WELCOME
Neighbors kept dropping in, and the table was crowded at supper time.
Hospitality was ungrudging in those days. Grandfather had the little
girl close under his wing, but she had a curiously strange feeling, as
if she was outside of it all. Then her mother said:
"Wouldn't you rather go to bed, dear? The men will want to talk about
battles, and things, not best for little girls to hear. When you are
older they will interest you more."
"Yes," she replied, and kissed grandfather. Then her mother undressed
her and tucked her in her little pallet.
"Oh, you _will_ always love me?" she cried, in a tremulous tone.
"Always, always. And father, too." Even if other children should come,
the years when Daffodil had been her all could never be dimmed.
The mother shut the door softly. They were kindly enough, this
conglomerate population, but rough, and the French strain in the
Bradins had tended to refinement, as well as living somewhat to
themselves.
Daffodil cried a little, it seemed a comfort. But she was tired and
soon fell asleep, never hearing a sound, and the company was rather
noisy. When she woke, the door to the living room was partly open, and
the yellow candlelight was shining through. Mornings were dark, for
they had come to the shortest days. There was a curious rustling
sound, and Dilly ran out in her little bare feet, though the carpet
was thick and warm. Gran'mere was cooking, Barbe was washing dishes,
Judy sat by the fire in a grave upright fashion. How white the windows
were!
"Oh, it's snow!" cried the little girl. "Are we snowed up, as grandad
tells about? Why, we can't see out!"
"Yes, it's a tremendous snow. Bring out your clothes, and let me dress
you. Don't be noisy."
The child seldom was noisy. She wondered at the request. And what had
happened? She had a confused sense of something unusual in her mind.
"Father is asleep. It was late when he went to bed last night, and he
is so tired out that we shall let him sleep as long as he will. Get
your clothes, and shut the door softly."
She did as she was bidden, with a furtive glance at the mound under
the blankets. Her mother soon had her dressed in a sort of brownish
red flannel frock, and a blue and white checked apron. Then she
brushed out her silky hair, and made three or four thick curls.
"Oh, isn't it funny! Why, we can't see anything, not a house, or a
tree, nor grandad's."
They could see that in almost any storm.
She went and patted Judy. Gran'mere was frying bacon, and when that
was brown and crisp, she slipped some eggs in the pan. Grandfather
kept his bed late winter mornings, and only wanted a bit of toast and
a cup of coffee. That was generally made by roasting wheat grains,
with a tiny bit of corn, and made very fair coffee. But it was
necessity then, not any question of nerves or health.
So they ate their breakfast and everything seemed quite as usual
except the snow. So far there had been none to speak of. Gran'mere put
out the candle, and the room was in a sort of whitey-gray light.
There was queer, muffled banging outside, that came nearer, and
finally touched the door, and a voice said "Hello! hello!"
Barbe opened it. There was grandad, in his frieze coat and fur cap, a
veritable Santa Claus.
"Well, was there ever the beat of this! Stars out at twelve? The old
woman's geese are gettin' plucked close to the skin. Why, it's
furious! Dilly, come out and let me tumble you in the snow bank."
She shrank back, laughing.
"I'd have to dig you out again. How is the lad? Did we upset
grandfather with the racket?"
"Oh, no. He always sleeps late. Have a cup of hot coffee."
"An' that's just what I will. Well, the lad's lucky that he was no' a
day later, he'd been stumped for good. By the nose of St. Andrew, I
never saw so much snow fall in a little time. An' it's dark as the
chimney back."
"The snow is white," interposed Daffodil.
"Ah, ye're a cunnin' bairn. But put a lot of it together, and it turns
the air. The coffee's fine, it warm the cockles of one's heart."
"What are they?"
"Oh, the little fellys that get hot, an' cold, an' keep the blood
racin' round. And have delight bottled up to give out now and then
when one is well treated."
Daffodil nodded. She was not going to say she did not understand.
"An' the b'y? He wants fat, sure. The country's made a poor shoat out
of him. Well, I must go back, shovelin' for the path's about grown up.
The boss out to the barn?"
"Yes."
"Well, I'll kem over agin, an' give him a hand."
"Grandad has a good heart," said Mrs. Bradin.
Mr. Bradin came in presently with a pail of milk. "This beats all for
a storm," he said. "Now, I'll take a second breakfast. Dilly, come
and sit here beside me, and take a taste of things. Not a livin' hen
is up yet, just balls of feathers on the perch."
