PROCTOR THE DRUNKARD

Proctor, the ex-second mate of the island-trading brig _Bandolier_,

crawled out from under the shelter of the overhanging rock where he

had passed the night, and brushing off the thick coating of dust which

covered his clothes from head to foot, walked quickly through the leafy

avenues of Sydney Domain, leading to the city.

Sleeping under a rock in a public park is not a nice thing to do, but

Proctor had been forced to do it for many weeks past. He didn't like it

at first, but soon got used to it. It was better than having to ask

old Mother Jennings for a bed at the dirty lodging-house, and being

refused--with unnecessary remarks upon his financial position. The

Sailors' Home was right enough; he could get a free bed there for the

asking, and some tucker as well. But then at the Home he had to listen

to prayers and religious advice, and he hated both, upon an empty

stomach. No, he thought, the Domain was a lot better; every dirty “Jack

Dog” at the Home knew he had been kicked out of sundry ships before he

piled up the _Bandolier_, and they liked to comment audibly on their

knowledge of the fact while he was eating his dinner among them--it's a

way which A.B.'s have of “rubbing it in” to an officer down on his beam

ends. Drunkard? Yes, of course he was, and everybody knew it. Why, even

that sour-faced old devil of a door-keeper at the Home put a tract on

his bed every evening. Curse him and his “Drunkard, beware!” and every

other rotten tract on intemperance. Well, he had been sober for a week

now--hadn't any money to get drunk with. If he had he certainly would

get drunk, as quickly as he possibly could. Might as well get drunk as

try to get a ship now. Why, every wharf-loafer knew him.

A hot feeling came to his cheeks and stayed there as he walked through

the streets, for he seemed to hear every one laugh and mutter at him as

he passed, “That's the boozy mate of the _Bandolier_. Ran her ashore in

the Islands when he was drunk and drowned most of the hands.”

*****

Proctor was twenty-five when he began to drink. He had just been made

master, and his good luck in making such quick passages set him off. Not

that he then drank at sea; it was only when he came on shore and met

so many of the passengers he had carried between Sydney and New Zealand

that he went in for it. Then came a warning from the manager of the

steamship company. That made him a bit careful--and vexed. And ill-luck

made him meet a brother captain that night, and of course they had “a

time” together, and Proctor was driven down in a cab to the ship and

helped up the gangway by a wharfinger and a deck hand. The next morning

he was asked to resign, and from that day his career was damned. From

the command of a crack steamship to that of a tramp collier was a big

come-down; but Proctor was glad to get the collier after a month's

idleness. For nearly a year all went well. He had had a lesson, and did

not drink now, not even on shore. A woman who had stood to him in his

first disgrace had promised to marry him when the year was out, and that

kept him straight. Then one day he received a cold intimation from his

owners that he “had better look out for another ship,” his services

were no longer wanted. “Why?” he asked. Well, they said, they would

be candid, they had heard he was a drinking man, and they would run no

risks. Six months of shamefaced and enforced idleness followed; and then

Proctor was partly promised a barque. Another man named Rothesay was

working hard to get her, but Proctor beat him by a hair's breadth. He

made two or three trips to California and back, and then, almost on the

eve of his marriage, met Rothesay, who was now in command of a small

island-trading steamer. Proctor liked Rothesay, and thought him a good

fellow; Rothesay hated Proctor most fervently, hated him because he was

in command of the ship he wanted himself, and hated him because he was

to marry Nell Levison. Proctor did not know this (Nell Levison did), or

he would have either knocked the handsome black-bearded, ever-smiling

Captain Rothesay down, or told him to drink by himself. But he was no

match for Rothesay's cunning, and readily swallowed his enemy's smiling

professions of regard and good wishes for his married happiness. They

drank together again and again, and, at eleven o'clock that night, just

as the theatres were coming out, Rothesay suddenly left him, and Proctor

found himself staggering across the street. A policeman took him to his

hotel, where Proctor sank into a heavy, deadly stupor. He awoke at noon.

Two letters were lying on his table. One, from the owners of his barque,

asked him to call on them at ten o'clock that morning, the other was

from Nell Levison. The latter was short but plain: “I shall never marry

a drunkard. I never wish to see you again. _I saw you last night_.” He

dressed and went to the owners' office. The senior partner did not shake

hands, but coldly bade him be seated. And in another minute Proctor

learnt that it was known he had been seen drunk in the street, and that

he could “look for another ship.” He went out dazed and stupid.

