He answered, "It means a brief and cruel war."

"In that war the nobles will ride abroad with banners and gay surcoats,

and kill and ravish in the pauses of their songs; while daily in that

war the naked peasants will kill the one the other, without knowing

why."

His thought had forerun hers. "Many would die, but in the end I would

be King, and the general happiness would rest at my disposal. The

adventure of this world is wonderful, and it goes otherwise than under

the strict tutelage of reason."

"Not yours, but Gloucester's and his barons'. Friend, they would set

you on the throne to be their puppet and to move only as they pulled

the strings. Thwart them and they will fling you aside, as the barons

have dealt aforetime with every king that dared oppose them. Nay, they

desire to live pleasantly, to have fish o' Fridays, and white bread and

the finest wine the whole year through, and there is not enough for

all, say they. Can you alone contend against them? and conquer them?

then only do I bid you reign."

The sun had grown too bright, too merciless, but as always she drew the

truth from him, even to his agony. "I cannot. I would not endure a

fortnight. Heaven help us, nor you nor I nor any one may transform of

any personal force this bitter time, this piercing, cruel day of frost

and sun. Charity and Truth are excommunicate, and the King is only an

adorned and fearful person who leads wolves toward their quarry, lest,

lacking it, they turn and devour him. Everywhere the powerful labor to

put one another out of worship, and each to stand the higher with the

other's corpse as his pedestal; and always Lechery and Hatred sway

these proud and inconsiderate fools as winds blow at will the gay

leaves of autumn. We but fight with gaudy shadows, we but aspire to

overpass a mountain of unstable sand! We two alone of all the

scuffling world! Oh, it is horrible, and I think that Satan plans the

jest! We dream a while of refashioning this bleak universe, and we

know that we alone can do it! and we are as demigods, you and I, in

those gallant dreams! and at the end we can but poultice some dirty

rascal!"

The Queen answered sadly: "Once did God tread the tangible world, for a

very little while, and, look you, to what trivial matters He devoted

that brief space! Only to chat with fishermen, and to reason with lost

women, and habitually to consort with rascals, till at last He might

die between two cutpurses, ignominiously! Were the considerate persons

of His day moved at all by the death of this fanatic? I bid you now

enumerate through what long halls did the sleek heralds proclaim His

crucifixion! and the armament of great-jowled emperors that were

distraught by it?"

He answered: "It is true. Of anise even and of cumin the Master

estimates His tithe--" Maudelain broke off with a yapping laugh.

"Puf! He is wiser than we. I am King of England. It is my heritage."

"It means war. Many will die, many thousands will die, and to no

betterment of affairs."

"I am King of England. I am Heaven's satrap here, and answerable to

Heaven alone. It is my heritage." And now his large and cruel eyes

flamed as he regarded her.

And visibly beneath their glare the woman changed. "My friend, must I

not love you any longer? You would be content with happiness? I am

jealous of that happiness! for you are the one friend that I have had,

and so dear to me-- Look you!" she said, with a light, wistful laugh,

"there have been times when I was afraid of everything you touched, and

I hated everything you looked at. I would not have you stained; I

desired but to pass my whole life between the four walls of some dingy

and eternal gaol, forever alone with you, lest you become as other men.

I would in that period have been the very bread you eat, the least

perfume which delights you, the clod you touch in crushing it, and

often I have loathed some pleasure I derived from life because I might

not transfer it to you undiminished. For I wanted somehow to make you

happy to my own anguish.... It was wicked, I suppose, for the

imagining of it made me happy, too."

Throughout she spoke as simply as a child.

And beside him Maudelain's hands had fallen like so much lead, and

remembering his own nature, he longed for annihilation only, before she

had appraised his vileness. In consequence he said:

"With reason Augustine crieth out against the lust of the eyes. 'For

pleasure seeketh objects beautiful, melodious, fragrant, savory, and

soft; but this disease those contrary as well, not for the sake of

suffering annoyance, but out of the lust of making trial of them!' Ah!

ah! too curiously I planned my own damnation, too presumptuously I had

esteemed my soul a worthy scapegoat, and I had gilded my enormity with

many lies. Yet indeed, indeed, I had believed brave things, I had

planned a not ignoble bargain--! Ey, say, is it not laughable,

madame?--as my birthright Heaven accords me a penny, and with that only

penny I must anon be seeking to bribe Heaven."

Presently he said: "Yet are we indeed God's satraps, as but now I cried

in my vainglory, and we hold within our palms the destiny of many

peoples. Depardieux! He is wiser than we are, it may be! And as

always Satan offers no unhandsome bribes--bribes that are tangible and

sure."

They stood like effigies, lit by the broad, unsparing splendor of the

morning, but again their kindling eyes had met, and again the man

shuddered visibly, convulsed by a monstrous and repulsive joy.

"Decide! oh, decide very quickly, my only friend!" he wailed, "for

throughout I am all filth!"

Closer she drew to him and without hesitancy laid one hand on either

shoulder. "O my only friend!" she breathed, with red lax lips which

were very near to his, "throughout so many years I have ranked your

friendship as the chief of all my honors! and I pray God with an entire

heart that I may die so soon as I have done what I must do to-day!"

