Chapter XIV

Lady Tonbridge was sitting in the window-seat of a little sitting-room

adjoining her bedroom at Maumsey Abbey. That the young mistress of

Maumsey had done her best to make her guest comfortable, that guest

most handsomely acknowledged. Some of the few pretty things which the

house contained had been gathered there. The chintz covered sofa and

chairs, even though the chintz was ugly, had the pleasant country-house

look, which suggests afternoon tea, and chatting friends; a bright

fire, flowers and a lavish strewing of books completed the hospitable

impression.

Yet Madeleine Tonbridge had by no means come to Maumsey Abbey, at

Winnington's bidding, as to a Land of Cockaigne. She at all events

regarded Delia as a "handful," and was on the watch day by day

for things outrageous. She could not help liking the beautiful

creature--almost loving her! But Delia was still a "Daughter of

Revolt"--apparently unrepentant; that dangerous fanatic, her pretended

chaperon, was still in constant correspondence with her; the papers

teemed with news of militant outrages, north, south, east and west; and

riotous doings were threatened for the meetings of Parliament by

Delia's Society. On all these matters Delia shut her proud lips. Indeed

her new reticence with regard to militant doings and beliefs struck

Lady Tonbridge as more alarming than the young and arrogant defiance

with which on her first arrival she had been wont to throw them at the

world. Madeleine could not rid herself of the impression during these

weeks that Delia had some secret cause of anxiety connected with the

militant propaganda. She was often depressed, and there were moments

when she shewed a nervousness not easily accounted for. She scarcely

ever mentioned Gertrude Marvell; and she never wrote her letters in

public; while those she received, she would carry away to the gun

room--which she had now made her own particular den--before she opened

them.

At the same time, if Weston recovered from the operation, in three

weeks or so it would be possible for Delia to leave Maumsey; and it was

generally understood that she would then join her friend in London,

just in time for the opening of Parliament. For the moment, it was

plain she was not engaged in any violent doings. But who could answer

for the future?

And meanwhile, what was Mark Winnington about? It was all very well to

sit there trifling with the pages of the _Quarterly Review_! In her

moments of solitude by night or day, during the five days she had

already spent at Maumsey, Madeleine had never really given her mind to

anything else but the engrossing question. "Is he in love with her--or

is he not?"

Of course she had foreseen--had feared--the possibility of it, from

that very first moment, almost--when Winnington had written to her

describing the terms of Bob Blanchflower's will, and his own acceptance

of the guardianship.

Yet why "feared"? Had she not for years desired few things so sincerely

as to see Winnington happily married? As to that old tragedy, with its

romantic effect upon his life, her first acquiescence in that effect,

as something irrevocable, had worn away with time. It now seemed to her

an intolerable thing that Agnes Clay's death should forever stand

between Winnington and love. It was positively anti-social--bad

citizenship--that such a man as Mark Winnington should not produce

sons and daughters for the State, when all the wastrels and cheats in

creation were so active in the business.

All the same she had but rarely ventured to attack him on the subject,

and the results had not been encouraging. She was certain that he had

entered upon the guardianship of Delia Blanchflower in complete

single-mindedness--confident, disdainfully confident, in his own

immunity; and after that first outburst into which friendship had

betrayed her, she had not dared to return to the subject. But she had

watched him--with the lynx eyes of a best friend; and that best friend,

a woman to whom love affairs were the most interesting things in

existence. In which, of course, she knew she was old-fashioned, and

behind the mass of the sex, now racing toward what she understood was

called the "economic independence of women"--_i.e._ a life without man.

But in spite of watching, she was much perplexed--as to both the

persons concerned. She had now been nearly a week at Maumsey, in

obedience to Delia's invitation and Winnington's urging. The

opportunity indeed of getting to know Mark's beautiful--and

troublesome--ward, more intimately, was extremely welcome to her

curiosity. Hitherto Gertrude Marvell had served as an effective barrier

between Delia and her neighbours. The neighbours did not want to know

Miss Marvell, and Miss Marvell, Madeleine Tonbridge was certain, had

never intended that the neighbours should rob her of Delia.

