CHAPTER LVII

While Meudon was filled with horror, all was tranquil at Versailles,

without the least suspicion. We had supped. The company some time after

had retired, and I was talking with Madame de Saint-Simon, who had nearly

finished undressing herself to go to bed, when a servant of Madame la

Duchesse de Berry, who had formerly belonged to us, entered, all

terrified. He said that there must be some bad news from Meudon, since

Monseigneur le Duc de Bourgogne had just whispered in the ear of M. le

Duc de Berry, whose eyes had at once become red, that he left the table,

and that all the company shortly after him rose with precipitation. So

sudden a change rendered my surprise extreme. I ran in hot haste to

Madame la Duchesse de Berry's. Nobody was there. Everybody had gone to

Madame la Duchesse de Bourgogne. I followed on with all speed.

I found all Versailles assembled on arriving, all the ladies hastily

dressed--the majority having been on the point of going to bed--all the

doors open, and all in trouble. I learnt that Monseigneur had received

the extreme unction, that he was without consciousness and beyond hope,

and that the King had sent word to Madame de Bourgogne that he was going

to Marly, and that she was to meet him as he passed through the avenue

between the two stables.

The spectacle before me attracted all the attention I could bestow. The

two Princes and the two Princesses were in the little cabinet behind the

bed.

The bed toilette was as usual in the chamber of the Duchesse de

Bourgogne, which was filled with all the Court in confusion. She came

and went from the cabinet to the chamber, waiting for the moment when she

was to meet the King; and her demeanour, always distinguished by the same

graces, was one of trouble and compassion, which the trouble and

compassion of others induced them to take for grief. Now and then, in

passing, she said a few rare words. All present were in truth expressive

personages. Whoever had eyes, without any knowledge of the Court, could

see the interests of all interested painted on their faces, and the

indifference of the indifferent; these tranquil, the former penetrated

with grief, or gravely attentive to themselves to, hide their

emancipation and their joy.

For my part, my first care was to inform myself thoroughly of the state

of affairs, fearing lest there might be too much alarm for too trifling a

cause; then, recovering myself, I reflected upon the misery common to all

men, and that I myself should find myself some day at the gates of death.

Joy, nevertheless, found its way through the momentary reflections of

religion and of humanity, by which I tried to master myself. My own

private deliverance seemed so great and so unhoped for, that it appeared

to me that the State must gain everything by such a loss. And with these

thoughts I felt, in spite of myself, a lingering fear lest the sick man

should recover, and was extremely ashamed of it.

Wrapped up thus in myself, I did not fail, nevertheless, to cast

clandestine looks upon each face, to see what was passing there. I saw

Madame la Duchesse d'Orleans arrive, but her countenance, majestic and

constrained, said nothing. She went into the little cabinet, whence she

presently issued with the Duc d'Orleans, whose activity and turbulent air

marked his emotion at the spectacle more than any other sentiment. They

went away, and I notice this expressly, on account of what happened

afterwards in my presence.

Soon afterwards I caught a distant glimpse of the Duc de Bourgogne, who

seemed much moved and troubled; but the glance with which I probed him

rapidly, revealed nothing tender, and told merely of a mind profoundly

occupied with the bearings of what had taken place.

Valets and chamber-women were already indiscreetly crying out; and their

grief showed well that they were about to lose something!

Towards half-past twelve we had news of the King, and immediately after

Madame de Bourgogne came out of the little cabinet with the Duke, who

seemed more touched than when I first saw him. The Princess took her

scarf and her coifs from the toilette, standing with a deliberate air,

her eyes scarcely wet--a fact betrayed by inquisitive glances cast

rapidly to the right and left--and, followed only by her ladies, went to

her coach by the great staircase.

I took the opportunity to go to the Duchesse d'Orleans, where I found

many people. Their presence made me very impatient; the Duchess, who was

equally impatient, took a light and went in. I whispered in the ear of

the Duchesse de Villeroy, who thought as I thought of this event. She

nudged me, and said in a very low voice that I must contain myself.

