CHAPTER II.

A NIGHT IN THE SNOW.

One snowy February night, just two years before, Edith Darrel and

Charles Stuart had met for the first time--met in a very odd and

romantic way.

Before relating that peculiar first meeting, let me premise that Edith

Darrell's mother had been born a Miss Eleanor Stuart, the daughter of

a rich New York merchant, who had fallen in love at an early period of

her career with her father's handsome book-keeper, Frederic Darrell,

had eloped with him, and been cast off by her whole family from

thenceforth, forever. Ten years' hard battling with poverty and

ill-health had followed, and then one day she kissed her husband and

little daughter for the last time, and drifted wearily out of the

strife. Of course Mr. Darrell, a year or two after, married again for

the sake of having some one to look after his house and little Edith

as much as anything else. Mrs. Darrell No. 2 was in every respect the

exact contrast of Mrs. Darrell No. 1. She was a brisk little woman,

with snapping black eyes, a sharp nose, a complexion of saffron, and a

tongue like a carving-knife. Frederic Darrell was by nature a feeble,

helpless sort of man, but she galvanized even him into a spasmodic

sort of life. He was master of three living languages and two dead

ones.

"If you can't support your family by your hands, Mr. Darrell," snapped

his wife, "support them by your head. There are plenty young men in

the world ready to learn French and German, Greek and Latin, if they

can learn them at a reasonable rate. Advertise for these young men,

and I'll board them when they come."

He obeyed, the idea proved a good one, the young men came, Mrs.

Darrell boarded and lodged them, Mr. Darrell coached them in classics

and languages. Edith shot up like a hop-vine. Five more little

Darrells were added in the fulness of time, and the old problem, that

not all the mathematics he knew could ever solve, how to make both

ends meet, seemed as knotty as ever. For his daughter he felt it most

of all. The five great noisy boys who called Mrs. Darrell "ma," he

looked at through his spectacles in fear and trembling. His handsome

daughter he loved with his whole heart. Her dead mother's relatives

were among the plutocracy of New York, but even the memory of the dead

Eleanor seemed to have faded utterly out of their minds.

One raw February afternoon two years before this March morning, Edith

Darrell set out to walk from Millfield, a large manufacturing town,

five miles from Sandypoint, home. She had been driven over in the

morning by a neighbor, to buy a new dress; she had dined at noon with

an acquaintance, and as the Millfield clocks struck five, set out to

walk home. She was a capital walker; she knew the road well; she had

the garnet merino clasped close in her arms, a talisman against cold

or weariness, and thinking how well she would look in it next Thursday

at the party, she tripped blithely along. A keen wind blew, a dark

drifting sky hung low over the black frozen earth, and before Miss

Darrell had finished the first mile of her pilgrimage, the great

feathery snow flakes began whirling down. She looked up in

dismay--snow! She had not counted on that. Her way lay over hills and

down valleys, the path was excellent, hard and beaten, but if it

snowed--and night was coming on fast. What should she do? Prudence

whispered, "turn back;" youth's impatience and confidence in itself

cried out, "go on," Edith went on.

It was as lonely a five-mile walk as you would care to take in an

August noontide. Think what it must have been this stormy February

evening. She was not entirely alone. "Don Caesar," the house dog, a big

English mastiff, trotted by her side. At long intervals, down by-paths

and across fields, there were some half dozen habitations, between

Millfield and Sandypoint--that was all. Faster, faster came the white

whirling flakes; an out-and-out February snow storm had set in.

Again--should she turn back? She paused half a minute to debate the

question. If she did there would be a sleepless night of terror for

her nervous father at home. And she _might_ be able to keep the path

with the "Don's" aid. Personal fear she felt none; she was a

thoroughly brave little woman, and there was a spice of adventure in

braving the storm and going on. She shook back her clustering curls,

tied her hood a little tighter, wrapped her cloak more closely around

her, whistled cheerily to Don Caesar, and went on.

"In the bright lexicon of youth there is no such word as 'Fail'," she

said gayly, patting the Don's shaggy head. "_En avant_, Don Caesar,

_mon brave_!" The Don understood French; he licked his mistress's

hand and trotted contentedly before.

"As if I _could_ lose the path with the Don," she thought; "what a

goose I am. I shall make Mamma Darrell cut out my garnet merino, and

begin it before I go to bed to-night."