But now Gertrude Marvell had in some strange sudden way vacated her

post; and the fortress lay open to attack and capture, were anyone

strong enough to seize it. Moreover Delia's visitor had not been

twenty-four hours in the house before she had perceived that Delia's

attitude to her guardian was new, and full of suggestion to the shrewd

bystander. Winnington had clearly begun to interest the girl

profoundly--both in himself, and in his relation to her. She now wished

to please him, and was nervously anxious to avoid hurting or offending

him. She was always conscious of his neighbourhood or his mood; she was

eager--though she tried to conceal it--for information about him; and

three nights already had Lady Tonbridge lingered over Delia's bedroom

fire, the girl on the rug at her feet, while the elder woman poured out

her recollections of Mark Winnington, from the days when she and he had

been young together.

As to that vanished betrothed, Agnes Clay,--the heroine of Winnington's

brief engagement--Delia's thirst for knowledge, in a restless,

suppressed way, had been insatiable. Was she jealous of that poor

ghost, and of all those delicate, domestic qualities with which her

biographer could not but invest her? The daughter of a Dean of

Wanchester--retiring, spiritual, tender,--suggesting a cloistered

atmosphere, and _The Christian Year_--she was still sharp in

Madeleine's recollection, and that lady felt a certain secret and

mischievous zest in drawing her portrait, while Delia, her black brows

drawn together, her full red mouth compressed, sat silent.

Then--Wilmington as a friend!--upon that theme indeed Madeleine had

used her brightest colours. And to make this passive listener

understand what friendship meant in Wilmington's soul, it had been

necessary for the speaker to tell her own story, as much at least as it

was possible for her to tell, and Delia to hear. A hasty marriage--"my

own fault, my dear, as much as my parents'!"--twelve years of torment

and humiliation at the hands of a bad man, descending rapidly to the

pit, and quite willing to drag his wife and child with him, ending in a

separation largely arranged by Winnington--and then--

"We retired, Nora and I, on a decent allowance, my own money really,

only like a fool, I had let it all get into Alfred's hands. We took a

house at Richmond. Nora was fifteen. For two years my husband paid the

money. Then he wrote to say he was tired of doing without his daughter,

and he required her to live with him for six months in the year, as a

condition of continuing the allowance. I refused. We would sooner both

of us have thrown ourselves into the Thames. Alfred blustered and

threatened--but he could do nothing--except cut off the allowance,

which he did, at once. Then Mark Winnington found me the cottage here,

and made everything smooth for us. I wouldn't take any money from him,

though he was abominably ready to give it us! But he got me lessons--he

got me friends. He's made everybody here feel for us, and respect us.

He's managed the little bits of property we've got left--he's watched

over Nora--he's been our earthly Providence--and we both adore him!"

On which the speaker, with a flickering smile and tear-dashed eyes, had

taken Delia's face in her two slender hands--

"And don't be such a fool, dear, as to imagine there's been anything in

it, ever, but the purest friendship and good-heartedness that ever

bound three people together! My greatest joy would be to see him

married--to a woman worthy of him--if there is one! And he I suppose

will find his reward in marrying Nora--to some nice fellow. He begins

to match-make for her already."

Delia slowly withdrew herself.

"And he himself doesn't intend to marry?" She asked the question,

clasping her long arms round her knees, as she sat on the floor, her

dark eyes--defiantly steady on her guest's face.

Lady Tonbridge could hear her own answer.

"L'homme propose! Let the right woman try!" Whereupon Delia, a

delicious figure, in a slim white dressing-gown, a flood of curly brown

hair falling about her neck and shoulders, had sprung up, and bidden

her guest a hasty good-night.

One other small incident she recalled.

