CHAPTER XII

She had only known him for about twenty days--"The man who mends the

boats"--but she had fallen into the way of referring all interesting

questions to him. That was perhaps the more remarkable as her eyes had

never rested upon him.

One morning Worth had looked up from some comparative measurements of the

tails of Pourquoi and N'est-ce-pas to demand: "Why, Aunt Kate, what do

you think?"

"There are times," replied Aunt Kate, looking over at the girl swaying

in the hammock, humming gently to herself, "when I don't know just what

to think."

"Well sir, what do you think? The man that mends the boats knows more

'an Watts!"

"Worthie," she admonished, "it's bad business for an army man to

turn traitor."

"But yes, he does. 'Cause I asked Watts why Pourquoi had more yellow than

white, and why N'est-ce-pas was more white 'an yellow, and he said I sure

had him there. He'd be blowed if he knew, and he guessed nobody did,

'less maybe the Almighty had some ideas about it; but yesterday I asked

the man that mends the boats, and he explained it--oh a whole lot of long

words, Aunt Kate. More long words 'an I ever heard before."

"And the explanation? I trust it was satisfactory?"

"I guess it was," replied Worth uncertainly. "'Twas an awful lot of

long words."

"My experience, too," laughed Aunt Kate.

"With the man that mends the boats?"

"No, with other sages. You see when they're afraid to stay down here on

the ground with us any longer, afraid they'll be hit with a question that

will knock them over, they get into little air-ships they have and hurl

the long words down at our heads until we're too stunned to ask any more

questions, and in such wise is learning disseminated."

"I'll ask the man that mends the boats if he's got any air-ships. He's

got most everything up there."

"Up where?"

"Oh, up there,"--with vague nod toward the head of the Island.

"He says he'd like to get acquainted with you, Aunt Kate. He says he

really believes you might be worth knowing."

Thereupon Aunt Kate's book fell to the floor with a thud of amazement

that reverberated indignation. "Well upon my word!" gasped she. Then,

recovering her book--and more--"Why what a kindly gentleman he must be,"

she drawled.

"Oh yes, he's kind. He's awful kind, I guess. He'll talk to you any time

you want him to, Aunt Kate. He'll tell you just anything you want to

know. He said you must be a--I forgot the word."

"Oh no, you haven't," wheedled Aunt Kate. "Try to think of it, dearie."

"Can't think of it now. Shall I ask him again?"

"Certainly not! How preposterous! As if it made the slightest difference

in the world!"

But it made difference enough for Aunt Kate to ask a moment later: "And

how did it happen, Worthie, that this kindly philosopher should have

deemed me worth knowing?"

"Oh, I don't know. 'Cause he liked the puppies' names, I guess. I told

him how their mother was just Queen, but how they was Pourquoi and

N'est-ce-pas--a 'quirer and 'versalist and so then he said: 'And which is

Aunt Kate?'"

"Which is Aunt _Kate? What_ did he mean?"

"'Is she content to be just Queen,' he said, 'or is she'--there was a lot

of long words, you wouldn't understand them, Aunt Kate--I didn't

either--'does she show a puppyish tendon'--tendon something--'to butt

into the universe?'"

Suddenly Aunt Kate's face grew pink and she sat straight. "Worth, was

this one of the men?"

"Oh no, Aunt Kate. He's not one of the men. He's just a man. He's the man

that mends the boats."

"'The man that mends the boats!' He sounds like a creature in flowing

robes out of a mythology book, or the being expressing the high and noble

sentiments calling everybody down in a new-thoughtish play."

