CHAPTER VI.

LORD CARTHEW’S WOOING.

Mine host at the wayside inn, where the two young men had left their

horses on the preceding day, was duly surprised and impressed by the

appearance of one of his guests in company with no less a personage

than Miss Cranstoun of the Chase.

Sir Philip Cranstoun was the innkeeper’s landlord, and although he had

hardly ever caught more than a fleeting glimpse of the young lady, he

knew who she must be by the livery of the groom, who rode at some

distance behind the young lady, and her cavalier, on a sturdy cob not

given to exerting himself.

“I assure you, sir, that I never had the least idea that you and Lord

Carthew wouldn’t come back to pay your little trifle here, as you

suggest,” the man said, all deference and smiles. “Seeing as you’d

left a hundred guineas or more of horseflesh in my stables, it wasn’t

likely, sir, was it?”

Stella at once begged to see the horses, and Lord Carthew hastened to

help her down from her saddle, a proceeding which took far too little

time in his opinion, for Stella was lithe and active as a sailor lad.

Gathering her neat, dark green habit into her small hand in its

dogskin glove, she followed the landlord and her guest to the inn

stables, while the groom held the horses upon which they had come.

Black Bess and the chestnut cob duly made their appearance, and were

stroked and made much of by Stella, who, somewhat to Lord Carthew’s

chagrin, manifested a decided preference for the big black mare.

“She isn’t what I call a ’andsome ’oss, either, if I may make so bold

as to say so,” observed the old hostler of the inn, critically. “At

least, not for such a young gentleman as his lordship. But she looks

like a good ’un to go and to stay. This ’ere chestnut of yours, sir,

’as a lot more blood in ’im now, ’asn’t ’e?”

“He has a long pedigree, certainly,” returned Lord Carthew. “But my

friend weighs fourteen stone against my ten, and wants more bone and

muscle than I do in his mount.”

“That ’e do, sure enough, sir. And this ’ere animal,” signifying Black

Bess, “she’d carry the Mayor and Corporation o’ London by turns all

day long and be as frisky as a colt at bedtime. She’s as strong as a

dray ’oss, she is.”

Stella’s fair cheek was pressed against Black Bess’ long, black satin

neck, and her soft, cooing voice, beloved of all dumb things, was

murmuring friendly speeches into the ears of the mare, which were

pricked up, and moving quickly backward and forward in appreciation of

the attention paid her.

Lord Carthew meanwhile was increasing Stella’s liking for him by

giving minute directions as to the food for the animals until they

would be wanted again by their masters. Stella would have suggested

that they should be sent to the Chase stables, but Lady Cranstoun had

given her no instruction on that point and fear of her father

restrained her.

“I should like to take you for some pretty ride in the neighborhood,”

she explained to Claud after they had again mounted their horses, “but

in that case I must ask the way of the groom. Except for a few mad

spins late at night, I have been very little outside the park, except

in a closed carriage with mamma. You see, there are a good many square

miles enclosed round the Chase, so that I get plenty of riding and

some capital hurdles and ditches, too. But Sir Philip has forbidden me

to go outside at all.”

“Don’t you want to sometimes?”

“Why, of course I do,” she answered simply. “Just because I am ordered

not to, for no other reason. In the evenings, when Sir Philip is away,

I ride as near the boundaries of the Chase enclosure as possible, and

sometimes I can’t resist taking a jump over and cantering along the

roads in the early moonlight. Sometimes, as if he knew we were doing

wrong, Zephyr flies so fast his hoofs seem hardly to touch the ground,

and I am sure, as we flash by the few country folk trudging along the

lonely roads, they think we are wraiths, and go home and make stories

about us.”

“Why you are a modern version of Tennyson’s ‘Lady of Shalott,’” he

exclaimed, and then quoted in clear, rhythmical fashion:

“‘Four gray walls and four gray towers.’

That’s a good description of the Chase, isn’t it? even if in your case

they do not ‘overlook a space of flowers.’ And the continuation

applies:

“‘But who hath seen her wave her hand?

Or at the casement seen her stand?

Or is she known in all the land,

The Lady of Shalott?

Only reapers, reaping early

In among the bearded barley,

Hear a song that echoes cheerly,

From the river winding clearly,

Down to towered Camelot.

And by the moon the reaper, weary,

Piling sheaves in upland airy,

Listening, whispers, “’Tis the fairy

Lady of Shalott.”’”

She had reined in her horse and was listening in eager delight.

“I have never read a word of Tennyson,” she said. “The only

poetry-books allowed me have been Milton and Wordsworth and some

selected readings from Pope and Shakespeare. Sir Philip says that

reading poetry fosters romantic and ridiculous notions, and that I

should only read the poets his mother read, and know the others by

name. But I like what you have quoted better than anything I have ever

read yet. What became of the Lady of Shalott?”

