventh year. But perhaps you are afraid of
meeting Linke in this sequestered spot?"
A shudder passed through the young girl's frame. She thought upon the
criminal's desperate end, but she could not control herself sufficiently
to impart her knowledge to Herr von Walde.
"I do not fear him any longer," she said gravely.
"He has probably left the country, and if not, he would hardly be so
discourteous as to intrude upon the pleasures of people who are seeking
to indemnify themselves for the pains they have taken with their formal
congratulations. By-the-way, you cannot have failed to observe that
every member of the company to-day has honoured me with a few moments of
special attention, even the youngest slip of a girl in white muslin has
made me her courtesy and uttered her studied desire for my health and
happiness. You, perhaps, do not think me old enough yet to need the
wishes of others for a prolongation of my life?"
"I should suppose that such wishes were as appropriate to youth or the
prime of life as to advanced age; the one possesses as little as the
other a monopoly of existence."
"Well, then, why did you not come to me? Yesterday you saved my life,
and to-day you care so little about it that you do not even take the
trouble to open your lips and say 'God protect it for the future.'"
"You have just said yourself 'every one of the company.' I did not
belong to the company, and therefore could not intrude myself among
those who offered their congratulations." She spoke quickly, for there
was discontent in his tone, and the arm upon which her hand rested moved
impatiently.
"But you were invited----"
"To entertain your guests."
"Was that modest view of the case the only reason why you did not wish
to come with me?"
"Yes; most certainly my refusal could not have had anything to do with
the gentleman who had fallen to my lot, whose name I could not possibly
know."
"You can hardly persuade me of that; you must have seen at the first
glance that all the gentlemen present, with the exception of myself,
were already appropriated; you must have known that my sister, without
drawing a paper, had requested Hollfeld to accompany her, as she can
walk more easily leaning upon his arm than upon any other. Confess----"
"I knew and saw nothing. I was far too much troubled when I entered the
ball-room to return the paper, for the hour at which I was expected to
return home had been particularly mentioned to me yesterday. I had no
idea that any special festivity was to follow the concert, and in taking
the folded slip of paper I committed an indiscretion, for which I cannot
forgive myself."
He suddenly stood still.
"I pray you look at me," he said, in a tone of command.
She raised her eyes, and although she felt her cheeks glow, she
sustained unflinchingly the gaze which at first rested sternly upon her
and then became indescribably gentle.
"No, no," he muttered softly, as if to himself, "it were a crime to
suspect deceit here. Yes, double-dyed," he continued in an altered,
sarcastic tone; it sounded as though he wished to sneer away some
momentary weakness,--"was I not the involuntary auditor of your
declaration: 'It needs more courage to tell a lie boldly than to confess
a fault?'"
"That is my conviction, I repeat it."
"Ah, what a splendid thing strength of character is! But I should
suppose that if one were too upright to soil the lips with deceit, a
strict watch should be kept upon the eyes also, lest they lie. I know
one moment in your life when you appeared what you were not."
Elizabeth, wounded, attempted to withdraw her hand from his arm.
"Oh, no--you do not escape me so easily!" he cried, retaining it. "You
must either deny or acknowledge it. You looked indifferent lately, when
I threw away my cousin's tender token, the rose."
"Should I have flown after it?"
"Certainly, if you had been true."
Elizabeth knew now why he had entered this lonely path with her,--she
was to confess her feelings towards Hollfeld. She was confirmed in her
former suspicions,--Herr von Walde was evidently most anxious lest she
should prize his cousin's homage too highly and perhaps imagine that he
could forget her social position. The moment had come when she could
declare her sentiments. By a hasty movement she released her hand from
his arm, and stepped a little aside.
"I grant you," she said, "that if my face that day expressed
indifference, it was not in harmony with my thoughts."
"I thought so!" he cried, but there was no triumph in the exclamation.
"I was in fact indignant."
"At my interference?"
"At the unauthorized levity of Herr von Hollfeld."
"He startled you greatly; but----"
"No, he insulted me! How dared he intrude upon me? I abhor him!"
She must have been right in her solution of his manner; but she had
never dreamed that her declaration would be so highly prized by him. A
weight seemed to fall from his heart. A ray of purest joy broke from
the eyes which had gazed at her with a mixture of mistrust, contempt,
and sarcasm. He drew a deep breath, and half extended his arms.
Elizabeth involuntarily looked round to discover what it was that caused
his eyes to flash and glow so. She saw nothing, but she felt his hand
tremble as he laid hers once more upon his arm. They walked on a few
paces without a word. Suddenly he stood still again.
"Now we are entirely alone," he said, in the gentlest possible tone.
"See, only one small eye of heavenly blue looks down upon us,--no prying
faces are near to come between us,--I cannot,--I will not be deprived of
a birthday greeting from you. Give it to me now, when no one can hear
it but myself alone."
She was silent and confused.
"Well, do you not know how it is done?" he asked.
