CHAPTER X.

FATHER AND DAUGHTER.

Lord Carthew spoke as he did of his friend’s prospects and

intentions with perfect frankness and loyalty, never for one moment

suspecting the effect which his words might produce in the mind of

Stella Cranstoun.

He really believed that Hilary had the bad taste to dislike that young

lady, and he was certainly not ill-pleased by such a manifestation of

feeling on the part of his handsome friend. Not for an instant did the

suspicion cross his mind that two persons present were listening with

intense, even breathless, interest to his careless words.

“I must go up to town the first thing to-morrow morning,” he said,

presently, “to find out how Hilary is. Of course he is enormously

strong, but for that very reason he is the more likely to overestimate

his powers of recuperation. Early in the autumn he will be going out

to settle in Canada on a farm which has been left to him, and I

believe he proposes to spend some years there, so that we shall not

long have a chance of being together. He is a capital business man, as

long-headed and keen-sighted over a bargain as most Yorkshiremen are,

and I have no doubt that he will carry out his expressed

determination, and make the property pay.”

“By which time, probably, he will modify his views on the marriage

state sufficiently to permit of his mating with some honest, robust

person in his own rank of life, who will rear for him a squarely built

and solid brood of Anglo-Canadian olive-branches,” remarked Sir

Philip, still with his eyes furtively watching his daughter.

“Here is to your friend the farmer’s health and prosperity,” he added,

sipping his brown sherry with the air of a connoisseur. “A man in that

position is very wise in deferring marriage as long as possible. In

the case of the lower middle-class, too often ‘a young man married is

a man that’s marred.’”

“One must always take Anne Hathaway into consideration when one

recalls Shakespeare’s reflections on the marriage state,” observed

Lord Carthew. “A man who at eighteen marries a woman of

six-and-twenty, beneath him in rank, and of questionable character, is

hardly likely to entertain a high opinion of wedded life. Speaking for

myself, I have always looked forward with out-of-date eagerness and

interest to the day when I should bring home my bride. And I am most

anxious to see my father and mother on the subject at the present

time.”

His eyes rested lovingly upon Stella, but as he had not directly used

her name, she could hardly utter a disclaimer. The blood rushed to her

cheeks as she realized that she was being placed in a wrong position

altogether. Lord Carthew treated her, spoke to her, and alluded to

her, as though there were some compact between them; and yet, as she

had promised nothing, there was nothing to retract. If she were to

assure him again privately, after dinner, that she did not love him,

that would but be repeating what she had said to him before; he had

said that he did not expect her love, and was glad to be content as

yet with merely her liking. How could she say:

“This morning I hardly knew that I had fallen in love with your friend

at first sight, and I believed he disliked me extremely; also, the

prospect of an escape from the Chase, and from my father’s tyranny,

for both my mother and myself, seemed too good to be missed. But after

you had spoken to me, and I had more than half encouraged you, your

friend kissed me, and instantly I knew that I loved him with all my

heart, as he loved me, and that marriage with you was absolutely

impossible.”

Clearly she could not make such a statement, especially in the face of

what Lord Carthew himself had said of Hilary’s rooted aversion against

marriage, together with the significant fact of his hasty departure

from the Chase, without so much as telling her in so many words that

he loved her.

Stella was intensely miserable that evening. Every now and then she

told herself, in passionate self-reproach, that hers was the fault,

that Hilary had not loved her, had not meant to kiss her. It was

merely, as he himself had said, like a part of his dream; it was that

little gesture of hers toward him which had hastened that one quick

embrace of which he had already so plainly repented. She almost cried

aloud in humiliation at the thought, and the blushes coursed over her

cheeks under her lowered lashes so swiftly and unaccountably that poor

Lord Carthew was to be pardoned if he began to lay the dear delight to

his soul that she was thinking of him. Of what else, indeed, could she

be thinking? he asked himself, as he noted her evident abstraction,

her strange reserve, and those sudden changes of color.

