Mrs. Tate walked toward her. "Nothing?"

Blanche turned her head away. "If anything should happen," she said

quietly, "the--the little one--I should like my mother to take her."

Mrs. Tate began to breathe hard; but she burst out laughing. "You silly

child! Of course; I shall look after Jeanne anyway. Don't you worry

about _her_. Now I must hurry out to that husband of mine. He'll be

furious with me for keeping him waiting so long."

A few moments before Blanche appeared in the ring, Jules returned to the

dressing-room, resplendent in his evening clothes, with three diamonds

gleaming on his shirt-front, and carrying a bouquet of white roses.

"These are just like the roses I bought for you the night I met you. I

selected them this afternoon, and they've just come. You must wear them

in your belt, as you did then," he said, as she flushed with pleasure

and thanked him. "I remember how tickled I was when I saw them; and oh,

how I hated Pelletier when you took them out and gave them to him to

hold, while you were going through your act."

Then, as she adjusted the flowers in her belt, he went on: "It's the

biggest house of the season! Marshall says you're the best attraction he

ever had. Ready?" he asked, surveying Blanche as she stood in her white

silk tights. "You look just as you did when I first saw you," he added,

putting one hand on her cheek and kissing her lightly on the other.

"Come along."

Then he threw over her the robe she always wore on her way to the ring,

and they hurried from the room. As Blanche ran out on the net and heard

the applause of the vast audience, she felt a thrill of joy and an

intoxicating sense of her own power. All fear seemed to leave her, and

she laughed as she climbed hand over hand to the trapeze. From trapeze

to trapeze she shot with delight; she had never felt so sure of herself,

so exultant. When she returned to the net, Jules, who had taken his

place at the rope, whispered to her: "You're in great form to-night.

Keep it up."

She was smiling as she started on her long climb to the top of the

building. But when she had taken her place on the beam from which she

was to make her plunge and looked down at the black mass in the

distance, her strength seemed suddenly to leave her. Her fingers

tightened on the beam, as if she felt afraid of losing her balance. Then

she heard her husband's voice ring through the place, crying the

familiar warning. She knew the moment had come for making the plunge;

but she continued motionless. She felt as if her will had become

suddenly paralyzed, and a moment later, as if her body were frozen.

The black mass below seemed to dance before her, then to beckon to her,

and in her ears she kept hearing the voice of little Jeanne and the

sound of her laughter. Oh, she had known that this moment would come

some time; she had known it ever since Jeanne was born. But she could

not sit there forever; the crowd below was waiting to see her fall. If

she did not make an effort she should lose her self-control and go

plunging into the blackness. She must lift her hands and gather herself

together, and hurl herself out as she had always done. But she had no

strength; she could only lift her arms weakly. Then she tried to give

her body the necessary impetus, and she plunged wildly into the air.

There was a cry of horror from the crowd, and a moment later the white

figure lay motionless in the net. The people rose from their seats and

rushed toward the ring. The police tried to drive them back as Jules

leaped into the net and seized the prostrate body in his arms.

"Keep them back," he cried frantically, not realizing that he was

speaking French. "She must have air." Then, turning, he said: "Blanche!

Blanche! Can't you speak? Open your eyes so I may know you aren't dead."

He was terrified by the way her head fell back from her shoulders. "We

must get her out of this," he said desperately, to two of the circus men

who had followed him on the net, as he glanced down at the struggling

mass beneath him. "Bring her to her dressing-room. Make those people get

out of the way."

With difficulty they bore her through the crowd. Some one threw her

cloak over her as she passed. She gave no sign of life, but the

expression in Jules' face showed that he still hoped. When they reached

her room, they placed her on the floor, and Jules closed the door to

keep out the crowd. Madeleine, who had been ringing her hands and

moaning, quickly loosened the tight bodice. Then the door was forced

open again, and Marshall entered with a physician, who quickly bent over

the prostrate figure and listened for the heart-beat.

"She's dead," he said quietly.

Jules threw himself on the body in a paroxysm of despair.

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