"Oh, yes," she replied, and an arch smile hovered upon her lips. "I am
well practised in such things. My parents, my uncle, Ernst----"
"All have birthdays," he interrupted her, smiling. "But you cannot
wonder that I want a birthday greeting all to myself,--that I desire
that it may sound quite different from any that you have hitherto
uttered,--for I am neither your father, nor your bluff forester uncle,
and certainly I cannot lay claim to the rights of the brother with whom
you play. Come, speak!"
Still she said nothing. What should she say? Her eyes were cast down,
for she could no longer endure that searching glance, that seemed to
penetrate her very soul with its troubled expression of entreaty.
"Then come," he cried abruptly, drawing her forward, after waiting in
vain for some moments for one word from her lips. "It was a foolish
wish of mine. I know that your tongue, which is always ready to say
what is kind and gentle to others, is dumb for me, or only ready with
some rebuke."
At these words she grew pale, and involuntarily stood still.
"You will, then?" he asked more gently, "and cannot find the words?" he
continued, shaking his head, as she was silent but looked up at him
beseechingly. "Well, then, I have a plan. Let me say what I should
like to hear from your lips, and you will repeat it after me word for
word."
Again the smile played around Elizabeth's mouth, and she murmured
assent.
"In the first place, you give your friend your hand," he began, and took
her hand in his,--she trembled, but did not withdraw it,--"and then you
say, 'You have hitherto been a wretched wanderer upon the face of the
earth,--it is high time that the clouds above you should break, and be
penetrated by the pure ray of light which has transformed your whole
existence. It is my true and earnest wish that this light may never
forsake you. Here is my hand, as the pledge of a happiness so
inconceivable----"
So far she had repeated this strangely-worded greeting after him, but at
the last words she hesitated. He seized her other hand also, and urged
passionately, "Go on, go on!"
"Here is my----" she began at last.
"Oh, Herr von Walde," suddenly cried Cornelie's voice from the thicket,
"what a delightful meeting! Now I shall enjoy in company with you the
triumph of being received with a flourish of trumpets!"
Never in her life had Elizabeth seen such a sudden change take place in
a human countenance as now transformed Herr von Walde's features. One
strong blue vein stood out upon his pale forehead, his eyes flashed, and
he involuntarily stamped his foot. It really seemed as if he would have
liked to hurl back into the thicket the unwelcome intruder, who, holding
up her crape skirt, came hurrying through the bushes towards them. He
could not command his emotion as quickly as usual; perhaps he did not
wish to do so, for he frowned angrily as Hollfeld made his appearance
behind the lady. As he came in sight, Herr von Walde drew Elizabeth's
hand through his arm with gentle violence, as if he feared lest she
should be snatched from him.
"Why, how you look, Herr von Walde," cried Fraeulein von Quittelsdorf,
stepping into the middle of the path; "actually as if we were bandits,
with designs upon your life; or, at all events, upon your property!"
Without replying a word to this attack, he turned to his cousin and
asked, "Where is my sister?"
"She was afraid of the long rough path," the latter replied, "and
preferred to drive."
"Well, I suppose you will hardly leave Helene to be lifted out of the
carriage by the old Count Wildenau; I cannot understand how, as her
faithful knight, you could leave the principal path. A few, quick steps
will enable you to rejoin her. I will not prevent you from doing so,"
said Herr von Walde sharply, while a sarcastic smile quivered around the
corners of his mouth. He stepped aside with Elizabeth to allow the pair
to pass.
"And pray, if one may ask, why did you leave the principal path
yourself?" asked Fraeulein von Quittelsdorf flippantly, much more like a
pert chamber-maid than a maid of honour.
"That you can easily learn; simply because I hoped, by coming along this
lonely path, to escape the eloquent tongues of certain ladies," replied
Herr von Walde drily.
"Ah, how cross you are! Heaven shield us from such an irritable
birthday hero!" cried the lady, shuddering, and retreating a few paces
with a comical assumption of terror. "It was a mistake that we did not
come to you to-day with funereal faces, and muffled to the eyes in black
crape!"
She pouted, and, taking Hollfeld's arm, would have dragged him forward;
but he, strangely enough, seemed inclined, for the first time in his
life, to set his cousin's wishes at defiance. He walked on slowly, and
as if weary of existence, peering right and left into the bushes,
apparently intensely interested in every stone in the pathway, every
squirrel that ran swiftly past. Then he began a conversation with his
companion, whose answers absorbed his attention so entirely that he
paused and stood still to listen to them.
Herr von Walde muttered something between his teeth; Elizabeth could not
understand it; but the hostile glance that he cast after his cousin
showed how the behaviour of the latter incensed him. He said not
another word to her. He turned slowly towards her, and she felt that he
continued to regard her steadfastly, but she was unable to lift her eyes
to his. Had she done so he must have discovered on the spot how greatly
she was moved by the strange words that he had just whispered to her
with so much emotion in his voice. One look would have betrayed the
conflict within her, and then,--she could not pursue the thought,--he
would doubtless have repented the simple wish that he had expressed.
