Sometimes the remembrance that Lily was judging Christianity by its

effect upon her daily life prevented Monica from doing, or saying

something, in a moment's thoughtlessness, that would have brought

discredit on her Master's cause. But far more often it was the

realisation of His presence, unseen, but very real, which kept her from

doing that which would grieve Him, for she had taken as her motto Leslie

Herschel's text, "Walk worthy of the Lord, unto all pleasing."

Elsa Franklyn, who had been learning very hard lessons lately in the

school of sorrow, was a great help to Monica. Indeed, when things went

wrong Monica got into the way of telling Elsa all about it, and the

quiet, gentle girl, who was so diffident of any attempt at advising the

elder one, yet seemed, somehow, to straighten out the tangles in a

wonderful way.

Olive, whose unrest made her captious and pettish at times, was

sometimes inclined to be jealous of her twin-sister, and angry with

Monica for "taking up" with Elsa, instead of being content with her

alone, as used to be the case. But when she expostulated with Monica,

as she did occasionally, the answer she invariably received, was, "I am

just as fond of you as ever, Ollie, you know that quite well; but you

see Elsa _understands_, and you don't _yet_; that's why I must have a

talk with her sometimes."

And Olive, angry with herself for falling short of her friend's

expectations, but not willing to take the same step as Monica and Elsa

had done, felt that the explanation was even worse than the offence!

*CHAPTER XXIII.*

*"IT'S ALL SURPRISES, NOWADAYS!"*

"Now, let's get to business."

And the quartette, _alias_ the "China Committee," as Amethyst had

playfully nicknamed them, gathered round the large table in the vicarage

playroom and began to consider ways and means.

"I've got a box full of patterns, and a long letter from Miss Daverel,"

began Monica, who had been elected president by virtue of her munificent

gift towards the Expenses Fund, and who in consequence, occupied the

"chair" at the head of the table. "Let us look at each thing, and I'll

read to you how it's made, and then we'll decide whether we can

undertake to make some like it, or not."

Half an hour was spent in admiring and examining the eighteen or twenty

pretty and useful little "gifts," any, or all, of which, Miss Daverel

said would be so acceptable to Chinese girls. Simply made children's

clothing, a gaily dressed doll, bright knitted cuffs, a bookmarker, a

woollen ball, a gay cretonne bag (containing a thimble, cotton, tiny

pair of scissors and a pincushion), a knitted comforter, small Scripture

pictures mounted on card--these were some of the articles the box

contained.

"Most of them are quite easy to make," said Amethyst, who was keenly

interested; "I should like to make a work-bag best, I think."

"I like dressing dolls," said Elsa, who was carefully examining the

clothes of the sample she held in her hand.

"Oh, doll's clothes are awfully finicking to make!" was Olive's opinion;

"but I think I could paste pictures on cards, like that. What shall you

make, Monica?"

"I don't know, I'm sure. I am not much good at needlework. Perhaps I

could knit a scarf, or some cuffs. But we must think about going to

market first. Who will make a list of what we want?"

"I will." And Olive produced a pencil and paper with alacrity, and by

dint of many references to Miss Daverel's directions, for quantities, a

list of requisites sufficient to start with was eventually drawn up.

"Now about a working-party, Monica. When shall we begin, and whom shall

we ask to join?"

It was unanimously decided that they would meet on Saturday afternoons,

for a couple of hours, once a month to begin with, and every fortnight

afterwards, if they got on well, and Mrs. Drury and Lois Franklyn were

to be asked to take it in turns to superintend things. Several girls'

names were proposed, and seconded, as suitable for invitation, and then

Monica said she would like to ask Lily Howell.

"Oh, no!" cried Amethyst, in dismay; "we don't want her."

And Olive said: "I should think not, indeed!"

But Monica, who read approval in Elsa's glance, insisted that there was

no reason why she should not join them, and realising that Monica was

really the prime mover in the whole concern, the other two were

reluctantly compelled to acquiesce; Amethyst comforting Olive and

herself by remarking: "It's not the least bit likely that she will come,

that's one good thing."

But contrary to Amethyst's expectations and wishes, she did. And thus

it came to pass, on the following Saturday when the quartette, with very

varying feelings, were waiting the arrival of the half-dozen or so of

their companions who had promised to come and help them, that Lily

Howell was shown into the playroom, the first of any to put in an

appearance.

