DRUSILLA
The thing that Derry Drake had on his mind the next morning was a
tea-cup. There were other things on his mind--things so heavy that he
turned with relief to the contemplation of cups.
Stuck all over the great house were cabinets of china--his father had
collected and his mother had prized. Derry, himself, had not cared for
any of it until this morning, but when Bronson, the old man who served
him and had served his father for years, came in with his breakfast,
Derry showed him a broken bit which he had brought home with him two
nights before. "Have we a cup like this anywhere in the house,
Bronson?"
"There's a lot of them, sir, in the blue room, in the wall cupboard."
"I thought so, let me have one of them. If Dad ever asks for it, send
him to me. He broke the other, so it's a fair exchange."
He had it carefully wrapped and carried it downtown with him. The
morning was clear, and the sun sparkled on the snow. As he passed
through Dupont Circle he found that a few children and their nurses had
braved the cold. One small boy in a red coat ran to Derry.
"Where are you going, Cousin Derry?"
"Down town."
"To-day is Margaret-Mary's birf-day. I am going to give her a
wabbit--."
"Rabbit, Buster. You'd better say it quick. Nurse is on the way."
"Rab-yit. What are you going to give her?"
"Oh, must I give her something?"
"Of course. Mother said you'd forget it. I wanted to telephone, and
she wouldn't let me."
"Would a doll do?"
"I shouldn't like a doll. But she is littler. And you mustn't spend
much money. Mother said I spent too much for my rab-yit. That I ought
to save it for Our Men. And you mustn't eat what you yike--we've got a
card in the window, and there wasn't any bacon for bref-fus."
"Breakfast."
"Yes. An' we had puffed rice and prunes--"
Nurse, coming up, was immediately on the job. "You are getting mud on
Mr. Derry's spats, Teddy. Stand up like a little gentleman."
"He is always that, Nurse, isn't he? And I should not have on spats at
this hour in the morning."
Derry smiled to himself as he left them. He knew that Nurse did not
approve of him. He had a way as it were of aiding and abetting Teddy.
But as he went on the smile faded. There were many soldiers on the
street, many uniforms, flags of many nations draping doorways where
were housed the men from across the sea who were working shoulder to
shoulder with America for the winning of the war--. Washington had
taken on a new aspect. It had a waked-up look, as if its lazy days
were over, and there were real things to do.
The big church at the triangle showed a Red Cross banner. Within women
were making bandages, knitting sweaters and socks, sewing up the long
seams of shirts and pajamas. A few years ago they had worshipped a
Christ among the lilies. They saw him now on the battlefield,
crucified again in the cause of humanity.
It seemed to Derry that even the civilians walked with something of a
martial stride. Men, who for years had felt their strength sapped by
the monotony of Government service, were revived by the winds of
patriotism which swept from the four corners of the earth. Women who
had lost youth and looks in the treadmill of Departmental life held up
their heads as if their eyes beheld a new vision.
Street cars were crowded, things were at sixes and sevens; red tape was
loose where it should have been tight and tight where it should have
been loose. Little men with the rank of officer sat in swivel chairs
and tried to direct big things; big men, without rank, were tied to the
trivial. Many, many things were wrong, and many, many things were
right, as it is always when war comes upon a people unprepared.
And in the midst of all this clash and crash and movement and
achievement, Derry was walking to a toy shop to carry a tea-cup!
He found Miss Emily alone in the big front room.
She did not at once recognize him.
"You remember I was in here the other night--and you wouldn't sell--tin
soldiers--."
She flushed a little. "Oh, with your father?"
"Yes. He's a dear old chap--."
It was the best apology he could make, and she loved him for it.
He brought out the cup and set it on the counter. "It is like yours?"
"Yes." But she did not want to take it.
"Please. I brought it on purpose. We have a dozen."
"Of these?"
"Yes."
"But it will break your set."
"We have oodles of sets. Dad collects--you know-- There are dishes
enough in the house to start a crockery shop."
She glanced at him curiously. It was hard to reconcile this slim young
man of fashion with the shabby boy of the other night. But there were
the lad's eyes, smiling into hers!
"I should like, too, if you don't mind, to find a toy for a very little
girl. It is her birthday, and I had forgotten."
"It is dreadful to forget," Miss Emily told him, "children care so
much."
"I have never forgotten before, but I had so much on my mind."
She brought forth the Lovely Dreams--"They have been a great success."
He chose at once a rose-colored cat and a yellow owl. The cat was
carved impressionistically in a series of circles. She was altogether
celestial and comfortable. The owl might have been lighted by the moon.
"But why?" Derry asked, "a rose-colored cat?"
"Isn't a white cat pink and puffy in the firelight? And a child sees
her pink and puffy. If we don't it is because we are blind."
"But why the green ducks and the amethyst cows?"
"The cows are coming tinkling home in the twilight--the green ducks
swim under the willows. And they are longer and broader because of the
lights and shadows. That's the way you saw them when you were six."
"By Jove," he said, staring, "I believe I did."
"So there's nothing queer about them to the children--you ought to see
them listen when Jean tells them."
Jean--!
"She--she tells the children?"
"Yes. Charming stories. I am having them put in a little pamphlet to
go with the toys."
"She's Dr. McKenzie's daughter, isn't she? I saw her last night at the
play."
"Yes. Such a dear child. She is usually here in the afternoon."
He had hoped until then that Jean might be hidden in that rear room,
locked up with the dolls in a drawer, tucked away in a box--he had a
blank feeling of the futility of his tea-cup--
Then, suddenly, the gods being in a gay mood, Jean arrived!
At once his errand justified itself. She wore a gray squirrel jacket
and a hat to match--and her crinkled copper-colored hair came out from
under the hat and over her ears. She carried a little muff. Her
eyes--the color of her cheeks! A man might walk to the world's end for
less than this--!