She walked bravely and brightly on, whistling and talking to Don Caesar

at intervals. Another mile was got over, and the night had shut down,

white with whirling drifts. It was all she could do now, to make her

way against the storm, and it grew worse every instant. Three miles of

the five lay yet before her. Her heart began to fail her a little; the

path was lost in the snow, and even the Don began to be at fault. The

drifting wilderness nearly blinded her, the deep snow was unutterably

fatiguing. There was but one thing in her favor--the night, for

February, was mild. She was all in a glow of warmth, but what if she

should get lost and flounder about here until morning? And what would

papa think of her absence?

She stopped short again. If she could see a light she would make for

it, she thought, and take refuge from the night and storm. But through

the white whirl no light was to be seen. Right or wrong, nothing

remained but to go on.

Hark! what was that? She stopped once more--the Don pricked up his

sagacious ears. A cry unmistakably--a cry of distress.

Again it came, to the left, faint and far off. Yes--no doubt about it,

a cry for help.

She did not hesitate a moment. Strangers, who had tried this hillpath

before now, had been found stark frozen next day.

"Find him, Don--find him, good fellow!" she said and turned at once in

the direction of the call.

"Coming!" she shouted, aloud. "Where are you? Call again."

"Here," came faintly over the snow. "Here, to the left."

She shouted back a cheery answer. Once more came a faint reply--then

all was still.

Suddenly the Don stopped. Impossible to tell where they were, but

there, prostrate in a feathery drift, lay the dark figure of a man.

The girl bent down in the darkness, and touched the cold face with her

hand.

"What is the matter?" she asked. "How do you come to be lying here?"

There was just life enough left within him, to enable him to answer

faintly.

"I was on my way to Sandypoint--the night and storm overtook me. I

missed the path and my footing; I slipped, and have broken my leg, I'm

afraid. I heard you whistling to your dog and tried to call. I didn't

dream it was a woman, and I am sorry I have brought you out of your

way. Still, as you _are_ here, if you will tell them at the nearest

house, and--" his voice died entirely away, in the sleepy cadence

of a freezing man.

The nearest house--where _was_ the nearest house? Why, this poor

fellow would freeze to death in half an hour if left to himself.

Impossible to leave him. What should she do? She thought for a moment.

Quick and bright of invention, she made up her mind what to do, she

had in her pocket a little passbook and pencil. In the darkness she

tore out a leaf--in the darkness she wrote, "Follow Don. Come at once."

She pinned the note in her handkerchief--tied the handkerchief securely

round the dog's neck, put her arms about him, and gave his black head

a hug.

"Go home, Don, go home," she said, "and fetch papa here."

The large, half-human eyes looked up at her. She pushed him away with

both hands, and with a low growl of intelligence he set off. And in

that sea of snow, lost in the night, Edith Darrell was alone with a

freezing man.

In her satchel, among her other purchases, she had several cents'

worth of matches for household consumption. With a girl's curiosity,

even in that hour, to see what the man was like, she struck a match

and looked at him. It flared through the white darkness a second or

two, then went out. That second showed her a face as white as the snow

itself, the eyes closed, the lips set in silent pain. She saw a shaggy

great coat, and fur cap, and--a gentleman, even in that briefest of

brief glances.

"You mustn't go to sleep," she said, giving him a shake; "do you hear

me, sir? You mustn't go to sleep."

"Yes--mustn't I?" very drowsily.

"You'll freeze to death if you do." A second shake. "Oh, do rouse up

like a good fellow, and try to keep awake. I've sent my dog for help,

and I mean to stay with you until it comes. Does your leg pain you

much?"

"Not now. It did, but I--feel--sleepy, and--"

"I tell you, you _mustn't_!" She shook him so indignantly this time

that he did rouse up. "Do you want to freeze to death? I tell you,

sir, you must wake up and talk to _me_."

"Talk to you? I beg your pardon--it's awfully good of you to stay with

me, but I can't allow it. You'll freeze yourself."

"No, I won't. _I'm_ all right. It isn't freezing hard to-night, and

if you hadn't broken your leg, you wouldn't freeze either. I wish

I could do something for you. Let me rub your hands--it may help to

keep you awake. And see, I'll wrap this round your feet to keep them

out of the snow."

And then--who says that heroic self-sacrifice has gone out of

fashion?--she unfurled the garnet merino and twisted its glowing folds

around the boots of the fallen man.

"It's awfully good of you, you know," he could but just repeat. "If I

am saved I shall owe my life to you. I think by your voice you are a

young lady. Tell me your name?"

"Edith."

"A pretty name, and a sweet voice. Suppose you rub my other hand? How

delightfully warm yours are! I begin to feel better already. If we

_don't_ freeze to death, I shouldn't much mind how long this sort

of thing goes on. If we do, they'll find us, like the babes in the

wood, under the snow-drifts to-morrow."

