BOOK I.

PIERRE:

OR,

THE AMBIGUITIES.

BY

HERMAN MELVILLE.

NEW YORK:

HARPER & BROTHERS, PUBLISHERS

329 & 331 PEARL STREET,

FRANKLIN SQUARE.

1852.

Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1852, by

HERMAN MELVILLE,

In the Clerk's Office of the Southern District of New York.

TO

Greylock's Most Excellent Majesty.

In old times authors were proud of the privilege of dedicating their

works to Majesty. A right noble custom, which we of Berkshire must

revive. For whether we will or no, Majesty is all around us here in

Berkshire, sitting as in a grand Congress of Vienna of majestical

hill-tops, and eternally challenging our homage.

But since the majestic mountain, Greylock--my own more immediate

sovereign lord and king--hath now, for innumerable ages, been the one

grand dedicatee of the earliest rays of all the Berkshire mornings, I

know not how his Imperial Purple Majesty (royal-born: Porphyrogenitus)

will receive the dedication of my own poor solitary ray.

Nevertheless, forasmuch as I, dwelling with my loyal neighbors, the

Maples and the Beeches, in the amphitheater over which his central

majesty presides, have received his most bounteous and unstinted

fertilizations, it is but meet, that I here devoutly kneel, and render

up my gratitude, whether, thereto, The Most Excellent Purple Majesty of

Greylock benignantly incline his hoary crown or no.

_Pittsfield, Mass._

TABLE OF CONTENTS.

BOOK I. PIERRE JUST EMERGING FROM HIS TEENS

BOOK II. LOVE, DELIGHT, AND ALARM

BOOK III. THE PRESENTIMENT AND THE VERIFICATION

BOOK IV. RETROSPECTIVE

BOOK V. MISGIVINGS AND PREPARATIVES

BOOK VI. ISABEL, AND THE FIRST PART OF THE STORY OF ISABEL

BOOK VII. INTERMEDIATE BETWEEN PIERRE'S TWO INTERVIEWS WITH ISABEL AT THE FARM-HOUSE

BOOK VIII. THE SECOND INTERVIEW, AND THE SECOND PART OF THE STORY OF ISABEL. THEIR IMMEDIATE IMPULSIVE EFFECT UPON PIERRE

BOOK IX. MORE LIGHT, AND THE GLOOM OF THAT LIGHT. MORE GLOOM, AND THE LIGHT OF THAT GLOOM

BOOK X. THE UNPRECEDENTED FINAL RESOLUTION OF PIERRE

BOOK XI. HE CROSSES THE RUBICON

BOOK XII. ISABEL, MRS. GLENDINNING, THE PORTRAIT, AND LUCY

BOOK XIII. THEY DEPART THE MEADOWS

BOOK XIV. THE JOURNEY AND THE PAMPHLET

BOOK XV. THE COUSINS

BOOK XVI. FIRST NIGHT OF THEIR ARRIVAL IN THE CITY

BOOK XVII. YOUNG AMERICA IN LITERATURE

BOOK XVIII. PIERRE, AS A JUVENILE AUTHOR, RECONSIDERED

BOOK XIX. THE CHURCH OF THE APOSTLES

BOOK XX. CHARLIE MILLTHORPE

BOOK XXI. PIERRE IMMATURELY ATTEMPTS A MATURE BOOK. TIDINGS FROM THE MEADOWS. PLINLIMMON

BOOK XXII. THE FLOWER-CURTAIN LIFTED FROM BEFORE A TROPICAL AUTHOR; WITH SOME REMARKS ON THE TRANSCENDENTAL FLESH-BRUSH PHILOSOPHY

BOOK XXIII. A LETTER FOR PIERRE. ISABEL. ARRIVAL OF LUCY'S EASEL AND TRUNKS AT THE APOSTLES'

BOOK XXIV. LUCY AT THE APOSTLES'

BOOK XXV. LUCY, ISABEL, AND PIERRE. PIERRE AT HIS BOOK. ENCELADUS

BOOK XXVI. A WALK; A FOREIGN PORTRAIT; A SAIL. AND THE END

PIERRE.

BOOK I.

PIERRE JUST EMERGING FROM HIS TEENS.

I.

There are some strange summer mornings in the country, when he who is

but a sojourner from the city shall early walk forth into the fields,

and be wonder-smitten with the trance-like aspect of the green and

golden world. Not a flower stirs; the trees forget to wave; the grass

itself seems to have ceased to grow; and all Nature, as if suddenly

become conscious of her own profound mystery, and feeling no refuge from

it but silence, sinks into this wonderful and indescribable repose.

Such was the morning in June, when, issuing from the embowered and

high-gabled old home of his fathers, Pierre, dewily refreshed and

spiritualized by sleep, gayly entered the long, wide, elm-arched street

of the village, and half unconsciously bent his steps toward a cottage,

which peeped into view near the end of the vista.

The verdant trance lay far and wide; and through it nothing came but the

brindled kine, dreamily wandering to their pastures, followed, not

driven, by ruddy-cheeked, white-footed boys.

As touched and bewitched by the loveliness of this silence, Pierre

neared the cottage, and lifted his eyes, he swiftly paused, fixing his

glance upon one upper, open casement there. Why now this impassioned,

youthful pause? Why this enkindled cheek and eye? Upon the sill of the

casement, a snow-white glossy pillow reposes, and a trailing shrub has

softly rested a rich, crimson flower against it.