"Couldn't you take me out to see them?"
"If you get snowed under, we'll have to send for grandad. Well, they
did have a roarin' time last night. He was plucky to take that long
walk, though the poor fellows have had many a wearisome march."
He wrapped Dilly in a blanket, and carried her out to the barn. There
was Mooley munchin' her hay, there was the pen of sheep that was
always safe-guarded at night, and the hens, funny balls of feathers,
sure enough. But the head of the flock stretched up his long neck and
crowed. The pigs grunted and squealed a request for breakfast. Mr.
Bradin threw them a lot of corn.
"Oh, let me walk back," she exclaimed. But the snow drifted in her
eyes, and she tumbled over in the snow bank. He picked her up, and
they both laughed.
Grandfather was up now, looking as neat and trim as possible. He
always read a chapter in his French Bible, and Daffodil sat on the
broad arm of the chair and liked to listen. Then he had his breakfast
on the little stand, and Dilly ate the crust of his toast. She liked
so to crunch it in her teeth. Then she always wanted a story about
France, that seemed heroic to her, though she hardly knew the meaning
of the word. But Norah's stories were generally amusing, and
grandfather did not believe in the "little people."
It was noon when the soldier made his appearance. He really looked
much refreshed, though his clothes were worn and shabby. And he kissed
his little girl very fondly. Why, his blue eyes were very much like
hers, and his smile won one to smile in return.
And then the sun suddenly broke through the gray clouds, and a gust of
wind began tearing them to tatters, and letting the blue through.
Gran'mere opened the door, and the very air was warm. She drew long,
reviving breaths. Grandad was coming over again, with a great dish of
roasted apples Norah had sent.
"I should be ungrateful if I didn't get fat by the minute," Bernard
Carrick said. "But such a snow!"
"I never saw so much business done in the same time, but it'll run off
like a river. And the sun is fairly hot. But there's plenty of time
for winter yet. How does it seem to be out of barracks, or tents, or
whatever you had, or didn't have?"
"There was a good deal of _not_ having. But no one hardly knows all
the hardships, and the danger. The wonder to me is that so many come
out of it alive. And home is a better thing for all a man has passed
through. I'm anxious to see how the town has gone on."
"H-u-g," with a sort of disdain. "It hasn't gone on. How could it,
with the likeliest men thrashin' round the country worse than wild
Indians. For we counted on their having a little more sense."
Bernard laughed. His father had been very angry about his going, and
it was funny to see him try to be a little ungracious over his return,
as he had been so sure he would never come back alive.
"Suppose we go out and take a look at it?"
"In all the snow!" so amazed he reverted to the ancient tongue. With
the variety of people, and the admixture of English, the rugged points
of dialect were being rubbed off.
"I've seen some snow, and travelled through it. But this is rather
queer. Such a glorious air, and fairly a May day sun.
"Who dances barefoot in Janiveer will greet in March."
"But they wouldn't go barefooted in the snow," exclaimed Daffodil, in
surprise.
"They wouldn't do it for choice, though I've seen them dance with
their feet tied up in rags. Dance to keep themselves warm," said her
father.
"Yes. Let us go to the Fort. You'll be wanting to see the b'y's grown
up now. An' the old folk."
"You haven't grown much older;" looking his father over
affectionately.
"Bedad! It's not much beyant three years, and does a man get bowed
over, an' knock-kneed, an' half-blind, an' bald-headed, an' walk with
a stick in that little time. Havers! Did you expect to see me
bed-ridden!"
Bernard laughed. The same old contrarity that was not so much temper
after all.
"I can't say the same of you, more's the pity. You've given the
country, a pack of men who'll never give you a thankee, your good
looks, an' your flesh, an' at least ten years. Ye're a middle-aged
man, Bernard Carrick!"
Bernard laughed again. It was like old times, and, oh, how glad he was
to be home again.
"Come, then; and, Dilly, run down an' see Norah, an' have a good
time."
Sandy took his son's arm, and they went off together. Daffodil looked
after them with long breaths that almost brought tears to her eyes.
Grandad hadn't been glad when the news came; she could see just how he
had turned with his nose in the air, and now he was claiming his son
as if he had all the right.
Gran'mere was concocting some mystery on the kitchen table, Barbe sat
at the little wheel, spinning. And she was singing, too. A faint pink
had come back to her cheek, and her eyes almost laughed with delight.
