The home of Daniel and Lucretia Chester was a resting place for such

Friends as repaired to that locality for religious purposes, and

Daniel was frequently charged with bearing one of them company to the

county jail, which stood on the outskirts of their little town. Here

he never failed to be impressed with the terrors of sin, and to exhort

his family afterward to tread the straight and narrow way. More than

once Dorcas had been allowed to accompany her father on such visits,

with the idea of permeating the maiden’s consciousness with a correct

view of righteous punishment. On such an occasion, when she had just

passed her sixteenth birthday, the Friend who had a “concern” to speak

to the erring, aroused her indignation by his harsh denunciations. So

touched was she that her sympathies far outran her judgment, and in

passing through the room where the prisoners had assembled for worship,

Dorcas let her eyes rove over the throng and tender smiles play about

her mouth. One face among the many never faded from her memory. He was

but a lad, scarcely greater in years than herself, but tall and well

built. His keen glance was riveted to her face from the instant of her

entrance, and when she kindly nodded to the sullen group, this youth

fairly started from his seat. His bronze brow, his piercing black

eyes, his clean-cut limbs--all were instantly photographed upon her

mind.

She lingered a moment at the door, while Daniel turned his carryall,

and as she paused, she was conscious that the boy had reached far over

his companions and was eagerly watching her.

“Father,” she said, “does thee suppose all those prisoners are really

guilty?”

“Undoubtedly, Dorcas. It is a sad sight--a sad sight; but there is no

room to doubt that punishment awaits them hereafter as well as here.”

“I do not believe it,” she said sternly; “that is, dear father, I do

not think our Heavenly Parent will afflict them always, because they

have done wrong once. Would not thee take one of them to thy home and

heart after his release just as eagerly as thee would have done before

he was put in prison?”

“No, I would not. Are we not told that the way of the transgressor is

hard, and are we to set our judgment in defiance of that of the Lord

our God? It is our duty to enforce punishment for sin, to make the

sinner feel his peril, his exclusion, in order that he may repent.”

“But suppose he has repented?”

“Then let him come before his Maker and confess.”

“I think it would be awfully hard, dear father, for me to go before

thee and mother and say I was sorry, after you had so severely shown

your displeasure with me. Now if we held out our hands and welcomed the

sinner home, would he not be more likely to come? Was it not so in the

parable of the Prodigal Son?”

“There be those,” Daniel answered, as if in protest, “who thus construe

the passage, but I believe it not. No man may even turn to his father’s

house until he has been fed on husks.”

The midsummer heat was upon the land. The red sun set in splendor, and

the blood-dyed moon rose as in wrath.

The simple little chamber which was Dorcas’ own, had a broad window

opening upon the upper veranda. The small white cot was close at its

side, and the sweet night wind that bore the breath of the wild rose

and the clustering honeysuckle, softly stirred the dark curls that

strayed beneath the border of the muslin cap which the sleeper wore.

The heat was so great that she had suffered the strings to remain

untied, and the collar of her plain gown was turned away from the white

throat. She stirred. Was the breath from the garden too free upon her

cheek? Consciousness of some invasion made her restless. Presently her

eyelids quivered and lifted; surely Dorcas was dreaming! and yet, no;

there was a manly figure resting on the sill of the open window. She

sat up, making a quick motion to close the neck of her gown, and tie

the cap strings, but as quickly a voice broke upon her ear.

“Do not be afraid. I have been here several minutes wanting to tear off

one of those strings, but I knew it would disturb you.”

Dorcas was never a coward, and her astonishment at this matter-of-fact

statement forbade any outcry.

“Who is thee, and what does thee want?” was her commonplace exclamation.

“I am Henri Beauclaire. I have escaped from the jail. You saw me there.

I found out who you were after I was certain that it was not an angel

who smiled on me last Sunday, and--do not stop me. I only want to tell

you this: when I made up my mind to get out of that mad house, I made

up my mind, too, that I would see you and talk to you before I went

away.”

The girl was fascinated by the picture. A handsome youth with his soul

blazing in his eyes, sitting upright in the brilliant moonlight that

fell across her bed. There was no evil in his face. She kept silent and

let him speak on.

“Your name is Dorcas Chester, and I want you to know that I never

stole the money I was put in jail for stealing; but they proved I did,

and so I had two whole years to serve if I did not get away from them.

Would not you have tried to get out? That is hell over there.”

“Yes,” she half whispered.