Well mayst thou seek that pillow, thou odoriferous flower, thought

Pierre; not an hour ago, her own cheek must have rested there. "Lucy!"

"Pierre!"

As heart rings to heart those voices rang, and for a moment, in the

bright hush of the morning, the two stood silently but ardently eying

each other, beholding mutual reflections of a boundless admiration and

love.

"Nothing but Pierre," laughed the youth, at last; "thou hast forgotten

to bid me good-morning."

"That would be little. Good-mornings, good-evenings, good days, weeks,

months, and years to thee, Pierre;--bright Pierre!--Pierre!"

Truly, thought the youth, with a still gaze of inexpressible fondness;

truly the skies do ope, and this invoking angel looks down.--"I would

return thee thy manifold good-mornings, Lucy, did not that presume thou

had'st lived through a night; and by Heaven, thou belong'st to the

regions of an infinite day!"

"Fie, now, Pierre; why should ye youths always swear when ye love!"

"Because in us love is profane, since it mortally reaches toward the

heaven in ye!"

"There thou fly'st again, Pierre; thou art always circumventing me so.

Tell me, why should ye youths ever show so sweet an expertness in

turning all trifles of ours into trophies of yours?"

"I know not how that is, but ever was it our fashion to do." And shaking

the casement shrub, he dislodged the flower, and conspicuously fastened

it in his bosom.--"I must away now, Lucy; see! under these colors I

march."

"Bravissimo! oh, my only recruit!"

II.

Pierre was the only son of an affluent, and haughty widow; a lady who

externally furnished a singular example of the preservative and

beautifying influences of unfluctuating rank, health, and wealth, when

joined to a fine mind of medium culture, uncankered by any inconsolable

grief, and never worn by sordid cares. In mature age, the rose still

miraculously clung to her cheek; litheness had not yet completely

uncoiled itself from her waist, nor smoothness unscrolled itself from

her brow, nor diamondness departed from her eyes. So that when lit up

and bediademed by ball-room lights, Mrs. Glendinning still eclipsed far

younger charms, and had she chosen to encourage them, would have been

followed by a train of infatuated suitors, little less young than her

own son Pierre.

But a reverential and devoted son seemed lover enough for this widow

Bloom; and besides all this, Pierre when namelessly annoyed, and

sometimes even jealously transported by the too ardent admiration of the

handsome youths, who now and then, caught in unintended snares, seemed

to entertain some insane hopes of wedding this unattainable being;

Pierre had more than once, with a playful malice, openly sworn, that the

man--gray-beard, or beardless--who should dare to propose marriage to

his mother, that man would by some peremptory unrevealed agency

immediately disappear from the earth.

This romantic filial love of Pierre seemed fully returned by the

triumphant maternal pride of the widow, who in the clear-cut lineaments

and noble air of the son, saw her own graces strangely translated into

the opposite sex. There was a striking personal resemblance between

them; and as the mother seemed to have long stood still in her beauty,

heedless of the passing years; so Pierre seemed to meet her half-way,

and by a splendid precocity of form and feature, almost advanced himself

to that mature stand-point in Time, where his pedestaled mother so long

had stood. In the playfulness of their unclouded love, and with that

strange license which a perfect confidence and mutual understanding at

all points, had long bred between them, they were wont to call each

other brother and sister. Both in public and private this was their

usage; nor when thrown among strangers, was this mode of address ever

suspected for a sportful assumption; since the amaranthiness of Mrs.

Glendinning fully sustained this youthful pretension.--Thus freely and

lightsomely for mother and son flowed on the pure joined current of

life. But as yet the fair river had not borne its waves to those

sideways repelling rocks, where it was thenceforth destined to be

forever divided into two unmixing streams.

An excellent English author of these times enumerating the prime

advantages of his natal lot, cites foremost, that he first saw the rural

light. So with Pierre. It had been his choice fate to have been born and

nurtured in the country, surrounded by scenery whose uncommon loveliness

was the perfect mould of a delicate and poetic mind; while the popular

names of its finest features appealed to the proudest patriotic and

family associations of the historic line of Glendinning. On the meadows

which sloped away from the shaded rear of the manorial mansion, far to

the winding river, an Indian battle had been fought, in the earlier days

of the colony, and in that battle the paternal great-grandfather of

Pierre, mortally wounded, had sat unhorsed on his saddle in the grass,

with his dying voice, still cheering his men in the fray. This was

Saddle-Meadows, a name likewise extended to the mansion and the

village. Far beyond these plains, a day's walk for Pierre, rose the

storied heights, where in the Revolutionary War his grandfather had for

several months defended a rude but all-important stockaded fort, against

the repeated combined assaults of Indians, Tories, and Regulars. From

before that fort, the gentlemanly, but murderous half-breed, Brandt, had

fled, but had survived to dine with General Glendinning, in the amicable

times which followed that vindictive war. All the associations of

Saddle-Meadows were full of pride to Pierre. The Glendinning deeds by

which their estate had so long been held, bore the cyphers of three

Indian kings, the aboriginal and only conveyancers of those noble woods

and plains. Thus loftily, in the days of his circumscribed youth, did

Pierre glance along the background of his race; little recking of that

maturer and larger interior development, which should forever deprive

these things of their full power of pride in his soul.

But the breeding of Pierre would have been unwisely contracted, had his

youth been unintermittingly passed in these rural scenes. At a very

early period he had begun to accompany his father and mother--and

afterwards his mother alone--in their annual visits to the city; where

naturally mingling in a large and polished society, Pierre had

insensibly formed himself in the airier graces of life, without

enfeebling the vigor derived from a martial race, and fostered in the

country's clarion air.

