BOOK XX.

CHARLIE MILLTHORPE.

I.

Pierre had been induced to take chambers at the Apostles', by one of the

Apostles themselves, an old acquaintance of his, and a native of Saddle

Meadows.

Millthorpe was the son of a very respectable farmer--now dead--of more

than common intelligence, and whose bowed shoulders and homely garb had

still been surmounted by a head fit for a Greek philosopher, and

features so fine and regular that they would have well graced an opulent

gentleman. The political and social levelings and confoundings of all

manner of human elements in America, produce many striking individual

anomalies unknown in other lands. Pierre well remembered old farmer

Millthorpe:--the handsome, melancholy, calm-tempered, mute, old man; in

whose countenance--refinedly ennobled by nature, and yet coarsely tanned

and attenuated by many a prolonged day's work in the harvest--rusticity

and classicalness were strangely united. The delicate profile of his

face, bespoke the loftiest aristocracy; his knobbed and bony hands

resembled a beggar's.

Though for several generations the Millthorpes had lived on the

Glendinning lands, they loosely and unostentatiously traced their origin

to an emigrating English Knight, who had crossed the sea in the time of

the elder Charles. But that indigence which had prompted the knight to

forsake his courtly country for the howling wilderness, was the only

remaining hereditament left to his bedwindled descendants in the fourth

and fifth remove. At the time that Pierre first recollected this

interesting man, he had, a year or two previous, abandoned an ample farm

on account of absolute inability to meet the manorial rent, and was

become the occupant of a very poor and contracted little place, on which

was a small and half-ruinous house. There, he then harbored with his

wife,--a very gentle and retiring person,--his three little daughters,

and his only son, a lad of Pierre's own age. The hereditary beauty and

youthful bloom of this boy; his sweetness of temper, and something of

natural refinement as contrasted with the unrelieved rudeness, and

oftentimes sordidness, of his neighbors; these things had early

attracted the sympathetic, spontaneous friendliness of Pierre. They were

often wont to take their boyish rambles together; and even the severely

critical Mrs. Glendinning, always fastidiously cautious as to the

companions of Pierre, had never objected to his intimacy with so

prepossessing and handsome a rustic as Charles.

Boys are often very swiftly acute in forming a judgment on character.

The lads had not long companioned, ere Pierre concluded, that however

fine his face, and sweet his temper, young Millthorpe was but little

vigorous in mind; besides possessing a certain constitutional,

sophomorean presumption and egotism; which, however, having nothing to

feed on but his father's meal and potatoes, and his own essentially

timid and humane disposition, merely presented an amusing and harmless,

though incurable, anomalous feature in his character, not at all

impairing the good-will and companionableness of Pierre; for even in his

boyhood, Pierre possessed a sterling charity, which could cheerfully

overlook all minor blemishes in his inferiors, whether in fortune or

mind; content and glad to embrace the good whenever presented, or with

whatever conjoined. So, in youth, do we unconsciously act upon those

peculiar principles, which in conscious and verbalized maxims shall

systematically regulate our maturer lives;--a fact, which forcibly

illustrates the necessitarian dependence of our lives, and their

subordination, not to ourselves, but to Fate.

If the grown man of taste, possess not only some eye to detect the

picturesque in the natural landscape, so also, has he as keen a

perception of what may not unfitly be here styled, the _povertiresque_

in the social landscape. To such an one, not more picturesquely

conspicuous is the dismantled thatch in a painted cottage of

Gainsborough, than the time-tangled and want-thinned locks of a beggar,

_povertiresquely_ diversifying those snug little cabinet-pictures of the

world, which, exquisitely varnished and framed, are hung up in the

drawing-room minds of humane men of taste, and amiable philosophers of

either the "Compensation," or "Optimist" school. They deny that any

misery is in the world, except for the purpose of throwing the fine

_povertiresque_ element into its general picture. Go to! God hath

deposited cash in the Bank subject to our gentlemanly order; he hath

bounteously blessed the world with a summer carpet of green. Begone,

Heraclitus! The lamentations of the rain are but to make us our

rainbows!