Miss Darrell listened to all this, uttered in the sleepiest, gentlest

of tones, her brown eyes open wide. What manner of young man was this

who paid compliments while freezing with a broken leg? It was quite a

new experience to her and amused her. It was an adventure, and excited

all the romance dormant in her nature.

"You're a stranger hereabouts?" she suggested.

"Yes, a stranger, to my cost, and a very foolhardy one, or I should

never have attempted to find Sandypoint in this confounded storm.

Edith--you'll excuse my calling you so, _my_ name is Charley--wouldn't

it have been better if you had left me here and gone for some one.

I'm dreadfully afraid you'll get your death."

His solicitude for her, in his own danger and pain, quite touched Miss

Edith. She bent over him with maternal tenderness.

"There is no fear for me. I feel perfectly warm as I told you, and can

easily keep myself so. And if you think I could leave you, or any one

else with a broken leg, to die, you mistake me greatly, that is all. I

will stay with you if it be till morning."

He gave one of her hands a feebly grateful squeeze. It was a last

effort. His numbed and broken limb gave a horrible twinge, there was a

faint gasp, and then this young man fainted quietly away.

She bent above him in despair. A great fear filled her--was he dead,

this stranger in whom she was interested already? She lifted his head

on her lap, she chafed his face and hands in an agony of pity and

terror.

"Charley!" she called, with something like a sob; "O Charley, don't

die! Wake up--speak to me."

But cold and white as the snow itself, "Charley" lay, dumb and

unresponsive.

And so an hour wore on.

What an hour it was--more like an eternity. In all her after-life--its

pride and its glory, its downfall and disgrace, that night remained

vividly in her memory.

She woke many and many a night, starting up in her warm bed, from some

startling dream, that she was back, lost in the snow, with Charley

lying lifeless in her lap.

But help was at hand. It was close upon nine o'clock, when, through

the deathly white silence, the sound of many voices came. When over

the cold glitter of the winter night, the red light of lanterns flared,

Don Caesar came plunging headlong through the drifts to his little

mistress' side, with loud and joyful barking, licking her face, her

hands, her feet. They were saved.

She sank back sick and dizzy in her father's clasp. For a moment the

earth rocked, and the sky went round--then she sprang up, herself

again. Her father was there, and the three young men, boarders. They

lifted the rigid form of the stranger, and carried it between them

somehow, to Mr. Darrell's house.

His feet were slightly frost-bitten, his leg not broken after all,

only sprained and swollen, and to Edith's relief he was pronounced in

a fainting-fit, not dead.

"Don't look so white and scared, child," her step-mother said

pettishly to her step-daughter; "he won't die, and a pretty burthen

he'll be on my hands for the next three weeks. Go to bed--do--and

don't let us have _you_ laid up as well. One's enough at a time."

"Yes, Dithy, darling, go," said her father, kissing her tenderly.

"You're a brave little woman, and you've saved his life. I have always

been proud of you, but never so proud as to-night."

It certainly _was_ a couple of weeks. It was five blessed weeks before

"Mr. Charley," as they learned to call him, could get about, even

on crutches. For fever and sometimes delirium set in, and Charley

raved and tossed, and shouted, and talked, and drove Mrs. Frederic

Darrell nearly frantic with his capers. The duty of nursing fell a

good deal on Edith. She seemed to take to it quite naturally. In his

"worst spells" the sound of her soft voice, the touch of her cool hand,

could soothe him as nothing else could. Sometimes he sung, as

boisterously as his enfeebled state would allow: "We won't go home

till morning!" Sometimes he shouted for his mother; very often for

"Trixy."

_Who_ was Trixy, Edith wondered with a sort of inward twinge, not to

be accounted for; his sister or--

He was very handsome in those days--his great gray eyes brilliant with

fever, his cheeks flushed, his chestnut hair falling damp and heavy

off his brow. What an adventure it was, altogether, Edith used to

think, like something out of a book. Who was he, she wondered. A

gentleman "by courtesy and the grace of God," no mistaking _that_.

His clothes, his linen, were all superfine. On one finger he wore a

diamond that made all beholders wink, and in his shirt bosom still

another. His wallet was stuffed with greenbacks, his watch and chain,

Mr. Darrell affirmed were worth a thousand dollars--a sprig of

gentility, whoever he might be, this wounded hero. They found no

papers, no letters, no card-case. His linen was marked "C. S." twisted

in a monogram. They must wait until he was able himself to tell them

the rest.

