The vaulted audience chamber; the strong light pouring in through high

grated windows; the pillars of many-coloured marbles, the frescoed roof;

the country people massed together in the public place, with faces that

were like paintings of Mantegna or Masaccio; the slender supple form of

the accused drooping like a bruised lily between the upright figures of

two carabineers; the judge leaning down over his high desk in black

robes and black square cap, like some Venetian lawgiver of Veronese or

of Titian; and beyond, through an open casement, the silvery, watery,

sun-swept landscape that was still the same as when Romeo came,

banished, to Mantua. All these had remained impressed upon his mind by

the tragedy which there came to its close as a lover, passionate as

Romeo and yet more unfortunate, was condemned to the galleys for his

life. "They have ill judged a guiltless man," he had said to himself as

he had left the court with a sense of pain before injustice done, and

went with heart saddened by a stranger's fate into the misty air, along

the shining water where the Mills of the Twelve Apostles were churning

the great dam into froth, as they had done through seven centuries,

since first, with reverent care, the builder had set the sacred statues

there that they might bless the grinding of the corn.

Sitting now in the silence of the tomb, Sanctis recalled that day, when,

towards the setting of the sun, he had strolled there by the

water-wheels of the twelve disciples, and allowed the fate of an unknown

man, declared a criminal by impartial judges, to cloud over for him the

radiance of evening on the willowy Serraglio and chase away his peaceful

thoughts of Virgil. He remembered how the country people had come out by

the bridge and glided away in their boats, and talked of the murder of

Donna Aloysia; and how they had, one and all of them, said, going back

over the lake water or along the reed-fringed roads, to their

farmhouses, that there could be no manner of doubt about it--the lover

had been moon-struck and mad with jealousy, and his dagger had found

its way to her breast. They had not blamed him much, but they had never

doubted his guilt; and the foreigner alone, standing by the mill

gateway, and seeing the golden sun go down beyond the furthermost fields

of reeds that grew blood-red as the waters grew, had thought to himself

and said half aloud:

"Poor Romeo! he is guiltless, even though the dagger were his"----

And a prior, black-robed, with broad looped-up black hat, who was also

watching the sunset, breviary in hand, had smiled and said, "Nay, Romeo,

banished to us, had no blood on his hand; but this Romeo, native of our

city, has. Mantua will be not ill rid of Luitbrand d'Este."

Then he again, in obstinacy and against all the priest's better

knowledge as a Mantuan, had insisted and said, "The man is innocent."

And the sun had gone down as he had spoken, and the priest had smiled--a

smile cold as a dagger's blade--perhaps recalling sins confessed to him

of love that had changed to hate, of fierce delight ending in as fierce

a death-blow. Mantua in her day had seen so much alike of love and hate.

"The man is innocent," he had said insisting, whilst the carmine light

had glowed on the lagoons and bridges, and on the Lombard walls, and

Gothic gables, and high bell-towers, and ducal palaces, and feudal

fortresses of the city in whose street Crichton fell to the hired steel

of bravoes.

* * *

She had the heaven-born faculty of observation of the poets, and she had

that instinct of delight in natural beauty which made Linnæus fall on

his knees before the English gorse and thank God for having made so

beautiful a thing.

Her sympathies and her imaginings spent themselves in solitary song as

she made the old strings of the lute throb in low cadence when she sat

solitary by her hearth on the rock floor of the grave; and out of doors

her eyes filled and her lips laughed when she wandered through the leafy

land and found the warbler's nest hung upon the reeds, or the first

branching asphodel in flower. She could not have told why these made her

happy, why she could watch for half a day untired the little wren

building where the gladwyn blossomed on the water's edge. It was only

human life that hurt her, embittered her, and filled her with hatred of

it.