From time to time Worth would bring word of him. What boats does he mend,

Aunt Kate wanted to know, and what business has he landing them on our

Island? To which came the answer that he mended boats sick unto death

with speed mania and other social disease, and that he didn't land them

on the Island, but on an island off the tip of the Island, a tiny island

which the Lord had thoughtlessly left lying disrespectfully close to the

Isle of Dignity. Katie was too true a romancer to inquire closely about

the man who mended the boats, for she liked to think of him as an unreal

being who only touched the earth off the tip of the Island, and only

touched humanity through Worth. That wove something alluringly

mysterious--and mysteriously alluring--about the man who made sick boats

well, whereas had she given rein to the possibility of his belonging to

the motorboat factory across the river, and scientifically testing

gasoline engines it would be neither proper nor interesting that her

young nephew should run back and forth with pearls of wit and wisdom. It

developed that Worth visited this tip of the Island with the ever

faithful Watts, and that one day the boat mender and Watts had--oh just

the awfulest fight with words Worth had ever heard. It was about the

Government, which the man who mended the boats said was running on one

cylinder, drawing from patriotic Watts the profane defense that it had

all the power it needed for blowing up just such fools as that! He

further held that soldiers were first-class dishwashers and should be

brave enough to demand first-class dishwashing pay. Katie had chuckled

over that. But she had puzzled rather than chuckled over the statement

that the first war the saddles manufactured on that Island would see

would be the war over the manufacturing of them. Now what in the world

had he meant by that? She had asked Wayne, but Wayne had seemed so

seriously interested in the remark, and asked such direct questions as to

who made it, that she had tried to cover her tracks, thinking perhaps the

man who mended the boats could be thrown into the guard-house for saying

such dark things about army saddles.

On the way home from that talk Watts had branded the man who mended the

boats as one of them low-down anarchists that ought to be shot at

sunrise. Things was as they _was_, held Watts, and how could anybody but

a fool expect them to be any way but the way they _was_? It showed what

_he_ was--and after that Worth had had no more fireworks of thought for a

week, Watts standing guard over the world as it was.

But he slipped into an odd place in Katie's life of wonderings and

fancyings, and that life of musing and questioning was so big and so real

a life in those days. He was something to shoot things out at, to hang

things to. She held imaginary conversations with him, demolished him in

imaginary arguments only to stand him up and demolish him again.

Sometimes she quite winked with him at the world as it was, and at other

times she withdrew to lofty heights and said cutting things. In more

friendly mood she asked him questions, sometimes questions he could not

answer, and she could not answer them either, and then their thoughts

would hover around together, brooding over a world of unanswerable

things. All her life she had held those imaginary conversations, but

heretofore it had been with her horse, her dog, the trees, a white cloud

against the blue, something somewhere. None of the hundreds of nice

people she knew had ever moved her to imaginary conversations. And so now

it was stimulating--energizing--not to have to diffuse her thought into

the unknown, but to direct it at, and through, the man who mended the

boats and said strange things to Worth up at the tip of the Island.

And he came at a time when she had great need of him. Never before

had there been so many things to start one on imaginary conversations,

conversations which ended usually in a limitless wondering. Since Ann had

come the simplest thought had a way of opening a door into a vast

country.

Too many doors were opening that afternoon. She was making no headway

with the letters she had told herself she would dispose of while Ann and

Captain Prescott were out on the links.

The letter from Harry Prescott's mother was the most imperative. She was

returning from California and sent some inquiries as to the habitability

of her son's house.

Katie was thinking, as she re-read it, that it was a letter with a

background. It expressed one whom dead days loved well. The writer of

the letter seemed to be holding in life all those gentlewomen who had

formed her.

In a short time Mrs. Prescott would be at the Arsenal. That meant a more

difficult game. Did it also mean an impossible one?

Yet Katie would prefer showing her Ann to Mrs. Prescott than to Zelda

Fraser. Zelda, the fashionable young woman, would pounce upon the absence

of certain little tricks and get no glimmer of what Katie vaguely called

the essence. Might not Mrs. Prescott find the reality in the

possibilities? "It comes to this," Katie suddenly saw, "I'm not shamming,

I'm revealing. I'm not vulgarly imitating; I'm restoring. The connoisseur

should be the first to appreciate that."

It turned her off into one of those long paths of wondering, paths which

sometimes seemed to circle the whole of the globe. It was on those paths

she frequently found the man who mended the boats waiting for her.

