KATRINE'S OWN COUNTRY

In the following fortnight Francis and Katrine met but three times.

One day, having grown restless, she went to walk, taking the road from

the plantation back into the mountains. Returning by the ford, she heard

laughter and the ring of horses' hoofs, and by a sudden turn of the road

came directly upon Frank, who, separated from a party, was riding beside

Anne Lennox. At first sight of her whom she knew instinctively to be a

rival, Katrine was reminded of a golden peony, for the pale-yellow hair,

bright hazel eyes shot with yellow light, and thick, creamy skin had

given Anne Lennox from early childhood a noticeable and flower-like

beauty. A long-limbed, slender, full-breasted, laughing woman, with

square shoulders and the carriage of one much accustomed to the saddle,

she looked with curiosity at Katrine, who was standing aside beneath the

elderberry-bushes to permit them to pass.

"As I was saying," Anne had just remarked, "when you act as you have

done since I have been here, Frank, it's always a woman. At Biarritz,

you remember, it was Mrs. Vaughn. That beast of a spring at Marno, it

was Mrs. McIntire. You might as well tell me who it is. You will in the

end."

"Upon my honor, Anne--" Frank began, with a laugh, when he met the clear

eyes of Katrine looking at him from below.

If there had been some coldness, some resentment at his lack of

attention to her, or implied jealousy at his devotion to another, he

could have understood it. But there was nothing of the kind. In those

eyes, which he believed the most beautiful in the world, there was

nothing but a glad light at seeing him, a bright smile of recognition in

which he could detect neither remembrance nor regret.

Anne Lennox turned her keen brown eyes backward to look at Katrine as

she crossed the bridge. "Frank Ravenel," she exclaimed, "if a girl who

looks like that lives near you, you have been making love to her! I

wonder if by any chance she could be _the_ woman!"

"She is the daughter of the new overseer," Frank answered; and his tone

implied, though the words were not spoken: "and by this reason out of

the class." The statement was made with misleading frankness, and Anne

Lennox, understanding his pride, put the affair from her mind.

The next time of meeting between Francis and Katrine was one morning on

the river road. Her cheeks flushed at sight of him, and there was an odd

reserve in her manner; but she never seemed more beautiful.

He stood, hat in hand, wondering at her silence, a bit amused.

"It is a pleasant day," he suggested, at length, remotely.

"It _is_ pleasant," she answered, with averted eyes.

"Unusual weather for this season, don't you think?" he went on, a bit of

teasing in his tone.

"I haven't thought of it," she said, concisely.

"Suppose you think about it now," he suggested, jesting still, but not

quite at ease concerning her mood.

Suddenly she turned toward him, her face suffused, her eyes troubled.

"Katrine," he cried, "what is the matter? Tell me! Let me help you!"

"I'm jealous," she said, simply.

"Jealous!" he repeated. "Of whom?"

"You."

She had clasped her hands in front of her, and stood with her chin drawn

in, looking at him from under a tangle of dusky hair.

"You poor child," he said, moving toward her.

"Don't!" she cried, backing away, "don't try to comfort me! I've always,

_always_ been like this. I cannot help it. Whenever I care for

anybody--oh, it never made any difference whether I had any right to

care or to be jealous! I just was; and it hurts!" She put her hands

suddenly over her heart and began to speak rapidly, as a child does when

accumulated trouble makes silence no longer possible. "I hated her when

I saw she was with you; far up the road, when I only knew she was a

woman; and when I saw her nearer I hated her more. She is so pretty,"

she explained. "Are you going to marry her?" she demanded.

"Not exactly," he answered, grimly.

"Good-bye!" she cried, dropping down the river-bank to the skiff.

"Katrine!" he called.

"I'm not coming back!" she cried through the bushes. "I'm never coming

back! Good-bye!"

Two days later there came from Ravenel House a polite note, cordial by

the book, asking that Miss Dulany come to them for dinner on the fifth;

and, it added, perhaps Miss Dulany might give them an opportunity to

hear her charming voice. It was written in the quaint, old-fashioned

hand of Mrs. Ravenel.

