CHAPTER VI

A DECIDED MOVE.

Arabella marked with secret satisfaction on the following morning the

weary looks of her youthful step-mother; she regarded them as a

favourable token of her own success in what she called “the war of

independence.” Following up what she considered to be her advantage,

Arabella treated Mrs. Effingham at breakfast with marked discourtesy and

neglect; would not even reply to her morning salutation, but preserved a

proud silence throughout the whole of the meal. Clemence was pained by

her manner, but outwardly took no notice of it.

In the afternoon, to the joy of his wife, Mr. Effingham returned to his

home. The quick eye of affection soon detected that he looked graver,

more thoughtful and careworn, than before he had quitted London.

Doubtless he was wearied by his journey, and with tender consideration

Clemence attended to everything that might promote his comfort. “I will

vex him with none of my own little troubles,” was her inward resolution;

“if clouds will gather without, all must be sunshine for him at least

within his own little home-circle.”

So, when they were alone together, Clemence again assumed the gaiety of

a child, and, shunning painful themes, amused her husband by a

description of the little housewifely devices and arrangements which she

had formed during his absence, especially in reference to her first

dinner party. She told him how she had planned this, and discovered

that, during long and serious colloquies with Mrs. Ventner; she made him

laugh at her own blunders and mistakes, but assured him of her resolve

that, in the face of all difficulties, her first entertainment should

prove “_un grand succès_!”

“And yet, after all, Vincent,” she exclaimed, taking his hand within

both her own, “I do not think that I was ever intended to play a

distinguished part in the great world! All these elaborate preparations

for a few hours’ amusement seem, to my unsophisticated mind, like making

an iron strong-box to enclose a bubble. We take every precaution to

prevent accident—rack invention to make our pleasure secure—fasten it in

with golden padlock and key;—in a short space we look in to see what has

become of it, and lo! the bubble has vanished into thin air, or,” she

added, laughing, “been metamorphosed into a heap of ugly bills! If what

we seek in entertaining be simply to give enjoyment, a party of children

in a strawberry-bed will succeed much better, I suspect, in finding it,

than all our grandee guests to-morrow over their turtle, venison, and

champagne. I know that I, for one, would much rather lead the party

amongst the strawberries. I should hardly find courage to sit at the

head of that formidable table, between an erudite lord and a satirical

baronet, but for remembering who presides at the other end. O Vincent!

how little have outward circumstances to do with real, solid enjoyment!

Your presence gives an interest and zest to the pleasures which wealth

may procure; but that presence would suffice to make me happy even in

the midst of poverty.”

The thoughts of Mr. Effingham had wandered while Clemence was speaking;

his eyes were fixed, not upon her, but upon the fire, as if watching the

little gas-jets which caught fire for a moment, burned vividly, and then

were suddenly extinguished in smoke. But the last word which his wife

had uttered struck his ear, and jarred like a discord upon it.

“Poverty!” he repeated quickly, “you never will, never can know it. I

have just settled sixty thousand pounds on you, Clemence, in case—in

case of anything happening to me.”

Clemence raised her head, and silently thanked him by a look of grateful

love, then pressed his hand to her lips. Could Mr. Effingham have read

the thought which passed through his young wife’s mind, he would have

seen it instinctively form itself into a prayer that she never might

survive her beloved husband to benefit by this new proof of his

affection.

The long _tête-à-tête_ held in the study filled Arabella’s mind with

considerable alarm. Louisa’s warning recurred to her with unpleasant

vividness, and she dwelt on the idea until she became certain that her

step-mother would try to influence her father against her, and perhaps

act the part of the cuckoo nestling towards the unfortunate little

hedge-sparrows.

Notwithstanding the pride which made her “defy the malice of any

low-born intruder,” Arabella’s relief was considerable when, on Mr. and

Mrs. Effingham rejoining the family, not even her jealous suspicion

could detect the slightest alteration in her father’s manner towards

her. “She has not complained of me, after all,” thought Arabella. “Well,

that is more than I expected.” She might have added, “More than I

deserved.”

It was, perhaps, some slight feeling of obligation to Clemence for her

forbearance, or, more probably, a little natural prudence, that now

occasioned an improvement in the demeanour of the two girls towards Mrs.