“Oh, you must not take her for your prototype,” he said quickly. “She

used to ‘weave by night and day, a magic web with colors gay,’ and she

was never allowed to look out of the window to see the surly village

churls, and red cloaks of the market girls, pass onward to Shalott.

She had to content herself with seeing their reflections in a magic

mirror which hung on a wall in her room. A curse was to fall upon her

should she turn from its reflections and gaze on the realities of

life, until one day, when there passed by ‘two young lovers lately

wed; “I am half sick of shadows,” said the Lady of Shalott.’”

“But that was not the end, surely?” asked Stella, with childlike

eagerness. “The day came, of course, when she looked out on life

itself, braving any curse which might befall her.”

“Oh, yes; trust her for that. She was a woman as well as a fairy, you

see:

“‘A bow-shot from her bower-eaves

He rode between the barley sheaves,

The sun came dazzling thro’ the leaves,

And flamed upon the brazen greaves

Of bold Sir Lancelot.’

He was her fate, I suppose. Anyhow, as a modern writer would say, the

‘exact psychological moment of her life had arrived,’ and:

“‘She left the web, she left the loom,

She made three paces thro’ the room,

She saw the water-lily bloom,

She saw the helmet and the plume,

She look’d down to Camelot.

Out flew the web and floated wide;

The mirror crack’d from side to side;

“The curse is come upon me,” cried

The Lady of Shalott.’”

“And what was the end?” asked Stella. She had followed each line,

conjuring up mental pictures of the scenes. But bold Sir Lancelot she

saw in a brown-eyed giant, with a golden mustache drooping over a

mouth that was a little hard in outline. And for the lady it was

pardonable girlish egotism if she saw herself, living as she did in

semi-imprisonment, confined within those “four gray walls” and the

demesnes adjacent. What did she herself know more of life than was

pictured in the old-fashioned books to which she had access, or hinted

at in the prim and guarded talk of her instructors? Of life as it

really was, its passion, its pain, its hopes, and fears, and sorrows,

its mad delights and long regrets, its brilliant colors and heavy

shadows, she knew no more than the Lady of Shalott learned from her

mirror as she caught sight of the village maidens and gay young

knights reflected there. Until _he_ came! And how would it end after

that, she wanted to know.

“Oh, poor Lady of Shalott, she had better have been content with her

looking-glass and her needlework,” said Lord Carthew. “Apparently, she

went straight to her death resignedly, after falling in love at first

sight with Lancelot. She ‘found a boat, beneath a willow left afloat,

and round about the prow she wrote _The Lady of Shalott_.’ In this she

was wafted up along the river to ‘many-towered Camelot,’ where all the

gay knights and ladies were enjoying themselves, foremost among them

being Sir Lancelot of the Lake, lover of Queen Guinevere:

“‘Under tower and balcony,

By garden wall and gallery,

A gleaming shape she floated by,

Dead-pale between the houses high,

Silent into Camelot.’

Then they all came out and looked at her, and read her name on the

prow.

“‘Who is this? and what is here?’

And in the lighted palace near,

Died the sound of royal cheer;

And they crossed themselves for fear,

All the knights of Camelot:

But Lancelot mused a little space;

He said, ‘She has a lovely face,

God in His mercy lend her grace,

The Lady of Shalott.’”

Tears had started to Stella’s eyes as Lord Carthew finished reciting

the verses.

“Sir Lancelot never guessed that she loved him, then?” she asked.

“Not in that poem. But you are taking it quite seriously, Miss

Cranstoun. I shall be angry with myself if I have saddened you.”

“You will think me very silly,” she said, “but I never get a chance of

reading poetry, or of listening to stories told. And you repeat poetry

so well, and tell tales in such an interesting manner, I could listen

for weeks at a stretch.”

His heart leaped up with delight at her words; but when he spoke

again, after a slight pause, he had perfect control of his voice.

“Do you know,” he said, “that during the last half hour I have been

thinking a great deal of what you were telling me a little while ago

about your dread of the consequences of going to London. You have been

amiable enough to treat me as your friend, and in that character I

have been trying to discover some way out of your difficulties. You

are tired of living here, and find the life intolerably dull, do you

not? You long to see the world with your own eyes, to travel, to go

out and come in as you like, to be no longer repressed and restrained,

and blamed when you do not deserve it? You would like to visit strange

countries, to sail in ships to foreign places, to see something of

gayety and brightness in the great cities of the world?”

“Yes; oh, yes!”