When Lady Cranstoun and Stella retired to the drawing-room, the

former, settling herself upon her sofa, motioned to the young girl to

draw her low stool up beside her, and tenderly stroked her hair.

“I am so glad, my dear,” she murmured, while her gentle eyes filled

with tears, “so very, very glad. And I like him extremely. He is the

ideal son I always wished to have. I cannot tell you what a relief it

all is to my mind. He is my own relation, too. I have not felt so

happy for many, many years.”

“What do you mean, mamma dear?” stammered Stella, feeling terribly

guilty.

“Ah, my child, you know well enough. And now I will tell you

something, dear; if I have often seemed rather selfish in the way in

which I have taken care of myself, and tried to avoid excitement and

ward off attacks of illness, it has been because of my awful dread of

leaving you with _him_--your father. Heaven knows, I have been always

a poor companion for a lovely, bright, young girl, and not much

protection for you against his anger. But still, you have always felt,

have you not, that your mother was with you, that she loved you, and

sympathized with you, and suffered with you? You have never felt the

bitter loneliness of being without a friend to love you among enemies?

When I have been feeling tired, ill, and worn out, I have said to

myself, ‘I must not give way; I must not die until my Stella is

happily provided for.’ I could not die and leave you with _him_. But

now if, as Lord Carthew suggests, the marriage takes place almost

immediately--and, indeed, what is there to hinder it?--I shall have my

mind at peace, knowing that you will be safe under the protection of a

good man’s love. I can die quietly, happily, and thankfully,

remembering that.”

“Don’t, don’t talk about dying!” cried Stella, bursting into a flood

of tears, and covering Lady Cranstoun’s wasted hands with kisses. “I

could not lose you--you must not die! And--and I don’t love Lord

Carthew. I never shall. I know he is good and clever, and all that you

say, but--but I cannot marry him!”

Lady Cranstoun sat upright on her sofa, looking very white and wan.

“Don’t, darling, for my sake, be capricious any more,” she whispered.

“As to disliking him because he is a viscount instead of a farmer, as

you thought at first, that is foolish and beneath you. You are only

joking, my dear, are you not? You would not disappoint me so bitterly,

after all our talk this morning, about that voyage to the Cape, and

how I was to come and stay with you, and--and----”

The words died upon her lips. An ashen gray tint spread over her face,

and she fell back among her cushions in a fainting-fit. Her feeble

frame was not equal to the strain of the day’s excitement, culminating

in the shock of Stella’s refusal to carry out the contract to which

she seemed so willing a party in the morning, and on which Lady

Cranstoun had set her heart.

Stella overwhelmed herself with reproaches as she assisted Margaret to

restore the invalid to consciousness. The gentlemen were still in the

dining-room; they were, indeed, discussing the question of marriage

settlements in a highly amicable manner. But to Stella’s great relief,

Dr. Morland Graham returned from town just at the moment when his

patient recovered consciousness, and by his advice she was taken off

to bed, where she soon fell asleep, worn out by the fatigue and

excitement of the day.

“I want to talk to you about your dear mamma,” said Dr. Graham, in his

most benevolent professional manner, as he accompanied Miss Cranstoun

back to the drawing-room. “I don’t think even you quite realize her

extreme weakness. Her heart is in such an enfeebled state that she

must on no account be exposed to the slightest shock. She may die in a

fainting-fit similar to the one she had to-night, and the finest

medical skill in the world would not save her. She must not be

thwarted or disappointed, if her life is to be prolonged, say for a

year or two longer. May I ask whether there was any apparent reason

for her last seizure?”

“Yes,” answered Stella, after a moment’s hesitation. “We--we were

talking about an offer of marriage which I have just received.”

“Indeed! That is most interesting. May I be allowed to congratulate

you? And who is the happy man?”

“Wait, please! The man is Lord Carthew, who for some silly freak

changed names with his friend when he came here last night.”