I was smothered with silence, amidst the complaints and the narrative

surprises of these ladies; but at last M. le Duc d'Orleans appeared at

the door of his cabinet, and beckoned me to come to him.

I followed him into the cabinet, where we were alone. What was my

surprise, remembering the terms on which he was with Monseigneur, to see

the tears streaming from his eyes.

"Sir!" exclaimed I, rising: He understood me at once; and answered in a

broken voice, really crying: "You are right to be surprised--I am

surprised myself; but such a spectacle touches. He was a man with whom I

passed much of my life, and who treated me well when he was uninfluenced.

I feel very well that my grief won't last long; in a few days I shall

discover motives of joy; at present, blood, relationship, humanity,--all

work; and my entrails are moved." I praised his sentiments, but repeated

my surprise. He rose, thrust his head into a corner, and with his nose

there, wept bitterly and sobbed, which if I had not seen I could not have

believed.

After a little silence, however, I exhorted him to calm himself. I

represented to him that, everybody knowing on what terms he had been with

Monseigneur, he would be laughed at, as playing a part, if his eyes

showed that he had been weeping. He did what he could to remove the

marks of his tears, and we then went back into the other room.

The interview of the Duchesse de Bourgogne with the King had not been

long. She met him in the avenue between the two stables, got down, and

went to the door of the carriage. Madame de Maintenon cried out, "Where

are you going? We bear the plague about with us." I do not know what

the King said or did. The Princess returned to her carriage, and came

back to Versailles, bringing in reality the first news of the actual

death of Monseigneur.

Acting upon the advice of M. de Beauvilliers, all the company had gone

into the salon. The two Princes, Monseigneur de Bourgogne and M. de

Berry, were there, seated on one sofa, their Princesses at their sides;

all the rest of the company were scattered about in confusion, seated or

standing, some of the ladies being on the floor, near the sofa. There

could be no doubt of what had happened. It was plainly written on every

face in the chamber and throughout the apartment. Monseigneur was no

more: it was known: it was spoken of: constraint with respect to him no

longer existed. Amidst the surprise, the confusion, and the movements

that prevailed, the sentiments of all were painted to the life in looks

and gestures.

In the outside rooms were heard the constrained groans and sighs of the

valets--grieving for the master they had lost as well as for the master

that had succeeded. Farther on began the crowd of courtiers of all

kinds. The greater number--that is to say the fools--pumped up sighs as

well as they could, and with wandering but dry eyes, sung the praises of

Monseigneur--insisting especially on his goodness. They pitied the King

for the loss of so good a son. The keener began already to be uneasy

about the health of the King; and admired themselves for preserving so

much judgment amidst so much trouble, which could be perceived by the

frequency of their repetitions. Others, really afflicted--the

discomfited cabal--wept bitterly, and kept themselves under with an

effort as easy to notice as sobs. The most strong-minded or the wisest,

with eyes fixed on the ground, in corners, meditated on the consequences

of such an event--and especially on their own interests. Few words

passed in conversation--here and there an exclamation wrung from grief

was answered by some neighbouring grief--a word every quarter of an hour

--sombre and haggard eyes--movements quite involuntary of the hands--

immobility of all other parts of the body. Those who already looked upon

the event as favourable in vain exaggerated their gravity so as to make

it resemble chagrin and severity; the veil over their faces was

transparent and hid not a single feature. They remained as motionless as

those who grieved most, fearing opinion, curiosity, their own

satisfaction, their every movement; but their eyes made up for their

immobility. Indeed they could not refrain from repeatedly changing their

attitude like people ill at ease, sitting or standing, from avoiding each

other too carefully, even from allowing their eyes to meet--nor repress a

manifest air of liberty--nor conceal their increased liveliness--nor put

out a sort of brilliancy which distinguished them in spite of themselves.