"What's a' the steer, kimmer.
What's a' the steer,
Jamie has landed, and soon he will be here."
She had a soft sweet voice. How long since she had sung with that
gayety. True, she had been ill, and now she was well again, and Jamie
had come home. But grandad had taken him off, and that somehow rankled
in the child's heart.
She stood by the window, uncertainly. There were only two small
windows in the large room that were of glass, for glass was costly.
Another much larger had board shutters, closed tightly, and a blanket
hung over it to keep out the cold. They called it the summer window.
One looked over to the other house and Daffodil was there.
"I wouldn't go over if I were you," said her mother. "It is very wet.
Grandad might have carried you, but he hardly knows whether he's on
his head or his heels."
"He'd look very funny on his head. What makes him so glad? He was
angry about--if that great general hadn't--I can't say the long word,
father couldn't have come home."
She turned a very puzzled face to her mother.
"There might have been a big battle;" and the mother shuddered. "Oh,
grandad will be as glad as the rest of us presently that we have a
country. Now we can begin to live."
It was all very strange to her small mind. The sun was making rivulets
through the snow, and the great white unbroken sheets sparkled with
iridescent lights. Out beyond there was the Fort; she could see
figures moving to and fro. Everything seemed so strange to her. And a
country of one's own! Would the farms be larger, and, if England was
beaten, what would become of it? Would they, our people, go over and
take what they wanted? Would they drive the people away as they did
the Indians?
She was tired of so much thinking. She went over to grandfather, and
seated herself on the arm of the chair. She did not want Norry's fairy
stories. Leaning her head down on the dear old shoulder, she said,
"Tell me about a great King, who beat the English."
"Are you going mad about the English?" her mother asked laughingly.
"We shall all be friends again. Quarrels are made up. And so many of
us came from England."
"We didn't," returned Dilly decisively.
"Well--on the one side Scotch and Irish."
"And on the other French, pure French, until your mother married a
Bradin, and you----"
"And Marc Bradin has been a good husband to me," said his wife,
looking up from her preparations.
Truly, he had, and a kind son to him as well, though he had not been
in favor of the marriage at first.
The story was about the grand old times in France. He never told of
the religious persecutions to the little girl. He had a soft winsome
sort of voice, and often lapsed into French idioms, but she was
always charmed with it, even if she could not understand all he said.
Presently she went fast asleep.
Then the darkness began to fall. The candles were lighted, and that
roused both sleepers. There was a savory smell of supper, even Judy
went around sniffing.
"We won't wait any longer," gran'mere said, with a little impatience.
She had been cooking some messes that she remembered her son-in-law
was very fond of, and she was disappointed that he was not here to
enjoy it.
After that grandfather went to bed. Dilly was wide awake and held her
cat, telling her a wonderful tale of a beautiful woman who had been
turned into a cat by an ugly witch, and all the adventures she could
remember. Judy purred very loudly now and then.
"Don't you want to go to bed?" asked Mrs. Carrick.
"Oh, I'm not a bit sleepy." Then, after a pause, "Will father stay at
grandad's?"
"Oh, no. He is with the men at the Fort."
"But grandad took him away."
"Oh, they all want to see him."
"Doesn't he belong to us?"
"Yes, dear. But they always make a time when one comes home from the
war."
"What queer things there are in the flames," the child went on. "I
think they fight, too. Look at that long blue streak. Just as soon as
the little red ones come out, he swallows them up. Then he sits and
waits for some more, just as Judy does for a mouse. It's funny!"
"There, I've spun out all my flax. Now let us both come to bed."
There was a sound of voices outside. Then the door was flung open, and
Bernard Carrick entered, with a rather noisy greeting, catching his
wife in his arms, and kissing her vehemently. Then he clasped his arms
about Dilly, and threw her up, she was so small and light. She
stretched out her hands to her mother.
"Don't, Bernard; you frighten the child. We have been waiting for you
to come home. And now Dilly must go to bed."
She took her little girl by the hand. Bernard dropped in the big
chair.
Barbe seldom undressed her now, but she did this night. Presently
Daffodil said in an imperious tone, "Do you like my father? I don't. I
like grandfather, and gran, and grandad sometimes, but not always.
And--father----"
"Hush, dear. You will come to like him very much, I know, for I love
him dearly. Now, say your little prayer and go to bed."