Thus deeply agitated, it was natural enough that the young girl's
eyelids fell low over her eyes, and that she failed to observe the
inaudible sigh that escaped her companion, or mark how all signs of
irritation vanished from his features to give place to the shade of
melancholy that was so wont to rest upon his brow.
A faint and dying trumpet note, which was doubtless the result of the
impatience of the musicians who were waiting upon the roof of the tower,
betrayed the close vicinity of the scene of festivity. And soon a buzz
and noise, as of some neighbouring gypsy encampment, broke upon their
ears; the path grew broader, gay throngs were seen fluttering through
the bushes, and suddenly a loud flourish of bugles and trumpets sounded
over their heads. Elizabeth availed herself of the opportunity to slip
her hand from the arm of her conductor and to lose herself in the crowd
that gathered around the lord of the feast; while a young girl, habited
as a Dryad, and accompanied by four other wood-nymphs, approached, and,
in limping hexameters, welcomed him to the forest.
"Well, von Walde has gotten rid of his Dulcinea at the right moment. I
don't see the girl at all, now," the Countess Falkenberg whispered
smilingly to Count Wildenau, who was sitting beside her upon a kind of
raised dais, beneath the shade of a group of oaks. "He will never
forgive the baroness and our flippant Cornelia for so stupidly forcing
him into playing the knight, even for a few moments, to such a creature.
My child," and she turned to Helene; seated at her right, who was
anxiously searching the crowd with troubled eyes, "when those people
release him we must take him in here among us, and do everything in our
power to make him forget the provoking beginning of the festival."
Helene nodded mechanically. Apparently she had only heard half of what
the lady had whispered in her ear. Her poor little figure, enveloped in
a heavy, light-blue silk, leaned helplessly and wearily back in her huge
armchair, and her cheeks were whiter than the lily-wreath that crowned
her brow.'
Meanwhile Elizabeth had encountered in the throng Dr. Fels and his wife.
The latter immediately took the young girl under her care, that they
might not be separated again.
"Only stay until the dancing begins," she replied to Elizabeth's remark
that the moment seemed to have arrived when she could slip away
unnoticed, and go home. "I do not wonder that you wish to leave as soon
as possible," she added, with a smile. "We, too, shall not stay long.
I am anxious about my children at home. I made a great sacrifice to my
husband's position in coming at all. Herr von Walde, to whom you are
assigned for the day by lot, does not dance. So never fear, you will be
released."
Suddenly the crowd separated. From the top of the tower sounded a grand
march, and while the gentlemen sought the shade of the trees, the
ladies, according to the rules of the feast, hastened to provide them
with refreshments from the tent.
Herr von Walde walked slowly across the sward, his hands clasped behind
him, talking with the military-inspector Busch, by his side.
"My dear Herr von Walde, now pray come to us!" the Countess Falkenberg
cried out to him, extending her hand with an air almost caressing. "I
have kept such a charming place here for you. Come, rest upon your
well-earned laurels. 'Tis true, all the young ladies present are
disposed of by lot, but here are our fair and lovely wood-nymphs all
ready to wreathe your goblet, and furnish you from the tent with all
that your heart can desire."
"I am deeply touched by your kindness and care for me, gracious lady,"
the gentleman replied, "but I cannot think that Fraeulein Ferber will
leave me to appeal to the general sympathy."
He spoke loudly, and turned to Elizabeth, who was standing quite near.
She had heard every word, and instantly walked quietly towards him,
placing herself at his side, as though she were by no means inclined to
delegate to others one jot of her duty. As he saw her approach him
thus, something of a joyful surprise lit up his countenance. He cast an
answering glance at the face that, unembarrassed now by those around,
looked smilingly up at him. Strangely enough, he seemed entirely to
forget the charming place that the countess had reserved for him, for,
after a slight obeisance to her stately ladyship and her court of young
ladies, he offered his arm to Elizabeth, and conducted her to the shade
of a giant oak, where Doctor Fels had just provided comfortable places
for his wife and himself.
"Now, that is carrying his revenge a little too far," said the great
lady, with irritation, turning for sympathy to Count Wildenau and the
five disconcerted Dryads. "He really throws scorn upon the entire fete
by taking so much notice of that young person. I begin to be really
vexed with him. No one is more ready than I to grant that he is
entirely right to be angry, but I really think that he should not allow
himself to be so carried away by his indignation as to forget those of
his guests who have had no share in the absurdities of the baroness or
of von Quittelsdorf. I'll wager that that little fool there attributes
his attentions to the influence of her beautiful eyes."
The small band of amiable Dryads shot annihilating looks at Elizabeth,
who was quietly proceeding to the refreshment tent, whence she presently
issued with a flask of champagne and four glasses, which she placed upon
the table beneath the oak, where Herr von Walde was sitting with the
doctor and his wife.
"Our young ladies to-day are wearing perfect flower gardens upon their
heads," said Frau Fels, as the young girl approached the table.
"Fraeulein Ferber alone is as destitute of ornament as Cinderella. I
cannot have it so."
She took two roses from the large bouquet which she held in her hand,
and stood up to place them in Elizabeth's hair.