The two Princes, and the two Princesses who sat by their sides, were more

exposed to view than any other. The Duc de Bourgogne wept with

tenderness, sincerity, and gentleness, the tears of nature, of religion,

and patience. M. le Duc de Berry also sincerely shed abundance of tears,

but bloody tears, so to speak, so great appeared their bitterness; and he

uttered not only sobs, but cries, nay, even yells. He was silent

sometimes, but from suffocation, and then would burst out again with such

a noise, such a trumpet sound of despair, that the majority present burst

out also at these dolorous repetitions, either impelled by affliction or

decorum. He became so bad, in fact, that his people were forced to

undress him then and there, put him to bed, and call in the doctor,

Madame la Duchesse de Berry was beside herself, and we shall soon see

why. The most bitter despair was painted with horror on her face. There

was seen written, as it were, a sort of furious grief, based on interest,

not affection; now and then came dry lulls deep and sullen, then a

torrent of tears and involuntary gestures, yet restrained, which showed

extreme bitterness of mind, fruit of the profound meditation that had

preceded. Often aroused by the cries of her husband, prompt to assist

him, to support him, to embrace him, to give her smelling-bottle, her

care for him was evident; but soon came another profound reverie--then a

gush of tears assisted to suppress her cries. As for Madame la Duchesse

de Bourgogne she consoled her husband with less trouble than she had to

appear herself in want of consolation. Without attempting to play a

part, it was evident that she did her best to acquit herself of a

pressing duty of decorum. But she found extreme difficulty in keeping up

appearances. When the Prince her brother-in-law howled, she blew her

nose. She had brought some tears along with her and kept them up with

care; and these, combined with the art of the handkerchief, enabled her

to redden her eyes, and make them swell, and smudge her face; but her

glances often wandered on the sly to the countenances of all present.

Madame arrived, in full dress she knew not why, and howling she knew not

why, inundated everybody with her tears in embracing them, making the

chateau echo with renewed cries, and furnished the odd spectacle of a

Princess putting on her robes of ceremony in the dead of night to come

and cry among a crowd of women with but little on except their night-

dresses,--almost as masqueraders.

In the gallery several ladies, Madame la Duchesse d'Orleans, Madame de

Castries, and Madame de Saint-Simon among the rest, finding no one close

by, drew near each other by the side of a tent-bedstead, and began to

open their hearts to each other, which they did with the more freedom,

inasmuch as they had but one sentiment in common upon what had occurred.

In this gallery, and in the salon, there were always during the night

several beds, in which, for security's sake, certain Swiss guards and

servants slept. These beds had been put in their usual place this

evening before the bad news came from Meudon. In the midst of the

conversation of the ladies, Madame de Castries touched the bed, felt

something move, and was much terrified. A moment after they saw a sturdy

arm, nearly naked, raise on a sudden the curtains, and thus show them a

great brawny Swiss under the sheets, half awake, and wholly amazed. The

fellow was a long time in making out his position, fixing his eyes upon

every face one after the other; but at last, not judging it advisable to

get up in the midst of such a grand company, he reburied himself in his

bed, and closed the curtains. Apparently the good man had gone to bed

before anything had transpired, and had slept so soundly ever since that

he had not been aroused until then. The saddest sights have often the

most ridiculous contrasts. This caused some of the ladies to laugh, and

Madame d'Orleans to fear lest the conversation should have been

overheard. But after reflection, the sleep and the stupidity of the

sleeper reassured her.

I had some doubts yet as to the event that had taken place; for I did not

like to abandon myself to belief, until the word was pronounced by some

one in whom I could have faith. By chance I met D'O, and I asked him.

He answered me clearly that Monseigneur was no more. Thus answered, I

tried not to be glad. I know not if I succeeded well, but at least it is

certain, that neither joy nor sorrow blunted my curiosity, and that while

taking due care to preserve all decorum, I did not consider myself in any

way forced to play the doleful. I no longer feared any fresh attack from

the citadel of Meudon, nor any cruel charges from its implacable

garrison. I felt, therefore, under no constraint, and followed every

face with my glances, and tried to scrutinise them unobserved.

It must be admitted, that for him who is well acquainted with the

privacies of a Court, the first sight of rare events of this nature, so

interesting in so many different respects, is extremely satisfactory.