Katrine read it with a curious smile around her lips, answering while

the messenger waited. She "regretted extremely that a cold"; she paused

a minute in the writing to reflect on the way the cold had come; sitting

one damp afternoon in the rose-garden with the son of the writer of this

extremely polite invitation; "regretted extremely that this cold, which

seemed more persistent than such things generally were, prevented her

accepting Mrs. Ravenel's most kind invitation."

The third meeting was an intentional one on Frank's part. The people at

Ravenel had become unbearable, and with no thought save for Katrine's

society, he took a short cut through the laurel trees, crossed the river

in his canoe, and entered the lodge garden to find her sitting on the

broad steps of the house, her chin resting in her hands. There was an

exaltation in her little being, an alluring remoteness, an entire

concentration upon her own thoughts, which one sees in a child; and when

one saw her thus, dreaming hillward, one knew there were great ongoings

in that dusky head of hers.

At sight of him she bowed gravely, moving that he might have nearly all

the rug upon which she had been sitting, not minding the stones for

herself in the least. Her careless generosity spoke even in this

trifling act.

"You are bored?" she asked, after a silence which he seemed disinclined

to break.

"To extinction, little lady," he answered, puffing a cloud of smoke into

the hollyhocks. "You see, you have spoiled me for those others." There

was another pause. "And you?" he asked.

"I? Well, I practised, and planted some flowers, and made some things

for Miranda's baby, and then"--she hesitated, with an adorably shy look

full of that pathos, which made so many of her simplest statements seem

claims for protection, "and then I went over into 'My Own Land.'"

He regarded her for a minute, his approval of her showing in every line

of his handsome face. It was in these untouchable moods of her, when she

eluded him utterly, when she took him out of himself entirely, that he

found the most zest in intercourse with her.

"Is it a long journey to that land of yours?" he demanded, gravely,

"making believe" with her.

"Not long," she answered, "but sometimes difficult. I go down to a queer

gate; I never knew where I got that gate," she threw in, in an

explaining way; "and let down the bars and walk up a long driveway of

blue pines, and there I am!"

"Go on," he said, "though I think it shabby that you've never told me of

your property before now."

"I found this country; oh, years ago! Of course, I have changed it a

great deal. There was only one house at first, like Kenilworth Castle,

only much larger, with those heavenly, deep windows. And I have taken

all the people I liked to live there--"

"Jolly," he said; adding, hastily: "But not in the least a house-party

sort of thing, is it? where they play bridge and drink whiskey-sours?"

Katrine shook her head. "These people _live_ in My Country. I've stolen

some, but others come of their own accord. They are very great people.

Colonel Newcome is the host. You know him?"

"Adsum," Frank answered, softly, and Katrine flashed a smile of

appreciation back at him.

"And Henry Esmond," she went on, "I have a time with him. Of course, he

never really married that other woman and went to live in Virginia. He

adored Beatrice until the end, and is always trying to have her with

him. I've had it out with him!" She smiled again, as at a memory, and

extended one hand dramatically.

"'Henry Esmond,' I said (you know he's a little man, so I looked

straight in his eyes as I spoke), 'I will not have her here with her red

stockings and their silver clocks.'

"'Ye've listened to gossip of her,' says he.

"''Twas you yourself that rode after her and the King, when ye crossed

swords with his Majesty for her honor,' said I.

"'An event which never took place, believe me,' said he, with a bow, and

he bows like a king.

"'Ye lie like a gentleman,' said I, 'and I've pride in ye for it; but

Beatrice Esmond never comes in here.' And then I just told the truth to

him. 'I've had jealousy of her for many years, despite her morals,' I

explained."

Ravenel threw back his head and laughed.

"Oh, you women!" he cried. "Are there many ladies resident in that land

of yours?"