Almost did Edward Maudelain smile, but now his stiffening mouth could

not complete the brave attempt. "God save King Richard!" said the

priest. "For by the cowardice and greed and ignorance of little men

were Salomon himself confounded, and by them is Hercules lightly

unhorsed. Were I Leviathan, whose bones were long ago picked clean by

pismires, I could perform nothing. Therefore do you pronounce my doom."

"O King," then said Dame Anne, "I bid you go forever from the court and

live forever a landless man, and friendless, and without even name. I

bid you dare to cast aside all happiness and wealth and comfort and

each common tie that even a pickpocket may boast, like tawdry and

unworthy garments. In fine, I bid you dare be King and absolute, yet

not of England--but of your own being, alike in motion and in thought

and even in wish. This doom I dare adjudge and to pronounce, since we

are royal and God's satraps, you and I."

Twice or thrice his dry lips moved before he spoke. He was aware of

innumerable birds that carolled with a piercing and intolerable

sweetness. "O Queen!" he hoarsely said, "O fellow satrap! Heaven has

many fiefs. A fair province is wasted and accords no revenue. Therein

waste beauty and a shrewd wit and an illimitable charity which of their

pride go in fetters and achieve no increase. To-day the young King

junkets with his flatterers, and but rarely thinks of England. You

have that beauty in desire of which many and many a man would blithely

enter hell, and the mere sight of which may well cause a man's voice to

tremble as my voice trembles now, and in desire of which-- But I tread

afield! Of that beauty you have made no profit. O daughter of the

Caesars, I bid you now gird either loin for an unlovely traffic. Old

Legion must be fought with fire. True that the age is sick, that we

may not cure, we can but salve the hurt--" Now had his hand torn open

his sombre gown, and the man's bared breast shone in the sunlight, and

everywhere heaved on it sleek and glittering beads of sweat. Twice he

cried the Queen's name aloud, without prefix. In a while he said: "I

bid you weave incessantly such snares of brain and body as may lure

King Richard to be swayed by you, until against his will you daily

guide this shallow-hearted fool to some commendable action. I bid you

live as other folk do hereabouts. Coax! beg! cheat! wheedle! lie!" he

barked like a teased dog, "till you achieve in part the task which is

denied me. This doom I dare adjudge and to pronounce, since we are

royal and God's satraps, you and I."

She answered with a tiny, wordless sound. He prayed for even horror as

he appraised his handiwork. But presently, "I take my doom," the Queen

proudly said. "I shall be lonely now, my only friend, and yet--it does

not matter," the Queen said, with a little shiver. "No, nothing will

ever greatly matter now, I think."

Her eyes had filled with tears; she was unhappy, and as always this

knowledge roused in Maudelain a sort of frenzied pity and a hatred,

quite illogical, of all other things existent. She was unhappy, that

only he realized; and half way he had strained a soft and groping hand

toward his lips when he relinquished it. "Nay, not even that," said

Edward Maudelain, very proudly, too, and now at last he smiled; "since

we are God's satraps, you and I."

Afterward he stood thus for an appreciable silence, with ravenous eyes,

motionless save that behind his back his fingers were bruising one

another. Everywhere was this or that bright color and an incessant

melody. It was unbearable. Then it was over; the ordered progress of

all happenings was apparent, simple, and natural; and contentment came

into his heart like a flight of linnets over level fields at dawn. He

left her, and as he went he sang.

Sang Maudelain:

"_Christ save us all, as well He can,

A solis ortus cardine!

For He is both God and man,

Qui natus est de virgine,

And we but part of His wide plan

That sing, and heartily sing we,

'Gloria Tibi, Domine!'_

"_Between a heifer and an ass

Enixa est puerpera;

In ragged woollen clad He was

Qui regnat super aethera,

And patiently may we then pass

That sing, and heartily sing we,

'Gloria Tibi, Domine!_"

The Queen shivered in the glad sunlight. "I am, it must be, pitiably

weak," she said at last, "because I cannot sing as he does. And, since

I am not very wise, were he to return even now-- But he will not

return. He will never return," the Queen repeated, carefully, and over

and over again. "It is strange I cannot comprehend that he will never

return! Ah, Mother of God!" she cried, with a steadier voice, "grant

that I may weep! nay, of thy infinite mercy let me presently find the

heart to weep!" And about the Queen of England many birds sang

joyously.

Next day the English barons held a council, and in the midst of it King

Richard demanded to be told his age.

"Your Grace is in your twenty-second year," said the uneasy Gloucester,

and now with reason troubled, since he had been seeking all night long

for the evanished Maudelain.

"Then I have been under tutors and governors longer than any other ward

in my dominion. My lords, I thank you for your past services, but I

need them no more." They had no check handy, and Gloucester in

particular foreread his death-warrant, but of necessity he shouted with

the others, "Hail, King of England!"

That afternoon the King's assumption of all royal responsibility was

commemorated by a tournament, over which Dame Anne presided. Sixty of

her ladies led as many knights by silver chains into the

tilting-grounds at Smithfield, and it was remarked that the Queen

appeared unusually mirthful. The King was in high good humor, already

a pattern of conjugal devotion; and the royal pair retired at dusk to

the Bishop of London's palace at Saint Paul's, where was held a merry

banquet, with dancing both before and after supper.

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