Every countenance recalls the cares, the intrigues, the labours employed

in the advancement of fortunes--in the overthrow of rivals: the

relations, the coldness, the hatreds, the evil offices done, the baseness

of all; hope, despair, rage, satisfaction, express themselves in the

features. See how all eyes wander to and fro examining what passes

around--how some are astonished to find others more mean, or less mean

than was expected! Thus this spectacle produced a pleasure, which,

hollow as it may be, is one of the greatest a Court can bestow.

The turmoil in this vast apartment lasted about an hour, at the end of

which M. de Beauvilliers thought it was high time to deliver the Princes

of their company. The rooms were cleared. M. le Duc de Berry went away

to his rooms, partly supported by his wife. All through the night he

asked, amid tears and cries, for news from Meudon; he would not

understand the cause of the King's departure to Marly. When at length

the mournful curtain was drawn from before his eyes, the state he fell

into cannot be described. The night of Monseigneur and Madame de

Bourgogne was more tranquil. Some one having said to the Princess, that

having--no real cause to be affected, it would be terrible to play a

part, she replied, quite naturally, that without feigning, pity touched

her and decorum controlled her; and indeed she kept herself within these

bounds with truth and decency. Their chamber, in which they invited

several ladies to pass the night in armchairs, became immediately a

palace of Morpheus. All quietly fell asleep. The curtains were left

open, so that the Prince and Princess could be seen sleeping profoundly.

They woke up once or twice for a moment. In the morning the Duke and

Duchess rose early, their tears quite dried up. They shed no more for

this cause, except on special and rare occasions. The ladies who had

watched and slept in their chamber, told their friends how tranquil the

night had been. But nobody was surprised, and as there was no longer a

Monseigneur, nobody was scandalised. Madame de Saint-Simon and I

remained up two hours before going to bed, and then went there without

feeling any want of rest. In fact, I slept so little that at seven in

the morning I was up; but it must be admitted that such restlessness is

sweet, and such re-awakenings are savoury.

Horror reigned at Meudon. As soon as the King left, all the courtiers

left also, crowding into the first carriages that came. In an instant

Meudon was empty. Mademoiselle Choin remained alone in her garret, and

unaware of what had taken place. She learned it only by the cry raised.

Nobody thought of telling her. At last some friends went up to her,

hurried her into a hired coach, and took her to Paris. The dispersion

was general. One or two valets, at the most, remained near the body.

La Villiere, to his praise be it said, was the only courtier who, not

having abandoned Monseigneur during life, did not abandon him after his

death. He had some difficulty to find somebody to go in search of

Capuchins to pray over the corpse. The decomposition became so rapid and

so great, that the opening of the windows was not enough; the Capuchins,

La Vrilliere, and the valets, were compelled to pass the night outside.

At Marly everybody had felt so confident that the King's return there was

not dreamt of. Nothing was ready, no keys of the rooms, no fires,

scarcely an end of candle. The King was more than an hour thus with

Madame de Maintenon and other ladies in one of the ante-chambers. The

King retired into a corner, seated between Madame de Maintenon and two

other ladies, and wept at long intervals. At last the chamber of Madame

de Maintenon was ready. The King entered, remained there an hour, and

then 'went to bed at nearly four o'clock in the morning.

Monseigneur was rather tall than short; very fat, but without being

bloated; with a very lofty and noble aspect without any harshness; and he

would have had a very agreeable face if M. le Prince de Conti had not

unfortunately broken his nose in playing while they were both young. He

was of a very beautiful fair complexion; he had a face everywhere covered

with a healthy red, but without expression; the most beautiful legs in

the world; his feet singularly small and delicate. He wavered always in

walking, and felt his way with his feet; he was always afraid of falling,

and if the path was not perfectly even and straight, he called for

assistance. He was a good horseman, and looked well when mounted; but he

was not a bold rider. When hunting--they had persuaded him that he liked

this amusement--a servant rode before him; if he lost sight of this

servant he gave himself up for lost, slicked his pace to a gentle trot,

and oftentimes waited under a tree for the hunting party, and returned to

it slowly. He was very fond of the table, but always without indecency.