Nor while thus liberally developed in person and manners, was Pierre

deficient in a still better and finer culture. Not in vain had he spent

long summer afternoons in the deep recesses of his father's fastidiously

picked and decorous library; where the Spenserian nymphs had early led

him into many a maze of all-bewildering beauty. Thus, with a graceful

glow on his limbs, and soft, imaginative flames in his heart, did this

Pierre glide toward maturity, thoughtless of that period of remorseless

insight, when all these delicate warmths should seem frigid to him, and

he should madly demand more ardent fires.

Nor had that pride and love which had so bountifully provided for the

youthful nurture of Pierre, neglected his culture in the deepest element

of all. It had been a maxim with the father of Pierre, that all

gentlemanhood was vain; all claims to it preposterous and absurd, unless

the primeval gentleness and golden humanities of religion had been so

thoroughly wrought into the complete texture of the character, that he

who pronounced himself gentleman, could also rightfully assume the meek,

but kingly style of Christian. At the age of sixteen, Pierre partook

with his mother of the Holy Sacraments.

It were needless, and more difficult, perhaps, to trace out precisely

the absolute motives which prompted these youthful vows. Enough, that as

to Pierre had descended the numerous other noble qualities of his

ancestors; and as he now stood heir to their forests and farms; so by

the same insensible sliding process, he seemed to have inherited their

docile homage to a venerable Faith, which the first Glendinning had

brought over sea, from beneath the shadow of an English minister. Thus

in Pierre was the complete polished steel of the gentleman, girded with

Religion's silken sash; and his great-grandfather's soldierly fate had

taught him that the generous sash should, in the last bitter trial,

furnish its wearer with Glory's shroud; so that what through life had

been worn for Grace's sake, in death might safely hold the man. But

while thus all alive to the beauty and poesy of his father's faith,

Pierre little foresaw that this world hath a secret deeper than beauty,

and Life some burdens heavier than death.

So perfect to Pierre had long seemed the illuminated scroll of his life

thus far, that only one hiatus was discoverable by him in that

sweetly-writ manuscript. A sister had been omitted from the text. He

mourned that so delicious a feeling as fraternal love had been denied

him. Nor could the fictitious title, which he so often lavished upon his

mother, at all supply the absent reality. This emotion was most natural;

and the full cause and reason of it even Pierre did not at that time

entirely appreciate. For surely a gentle sister is the second best gift

to a man; and it is first in point of occurrence; for the wife comes

after. He who is sisterless, is as a bachelor before his time. For much

that goes to make up the deliciousness of a wife, already lies in the

sister.

"Oh, had my father but had a daughter!" cried Pierre; "some one whom I

might love, and protect, and fight for, if need be. It must be a

glorious thing to engage in a mortal quarrel on a sweet sister's behalf!

Now, of all things, would to heaven, I had a sister!"

Thus, ere entranced in the gentler bonds of a lover; thus often would

Pierre invoke heaven for a sister; but Pierre did not then know, that if

there be any thing a man might well pray against, that thing is the

responsive gratification of some of the devoutest prayers of his youth.

It may have been that this strange yearning of Pierre for a sister, had

part of its origin in that still stranger feeling of loneliness he

sometimes experienced, as not only the solitary head of his family, but

the only surnamed male Glendinning extant. A powerful and populous

family had by degrees run off into the female branches; so that Pierre

found himself surrounded by numerous kinsmen and kinswomen, yet

companioned by no surnamed male Glendinning, but the duplicate one

reflected to him in the mirror. But in his more wonted natural mood,

this thought was not wholly sad to him. Nay, sometimes it mounted into

an exultant swell. For in the ruddiness, and flushfulness, and

vain-gloriousness of his youthful soul, he fondly hoped to have a

monopoly of glory in capping the fame-column, whose tall shaft had been

erected by his noble sires.

In all this, how unadmonished was our Pierre by that foreboding and

prophetic lesson taught, not less by Palmyra's quarries, than by

Palmyra's ruins. Among those ruins is a crumbling, uncompleted shaft,

and some leagues off, ages ago left in the quarry, is the crumbling

corresponding capital, also incomplete. These Time seized and spoiled;

these Time crushed in the egg; and the proud stone that should have

stood among the clouds, Time left abased beneath the soil. Oh, what

quenchless feud is this, that Time hath with the sons of Men!

III.

It has been said that the beautiful country round about Pierre appealed

to very proud memories. But not only through the mere chances of things,

had that fine country become ennobled by the deeds of his sires, but in

Pierre's eyes, all its hills and swales seemed as sanctified through

their very long uninterrupted possession by his race.

That fond ideality which, in the eyes of affection, hallows the least

trinket once familiar to the person of a departed love; with Pierre that

talisman touched the whole earthly landscape about him; for remembering

that on those hills his own fine fathers had gazed; through those woods,

over these lawns, by that stream, along these tangled paths, many a

grand-dame of his had merrily strolled when a girl; vividly recalling

these things, Pierre deemed all that part of the earth a love-token; so

that his very horizon was to him as a memorial ring.