Monica, suddenly overwhelmed with a terrible fit of shyness, shook hands

stiffly, and could not think of a single thing to say. But Elsa came to

the rescue, and soon interested Lily in the work they were going to do,

showing and explaining one thing after another, until the newcomer

caught the infection, and was very ready to do her share.

Indeed, that was the general opinion expressed Mrs. Drury, who, at the

girls' earnest request, acted as spokeswoman, explained more fully the

object of the little working-party, and with happy tact soon set

everybody at their ease, having provided each one with exactly the piece

of work which she had a fancy for doing.

For at least half an hour the tongues wagged busily, and many were the

questions asked, for the work in most cases was quite novel; but

eventually all were settled, and then Mrs. Drury read part of a book

which Miss Daverel had suggested they should start with--"Children in

Blue, and What They Do," one of the most delightful and fascinating

books ever written with a view to interesting English girls in their

Chinese sisters.

By the end of the afternoon every one of the girls had become quite as

enthusiastic as even Monica could wish, and when the new missionary box

had been handed round, it began to feel quite heavy.

"What are you going to do with all the things when we have made them?"

asked one of the visitors, and Monica replied that they wanted to

collect a nice number, and let Miss Daverel have them to take back with

her when she returned to China, in about a year; and if they had more

than were wanted for her, the missionary had sent the address of a depot

in London, where some ladies would gladly forward any gifts sent to

them.

"Are you going to have a working party every Saturday?" Gipsy Monroe

enquired, as they folded up their work. She was making a queer little

cotton jacket, and was eager to go on with it.

"Only once a month, we thought," replied Monica; "we didn't suppose you

would want to come oftener."

But every one insisted that they should meet every fortnight, at least;

and so it was arranged.

"It _has_ been nice, hasn't it?"

It was Amethyst who actually said the words, as they put away the work

and cleared up the room after their visitors had gone, preparatory to

going down to the dining-room for tea; but all the others were thinking

the same thing. There were three very happy girls that evening, at any

rate, out of the four.

Amethyst whispered to her mother, in that hour of confidences, when the

light is waning outdoors, and the gas has not been lighted within, that

she still meant to be a speaker when she grew up, but she was quite,

quite sure now that it would have to be about missionary work, instead

of temperance; would mumsie mind very much? And Mrs. Drury imprinted a

kiss upon the upturned brow, and repressed an inclination to smile at

the rapidity with which the alteration in subjects had been made, and

said that she thought perhaps there would be plenty of opportunities for

her to plead on behalf of both causes, if her little daughter ever

became a "platform woman."

Olive slipped her arm through her twin-sister's, as they walked home in

the dusk, and talked more frankly than she had done for a long time, and

Elsa's heart grew light about her. She felt there was no end to what

Olive could do, if once she started in the right direction, for she knew

there were immense capabilities in her sister, such as she herself would

never possess. And Elsa, who, ever since the meeting at Sandyshore, had

had a great desire to become a missionary like Miss Daverel, when she

grew up, but felt convinced that she would never be thought suitable,

began to hope and pray that God would choose Olive instead. How

splendid it would be if Olive, as well as Roger, should some day take

the Gospel to the heathen!

Monica being rapidly driven home in the brougham which had been sent for

her, reviewed the afternoon with girlish satisfaction. It was nice of

the girls to come, nicer of them to be interested, and nicer still that

they should be willing to meet more often than they had expected. But

it was nicest of all to know (and the knowledge made her very humble)

that she, Monica Beauchamp, was being enabled in a strength not her own,

to walk along the pathway of life, in a way that was pleasing to her

Master and helpful to others.

Mrs. Beauchamp was very interested in hearing all the details of the

afternoon's work, and delighted Monica by offering to knit some

comforters and cuffs during the long winter evenings that were coming.

She would undertake to buy all the wool herself, she said, so that the

"Expenses Fund" might last as long as possible.

"That's very kind, grannie," said Monica, with a smile, "for I can see

our money will soon melt. We have spent nearly thirty shillings,

already!"

"Out of your five pounds? Did none of the others contribute anything?"

asked the old lady.

"Oh, yes, seven or eight shillings between them, grannie. But they

could not do more: Amethyst has very little pocket-money, I know, and I

think the Franklyns are quite poor." Monica dropped her voice to a

whisper. Not even to her grandmother could she explain her reasons for

thinking so; but first, the barely furnished rooms at the doctor's, and

then the very, very simple and inexpensive mourning which was all that

could be afforded for the grown-up daughters, as well as for the younger

children, told their own tale, which Monica, brought up as she had been

in the lap of luxury, thought the essence of poverty.