Barbe went out, poked the fire a little, put on another log, and then
sat down by her husband, who had fallen into a heavy sleep. Had he
given the country something more than his service these three
years--his manhood, the tender and upright qualities that dominated
him when he went away? Sandy Carrick was of the old school, strong and
stalwart, and not easily overcome, although he could not be called
dissipated in any sense. But Bernard had never been of the roystering
kind. She prayed from the depths of her heart that he might be made
aware of the danger. The fire dropped down again, and she roused with
a sudden shiver, rising and looking intently at him. The flush was
gone, he was pale and thin again. Then he opened his eyes and saw her
standing there. After a moment he held out both hands, and clasped
hers.
"Forgive me, Barbe," he said. "I ought not have come home to you like
that, but they are a wild lot and I hadn't the strength to stand it
after the months of privations. Zounds! what a head my father has! I
haven't been indulging in such junkets. I wanted to come home alive to
you and the little one. But I couldn't get away without offence and
one goes farther than one can bear. Don't think I brought the
detestable habit home with me, though many a poor fellow does yield to
it and you can't blame them so much, either."
"No," she answered softly, and kissed him on the forehead, much
relieved at his frankness. Then as an afterthought--"I hope you didn't
quarrel with anybody."
"Oh, no. Party spirit runs high. A man who has never seen anything
beyond an Indian skirmish thinks he could set the country on its feet
by any wild plan. And here we have so many shades of opinion. Father's
amuse me; I wonder how he and great-grandfather keep such amicable
friends!"
"Oh, he has no one nearby to play a game of piquet with him. And the
Duvernay temper is much milder. But you must be tired. Let us fix the
fire for the night."
"Tell me when I have it right. I am not quite sure, though I have
looked after many a camp fire. And now I am here to ease you up
somewhat, and look out for you. Your father has been very good through
these troublous times, and I will see that he need not be ashamed of
his son."
"Oh," she cried with deep emotion, "you make me very happy. So much of
our lives are yet to come."
There followed several pleasant days. The snow ran off and another
came and vanished.
There was little doing. Some people had looms in their houses and were
weaving goods of various rather common kinds and many of the women
were kept busy spinning thread and woolen yarns for cloth. Money was
scarce, most of the trade was carried on by barter.
"It has the making of a magnificent city," Bernard Carrick said,
surveying its many fine points. "From here you will go straight over
to the Mississippi. Some day we shall have both sides. What have the
French been about to let such a splendid opportunity slip through
their hands."
"Don't stir up a hornet's nest at home," counseled the elder Carrick.
"Oh, you mean great-grandfather! He sees the mistakes and
shortsightedness, and while he would have been proud enough to live
here under French rule, he understands some aspects at the old home
better than we, the extravagance of the Court, the corruption of
society, and," laughing, "he is hardly as hot for France as you are
for England. After all, what so much has been done for you or Scotland
or Ireland for that matter?"
"This will be fought all over again. You will see. The country will be
broken up into little provinces. Yankee and Virginian will never
agree; Catholic and Puritan are bound to fight each other."
"Hardly! They fought together for the great cause and they'll hardly
turn their swords on each other. I've been from New York to Yorktown.
And now the great work is for every man to improve his own holding,
his own town."
Pittsburg then had enjoyed or hated successive rulers. Great Britain,
then France, Great Britain again, Virginia and Pennsylvania. It had
been a strategic point worth holding, but no one then had dreamed of
its later renown.
Bernard Carrick did not seem to make much headway with his little
daughter. She had been startled with his rudeness, though he was
gentle enough now. But what with her mother, grandad, and Norah, who
was the most charming of stepmothers, she felt he had enough care and
attention. She was not going to sue for any favors.
"Daffodil," he said one pleasant day when they had been rambling round
the old Block House, not so very old then, though it could count on
over twenty years, "Daffodil, why can't you love me as well as you
love great-grandfather. I think you scarcely love me at all."
She kicked some gravelly stones out of her path and looked over the
river. It was all so beautiful then, no smoke to obscure it anywhere.
"They all love you, they're always wanting you. Grandad doesn't care
for me any more. And he wasn't a bit glad when the news came. He went
in the house saying it was a 'lee' and Norry said the black cat was on
his back. It wasn't a real cat, but like those in the stories. And he
stayed there all day. And he wouldn't believe you were coming home or
that the war was ended."
"He hardly believes it yet;" laughing. "But he _was_ glad to have me
come back. And are you not a little glad?"