The monarchical world very generally imagines, that in demagoguical

America the sacred Past hath no fixed statues erected to it, but all

things irreverently seethe and boil in the vulgar caldron of an

everlasting uncrystalizing Present. This conceit would seem peculiarly

applicable to the social condition. With no chartered aristocracy, and

no law of entail, how can any family in America imposingly perpetuate

itself? Certainly that common saying among us, which declares, that be a

family conspicuous as it may, a single half-century shall see it abased;

that maxim undoubtedly holds true with the commonalty. In our cities

families rise and burst like bubbles in a vat. For indeed the democratic

element operates as a subtile acid among us; forever producing new

things by corroding the old; as in the south of France verdigris, the

primitive material of one kind of green paint, is produced by

grape-vinegar poured upon copper plates. Now in general nothing can be

more significant of decay than the idea of corrosion; yet on the other

hand, nothing can more vividly suggest luxuriance of life, than the idea

of green as a color; for green is the peculiar signet of all-fertile

Nature herself. Herein by apt analogy we behold the marked anomalousness

of America; whose character abroad, we need not be surprised, is

misconceived, when we consider how strangely she contradicts all prior

notions of human things; and how wonderfully to her, Death itself

becomes transmuted into Life. So that political institutions, which in

other lands seem above all things intensely artificial, with America

seem to possess the divine virtue of a natural law; for the most mighty

of nature's laws is this, that out of Death she brings Life.

Still, are there things in the visible world, over which ever-shifting

Nature hath not so unbounded a sway. The grass is annually changed; but

the limbs of the oak, for a long term of years, defy that annual decree.

And if in America the vast mass of families be as the blades of grass,

yet some few there are that stand as the oak; which, instead of

decaying, annually puts forth new branches; whereby Time, instead of

subtracting, is made to capitulate into a multiple virtue.

In this matter we will--not superciliously, but in fair spirit--compare

pedigrees with England, and strange as it may seem at the first blush,

not without some claim to equality. I dare say, that in this thing the

Peerage Book is a good statistical standard whereby to judge her; since

the compilers of that work can not be entirely insensible on whose

patronage they most rely; and the common intelligence of our own people

shall suffice to judge us. But the magnificence of names must not

mislead us as to the humility of things. For as the breath in all our

lungs is hereditary, and my present breath at this moment, is further

descended than the body of the present High Priest of the Jews, so far

as he can assuredly trace it; so mere names, which are also but air, do

likewise revel in this endless descendedness. But if Richmond, and St.

Albans, and Grafton, and Portland, and Buccleugh, be names almost old as

England herself, the present Dukes of those names stop in their own

genuine pedigrees at Charles II., and there find no very fine fountain;

since what we would deem the least glorious parentage under the sun, is

precisely the parentage of a Buccleugh, for example; whose ancestress

could not well avoid being a mother, it is true, but had accidentally

omitted the preliminary rite. Yet a king was the sire. Then only so much

the worse; for if it be small insult to be struck by a pauper, but

mortal offense to receive a blow from a gentleman, then of all things

the bye-blows of kings must be signally unflattering. In England the

Peerage is kept alive by incessant restorations and creations. One man,

George III., manufactured five hundred and twenty-two peers. An earldom,

in abeyance for five centuries, has suddenly been assumed by some

commoner, to whom it had not so much descended, as through the art of

the lawyers been made flexibly to bend in that direction. For not Thames

is so sinuous in his natural course, not the Bridgewater Canal more

artificially conducted, than blood in the veins of that winding or

manufactured nobility. Perishable as stubble, and fungous as the fungi,

those grafted families successively live and die on the eternal soil of

a name. In England this day, twenty-five hundred peerages are extinct;

but the names survive. So that the empty air of a name is more

endurable than a man, or than dynasties of men; the air fills man's

lungs and puts life into a man, but man fills not the air, nor puts life

into that.

All honor to the names then, and all courtesy to the men; but if St.

Albans tell me he is all-honorable and all-eternal, I must still

politely refer him to Nell Gwynne.

Beyond Charles II. very few indeed--hardly worthy of note--are the

present titled English families which can trace any thing like a direct

unvitiated blood-descent from the thief knights of the Norman. Beyond

Charles II. their direct genealogies seem vain as though some Jew

clothesman, with a tea-canister on his head, turned over the first

chapter of St. Matthew to make out his unmingled participation in the

blood of King Saul, who had long died ere the career of the Cæsar began.

Now, not preliminarily to enlarge upon the fact that, while in England

an immense mass of state-masonry is brought to bear as a buttress in

upholding the hereditary existence of certain houses, while with us

nothing of that kind can possibly be admitted; and to omit all mention

of the hundreds of unobtrusive families in New England who,

nevertheless, might easily trace their uninterrupted English lineage to

a time before Charles the Blade: not to speak of the old and

oriental-like English planter families of Virginia and the South; the

Randolphs for example, one of whose ancestors, in King James' time,

married Pocahontas the Indian Princess, and in whose blood therefore an

underived aboriginal royalty was flowing over two hundred years ago;

consider those most ancient and magnificent Dutch Manors at the North,

whose perches are miles--whose meadows overspread adjacent

countries--and whose haughty rent-deeds are held by their thousand

farmer tenants, so long as grass grows and water runs; which hints of a

surprising eternity for a deed, and seem to make lawyer's ink

unobliterable as the sea. Some of those manors are two centuries old;

and their present patrons or lords will show you stakes and stones on

their estates put there--the stones at least--before Nell Gwynne the

Duke-mother was born, and genealogies which, like their own river,

Hudson, flow somewhat farther and straighter than the Serpentine

brooklet in Hyde Park.