Ever since that great attack of indigestion, which was taken at first for

apoplexy, he made but one real meal a day, and was content,--although a

great eater, like the rest of the royal family. Nearly all his portraits

well resemble him.

As for his character he had none; he was without enlightenment or

knowledge of any kind, radically incapable of acquiring any; very idle,

without imagination or productiveness; without taste, without choice,

without discernment; neither seeing the weariness he caused others, nor

that he was as a ball moving at hap-hazard by the impulsion of others;

obstinate and little to excess in everything; amazingly credulous and

accessible to prejudice, keeping himself, always, in the most pernicious

hands, yet incapable of seeing his position or of changing it; absorbed

in his fat and his ignorance; so that without any desire to do ill he

would have made a pernicious King.

His avariciousness, except in certain things, passed all belief. He kept

an account of his personal expenditure, and knew to a penny what his

smallest and his largest expenses amounted to. He spent large sums in

building, in furniture, in jewels, and in hunting, which he made himself

believe he was fond of.

It is inconceivable the little he gave to La Choin, whom he so much

loved. It never exceeded four hundred Louis a quarter in gold, or

sixteen hundred Louis a year, whatever the Louis might be worth. He gave

them to her with his own hand, without adding or subtracting a pistole,

and, at the most, made her but one present a year, and that he looked at

twice before giving. It was said that they were married, and certain

circumstances seemed to justify this rumour. As for instance, during the

illness of Monseigneur, the King, as I have said, asked Madame de

Maintenon if she had seen Mademoiselle Choin, and upon receiving negative

reply, was displeased. Instead of driving her away from the chateau he

inquired particularly after her! This, to say the least, looked as

though Mademoiselle Choin was Monseigneur's Maintenon--but the matter

remained incomprehensible to the last. Mademoiselle Choin threw no light

upon it, although she spoke on many other things concerning Monseigneur.

In the modest home at Paris, to which she had retired for the rest of her

days. The King gave her a pension of twelve thousand livres.

Monseigneur was, I have said, ignorant to the last degree, and had a

thorough aversion for learning; so that, according to his own admission,

ever since he had been released from the hands of teachers he had never

read anything except the article in the "Gazette de France," in which

deaths and marriages are recorded. His timidity, especially before the

King, was equal to his ignorance, which indeed contributed not a little

to cause it. The King took advantage of it, and never treated him as a

son, but as a subject. He was the monarch always, never the father.

Monseigneur had not the slightest influence with the King. If he showed

any preference for a person it was enough! That person was sure to be

kept back by the King. The King was so anxious to show that Monseigneur

could do nothing, that Monseigneur after a time did not even try. He

contented himself by complaining occasionally in monosyllables, and by

hoping for better times.

The body of Monseigneur so soon grew decomposed; that immediate burial

was necessary. At midnight on Wednesday he was carried, with but little

ceremony, to Saint-Denis, and deposited in the royal vaults. His funeral

services were said at Saint-Denis on the 18th of the following June, and

at Notre Dame on the 3rd of July. As the procession passed through Paris

nothing but cries, acclamations, and eulogiums of the defunct were heard.

Monseigneur had, I know not how, much endeared himself to the common

people of Paris, and this sentiment soon gained the provinces; so true it

is, that in France it costs little to its Princes to make themselves

almost adored!

The King soon got over his affliction for the loss of this son of fifty.

Never was a man so ready with tears, so backward with grief, or so

promptly restored to his ordinary state. The morning after the death of

Monseigneur he rose late, called M. de Beauvilliers into his cabinet,

shed some more tears, and then said that from that time Monseigneur le

Duc de Bourgogne and Madame la Duchesse de Bourgogne were to enjoy the

honours, the rank, and the name of Dauphin and of Dauphine. Henceforth I

shall call them by no other names.

My joy at this change may be imagined. In a few days all my causes of

disquietude had been removed, and I saw a future opening before me full

of light and promise. Monseigneur le Duc de Bourgogne become Dauphin,

heir to the throne of France; what favour might I not hope for? I could

not conceal or control my satisfaction.

But alas! it was soon followed by sad disappointment and grievous

sorrow.

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