Effingham, though Arabella never dreamed of stooping to offer an apology

for her former impertinence. Clemence rejoiced at the change, though she

doubted its motive, and, by cordial kindness and winning attention,

sought to follow up her advantage. After breakfast the next morning,

Clemence, laying her hand affectionately on the shoulder of Louisa,

proposed that she should accompany her to her Parnassus, as she

playfully called the school-room. Mademoiselle Lafleur had gone for a

few weeks to spend her Christmas holidays with some friends, and Mrs.

Effingham looked upon the time of her absence as a favourable

opportunity to draw her husband’s daughters more closely to her by

mingling more in their occupations and amusements. Clemence was also

anxious to be better acquainted with their usual routine of life; for

the more she had seen and known of their governess, the more she

distrusted her as a guide of youth.

“I think that this room would be more comfortable with curtains,”

observed Clemence; “and you really require a nice little book-case on

this table. What a delightful piano!” and she ran her fingers lightly

over the keys. “Louisa, you and I must have many a duet together; I do

so delight in music.”

Then the drawings of Arabella were examined; and if the praise of

Clemence was less profusely garnished with superlatives than that of

mademoiselle had been, it carried on it more of the stamp of sincerity.

Mrs. Effingham had a correct eye, and a taste for art, though she had

had little opportunity of cultivating it; and the pleasure and interest

with which she looked over the portfolio were gratifying to the haughty

Arabella.

“And what may this beautiful book be?” inquired Clemence, laying her

hand upon a volume bound in pink and gold.

“That is my album,” replied Louisa; “it is to be filled with original

poetry. I hope that you will write in it some day, Mrs. Effingham;” and

as Clemence smiled and shook her head, Louisa added, “You will at least

answer the three questions at the end of the book;” and she turned over

rapidly to the place where, at the head of three separate columns, were

written three sentences: WHAT IS HAPPINESS? WHAT IS MISERY? WHAT DO YOU

MUCH WISH FOR?

Clemence glanced down the page with an amused eye, reading a most

heterogeneous collection of descriptions of the various pleasures and

pains of mankind. She needed not the initials at the end of each written

opinion to guess who had penned to the three questions the following

replies:—

DISTINCTION; OBSCURITY; A NAME.—A. E.

A FANCY-BALL; SMALL-POX; AN OPERA-BOX.—L. E.

“I must have you write, I am so curious to know what you think!”

exclaimed Louisa, dipping a pen in the bronze ink-stand which stood on

the table.

Clemence had neither the affectation which requires urgent entreaties,

nor the vanity which refuses to do anything which it is not certain to

do well. She reflected for a few seconds, then under the questions—WHAT

IS HAPPINESS? WHAT IS MISERY? WHAT DO YOU MUCH WISH FOR? wrote,—

UNISON; DISCORD; HARMONY.

“I see little variety in unison and harmony,” said Arabella coldly; “it

is what papa would call a distinction without a difference.”

“Does it seem so to you?” replied Mrs. Effingham. “I tried to condense

into three words the sentiment contained in the verse,—

‘Judge not thy differing brother, nor in aught

Condemn; his prayer and thine may rise above,

Though mingling not in _unison of thought_,

Yet blending in the harmony of love.’

We cannot have here below that perfect _unison_ in all things which will

form part of the happiness of heaven; but _harmony_, peace, concord may

exist even between those whose opinions and tastes are dissimilar; and

that,” she added, with a cordial smile, “is what I most ardently ‘wish

for.’”

“Fire and water can never agree together,” muttered Arabella to herself,

in a tone too low to reach the ear of her step-mother, though Clemence

saw the expression on the proud girl’s face, which needed no words to

convey its meaning. Not choosing to take open notice of the look, Mrs.

Effingham turned to another part of the book, in which selections of

poetry were written in various hands. One brief piece arrested her eye

(it was written in the French language), and an unwonted shade of

displeasure passed over her countenance as she read it.

“This is worse than levity,” observed Clemence very gravely; “how could

such lines have found entrance into your book?” And turning the leaf,

she marked the name “Antoinette Lafleur” at the end of the piece.