These far-descended Dutch meadows lie steeped in a Hindooish haze; an

eastern patriarchalness sways its mild crook over pastures, whose tenant

flocks shall there feed, long as their own grass grows, long as their

own water shall run. Such estates seem to defy Time's tooth, and by

conditions which take hold of the indestructible earth seem to

contemporize their fee-simples with eternity. Unimaginable audacity of a

worm that but crawls through the soil he so imperially claims!

In midland counties of England they boast of old oaken dining-halls

where three hundred men-at-arms could exercise of a rainy afternoon, in

the reign of the Plantagenets. But our lords, the Patroons, appeal not

to the past, but they point to the present. One will show you that the

public census of a county is but part of the roll of his tenants. Ranges

of mountains, high as Ben Nevis or Snowdon, are their walls; and regular

armies, with staffs of officers, crossing rivers with artillery, and

marching through primeval woods, and threading vast rocky defiles, have

been sent out to distrain upon three thousand farmer-tenants of one

landlord, at a blow. A fact most suggestive two ways; both whereof shall

be nameless here.

But whatever one may think of the existence of such mighty lordships in

the heart of a republic, and however we may wonder at their thus

surviving, like Indian mounds, the Revolutionary flood; yet survive and

exist they do, and are now owned by their present proprietors, by as

good nominal title as any peasant owns his father's old hat, or any duke

his great-uncle's old coronet.

For all this, then, we shall not err very widely if we humbly conceive,

that--should she choose to glorify herself in that inconsiderable

way--our America will make out a good general case with England in this

short little matter of large estates, and long pedigrees--pedigrees I

mean, wherein is no flaw.

IV.

In general terms we have been thus decided in asserting the great

genealogical and real-estate dignity of some families in America,

because in so doing we poetically establish the richly aristocratic

condition of Master Pierre Glendinning, for whom we have before claimed

some special family distinction. And to the observant reader the sequel

will not fail to show, how important is this circumstance, considered

with reference to the singularly developed character and most singular

life-career of our hero. Nor will any man dream that the last chapter

was merely intended for a foolish bravado, and not with a solid purpose

in view.

Now Pierre stands on this noble pedestal; we shall see if he keeps that

fine footing; we shall see if Fate hath not just a little bit of a small

word or two to say in this world. But it is not laid down here that the

Glendinnings dated back beyond Pharaoh, or the deeds of Saddle-Meadows

to the Three Magi in the Gospels. Nevertheless, those deeds, as before

hinted, did indeed date back to three kings--Indian kings--only so much

the finer for that.

But if Pierre did not date back to the Pharaohs, and if the English

farmer Hampdens were somewhat the seniors of even the oldest

Glendinning; and if some American manors boasted a few additional years

and square miles over his, yet think you that it is at all possible,

that a youth of nineteen should--merely by way of trial of the

thing--strew his ancestral kitchen hearth-stone with wheat in the stalk,

and there standing in the chimney thresh out that grain with a flail,

whose aerial evolutions had free play among all that masonry; were it

not impossible for such a flailer so to thresh wheat in his own

ancestral kitchen chimney without feeling just a little twinge or two of

what one might call family pride? I should say not.

Or how think you it would be with this youthful Pierre, if every day

descending to breakfast, he caught sight of an old tattered British

banner or two, hanging over an arched window in his hall; and those

banners captured by his grandfather, the general, in fair fight? Or how

think you it would be if every time he heard the band of the military

company of the village, he should distinctly recognize the peculiar tap

of a British kettle-drum also captured by his grandfather in fair fight,

and afterwards suitably inscribed on the brass and bestowed upon the

Saddle-Meadows Artillery Corps? Or how think you it would be, if

sometimes of a mild meditative Fourth of July morning in the country, he

carried out with him into the garden by way of ceremonial cane, a long,

majestic, silver-tipped staff, a Major-General's baton, once wielded on

the plume-nodding and musket-flashing review by the same grandfather

several times here-in-before mentioned? I should say that considering

Pierre was quite young and very unphilosophical as yet, and withal

rather high-blooded; and sometimes read the History of the Revolutionary

War, and possessed a mother who very frequently made remote social

allusions to the epaulettes of the Major-General his grandfather;--I

should say that upon all of these occasions, the way it must have been

with him, was a very proud, elated sort of way. And if this seem but too

fond and foolish in Pierre; and if you tell me that this sort of thing

in him showed him no sterling Democrat, and that a truly noble man

should never brag of any arm but his own; then I beg you to consider

again that this Pierre was but a youngster as yet. And believe me you

will pronounce Pierre a thoroughgoing Democrat in time; perhaps a little

too Radical altogether to your fancy.

In conclusion, do not blame me if I here make repetition, and do

verbally quote my own words in saying that _it had been the choice fate

of Pierre to have been born and bred in the country_. For to a noble

American youth this indeed--more than in any other land--this indeed is

a most rare and choice lot. For it is to be observed, that while in

other countries, the finest families boast of the country as their home;

the more prominent among us, proudly cite the city as their seat. Too

often the American that himself makes his fortune, builds him a great

metropolitan house, in the most metropolitan street of the most

metropolitan town. Whereas a European of the same sort would thereupon

migrate into the country. That herein the European hath the better of

it, no poet, no philosopher, and no aristocrat will deny. For the

country is not only the most poetical and philosophical, but it is the

most aristocratic part of this earth, for it is the most venerable, and

numerous bards have ennobled it by many fine titles. Whereas the town is

the more plebeian portion: which, besides many other things, is plainly

evinced by the dirty unwashed face perpetually worn by the town; but the

country, like any Queen, is ever attended by scrupulous lady's maids in

the guise of the seasons, and the town hath but one dress of brick

turned up with stone; but the country hath a brave dress for every week

in the year; sometimes she changes her dress twenty-four times in the

twenty-four hours; and the country weareth her sun by day as a diamond

on a Queen's brow; and the stars by night as necklaces of gold beads;

whereas the town's sun is smoky paste, and no diamond, and the town's

stars are pinchbeck and not gold.