"Some; not many. Di Vernon, of course, and Mary Richling, and Dora,

whom David Copperfield never had sense enough to appreciate, and oh, the

children! Huckleberry Finn and Little Lord Fauntleroy! The Nigger Jim

tends the grounds, you know. And that divine Harold of the Dream Days!

"One awful day," she went on, "when everything seemed wrong," the quick

tears came to her eyes as she spoke, "and I was sick and disgraced

before people and wanted to die, I went into My Own Land, and there was

Jean Valjean at the bars waiting for me. He smiled as I came."

"'Cheer up, Little Irish Lady!' he cried, at sight of me, 'cheer up!

There is reason for everything in that Great Beyond that we'll

understand some day.' And that night, because of his strength, I went to

sleep comforted, and the next morning sang the 'Ah! Patria mia' quite

nobly. It was payment for the suffering, perhaps. Who can tell?"

"And whom," it was curious how Frank's jealousy showed in the question,

"whom do you like best of all these tenant folk of yours, Katrine?"

"Ye'll never tell?" She turned to look him full in the eyes. "Promise me

ye'll never tell; for if the word of it gets abroad there'll be no

keeping him in bounds, he's so filled with conceit of himself already."

She leaned toward Frank and whispered: "It's Alan Breck. Ah," she cried,

"you feel so fine and sure when ye're out with him! With his glittering

sword and his belt of gold, and the way he takes the centre of the stage

and the speech skin-fitted to the occasion. It's grand to be with him

then. But it's none of these that I love him for. Do you remember when

he says to Catriona: '_I'm a kind of henchman to Davie_,' she quoted

Alan's words with a deep-voiced enthusiasm, '_and whatever he cares for

I've got to care for, too. I'm not so very bonny, but I'm leal to them I

love_.' In My Land, that is all they care for. They are of all religions

and times and climes, but they are loyal, every one." And, turning to

him suddenly, she brought her wee bit of a fist down on the hard stone,

her cheeks flushed, her eyes glorious to see. "It's all there is, in My

Land or yours, that makes life worth while--_Loyalty_! The 'enduring to

the end.' _Even if one's none so bonny, he can be leal to them he

loves_!"

Frank threw his cigar away and moved nearer to her, holding out his hand

with an odd combination of "make-believe" and real pleading in his

voice.

"Katrine, dear," he said, "take me to live in that land of yours. I want

to let down the bars of the gate you don't know where you found, and go

up the pine driveway to meet Colonel Newcome. I want all that it means

to have those people for intimate friends."

"One must make one's own 'Land,'" Katrine answered. "And besides," with

a curious, lovable puckering of her eyelids, "men mustn't _dream_

things. Men must _do_."

There was a silence.

"Must they?" he asked, at length. "Why?"

"Did it ever occur to you," she asked, abruptly, "that you might

work--ever, I mean--when you were a boy?"

"Never for a second."

"You never felt that you would like to take a part in great affairs, as

other men do?"

"Why should I, Katrine? I have all the money I can possibly want. Life

is short. I come of a family who tire of living quickly. Say, for

instance, I live until I'm sixty. I probably sha'n't, you know, but

we'll say so for argument. One-third of the time I sleep, which reduces

the real living to forty years. Until the time of fifteen one doesn't

count, anyway. That gives me but twenty-five years of life. Now, I ask

you"--he threw back his head as he spoke, his face charming with a

humorous smile, an illuminated eye--"now, I ask you, if you would be so

hard-hearted as to desire me--with but twenty-five years at my disposal,

remember--to spend them in a treadmill of work when I might be spending

them under the pines and the beeches with you, Katrine--_with you_!"

She had clasped her knees, making of herself a magnetic bunch of color

and lovableness, and she let her eyes rest in his a moment before she

spoke. "Don't talk that way, will you? I like to think of you always as

a great man--a man of action, a man who helps."

They regarded each other steadily for a full minute before he said:

"It has begun."

"What?" she asked, mystified.

"That mental treatment you spoke of some time ago. You are having a

terrible effect on me, Katrine, and I find it extremely uncomfortable,"

he added, laughing.

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