"Stop, I pray you," cried Herr von Walde, detaining her hand, "nothing
should adorn that hair but orange blossoms."
"But they are only worn by brides," said the doctor's wife naively.
"I know that well," he replied quietly; and as if he had said the most
natural thing in the world, he filled the glasses, and turned to Dr.
Fels. "Clink glasses with me, doctor," he said; "I drink to the welfare
of the saviour of my life--of Gold Elsie of Castle Gnadeck!"
The doctor smiled, and the glasses clinked with a loud ring. At this
signal, a group of gentlemen approached, glasses in hand.
"You come at the right moment, gentlemen," the lord of the feast cried
out to them. "Drink with me to the fulfilment of my dearest wish!"
A loud "vivat" resounded through the air, and the glasses clinked
merrily.
"Scandalous!" cried the old court lady, and dropped her fork, with its
choice morsel, upon her plate; "really, they are conducting themselves
over there like students at a carouse! I am positively shocked! What
an unseemly noise! Actually the mob in the street is better behaved
when they shout 'vivats' to our gracious Prince. Apropos, my love," she
continued, turning to Helene, "I observe that your brother seems quite
intimate with Doctor Fels."
"He esteems him highly as a thoroughly upright man of great scientific
attainments," replied Helene.
"That is all very well,--but he certainly cannot be aware that the man
just now is in very bad odour at court. Only imagine, he has had the
inconceivable insolence to refuse our beloved Princess Catharine----"
"Yes; I know that story," said Fraeulein von Walde, interrupting the
irritated lady; "my brother related the circumstance to me himself a few
days ago."
"How!--is it possible that the facts are known to him, and that he has
so little regard for the sentiments of the court,--which has always
distinguished him so highly! Incredible! I assure you, dear child, my
conscience pricks me sorely; I shall scarcely be able to lift my eyes in
the presence of their Serene Highnesses, when they arrive in L----, at
the thought of having been in the society here of that impertinent
creature."
Helene shrugged her shoulders, and left the lady to her qualms of
conscience and a brimming glass of champagne, with which she probably
intended to fortify herself in anticipation of the dreaded arrival.
In the society of this lady Fraeulein von Walde suffered all the galling
annoyance that conventionalities inflict;--she was obliged to listen,
with an amiable and interested smile, to a thousand wretched trifles,
while her heart was tortured with pain; indeed, only just such a person
as the Countess Falkenberg, who sought and found her highest earthly
happiness in a gracious glance from a Princely eye, a person whose whole
intellectual capacity was exercised in standing sentinel before the
domain of etiquette and in guarding religiously the hardly-won prestige
of her social position,--only such a one could have been blind to the
signs of the deepest suffering in the countenance of the younger lady.
Hollfeld had not only been so inattentive as to leave Helene, upon her
arrival at this spot, to the care of Count Wildenau, he had even, upon
his tardy appearance, omitted all explanation or apology for his delay,
and had finally seated himself beside her in a sullen and abstracted
mood. She thought him strangely altered, and she racked her restless
heart and brain with vain surmises. At first her suspicions rested upon
Cornelie, who, true to her mercurial temperament, fluttered hither and
thither like a will-o'-the-wisp, talking and laughing incessantly. But
she was soon reassured upon this point, for she could not catch a single
glance of Hollfeld's directed towards the coquettish and graceful court
beauty. The anxious inquiries that she made of him were answered in
monosyllables. She beckoned to one of the servants who was bearing past
a tray of delicacies, and herself placed them before Hollfeld,--but he
did not eat a morsel, and only swallowed in quick succession several
glasses of fiery wine which he procured for himself at the refreshment
tent. This careless conduct, which she now observed for the first time,
caused her unspeakable pain. At last she was silent, and closed her
eyes as though fatigued; no one noticed the crystal drops trembling on
their lashes.
Suddenly a shadow was cast upon the universal merriment, which had been
all the more unrestrained from the fact that the lord of the feast,
usually so grave and serious, had joined in it so cordially,--at least
Elizabeth felt convinced that the face of the butler, Lorenz, who now
appeared in the distance, boded no good. The old man took the greatest
pains to attract his master's attention without being seen by the other
guests. At last he succeeded. Herr von Walde arose, and stepped aside
with him into the thicket, while the group of gentlemen around him
dispersed. He soon returned, with marks of dismay in his countenance.
"I have just received sad news, which will compel me to leave you
immediately," he said, in a low voice, to the doctor. "Herr von
Hartwig, in Thalleben, one of my oldest friends, has met with a terrible
accident; the injury is fatal; they write me that he cannot live a day
longer. He summons me to him that he may entrust his young children to
my care. I pray you inform the Baroness Lessen of my departure, and its
cause; she will see that the festivities are not interrupted. Let my
sister and my guests suppose that I am called away for a few minutes by
some trifling matter of business, and will return hither shortly. I
shall not be missed after the dancing begins."