“I knew you would. Nothing I can ever do or say will make me anything

in this world but a jail-bird unless I hide. So I am going to France

for a while. My _grandpère_ is there. By and by I will come back, and

you must give me something that I can show you then so that you will

know me, for I shall not look like this.”

He glanced disdainfully at the poor clothes he wore and reached out a

hand as if to receive an offering.

“What shall I give thee? I have nothing.” A thought of a lock of her

hair was in Dorcas’ mind, but she knew it would be missed, cut as

cleverly as she might. Then came the doubt, too, whether it were right

to thus encourage a culprit!

“Give me,” Henri said, and his voice was melodious, “give me that cap

string.”

She shrank back into the shadow. It seemed indelicate to let him touch

her nightgarb.

“Would it, would it make thee think of leading a better life, of God

and forgiveness and----”

“It would make me think of you, and that is of God. Forgiveness I need

not, for I never did the deed. No better life ask I than such one as my

_grandpère_ lives.”

He reached for the cap string.

Mechanically Dorcas tore it off and lifted it to his height.

The boy looked out at the sweet stars paling under the tropical moon,

then he bent his eyes upon the beautiful girl, and slowly said:

“I am going now. Remember, I never did it, and keep yourself just

as you are until that day when the white cap string shall come home

again.” He was gone, and Dorcas sat silent for a moment; then the

painful consciousness forced itself upon her that her father’s voice

was calling. She dropped her head upon the pillow, wrapped the sheet

about her throat, and closed her eyes. The voice came nearer. “Dorcas,

Dorcas,” it said; but she did not stir. Her heart was wildly beating

with fear lest the youth of her dream should be pursued, but her parent

went calmly away, and only at breakfast was there any allusion to the

circumstance.

“Dorcas, thee talked strangely, last night, in thy sleep.”

The girl’s face crimsoned as she felt the untruthfulness of her

reply: “How funny that is!” but the motherly eye was not long without

discovering the loss of the nightcap string.

“Daughter,” she said, “how was it possible for thee to tear thy cap in

this way? It is as though thee had willed to do it and done it with all

thy might.”

And the girl replied, with some of her hoydenish spirit: “Throw the

old thing away; I have plenty more,” for it seemed as if she could not

tolerate the witness to her secret compact.

“I am surprised,” answered the gentle mother. “Waste not, want not.

Get thy thimble and thread; here is some muslin, thee can hem another

string.”

Dorcas did not allow herself to brood over her midnight adventure.

Perhaps she was pained by the part of concealment that she played

toward her parents; perhaps she was troubled, too, by a recollection

of the rebuke contained in the boy’s words. She was sometimes inclined

to feel that he was right and her own little world was wrong in so

strictly upholding law, and in believing the ways of God were at utter

variance from the ways of generous men.

“I care not to live any better life than that _mon grandpère_ lives.”

These words were ringing in her ears, and she pictured to herself the

detail of that life, far enough from reality, no doubt, but a pretty

idyl. She began to read much history, and once asked her mother to

allow her to take French lessons from a villager. Lucretia was shocked.

“Ah, my child! there is little to be read in that tongue that could

benefit thee. Blasphemers and winebibbers they are, with no sense of

shame in their idolatry of sensual things.”

“Then they are an evil-minded people, mother?”

“Yea, yea; a frivolous and false-hearted race.”

Then Dorcas turned away sorrowfully. Could it be that Henri Beauclaire

had told what was not true? If he could steal he might also lie. He

was base had he done both; and if that race was false why was he an

exception among Frenchmen? When this mood was upon her she blushed

alone in her chamber at the thought of the bit of muslin that he so

carefully rolled about his finger and put from sight. Mostly, however,

her meditations were concluded with the memory of his respect for the

clean life of his _grandpère_, and, do as she might, to think him

guilty she could not.

The years went quickly by. It was a round of simple duties to Dorcas,

enlivened by a keen sense of the beautiful and a quick response to

sympathetic needs. The weeks were much alike. First-day meeting,

followed by the household laundry work. Fourth-day meeting, succeeded

by the mending, sweeping, and baking. This was varied by monthly

meeting day dinner, when several Friends were apt to be seated at

their board, or a drive to a quarterly meeting in a larger community;

and the crowning event--not often enjoyed by Lucretia and Dorcas--of

passing a week in the great city at the time of the yearly gathering.