"The doctor's practice is not so large as his family," remarked Mrs.

Beauchamp, with grim humour. "When is Elsa's birthday, Monica?" she

added, after a short pause.

The girl, who had been thinking deeply, started at the sudden and

apparently irrelevant question.

"Why, next Saturday, grannie, the same day as Olive's, of course." What

could have made her grandmother ask?

Probably she looked her surprise, for the old lady said: "You need not

be afraid I am going to give them five-pound notes to squander on

heathen Chinese," but her smile belied her words. "I was wondering how

much younger they are than you."

"Just over a year: they will be fifteen on their birthday. It will be a

very sad day for them; Olive says Elsa can't bear to think of a birthday

without their mother."

"Poor children," said Mrs. Beauchamp, in tones of pity; then, as if to

change the subject, she said: "I suppose Amethyst Drury is younger

again?"

"Oh, yes, she won't be fifteen until next summer, only she is so quick

and clever that she is quite as forward at school as those who are

older. I am much the oldest in our form," added Monica, with a sigh.

Her backwardness in many subjects had been a source of trouble to her

lately.

"I expect you will know enough by the time you leave school, my dear, if

you make the most of the next two years," said her grandmother kindly.

"I have no fancy for you to become a blue-stocking."

"I am afraid there is no fear of that, grannie!" and Monica laughed

merrily. "I am far too big a dunce. Little Thistle will do the best of

us all, I expect, but Elsa and Olive have to work hard, because they

must earn their living when they leave school. Olive wants to go in for

art, she says; and she is so clever at drawing I expect she will get

on."

"H'm! it's a pity she hasn't a fancy for cooking or washing," said the

old lady bluntly; "either of those occupations would be more likely to

provide her with food and clothing than dabbling about with messy

paints. I expect my little Elsa is far more sensible, and means to be a

home-bird."

"No, grannie, she will have to do something; for Miss Franklyn can

manage all the housekeeping. I _think_ Elsa hopes some day that she

might be a nurse in a children's hospital, but she has not said anything

about it lately."

"Sensible girl. Now get the book, Monica, and we will have some

reading."

It was not until the twins' birthday that Monica realised what all her

grandmother's questions were aiming at, and then she understood!

"What time do the girls come, Monica," asked Mrs. Beauchamp, as they sat

longer than usual over their breakfast, there being no need to hurry,

for Saturday was a whole holiday.

Monica looked up in surprise, for it had been all arranged before that

the Franklyns should come at eleven, and remain the whole day at Carson

Rise, in order that their birthday might not be spent among surroundings

which would remind them continually of their loss. Amethyst Drury had

been invited, too.

"At eleven, granny."

"Oh, yes, of course. How are you going to amuse yourselves, Monica?"

"I don't know, I'm sure, grannie; we might get a game of croquet-golf,

or tennis, if the grass is dry enough." And Monica looked critically

out upon the beautiful lawn, which was the pride of the gardener's

heart.

"I have secured a new 'amusement' for you," said Mrs. Beauchamp, her

eyes twinkling with fun. "I was going to say 'game,' but it is hardly

that."

"What can it be? Not badminton?" queried Monica, all excitement.

"No, not badminton," repeated her grandmother, with a smile. "I hardly

think you will guess, so as soon as you have finished breakfast we will

go and see it."

"I finished ages ago," said Monica, as she pushed back her chair with

alacrity; "I am curious, grannie." And she slipped her arm through the

old lady's (a favourite habit nowadays), and they went together to a

large summer-house where the croquet and tennis sets were kept.

"Is it a small game, or whatever you call it, grannie?"

"Not very small," was the amused reply, "but here we are, and you can

judge for yourself."

She fitted a key in the lock, and opened the door, and Monica gazed in

utter astonishment at what she saw; for, resting on its own stand in the

middle of the quaint, octagonal summer-house, was a beautiful, perfectly

new bicycle!

[Illustration: "MONICA GAZED IN UTTER ASTONISHMENT."]

"Oh, grannie!" Only an exclamation, but who can describe all that was

contained in those two words? and Monica almost squeezed the breath out

of the old lady's body with the energy with which she hugged her.