The doctor went instantly to find the baroness. His wife had strayed
away from the spot a few moments before, so Elizabeth was left alone
with Herr von Walde. He turned to her quickly:
"I thought we should not part from each other to-day without the
conclusion of my birthday greeting," he said, while striving to meet her
eyes, which shyly avoided his, "but I seem to be one of those
unfortunate ones whose unlucky stars snatch from them the prize when it
seems almost within their grasp." He endeavoured to give an air of
humour to his words, but they only sounded the more bitter. "However, I
submit," he continued, in a determined tone; "I must go. It cannot be
helped, but my duty may be made easier and sweeter for me by a promise
from you. Do you remember the words which you lately repeated after
me?"
"I do not forget so quickly."
"Ah, that encourages me greatly! There is a fairy tale which tells of a
realm of inexhaustible riches and endless delights, revealed by a single
word. Such a word the conclusion of your greeting can be to me. Will
you aid me in having it uttered?"
"How can I help you to the attainment of riches and delights?"
"That is my affair. I do most earnestly entreat you at this moment to
make no further attempt at evasion, for time presses. Let me ask
you,--will you endeavour to retain in your memory, during my absence,
the beginning of that birthday greeting?"
"Yes."
"And will you be ready, when I return, to hear the conclusion?"
"Yes."
"Good; in the midst of the sorrow and gloom to which I am summoned there
will be a glimpse of clear blue sky above me, and for you----may my good
angel whisper in your ear the word that will unlock that fairy realm for
me. Farewell!"
He gave her his hand, and disappeared upon the path leading directly to
the castle.
Elizabeth stood still for a few moments in a state of delicious
stupefaction, from which she was roused by the surprise of the doctor's
wife at finding the gentlemen gone. Elizabeth told her what had
happened, and the doctor shortly returned and related that the baroness
had been greatly piqued that her cousin had not considered it worth his
while to inform her in person of the cause of his departure. The
unlucky doctor had been obliged to bear the brunt of the lady's ill
humour, which had vented itself in several biting remarks, but he had
been so discourteous as to allow them to pass him by without in the
least disturbing his serenity. He seated himself at the table and began
to eat with an excellent appetite.
Meanwhile Elizabeth went to take leave of Fraeulein von Walde. There
was nothing now to detain her any longer. She longed to be alone with
her thoughts, to recall undisturbed every word that he had spoken, and
to ponder upon its meaning.
"Are you going?" asked Helene, as Elizabeth stood behind her chair and
bade her farewell. "What does my brother say to that?"
"Rudolph has been summoned to the castle upon some business matter," the
baroness, who just now appeared, answered in Elizabeth's stead.
"Fraeulein Ferber is released from all necessity of remaining any
longer."
Helene cast a glance of displeasure at the speaker. "I cannot see why,"
she said. "His business cannot detain him long, he will certainly
return."
"Probably," rejoined the baroness; "but he may be delayed quite late.
Fraeulein Ferber, meanwhile, will be very much fatigued in a circle
where she is such an utter stranger."
"Has my brother released you?" Helene turned to Elizabeth, hardly
allowing the baroness to complete her sentence.
"Yes," answered she, "and I pray you to allow me to take my departure."
During this short dialogue the Countess Falkenberg leaned back and
measured Elizabeth from head to foot with her cold, piercing eyes; but
Hollfeld arose and departed without saying a word. Fraeulein von Walde
looked after him with an air of anxious discontent, and at first did not
reply to Elizabeth's request; but at last, with evident absence of mind,
she held out her hand and said, "Well, then, go, dear child, and a
thousand thanks for your kind assistance to-day."
Elizabeth took a hasty leave of Doctor Fels and his wife, and then
entered the forest with a light heart.
She breathed more freely as the throng was left behind her, and as a few
sounding chords concluded the waltz whose bewildering notes had for a
short distance accompanied her. She could now yield herself up
undisturbed to the magic that had laid so sweet a spell upon her entire
mind and being, and forced her to listen still to the tones of that
voice which had died upon her ear, ensnaring her heart with its
thrilling melody, and at the sound of which all the suggestions of
maidenly reserve, all the arguments of her understanding, vanished. She
called to mind how passively she had followed him, although her deeply
offended pride had prompted her instantly to leave the circle where she
seemed to be so unwelcome a guest; she still experienced the delight
with which she had hastened to his side when he had so emphatically
declared, before all present, that he belonged to her for the day, and
would accept of no substitute in her place. He might have conducted her
to the end of the world,--she would have followed him blindly with
unhesitating reliance and the most entire abandonment of herself to his
guidance. And her parents? She understood now how a daughter could
forsake father and mother to follow a man whose path in life had been
widely separated from her own, leading, perhaps, in directly an opposite
direction,--a man who had known nothing of the inclinations, influences,
occurrences great and small, by which every fibre of her life had been
previously intertwined with the life of her family. Two months before,
all this would have been an inexplicable riddle to her.
She turned into a path which she had often trodden with Miss Mertens.