The soft sunshine, of April was filling his room, and basking in its

rays in the parlor or rocking-chair sat "Mr. Charley," pale and wasted

to a most interesting degree. He was sitting, looking at Miss Edith,

digging industriously in her flower-garden, with one of the boarders

for under-gardener, and listening to Mr. Darrell proposing he should

tell them his name, in order that they might write to his friends. The

young man turned his large languid eyes from the daughter without, to

the father within.

"My friends? Oh! to be sure. But it isn't necessary, is it? It's very

thoughtful of you, and all that, but my friends won't worry themselves

into an early grave about my absence and silence. They're used to both.

Next week, or week after, I'll drop them a line myself. I know I must

be an awful nuisance to Mrs. Darrell, but if I _might_ trespass on

your great kindness and remain here until--"

"My dear young friend," responded Mr. Darrell, warmly, "you shall most

certainly remain here. For Mrs. Darrell, you're no trouble to her--it's

Dithy, bless her, who does all the nursing."

The gray dreamy eyes turned from Mr. Darrell again, to that busy

figure in the garden. With her cheeks flushed, her brown eyes shining,

her rosy lips apart, and laughing, as she wrangled with that particular

boarder on the subject of floriculture, she looked a most dangerous

nurse for any young man of three-and-twenty.

"I owe Miss Darrell and you all, more than I can ever repay," he said,

quietly; "_that_ is understood. I have never tried to thank her, or

you either--words are so inadequate in these cases. Believe me though,

I am not ungrateful."

"Say no more," Mr. Darrell cut in hastily; "only tell us how we are to

address you while you remain. 'Mr. Charley' is an unsatisfactory sort

of application."

"My name is Stuart; but, as a favor, may I request you to go on

calling me Charley?"

"Stuart!" said the other, quickly; "one of the Stuarts, bankers, of

New York?"

"The same. My father is James Stuart; you know him probably?"

The face of Frederic Darrell darkened and grew almost stern. "Your

father was my wife's cousin--Edith's mother. Have you never heard him

speak of Eleanor Stuart?"

"Who married Frederic Darrell? Often. My dear Mr. Darrell, is it

possible that you--that I have the happiness of being related to you?"

"To my daughter, if you like--her second cousin--to me, _no_," Mr.

Darrell said, half-smiling, half-sad. "Your father and his family long

ago repudiated all claims of mine--I am not going to force myself upon

their notice now. Edie--Edie, my love, come in here, and listen to

some strange news."

She threw down her spade, and came in laughing and glowing, her hair

tumbled, her collar awry, her dress soiled, her hands not over clean,

but looking, oh! so indescribably fresh, and fair, and healthful, and

handsome.

"What is it?" she asked. "Has Mr. Charley gone and sprained his other

ankle?"

"Not quite so bad as that." And then her father narrated the discovery

they had mutually made. Miss Dithy opened her bright brown eyes.

"Like a chapter out of a novel where everybody turns out to be somebody

else. 'It is--it is--it is--my own, my long-lost son!' And so we're

second cousins, and you're Charley Stuart; and Trixy--now who's Trixy?"

"Trixy's my sister. How do you happen to know anything about her?"

Edith made a wry face.

"The nights I've spent--the days I've dragged through, the tortures

I've undergone, listening to you shouting for 'Trixy,' would have

driven any less well-balanced brain stark mad! May I sit down? Digging

in the sunshine, and rowing with Johnny Ellis is awfully hot work."

"Digging in the sunshine is detrimental to the complexion, and rowing

with Johnny Ellis is injurious to the temper. I object to both."

"Oh, you do?" said Miss Darrell, opening her eyes again; "it matters

so much, too, whether you object or not. Johnny Ellis is useful, and

sometimes agreeable. Charley Stuart is neither one nor t'other. If I

mayn't dig and quarrel with him, is there anything your lordship would

like me to do?"

"You may sit on this footstool at my feet--woman's proper place--and

read me to sleep. That book you were reading aloud yesterday--what was

it? Oh, 'Pendennis,' was rather amusing--what I heard of it."

"What you heard of it!" Miss Darrell retorts, indignantly. "You do

well to add that. The man who could go to sleep listening to Thackeray

is a man worthy only of contempt and scorn! There's Mr. Ellis calling

me--I must go."

Miss Darrell and Mr. Stuart, in his present state of convalescence,

rarely met except to quarrel. They spoke their minds to one another,

with a refreshing frankness remarkable to hear.