As she walked one golden noon by the Sasso Scritto, clothed with its

myrtle and thyme and its quaint cacti that later would bear their purple

heads of fruit; the shining sea beside her, and above her the bold

arbutus-covered heights, with the little bells of the sheep sounding on

their sides, she saw a large fish, radiant as a gem, with eyes like

rubies. Some men had it; a hook was in its golden gills, and they had

tied its tail to the hook so that it could not stir, and they had put it

in a pail of water that it might not die too quickly, die ere they could

sell it. A little further on she saw a large green and gold snake, one

of the most harmless of all earth's creatures, that only asked to creep

into the sunshine, to sleep in its hole in the rock, to live out its

short, innocent life under the honey smile of the rosemary; the same men

stoned it to death, heaping the pebbles and broken sandstone on it, and

it perished slowly in long agony, being large and tenacious of life. Yet

a little further on, again, she saw a big square trap of netting, with a

blinded chaffinch as decoy. The trap was full of birds, some fifty or

sixty of them, all kinds of birds, from the plain brown minstrel,

beloved of the poets, to the merry and amber-winged oriole, from the

dark grey or russet-bodied fly-catcher and whinchat to the glossy and

handsome jay, cheated and caught as he was going back to the north; they

had been trapped, and would be strung on a string and sold for a copper

coin the dozen; and of many of them the wings or the legs were broken

and the eyes were already dim. The men who had taken them were seated on

the thymy turf grinning like apes, with pipes in their mouths, and a

flask of wine between their knees.

She passed on, helpless.

She thought of words that Joconda had once quoted to her, words which

said that men were made in God's likeness!

* * *

While it is winter the porphyrion sails down the willowy streams beside

the sultan-hen that is to be his love, and sees her not, and stays not

her passage upon the water or through the air; she does not live as yet

to him. But when the breath of the spring brings the catkins from the

willows, and the violets amidst the wood-moss on the banks, then he

awakes and beholds her; and then the stream reflects but her shape for

him, and the rushes are full of the melody of his love-call. It was

still winter with Este--a bitter winter of discontent; and he had no

eyes for this water-bird that swam with him through the icy current of

his adversity.

To break the frozen flood that imprisoned him was his only thought.

* * *

Air is the king of physicians; he who stands often with nothing between

him and the open heavens will gain from them health both moral and

physical.

* * *

"Yes; you have a right to know. After all, it was ruin to me, but it is

not much of a story; a tale-teller with his guitar on a vintage night

would soon make a better one. I loved a woman. She lived in Mantua. So

did I, too. For her sake I lost three whole years--three years of the

best of my life. And yet, what is gain except love, and what better than

joy can we have? A pomegranate is ripe but once. And I--my pomegranate

is rotten for evermore! We lived in Mantua. It is a strange sad place.

It was great and gay enough once. Grander pomp than Mantua's there was

never known in Italy. Felix Mantua!--and now it is all decaying,

mouldering, sinking, fading; it is silent as death; the mists, the

waters, the empty palaces, the walls that the marshes are eating little

by little every day, the grass and the moss and the wild birds' nests on

the roofs, on the temples, on the bridges, all are desolate in Mantua

now. Yet is it beautiful in its loneliness, when the sunrise comes over

the seas of reeds, and the towers and the arches are reflected in the

pools and streams; and yet again at night, when the moon is high and the

lagoons are as sheets of silver, and the shadows come and go over the

bulrushes and St. Andrea lifts itself against the stars. Yes; then it is

still Mantova la Gloriosa."

His voice dropped; the tears came into his closing eyes as though he

looked on the dead face of a familiar friend.

He felt the home sickness of the exile, of the wanderer who knows not

where to lay his head.

The glory was gone from the city.

Its greatness was but as a ghost that glided through its deserted

streets calling in vain on dead men to arise.

The rough red sail of the fishing-boat was alone on the waters once

crowded with the silken sails of gilded galleys; the toad croaked and

the stork made her nest where the Lords of Gonzaga had gone forth to

meet their brides of Este or of Medici; Virgil, Alboin, great Karl,

Otho, Petrarca, Ariosto, had passed by here over this world of waters

and become no more than dreams; and the vapours and the dust together

had stolen the smile from Giulio's Psyche, and the light from Mantegna's

arabesques. On the vast walls the grass grew, and in the palaces of

princes the winds wandered and the beggars slept. All was still,

disarmed, lonely, forgotten; left to a silence like the silence of the

endless night of death. Yet it was dear to him; this sad and stately

city, waiting for the slow death of an unpitied and lingering decay.

It was dear to him from habit, from birth, from memory, from affinity,

as the reeds of its stagnant waters were dear to the sedge-warbler that

hung its slender nest on the stem of a rush. A price was set on his

head; and never more, he thought, would he see the sunshine in ripples

of gold come over the grey lagoons.

* * *

No one cared; the terrible, barren, acrid truth, that science trumpets

abroad as though it were some new-found joy, touched her ignorance with

its desolating despair. No one cared. Life was only sustained by death.