It led, by many a narrow winding, through the thicket, out upon the
broad path which traversed the forest, and for some distance formed the
boundary line between the Prince's domain and the estate of Herr von
Walde. On the other side of this broad path opened the wide road which
led through the forest to her uncle's Lodge.
Lost in her day-dreams, Elizabeth did not hear the sound of hasty
footsteps approaching; she therefore started in alarm when she heard her
name pronounced, close to her, by a man's voice. Hollfeld stood just
behind her. She suspected why he had followed her, and she felt her
heart beat quickly, but she collected herself, and, standing aside, made
room for him to pass her in the narrow pathway.
"No, that was not what I wished, Fraeulein Ferber," he said smiling, and
in a tone of such familiarity as deeply offended her. "I wished to have
the pleasure of accompanying you."
"I thank you," she coldly replied, "it would be giving you needless
trouble; I always greatly prefer walking alone in the forest."
"And have you no fear?" he asked, stepping so close to her that she felt
his hot breath upon her cheek.
"Only of unwelcome companionship," she replied, retaining her
self-possession by an effort.
"Ah! here is the same dignified reserve again in which you always
entrench yourself with me; and wherefore? I shall soon put an end to it,
however. To-day, at least, I shall not respect it as I have hitherto
been forced to do,--I must speak to you."
"Is what you have to say of such consequence as to require you to absent
yourself from your friends and the fete?"
"Yes; it is a wish upon which my life depends; it pursues me day and
night; I have been ill and wretched at the idea that it may never be
gratified--I----"
In the mean time Elizabeth had accelerated her pace. It was hateful to
her,--the presence of this man, in whose eyes glowed all the passion
which he had hitherto partly repressed and which had already inspired
her with such deep aversion and disgust; but she was perfectly conscious
that absolute self-possession was her only weapon, and therefore she
interrupted him, while her lips quivered with the sickly semblance of a
smile.
"Ah!" she said, "our practisings, then, have had most desirable results;
you wish my assistance in music, if I understand you rightly?"
"You misunderstand me intentionally," he exclaimed.
"Accept the misunderstanding as an act of forbearance on my part," said
Elizabeth seriously; "I should else be obliged to say much to you which
it might please you still less to hear."
"Go on, I pray. I know your sex sufficiently well to be quite aware
that they delight in wearing the mask of coldness and reserve for
awhile,--their favours are all the more welcome. I do not grudge you
the pleasure of this innocent coquetry, but then----"
Elizabeth stood for one moment dumb and stupefied at his insolence; such
hateful words had never before shocked her ears. Shame and indignation
drove the blood to her face, and she sought in vain for terms in which
to punish such unexampled temerity. He interpreted her silence
otherwise.
"I knew it," he cried triumphantly. "I see through you; the blush of
detection becomes you incomparably! You are beautiful as an angel!
Never have I seen so perfect a form as yours! Ah! you know well enough
that you made me your slave the first time I saw you; since then, I have
languished at your feet. What shoulders and what arms! Why have you
hitherto veiled them so enviously?"
An indignant exclamation broke from Elizabeth's lips:
"How dare you," she cried loudly and violently, "offer me these insults!
If you have not understood me hitherto, let me tell you now, clearly and
distinctly, that your society, which you force upon me thus, is hateful
to me, and that I wish to be alone."
"Bravo! that authoritative tone becomes you excellently well," he said,
with a sneer; "the noble blood that you inherit from your mother shows
itself now. What have I done to make you suddenly play this indignant
part? I have told you that you are beautiful, but your mirror must tell
you the same thing fifty times a day, and I do not believe that you
break it for the telling."
Elizabeth turned her back upon him contemptuously, and walked quickly
onward. He kept pace with her, and seemed quite sure of a final
victory. She had just reached the broad forest-road when a carriage
dashed past. A man's head appeared at the window, but at sight of her
was drawn back quickly, as though surprised. He looked out once more, as
if to convince himself that he had seen correctly, and then the carriage
vanished around a sharp turn in the road.
Elizabeth involuntarily extended her arms after the retreating carriage.
Its inmate well knew how she detested Hollfeld; after the declaration
that she had made to him a few hours before, how could he doubt that she
was most unwillingly in the society of this man? Could he not delay his
journey for one moment, to free her from such odious importunity?
Hollfeld observed her action.
"Aha!" he cried, with a malicious laugh, "that looked almost tender. If
it were not for my cousin's seven and thirty years, I might actually be
jealous! Perhaps you supposed that he would immediately descend from
his vehicle and gallantly offer you his arm to escort you to your home!
You see he is too conscientious; he denies himself that indulgence, and
prefers to fulfil a sacred duty. He is an iceberg, for whom no woman
possesses a single charm. You owe his behaviour to you to-day, which
was so very courteous, not to your enchanting eyes, O bewitching Gold
Elsie, but to his desire to provoke my honoured mamma."
"And does nothing deter you from ascribing such mean motives to the man
whose hospitality you enjoy so freely?" cried Elizabeth, provoked. She
had determined not to reply to him again by a single syllable, in hopes
that she might thus weary out his pertinacity; but the manner in which
he spoke of Herr von Walde overcame her self-control.