Sometimes he was irritating, turning off into little by-paths, by-paths

leading off to the dim source of things. Katie could not follow him

there; she did not know her way; and often, as to-day, he turned off

there just when she was most eager to ask him something. She would ask

him what he thought about backgrounds. How much there was in that thing

of having the background all prepared for one, in simply fitting into the

place one was expected to fit into. How many people would create for

themselves the background it was assumed they belonged in just because

they had been put in it? Suddenly she laughed. She had a most absurd

vision of Jove--Katie believed it would be Jove--standing over humanity

with some kind of heroic feather duster and mightily calling

"Shoo!--Shoo!--Move on!--Every fellow find his place for himself!"

Such a scampering as there would be! And how many would be let stay in

the places where they had been put? Who would get the nice corners it had

been taken for granted certain people should have just because they had

been fixed up for them in advance? How about the case of Miss Katherine

Wayneworth Jones? Would she be ranked out of quarters?

Certain it was that a very choice corner had been fitted up for said

Katherine Wayneworth Jones. People said that she belonged in her corner;

that no one else could fit it, that she could not as well fit anywhere

else. But she was not at all sure that under the feather duster act that

would give her the right of possession. People were so stupid. Just

because they saw a person sitting in a place they held that was the place

for that person to be sitting. Katie almost wished that mighty "Shoo!"

would indeed reverberate 'round the world. It would be such fun to see

them scamper and squirm. And would there not be the keenest of

satisfaction in finding out what sort of place one would fit up for one's

self if none had been fitted up for one in advance?

Few people were called upon to prove themselves. Most people judged

people as they judged pictures at an exhibition. They went around with a

catalogue and when they saw a good name they held that they saw a good

picture. And when they did not know the name, even though the picture

pleased them, they waited around until they heard someone else saying

good things, then they stood before it murmuring, "How lovely."

She had put Ann in the catalogue; she had seen to it that she was

properly hung, and she herself had stood before her proclaiming something

rare and fine. That meant that Ann was taken for granted. And being taken

for granted meant nine-tenths the battle.

It would be fun to fool the catalogue folks. And she need have no

compunctions about lowering the standard of art because the picture she

had found out in the back room and surreptitiously hung in the night

belonged in the gallery a great deal more than some of the pictures which

had been solemnly carried in the front way. It was the catalogue folks,

rather than the lovers of art, were being imposed upon.

And Mrs. Prescott, though to be sure a maker of catalogues, was also a

lover of art. There lay Katie's hope for her, and apology to her.

Though she was apprehensive, a stronger light was to be turned on--that

was indisputable. "You and I know, dear Queen," Katie confided to the

member of her sex lying at her feet, "that men are not at all difficult.

You can get them to swallow most anything--if the girl in the case is

beautiful enough. And feminine enough! Masculine dotes on discovering

feminine--but have you ever noticed what the rest of the feminine dote on

doing to that discovery? Women can even look at wondrous soft brown eyes

and lovely tender mouths through those 'Who was your father?' 'specs'

they keep so well dusted. The manner of holding a teacup is more

important than the heart's deep dreams. When it comes to passing

inspection, the soul's not in it with the fork. We know 'em--don't we,

old Queen?"

Queen wagged concurrence, and Katie pulled herself sternly back to

her letters.

Mrs. Prescott spoke of the chance of her son's being ordered away. "I

hope not," she wrote, "for I want the quiet summer for him. And for

myself, too. The great trees and the river, and you there, dear Katie, it

seems the thing I most desire. But we of the army learn often to

relinquish the things we most desire. We, the homeless, for in the

abiding sense we are homeless, make homes possible. Think of it with

pride sometimes, Katie. Our girls think of it all too little now. I

sometimes wonder how they can forego that just pride in their traditions.