_A propos_ of some anxious calculation made by Winnington's sister

Alice Matheson one day in talk with Lady Tonbridge--Delia being

present--as to whether Mark could possibly afford a better motor than

the "ramshackle little horror" he was at present dependent on, Delia

had said abruptly, on the departure of Mrs. Matheson--

"But surely the legacy my father left Mr. Winnington would get a new

motor!"

"But he hasn't taken it, and never will!" Lady Tonbridge had cried,

amazed at the girl's ignorance.

"Why not?" Delia had demanded, almost fiercely, looking very tall, and

oddly resentful.

Why not? "Because one doesn't take payment for that sort of thing!" had

been Mark's laughing explanation, and the only explanation that she,

Madeleine, had been able to get out of him. She handed it on--to

Delia's evident discomfort. So, all along, this very annoying--though

attaching--young woman had imagined that Winnington was being

handsomely paid for putting up with her?

* * * * *

And Winnington?

Here again, it was plain there was a change of attitude, though what it

meant Madeleine could not satisfactorily settle with herself. In the

early days of his guardianship he had been ready enough to come to her,

his most intimate woman-friend, and talk about his ward, though always

with that chivalrous delicacy which was his gift among men. Of late he

had been much less ready to talk; a good sign! And now, since Gertrude

Marvell's blessed departure, he was more at Maumsey than he had ever

been before. He seemed indeed to be pitting his own influence against

Miss Marvell's, and in his modest way, yet consciously, to be taking

Delia in hand, and endeavouring to alter her outlook on life; clearing

away, so far as he could, the atmosphere of angry, hearsay propaganda

in which she had spent her recent years, and trying to bring her face

to face with the deeper loves and duties and sorrows which she in her

headstrong youth knew so little about, while they entered so profoundly

into his own upright and humane character.

Well, but did all this mean _love_?--the desire of the man for the

woman.

Madeleine Tonbridge pondered it. She recollected a number of little

acts and sayings, throwing light upon his profound feeling for the

girl, his sympathy with her convictions, her difficulties, her wild

revolts against existing abuses and tyrannies. "I learn from her"--he

had said once, in conversation,--"she teaches me many things."

Madeleine could have laughed in his face--but for the passionate

sincerity in his look.

One thing she perceived--that he was abundantly roused on the subject

of that man Lathrop's acquaintance with his ward. Lathrop's name had

not been mentioned since Lady Tonbridge's arrival, but she received the

impression of a constant vigilance on Winnington's part, and a certain

mystery and unhappiness on Delia's. As to the notion that such a man as

Paul Lathrop could have any attraction for such a girl as Delia

Blanchflower, the idea was simply preposterous,--except on the general

theory that no one is really sane, and every woman "is at heart a

rake." But of course there was the common interest, or what appeared to

be a common interest in this militant society to which Delia was still

so intolerably committed! And an unscrupulous man might easily make

capital out of it.

At this stage in the rambling reverie which possessed her, Lady

Tonbridge was aware of footsteps on the gravel outside. Winnington? He

had proposed to take Delia for a ride that afternoon, to distract her

mind from Weston's state, and from the operation which was to take

place early the following morning. She drew the curtain aside.

Paul Lathrop!

Madeleine felt herself flushing with surprise and indignation. The

visitor was let in immediately. It surely was her duty to go down and

play watchdog.

She firmly rose. But as she did so, there was a knock at her door, and

Delia hurriedly entered.

"I--I thought I'd better say--Mr. Lathrop's just come to see me--on

business. I'm so sorry, but you won't mind my coming to say so?"

Lady Tonbridge raised her eyebrows.

"You mean--you want to see him alone? All right. I'll come down

presently."

Delia disappeared.

* * * * *

For more than half an hour did that "disreputable creature," as Lady

Tonbridge roundly dubbed him, remain closeted with Delia, in Delia's

drawing-room. Towards the end of the time the visitor overhead was

walking to and fro impatiently, vowing to herself that she was

bound--positively bound to Winnington--to go down and dislodge the man.