The doctor laughed, a long, low, comfortable, and self-satisfied

laugh.

“The young gentleman did not deceive _me_,” he said, complacently. “I

know Lord Northborough well, and the family likeness between him and

his son is remarkable.”

“Apparently,” said the young lady, angrily, “_I_ was the only person

whom it was deemed necessary to deceive. In the name of Pritchard,

Lord Carthew asked me to marry him, and I told him I would think about

it. I _did_ think about it, and I decided against him, but in the mean

time he had had interviews with my father and mother in which he

appears to have presented himself in the light of an accepted suitor.

But I haven’t the slightest intention of marrying him. In fact,” she

added, vigorously, “the very idea of it makes me _hate_ him!”

“I really,” began the doctor, “can see nothing in the young

gentleman’s manners or style to justify your dislike----”

“It isn’t that!” she interrupted, eagerly. “Dr. Graham, you are a

clever man--you understand men and women. Don’t you know quite well

that it is possible to like people very much as friends, but to

_loathe_ them in the suggested capacity of husbands or wives?”

“Certainly, certainly. But in this case the match appears so

exceptionally happy--however, the subject in discussion is your

mamma’s health. You tell me you were talking over the proposed

marriage with her. I suppose that she is in favor of it?”

“She has set her heart upon it,” said Stella, with a sigh. “And as

soon as I told her my objections she fainted.”

“One thing is quite certain,” said Dr. Graham, emphatically. “If you

wish to preserve her life, you must at least affect to fall in with

her views for the present.”

“But they want to marry me off at once,” she cried, desperately, “even

before I am presented at Court!”

“Well, well!” returned the doctor, soothingly, “I shouldn’t think your

fate such a _very_ hard one, after all. The Earl of Northborough is

one of the most distinguished statesmen in England, in high favor at

Court, with a wife who brought him about a million, and Lord Carthew

is the only son. All the beautiful and well-bred girls in London have

been setting their caps at him for the past two years.”

“You don’t understand!” she cried. “These things are nothing, less

than nothing, to me. So far from coveting wealth and rank, I would

avoid them. My ideal of marriage is quite--quite different.”

She stopped short and blushed deeply.

“I cannot make you understand,” she said again, and turned away.

“I can understand two things, Miss Stella,” he answered, gravely;

“caprice on the one hand, and duty on the other.”

She turned sharply round and faced him.

“Duty!” she repeated, coldly. “I don’t understand you.”

“The daughter of Sir Philip Cranstoun and granddaughter of the Duke of

Lanark is not in a position to marry for mere caprice any person she

may happen to take a fancy to,” he said. “_Noblesse oblige._ You must

keep up the traditions of your family and marry some one in your own

rank of life. It is a duty which you owe to your family, your

training, and your parents. In your case, the duty is all the more

clearly marked out for you, as Lady Cranstoun’s health depends

entirely upon your fulfilment of her clearly expressed wishes; if you

disappoint her in her very natural and loving wish to see you happily

married to so intellectual and high-minded a nobleman as Lord Carthew,

her death may lie at your door.”

Stella rose from her chair and walked away from him toward the window.

She felt that a net was being drawn about her feet, and her former

liking for Lord Carthew turned to a resentful dislike. With her heart

throbbing in her bosom at the very thought of another man, with every

fibre of her being tingling with passionate love for him, how could

she tamely endure the suggestions that, even for her mother’s sake,

she must marry Lord Carthew? It was useless to reason with her. The

gypsy Carewe blood in her veins was burning with unreasoning passion.

She loved Hilary Pritchard, loved him with such unquestioning ardor

that she would only too gladly have left her home that night to follow

him, penniless and barefooted, throughout the world. Arguments were

wasted upon such a nature. There was no trace of the cold and proud

Douglas element in _her_ temperament; eccentric, strong-willed

Cranstoun, and wild, lawless Carewe had united to produce this

strange, half-tamed creature, with only a coating of education and

repressive training over the primeval passions, the wandering

instincts, and the marked rebellion against all constituted authority

which characterize her race.