For three days he kept up his courage, and then wrote to the owners of

the barque and asked them to overlook the matter. He had served them

well, he urged, and surely they would not ruin him for life. And

Rothesay, to whom he showed the letter, said it was one of which no man

need be ashamed. He would take it himself, he added, for he felt he was

in some degree to blame for that fatal night. Take it he did, for he

felt certain that it would not alter the decision of Messrs. Macpherson

& Donald--he knew them too well for that. Then he came back to Proctor

with a gloomy face, and shook his head. The wretched man knew what that

meant, and asked him no questions. Rothesay, sneak and traitor as he

was, felt some shame in his heart when, an hour later, Proctor held out

his hand, thanked him, and bade him good-bye. “I'm clearing out,” he

said.

Then for six years Proctor was seen no more in Sydney. He went steadily

to the devil elsewhere--mostly in the South Sea Islands, where he was

dismissed from one vessel after another, first as skipper, then as

mate, then as second mate. One day in a Fiji hotel he met a man--a

stranger--who knew Rothesay well.

“What is he doing now?” asked Proctor.

“Don't know exactly. He's no friend of mine, although I was mate with

him for two years. He married a girl that was engaged to another man--a

poor devil of a chap named Proctor--married her a week after Proctor got

the run from his ship for being drunk. And every one says that it was

Rothesay who made him drunk, as he was mad to get the girl. And I have

no doubt it's true. Rothesay is the two ends and bight of a damned

sneak.”

Proctor nodded, but said nothing.

He drank now whenever he could get at liquor, ashore or afloat.

Sometimes he would steal it. Yet somehow he always managed to get

another ship. He knew the islands well, and provided he could be kept

sober there was not a better man to be found in the Pacific labour

trade. And the “trade”--_i.e._, the recruiting of native labourers for

the Fijian and Queensland sugar plantations from among the New Hebrides

and Solomon Groups--was a dangerous pursuit. But Proctor was always a

lucky man. He had come down to a second mate's berth now on the brig

_Bandolier_; but then he was “recruiter” as well, and with big wages,

incurred more risks than any other man on the ship. Perhaps he had grown

careless of his life, which was lonely enough, for though not a morose

man, he never talked with his shipmates. So for two years or more he

cruised in the _Bandolier_ among the woolly-haired, naked cannibals

of the Solomon Group and thereabout, landing at places where no other

recruiter would get out of his boat, and taking a box of trade goods

with him, sit calmly down on the beach surrounded by savages who might

without a moment's warning riddle him with spears or club him from

behind. But Proctor knew no fear, although his armed boat's crew and

the crew of the covering boat would call to him to get aboard again and

shove off. Other labour ships there were cruising on the same ground

who lost men often enough by spear or bullet or poisoned arrow, and went

back to Fiji or Queensland with perhaps not a score of “recruits,”

but Proctor never lost a single man, and always filled the crazy old

_Bandolier_ with a black and savage cargo. Then, once in port again,

his enemy seized him, and for a week at a time he would lie drunk in the

local hells, till the captain sought him out and brought him on board

again. Going back to the recruiting grounds with an empty ship and with

no danger to apprehend from a sudden rush of naked figures, the captain

gave him as much liquor as he wanted, else Proctor would have stolen

it. And one night he was drunk on his watch, ran the _Bandolier_ upon

a reef, and all hands perished but himself and six others. One boat was

saved, and then followed long days of hunger and thirst and bitter agony

upon the sea under a blazing sun, but Proctor brought the boat and

crew safely to the Queensland coast. A month later he was in Sydney

penniless, and again “looking for a ship.” But no one would have him

now; his story was too well known.

And so for weeks past he had slept in the park at night, and wandered

down about the wharves during the day. Sometimes he earned a few

shillings, most of which went in cheap rum.

*****

Half an hour's walk through the long shady avenue of Moreton Bay figs,

and then he emerged suddenly into the noise and rattle of the city.

Four coppers was all the money he possessed, and unless he could earn a

shilling or two during the day on the wharves he would have to starve

on the morrow. He stopped outside the _Herald_ office presently, and

pushing his way through a number of half-starved outcasts like himself,

he read down the “Wanted” column of the paper. And suddenly hope sprang

up in his heart as he saw this--

WANTED, for the Solomon Islands Labour trade, four able

Seamen used to the work. High wages to competent men.

Apply to Harkniss & Co., George Street.

Ten minutes later he was at Harkness & Company's office waiting to see

the manager. Ten o'clock, the clerks said, would be time enough to

come. Proctor said he would wait. He feared that there would be other

applicants, and was determined to see the manager before any one else.