Not that in equivocal reference to the _povertiresque_ old farmer

Millthorpe, Pierre is here intended to be hinted at. Still, man can not

wholly escape his surroundings. Unconsciously Mrs. Glendinning had

always been one of these curious Optimists; and in his boyish life

Pierre had not wholly escaped the maternal contagion. Yet often, in

calling at the old farmer's for Charles of some early winter mornings,

and meeting the painfully embarrassed, thin, feeble features of Mrs.

Millthorpe, and the sadly inquisitive and hopelessly half-envious

glances of the three little girls; and standing on the threshold, Pierre

would catch low, aged, life-weary groans from a recess out of sight

from the door; then would Pierre have some boyish inklings of something

else than the pure _povertiresque_ in poverty: some inklings of what it

might be, to be old, and poor, and worn, and rheumatic, with shivering

death drawing nigh, and present life itself but a dull and a chill! some

inklings of what it might be, for him who in youth had vivaciously

leaped from his bed, impatient to meet the earliest sun, and lose no

sweet drop of his life, now hating the beams he once so dearly loved;

turning round in his bed to the wall to avoid them; and still postponing

the foot which should bring him back to the dismal day; when the sun is

not gold, but copper; and the sky is not blue, but gray; and the blood,

like Rhenish wine, too long unquaffed by Death, grows thin and sour in

the veins.

Pierre had not forgotten that the augmented penury of the Millthorpe's

was, at the time we now retrospectively treat of, gravely imputed by the

gossiping frequenters of the Black Swan Inn, to certain insinuated moral

derelictions of the farmer. "The old man tipped his elbow too often,"

once said in Pierre's hearing an old bottle-necked fellow, performing

the identical same act with a half-emptied glass in his hand. But though

the form of old Millthorpe was broken, his countenance, however sad and

thin, betrayed no slightest sign of the sot, either past or present. He

never was publicly known to frequent the inn, and seldom quitted the few

acres he cultivated with his son. And though, alas, indigent enough, yet

was he most punctually honest in paying his little debts of shillings

and pence for his groceries. And though, heaven knows, he had plenty of

occasion for all the money he could possibly earn, yet Pierre

remembered, that when, one autumn, a hog was bought of him for the

servants' hall at the Mansion, the old man never called for his money

till the midwinter following; and then, as with trembling fingers he

eagerly clutched the silver, he unsteadily said, "I have no use for it

now; it might just as well have stood over." It was then, that chancing

to overhear this, Mrs. Glendinning had looked at the old man, with a

kindly and benignantly interested eye to the _povertiresque_; and

murmured, "Ah! the old English Knight is not yet out of his blood.

Bravo, old man!"

One day, in Pierre's sight, nine silent figures emerged from the door of

old Millthorpe; a coffin was put into a neighbor's farm-wagon; and a

procession, some thirty feet long, including the elongated pole and box

of the wagon, wound along Saddle Meadows to a hill, where, at last, old

Millthorpe was laid down in a bed, where the rising sun should affront

him no more. Oh, softest and daintiest of Holland linen is the motherly

earth! There, beneath the sublime tester of the infinite sky, like

emperors and kings, sleep, in grand state, the beggars and paupers of

earth! I joy that Death is this Democrat; and hopeless of all other real

and permanent democracies, still hug the thought, that though in life

some heads are crowned with gold, and some bound round with thorns, yet

chisel them how they will, head-stones are all alike.

This somewhat particular account of the father of young Millthorpe, will

better set forth the less immature condition and character of the son,

on whom had now descended the maintenance of his mother and sisters.

But, though the son of a farmer, Charles was peculiarly averse to hard

labor. It was not impossible that by resolute hard labor he might

eventually have succeeded in placing his family in a far more

comfortable situation than he had ever remembered them. But it was not

so fated; the benevolent State had in its great wisdom decreed

otherwise.