"Mean?" he repeated. "You express yourself strongly. I only call it a
little revenge which he was fully justified in taking. And as for his
hospitality,--I am only using now what will be all my own at some future
period; I cannot see that it should alter my opinion of my cousin.
Besides, I am the one to sacrifice myself, I deserve all the gratitude.
Is my devotion and attention to Fraeulein von Walde to go for nothing?"
"It must be a hard task to pluck a few flowers and carry them to a poor
invalid!" said Elizabeth ironically.
"Aha! you are, as I am happy to observe, jealous of these little
attentions of mine," he cried triumphantly. "Did you seriously suppose
for one moment that I could really be in love with her, while my sense
of beauty was so perpetually outraged? I esteem my cousin, but I never
forget for one instant that she is a year older than I, that she limps,
is crooked, and----"
"Detestable!" Elizabeth interrupted him, beside herself with the
abhorrence he inspired; she hastily crossed the broad forest-road. He
followed her.
"Detestable, say I, too," he continued, endeavouring to keep pace with
her; "especially when I see your Hebeform by her side. And now I beg
you, do not run so fast; let there be the peace between us of which I
dream day and night."
He suddenly passed his arm around her waist and forced her to stand
still, while his glowing face, with eyes sparkling with unholy fire,
approached her own. At first she gazed at him speechless and stupefied,
then a shudder convulsed her frame, and with a gesture of utter aversion
she pushed him from her.
"Don't dare to touch me again!" she cried in a clear ringing voice,--and
at the same moment she heard the loud barking of a dog near her. She
turned her head in joyful surprise towards the spot whence the noise
proceeded.
"Hector! Hector! here, good dog!" she called; and the forester's huge
hound burst through the thicket and fawned upon her.
"My uncle is not far off," she turned coldly and quietly to her
discomfited companion; "he will be here in a moment. As you can hardly
desire that I should request him to rid me of your society, I advise you
to return immediately to the castle."
And, in fact, he stood still like a coward, while she, accompanied by
the dog, proceeded towards her home. Hollfeld stamped his feet in his
rage, and cursed the blind passion that had robbed him of all prudence.
He did not for one instant imagine that he could really be disagreeable
to Elizabeth,--he, the pet of society, whose slightest word, were it
only an invitation to dance, made such a sensation in the little world
of L----, and was so often an occasion of envy and discord among the
ladies! The idea was absurd. It was far more likely that the daughter
of the forester's clerk was a coquette, who intended to make conquest as
difficult as possible for him. He had no faith in the existence of that
virgin purity of soul which made Elizabeth thus insensible, and the
magic of which affected even him most powerfully, although he did not
understand its influence. He had no faith in the sacred reserve of a
young girl's inner life, and therefore could not possibly conceive of
the instinctive aversion which his selfish, unprincipled nature
inspired. He reproached himself angrily for having been too sudden and
violent, thus defeating his own ends, and deferring indefinitely the
accomplishment of his hopes. He wandered about in the forest for an
hour before he could master his emotions; for the guests, who were still
dancing on the green before the convent tower whence the gay music
reached his ears, must not suspect the volcano seething beneath that
cold and interesting exterior.
Elizabeth had apparently walked away with a firm, decided step, but she
took care to look neither to the right nor the left, lest she should
suddenly see his hated face beside her. At last she ventured to stand
still and look around her. He had disappeared. With a sigh of relief,
she leaned against the trunk of a tree to collect her thoughts, while
Hector stood beside her sagely wagging his tail, seeming thoroughly to
understand that he was playing the part of her protector. Doubtless he
had been taking a forest walk for his own amusement, for there were no
signs of his master. Elizabeth felt her knees tremble beneath her. Her
terror, when Hollfeld had clasped her waist, had been extreme. In her
innocence she had never imagined such rudeness, and hence his sudden
touch had made her for one moment rigid with horror. She shed bitter
tears of shame as she recalled Herr von Walde's image, not clothed in
the gentleness of the last few hours, but stern and reserved. She
thought she should scarcely dare ever to look up at him again since that
wretch had touched her. All her happy visions lay shattered at her
feet. This unhappy encounter with Hollfeld had ruthlessly brought her
back to reality. What he had said of Herr von Walde, coarse and
slanderous as it was, had revived much in her mind which she had once
believed, and considered as a bar to her growing interest in him. She
thought of his invincible pride of descent, of his self-renouncing love
for his sister, and of the universal opinion that his heart was cold as
ice where women were concerned. All the gay brilliant dreams which had
hovered around her path through the forest now folded their wings and
vanished beneath the searching gaze of her awakened consciousness. She
could hardly tell what it was that formerly made her so happy. Was it
not most likely that only a strong sense of justice had induced him to
show her such gentle kindness and consideration to-day,--to protect her
from the insolent annoyance of his relatives? Had he not in like manner
protected Miss Mertens, and endeavoured to indemnify her for the
injustice that she had encountered beneath his roof? And the birthday
greeting! Ah, she must not think of that, or its unfinished conclusion,
for then all her dead visions would instantly celebrate a blissful
resurrection!