But he need not have been so anxious. Men such as Harkness & Company

wanted were hard to get, and the firm were not disposed to be particular

as to their character or antecedents, so long as they could do the

“work” and hold their tongues afterward. Ten o'clock came, and at

half-past ten Proctor and two other men went out of the office each

with a £1 note in his pocket, and with orders to proceed to Melbourne

by steamer, and there join the barque _Kate Rennie_. Before the steamer

left for Melbourne, Proctor had parted with half of his pound for

another man's discharge. He did not want to be known as Proctor of the

_Bandolier_ if he could help it. So he was now Peter Jensen; and Peter

Jensen, a hard-up Norwegian A.B., was promoted--on paper--to John

Proctor, master. At Melbourne they found the barque ready for sea, and

they were at once taken to the shipping office to meet the captain and

sign articles, and Proctor's heart beat fiercely with a savage joy when

he heard the voice of the man who had stolen Nell Levison from him! So

Rothesay was the captain of the _Kate Rennie!_ And the Solomon Islands

was a good place to pay off one's old scores.

The _Kate Rennie_ sailed the next day. As soon as the tug cast off, the

crew were mustered on the main-deck, and the watches and boats'

crew picked. Peter Jensen, A.B., was standing furthest away when the

captain's eye fell on him.

“What's your name?” he asked, and then in an instant his face paled--he

recognised the man.

Jensen made no answer. His eyes were fixed in a dull stare upon the

features of a little boy of six, who had come up from the cabin and had

caught hold of Rothesay's hand. For Nell Levison's face was before

him again. Then with an effort he withdrew his gaze from the child and

looked down at the deck.

“You can have him, Mr. Williams,” said Rothesay curtly to the mate.

From that day till the barque made the Solomon Islands, Rothesay watched

the man he had injured, but Jensen, A.B., gave no sign. He did his work

well, and spoke to no one except when spoken to. And when the boy Allan

Rothesay came on deck and prattled to the crew, Jensen alone took no

notice of him. But whenever he heard the child speak, the memory of the

woman he had lost came back to him, and he longed for his revenge.

One night, as the barque was slipping quietly through the water, and the

misty mountain heights of Bougainville Island showed ghostly grey under

myriad stars, Rothesay came on deck an hour or two before the dawn.

Jensen was at the wheel, and the captain walked aft, seated himself near

him, and lit a cigar. Williams, the mate, was at the break of the poop,

and out of earshot.

Presently Rothesay walked over to the wheel and stood beside the

steersman, glancing first at the compass, and then aloft at the white

swelling canvas. The barque was close-hauled and the course “full and

by.”

“Is she coming up at all?” said Rothesay quietly, speaking in a low

voice.

“No, sir,” answered Jensen steadily, but looking straight before him;

“she did come up a point or so a little while back, but fell off again;

but the wind keeps pretty steady, sir.”

Rothesay stood by him irresolutely, debating within himself. Then he

walked up to the mate.

“Mr. Williams, send another man to the wheel, and tell Jensen to come

below. I want to speak to him about Bougainville; he knows the place

well, I have been told. And as neither you nor I do, I may get something

out of him worth knowing.”

“Ay, ay, sir,” answered the Welsh mate. “But he's mighty close over it,

anyway. I've hardly heard him open his mouth yet.”

A minute or two passed, and Jensen was standing at the cabin-door, cap

in hand.

“Come in,” said Rothesay, turning up the cabin lamp, and then he said

quietly, “Sit down, Proctor; I want to talk to you quietly. You see, I

know you.”

The seaman stood silent a moment with drooping eyes. “My name is Jensen,

sir,” he said sullenly.

“Very well, just as you like. But I sent for you to tell you that I had

not forgotten our former friendship, and--and I want to prove it, if you

will let me.”

“Thank you, sir,” was the reply, and the man's eyes met Rothesay's for

one second, and Rothesay saw that they burned with a strange, red gleam;

“but you can do nothing for me. I am no longer Proctor, the disgraced

and drunken captain, but Jensen, A.B. And,” with sudden fury, “I want to

be left to myself.”

“Proctor,” and Rothesay rose to his feet, and placed his hands on the

table, “listen to me. You may think that I have treated you badly. My

wife died two years ago, and I----”

Proctor waved his hand impatiently. “Let it pass if you have wronged me.

But, because I got drunk and lost my ship, I don't see how you are to

blame for it.”

A look of relief came into Rothesay's face. Surely the man had not heard

whom he had married, and there was nothing to fear after all.

For a minute or so neither spoke, then Proctor picked up his cap.

“Proctor,” said Rothesay, with a smile, “take a glass of grog with me

for the sake of old times, won't you!”

“No, thank you, sir,” he replied calmly, and then without another word

he walked out of the cabin, and presently Rothesay heard him take the

wheel again from the man who had relieved him.