“Oh! mademoiselle calls that a _jeu d’esprit!_ She thinks it remarkably

clever; but she did not compose it herself,” added Louisa quickly, for

she met Clemence’s glance of indignant surprise; “she copied it out of

this book; it is a book that she raves about.”

“Have you ever read it?” inquired Mrs. Effingham.

“Just parts of it. Mademoiselle only lent it to us last week; but she

says that it is the first book in the language.”

“I have heard of it, though I have never perused it, never seen it

before,” said Clemence, retaining the volume in her grasp. She knew it

to be the work of a famous infidel writer, who so mingled wit with

blasphemy, that the brilliancy of his style, like the phosphorescent

light which sometimes gleams from corruption, gave strange attraction to

opinions repugnant alike to morality and religion.

Clemence made no further observation to her step-daughters on the

subject while she remained in the school-room; but on quitting it she

descended at once, with the book in her hand, to Mr. Effingham’s study.

“This is no trifling matter,” she thought, “to be lightly passed over

and forgotten; this is no little personal concern which I should forbear

intruding on the attention of my husband. This unhappy woman may for

years have been undermining the principles of his daughters, and I

should wrong him were I to withhold from him the knowledge which I have

providentially obtained.”

Mr. Effingham had not that morning gone, as was his wont, to his

banking-house in the city. Clemence found him in his study, and with a

few words to explain where and how she had discovered it, she placed the

poisonous work of the infidel author before him.

Mr. Effingham had been a careless, although an affectionate father. With

his family, as with his household, he had been content to believe that

all was right, if he saw nothing very glaringly wrong. He had been

imbued deeply with the idea that making money was the main business of

man’s life; and the regulation of his establishment, the education of

his children, the training of immortal souls, he had quietly left to

others. He was, however, full of reverence for religion; he wished his

children to be brought up in the same, though his efforts to secure that

end had not gone far beyond the mere wish. He was as much startled at

the idea of infidel doctrines being instilled into the unsuspicious

minds of his young daughters, as if he had seen a serpent coiling beside

the pillow on which they were sleeping. He was more aware of the

perilous nature of the book than his wife could be, who had known it

only by report. Mr. Effingham’s usually placid nature was roused into

stern indignation.

[Illustration:

THE FRENCH BOOK.]

“Never shall that woman set her foot across my threshold again!” he

exclaimed, striking his hand upon the volume. “I have never liked

her—never felt confidence in her; with her soft, cat-like manner, she

always gave me the impression of claws being concealed beneath the

velvet! Write to her at once, Clemence, and dismiss her; I will give you

a cheque to enclose. And send away that detestable book; the only fit

place for it is the back of the fire!”

Clemence obeyed, and with a thankful heart. It seemed to her that by the

dismissal of Mademoiselle Lafleur, one of the heaviest obstructions in

her own path had been suddenly and unexpectedly removed. She had felt it

almost a hopeless endeavour to influence her step-daughters for good,

while her efforts were secretly, insidiously counteracted by one with

whom they were in daily familiar intercourse; yet without some definite

cause, some obvious reason, Clemence would have shrunk from dismissing

the governess chosen by Lady Selina, and favoured by her nieces. So bold

a step would be certain to raise such a storm! The imagination of the

youthful step-mother now rapidly built up for itself a bright castle in

the air, founded on the hope that mademoiselle’s place might be supplied

by some woman of high principles and sterling worth, who would go hand

in hand with herself in every plan for improvement. Clemence did not

blind her eyes to the fact that her own unpopularity would almost

assuredly be shared by any governess whom she might select; that Lady

Selina’s penetration would be certain to discover faults in an angel;

and that Arabella, if not Louisa also, would meet the stranger at first

with determined dislike. But at Clemence’s age hope is strong; and one

difficulty overcome seems an earnest that all others will be removed.

Young Vincent, too, was expected home the next day, and Clemence looked

forward with pleasure to a meeting with one in whom she saw the image of

his father. Her spirit felt lighter and more joyous than it had done

ever since her first cold reception in Belgrave Square.

Mrs. Effingham despatched her letter to Mademoiselle Lafleur, after

showing it to her husband for his approval; but it was resolved, by his

advice, to say nothing on the subject to the family till the ordeal of

her grand entertainment should be over.

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