He was buying, he told her, pink pussy cats and yellow owls. Had she
liked the play last night? He was glad that she adored Maude Adams.
He adored--Maude Adams. Did she remember "Peter Pan"? Yes, he had
gone to everything--glorified matinées--glorified everything! Wasn't
it remarkable that his father knew her father? And she was Jean
McKenzie, and he was Derry Drake!
At last there was no excuse for him to linger. "I shall come back for
more--Lovely Dreams," he told Miss Emily, and got away.
Alone in the shop the two women looked at each other. Then Emily said,
"Jean, darling, how dreadful it must be for him."
"Dreadful--."
"With such a father--."
"Oh, you mean--the other night."
"Yes. He isn't happy, Jean."
"How do you know?"
"He has lonesome eyes."
"Oh, Emily."
"Well, he has, and it must be dreadful."
How dreadful it was neither of them could really know. Derry, having
lunched with a rather important committee, went to Drusilla Gray's in
the afternoon for a cup of tea. He was called almost at once to the
telephone. Bronson was at the other end. "I am sorry, Mr. Derry, but
I thought you ought to know--"
Derry, with the sick feeling which always came over him with the
knowledge of what was ahead, said steadily, "That's all right,
Bronson--which way did he go?"
"He took the Cabin John car, sir. I tried to get on, but he saw me,
and sent me back, and I didn't like to make a scene. Shall I follow in
a taxi?"
"Yes; I'll get away as soon as I can and call you up out there."
He went back to Drusilla. "Sing for me," he said. Drusilla Gray lived
with her Aunt Marion in an apartment winch overlooked Rock Creek.
Marion Gray occupied herself with the writing of books. Drusilla had
varying occupations. Just now she was interested in interior
decoration and in the war.
She was also interested in trying to flirt with Derry Drake. "He won't
play the game," she told her aunt, "and that's why I like it--the game,
I mean."
"You like him because he hasn't surrendered."
"No. He is a rather perfect thing of his kind, like a bit of jewelled
Sèvres or _Sang de boeuf_. And he doesn't know it. And that's another
thing in his favor--his modesty. He makes me think of a little
Austrian prince I once met at Palm Beach; who wore a white satin shirt
with a high collar of gold embroidery, and white kid boots, and
wonderful rings--and his nails long like a Chinaman's. At first we
laughed at him--called him effeminate--. But after we knew him we
didn't laugh. There was the blood in him of kings and rulers--and
presently he had us on our knees. And Derry's like that. When you
first meet him you look over his head; then you find yourself looking
up--"
Marion smiled. "You've got it bad, Drusilla."
"If you think I am in love with him, I'm not. I'd like to be, but it
wouldn't be of any use. He's a Galahad--a pocket-edition Galahad. If
he ever falls in love, there'll be more of romance in it than I can
give him."
It was to this Drusilla that Derry had come. He liked her immensely.
And they had in common a great love of music.
She had tea for him, and some rather strange little spiced cakes on a
red lacquer tray. There was much dark blue and vivid red in the room,
with white woodwork. Drusilla herself was in unrelieved red. The
effect was startling but stimulating.
"I am not sure that I like it," she said, "the red and white and blue,
but I wanted to see whether I could do it. And Aunt Marion doesn't
care. The red things can all be taken out, and the rest toned down.
But I have a feeling that a man couldn't sit in this room and be a
slacker."
"No, he couldn't," Derry agreed. "You'd better hang out a recruiting
sign, Drusilla."
"I should if they would let me. The best I can do is ask them to tea
and sing for them."
It was right here that Bronson's message had broken in, and Derry,
coming back from the telephone, had said, "Sing for me."
Drusilla lighted two red candles on the piano in the alcove. She began
with a medley of patriotic songs. With her voice never soaring above a
repressed note, she managed to give the effect of culminating emotion,
so that when she reached a climax in the Marseillaise, Derry rose,
thrilled, to his feet.
She whirled around and faced him. "They all do that," she said, with a
glowing air Of triumph. "It's when I get them."
"Why did you give the Marseillaise last?"
"It has the tramp in it of marching men--I love it."
"But why not the 'Star Spangled Banner'?"
"That's for sacred moments. I hate to make it common--but I'll sing
it--now--"
Still standing, he listened. Drusilla held her voice to that low note,
but there was the crash of battle in the music that she made, the hush
of dawn, the cry of victory--
"Dear girl, you are a genius."
"No, I am not. But I can feel things--and I can make others feel--"
She rose and went to the window. "There's a new moon," she said, "come
and see--"
The curtains were not drawn, and the apartment was high up, so that
they looked out beyond the hills to a sky in which the daylight blue
had faded to a faint green, and saw the little moon and one star.
"Derry," Drusilla said, softly. "Derry, why aren't you fighting?"
It was the question he had dreaded. He had seen it often in her eyes,
but never before had she voiced it.
"I can't tell you, Drusilla, but there's a reason--a good one. God
knows I would go if I could."
The passion in his voice convinced her.
"Don't you know I'd be in it if I had my way. But I've got to stay on
the shelf like the tin soldier in the fairy tale. Do you remember,
Drusilla? And people keep asking me--why?"
"I shouldn't have asked it, Derry?"
"You couldn't know. And you had a right to ask--everybody has a
right--and I can't answer."
She laid her hand on his shoulder. "When I was a little girl," she
said, softly, "I used to cry--because I was so sorry for the--tin
soldier--"
"Are you sorry for me, Drusilla?"
"Dreffly sorry."
They stood in silence among the shadows, with only the red candles
burning. Then Derry said, heartily, "You are the best friend that a
fellow ever had, Drusilla."
And that was as far as he would play the game!