CHAPTER XXXIII

THE SHADOW OF COMING EVENTS

Monday morning dawned. Evarne looked more radiantly lovely than ever

after her day in the open air, and work was re-attacked with general

ardour. The only interruption to the proceedings was a ring at the door,

which came as lunch-time was approaching. It proved to be a man with a

letter for Geoff.

"This is rather interesting to us all!" he exclaimed as he read it.

"Winborough arrived in London on Saturday. I left a note for him, you

know, Jack, and he says he will come at three o'clock on Wednesday to be

'life-masked,' but he is coming in here this afternoon just to see us."

Jack flushed with sudden excitement and apprehension. Geoff laid down

the letter and looked at Evarne. These few days of their engagement left

her still ignorant of his position and relationship towards Winborough.

Geoff could hardly have given any reason for his reticence--there could,

indeed, be no rational explanation forthcoming--it was just a

purposeless fancy that had not mattered hitherto. But now she must know.

She always lunched with him in his sitting-room, while Jack and

Pallister sought their mid-day repast out of doors. He would tell her

then; and Lord Winborough himself must no longer be kept in ignorance of

his heir's forthcoming marriage. There seemed to be an ample dose of

"tellings" before Geoffrey that day.

But Pallister all unconsciously relieved him of one.

"I'm really awfully excited," he declared. "I've never seen his

lordship, but Mr. Meridith knows him quite well. Maudie calls him a

'dear.' And I'm awfully thrilled, too, at the prospect of taking a

life-mask. I shall be longing to try when once I've seen it done. Will

you let me practise on you, Miss Stornway?"

"Well, I don't know. It's rather terrible, isn't it?"

"I don't think so. Only a bit unpleasant. Nothing to hurt."

"Have you done many, Mr. Hardy?"

"Several. It's a wonderful help towards getting a likeness, especially

if the sitter's time is precious. Still, it is uncommonly hateful to go

through."

"Don't tell Lord Winborough that! How do you start?"

"Well, you rub cold-cream or some such decoction well into the skin."

"For the sake of the victim's complexion, I suppose?"

"Partly. Next you put a couple of quills into his nostrils."

"To breathe through?" chipped in Pallister.

"Precisely; and very careful you have to be, I can tell you, considering

that it's the one and only way in which a supply of fresh air can be

obtained, for the next step is to pour moist plaster all over the face."

"How clammy! Much of it?"

"Not at first--only a thin layer; but after you've laid a piece of

string downways on either cheek, you add more plaster until it's about

an inch thick. There it has to remain until it hardens. Then you draw up

the two strings, thereby cutting the mask into three parts, and take it

off, a firm and absolute replica of the features."

"But it does sound rather dangerous," declared Evarne after a moment's

thought.

"Not with ordinary care and attention. It's quite safe," Jack assured

her; "but it feels much worse than it is really. One's whole life

undoubtedly depends on those two breathing-quills. I went through it

once myself, and I couldn't help thinking of what would happen if by any

accident they got choked up. The operator always keeps a pair of

scissors handy to snip off the end in case by any chance a splash of

plaster happens to settle on it. Still, it needs a deal of nerve, I must

confess. You can't hear a sound except an indistinct sort of rumbling

and the thud of your own heart like a sledge-hammer. I should think it's

a bit like being buried alive. I tried to lift an eyelid, but the

plaster held it in an immovable grip, and of course your lips are so

sealed that it is impossible to speak a single word. I assure you, it

did make me feel queer!"

"I wonder," inquired Pallister meditatively, "what would happen if you

just _had_ to sneeze?"

But Jack declined to venture an opinion.

"I'm afraid I can't promise to be done," Evarne declared with some

degree of emphasis.

"Now, would you expect anybody to consent after that lurid description,

Jack?" inquired Geoff, laughing. "It's a good thing Winborough can't

hear your vivid reminiscences, or he would suddenly recall some other

imperative engagement for Wednesday afternoon."

"Perhaps he won't come anyhow," suggested Pallister, bent on teasing.

