CHAPTER XXIII

COTTAGE LIFE.

Vincent was much too weary that night to notice whether his bed were

soft, and slept in luxurious repose till the morning light awoke him.

Dressing quickly, he entered the little parlour where Clemence was

preparing the breakfast. She greeted him with a cheerful smile. “We have

not the fatigue of stairs here,” she observed.

“And we’ve the advantage of hearing at one end of the house everything

that passes at the other,” said Vincent;—“while I was dressing I did not

lose a note of the song that Martha was singing in the kitchen. I think

that there was an earthquake last night, or else I dreamed that I felt

one.”

“It was a train passing,” said Clemence; “it was too dark yesterday when

we arrived for us to notice how close to our house the line runs.”

“So half-a-dozen times a day we’ll have the earthquake of Lisbon,

without paying our shilling—so much to treat the ear; and as for the

eye—is there anything in the Royal Academy brighter than that famous

patch-work table-cover, which I see displayed in all its glory? I’m sure

that you are determined to make our cottage gay with every colour of the

rainbow!”

The mind of Clemence was wandering to graver subjects. How the anxious

wife pined for a letter with the foreign post-mark! It came not, and her

heart was full of uneasy forebodings, which she struggled, however, to

hide from her young companion. Clemence even chatted merrily with the

boy, as, after herself putting up the dinner which he was to carry with

him to M——, she accompanied him to the town, to introduce him to his new

master. Clemence was not aware that an entrance fee had been required,

still less that it had been already paid from the slender purse of her

friend, Mr. Gray.

In quiet routine sped the lives of Clemence and Vincent; the simple

meal, the social prayer, the reading the Word of consolation, ever

preceding hours of busy study to the one—to the other a long day of

quiet occupation and anxious thought. The evening was always cheerful;

Vincent returned home full of all that had happened either to himself or

his companions, and made his step-mother laugh at his tales out of

school. She knew all the fun that the boys had had at football, and the

hopes of a famous cricket-match to come off between M—— and B——. With

pleasant converse and plenty of occupation, no wonder that Vincent cared

not that the evening meal was but a basin of porridge. The pressure of

poverty, indeed, fell far more heavily on the lady, whose health had

been much shaken by sorrows, and who required the comforts which a rigid

sense of duty induced her to deny herself. All her ingenuity was taxed

to prevent Vincent from feeling its weight. Little did he dream that the

fire which blazed so merrily in the evening was never kept in during the

day, that the small stock of fuel might be husbanded; and that when the

chill of the parlour was no more to be endured, Mrs. Effingham carried

her work to the kitchen for the sake of its kindly warmth. Little did he

dream how different the meal which was packed up so neatly for him every

morning, was from that which his kind provider reserved for herself in

the cottage, till one day Vincent unexpectedly made his appearance in

the parlour two or three hours earlier than usual.

“The academy’s broken up!” he cried, as he entered, “and when we shall

meet again no one can say. There are three cases of scarlet fever

amongst the boys!”

“Not alarming ones, I trust?” said Clemence.

Vincent went on without appearing to notice the question. “So I’d better

begin the profession of gardener at once, and learn about English roots

instead of Greek ones. As I knew I’d be back in time for dinner, I gave

my sandwiches away to a beggar—I prefer something hot in such weather as

this! But how’s this?” he continued, seating himself at the table:

“you’ve come to your cheese-course already!”

“Did you consider meat as a matter of course?” said Mrs. Effingham

playfully, as she cut a slice of bread for her unexpected guest.

“You don’t mean to say that you are going to dine upon nothing but bread

and cheese?”

Clemence only smiled in reply.

“And what was your dinner yesterday?”

“Nay, I am not going to let you into the secrets of my establishment,”

Mrs. Effingham gaily answered.

“And the fire’s out!”

“We shall try your skill in re-lighting it, dear Vincent,” said his

mother.

The boy gazed thoughtfully into her pale thin face, and for the first

time since he had come to Willow Cottage, Vincent heaved a sigh.

“Poverty is a trial—a great trial,” was his silent reflection; “but when

I am old enough to earn my own living and hers, she shall never know its

bitterness more.”

Clemence regretted less the pause in her step-son’s attendance at

school, as the weather had become unusually severe. Winter, who for a

few days had seemed on the point of yielding up his empire to his

smiling successor, now with fiercer fury than ever resumed his iron

sway. Standing-water froze even within the cottage, the windows were dim

with frost, the little garden was one sheet of snow, and even the

postman made his way with difficulty along the road. It was seldom that

he stopped at the gate of Willow Cottage, and he never did so without

sending a thrill of hope, not unmingled with fear, through the bosom of

Clemence Effingham. The morning after the breaking up of the academy he

brought a letter for Vincent.

“It is Louisa’s hand,” called out the boy, as he tramped back through

the snow to the cottage door, at which Clemence was impatiently waiting;

“I’m glad that she has answered my note at last. She is such a lazy girl

with her pen!”

“Come and read it comfortably by the fire,” said his step-mother,

concealing her own disappointment.

“_Pro bono publico_, I suppose, you and I being all the public at hand.”

Vincent threw himself down in front of the cheerful blaze. “Now for a

young lady’s epistle—written on dainty pink paper and perfumed—to be

given with sundry notes and annotations by the learned Vincent

Effingham:—

“MY DEAR VINCENT,

“You ask me how I like our new house. What a question!

Beaumont Street after Belgrave Square! I feel as if I were

imprisoned in a band-box! [I wish she could see our cottage!]

Our grand piano blocks up half our sitting-room—a miserable

relic of grandeur, which only serves to incommode us, since none

of us have the heart to touch it. The furniture of the house is

wretched—fancy chintz-covered chairs and a horse-hair sofa!

[Fancy rush-bottomed chairs, and no sofa at all!] Aunt Selina is

in shocking spirits [_alias_ temper], has not appetite for food

[while we have not food for our appetite], and is always

painfully recurring to the past. Our horse—you know we have now

only one—has fallen lame [a misfortune which can’t happen to

us]; and, as Arabella says that she detests walking, I am quite

shut up in the house. It is dull work looking out of the window,

with nothing for view but the brick houses on the opposite side

of the street, scarce anything passing but those wretched

grinding organs which murder my favourite opera airs! It is

strange how our friends seem to have forgotten us: we have

hardly a visitor here. I suppose that this is caused by the

change in our position—which gives one a very bad opinion of the

world. But I hope that things may look brighter when this long,

miserable winter is past, and the London season commences.

“Pray give my love to dear Mrs. Effingham. I miss both her and

you very much. I am sure that she will let me know if she

receives any tidings of papa.”

* * * * *

“Well!” exclaimed Vincent, as he folded up the note, and replaced it in

its rose-tinted envelope, “I would rather leave the world as we have

done, than find out that the world was leaving me!”

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