The harmless and lovely children of the air and of the moor were given

over, year after year, century after century, to the bestial play and

the ferocious appetites of men. The wondrous beauty of the earth renewed

itself only to be the scene of endless suffering, of interminable

torture. The human tyrant, without pity, greedy as a child, more brutal

than the tiger in his cruelty, had all his way upon the innocent races

to which he begrudged a tuft of reeds, a palm's breadth of moss or sand.

The slaughter, the misery, the injustice, renewed themselves as the

greenness of the world did. No one cared. There was no voice upon the

blood-stained waters. There was no rebuke from the offended heavens. To

all prayer or pain there was eternal silence as the sole reply.

* * *

The uneducated are perhaps unjustly judged sometimes. To the ignorant

both right and wrong are only instincts; when one remembers their

piteous and innocent confusion of ideas, the twilight of dim

comprehension in which they dwell, one feels that oftentimes the laws of

cultured men are too hard on them, and that, in a better sense than that

of injustice and reproach, there ought indeed to be two laws for rich

and poor.

* * *

It needs a great nature to bear the weight of a great gratitude.

To a great nature it gives wings that bear it up to heaven; a lower

nature feels it always as a clog that impatiently is dragged only so

long as force compels.

* * *

When the thoughts of youth return, fresh as the scent of new-gathered

blossoms, to the tired old age which has so long forgot them, the coming

of Death is seldom very distant.

* * *

The boat went through the waters swiftly, as the wind blew more

strongly; the sandy shore with its scrub of low-growing rock-rose and

prickly Christ's thorn did not change its landscape, but what she looked

at always was the sea; the sea that in the light had the smiling azure

of a young child's eyes, and when the clouds cast shadows on it, had the

intense impenetrable brilliancy of a jewel.

In the distance were puffs of white and grey, like smoke or mist; those

mists were Corsica and Caprajà.

Elba towered close at hand.

Gorgona lay far beyond, with all the other little isles that seem made

to shelter Miranda and Ariel, but of Gorgona she knew nothing; she was

steering straight towards it, but it was many a league distant on the

northerly water.

When she at last stopped her boat in its course she was at the Sasso

Scritto: a favourite resting-place with her, where, on feast-days, when

Joconda let her have liberty from housework and rush-plaiting and

spinning of flax, she always came.

Northward, there was a long smooth level beach of sand, and beyond that

a lagoon where all the waterbirds that love both the sea and the marsh

came in large flocks, and spread their wings over the broad spaces in

which the salt water and the fresh were mingled. Beyond this there were

cliffs of the humid red tufa, and the myrtle and the holy thorn grew

down their sides, and met in summer the fragrant hesperis of the shore.

These cliffs were fine bold bluffs, and one of them had been called from

time immemorial the Sasso Scritto,--why, no one knew; the only writing

on it was done by the hand of Nature. It was steep and lofty; on its

summit were the ruins of an old fortress of the middle ages; its sides

were clothed with myrtle, aloe, and rosemary, and at its feet were

boulders of marble, rose and white in the sun; rock pools, with

exquisite network of sunbeams crossing their rippling surface, and

filled with green ribbon-grasses and red sea-foliage, and shining gleams

of broken porphyry, and pieces of agate and cornelian.

The yellow sands hereabouts were bright just now with the sea-daffodil,

and the sea-stocks, which would blossom later, were pricking upward to

the Lenten light; great clusters of southern-wood waved in the wind, and

the pungent sea-rush grew in long lines along the shore, where the

sand-piper was dropping her eggs, and the blue-rock was carrying dry

twigs and grass to his home in the ruins above or the caverns beneath,

and the stock-doves in large companies were winging their way over sea

towards the Maritime or the Pennine Alps.

This was a place that Musa loved, and she would come here and sit for

hours, and watch the roseate cloud of the returning flamingoes winging

their way from Sardinia, and the martins busy at their masonry in the

cliffs, and the Arctic longipennes going away northward as the weather

opened, and the stream-swallows hunting early gnats and frogs on the

water, and the kingfisher digging his tortuous underground home in the

sand. Here she would lie for hours amongst the rosemary, and make silent

friendships with the populations of the air, while the sweet blue sky

was above her head, and the sea, as blue, stretched away till it was

lost in light.