"You have all mother's gladness. And gran'mere's."
She made a funny little movement with her dimpled chin, that if she
had been older would have been coquettish. Her lashes were long and a
sort of bronze brown, and her eyes made a glitter through them. Barbe
had been a very pretty girl but the child was not much like her mother
only in certain dainty ways. And her blue eyes came from him. He was
rather glad of that.
"Don't you want them to be glad that I am back?"
"Why?"--she looked up perplexed. She was not old enough to define her
emotions. "Of course I should want them to be glad."
"Yet you are a little jealous."
"Jealous!" she repeated. The word had no clearly definite meaning to
her.
"Maybe I have crowded you out a little. But you will find as you grow
that there is a great deal of love that can be given and not make any
one the poorer."
"What is jealousy?"
She had been following out her own thought and hardly minded his
truism.
"Why"--how could he define it to the child's limited understanding?
"Jealousy is wanting _all_ of another's regard and not being willing
that any other shall have a share. Not being willing that grandad
shall care for me."
"He wasn't glad at first." She could not forget that.
"It wasn't a question of wanting or not wanting me that made him
captious. He could not enjoy the English being beaten. I do not
understand that in him since he means to spend all the rest of his
life here, and has never wanted to go back. He was only a little boy,
not older than you when he came here. And he fought in the battle of
Braddock's defeat. Though the French gained the day it was no great
victory for them, for they gave up their plan of taking possession of
all the country here about. And he has not much faith in the rebels,
as he used to call us, and didn't see what we wanted to fight for. And
he _is_ glad to have me back. But he isn't going to love you any
less."
"Oh, yes he does," she returned quickly. "I used to ride with him and
he never asks me now. And he takes you away--then they all come asking
for you and if everybody likes you so much----"
"And don't you like me a little?" He gave a soft, wholesome laugh and
it teased her. She hung her head and returned rather doubtfully--"I
don't know."
"Oh, and you are my one little girl! I love you dearly. Are you not
glad to have me come back and bring all my limbs? For some poor
fellows have left an arm or a leg on the battlefield. Suppose I had to
walk with a crutch like poor old Pete Nares?"
She stopped short and viewed him from head to foot. "No, I shouldn't
like it," she returned decisively.
"But you would feel sorry for me?"
"You couldn't dance then. And grandad tells of your dancing and that
you and mother looked so pretty, that you could dance longer and
better than any one. And he was quite sure you would come home
all--all----"
"All battered up. But I think he and Norry would have been very good
to me. And mother and everybody. And now say you love me a little."
"I was afraid of you," rather reluctantly. "You were not like--oh, you
were so strange."
What an elusive little thing she was!
"But you are not afraid now. I think I never heard of a little girl
who didn't love her father."
"But you see the fathers stay home with them. There are the Mullin
children and the Boyles. But I shouldn't like Mr. Boyle for a
father."
"Why?" with a touch of curiosity.
"Oh, because----"
"Andy Boyle seems very nice and jolly. We used to be great friends.
And he gave me a warm welcome."
"I can't like him;" emphatically. "He beat Teddy."
"I suppose Teddy was bad. Children are not always good. What would you
have done if you had been Teddy?" he asked with a half smile.
"I would--I would have bitten his hand, the one that struck. And then
I should have run away, out in the woods and frozen to death, maybe."
"Why my father thrashed me and I know I deserved it. And you are not
going to hate grandad for it?"
She raised her lovely eyes and looked him all over. "Were you very
little?" she asked.
"Well--I think I wasn't very good as a boy."
"Then I don't like grandad as well. I'm bigger than Judy, but do you
suppose I would beat her?"
"But if she went in the pantry and stole something?"
"Can you steal things in your own house?"
"Oh what a little casuist you are. But we haven't settled the other
question--are you going to love me?"
"I can't tell right away;" reluctantly.
"Well, I am going to love you. You are all the little girl I have."
"But you have all the other people."
He laughed good-naturedly. She was very amusing in her unreason. And
unlike most children he had seen she held her love rather high.
"I shall get a horse," he said, "and you will ride with me. And when
the spring fairly comes in we will take walks and find wild flowers
and watch the birds as they go singing about. Maybe I can think up
some stories to tell you. I am going to be very good to you for I want
you to love me."
She seemed to consider. Then she saw grandad, who had a little
squirrel in his hands. Some of them were very tame, so she ran to look
at it.
"A queer little thing," said the father to himself.