"You remind me of one I loved very dearly once, Dithy," Charley said

to her, sadly, one, day, after an unusually stormy wordy war--"in fact,

the only one I ever _did_ love. You resemble her, too--the same sort

of hair and complexion, and exactly the same sort of--ah--temper!

Her name was Fido--she was a black and tan terrier--very like you, my

dear, very like. Ah! these accidental resemblances are cruel

things--they tear open half-healed wounds, and cause them to bleed

afresh. Fido met with an untimely end--she was drowned one dark night

in a cistern. I thought I had outlived _that_ grief, but when I look

at you--"

A stinging box on the ear, given with right good will, cut short the

mournful reminiscence, and brought tears to Mr. Stuart's eyes, that

were not tears of grief for Fido.

"You wretch!" cried Miss Darrell, with flashing eyes. "I've a

complexion of black and tan, have I, and a temper to match! The only

thing _I_ see to regret in your story is, that it wasn't Fido's master

who fell into the cistern, instead of Fido. To think I should live

to be called a black and tan!"

They never met except to quarrel. Edith's inflammatory temper was up

in arms perpetually. They kept the house in an uncommonly lively state.

It seemed to agree with Charley. His twisted ankle grew strong rapidly,

flesh and color came back, the world was not to be robbed of one of

its brightest ornaments just yet. He put off writing to his friends

from day to day, to the great disapproval of Mr. Darrell, who was

rather behind the age in his notions of filial duty.

"It's of no use worrying," Mr. Stuart made answer, with the easy

_insouciance_ concerning all things earthly which sat so naturally

upon him; "bad shillings always come back--let that truthful old

adage console them. Why should I fidget myself about them. Take my

word they're not fidgeting themselves about _me_. The governor's

absorbed in the rise and fall of stocks, the maternal is up to her

eyes in the last parties of the season, and my sister is just out and

absorbed body and soul in beaux and dresses. They never expect me

until they see me."

About the close of April Mr. Stuart and Miss Darrell fought their last

battle and parted. He went back to New York and to his own world, and

life stagnant and flat flowed back on its old level for Edith Darrell.

Stagnant and flat it had always been, but never half so dreary as now.

Something had come into her life and gone out of it, something bright

and new, and wonderfully pleasant. There was a great blank where

Charley's handsome face had been, and all at once life seemed to lose

its relish for this girl of sixteen. A restlessness took possession of

of her. Sandypoint and all belonging to it grew distasteful. She

wanted change, excitement--Charley Stuart, perhaps--something different

certainly from what she was used to, or likely to get.

Charley went home and told the "governor," and the "maternal," and

"Trixy" of his adventure, and the girl who had saved his life. Miss

Beatrix listened in a glow of admiration.

"Is she pretty, Charley?" she asked, of course, the first inevitable

female question.

"Pretty?" Charley responded, meditatively, as though the idea struck

him for the first time. "Well, ye-e-es. In a cream-colored sort of way,

Edith isn't bad-looking. It would be very nice of you now, Trix, to

write her a letter, I think, seeing she saved my life, and nursed me,

and is your second cousin, and everything."

Beatrix needed no urging. She was an impetuous, enthusiastic young

woman of eighteen, fearfully and wonderfully addicted to

correspondence. She sat down and wrote a long, gushing letter to her

"cream-colored" cousin. Mrs. Stuart dropped her a line of thanks also,

and Charley, of course, wrote, and there her adventure seemed to come

to an end. Miss Stuart's letters were long and frequent. Mr. Stuart's

rambling epistle alternately made her laugh and lose her temper, a

daily loss with poor, discontented Edith. With the fine discrimination

most men possess, he sent her, on her seventeenth birthday, a set of

turquoise and pearls, which made her sallow complexion hideous, or, at

least, as hideous as anything _can_ make a pretty girl. That summer

he ran down to Sandypoint for a fortnight's fishing, and an oasis

came suddenly in the desert of Edith's life. She and Charley might

quarrel still, and I am bound to say they did, on every possible

occasion and on every possible point, _but_ they were never satisfied

a moment apart.

The fortnight ended, the fish were caught, he went back, and the dull

days and the long nights, the cooking, darning, mending began again,

and went on until madness would have been a relief. It was the old

story of the Sleeping Beauty waiting for the prince to come, and wake

her into life and love with his kiss. Only in this instance the prince

had come and gone, and left Beauty, in the sulks, behind.

She was eighteen years old and sick of her life. And just when disgust

and discontent were taking palpable form, and she was debating between

a jump into Sandypoint bay and running off, came Charley, with his

mother's letter. From that hour the story of Edith Darrell's life

began.

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