It was on one of the latter occasions that Dorcas met and became much

interested in a young man who was welcomed by Daniel as the son of a

dear and distant friend. She had never mingled with youth a great deal,

and George Townsend’s quick wit and good temper were a source of great

pleasure to her. She had no idea of marriage in her mind, and when,

after months of intimate acquaintance, he directly asked her to become

his wife, she shrank from him as if he had struck her.

“Does thee feel that I have done wrong?” he gently questioned.

“No,” she stammered; but a strange vision of flashing dark eyes and an

earnest injunction to “keep just as you are now” made her faint.

“Will thee let me dwell upon thy request in solitude?” she said, and

the honest-hearted man made answer:

“Thee is right to question thy own soul. If there thee finds a single

cloud, wait until the light cometh.”

When Dorcas sat alone she covered her face with both hands and a few

tears trickled between her fingers. Presently she wiped them away, and

began to question herself as she would have questioned another.

“Why do I hesitate? I am greatly drawn toward George Townsend. Father

and mother regard him highly; he is a God-fearing man, capable and

conscientious; he is a member of our meeting; his business can be

readily arranged so that we may live near my dear parents and bless

their declining years. Why not?”

To so pure a maiden, one whose affections had never keenly asserted

themselves nor been lightly trifled with, the idea of having granted

unasked the treasure of her love was in itself a reproach.

Dorcas paled in view of the thought to which she felt it right to give

definite shape; then she walked restlessly toward the window where once

sat the dark-eyed lad, and she said, honestly and bravely:

“Until to-day the actual meaning of that charge, to ‘keep as you

are,’ never occurred to me. Am I certain that he intended that bit of

muslin to typify my faith--faith to him personally? or was it, as I

vaguely comprehended it then, faith that I would be the same in my

just dealing with his apparent shortcomings? Who can tell? It is six

years since he went away. Perhaps he died before seeing his _grandpère_

again. Perhaps he forgot the place where he suffered so much; or found

his beautiful ancestral home too lovely to leave. Perhaps--” and this

hurt her, but she thought it fair to admit the doubt, “perhaps he

fell into evil ways again. And, indeed, had he been all that my dream

pictured, would he not, within six years, have found an opportunity to

communicate with me? Surely I deserved it.”

Then came another question; “Would I have married him, had he come back

with a clean record and a demand for my love? Could I have given my

life into the hand of an utter stranger, a foreigner of whose race I

know no good? Would my father and mother have blessed me and bade me

go to my husband’s arms with joy? No, it could not have been, and I

could not have done it without. Should Henri return tomorrow for the

fulfillment of such a desire, I should bid him leave me. Is it right to

marry George Townsend with this secret in my heart? Ought I to reveal

it, reveal my doubts and struggles concerning it? No. I should be quite

willing to place my hand in his and say, ‘George, whatever thee has

in thy heart that thee wishes to tell me, that do I wish to hear; but

whatever trials thee has passed through and honestly left behind thee,

with those I have no question.’

“Could I let George go from me and live my life alone, without a pang

because of his absence? No, I could not. Therefore, O Lord, with a

clean heart I will walk beside him, asking daily grace from thy hand,

and humbly seeking to serve thee through serving him.”

She bathed her flushed face, smoothed the curls away, and went into the

garden. There among the sweet-peas and the rich clove-pinks, she laid

her hand in that of her lover and simply said:

“My heart tells me I will be a true wife unto thee.”

The next decade wrought a great change in Dorcas. The vivacity that she

had seemed so likely to lose under the stern repression of her parents,

assumed the semblance of loving good cheer. Her beauty as a matron

surpassed that of her girlhood, and it became a matter of merrymaking

in the household that a stranger never passed her without turning to

look a second time. Her sweet spirit was overflowing with thankfulness

for the great blessing of fervid affection from so manly and upright a

companion as George Townsend. Indeed, if ever the taint of pride clung

to Dorcas it was when she thought of her husband.

A little maiden had for eight years walked beside her. A faithful

representative of the Chester household. Truly, if Daniel had regretted

his own daughter’s alien features, he was content now in the miniature

Lucretia whose demure air was a marked contrast to the flashing wit of

her dark-eyed mother.

The village, too, was changed. Through George Townsend’s exertions

manufacturing interests flourished, and although wealth was pouring

into his coffers, the comfort of a thousand lesser households told of

just dealing between man and man. But the old jail still stood on the

highway, and its barred windows were lengthened to a half score. The

same fiery brick walls, the same foul atmosphere, the same class of

inhabitants were closed behind the multitudinous bolts and bars. The

passer-by winced as he heard the loud laugh or the fearful curse; and

the faces that pressed against the iron casement were faces of the

young and the old, of women as well as men, and gathered from the ranks

of first offenders as well as those of the hardened criminals.