"There, there, that will do, Monica; don't quite strangle me," protested

Mrs. Beauchamp; but all the same, she keenly enjoyed her grandchild's

unqualified delight. "Do you like it?" she added, as Monica examined

and admired the bicycle to her heart's content.

"I can't _think_ why you have given it to me, grannie!" was the answer,

if answer it could be called.

And Mrs. Beauchamp said she would find the reason inside the little

basket fastened to the handle-bars.

The old lady turned away, and pretended to look out of one of the little

coloured glass windows, while Monica read the few words on a tiny card

which she found:--

"For an unselfish girl,

from her loving

GRANNIE."

A lump rose in Monica's throat as she stepped across the little

summer-house and bent down and kissed the face which only a few short

months ago she had thought so stern and unlovable. _How_ different

everything was nowadays!

"I didn't do it for a reward, grannie dear," she whispered. "I never

dreamt of such a thing. I _quite_ gave up all thought of the bicycle

when I chose the five pounds."

"I know you did, my child," replied the old lady, while she furtively

wiped her eyes, which were suspiciously moist, although she was smiling

now; "but you see, _I_ didn't! And as I knew nothing about these

things, I took Mr. Bertram into my confidence, and told him to choose

just the right kind and size; and I should think he has done his work

very well. Now you will have something to amuse your friends with,

to-day."

"We shall have to take great care not to knock it about," said Monica.

"Ah! that reminds me: Mr. Bertram advised your learning to ride on an

old one first, so I have ordered Brown's to send a man over with one

from Osmington this morning, and if you like to spend a little time in

having a lesson, he can stay. I daresay the girls would find it

amusing."

"To see me tumble off, grannie?" cried Monica merrily.

"Well, don't hurt your ankle again, or anything else," cautioned her

grandmother; "I should prefer to hand you over whole to your father when

he comes."

The next hour passed quickly, and then the Franklyns and Amethyst

arrived.

Monica, all excitement, took them straight to the summer-house, not

noticing, in her eagerness, that her friends seemed quite as excited as

herself. But they no sooner saw the bicycle than Olive, who could

contain herself no longer, exclaimed: "It's _exactly_ the same!" and

then it was Monica's turn to look puzzled.

However, the mystery was soon cleared up, as she learnt that there had

been a great surprise at the doctor's that morning, too; a bicycle, the

exact counterpart of Monica's, having been delivered there addressed to,

"The Misses Elsa and Olive Franklyn"; and a little note attached to it

stated that it was a birthday gift to the twins, with love and best

wishes from Mrs. Beauchamp.

"How splendid of grannie!" cried Monica enthusiastically; "now we shall

have some lovely rides together."

"Won't it be jolly?" said Olive, who was beside herself with pleasure,

and Elsa's quietly happy face was good to see.

"Poor Thistle, you are the only one left out! Never mind, you shall use

mine sometimes," Monica said, suddenly remembering that this new

departure would make Amethyst feel rather out of it.

She was delighted when Amethyst replied with glee: "But I am going to

have one of my own very soon. Father promised me he would get me one

this autumn, and he said the other day he had seen one which was just

what he liked, only a little too big for me, so he has ordered a

smaller-sized one. I meant to have given you _such_ a surprise."

"I think it's all surprises nowadays," said Monica; "how little any of

us dreamt last half-term holiday that we should all be riding our own

bicycles before the next one arrived!"

"We wanted to bring ours up to show you," put in Elsa, "but Mrs.

Beauchamp, in her note, asked us not to. We were dreadfully afraid that

perhaps she didn't want you to know, Monica. But that isn't like her,

and it wouldn't have been any pleasure if we couldn't tell you."

"I should think not! Dear old grannie, I can guess why she said that.

A man from Osmington is coming up this morning to give us some lessons

on an old one. Why, there he is, and grannie too!"

All four girls crossed the lawn, and while the twins were trying in vain

to express to Mrs. Beauchamp the delight that her handsome present had

given them, Monica and Amethyst spoke to the man, and inspected the

bicycle he had brought, and which Jack was sniffing suspiciously.

The greater part of the day, first with the teacher, and afterwards with

only each other to hold the machine up, was spent on the wide, straight

drive, which was a charming place to practise upon. And if the

quartette were _all_ quite tired out as they bade each other "good-bye,"

they were all agreed that it was well worth it, to be able to balance

themselves and even go a few yards without assistance!