In the village of Saddle Meadows there was an institution, half

common-school and half academy, but mainly supported by a general

ordinance and financial provision of the government Here, not only were

the rudiments of an English education taught, but likewise some touch of

belles lettres, and composition, and that great American bulwark and

bore--elocution. On the high-raised, stage platform of the Saddle

Meadows Academy, the sons of the most indigent day-laborers were wont to

drawl out the fiery revolutionary rhetoric of Patrick Henry, or

gesticulate impetuously through the soft cadences of Drake's "Culprit

Fay." What wonder, then, that of Saturdays, when there was no elocution

and poesy, these boys should grow melancholy and disdainful over the

heavy, plodding handles of dung-forks and hoes?

At the age of fifteen, the ambition of Charles Millthorpe was to be

either an orator, or a poet; at any rate, a great genius of one sort or

other. He recalled the ancestral Knight, and indignantly spurned the

plow. Detecting in him the first germ of this inclination, old

Millthorpe had very seriously reasoned with his son; warning him against

the evils of his vagrant ambition. Ambition of that sort was either for

undoubted genius, rich boys, or poor boys, standing entirely alone in

the world, with no one relying upon them. Charles had better consider

the case; his father was old and infirm; he could not last very long; he

had nothing to leave behind him but his plow and his hoe; his mother was

sickly; his sisters pale and delicate; and finally, life was a fact, and

the winters in that part of the country exceedingly bitter and long.

Seven months out of the twelve the pastures bore nothing, and all cattle

must be fed in the barns. But Charles was a boy; advice often seems the

most wantonly wasted of all human breath; man will not take wisdom on

trust; may be, it is well; for such wisdom is worthless; we must find

the true gem for ourselves; and so we go groping and groping for many

and many a day.

Yet was Charles Millthorpe as affectionate and dutiful a boy as ever

boasted of his brain, and knew not that he possessed a far more

excellent and angelical thing in the possession of a generous heart. His

father died; to his family he resolved to be a second father, and a

careful provider now. But not by hard toil of his hand; but by gentler

practices of his mind. Already he had read many books--history, poetry,

romance, essays, and all. The manorial book-shelves had often been

honored by his visits, and Pierre had kindly been his librarian. Not to

lengthen the tale, at the age of seventeen, Charles sold the horse, the

cow, the pig, the plow, the hoe, and almost every movable thing on the

premises; and, converting all into cash, departed with his mother and

sisters for the city; chiefly basing his expectations of success on some

vague representations of an apothecary relative there resident. How he

and his mother and sisters battled it out; how they pined and

half-starved for a while; how they took in sewing; and Charles took in

copying; and all but scantily sufficed for a livelihood; all this may be

easily imagined. But some mysterious latent good-will of Fate toward

him, had not only thus far kept Charles from the Poor-House, but had

really advanced his fortunes in a degree. At any rate, that certain

harmless presumption and innocent egotism which have been previously

adverted to as sharing in his general character, these had by no means

retarded him; for it is often to be observed of the shallower men, that

they are the very last to despond. It is the glory of the bladder that

nothing can sink it; it is the reproach of a box of treasure, that once

overboard it must down.

II.

When arrived in the city, and discovering the heartless neglect of Glen,

Pierre,--looking about him for whom to apply to in this

strait,--bethought him of his old boy-companion Charlie, and went out to

seek him, and found him at last; he saw before him, a tall, well-grown,

but rather thin and pale yet strikingly handsome young man of

two-and-twenty; occupying a small dusty law-office on the third floor

of the older building of the Apostles; assuming to be doing a very

large, and hourly increasing business among empty pigeon-holes, and

directly under the eye of an unopened bottle of ink; his mother and

sisters dwelling in a chamber overhead; and himself, not only following

the law for a corporeal living, but likewise inter-linked with the

peculiar secret, theologico-politico-social schemes of the masonic order

of the seedy-coated Apostles; and pursuing some crude, transcendental

Philosophy, for both a contributory means of support, as well as for his

complete intellectual aliment.