Once up above, on these cliffs, the eye could sweep over the sea north

and south, and the soil was more than ever scented with that fragrant

and humble blue-flowered shrub of which the English madrigals and glees

of the Stuart and Hanoverian poets so often speak, and seem to smell.

Behind the cliffs stretched moorland, marshes, woodland, intermingled,

crossed by many streams, holding many pools, blue-fringed in May with

iris, and osier beds, and vast fields of reeds, and breadths of forest

with dense thorny underwood, where all wild birds came in their season,

and where all was quiet save for a bittern's cry, a boar's snort, a

snipe's scream, on the lands once crowded with the multitudes that gave

the eagle of Persia and the brazen trumpets of Lydia to the legions of

Rome.

Under their thickets of the prickly sloe-tree and the sweet-smelling bay

lay the winding ways of buried cities; their runlets of water rippled

where kings and warriors slept beneath the soil, and the yellow marsh

lily, and the purple and the rose of the wind-flower and the

pasque-flower, and the bright red of the Easter tulips, and the white

and the gold of the asphodels, and the colours of a thousand other rarer

and less homelike blossoms, spread their innocent glory in their turn to

the sky and the breeze, above the sunken stones of courts and gates and

palaces and prisons.

These moors were almost as solitary as the deserts are.

Now and then against the blue of the sky and the brown of the wood,

there rose the shapes of shepherds and their flocks; now and then herds

of young horses went by, fleet and unconscious of their doom; now and

then the sound of a rifle cracked the silence of the windless air; but

these came but seldom.

Maremma is wide, and its people are scattered.

In autumn and in winter, hunters, shepherds, swineherds, sportsmen,

birdcatchers, might spoil the solemn peace of these moors, but in spring

and summer no human soul was seen upon them. The boar and the buffalo,

the flamingo and the roebuck, the great plover and the woodcock, reigned

alone.

* * *

"They say he sang too well, and that was why they burnt him," said

Andreino to her to-day, after telling her for the hundredth time of what

he had seen once on the Ligurian shore, far away yonder northward, when

he, who knew nothing of Adonais or Prometheus, had been called, a stout

seafaring man in that time, amongst other peasants of the country-side,

to help bring in the wood for a funeral pyre by the sea.

He had known nought of the songs or the singer, but he loved to tell the

tale he had heard then; and say how he had seen, he himself, with his

own eyes, the drowned poet burn, far away yonder where the pines stood

by the sea, and how the flames had curled around the heart that men had

done their best to break, and how it had remained unburnt in the midst,

whilst all the rest drifted in ashes down the wind. He knew nought of

the Skylark's ode, and nought of the Cor Cordium; but the scene by the

seashore had burned itself as though with flame into his mind, and he

spoke of it a thousand times if once, sitting by the edge of the sea

that had killed the singer.

"Will they burn me if I sing too well?" the child asked him this day,

the words of Joconda being with her.

"Oh, that is sure," said Andreino, half in jest and half in earnest.

"They burnt him because he sang better than all of them. So they said.

I do not know. I know the resin ran out of the pinewood all golden and

hissing and his heart would not burn, all we could do. You are a female

thing, Musa; your heart will be the first to burn, the first of all!"

"Will it?" said Musa seriously, but not any way alarmed, for the thought

of that flaming pile by the seashore by night was a familiar image to

her.

"Ay, for sure; you will be a woman!" said Andreino, hammering into his

boat.

* * *

"Though there is not a soul here, still sometimes they come--Lucchese,

Pistoiese, what not--they come as they go; they are a faithless lot;

they love all winter, and while the corn is in the ear it goes well, but

after harvest--phew!--they put their gains in their pockets and they are

off and away back to their mountains. There are broken hearts in Maremma

when the threshing is done."

"Yes," said Musa again.

It was nothing to her, and she heeded but little.

"Yes, because men speak too lightly and women hearken too quickly; that

is how the mischief is born. With the autumn the mountaineers come. They

are strong and bold; they are ruddy and brown; they work all day, but in

the long nights they dance and they sing; then the girl listens. She

thinks it is all true, though it has all been said before in his own

hills to other ears. The winter nights are long, and the devil is always

near; when the corn goes down and the heat is come there is another sad

soul the more, another burden to carry, and he--he goes back to the

mountains. What does he care? Only when he comes down into the plains

again he goes to another place to work, because men do not love women's

tears. That is how it goes in Maremma."