Two days later the _Kate Rennie_ sailed round the north cape of

Bougainville, and then bore up for a large village on the east coast

named Numa Numa, which Rothesay hoped to make at daylight on the

following morning.

At midnight Jensen came to the wheel again. The night was bright with

the light of shining stars, and the sea, although the breeze was brisk,

was smooth as a mountain lake, only the _rip, ripy rip_ of the barque's

cutwater and the bubbling sounds of her eddying wake broke the silence

of the night. Ten miles away the verdure-clad peaks and spurs of lofty

Bougainville stood clearly out, silhouetted against the sea-rim on the

starboard hand. The wind was fair abeam and the ship as steady as a

church, and Proctor scarce glanced at the compass at all. The course

given to him was W.S.W., which, at the rate the ship was slipping

through the water, would bring her within two miles of the land by the

time he was relieved. Then she would have to go about and make another

“short leg,” and, after that, she could lay right up to Numa Numa

village.

Late in the day Rothesay had lowered one of the ship's boats, whose

timbers had opened under the rays of the torrid sun, and was keeping

her towing astern till she became watertight. Presently Proctor heard a

voice calling him.

“Peter, I say, Peter, you got a match?”

Looking astern, he saw that the native who was steering the boat had

hauled her up close up under the stern.

“Yes,” he answered, taking a box of matches out of his pocket and

throwing them to the native sailor. “Are you tired of steering that

boat, Tommy?”

“No, not yet; but I wanted to smoke. When four bell strike I come

aboard, Mr. Williams say.”

Two bells struck, and then Proctor heard Williams, who was sitting down

at the break of the poop, say, “Hallo, young shaver, what do you want on

deck?”

“Oh, Mr. Williams, it is so hot below, and my father said I could come

on deck. See, I've got my rug and pillow.”

“All right, sonny,” said the mate good-naturedly; “here, lie down here

on the skylight.”

The child lay down and seemed to sleep, but Proctor could see that his

eyes were wide open and watched the stars.

Four bells struck, and Proctor was relieved by a white seaman, and

another native came to relieve the man who was steering the boat, which

was now hauled up under the counter. Just then, as the mate called out,

“Ready about,” Proctor touched the child on the arm.

“Allan, would you like to come in the boat with me?”

The boy laughed with delight. “Oh, yes, Peter, I would like it.”

Proctor turned to the native who was waiting to relieve the man who was

steering the boat. “You can go for'ard, Jimmy, I'll take the boat for

you.”

The native grinned. “All right, Peter, I no like boat,” and in another

moment Proctor had passed the child down into the boat, into the arms

of the native sailor whose place he was taking, and quickly followed. As

she drifted astern, the _Kate Rennie_ went about, the towline tautened

out, and a delighted laugh broke from the boy as he sat beside Proctor

and saw the white canvas of the barque looming up before him.

“Hush!” said Proctor, and his hand trembled as he grasped the steer-oar.

Then he drew the child to his bosom and caressed him almost fiercely.

For half an hour the barque slipped along, and Proctor sat and steered

and smoked and watched the child, who now slumbered at his feet. Then

the stars darkened over, a black cloud arose to the eastward, the wind

died away, and the mate's voice hailed him to come alongside, as a heavy

squall was coming on. “And you'll have trouble with the captain for

taking his boy in that boat,” added Williams.

“Ay, ay, sir,” answered Proctor, as he looked at the cloud to windward,

which was now quickly changing to a dullish grey; and then he sprang

forward and cut the tow-line with his sheath-knife.

Five minutes passed. Then came a cry of agony from the barque, as

Rothesay, who had rushed on deck at Williams's call, placed his hand on

the tow-line and began to haul it in.

“Oh, my God, Williams, the line has parted. Boat ahoy, there, where are

you?”

And then with a droning hum the squall smote the _Kate Rennie_ with

savage fury, and nearly threw her over on her beam ends; and Proctor the

Drunkard slewed the boat round and let her fly before the hissing squall

towards the dimmed outline of Bougainville.

*****

For two days the _Kate Rennie_ cruised off the northern end of

Bougainville, searching for the missing boat. Then Rothesay beat back to

Numa Numa and anchored, and carefully examined the coast with his boats.

But no trace or Proctor nor the child was ever found. Whether the boat

was dashed to pieces upon the reef or had been blown past the north end

of the island and thence out upon that wide expanse of ocean that lies

between the Solomons and New Guinea was never known, and the fete of

Proctor the Drunkard and his innocent victim will for ever remain one

of the many mysteries of the Western Pacific till the sea gives up its

dead.

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