Pierre was at first somewhat startled by his exceedingly frank and

familiar manner; all old manorial deference for Pierre was clean gone

and departed; though at the first shock of their encounter, Charlie

could not possibly have known that Pierre was cast off.

"Ha, Pierre! glad to see you, my boy! Hark ye, next month I am to

deliver an address before the Omega order of the Apostles. The Grand

Master, Plinlimmon, will be there. I have heard on the best authority

that he once said of me--'That youth has the Primitive Categories in

him; he is destined to astonish the world.' Why, lad, I have received

propositions from the Editors of the Spinozaist to contribute a weekly

column to their paper, and you know how very few can understand the

Spinozaist; nothing is admitted there but the Ultimate Transcendentals.

Hark now, in your ear; I think of throwing off the Apostolic disguise

and coming boldly out; Pierre! I think of stumping the State, and

preaching our philosophy to the masses.--When did you arrive in town?"

Spite of all his tribulations, Pierre could not restrain a smile at this

highly diverting reception; but well knowing the youth, he did not

conclude from this audacious burst of enthusiastic egotism that his

heart had at all corroded; for egotism is one thing, and selfishness

another. No sooner did Pierre intimate his condition to him, than

immediately, Charlie was all earnest and practical kindness; recommended

the Apostles as the best possible lodgment for him,--cheap, snug, and

convenient to most public places; he offered to procure a cart and see

himself to the transport of Pierre's luggage; but finally thought it

best to mount the stairs and show him the vacant rooms. But when these

at last were decided upon; and Charlie, all cheerfulness and alacrity,

started with Pierre for the hotel, to assist him in the removal;

grasping his arm the moment they emerged from the great arched door

under the tower of the Apostles; he instantly launched into his amusing

heroics, and continued the strain till the trunks were fairly in sight.

"Lord! my law-business overwhelms me! I must drive away some of my

clients; I must have my exercise, and this ever-growing business denies

it to me. Besides, I owe something to the sublime cause of the general

humanity; I must displace some of my briefs for my metaphysical

treatises. I can not waste all my oil over bonds and mortgages.--You

said you were married, I think?"

But without stopping for any reply, he rattled on. "Well, I suppose it

is wise after all. It settles, centralizes, and confirms a man, I have

heard.--No, I didn't; it is a random thought of my own, that!--Yes, it

makes the world definite to him; it removes his morbid _sub_jectiveness,

and makes all things _ob_jective; nine small children, for instance, may

be considered _ob_jective. Marriage, hey!--A fine thing, no doubt, no

doubt:--domestic--pretty--nice, all round. But I owe something to the

world, my boy! By marriage, I might contribute to the population of men,

but not to the census of mind. The great men are all bachelors, you

know. Their family is the universe: I should say the planet Saturn was

their elder son; and Plato their uncle.--So you are married?"

But again, reckless of answers, Charlie went on. "Pierre, a thought, my

boy;--a thought for you! You do not say it, but you hint of a low

purse. Now I shall help you to fill it--Stump the State on the Kantian

Philosophy! A dollar a head, my boy! Pass round your beaver, and you'll

get it. I have every confidence in the penetration and magnanimousness

of the people! Pierre, hark in your ear;--it's my opinion the world is

all wrong. Hist, I say--an entire mistake. Society demands an Avatar,--a

Curtius, my boy! to leap into the fiery gulf, and by perishing himself,

save the whole empire of men! Pierre, I have long renounced the

allurements of life and fashion. Look at my coat, and see how I spurn

them! Pierre! but, stop, have you ever a shilling! let's take a cold cut

here--it's a cheap place; I go here sometimes. Come, let's in."

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