"You should just have heard a Socialist gentleman--one of your pet pals,

I dare say, Jack--who was addressing an attentive and admiring audience

in Hyde Park yesterday. 'These bloated haristiscrats, pampered from

their cots upwards,' he declared, were, without exception, fickle and

false and altogether unreliable, and 'ought to be wiped off the face of

the globe altogether!'"

"But Lord Winborough hasn't been 'pampered from his cot upwards,'"

returned Jack unperturbed. "He only came into the title about five years

ago, so you see he is scarcely one of those whom 'my pet pal, the

Socialist,' was referring to."

Pallister ceased grinning at his own wit.

"Oh, of course, I know. He will keep his promise right enough," he said

seriously. Then, suddenly recollecting himself: "I say, Geoff, I didn't

mean to be personal. If your cousin goes and dies without children, we

don't expect you to alter, and be fickle and false and all the rest of

it, just because you become Earl of Winborough, eh?"

Evarne's lips parted, and, turning her head, she gazed at Geoff with

eyes filled with utter amazement and incredulity. That young man threw

down his brushes.

"Look here," he said lightly, "it's a quarter to one. I think we had

better stop work and have lunch."

"Right you are," cried Pallister the lazy. "Come along, Jackie, my boy;

we had better take plenty of time to strengthen ourselves for this

afternoon. We have both got to make a good impression, you know."

Jack partly understood Geoff's evident anxiety to get them gone. He

promptly pulled off his painting overall and put on his coat. Pallister,

with no such change of costume to effect, was already awaiting him, and

in a very few minutes they were both out of the place.

Already Geoff had freed Evarne from her golden fetters. They fastened by

means of snaps, and it needed the use of both hands to open them. The

long connecting chain was quite unbreakable, though charmingly light and

delicate in workmanship. He occupied the time while his friends were

dressing in subjecting it to a series of vigorous little tugs, as if to

test its strength; but directly the studio door had closed, he cast it

aside and turned to Evarne.

"Surely I didn't understand rightly?" she queried, in tones of

ill-suppressed anxiety. "I thought Mr. Pallister seemed to say that Lord

Winborough was not only your cousin, but that you were his heir?"

Geoff acknowledged this to be verily the truth.

"I'm sure I don't know why I didn't mention it long ago," he continued

apologetically. "It's very silly of me to appear to have made any sort

of a mystery about it, for naturally it's no secret. It can't be exactly

termed a misfortune in itself, can it, while of course it does not make

the slightest little bit of difference in our feelings for one another?"

"I am not so sure," rejoined Evarne sadly.

With slow steps she walked across the room and sat down by the open

window, gazing out into vacancy with troubled eyes. She felt no

pleasurable excitement, no eager interest, in this marvellous piece of

news. On the contrary, the fact that her lover held a position of so

much greater importance in the estimation of the world than she had for

one moment suspected, appeared to her simply and solely as an

unqualified misfortune. Viewed in the light of this new discovery, his

marriage with a woman who was, after all, only an artist's model, and,

moreover, one weighed down by a secret that a very few inquiries on the

part of the curious might reveal, became a matter of entirely different

import. Such ominous forebodings, such fresh doubts and apprehensions

crowded upon her, that tears burned under her eyelids, while an

expression of utter misery settled upon her features.

Geoffrey sped over to her side.

"My own dearest darling, please, please don't look so worried about it.

I'm so sorry I didn't tell you at once, but left you to find out so

suddenly. I was an idiot. If you look like that, I shall never forgive

myself. Why does it make you unhappy? I should have thought you'd be

rather pleased, if anything. What a sigh! After all, it's not so

wonderfully important. It will not make the least bit of difference to

us for years and years to come--perhaps never--who can tell?"

Evarne did not answer. The longer she reflected the more overwhelming

appeared this unforeseen complication. Of course, as soon as her

engagement became common knowledge, all sorts of people would want to

learn all about her; the events of her whole past life would probably be

delved into--and then--what? She wished Geoffrey would leave her alone

for a time. She wanted to think.

But the more anxious and depressed she appeared, the more concerned and

self-reproachful he grew.

"I'm not vexed with you personally, dear," she was at length compelled

to explain. "You mustn't think that for a moment. Only--only----"

"Only what?"