One morning, while yet Dorcas sat at the head of the breakfast table,

dispensing as much of cheer by her sunny face as from the viands, a

message was brought requesting her presence at the county jail. It

was no unusual occurrence for the mother to be thus summoned from her

peaceful home to smooth the path of the unrighteous, and very shortly

she stepped from her carriage into the door of the plague spot of the

neat village. She was met by the jailer’s wife, a coarse woman, but not

untouched with good intentions.

“I was sorry to send for you,” she said, “but a queer-looking man

was let in last night, who has been bleeding at the lungs, and all I

could do and say was nothing till I promised to fetch you early this

morning. He hadn’t ought to been here, I ’spose, but Thomas found him

sitting on the doorstep, and rattling the latch, and when he asked

to be let in and Thomas said as it was a jail, he up and told a queer

story about once having broke out; and anyways it wasn’t right to leave

him out there a-bleedin’, so I put him in one of my rooms; he seemed

decent-like.”

An unaccustomed horror crept over Dorcas. She had to steady herself

against the door-post for a moment before following the woman into the

cramped little chamber.

Half-sitting upon the bed, surrounded with pillows and cloths stained

with blood, was Henri Beauclaire. His eyes flashed with the old

intensity, but from amid the pallor of a countenance wasted with

disease.

“Stand there,” he whispered hoarsely; and motioning to the jailer’s

wife to go out, he fastened his gaze on Dorcas’ half-frightened face.

“Look at me, woman; do you know me?”

She bowed her head.

“Do you know what this is?” he said again, as he drew from his breast a

bit of soiled and yellow muslin.

“This is a betrothal ring. Yes, I tell you, by this you plighted your

troth to me, and by the heavens above, you have broken your faith.”

Dorcas made motion as if to answer.

“Stop,” he said. “You can have nothing to say; it is I who must relieve

my bursting heart. Do you know what this is?” laying his finger on the

bright stains. “This is my life-blood, and you have spilled it. When

I came over sea I had a cough, and they told me I needed care, but

I laughed them to scorn, for I said to myself, when once I am there,

where her gentle hands can smooth the pain away and her sweet smile

bring back the light to my eyes, all will be well. Do you know how

it was with me during these years? When, after being hunted like a

wild beast from wood to cavern, from hill to seaport, at last I stood

by my _grandpère_, his heart was filled with joy--for I was his only

descendant left on earth, and on me he leaned feeble and childish. I

could not leave him for an hour without reproach; how could I come

to you? Year after year he lingered, and although I starved for your

smile, I believed in you, and God knows, had I suspected the awful

truth of your unfaithfulness, I should have done the same. Heaven

itself could not have lured me from that poor man, whose dying

blessing is sounding in my ears this day. When I had laid him away,

scarce three months ago, and found that the old chateau with its

thousands of meters of rich garden and tillage was mine, I bounded for

my passport, I dreamed of naught else than a return to build a family

worthy of the saintly dead.

“Would you know the rest? How I came in the dusk to the village street

and crept in the shadow to your father’s door, feeling that I could not

at once bear the blaze of your beauty. When I had seen the old man open

the casement and sit in the moonlight with a child upon his knee, my

heart misgave me. Fainting for food, for I had been too eager to eat, I

crept back to the inn. Slowly I questioned the _garçon_ concerning the

people of the village, and gradually the truth dawned--you were untrue!

I was like a madman that night. I wore a track in the floor, I doubt

not, with my restless pacing, and when day broke I went forth with a

wild intent to do murderous work. All through the hours of sunlight

I examined the mill, and the dwelling-place where a false heart was

beating, and at night I planned to carry out my work of destruction. I

would fire the mill and the house and take care that, so quick would

leap the flames, that no escape would be possible. And if, through

some strange fatality, my plot was defeated, there, in the fierce

distraction of a great conflagration, I would rush upon you with my

knife and stab you to your death! Yes,” he leaned forward and hissed

the words, “the woman who has taught me that there is no faith, that

God and honor and love are myths, ought to die by the hand of the man

whom she has wrecked.”

Again Dorcas stirred, and again he waved her into silence.

“And what was your excuse? Six years of silence. What were they to me?