During this spring in the West my thoughts have many times turned to

those other days, days when men like your father and my husband performed

the frontier service which made the West of to-day possible. Recently at

a dinner I heard a young woman, one of the 'advanced' type, and I am

sorry to say of army people, speak laughingly to one of our men of the

uselessness of the army. She was worthy nothing but scorn, or I might

have spoken of some of the things your mother and I endured in those days

of frontier posts. And now we have a California--serene--fruitful--and

can speak of the uselessness of the army! Does the absurdity of it never

strike them?"

Katie pondered that; wondered if Mrs. Prescott's attitude and spirit were

not passing with the frontier. Few of the army girls she knew thought of

themselves as homeless, or gave much consideration to that thing of

making other homes possible, save, to be sure, the homes they were

hoping--and plotting--to make for themselves. And she could not see that

the "young woman" was answered. The young woman had not been talking

about traditions. Probably the young woman would say that yesterday

having made to-day possible it was quite time to be quit of yesterday.

"Though to be sure," Katie now answered her, "while we may not seem to be

doing anything, we're keeping something from being done, and that perhaps

is the greatest service of all. Were it not for us and our dear navy we

should be sailed on from East and West, marched on from North and South.

At least that's what we're told by our superiors, and are you the kind of

young woman to question what you're told by your superiors? Because if

you are!--I'd like to meet you."

Her letter continued: "Harry writes glowingly of your charming friend.

Strange that I am not able to recall her, though to be sure I knew little

of you in those years abroad. Was she a school friend? I presume so.

Harry speaks of her as 'the dear sort of girl,' not leaving a clear image

in my mind. But soon my vision will be cleared."

"Oh, will it?" mumbled Kate. "I don't know whether it will or not. 'The

dear sort of girl!' And I presume the young goose thought he had given a

vivid picture."

She turned to Major Darrett's note: a charming note it was to turn to. He

had the gift of making himself very real--and correspondingly

attractive--in those notes.

A few days before she had been telling Ann about Major Darrett. "He's a

bachelor," she had said, "and a joy." Ann had looked vague, and Katie

laughed now in seeing that her characterization was broad as "the dear

sort of girl."

It was probable Major Darrett would relieve one of the officers at the

Arsenal. He touched it lightly. "Should fate--that part of it dwelling in

Washington--waft me to your Island, Katie Jones, I foresee a summer to

compensate me for all the hard, cruel, lonely years."

Kate smiled knowingly; not that she actually knew much to be

knowing about.

She wondered why she did not disapprove of Major Darrett. Certain she was

that some of the things which had kept his years from being hard, cruel,

and lonely were in the category for disapproval. But he managed them so

well; one could not but admire his deftness, and admiration was weakening

to disapproval. One disapproved of things which offended one, and in this

instance the results of the things one knew one should disapprove were so

far from offensive that one let it go at smiling knowingly, mildly

disapproving of one's self for not disapproving.

Ann had not responded enthusiastically to Katie's drawing of Major

Darrett. She had not seemed to grasp the idea that much was forgiven the

very charming; that ordinary standards were not rigidly applied to the

extraordinarily fascinating. When Katie was laughingly telling of one of

the Major's most interesting flirtations Ann's eyes had seemed to crouch

back in that queer way they had. Katie had had an odd sense of Ann's

disapproving of her--disapproving of her for her not disapproving of him.

More than once Ann had given her that sense of being disapproved of.

As with all things in the universe just then, he was a new angle back to

Ann. If he were to come there--? For Major Darrett would not at all

disapprove of those eyes of Ann's. And yet his own eyes would see more

than Wayne and Harry Prescott had seen. Major Darrett had been little on

the frontier, but much in the drawing-room; he had never led up San Juan

hill, but he had led many a cotillion. He had had that form of military

training which makes society favorites. As to Ann, he would have the

feminine "specs" and the masculine delight at one and the same time. What

of that union?

Katie's eyes began to dance. She hoped he would come. He would be a foe

worthy her steel. She would have to fix up all her fortifications--look

well to her ammunition. Whatever might be held against Major Darrett it

could not be said he was not worthy one's cleverest fabrications. But the

triumph of holding one's own with a veteran!

Then of a sudden she wondered what the man who mended the boats would

think of the Major.

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