"I was thinking of a part of Mrs. Browning's translation of 'Prometheus

Bound.' Do you remember it?

"Oh, wise was he, oh, wise was he,

Who first within his spirit knew,

And with his tongue proclaimed it true,

That love comes best that comes unto

The equal of degree!

And that the poor and that the low

Should seek no love from those above...."

She broke off suddenly.

"Oh, Geoffrey, that is true! I know it is, and it does seem so suited to

us now."

"I noticed you discreetly ceased before reaching the last lines, which

would make the application I suppose you intend far from complimentary

to me, Mistress Evarne. My soul is neither 'proud' nor 'fluttered by

rows of ancestral lights,' or anything of that sort. Nothing 'flutters'

it except your sweet self, so that verse does not suit at all. How dare

you shake your head? Don't you believe me?"

"Yes, yes! I do, of course. But there is your cousin to consider. I

shall never gain his goodwill. He will never give his consent."

"Our marriage will be legal without that, my own dearest. But really,"

and Geoff came out boldly with a thundering big lie, "really I don't

anticipate his raising any serious objection. You see, it would be too

absurd, considering that it's the merest chance that he has got any

title at all. When the old earl and his brother, and both his sons and

his little grandson all died within three years, it was necessary to go

back over a century--if you ever heard of such a thing--before they came

to the point at which the line from which we are descended branched off.

Why, for my part, I scarcely realised we were related to the family at

all. We didn't even know the old earl personally. It would be too absurd

of us to put on airs and graces as if we were superior sort of creatures

born to wear strawberry-leaves. It's just simply the merest chance. Now,

after that long explanation don't let's talk about it any more, since it

worries you."

"I must say one thing. We have never spoken at all yet about money or

position, or anything of that sort, have we? Still, I have known all

along, and you also must have known full well, that in choosing me you

were marrying in every respect far below yourself and what your people

would deem----"

"Oh!" broke in Geoff, "please, please don't talk in that manner. It

isn't generous of you, Evarne. It isn't like you."

"I must finish, though. You are proposing to marry far below what your

relations would consider seemly in any case, and most undeniably you

have not made a fitting choice when one remembers what the future

probably holds for you. You don't see things quite as other people do,

you know; but I am more worldly-minded and practical. I think--I do

really--that this engagement between us is scarcely suitable, and that

it ought not to exist."

Geoff placed his hands heavily on her shoulders with a somewhat frantic

grip, and looked at her in serious alarm for a moment. Then he spoke

with forced carelessness.

"So you really think to persuade me of your claim to be considered

'worldly-minded' by trying now to get me to give you up, do you--you

darling? Listen to me. I shall marry you or nobody! If you won't have

me, I shall go down to my grave a morose, disagreeable old bachelor. I

shall always be doing my level best to make all around me utterly

miserable, and although everyone will fear and hate me, a few discerning

folk will explain, 'Oh, don't you know? That poor old man was crossed in

love in the days of his youth, and has never got over it!' Would you

like to have that on your conscience, Evarne mine? Now, come in to

lunch, and we won't speak another word of cousins or earls or prospects

or anything of the sort. We will just talk about ourselves. We are by

far the most interesting topic in the world, aren't we, darling?"

He caught her hand and commenced to draw her across the room. He looked

so young, so happy, so full of life, that Evarne forcibly thrust all her

own miseries back into the depth of her heart. She could not endure to

see the glad look fade from his eyes even for a minute.

"Very well, Geoff," she said in all meekness. "As long as you are sure

that you really want me, I will never leave you of my own accord."

"That's a promise?"

"Very well, it shall be. But remember this, if you do come to believe

that perhaps you would do wisely to listen to what I feel convinced your

cousin's advice will be, you must not hesitate or think of me at all. I

only exist now to please you, and I'm not afraid of spoiling you by

telling you so, dear. My first and only wish is that everything shall be

well with your life. Remember."

He bent his head and kissed the hand he held, but declined to even

discuss this subject with any seriousness.

"Come," he said lightly. "I'm starving hungry! More than anything else

in the world at the present moment I want you to give me my lunch."

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