All the gypsy in her was dominant to-night as, with flushed cheeks and

glittering eyes, she went up to her harp, and striking a few effective

chords, sat down before it, and broke into a Hungarian air, which had

greatly taken her fancy among some new music which had arrived from

town during her father’s absence. Perhaps her strange meeting with old

Sarah Carewe had put the thought of the gypsy race into her head; or

else it was that in her present excitable, rebellious, and agitated

mood, the wild Zingari music appealed to her feelings; certain it is

that she threw all the repressed intensity of her nature into the

song. She was an excellent musician, and played from memory,

suggesting the air, now wild, now plaintive, by a succession of

chords. The words, too, a lament supposed to be uttered by a dying

“Egyptian,” chimed in with her own frame of mind sufficiently well to

enable her to throw her whole soul into her voice.

Even that well-regulated person, Dr. Morland Graham, was astonished

and excited by her performance. How came the daughter of Lady

Gwendolen to possess such dramatic intensity and fire? he asked

himself, while the girl’s sweet soprano notes clove the air, and the

strange wailing pathos of her tones brought actual tears to his eyes.

Two other listeners had entered the room. Stella sang on, unheeding

them, while Lord Carthew watched her, entranced in admiration, and her

father regarded her with a heavy scowl of intense disapprobation.

The picture she made, sitting there in her slender, girlish beauty,

her cheeks pale with excitement, her eyes aglow, her dusky hair

framing her small, sensitive face, and that sweet, pathetic voice

ringing out the wild love, the longing for liberty, and the loneliness

of the dying gypsy--all these things, which filled the other two men

present with wondering admiration, irritated Sir Philip beyond

measure. How dared she sing gypsy songs in his presence? Above all,

how dared she reveal in her singing that warm southern nature which he

so strongly mistrusted, and the possession of which in his daughter he

regarded as something in the light of a disgrace?

The song ceased. The singer drooped her head, as though exhausted by

the effort, while her fingers still lingered about the strings. A

burst of applause, coming simultaneously from Lord Carthew and Dr.

Graham, caused her to start violently. She had completely forgotten

that she was not quite alone.

“I have never heard singing like yours,” the young viscount said,

coming to her side. “You made me cry, and I am not very easily moved.

It is not only your voice which is lovely, but your expression. Do you

know what you made me think of as you sat there, telling of your

longing for fresh air and freedom, and the joys of life?”

“No.”

“Of that line I told you of this morning, when Tennyson’s heroine saw

the lovers pass:

“‘“I am half sick of shadows,” said

The Lady of Shalott.’”

She looked up at him, and smiled involuntarily. He certainly

understood at least a portion of what was in her mind.

“Your daughter is a most accomplished musician, and a beautiful

singer,” Dr. Graham was saying to Sir Philip.

“I do not approve of that class of song,” Sir Philip’s rasping voice

made answer. “It is theatrical and tawdry in sentiment, and in my

opinion not a song for a gentlewoman to sing.”

Stella glanced at her father. Seeing that he appeared to be engaged in

conversation by Dr. Graham, she resolved to tell Lord Carthew that his

friend Hilary Pritchard was not in London, but lying at the inn near

the lodge gates of the Chase.

“I have something I want to say to you,” she began, speaking very

softly, lest her father might overhear her. But she was not quick

enough for the gray wolf. In an instant he had left the doctor and

joined her.

“I understand,” he said, addressing Lord Carthew with an affectation

of geniality, “that you are a good chess-player. Dr. Graham here is a

great authority on chess, and one of the best players in London. Will

you and he have a game while I go with my daughter to see how my wife

is now?”

His guests could do no less than follow his suggestion, while Stella,

her heart beating fast with apprehension, followed her father out of

the room.

As soon as the door was closed, he turned upon her harshly.

“Come to my study,” he said. “I have something to say to you.”

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