Her gypsy blood had mantled in her cheeks, her breath came quickly,

and her eyes sparkled with excitement at the pictures his words

conjured up before her.

“And you also long, I am sure, sometimes, when you are alone in that

great dreary house,” he went on, softly, “for love and affection, for

a tenderness that shall wrap you round, and guard you from all worry

and trouble, for the arms of some one who would love you above

everything else in the world clasped round you; for the loving

companionship of some one who would think of you always, understand

you in everything, and answer your mind with his, for love that is

friendship, and friendship that is love; the love that will grow gray

beside you, and find you dearer and more beautiful when your youth is

past than even you are now.”

She faltered, blushed, and looked at him quickly.

“I have mamma----” she was beginning, when he stopped her by laying

his hand lightly upon her own, which held the reins on her horse’s

neck.

“Wait a moment, please, Miss Cranstoun. I don’t want you to speak

until you have heard me out. I love you, and I want you to be my wife.

Don’t start and draw back. There is nothing after all so very

wonderful in such a statement. I knew when I first saw you last night

that I should ask you to marry me, and since that moment I have only

been waiting for the terms to come to me. I am not in the least

attractive, I know. But there’s this to be in my favor, that I am too

plain to be conceited, or to have my head turned by women’s

flatteries. You are not happy here, and you lead a caged-bird sort of

life. As my wife, you would be free as air, and your will would be

law. Of course I don’t expect you to love me--not for a long time yet.

But in time,” he added, wistfully, “in time, as you realize that you

are everything in the world to me, I think you will grow to like me a

little. You see, we are such good friends, and I should understand

you, and that is something to begin with, is it not? And we would

travel all over Europe--all over the world, if you like. Of course,”

he went on in some confusion, noting her look of surprise, “it is not

as though I were very rich. But I have some money saved, quite enough

to enable me to give my bride a long and delightful wedding tour by

sea and land before starting for my Canadian farm. Don’t answer me

directly--don’t say anything at all just now. Think it over, and let

me know. I will speak to Lady Cranstoun when we get back, and you can

consult with her.”

“But, Mr. Pritchard,” she said, turning her great, startled eyes upon

him, “do you think for a moment my father would consent? He would be

furiously angry, and horribly insulting at the mere idea. Don’t, pray

don’t speak of this any more. Let us forget all about it, and go on

being merely friends.”

“That is impossible,” he answered, gently. “Tell me truthfully, Miss

Cranstoun, is your objection to a marriage with me based solely upon

the fear of your father’s disapproval?”

“Yes--no--that is--I don’t want to marry you, Mr. Pritchard! I have

never thought of such a thing!”

The words burst from her lips, and a bewildered, troubled look clouded

her fair face.

“Well, I will give you time to think of it,” he said, quietly. “As to

Sir Philip’s objections, I have little doubt that I can overcome

_them_.”

“You don’t know my father,” she said, with meaning. “Sometimes I

wonder why he hates me us he does. But I am certain of one thing: he

would far rather see me dead than married to any one who is not my

superior in rank and fortune.”

“Still I don’t fear his opposition,” returned Lord Carthew, with a

smile. “I am better off than you know, and may possibly even succeed

to a title some day.”

“Had you told me that at first,” she said reproachfully, “we should

not have been such friends.”

“You would soon forget it,” he said, smiling again. “A title, after

all, is not a thing a man wears on his coat. May I take it that if

your parents consent you will at least not decide against me?”

“Don’t!” she exclaimed. “You have surprised and startled me so much I

can hardly think coherently. You see, I am not used to receiving

offers of marriage. This is my first. I suppose it is a great honor,

but--let’s have a gallop, shall we? The horses must be quite tired of

walking.”

Away she flew, at break-neck speed, after a shake of the reins and a

word to Zephyr, who needed no whip to urge his pace, and gave Lord

Carthew work indeed to follow him.

Flushed and out of breath, they at length drew up their steeds before

the steps of the Chase, having re-entered the lodge gates after a

spirited canter through the lanes, the horses neck to neck part of the

time, but eventually with Zephyr a long way ahead. Stella was radiant

and laughing as Lord Carthew sprang from his horse to assist her to

dismount, the groom having been left jolting steadily far behind. Lord

Carthew felt at that moment happier and more hopeful than he had ever

been before, and both were talking and laughing in merry boy and girl

fashion upon the result of their extempore race as they ascended the

broad, shallow steps to the entrance of the house.

Before they had had time to touch the bell, the massive doors were

opened to them, and just within the hall immediately before them stood

the master of the house, pale, gray-haired, gray-eyed, his square

face, with its handsome clear-cut features and unpleasantly sinister

expression, shown up by the clear sunshine of an April day.

