XXIII

"Well," said Amroth, with a smile, as we went out into the forest, "I am

afraid that the last two visits have been rather a strain. We must find

something a little less serious; but I am going to fill up all your

time. You had got too much taken up with your psychology, and we must

not live too much on theory, and spin problems, like the spider, out of

our own insides; but we will not spend too much time in trudging over

this country, though it is well worth it. Did you ever see anything more

beautiful than those pine-trees on the slope there, with the blue

distance between their stems? But we must not make a business of

landscape-gazing like our friend Charmides! We are men of affairs, you

and I. Come, I will show you a thing. Shut your eyes for a minute and

give me your hand. Now!"

A sudden breeze fanned my face, sweet and odorous, like the wind out of

a wood. "Now," said Amroth, "we have arrived! Where do you think we

are?"

The scene had changed in an instant. We were in a wide, level country,

in green water-meadows, with a full stream brimming its grassy banks, in

willowy loops. Not far away, on a gently rising ground, lay a long,

straggling village, of gabled houses, among high trees. It was like the

sort of village that you may find in the pleasant Wiltshire countryside,

and the sight filled me with a rush of old and joyful memories.

"It is such a relief," I said, "to realise that if man is made in the

image of God, heaven is made in the image of England!"

"That is only how you see it, child," said Amroth. "Some of my own

happiest days were spent at Tooting: would you be surprised if I said

that it reminded me of Tooting?"

"I am surprised at nothing," I said. "I only know that it is all very

considerate!"

We entered the village, and found a large number of people, mostly

young, going cheerfully about all sorts of simple work. Many of them

were gardening, and the gardens were full of old-fashioned flowers,

blooming in wonderful profusion. There was an air of settled peace about

the place, the peace that on earth one often dreamed of finding, and

indeed thought one had found on visiting some secluded place--only to

discover, alas! on a nearer acquaintance, that life was as full of

anxieties and cares there as elsewhere. There were one or two elderly

people going about, giving directions or advice, or lending a helping

hand. The workers nodded blithely to us, but did not suspend their work.

"What surprises me," I said to Amroth, "is to find every one so much

occupied wherever we go. One heard so much on earth about craving for

rest, that one grew to fancy that the other life was all going to be a

sort of solemn meditation, with an occasional hymn."

"Yes, indeed," said Amroth, "it was the body that was tired--the soul is

always fresh and strong--but rest is not idleness. There is no such

thing as unemployment here, and there is hardly time, indeed, for all we

have to do. Every one really loves work. The child plays at working, the

man of leisure works at his play. The difference here is that work is

always amusing--there is no such thing as drudgery here."

We walked all through the village, which stretched far away into the

country. The whole place hummed like a beehive on a July morning. Many

sang to themselves as they went about their business, and sometimes a

couple of girls, meeting in the roadway, would entwine their arms and

dance a few steps together, with a kiss at parting. There was a sense of

high spirits everywhere. At one place we found a group of children

sitting in the shade of some trees, while a woman of middle age told

them a story. We stood awhile to listen, the woman giving us a pleasant

nod as we approached. It was a story of some pleasant adventure, with

nothing moral or sentimental about it, like an old folk-tale. The

children were listening with unconcealed delight.

When we had walked a little further, Amroth said to me, "Come, I will

give you three guesses. Who do you think, by the light of your

psychology, are all these simple people?" I guessed in vain. "Well, I

see I must tell you," he said. "Would it surprise you to learn that most

of these people whom you see here passed upon earth for wicked and

unsatisfactory characters? Yet it is true. Don't you know the kind of

boys there were at school, who drifted into bad company and idle ways,

mostly out of mere good-nature, went out into the world with a black

mark against them, having been bullied in vain by virtuous masters, the

despair of their parents, always losing their employments, and often

coming what we used to call social croppers--untrustworthy, sensual,

feckless, no one's enemy but their own, and yet preserving through it

all a kind of simple good-nature, always ready to share things with

others, never knowing how to take advantage of any one, trusting the

most untrustworthy people; or if they were girls, getting into trouble,

losing their good name, perhaps living lives of shame in big

cities--yet, for all that, guileless, affectionate, never excusing

themselves, believing they had deserved anything that befell them? These

were the sort of people to whom Christ was so closely drawn. They have

no respectability, no conventions; they act upon instinct, never by

reason, often foolishly, but seldom unkindly or selfishly. They give all

they have, they never take. They have the faults of children, and the

trustful affection of children. They will do anything for any one who is

kind to them and fond of them. Of course they are what is called

hopeless, and they use their poor bodies very ill. In their last stages

on earth they are often very deplorable objects, slinking into

public-houses, plodding raggedly and dismally along highroads, suffering

cruelly and complaining little, conscious that they are universally

reprobated, and not exactly knowing why. They are the victims of

society; they do its dirty work, and are cast away as offscourings. They

are really youthful and often beautiful spirits, very void of offence,

and needing to be treated as children. They live here in great

happiness, and are conscious vaguely of the good and great intention of

God towards them. They suffer in the world at the hands of cruel,

selfish, and stupid people, because they are both humble and

disinterested. But in all our realms I do not think there is a place of

simpler and sweeter happiness than this, because they do not take their

forgiveness as a right, but as a gracious and unexpected boon. And

indeed the sights and sounds of this place are the best medicine for

crabbed, worldly, conventional souls, who are often brought here when

they are drawing near the truth."

"Yes," I said, "this is just what I wanted. Interesting as my work has

lately been, it has wanted simplicity. I have grown to consider life too

much as a series of cases, and to forget that it is life itself that one

must seek, and not pathology. This is the best sight I have seen, for it

is so far removed from all sense of judgment. The song of the saints may

be sometimes of mercy too."

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