*CHAPTER XXIV.*

*"I THINK MY MONICA DESERVES THE V.C."*

The autumn term sped swiftly away. In addition to the school work,

which required a great deal of persevering effort to do as well as the

quartette aimed at doing theirs that term, Elsa had her music, and Olive

attended a school of art for extra lessons in drawing and sepia.

Amethyst, who, as yet, evinced no great talent for any accomplishments,

so-called, had a little more spare time than the others, and was

therefore able to go occasionally with her mother to visit some of her

poor old, or invalid, folk. These visits were a great interest to

Amethyst, who had a kind and pitying little heart for sorrow and

suffering, and Mrs. Drury wisely encouraged her little daughter to sing,

or repeat a few comforting texts to the sad, or lonely, or suffering, as

the case might be. Poor old Mrs. Robbins had long since gone to the

"City bright" of which Amethyst had sung to her; but in the crowded and

squalid streets of the poorer part of St. Paul's parish there were many

more who needed temporal as well as spiritual help.

Once, Mrs. Drury took her with her to see Mrs. Hodges, whose cottage was

on the Disbrowe estate, and as Amethyst entered the little garden gate,

the only occasion on which she had ever been there before recurred

vividly to her mind.

"I wonder whether that little old woman is still here, mumsie," she

said.

"Hardly likely, dear, but you will soon hear."

It transpired that Granny Wood was there, circumstances having caused

her to make her home with her daughter, and the dear old soul, now quite

a prisoner through rheumatism to her chair by the fireside, was

delighted to see one of the "little missies," of whom, as her daughter

explained, she was never tired of talking.

"They was angels without wings to me, that day, ma'am," the old granny

asserted; "little missy here, and her friend. But them other two--well,

there, I won't say all I thinks! My darter says I ain't no business to

bear malice, an' me a Christian body, but I owes this last illness o'

mine to that there bouncin' h'animal." And the wrinkled old face looked

as nearly cross as it was possible for her apple-cheeks and faded blue

eyes to manage.

Amethyst looked subdued, and Mrs. Drury hastened to explain that she was

sure the girls had not meant to be really unkind, and that both of them

had learnt since what suffering meant, and she went on to tell of the

death of Olive's mother.

"Dear, dear; poor lamb!" ejaculated Granny Wood, commiseratingly, all

her animosity gone; "to think o' that now, and me a-grumblin' at 'er an'

all."

"And Monica Beauchamp, the other one, you know," put in Amethyst, "she

is quite different now. She tries to be kind to everybody, because Jesus

was always kind."

"Praise the Lord, missy," cried the old woman, in quavering tones; "then

I'll never say aught agin' either of 'em again; but I'll just keep on

asking the Almighty to bless every one of you, and make you all

blessings every day of your lives."

Amethyst and her mother walked home rather silently, until they reached

the spot where the bicycle accident had happened that memorable

afternoon.

"It must have been just here," said the little girl, as they passed the

place. "I remember Olive saying the motor was pulled up by that tree.

It was a good thing Mr. Howell went by just then, wasn't it, mumsie?"

"Yes, dear," agreed Mrs. Drury.

"_Such_ a lot has happened since then," continued Amethyst, who was in a

retrospective mood. "Everything seemed to begin with that half-term

holiday."

"What do you mean, girlie?"

"Why, mumsie, Mrs. Beauchamp used to be so cross, and now she's the

nicest old dear possible; and Monica was nasty and uppish, you know, at

first. I didn't think I ever _could_ like her, and now I think she's

almost too good to live, sometimes! And Olive is nicer too, although I

shall always like my darling Elsa best." Here Amethyst paused, from

sheer want of breath, for her tongue always ran twice as quickly as

other people's.

"Is that all, girlie?" put in Mrs. Drury, who was much amused at the

comparisons, but felt they were truthfully if somewhat quaintly made.

"Oh, no! There's Lily Howell, just _think_ how she's altered. I don't

believe any one would know her nowadays who knew her then; she's so well

behaved, and speaks quietly, and seldom gets into trouble at school.

I'm so glad Mrs. Howell buys plain hats and things for her now,"

Amethyst ran on. "I don't believe she could help being vulgar when she

wore such hideously gaudy hats and dresses."

"What has Lily's clothing to do with the bicycle accident? You have

wandered a long way from that," remarked her mother, with a smile.

"Oh, mumsie, I haven't! It's just because Lily wants to copy everything

Monica does now, that she is so much more lady-like. I think she nearly

worships Monica."

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