Six centuries might have waned, and I should have kept my faith. When

I looked at this trysting string, I said alway and ever the same: ‘She

is as strong as the threads she tore with so great an effort; she will

never waver.’

“What was the good of nature’s brand that you bear: the mark of

unyielding purpose, of faith and love as firm as God’s foundation, as

broad as the firmament--you belie them all. There you stand now with

your great eyes shining as if a _soul_ dwelt behind them; your rich

smooth skin blooming with the color and purity of nature, not artifice;

your red lips curved with a smile you cannot repress, and yet I swear

you are as false as hell!

“Only this”--he touched the crimson stains--“only this defeated my

plan, and enabled you to breath the sweet spring air once more; only

this has made it possible for me to die cursing you with my latest

breath without dealing that blow at your heart that should have mingled

our blood in one stream.”

The exhausted man fell back upon his pillows, and Dorcas crept to his

side and smoothed the rich waves of jet-black hair, and with a wet

sponge moistened his lips. Presently he opened his eyes, and before he

could speak she said calmly:

“I am going to take thee to our home. George Townsend will help me to

nurse thee back to life and peace. I will tell thee, now, that I never

knew thy full intent in asking me for the cap string; had I known it I

should not have given it, for thy reason and my own would have rebelled

against an alliance wholly at variance with Nature’s laws. Thee did not

love _me_, the girl; thee loved my _faith_, my trust in thy honesty;

and I bid thee go on loving it, for I shall trust thee now, just as

I trusted thee then. I believed thee innocent of the crime for which

thee had been confined. I believed it only because thee said it was so,

and thy face told the same story. I believe in thee now, in despite

thy _words_, for thy soul is speaking more truly through thy glance,

and that tells me that thy devotion to thy _grandpère_ was no myth,

while thy frenzy is. Thee shall find thy faith in me is rewarded, for

thee shall live to be one of our household and to bless us all with thy

goodness.”

She ceased speaking, summoned the jailer’s wife, and had the sick man

borne to her carriage.

When she had reached her own door Dorcas entered alone, and quietly

spoke to her husband, who still sat by the breakfast table.

“George, I have brought home a very ill man; will thee please attend to

his removal from the carriage while I prepare a bed? I shall put him

into the little room next our own that I may the more carefully tend

him.”

That night, as Dorcas sat late by the invalid’s side, the only word

that he spoke was the whispered question:

“Are you not afraid?”

And as she bent over him tenderly she answered:

“Not for a moment do I fear thee; I only wish thee well.”

Slowly the strength came to the feeble pulse, but when the frail man

was permitted to leave his sick bed, it was found that his cough became

less frequent and his fever had subsided. Then, too, he was moved into

a large upper chamber, the best the house afforded, and although the

kind attentions of Dorcas were unremitted, he lost all sense of care or

espionage. Gradually he recognized himself as a member of the family,

and never was there any allusion to his advent or expected departure.

Before many months he was the dear “uncle,” of the household, taking

his part in all that went on; teaching the little Lucretia; reading

aloud bits of quaint wisdom or humor, from “Le Roman de la Rose,” and

“Le Roman du Renart;” pages from Froissart, his beloved Pascal, and La

Bruyère; or listening to the many schemes for lifting the burdens of

others that were constantly suggested by George or Dorcas.

From 1820 to 1830 there was a great awakening on the subject of Prison

Reform. The work of England’s noble Howard had been supplemented by

that of the devoted Elizabeth Fry, and the whole world rang with their

achievements. Slow, alas! was the motion across the water, but sure in

its coming.

Henri Beauclaire, too feeble to exert great physical effort, was keenly

alive to the necessity of introducing humanitarian methods in all

places for the confinement of the accused.

He labored unceasingly toward an enlargement and purification of the

county jail, for separate day rooms for the men and women, for decent

food and lavatories, and for constant occupation. In all he did Henri

was warmly seconded by his true friends, and when at last the summons

came that called him from their midst, no one among the villagers was

more regretted.

In the short will which was found amid his small effects, he had

bequeathed the old chateau to his native town as a home for such

discharged prisoners as were friendless and aged, and the closing

clause read thus:

“To my more than sister, my earthly savior, Dorcas Townsend, I leave

the testimony of my later years, and the contents of my strong-box.”

This contained some valuable silver and household linen bearing a

coronet, and a sandalwood casket wherein reposed a yellow muslin cap

string.

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