XI

A little over twenty-four years before, Nellie Pope had been born to two

honest, hard-working country folk. They lived in a village of about two

dozen cottages a stone's throw from the great cross cut by the Romans on

the chalky side of Chiltern Hills, in England. Her parents' quiver had

already been a full one and there was indeed very little room in it for

the new arrival. Eight other boys and girls had preceded her with a

rapidity which must have surprised nature herself, bounteous as she is.

The father, a deep-chested, brown-bearded, very ignorant, but

good-natured man, worked all the year round on a farm. His wages were

fourteen shillings a week. The wife, who had been a domestic servant,

added to the family pot by taking in washing and, if able, helping at

the big house when guests were there. Neither of them had ever been

farther away from their native village than the town which lay in the

saucer of the valley, the steeple of whose church could be seen glinting

in the sun away below.

Little Nellai, as she was called, was thrown on her own resources from

the moment that she could crawl out of the narrow kitchen door into the

patch of garden where potatoes grew and eager chickens played the

scavenger for odd morsels of food. Her eldest sister was her real

mother, and it was she who daily led her little brood of dirty-faced

children out into the beech forest which stood in strange silence behind

the cottage. The monotonous years slipped by one after another,

enlivened only by a death or a birth or a fight, or a very occasional

jaunt to the town in one of the farm wagons, perched up on a load of hay

or wedged in between sacks of potatoes. Little Nellai's pretty face and

fair hair very soon made her a pet of the lady at the big house, and it

was from this kind, but mistaken person, from whom she obtained the

seeds of discontent which at the early age of sixteen sent her into the

town as a "help" in the kitchen of a man who kept a garage. It was from

this place, on the main road to London, that Nellie Pope saw life for

the first time and became aware of the fact that the world was a larger

place than the little village perched up so near the sky, and caught the

fever of discovery from the white dust that was left behind by the cars

which sped to London one way, and to Oxford the other.

During this first year among shops and country louts, Nellie became

aware of the fact that her pretty face and fair hair were very valuable

assets. They procured her candies and many other little presents. They

enabled her to make a choice among the young men with whom to walk out.

They won smiles and pleasant words not only from the chauffeurs of the

cars which came into her master's garage to be attended to, but also

from their owners. Eventually it was one of these--more unscrupulous

than most--who, staying for a few days at the "Red Lion," carried Nellie

away with him to London, after several surreptitious meetings in the

shady lane at the back of the churchyard. There it was that she saw life

with very naked eyes, passed quickly from one so-called protector to

another, was taken to the United States by one of a troupe of gymnasts,

and then deserted. For two years she had been numbered among the night

birds who flit out after dark--a member of the oldest profession in the

world. There were, however, no moments in her life--hard, terrible and

sordid as it was--when she looked back with anything like regret at

those heavily thatched cottages which stood among their little gardens

on the side of the hills. She could put up with the fatigue, brutality

and uncertainty, the gross actuality of her present life, with courage,

cheerfulness and even optimism, but the mere thought of the deadly

monotony of that peaceful village, where summer followed winter with

inexorable routine, made her shudder. The first pretty frock which had

been given her by the lady of the big house had begun the work. The

candies and the little presents from the country louts had completed it;

and here she was, still very young, with a heart still kind and with a

nature not yet warped and brutalized,--a danger to any community in

which she lived, the deliberate spreader of something so frightful that

science and civilization stood abashed in her presence.

Vanity has much to answer for, and out of nature spring many plants

whose tempting berries are filled with poison.

It was in the bed of this wretched little woman that the unconscious

Peter slept that night.

It was ten o'clock in the morning when the weary girl faced another day.

She didn't grumble at the fact that she had been frequently disturbed

and had watched many of the hours go by while she attended to Peter with

something of the spirit of a Magdalen. She kept repeating to herself:

"Poor boy! Poor boy! I wonder what his mother would say if she saw him

like this."

She bathed his head, listened with astonishment to his babbling, and

tried to piece together his incoherent pleading with Ranken Townsend and

his declarations to Betty of his everlasting love. She listened with

acute interest to the broken sentences which showed her that this great

big man-boy was endeavoring to stir up his father to do something which

seemed to him to be urgent and vital, and she wondered who Graham was,

and Nicholas.

The first thing that she did when she was dressed and had put the kettle

on her gas stove to boil, was to hunt through Peter's pockets to find

out who he was. It was obvious to her that he was not so much a customer

as a patient. She was a little afraid of accepting the whole

responsibility of his case. The only letter she found was one signed

"Graham," headed with the address of an office in Wall Street. In the

corner of it was printed a telephone number. Graham, it was plain to

her, was a Christian name. She could find no suggestion of the surname

of the writer or of the man who lay so heavily in the next room.

"I dunno," she said to herself. "Something has got to be done. That

boy's in a bad way. 'E's as 'ot as a pancake and I shouldn't think 'e's

used to drink by the way 'e takes it. Suppose hanything should 'appen to

'im 'ere. I should look funny. What 'ad I better do?"

What she did was to have breakfast. During this hasty meal she thought

things over--all her hard-won practicality at work in her brain. Then

she put on her befeathered hat and her white gloves, a second-best pair

of shoes, and went out and along the street, and into the nearest drug

store. Here she entered the telephone booth and asked for the number

that was printed on Graham's note. By that time it was just after nine

o'clock. Having complied with the sharp request to slip the necessary

nickel into the slot, an impatient voice recited the name of the firm.

"I want to speak to Mr. Graham," she said. "No such name--? Well, keep

your 'air on, Mister. I may be a client--a millionaire's wife--for all

you know. I'm asking for Mr. Graham and as 'e's a friend of mine, and

probably your boss, I'm not bothering about his surname. You know that

as well as I do--Do I mean Mr. Graham Guthrie? Well, yes. Who else

should I mean?" She gave a chuckle of triumph. "All right! I'll 'old

on."

In a moment or two there was another voice on the telephone. "How d'you

do?" she said. "I'm holding a letter signed by you, to 'Dear

Peter,'--Ah! I thought that would make you jump--It doesn't matter what

my name is. What's that--? Yes, I _do_ know where he is. I've been

looking after 'im all night. Come up to my place right away and I'll be

there to meet you. Dear Peter is far from well." She gave her address,

and feeling immensely relieved left the box. But before she left the

store she treated herself to a large box of talcum powder and a

medium-sized bottle of her favorite scent, paying the bill with Peter's

money. She considered herself to be fully justified.

On the way home she dropped into a delicatessen shop and bought some

sausages, a bottle of pickles, a queer German salad of raw herring

chopped up with carrots and onions, and carried these away with her. On

her way up-stairs--the bald, hard stairs--she was greeted by a

half-dressed person whose hair was in curl-papers and who had opened her

door to pick up a daily paper which lay outside. "Hello, Miss Pope!

Anything doing?" "Yes," said Nellie Pope, "the market's improving," and

she laughed and went on.

Peter was still lying inert when she bent over him once more. She felt

his head again, put the covers about his shoulders, pulled the blind

more closely over the window, and after having put the food away

returned to make up her face. She wasn't going to be caught looking what

she called "second-rate" by this Mr. Graham Guthrie when he came.

There being no need to practice rigid economy at that moment, she gave

herself a glass of beer and sat down to pass the time with her magazine,

in which life was regarded through very rosy spectacles.

When finally she opened the door, in response to a loud and insistent

ring, her answer to Graham's abrupt question: "Is my brother _here_?"

was "Yes; why shouldn't he be?" She didn't like the tone. The word

"here" was underlined in an unnecessarily unpleasant manner.

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