In the country then Nature planted our Pierre; because Nature intended a

rare and original development in Pierre. Never mind if hereby she proved

ambiguous to him in the end; nevertheless, in the beginning she did

bravely. She blew her wind-clarion from the blue hills, and Pierre

neighed out lyrical thoughts, as at the trumpet-blast, a war-horse paws

himself into a lyric of foam. She whispered through her deep groves at

eve, and gentle whispers of humanness, and sweet whispers of love, ran

through Pierre's thought-veins, musical as water over pebbles. She

lifted her spangled crest of a thickly-starred night, and forth at that

glimpse of their divine Captain and Lord, ten thousand mailed thoughts

of heroicness started up in Pierre's soul, and glared round for some

insulted good cause to defend.

So the country was a glorious benediction to young Pierre; we shall see

if that blessing pass from him as did the divine blessing from the

Hebrews; we shall yet see again, I say, whether Fate hath not just a

little bit of a word or two to say in this world; we shall see whether

this wee little bit scrap of latinity be very far out of the way--_Nemo

contra Deum nisi Deus ipse._

V.

"Sister Mary," said Pierre, returned from his sunrise stroll, and

tapping at his mother's chamber door:--"do you know, sister Mary, that

the trees which have been up all night, are all abroad again this

morning before you?--Do you not smell something like coffee, my sister?"

A light step moved from within toward the door; which opened, showing

Mrs. Glendinning, in a resplendently cheerful morning robe, and holding

a gay wide ribbon in her hand.

"Good morning, madam," said Pierre, slowly, and with a bow, whose

genuine and spontaneous reverence amusingly contrasted with the sportive

manner that had preceded it. For thus sweetly and religiously was the

familiarity of his affections bottomed on the profoundest filial

respect.

"Good afternoon to you, Pierre, for I suppose it is afternoon. But come,

you shall finish my toilette;--here, brother--" reaching the

ribbon--"now acquit yourself bravely--" and seating herself away from

the glass, she awaited the good offices of Pierre.

"First Lady in waiting to the Dowager Duchess Glendinning," laughed

Pierre, as bowing over before his mother, he gracefully passed the

ribbon round her neck, simply crossing the ends in front.

"Well, what is to hold it there, Pierre?"

"I am going to try and tack it with a kiss, sister,--there!--oh, what a

pity that sort of fastening won't always hold!--where's the cameo with

the fawns, I gave you last night?--Ah! on the slab--you were going to

wear it then?--Thank you, my considerate and most politic

sister--there!--but stop--here's a ringlet gone romping--so now, dear

sister, give that Assyrian toss to your head."

The haughtily happy mother rose to her feet, and as she stood before the

mirror to criticize her son's adornings, Pierre, noticing the straggling

tie of her slipper, knelt down and secured it. "And now for the urn," he

cried, "madam!" and with a humorous gallantry, offering his arm to his

mother, the pair descended to breakfast.

With Mrs. Glendinning it was one of those spontaneous maxims, which

women sometimes act upon without ever thinking of, never to appear in

the presence of her son in any dishabille that was not eminently

becoming. Her own independent observation of things, had revealed to her

many very common maxims, which often become operatively lifeless from a

vicarious reception of them. She was vividly aware how immense was that

influence, which, even in the closest ties of the heart, the merest

appearances make upon the mind. And as in the admiring love and

graceful devotion of Pierre lay now her highest joy in life; so she

omitted no slightest trifle which could possibly contribute to the

preservation of so sweet and flattering a thing.

Besides all this, Mary Glendinning was a woman, and with more than the

ordinary vanity of women--if vanity it can be called--which in a life of

nearly fifty years had never betrayed her into a single published

impropriety, or caused her one known pang at the heart. Moreover, she

had never yearned for admiration; because that was her birthright by the

eternal privilege of beauty; she had always possessed it; she had not to

turn her head for it, since spontaneously it always encompassed her.

Vanity, which in so many women approaches to a spiritual vice, and

therefore to a visible blemish; in her peculiar case--and though

possessed in a transcendent degree--was still the token of the highest

health; inasmuch as never knowing what it was to yearn for its

gratification, she was almost entirely unconscious of possessing it at

all. Many women carry this light of their lives flaming on their

foreheads; but Mary Glendinning unknowingly bore hers within. Through

all the infinite traceries of feminine art, she evenly glowed like a

vase which, internally illuminated, gives no outward sign of the

lighting flame, but seems to shine by the very virtue of the exquisite

marble itself. But that bluff corporeal admiration, with which some

ball-room women are content, was no admiration to the mother of Pierre.

Not the general homage of men, but the selected homage of the noblest

men, was what she felt to be her appropriate right. And as her own

maternal partialities were added to, and glorified the rare and absolute

merits of Pierre; she considered the voluntary allegiance of his

affectionate soul, the representative fealty of the choicest guild of

his race. Thus, though replenished through all her veins with the

subtlest vanity, with the homage of Pierre alone she was content.