But just as she was about to leave her room, she again heard the front

door open and close. She ran to the window just in time to see Lathrop

departing--and Winnington arriving!--on foot and alone. She watched

the two men pass each other in the drive--Winnington's start of haughty

surprise--and Lathrop's smiling and, as she thought, insolent greeting.

It seemed to her that Winnington hesitated--was about to stop and

address the intruder. But he finally passed him by with the slightest

and coldest recognition. Lathrop's fair hair and slouching shoulders

disappeared round a corner of the drive. Winnington hurried to the

front door and entered.

Lady Tonbridge resolutely threw herself into an arm-chair and took up a

novel.

"Now let them have it out! I don't interfere."

* * * * *

Meanwhile Delia, with a red spot of agitation on either cheek, was

sitting at the old satin-wood bureau in the drawing-room, writing a

cheque. A knock at the door disturbed her. She half rose, to see

Wilmington open and close it.

A look at his face startled her. She sank back into her chair, in

evident confusion. But her troubled eyes met his appealingly.

Wilmington's disturbance was plain.

"I had ventured to think--to hope--" he began, abruptly--"that although

you refused to give me your promise when I asked it, yet that you would

not again--or so soon again--receive Mr. Lathrop--privately."

Delia rose and came towards him.

"I told Lady Tonbridge not to come down. Was that very wrong of me?"

She looked at him, half smiling, half hanging her head.

"It was unwise--and, I think, unkind!" said Winnington, with energy.

"Unkind to you?" She lifted her beautiful eyes. There was something

touching in their strained expression, and in her tone.

"Unkind to yourself, first of all," he said, firmly. "I must repeat

Miss Delia, that this man is not a fit associate for you or any young

girl. You do yourself harm by admitting him--by allowing him to see you

alone--and you hurt your friends."

Delia paused a moment.

"Then you don't trust me at all?" she said at last, slowly.

Winnington melted. How pale she looked! He came forward and took her

hand--

"Of course I trust you! But you don't know--you are too young. You

confess you have some business with Mr. Lathrop that you can't tell

me--your guardian; and you have no idea to what misrepresentations you

expose yourself, or with what kind of a man you have to deal!"

Delia withdrew her hand, and dropped into a chair--her eyes on the

carpet.

"I meant--" she said, and her tone trembled--"I did mean to have told

you everything to-day."

"And now--now you can't?"

She made no reply, and in the silence he watched her closely. What

could account for such an eclipse of all her young vivacity? It was

clear to him that that fellow was entangling her in some monstrous

way--part and parcel no doubt of this militant propaganda--and

calculating on developments. Winnington's blood boiled. But while he

stood uncertain, Delia rose, went to the bureau where she had been

writing, brought thence a cheque, and mutely offered it.

"What is this?" he asked.

"The money you lent me."

And to his astonishment he saw that the cheque was for £500, and was

signed "Delia Blanchflower."

"You will of course explain?" he said, looking at her keenly. Suddenly

Delia's embarrassed smile broke through.

"It's--it's only that I've been trying to pay my debts!"

His patience gave way.

"I'm afraid I must tell you--very plainly--that unless you can account

to me for this cheque, I must entirely refuse to take it!"

Delia put her hands behind her, like a scolded child.

"It is my very own," she protested, mildly. "I had some ugly jewels

that my grandmother left me, and I have sold them--that's all."

Winnington's grey eyes held her.

"H'm--and--has Mr. Lathrop had anything to do with the sale?"

"Yes!" She looked up frankly, still smiling. "He has managed it for

me."

"And it never occurred to you to apply to your guardian in such a

matter? Or to your lawyer?"

She laughed--with what he admitted was a very natural scorn. "Ask my

guardian to provide me with the means of helping the 'Daughters'--when

he regards us all as criminals? On the contrary, I wanted to relieve

your conscience, Mr. Winnington!"

"I can't say you have succeeded," he said, grimly, as he began to pace

the drawing-room, with slow steps, his hands in his pockets.

"Why not? Now--everything you give me--can go to the right things--what

you consider the right things. And what is my own--my very own--I can

use as I please."