As she entered the Lodge Sabina came towards her, pale as ashes, in
great distress. She pointed mutely to the door of the dwelling-room.
Within the apartment her uncle was speaking loudly, while he was pacing
heavily to and fro.
"Oh dear! oh dear!" whispered Sabina, "everything is going wrong in
there. Bertha has kept out of your uncle's way most carefully for the
last few weeks, but a little while ago she was standing at the great
door and did not see that he was coming into the yard. He gave her no
time to run off, but took her by the hand and led her instantly into the
room there. She was as white as the wall, in her fear of him,--but that
didn't help her,--go she must. Ah, Lord have mercy upon me! I should
not like to have the Herr Forester for a father confessor----"
A loud burst of sobbing, that sounded almost like a stifled shriek,
interrupted Sabina's whispering.
"Better so!" they now heard the forester say in a far gentler tone of
voice; "at least that is a sign that you are not quite hardened. And
now speak out! Remember that I stand here in place of your good
parents. If you have a sorrow confide it to me; be sure that if it has
befallen you without fault on your part, I will faithfully assist you to
bear it."
Only stifled sobs ensued.
"You cannot speak?" asked the forester after a short pause. "I know of
a certainty that there is no physical obstacle in the way of your
speaking, for you talk to yourself continually when you believe yourself
unobserved; you must be putting some force upon yourself,--have you made
a vow against the use of your tongue?"
Probably an assenting nod must have confirmed him in this supposition,
for he continued, with great irritation, "What an insane idea! Do you
suppose that you can do your Heavenly Father good service by renouncing
one of his best gifts, the power of speech? And are you going to be
silent all your life long? No! You will speak, then, if that which you
hope to effect by means of your vow fails to come to pass? Very well, I
cannot force you to speak,--then endure alone what depresses you and
makes you so unhappy, for that you are unhappy any one can read in your
face. But let me tell you that you will find an inexorable judge in me,
if it should ever appear that you have done anything that shuns the
light and should not be told to honest men; for in your boundless
arrogance you have hitherto rejected every well-meant piece of advice,
every attempt to guide and direct you, making it impossible for me to
care for you as it is my duty and desire, standing as I do in the place
of your parents. I will bear with you a little longer; but should I
find you once leaving the house after nightfall, this is your home no
longer,--you must go. And let me tell you also, to-morrow I shall send
for the doctor to tell me whether you are really ailing; you have looked
wretchedly for the last few weeks. Now go!"
The door opened, and Bertha staggered out. She did not notice Sabina
and Elizabeth, and when she heard the door close behind her, she
suddenly wrung her hands above her head in the speechless agony of
despair, and rushed up the stairs as though hunted by the furies.
"That girl has something on her conscience, whatever it may be," said
Sabina, shaking her head. Elizabeth went in to her uncle. He was
leaning against the window, and drumming upon one of the panes with his
fingers, a common habit with him when irritated. He looked very gloomy,
but his features lighted up as Elizabeth entered.
"I'm glad you are come, Gold Elsie!" he exclaimed; "I need to see some
true, pure face beside me; I shudder at the black eyes of that girl who
has just gone out. Never mind, I have taken up my domestic cross again,
and shall bear it on for awhile; I cannot see the child cry, even though
I were sure that the effect of every tear was exactly calculated."
Elizabeth was heartily glad that the dreaded encounter between Bertha
and her uncle was well over. She hastened to divert his thoughts
entirely from the unfortunate girl by describing to him the festivities
she had just witnessed, telling him cursorily of Herr von Walde's sudden
departure. She informed him also of Linke's dreadful end, at which,
however, he was not greatly surprised, as he had expected some such
termination to the affair.
He accompanied Elizabeth to the garden gate.
"Be very careful not to ring too loudly at the gate in the wall," he
warned her as she left him. "Your mother had an attack of headache
to-day, and has gone to bed. I was up there a little while ago."
Elizabeth ran up the mountain in some anxiety, but Miss Mertens, leading
little Ernst by the hand, came to meet her on the sward before the
castle, and soothed her fears. The attack was over, and her mother was
enjoying a refreshing sleep when Elizabeth softly went to her bedside.
It was already twilight; the most profound quiet reigned throughout the
house,--the striking clocks had been stopped,--the window shutters were
closed that the rustling of the leaves without might not be heard,--not
even a fly buzzed,--for Ferber had tenderly taken care that nothing
should disturb the stillness that surrounded the sleeper.
If her mother had been sitting in her arm-chair in the window recess of
the dwelling-room behind the protecting curtains, looking upon the green
domain without, above which stretched the calm evening skies,--the dear
familiar corner would have become a confessional, where Elizabeth,
kneeling upon the cushion at her mother's feet, would have poured out
her overcharged mind and heart. But now she thrust back her precious
secret into the inmost recesses of her soul: and who knows whether she
will ever find courage to reveal what must fill her mother's heart with
the keenest anxiety?