But as to a woman of sense and spirit, the admiration of even the

noblest and most gifted man, is esteemed as nothing, so long as she

remains conscious of possessing no directly influencing and practical

sorcery over his soul; and as notwithstanding all his intellectual

superiority to his mother, Pierre, through the unavoidable weakness of

inexperienced and unexpanded youth, was strangely docile to the maternal

tuitions in nearly all the things which thus far had any ways interested

or affected him; therefore it was, that to Mary Glendinning this

reverence of Pierre was invested with all the proudest delights and

witcheries of self-complacency, which it is possible for the most

conquering virgin to feel. Still more. That nameless and infinitely

delicate aroma of inexpressible tenderness and attentiveness which, in

every refined and honorable attachment, is cotemporary with the

courtship, and precedes the final banns and the rite; but which, like

the _bouquet_ of the costliest German wines, too often evaporates upon

pouring love out to drink, in the disenchanting glasses of the

matrimonial days and nights; this highest and airiest thing in the whole

compass of the experience of our mortal life; this heavenly

evanescence--still further etherealized in the filial breast--was for

Mary Glendinning, now not very far from her grand climacteric,

miraculously revived in the courteous lover-like adoration of Pierre.

Altogether having its origin in a wonderful but purely fortuitous

combination of the happiest and rarest accidents of earth; and not to be

limited in duration by that climax which is so fatal to ordinary love;

this softened spell which still wheeled the mother and son in one orbit

of joy, seemed a glimpse of the glorious possibility, that the divinest

of those emotions, which are incident to the sweetest season of love, is

capable of an indefinite translation into many of the less signal

relations of our many chequered life. In a detached and individual way,

it seemed almost to realize here below the sweet dreams of those

religious enthusiasts, who paint to us a Paradise to come, when

etherealized from all drosses and stains, the holiest passion of man

shall unite all kindreds and climes in one circle of pure and

unimpairable delight.

VI.

There was one little uncelestial trait, which, in the opinion of some,

may mar the romantic merits of the gentlemanly Pierre Glendinning. He

always had an excellent appetite, and especially for his breakfast. But

when we consider that though Pierre's hands were small, and his ruffles

white, yet his arm was by no means dainty, and his complexion inclined

to brown; and that he generally rose with the sun, and could not sleep

without riding his twenty, or walking his twelve miles a day, or felling

a fair-sized hemlock in the forest, or boxing, or fencing, or boating,

or performing some other gymnastical feat; when we consider these

athletic habitudes of Pierre, and the great fullness of brawn and muscle

they built round about him; all of which manly brawn and muscle, three

times a day loudly clamored for attention; we shall very soon perceive

that to have a bountiful appetite, was not only no vulgar reproach, but

a right royal grace and honor to Pierre; attesting him a man and a

gentleman; for a thoroughly developed gentleman is always robust and

healthy; and Robustness and Health are great trencher-men.

So when Pierre and his mother descended to breakfast, and Pierre had

scrupulously seen her supplied with whatever little things were

convenient to her; and had twice or thrice ordered the respectable and

immemorial Dates, the servitor, to adjust and re-adjust the

window-sashes, so that no unkind current of air should take undue

liberties with his mother's neck; after seeing to all this, but in a

very quiet and inconspicuous way; and also after directing the unruffled

Dates, to swing out, horizontally into a particular light, a fine joyous

painting, in the good-fellow, Flemish style (which painting was so

attached to the wall as to be capable of that mode of adjusting), and

furthermore after darting from where he sat a few invigorating glances

over the river-meadows to the blue mountains beyond; Pierre made a

masonic sort of mysterious motion to the excellent Dates, who in

automaton obedience thereto, brought from a certain agreeable little

side-stand, a very prominent-looking cold pasty; which, on careful

inspection with the knife, proved to be the embossed savory nest of a

few uncommonly tender pigeons of Pierre's own shooting.

"Sister Mary," said he, lifting on his silver trident one of the

choicest of the many fine pigeon morsels; "Sister Mary," said he, "in

shooting these pigeons, I was very careful to bring down one in such a

manner that the breast is entirely unmarred. It was intended for you!

and here it is. Now Sergeant Dates, help hither your mistress' plate.

No?--nothing but the crumbs of French rolls, and a few peeps into a

coffee-cup--is that a breakfast for the daughter of yonder bold

General?"--pointing to a full-length of his gold-laced grandfather on

the opposite wall. "Well, pitiable is my case when I have to breakfast

for two. Dates!"

"Sir."

"Remove that toast-rack, Dates; and this plate of tongue, and bring the

rolls nearer, and wheel the stand farther off, good Dates."

Having thus made generous room for himself, Pierre commenced operations,

interrupting his mouthfuls by many sallies of mirthfulness.

"You seem to be in prodigious fine spirits this morning, brother

Pierre," said his mother.

"Yes, very tolerable; at least I can't say, that I am low-spirited

exactly, sister Mary;--Dates, my fine fellow, bring me three bowls of

milk."

"One bowl, sir, you mean," said Dates, gravely and imperturbably.

As the servitor left the room, Mrs. Glendinning spoke. "My dear Pierre,

how often have I begged you never to permit your hilariousness to betray

you into overstepping the exact line of propriety in your intercourse

with servants. Dates' look was a respectful reproof to you just now. You

must not call Dates, _My fine fellow_. He _is_ a fine fellow, a very

fine fellow, indeed; but there is no need of telling him so at my table.

It is very easy to be entirely kind and pleasant to servants, without

the least touch of any shade of transient good-fellowship with them."