Yet neither tone nor gesture were defiant, as they would have been a

few weeks before. Rather her look was wistful--appealing--as she stood

there, a perplexing, but most charming figure, in her plain black

dress, with its Quakerish collar of white lawn.

He turned on her impetuously.

"And Mr. Lathrop has arranged it all for you?"

"Yes. He said he knew a good deal about jewellers. I gave him some

diamonds. He took them to London, and he has sold them."

"How do you know he has even treated you honestly!"

"I am certain he has done it honestly!" she cried indignantly. "There

are the letters--from the jewellers--" And running to the bureau, she

took thence a packet of letters and thrust them into Winnington's

hands.

He looked them through in silence,--turning to her, as he put them

down.

"I see. It is of course possible that this firm of jewellers have paid

Mr. Lathrop a heavy commission behind the scenes, of which you know

nothing. But I don't press that. Indeed I will assume exactly the

contrary. I will suppose that Mr. Lathrop has acted without any profit

to himself. If so, in my eyes it only makes the matter worse--for it

establishes a claim on you. Miss Delia!--" his resolute gaze held

her--"I do not take a farthing of this money unless you allow me to

write to Mr. Lathrop, and offer him a reasonable commission for his

services!"

"No--no! Impossible!"

She turned away from him, towards the window, biting her lip--in sharp

distress.

"Then I return you this cheque"--he laid it down beside her. "And I

shall replace the money,--the £500--which I ought never to have allowed

you to spend as you have done, out of my own private pocket."

She stood silent, looking into the garden, her chest heaving. She

thought of what Lady Tonbridge had told her of his modest means--and

those generous hidden uses of them, of which even his most intimate

friends only got an occasional glimpse. Suddenly she went up to him--

"Will you--will you promise me to write civilly?" she said, in a

wavering voice.

"Certainly."

"You won't offend--insult him?"

"I will remember that you have allowed him to come into this

drawing-room, and treated him as a guest," said Winnington coldly. "But

why, Miss Delia, are you so careful about this man's feelings? And is

it still impossible that you should meet my wishes--and refuse to see

him again?"

She shook her head--mutely.

"You intend--to see him again?"

"You forget--that we have--business together."

Winnington paused a moment, then came nearer to the chair on which she

had dropped.

"This last week--we have been very good friends--haven't we, Miss

Delia?"

"Call me Delia, please!"

"Delia, then!--we have come to understand each other much

better--haven't we?"

She made a drooping sign of assent.

"_Can't_ I persuade you--to be guided by me--as your father

wished--during these next years of your life? I don't ask you to give

up your convictions--your ideals. We should all be poor creatures

without them! But I do ask you to give up these violent and illegal

methods--this violent and illegal Society--with which you have

become entangled. It will ruin your life, and poison your whole

nature!--unless you can shake yourself free. Work for the Suffrage

as much as you like--but work for it honourably--and lawfully. I ask

you--I beg of you!--to give up these associates--and these methods."

The tenderness and gravity of his tone touched the girl's quivering

senses almost unbearably. It was like the tenderness of a woman. She

felt a wild impulse to throw herself into his arms, and weep. But

instead she grew very white and still.

"I can't!"--was all she said, her eyes on the ground. Winnington turned

away.

Suddenly--a sound of hasty steps in the hall outside--and the door was

opened by a nurse, in uniform.

"Miss Blanchflower!--can you come?"

Delia sprang up. She and the nurse disappeared together.

* * * * *

Winnington guessed what had happened. Weston who was to face a

frightful operation on the morrow as the only chance of saving her

life, had on the whole gone through the fortnight of preparatory

treatment with wonderful courage. But during the last forty-eight

hours, there had been attacks of crying and excitement, connected with

the making of her will, which she had insisted on doing, being herself

convinced that she would die under the knife. Medically, all such

agitation was disastrous. But the only person who could calm her at

these moments was Delia, whom she loved. And the girl had shewn in

dealing with her a marvellous patience and strength.