* * *

"So the saints will pluck her to themselves at last," thought Joconda;

and the dreariness, the lovelessness, the hopelessness of such an

existence did not occur to her, because age, which has learned the

solace and sweetness of peace, never remembers that to youth peace seems

only stagnation, inanition, death.

The exhausted swimmer, reaching the land, falls prone on it, and blesses

it; but the outgoing swimmer, full of strength, spurns the land, and

only loves the high-crested wave, the abyss of the deep sea.

* * *

Imagination without culture is crippled and moves slowly; but it can be

pure imagination, and rich also, as folk-lore will tell the vainest.

* * *

It is this narrowness of the peasant mind which philosophers never

fairly understand, and demagogues understand but too well, and warp to

their own selfish purposes and profits.

* * *

Flying, the flamingoes are like a sunset cloud; walking, they are like

slender spirals of flame traversing the curling foam. When one looks on

them across black lines of storm-blown weeds on a November morning in

the marshes, as their long throats twist in the air with the flexile

motion of the snake, the grace of a lily blown by wind, one thinks of

Thebes, of Babylon, of the gorgeous Persia of Xerxes, of the lascivious

Egypt of the Ptolemies.

The world has grown grey and joyless in the twilight of age and fatigue,

but these birds keep the colour of its morning. Eos has kissed them.

* * *

For want of a word lives often drift apart.

* * *

Nausicaa, in the safe shelter of her father's halls, had never tended

Odysseus with more serenity and purity than the daughter of Saturnino

tended his fellow-slave.

The sanctity of the tombs lay on them, the dead were so near; neither

profanity nor passion seemed to have any place here in this mysterious

twilight alive with the memories of a vanished people. Her innocence was

a grand and noble thing, like any one of the largest white lilies that

rose up from the noxious mud of the marshes; a cup of ivory wet with the

dewdrops of dawn, blossoming fair on fetid waters. And in him the

languor of sickness and of despair borrowed unconsciously for awhile the

liveries of chastity; and he spoke no word, he made no gesture, that

would have scared from its original calm the soul of this lonely

creature, who succoured him with so much courage and so much compassion

that they awed him with the sense of an eternal, infinite, and

overwhelming obligation. It needs a great nature to bear the weight of a

great gratitude.

To a great nature it gives wings that bear it up to heaven; a lower

nature feels it always a clog that impatiently is dragged only so long

as force compels.

* * *

Her daily labours remained the same, but it seemed to her as if she had

the strength of those immortals he told her she resembled. She felt as

though she trod on air, as though she drank the sunbeams and they gave

her force like wine; she had no sense of fatigue; she might have had

wings at her ankles, and nectar in her veins. She was so happy, with

that perfect happiness which only comes where the world cannot enter,

and the free nature has lifted itself to the light, knowing nothing of,

and caring nothing for, the bonds of custom and of prejudice with which

men have paralysed and cramped themselves, calling the lower the higher

law.

* * *

The world was so far from her; she knew not of it; she was a law to

herself, and her whole duty seemed to her set forth in one single word,

perhaps the noblest word in human language--fidelity. When life is cast

in solitary places, filled with high passions, and led aloof from men,

the laws which are needful to curb the multitudes, but yet are poor

conventional foolish things at their best, sink back into their true

signification, and lose their fictitious awe.

* * *

Moreover, love is for ever measureless, and the deepest and most

passionate love is that which survives the death of esteem.

Friendship needs to be rooted in respect, but love can live upon itself

alone. Love is born of a glance, a touch, a murmur, a caress; esteem

cannot beget it, nor lack of esteem slay it. _Questi che mai da me non

fia diviso_, shall be for ever its consolation amidst hell. One life

alone is beloved, is beautiful, is needful, is desired: one life alone

out of all the millions of earth. Though it fall, err, betray, be mocked

of others and forsaken by itself, what does this matter? This cannot

alter love. The more it is injured by itself, derided of men, abandoned

of God, the more will love still see that it has need of love, and to

the faithless will be faithful.

* * *

He stood mute and motionless awhile. Then as the truth was borne in on

him, tears gushed from his eyes like rain, and he laughed long, and

laughed loud as madmen do.

He never doubted her.

He sprang up the stone steps, and leapt into the open air: into that

light of day which he had been forbidden to see so long.

To stand erect there, to look over the plains, to breathe, and move, and

gaze, and stretch his arms out to the infinite spaces of the sea and

sky--this alone was so intense a joy that he felt mad with it.

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