"Well, sister, no doubt you are altogether right; after this I shall

drop the _fine_, and call Dates nothing but _fellow_;--Fellow, come

here!--how will that answer?"

"Not at all, Pierre--but you are a Romeo, you know, and so for the

present I pass over your nonsense."

"Romeo! oh, no. I am far from being Romeo--" sighed Pierre. "I laugh,

but he cried; poor Romeo! alas Romeo! woe is me, Romeo! he came to a

very deplorable end, did Romeo, sister Mary."

"It was his own fault though."

"Poor Romeo!"

"He was disobedient to his parents."

"Alas Romeo!"

"He married against their particular wishes."

"Woe is me, Romeo!"

"But you, Pierre, are going to be married before long, I trust, not to a

Capulet, but to one of our own Montagues; and so Romeo's evil fortune

will hardly be yours. You will be happy."

"The more miserable Romeo!"

"Don't be so ridiculous, brother Pierre; so you are going to take Lucy

that long ride among the hills this morning? She is a sweet girl; a most

lovely girl."

"Yes, that is rather my opinion, sister Mary.--By heavens, mother, the

five zones hold not such another! She is--yes--though I say

it--Dates!--he's a precious long time getting that milk!"

"Let him stay.--Don't be a milk-sop, Pierre!"

"Ha! my sister is a little satirical this morning. I comprehend."

"Never rave, Pierre; and never rant. Your father never did either; nor

is it written of Socrates; and both were very wise men. Your father was

profoundly in love--that I know to my certain knowledge--but I never

heard him rant about it. He was always exceedingly gentlemanly: and

gentlemen never rant. Milk-sops and Muggletonians rant, but gentlemen

never."

"Thank you, sister.--There, put it down, Dates; are the horses ready?"

"Just driving round, sir, I believe."

"Why, Pierre," said his mother, glancing out at the window, "are you

going to Santa Fe De Bogota with that enormous old phaeton;--what do you

take that Juggernaut out for?"

"Humor, sister, humor; I like it because it's old-fashioned, and because

the seat is such a wide sofa of a seat, and finally because a young lady

by the name of Lucy Tartan cherishes a high regard for it. She vows she

would like to be married in it."

"Well, Pierre, all I have to say, is, be sure that Christopher puts the

coach-hammer and nails, and plenty of cords and screws into the box. And

you had better let him follow you in one of the farm wagons, with a

spare axle and some boards."

"No fear, sister; no fear;--I shall take the best of care of the old

phaeton. The quaint old arms on the panel, always remind me who it was

that first rode in it."

"I am glad you have that memory, brother Pierre."

"And who it was that _next_ rode in it."

"Bless you!--God bless you, my dear son!--always think of him and you

can never err; yes, always think of your dear perfect father, Pierre."

"Well, kiss me now, dear sister, for I must go."

"There; this is my cheek, and the other is Lucy's; though now that I

look at them both, I think that hers is getting to be the most blooming;

sweeter dews fall on that one, I suppose."

Pierre laughed, and ran out of the room, for old Christopher was getting

impatient. His mother went to the window and stood there.

"A noble boy, and docile"--she murmured--"he has all the frolicsomeness

of youth, with little of its giddiness. And he does not grow

vain-glorious in sophomorean wisdom. I thank heaven I sent him not to

college. A noble boy, and docile. A fine, proud, loving, docile,

vigorous boy. Pray God, he never becomes otherwise to me. His little

wife, that is to be, will not estrange him from me; for she too is

docile,--beautiful, and reverential, and most docile. Seldom yet have I

known such blue eyes as hers, that were not docile, and would not follow

a bold black one, as two meek blue-ribboned ewes, follow their martial

leader. How glad am I that Pierre loves her so, and not some dark-eyed

haughtiness, with whom I could never live in peace; but who would be

ever setting her young married state before my elderly widowed one, and

claiming all the homage of my dear boy--the fine, proud, loving, docile,

vigorous boy!--the lofty-minded, well-born, noble boy; and with such

sweet docilities! See his hair! He does in truth illustrate that fine

saying of his father's, that as the noblest colts, in three

points--abundant hair, swelling chest, and sweet docility--should

resemble a fine woman, so should a noble youth. Well, good-bye, Pierre,

and a merry morning to ye!"

So saying she crossed the room, and--resting in a corner--her glad proud

eye met the old General's baton, which the day before in one of his

frolic moods Pierre had taken from its accustomed place in the

pictured-bannered hall. She lifted it, and musingly swayed it to and

fro; then paused, and staff-wise rested with it in her hand. Her stately

beauty had ever somewhat martial in it; and now she looked the daughter

of a General, as she was; for Pierre's was a double revolutionary

descent. On both sides he sprang from heroes.

"This is his inheritance--this symbol of command! and I swell out to

think it. Yet but just now I fondled the conceit that Pierre was so

sweetly docile! Here sure is a most strange inconsistency! For is sweet

docility a general's badge? and is this baton but a distaff

then?--Here's something widely wrong. Now I almost wish him otherwise

than sweet and docile to me, seeing that it must be hard for man to be

an uncompromising hero and a commander among his race, and yet never

ruffle any domestic brow. Pray heaven he show his heroicness in some

smooth way of favoring fortune, not be called out to be a hero of some

dark hope forlorn;--of some dark hope forlorn, whose cruelness makes a

savage of a man. Give him, O God, regardful gales! Fan him with

unwavering prosperities! So shall he remain all docility to me, and yet

prove a haughty hero to the world!"

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