Presently Madeleine Tonbridge came downstairs--with red eyes. She

described the scene of which she had just been a witness in Weston's

room. Delia, she said, choking again at the thought of it, had been

"wonderful." Then she looked enquiringly at Winnington--

"You met that man going away?"

He sat down beside her, unable to disguise his trouble of mind, or to

resist the temptation of her sympathy and their old friendship.

"I am certain there is some plot afoot--some desperate business--and

they are trying to draw her into it! What can we do?"

Lady Tonbridge shook her head despondently. What indeed could they do,

with a young lady of full age,--bent on her own way?

Then she noticed the cheque lying open on the table, and asked what it

meant.

"Miss Delia wishes to repay me some money I lent her," said Winnington,

after a pause. "As matters stand at present, I prefer to wait. Would

you kindly take charge of the cheque for her? No need to worry her

about it again, to-night."

* * * * *

Delia came down at tea-time, pale and quiet, like one from whom virtue

has gone out. By tacit consent Winnington and Lady Tonbridge devoted

themselves to her. It seemed as though in both minds there had arisen

the same thought of her as orphaned and motherless, the same pity, the

same resentment that anything so lovely should be unhappy--as she

clearly was; and not only, so both were convinced, on account of her

poor maid.

Winnington stayed on into the lamplight, and presently began to read

aloud. The scene became intimate and domestic. Delia very silent, sat

in a deep arm chair, some pretence at needlework on her knee, but in

reality doing nothing but look into the fire, and listen to

Winnington's voice. She had changed while upstairs into a white dress,

and the brilliance of her hair, and wide, absent eyes above the

delicate folds of white, seemed to burn in Winnington's consciousness

as he read. Presently however, Lady Tonbridge looking up, was startled

to see that the girl had imperceptibly fallen asleep. The childish

sadness and sweetness of the face in its utter repose seemed to present

another Delia, with another history. Madeleine hoped that Winnington

had not observed the girl's sleep; and he certainly gave no sign of it.

He went on reading; and presently his companion, noticing the clock,

rose very quietly, and went out to give a letter to the parlour-maid

for post.

As she entered the room again, however, she saw that Winnington had

laid down his book. His eyes were now on Delia--his lips parted. All

the weather-beaten countenance of the man, its deep lines graven by

strenuous living, glowed as from an inward light--marvellously intense

and pure. Madeleine's pulse leapt. She had her answer to her

speculations of the afternoon.

Meanwhile through Delia's sleeping mind there swept scenes and images

of fear. She grew restless, and as Lady Tonbridge slipped again into

her chair by the fire, the girl woke suddenly with a long quivering

sigh, a sound of pain, which provoked a quick movement of alarm in

Winnington.

But she very soon recovered her usual manner; and Winnington said

good-night. He went away carrying his anxieties with him through the

dark, carrying also a tumult of soul that would not be stilled. Whither

was he drifting? Of late he had felt sure of himself again. Her best

friend and guide--it was that he was rapidly becoming--with that, day

by day, he bade himself be content. And now, once more, self-control

was uprooted and tottering. It was the touch of this new softness, this

note of innocent appeal, even of bewildered distress, in her, which was

kindling all his manhood, and breaking down his determination.

He raged at the thought of Lathrop. As to any danger of a love-affair,

like Lady Tonbridge, he scouted the notion. It would be an insult to

Delia to suppose such a thing. But it was simply intolerable in his

eyes that she should have any dealings with the fellow--that he should

have the audacity to call at her house, to put her under an obligation.

And he was persuaded there was more than appeared in it; more than

Delia's devices for getting money, wherewith to feed the League of

Revolt. She was clearly anxious, afraid. Some shadow was brooding over

her, some terror that she could not disclose:--of that Winnington was

certain. And this man, whom she had already accepted as her colleague

in a public campaign, was evidently in the secret; might be even the

cause of her fears.

He began hotly to con the terms of his letter to Lathrop; and then had

to pull himself up, remembering unwillingly what he had promised Delia.

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