Lord Carthew glanced at Stella. All gayety and brightness had died

from her face at sight of her father, and instead came that look of

fixed self-repression and endurance which he had once before noted

there.

“So you have been enjoying an early ride,” Sir Philip remarked to his

daughter, in grating tones. “Have you and this gentleman been

unattended, may I ask? If not, where is the groom?”

“His horse could not keep up with the others,” Stella answered,

briefly.

“And who is this gentleman? May I have the honor of being presented to

him?”

“Mr. Pritchard, my father, Sir Philip Cranstoun,” said the girl, in

level tones, from which all the glad youthful ring had departed. “If

you will excuse me,” she added, “I will go and change my habit.”

With a little formal bend of the head, she left them, and walked in

stately fashion up the staircase until she passed out of their sight,

when she suddenly quickened her steps, and flew like a bird down the

corridor to Lady Cranstoun’s room.

She found that lady lying on a couch, very white and feeble, wrapped

in a cashmere morning-gown, and trembling in every limb.

“Oh! my dear, my dear!” Lady Cranstoun murmured, wringing her limp,

white hands, “I am so thankful that you have come back. Your father

has returned, and has been asking me questions. He compelled me to

tell him where you were. I expected a storm, but he said nothing,

which seems so much more dangerous. I am in such terror of what he may

say to you.”

Stella drew a footstool to the side of Lady Cranstoun’s sofa, and

taking one of her hands in both her own, gently kissed it, and rubbed

her cheek against it.

“Mamma,” she said, “how would you like to leave the Chase, and come

and stay with me in a nice house, where every one would love you, and

no one would bully and frighten you, and where you would have nice

servants instead of spies, and where your relations would be honored

and welcomed, instead of being insulted whenever they came to visit

you?”

“It sounds delightful,” returned the poor lady, sighing, “but, of

course, it is impossible. What put such ideas into your head?”

“Mr. Pritchard has just asked me to marry him.”

Lady Cranstoun sat up on her sofa.

“My dear, you astonish me!” she exclaimed. “It is so extremely

sudden.”

“He says he decided to propose to me as soon as he saw me yesterday,”

returned Stella, demurely.

“But it is utterly out of the question. Of course he is a gentleman,

and well educated, and has very agreeable manners; but, my dear, he

told me himself that he is a farmer’s son, and has neither money nor

family. Oh, dear--oh dear! it is all my fault for allowing you to be

so much with him. But he seemed so little like a love-making sort of

man, so plain and intellectual, I never dreamed any harm would come of

it. I did certainly suggest to Dr. Graham that I ought not to leave

you together while we were playing chess; but he reassured me so

strongly that I thought no more about it. Sir Philip will be furious.

He will never forgive me. And you--my poor dear child--I hope, oh, I

do hope, that you have not grown fond of him.”

“Don’t worry, dear mamma. I don’t care a bit about him, at least not

in that way. He is very clever, and very kind, and, I believe, very

good, too, and I am sure he is fond of me, and would be very good to

both of us; and it would be lovely, wouldn’t it, to be free of the

Chase forever? As to his farm in Canada, he says it doesn’t matter

about going to that yet, and that he has a lot more money saved than

any one knows of, and that he will take me all over the world. You

know Dr. Graham has always said a voyage to the Cape would do you

good, and I thought of that directly; we would all go to the Cape

together in a sailing ship. Think,” she exclaimed, springing up from

her kneeling position, and beginning to pace restlessly up and down

the room, “how beautiful it would be to be upon the great, wide sea,

which I have only once seen in my life, with the bright sun sparkling

on the waves, and you and I on deck under an awning, such as I have

read about in books of travel; you on a deck-chair, and I mixing you

your iced lemonade, and reading aloud while beautiful warm breezes

blew over you and made you well; and above all,” here she came and

knelt by Lady Cranstoun’s side, and lowered her voice to an impressive

whisper, “with _no Sir Philip_!”

“Hush, hush, dear!” the elder lady exclaimed, nervously glancing at

the door. “In your picture you leave out the man, I see. But what does

it matter? Even if you loved him, and wanted to marry him for other

reasons than to escape from this house, your father would not hear of

it. He has said thousands of times that you _must_ marry a title. Now,

if it had only been Lord Carthew----”

“Don’t, mamma!” exclaimed the girl, for the first time blushing

scarlet. “Lord Carthew detests me. Anyhow, we were not talking of him.

Mr. Pritchard isn’t a bit afraid of Sir Philip. He says if _he_ is the

only obstruction, he can soon remove _that_. It appears he is coming

into a title and fortune, and can prove it to Sir Philip. But even

then,” she added, “I couldn’t marry him, could I, without loving him?”

“I should like to see you happy with a good husband, my darling,” said

Lady Cranstoun, tears coming into her faded eyes as she stroked the

girl’s cheek. “Of course, I would much prefer you to marry a man of

good birth and of some fortune; but your happiness is the chief

thing.”

A little later, Stella, going down to the drawing room for a novel

which Lady Cranstoun was reading, was joined there by Lord Carthew.

“I have spoken to your father,” he said.

“What did he say?” inquired Stella, curiously.

“He offers no objection against me, provided I can succeed in winning

your affections.”

“I am quite sure Sir Philip didn’t say _that_,” she exclaimed,

laughing. “He wouldn’t think my affections had anything to do with the

matter.”

“But they have everything to do with it, from my point of view,” he

said, standing before her, and looking steadfastly into her face. “I

don’t expect or hope that you will love me yet. But if you will marry

me, I will engage that you shall be a great deal happier than you are

now.”

“That might easily be, now that Sir Philip has returned.”

She spoke half under her breath, and as it were involuntarily, and

then stood a few moments, reflecting. Lord Carthew was a little, a

very little, shorter than she, and even such a fancy-free maiden as

Stella had her ideals of the man she might some day grow to love. Like

most very young girls’ ideals, he was of exaggerated height and length

of limb. Lord Carthew was of pale and sallow complexion, in spite of

the fact that he usually enjoyed excellent health. Gazing at him thus

in the sunlight, and regarding him for the first time in the light of

a possible husband, Stella noted that his deep-set, intelligent eyes

were of a greenish-gray, and set too near together in his head for

beauty or symmetry. Herself a brunette, she admired fair, florid skins

and light hair in others. Lord Carthew was clean-shaved, and Stella’s

conventional ideal invariably wore a golden mustache, similar to the

one on the face of the wounded man upstairs. Lord Carthew’s upper lip

was long, and his lower jaw slightly protruded. To a student of

physiognomy, his mouth and chin clearly indicated an intense loyalty

and fidelity in love and friendship, combined with a bull-dog

obstinacy and tenacity of purpose, and his whole face denoted unusual

intelligence, will, and power of loving.

But Stella was a young girl of eighteen, and saw none of these things.

Her feminine instinct taught her that this man was an honorable

gentleman, but what she particularly noted with dissatisfaction was

that, in moments of repressed excitement, as in the present instance,

Lord Carthew’s eyes and eyebrows twitched in a nervous fashion

peculiar to some oversensitive temperaments.

Her survey over, she turned away with a half-sigh. Why was not this

man, who loved her, more like that other man, who disliked her? But

the next moment she tried to put that thought away as humiliating. She

was certain Lord Carthew would be very good to her, and to her mamma

also. And oh! to be free from Sir Philip’s sneering, and bullying, and

hectoring!

“Only tell me one thing,” Lord Carthew said at last. “Have I a rival?”

Stella flushed deeply, but answered on the instant.

“No, no! How could you possibly have? I have hardly spoken to a man

before, except Sir Philip, and the doctor, and my teachers. No, it

isn’t that I love any one else, but--but----”

“But you don’t love me? Well, that would be impossible. There is

nothing about me to make a beautiful young girl fall in love at first

sight. But, my dear Miss Cranstoun, you have certainly beauty enough

for two!”

She laughed and blushed with pleasure. She had so far in her life had

hardly any compliments.

“Would you take mamma away from here as well?” she asked. “I mean,

if--if I ever said yes.”

“Of course I would, if she would come. She is my kinswoman, you

know--at least, my friend’s kinswoman.”

“I’ll think about it, and tell you later,” she said, springing away

with one of her swift, bird-like movements, and was gone before he

could speak again.

On the way to her own room, she passed the apartments which had first

been occupied by the first Lady Cranstoun, and which were now given to

the supposed Lord Carthew. The doors both of the bedroom and

sitting-room were wide open. Stella glanced into the latter, and

perceived the wounded man lying fully dressed on a sofa near the fire,

apparently asleep, for his eyes were closed and his dark eyelashes

rested on his cheek. He looked paler than usual, but handsomer than

ever, with the extra touch of delicacy imparted by loss of blood and

unaccustomed weakness.

Stella looked again, and creeping in, stood gazing down upon him until

her breath came quickly, and tears gathered in her eyes. Under his

half-closed lids, Hilary was watching her, and when he saw her red lip

quiver and her arms involuntarily moving toward him, his self-control

broke down. Suddenly stretching up his right arm, he drew her head

down to his, and pressed his lips passionately to hers.

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